#I just want to be done

[leaveherwildliketheflowers]

Wine drunk for the first time in quite a while. Putting on a mask of being happy while feeling depressed and hopeless. I want to kill myself but that isn't an option so I'm left hoping I die in my sleep tonight. Also skipped my therapy homework today because it felt unbearable. I'm really winning at life right now. I'm not sure how the people in my life tolerate me.

[kerryhasastudyblog]

Hi y’all!!!! I have a huge deadline I’m trying to make if I want to graduate this summer. Basically I need to write approximately 100 pages by May 24th!!!! So that means this blog is back in business lol 😮 Anyway, just like before I’ll be posting from the library and keeping track of my progress for accountability (and any positive thoughts, well wishes etc. are of course very welcome) ❤️❤️❤️

[hvlthgxth]

I'm just waiting for a pretty lady to hold my face and tell me I'm done.

[justsomerandomgay]

i was actually happy and then i just felt it slip away. that was the worse feeling in the world

[apatheticintrovert]

It's almost been 3 weeks of being sick and I don't know what the fuck is wrong or why I'm not getting better. :):):) I love not having health insurance <3<3

[posing-as-neurotypical]

I'm so tired of being scared.

[l3ominor]

I've been working on this same assignment for the last three hours

and I still have at least an hour and a half of work left to do. and... another six assignments after this.

:)

[bearsgrove]

really want to finish this dai playthrough but the game started being buggy right when i got to the wicked eyes bit..............

[solwhynot]

painting going dreadfully, might drink paint water just to feel something

[singlethread]

Whatever I just wanna pass at this point

[kerosene-saint]

[nevvaraven]

This is literally the last thing I have ever to do for my degree so why is it taking me so long -_-

[acidloe]

I want to be on hrt already, doc oked the prescription but it's not come through, I need to call and push for it...

I hate this so much and it's friday so I have to wait until monday to do anything. I want to start growing terrible beards and obsessively look for bald spots and grow my muscles and start the clock until I can get top surgery and I've already been waiting so long!

Also need to sit with my mum for a day next week which I'm not looking forward to, my younger siblings keep acting like she's a saint but she has yet to go a single conversation without misgendering me, at this point it's not habit she just refuses to remove the rose tinted glasses and the absolute worst part is she's going to think everythings fine (not forgiven cause -of course- she did nothing wrong and doesn't need to adjust her behaviour in the slightest!)

[hypnotickale]

Me: where the fuck is the off button?

Friend: to your computer?

Me: yeahhhh my "computer" surrre

[petalletsims]

i just want to free myself from this relationship and be at my maximum potential this year

[bobthebenevolentpirate]

Shout-out to @nedsseveredhead for the "euphoric experience of knowing you" post that I used in a graduate school assignment this week 👌👌