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Ranking the drivers based on how they pronounce Zhou
#im actually gonna make a list bc how has he been there for 2.5 years now#and his coworkers still say ‘zoo’#ZOO????#zg24
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(COUGHING UP BLOOD) WAIT IM NOT DONE YET do you guys ever think abt how the kh 2.5 hd remix of rage awakened has vocals in it. Like. Its (to my knowledge) the only "official"/in-game version of the track that uses vocals and theyre SO subtle they almost blend in with the rest of the instrumentation and ambience of the music but theyre There. What if you had a set of haunted hollowed out armor animated by a shattered fragment of its original owner's memories, a silent and lifeless and empty shell of metal and cloth, a weapon left behind by its wielder, trapped in a dead and abandoned world, stripped of anything organic like a heart or a Voice. And what if you gave it a song. And what if you gave that song the most human instrument there is
#saltfish speaks#ddo you guys think about it. do you ever get distraughg thinking abiut the lingering will#hello. is anyone there. is this thing on. can anyone hear m#kingdom hearts#kh#also im not counting 'dawn of hope' from kh3 here necessarily even thiugh its still technically a variation of the lw's theme#i mean like. specificslly rage awakened and all of its rearrangements/remixes in the games#dawn of hope does also seem to have vocals but i cant 100% tell for sure bc theyre Even More Subtle if so#STILL. IT MAKES ME FEEL ILL#FUCKING. in the 2.5 remix specifically the choir shows up when the melodic progression starts climbing up into what is Almost terra's theme#but then it gets cut off and it tries again. and again. and KEEPS getting interrupted as it transitions to another part of the song#terra's voice peaking through desperately trying to cling to the surface (CLUTCHING MY HEAD#im gonna frows up.
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Told my religious trauma coach that my gender is "a 1930's orphan boy selling newspapers" I think I might have to go back to Jesus after this one lads
#/j#We had a good talk about how christianity doesn't have genders it has jobs#And how I wanted agency but feel like I have to fully be a Man to avoid being punished by the current legislature being passed#I feel more dysphoric and part of it stems from feeling like I'm being observed again like I was as a little girl#Being told that people would be looking at my body and it was my job to make it acceptable to others#Now I'm transmasc so there's a weird pressure to become Manly Man Now or else I'll be stuck#Maybe I can relax but first I need top surgery and 3 years of T (i'm at 2.5 years and have a consultation call)#Then I can enjoy gender. Then Im free#But I can't because I'm not a man either. Ill feel better with top surgery and whatnot but I don't feel solidly male#Ill just be restraining myself and observed from the other side#Anyways I was saying I wanted my gender to be personal and abstract#but I used this phrase as an example and think this might be it I'm gonna have to give up my other 5 sessions /j#I called myself a golden retriever and a newspaper orphan boy I can never show my face again#ex christian#religious trauma
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its so brutal that ive started selling all my stuff purely to finish projects and close my account bc holy fuck you make so much dragon cash when you dont hoard things,,,,,,,
#i posted a bunch of apparel n was like hi im selling like 2.5 pages worth of fest apparel come get this#n someone messaged me like hi. can i buy all of it#and YESTERDAY beloved friend zee gave me a fucking light halo and both of these right after the other have fully made me go fuck.#maybe i DONT want to restart.....#but i do i have to i will be really torn up abt it otherwise#i'll probs use up the money for all my projects and then if i have excess either like#buy some skins for existing dragons or give it away#anyways i might try making a spreadsheet#im gonna ask jackie if they understand my vision bc i know smthn similar can be done bc earth does them for fests
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babygirl's apartment is now almost completely decorated!!! Just needs a couple lamps, a couple little tables, an orchestrion, and a few plants and boom, mission accomplished!! Oh and a couple more designs for the blank walls flkjghlfdjkgh but we'll get there :)
A million thank-yous to @coldshrugs for coming up with the base design and helping me figure out how tf to do this housing thing! ❤️❤️❤️
Bonus close-up of Puck under the cut because he's such a funny little gremlin and I love him:
he's lion king-ing that little rock lmao
#i had around 2.5 million gil when i started this project and now i'm sitting somewhere around 1mil 400k fkjghkgdjh#and i spent half my gil savings but it's fine cause i already got back like 30k of it if i counted right LOL#that dining table alone was like $500k for some reason#but it was all 110% worth it cause what's the point of making all this gil if i'm not gonna spend it!!!!!#im so excited i can't wait to gpose a bunch in here fkdgjhfdkjgh#i'm already thinking about designs for a free company apt too though i am NOT gonna buy one#until my bank account has had a chance to recover !!!!#o'ravi soltholia#ffxiv#ffxiv housing#the bed cave is so perfect....shhhhh the catgirl is hiding from her responsibilities and the horrors 🤫🤫💤💤💤#kitty in the box what will she do !! (take a frickin nap apparently djskdjsks but man does she really need it)
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bro is this gonna happen every semester bc a bitch does not need this LMAOOO imma collect em like fuckn pokemon cards
#it's at like. 2.5#sigh. I'll sit down and write it bc at the rate I'm going uh. yeah#ayyyyyyyyy#im being vague as fuck rn bc the thought of any of my friends knowing is ah. heh#'my girl is fine' your girl is using fiction as an unhealthy coping mechanism#they're all the stupidest shit too. this is so fucking dumb good god#i will also never tell anyone. this won't backfire Trust Me#Trust#anyways. I have several semesters left so I guess we're gonna see how close this gets LMAOOO#when I graduate a college list I'm gonna make a tier list and it will be funny to me Only and to no one else#can't believe that treating the symptoms didn't fix the problem actually. What's up with that#anyways my math final is Wednesday and I have soo much shit 2 do and my lazy ass has done NOTHINGGG#pray 4 me. God today was unproductive#actually no I did get my hair cut so now I look more like a dyke which was my goal#still not much :///#lilac post#you know it babeyyyyy#anyways. hm.
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not me sitting at my desk staring off into space wistfully thinking about what im going to do on december 19 at 11am after my last final as if i don't have ten assignments to do, a paper to write, two exams next week and 3-4 finals to study for
#help#def gonna buy myself a milkshake and some snacks when it's over then just nab an empty classroom and play video games for hours#thinking about winter break on the horizon is literally the one thing getting me through this final stretch stg#that and those mountain dew fruit flavored energy drinks#ofc my dad was asking if i wanted to get a job over break#like i would consider it but my break is 2.5 weeks long#yes the theater would probably take me back but it took me like a week and a half to start bc paperwork#haha im to busy to be unmotivated but too stressed to get to work#just looking at differential equations is making my head spin much less SOLVING them#why did my school decide that five days (counting the weekend) was enough for thanksgiving break#my elementary school siblings had more time off than i did ffs#how much longer can i tell myself just x more days#how much longer till i just...lose it#wrote myself a long ass to do list for now till break then had to take a several hour long break to calm dowb#and now im more stressed bc im more behind and fml#im too stupid for engineering#still holding myself to my high school standards which are just impossible to reach in uni#like when im doing high school shit i barely studied and always got above an 80#now im just...average#like literally half my grades are at the class average#feels like im fighting tooth and nail for C's but oh well that's just mechanical engineering ig#it's just months of “just gotta get through this exam” over and over till a two week break then it's time to do it all over again
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Looking at my 4.0 for the quarter like wow this literally means nothing to me now
#genuinely like 😭 wow grades really mean jack shit huh#whyd i do all that in highschool it was literally pointless#like damn i was really campaigning the same quarter i was getting the worst grades of my life shoutout to tht 2.5 tanking my gpa beyond repa#ir#literally could not give a fuck anymore this job is truly teaching me tht literally nothing in the world is based on any sort of merit#past ensuring that youre likeable enough to get to know people#like do u think someones 4.6 is really gonna matter if im getting a letter of rec from a regent 😭? be so serious#like this job really making me sit here like wow the world is out to screw you and everyone like you that falls for the trap that hard work#will be rewarded in this country#nothing in this country gets rewarded except schmoozing and those who schmooze do it so well they thought#that what brought them to success was hard work but it wasnt it was socializing 😭#anyways fuck this world and capitalism and aclu please hire me so i can sell my soul there instead of elsewhere#v.txt
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What do you call it when it's sunk cost fallacy but not even for something you personally give a shit about at all anymore just something that other people will be disappointed about-
#considering not renewing my aapc membership which im gonna be real i feel pretty darn scammed about in general#Its not like anyone told me anytime in the 2.5 years I spent on my degree that the certificate I was training to get#would not be a Full Certificate but actually a Baby Certificate branding me as having not yet worked 6+ months in the field#and I cant help feeling like this makes it#in a way. worse than useless?#so whyyy am I paying money and time to keep the certificate while im not using it. and I have a degree I already paid for#thats not about to go away if i dont pay 250 bucks a year forever#and to be clear i really just do not care to find a job in that field anytime soon. maybe down the line but like i dont. want to.#but family members sure do still want me to
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im going to start tagging ocs over here and also move posts over from my oc blog so get ready for some tag spam of some very specific guys
#im only gonna do like. current ocs tho. the older ones can stay over there as an Archive#for now at least#might resurrect them later idk#for the 2.5 ppl who know about my ocs. enjoy#reminder tho that you Can ask me about them to make my whole entire year but be warned ill never be quiet again#reggietales
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We're bein' abnormal on this wonderful Wednesday night boys >:]
#ive been considering posting the v2 fic in 5 parts or adding art to signal the end of each part and maybe adding little sketches and then#putting it all together into a little comic#but im not sure if i have the time to do that much art on top of writing the v2 fic and i also feel like the v2 fic would read better if it#was all read in one sitting. gah im not sure what to do. i considered doing a poll but im both unsure of how many people would actually#vote and im not sure how many people are actually here because of my fics jfhshdkdh#augh man. fic writing is hard when youve been working on it for like 1-2.5 months are half done and dont have access to your usual#motivation (comments bookmarks and kudos) im kicking and screaming and crying /j#im gonna try to get out of the boring spot ive been stuck on for various since jul 10 and see if i can get the ball rolling again#i should probably make a tag system for my blog but i refuse :3
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I come on tumblr for ONE MINUTE to post about my conundrums and all the sudden tumblr becomes my conundrum
#argh#i need to plan my next semester of classes!!#and then the following 2.5 years of classes T-T#all bc i decided to have a silly series of mental breakdowns and take this sem off#alas alack re-routing my entire upper-education career in the course of one night lets do this#(hopefully only one night bc I have to get this approved by my advisor in email at 9am tomorrow morning so that I can register next week)#mypost#Also! other ramblings bc im already on that:#guess what motherfucker got a job (v short term but possibly I can pick up more in the future) that pays 35 FREAKING DOLLARS AN HOUR!!!#i am making 16$ + tips at a café#and 18.53 as a glass flameworking TA (v v cool but also parttime)#can't believe I'm gonna make basically double those other incomes per hour :)
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it’s the way i live in michigan and am having the same thoughts as you re: spending money to catch leafs games. i’ve never been to toronto so i’ve been heavily thinking of just road-tripping it up to catch at least one game in their home stadium this season. i say spend the money and use the miles, we can enable each other 🤩😭😂 you’re a gem, babe. love your blog!
OHHHHH THAT WOULD BE SO MUCH FUN FOR YOU!!! hope you get the chance to do that. i'd fucking love to live close enough to toronto that visiting was doable some day... the DREAM. and i wanna walk the halls of scotiabank and see the big wall w mitch n auston on it... i've actually been to toronto before but it was before i was a fan and only for a day .. little did i know what i was missing 😭 ANYWay YES!! you'll have to keep me updated if you do that!! i'm looking at the columbus dates, possibly probably pittsburgh, and potentially san jose, but we WILL SEE!! it's all about the friends i can meet and hang with too 😭😭😭
#easks#THAT MAKES SPENDING THE MONEY WORTH IT#and thank u for the compliments#gonna convince members of the fam to go w me for columbus games prob fhjdjd only a 2.5 hr drive for me#WELL SEE WELL SEE E E EE E IM EXCITED JUST TONKNOW THE DATES#theyre sooner rather than later its crazy#at least all the ones i can see
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My coworker managed to nearly give me a panic attack by helping me but only in the worst ways possible that actively made today more stressful than it would have if she hadn't been here
#girlbob.txt#me: *repeatedly asks her if we should do this size or this size box cause i only want one size*#her: *changes the subject every single time until i give up*#and then she did the exact opposite of what i wanted#which was the different types of products in one size box#so she brought out. one type of product. in 2 different boxes#and then later on asked me if she should make the other products for the boxes#and then changed the order she put them in without telling me when she restocked#so i gave someone the wrong box lmfao#im gonna scream i have 2.5 more hours of this
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#im proud of myself for how far i made it through my bachelors degree#university really just is trying to kill you i think. why is it so hostile.#i took 2.5 hrs today to complete 30 minutes of lecture time bcs pausing and taking notes and digesting the material#but goddamn. fuck man wow. having to do that for more than one class?#like im gonna have to get tutoring again for my stats classes next year which is gonna just be even more time constraint#like i really just am disabled and studying and just trying to make it thru. and by god is it hard.#comparing myself to others should make me more proud of how far ive managed to make it but its hard. like it could have been better.
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justt realized that th site i ws using t figure out my salary assumed id be working 56 hours a week when in reality i usually work likee 15 hours a week max . im gonna throw up Lol Lol Lol
#idk how on earth id get that many hours And also if i had that many hours id kill my shellfish#its still gonna be a fine amt of money ill make rent nd everything but im gonna have a lot less t put into savings#im so fuckin stupid idk why i didnt check how many hours itd be. ughhh#bc like. i need at least 2 days off a week for appts + my sanity#preferably itd be 3 days a week off but. sigh#so if im working 5 days of th week and im doing..lets say 50 hours a week thats 10 hours a day thats 20 rooms a day. lmao. lmao#even if i only take 1 day off which i quite literally cannot do thats 8.3 hours a day#which is. more doable but thats still like. 16 rooms? which has only happened to me like..once#th one time i worked 9 hours i genuinely intended to kms abt it. bc i ws in so much pain#n my pains gotten a lot better now but i still dont think i cn do that. Agghhh aghhhh#n if i do th starbucks job. well 1 if i ws in customer service id kms. i hate talking to ppl my hearing is too bad for it i cannot do it#but even if i did ik for a fact that i wouldnt get that many hours.. sigh#whatevr. frows up#ok. doing th math it shouldnt be that bad it will literallly be ok. i just need t calm down#most days at my current place are 3-5 hours#n idk how long theyll be at th new place but i assume theyll be similar..#but. that wuld have me making anywhere from 1002-1670 a month#which is good . rent is 380.. so i should be making likee. anywhere from 2.5 times rent to a little bit more than quadruple rent... both r#good. bc then i cn put abt 300-500 in savings each week and have some left over... okokok#calming down now . smile
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