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vines-mansion · 7 months ago

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yay! I have been collected!

don’t worry, I eat an apple, baby carrots or fries, and a normal dinner every day still

I’m trying to get better with my metal stuff, but every time I think ‘oh hey, I’m getting better now!’ Life comes in and pelts me with more lemons to add onto my backstory life really likes pelting me with lemons

if it doesn’t stop soon, I’m gonna go from the goofy sidekick character who needs a break and some long overdue cuddles to the villain who needs a break and some long overdue cuddles (kinda got a little trauma dumping thing going on under the cut, so, you’ve been warned lol)

I’m currently running on self-hate thoughts, little enough food to make horror sans cry, less then four hours of sleep, and a vow to punch whatever deity that decided it hates me

life is at rock bottom and I’m screaming at the workers to put down the shovels

sorry for kinda trauma-dumping on ya, but honestly Tumblr feels way more accepting then IRL right now and I’m deluding myself to keep going on until I find another reason to not run off into the forest and go do something stupid like try to pet a wolf

I feel like that one meme of the dog surrounded by fire and drinking from a mug ‘this is fine’

@the-axolotl-skellie

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has many things

I would like to share things with you

You got Frosted mini donuts (12)

You got Apples (5)

You got CheeseIts (1)

you got chocolate Mini donuts (23)

You got fresh cake (1)

you got plushies (50)

you got soft blankets (20)

you got GIANT SNUGGIE THAT IS SO LONG THAT ITS PRACTICALLY A DRESS AND THE SLEEVES ARE SO FLOPPY YOU COULD SMACK SOMEONE WITH THEM AND THE THING IS SO BIG YOU CAN PUT IT ON WITH THE NECK-HOLE THING (2)

Definitely not giving food to you so I don’t feel like they’re judging me for not eating much anymore, definitely not. Don’t be silly

devouring your lovely art <3

*Lune happily snuggles with the snuggie! Lune then takes all of this to their cave in the lake, saving for later!*

*...Lune comes back a moment later, and takes anon as well.*

*You've been collected.*

#It’s not fine #everything is on fire #I’m crying inside #my will to live is on its last leg #i don’t want to have to go through being suicidal again #it sucked the first time #and the second #life is the worst roller costar right now #and I love roller coasters #im just drawing mermaids #I’m just a tiny weirdo in a town that hates me #bullies suck too #It Really sucks to just be trying to go about my day and peers are telling me to KMS #im here for my mom and my sibling #they got my back #id cover a murder for those two #im so tired #sorry for being depressing #sorry for the vent #sorry for the trauma dumping #Trama dump #your awesome #your supplying my little ADHD brain with some much needed dopamine #thank you so much #Didn’t even get into all the BS with my dad #In my family it’s not the parents that get the milk for 284748 years #it’s the kids

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lycandrophile · 1 year ago

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8 hours until i get top surgery and i’m so fucking excited

once i’m out of the initial recovery stage i’m definitely gonna want to talk about it a TON so if anyone has any questions about top surgery or things they haven’t heard other people talk about or anything like that, give them to me!!!! please fuel my need to never shut up about this ever again

#top surgery adventures #idk how invested y’all are in my personal life but HOLY SHIT #yes my transphobic mom is here and definitely gonna cause problems BUT #my incredibly supportive boyfriend best friend and sibling are here #as is my mostly supportive dad #so fuck her honestly this is for ME and im fucking PUMPED

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rexscanonwife · 7 months ago

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I may have...mentioned a fankid a little while back (ｕ_ｕ*) here's the little squirt themselves, our very own Newt Utonium! The name is short for Newton, as in Isaac, who is often considered the grandfather of science (the professor's idea ofc) but they prefer to go by just Newt!

Just like their mother they came from an egg, which Blossom, Bubbles, and Buttercup were very excited and curious about! Especially since they were born 5 years old and at the same time, they were looking forward to interacting with a new sibling. And a baby at that! They spent a lot of time with the egg fawning over it, discussing what gender they hoped it would be and what they'd be like once hatched!

And ofc Utonium is just as wonderful a father with Newt as he was when the girls came into his life! 💖💖💖

Taglist♡: @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @adoredbyalatus @changeling-selfship @crushes-georg @miutonium @cherry-bomb-ships @rosieaurora @rejaytionships @sunlight1999 @in-true-blue-love @tropicalgothships (as always let me know if you want to be added OR taken off!)

#artfarts #self insert #self ship #self insert community #self ship community #self insert x canon #oc x canon #self insert fankid #fankid #professor utonium #ppg blossom #ppg bubbles #ppg buttercup #�� starkissed scientist 🔬#WAAHH 😭😭 IVE BEEN WANTING TO POST ABOUT THEM FOR A WHILE NOW #ive been having like 1 on 1 discussions with friends and my partner and stuff #but i love them so much 🥺🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶#you guys know im such a sucker for fankids!! and there's so much potential here #i think it kinda means a LOT to the girls that theres not one normal person in their family #i could go on about the existential loneliness of the ppg being the only BEINGS in the universe like themselves #but their new mom is an alien and their new sibling is HALF alien so theyre like...a little family of freaks ajfkf #and theyd be sooo excited to be the big sisters and have someone look up to them #not bcs theyre superheroes but because theyre the big sisters!!!#CRYING THROWING UP 😭😭#also i kinda had an idea for an episode but ill talk about that another time uwu #have this for now!!

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tootles338 · 7 months ago

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Where did my thugin go

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nabaath-areng · 21 days ago

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Whenever I feel bad about symptoms from my illnesses, I think of my sibling's horse growing up, whose name was Batman and who was so allergic to grass he had to be wrapped up like a christmas present every summer to prevent rashes. I don't know if that makes me feel better exactly, but if Batman could cope and continue to mosey around like the gentle old man he was, then maybe I can cope with being completely bedridden certain days.

#idk ANY english horse terms but if you google gotlandsruss thats the type of horse he was #he was such a sweet darling we have no idea who gave him the name Batman of all things #he came to us when he was 14 #most of the horses we had when i grew up were named by us since they were born in our stables #but then you get the occasional ones such as Batman or Duchess Kash #(idk what the sport is called in english. harness racing? anyway thats the type of horse duchess was)#as the name implies she was a huge diva. super sweet with me and my sibling though! an angel!#which just proves she knew how to behave with others she just chose not to <3 just like Mirka #god i miss horses. and i miss harness racing. but mostly i just miss cuddling with horses and tending to them #on one hand its nice to not have to worry so much for their well being. and it IS a lifestyle or at least it was for me.#sometimes i dream of having like 2 or 3 shetland ponies just to dote on and go out with on walks #or like 2 swedish ardennes to put a cart behind like mom did with willmar a couple years back #those are so iconic for their long history in my village. not the only place of course. but its still so notable here #maybe one day who knows.......#im rambling idk why #silvi talks

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sunny-halo-777 · 2 months ago

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please remind me to not fcking talk to my mom in a nicely way again

#tw vent #she wants to manipulate me UGGH I HATE EVERYTHING #i want to leave my house forever #im gonna scream #im gonna find a new home no matter what #never talk or interact with her like i used to do #she wants to control everything about me #i have mommy issues ddy issues and a third secret thing #she is mad now because I DIDNT DO EXACTLY WHAT SHE WANTED UGH #my other sibling barely does what she wants to avoid conflict with her #BUT SINCE IM A LITTLE WE ARE ALWAYS ARGUING #im gonna leave this fucking country omfg #i dont have that kind of relationship with anyone just with her #i hate it here #im here to FUCKING BREAK AND DESTROY the generational cycle im not going to become a fucking mother in my life #i dont want to be married plus i dont like men im not going to have kids #im not my mom im not my mom im not my mom im not my momim not my mom

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lesbiantrish · 4 months ago

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found out shit today and im having a nervous breakdown

#i dont javr any one to talk to #theres my sibling #sorry im always venting here im so pathetic hahah!-!-!#idk what to do lol #ive jist been crying #vent #im so lost wtfff hahahaha #also feel so bad for my mom #fuckkk ahahhahaha

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sieglinde-freud · 9 months ago

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started another file and got two really terrible pairs of siblings. arent they pretty :)

BONUS I MARRIED ONE OF EM I LOVE U FOREVER PINKNIGO 🫶🩷

#ann plays awakening #the great thing about the gay hack is that if i make most of them siblings #it cuts my grinding in half!!#anyways i absolutely started a new file to marry pink inigo like i wont even bother hiding that #but i figured while im here i might as while try out some other pairings #i have the rest of them written down i just need to. yk. grind em out #another time though #in case you havent noticed by now awakening is really just my fun family simulator #its fun for me #something i didnt expect though was that cordelia!owain looks REALLY good #i didnt expect that but his hair + his red accents??? HELLO??#and ik u can make him ginger in the base game but no one really matches cordelia red yk #sully could work actually but that’s still not a vanilla game thing #also cordelia lets him have full access to the VVW combo which is excellent #severa unfortunately misses out on wrath but thats alright #she’s really pretty with lissa’s hair. maybe she got the pigtails from mom

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kuromi-hoemie · 1 year ago

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not me and my manager trauma bonding over mommy issues 💀💕 i love her aksksk oof i had to go smoke and Think after this one

i love when our one on ones are basically like lol i don't have much 2 talk about this wk and we get like 40m to hang n talk after getting work stuff out the way. she is such a sweetie and so fun (❁´◡`❁)

#i talked about my intro 2 adulthood and what it was like around before/when i left home and how my sis was just 10 when i left #so we never rly got to be close n i just started talking 2 her this year. but the last thing i told my mom was she lost her son forever #and that she better not fuck up with my sister - and she took it to heart fr which was Great for my sister.#she grew up v loved and supported and idk as the eldest u have complicated feelings being the experiment child.#and as an older sibling u are genuinely happy ur younger sibling has it so much better but there's this disconnect where u both have #Very very different feelings about ur mom and family in general ig. but it's from having lived different lives and idk.#she relates though 😔💕 oldest sibs rly b dealing w moms that tear them down then watch w bittersweet feelings that ur sibs get a better #life. my life itself is fine lol im kinda stoned (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) but like. a good loving childhood. support. community n never feeling like #there's Nothing for u here. she's turning 21 in December it's crazy how time flies. I'm glad she's doing good but I'm just thinking about #how we had Very different lives and stuff going on in our late teens 😮‍💨#bless my manager fr i'm glad we got to get into it !! 😹 i can see why i miss her when we don't get to meet for the week

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that-tall-queer-bassist · 5 months ago

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have i ever mentioned that i love being told im rude by someone whos been hard on me my entire life for no reason? Because i do. So much.

totally unrelated, i also love crying in public!

(sarcasm)

#And its my moms best friend so i can never fully escape her!#Hahaha love it here #If i wasnt here to support my sibling istg i would yell at her and then go to the barn #Dolly save me save me dolly #God why do people have to be assholes #Like. What the fuck did i ever do to you.#“Youve rolled your eyes at me every time i see you!”#Yeah maybe cuz youre a bitch whos always commenting on me or my actions or my body or my everything #This might come as a surprise but your actions have consequences #Okay im done. Might write fanfic to feel better.

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otamotone-dnp · 19 days ago

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about to vent in the tags real quick gonna be annoying and emo sorry in advance

#I’m back in my hometown this weekend bc my sister had a birthday party today and I baked cake pops for it and made her a bday sign #and tomorrow is my mom’s birthday too #and my (insane) set of grandparents are here this weekend so it’s already exhausting #bc my grandmother is very narcissistic and she talks incessantly #but then I feel left out and lame and it’s just triggering teenage memories #bc my younger brother and younger sister are going with their partners to hang out with each other #and I didn’t get invited #well technically I guess but my mom literally had to be like ‘make sure to invite Oma’#and then my siblings are like oh yeah you know you can come #like no I don’t want to come now bc it feels like a pity invite #and now it just reminds me that I’m the black sheep of the family #in the sense of I’m the ‘weird’ one #I’m the one that doesn’t fit in culturally with where I grew up #(I grew up with rural small town Alabama btw)#and a part of me is so proud and happy I don’t fit in #I have my own convictions and beliefs and interests outside of the way I grew up #but also it’s kind of isolating in a way from my own family #like i know im seen as the liberal one who moved to the city and who isn’t ‘country’#plus because I had a really bad anxiety disorder growing up and I isolated myself due to it I’m seen as weird or standoffish #anyway #i’ll probably delete this later #just needed to type it out

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werebutch · 3 months ago

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I’m clinically insane so im drawing eli. I think. Unfortunately im avoiding drawing scotch and eloise portraits because i truly don’t know how to render bleached hair :( it is so hard

#idk focusing on my ocs really hard has been helping dont judge me.. been playing with my moms cats a lot too im so glad theyre here #i still think about my cat every moment of the day though. she was so integrated into me and my siblings lives and even our humor and inside #jokes. now we have to catch ourselves before saying certain things that we genuinely …. say every day. my cat was like our sibling genuinely

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tootles338 · 6 months ago

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