#im good really

[handsomepear]

Istg I'm gonna have such an autism weekend tomorrow. I couldn't schedule anything so change of plan.

-shotgun the entirety of solitare by alice osman in like 6 hours

-counter act the ohh shitness of that book by listening to the new cranewives album, i haven't heard it yet

-penelope scott

-finish the last eight hours of tsv while organising my room

-remeber to eat food

-hopefully read patrick ness release front to back

-read all the new skips written by queries and qntm

-rember to drink water

-finish the anthropogenic reviewed [ the book]

Then I'm gonna walk my dogs on the Moor until both my feet fall off and I sink into the sea fret, becoming a ghost on the wind.[not like thar dw]

[churroach]

Full of Desires

[spurgie-cousin]

This is such a good, succinct way of describing the illusion of choice many fundamentalist women and men have when it comes to life paths.

[inkskinned]

this is just my opinion but i think any good media needs obsession behind it. it needs passion, the kind of passion that's no longer "gentle scented candle" and is now "oh shit the house caught on fire". it needs a creator that's biting the floorboards and gnawing the story off their skin. creators are supposed to be wild animals. they are supposed to want to tell a story with the ferocity of eating a good stone fruit while standing over the sink. the same protective, strange instinct as being 7 and making mud potions in pink teacups: you gotta get weird with it.

good media needs unhinged, googling-at-midnight kind of energy. it needs "what kind of seams are invented on this planet" energy and "im just gonna trust the audience to roll with me about this" energy. it needs one person (at least) screaming into the void with so much drive and energy that it forces the story to be real.

sometimes people are baffled when fanfic has some stunning jaw-dropping tattoo-it-on-you lines. and i'm like - well, i don't go here, but that makes sense to me. of fucking course people who have this amount of passion are going to create something good. they moved from a place of genuine love and enjoyment.

so yeah, duh! saturday cartoons have banger lines. random street art is sometimes the most precious heart-wrenching shit you've ever seen. someone singing on tiktok ends up creating your next favorite song. youtubers are giving us 5 hours of carefully researched content. all of this is the impossible equation to latestage capitalism. like, you can't force something to be good. AI cannot make it good. no amount of focus-group testing or market research. what makes a story worth listening to is that someone cares so much about telling it - through dance, art, music, whatever it takes - that they are just a little unhinged about it.

one time my friend told me he stayed up all night researching how many ways there are to peel an orange. he wrote me a poem that made me cry on public transportation. the love came through it like pith, you know? the words all came apart in my hands. it tasted like breakfast.

[postdespair]

at a typical visit to a sit down restaurant where the service is just normal, not terrible but not noteworthy

[verflares]

just how long is forever? // not long enough, with you

pssst. check this out on inprnt :]

[hansoeii]

crowley!

[frostedpuffs]

HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

do you even remember the lives that you threw away like trash

continuation of this

[cosmicrhetoric]

the YYH dub is so unbelievably disrespectful lmao. i went back and checked what this was in the japanese and all she said was something like "next up is hiei!" man wtf

[ato-dato]

Aziraphale, I’m getting a feeling You're not taking movie night seriously

[hinamie]

in spite of everything, I had fun <3

[heartorbit]

if we could stay connected, just like this

[autumn-may]

Mostly spoiler free summary of my viewing experience

[mouthpoisons]

like look ive adored and immensely related to viktor since day 1 but ive also spent years extremely unsure of where they were going with him in terms of disabled representation and thinking they were just going to keep torturing and punishing him for the crime of not wanting to die before his time having lead an unfulfilling life. then season 2 started rolling out and they ramped it all up and he kept dying and being resurrected against his will and we couldnt tell if he was being mind controlled or if he was even In There Anymore or anything and i seriously lost hope for a satisfying ending for a while. my whole opinion of his arc was hinging on these last 3 episodes and

what the hell do you mean this actually Landed as the most profound and home hitting narrative about internalised ableism ive ever experienced. that he Hated Himself and didnt believe he deserved or would ever recieve love and his obsession with overcompensating and proving he was worth anything spiralled until he nearly destroyed the whole world but he was brought back down to earth and Saved by being told he was is and always will be loved unconditionally. that his flaws are beautiful. All of him was held and adored fiercely until the end. like are you fucking kidding me. they actually did make him For Us ♿

[xxplastic-cubexx]

something about first impressions idk

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