#and now im more stressed bc im more behind and fml
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not me sitting at my desk staring off into space wistfully thinking about what im going to do on december 19 at 11am after my last final as if i don't have ten assignments to do, a paper to write, two exams next week and 3-4 finals to study for
#help#def gonna buy myself a milkshake and some snacks when it's over then just nab an empty classroom and play video games for hours#thinking about winter break on the horizon is literally the one thing getting me through this final stretch stg#that and those mountain dew fruit flavored energy drinks#ofc my dad was asking if i wanted to get a job over break#like i would consider it but my break is 2.5 weeks long#yes the theater would probably take me back but it took me like a week and a half to start bc paperwork#haha im to busy to be unmotivated but too stressed to get to work#just looking at differential equations is making my head spin much less SOLVING them#why did my school decide that five days (counting the weekend) was enough for thanksgiving break#my elementary school siblings had more time off than i did ffs#how much longer can i tell myself just x more days#how much longer till i just...lose it#wrote myself a long ass to do list for now till break then had to take a several hour long break to calm dowb#and now im more stressed bc im more behind and fml#im too stupid for engineering#still holding myself to my high school standards which are just impossible to reach in uni#like when im doing high school shit i barely studied and always got above an 80#now im just...average#like literally half my grades are at the class average#feels like im fighting tooth and nail for C's but oh well that's just mechanical engineering ig#it's just months of “just gotta get through this exam” over and over till a two week break then it's time to do it all over again
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2nd gen kids deal with too much shit
the post office line to get passport stuff done was A HUNDRED PEOPLE LONG and we waited for SIX HOURS - since FOUR AM -- we were all immigrant families trying to renew/get passports to visit vietnam, china, the philippines, india, pakistan, el salvador, mexico -- like kids skipped school to wait in line so you know it was REAL
and the post office lady was like “yeah ur not gonna be able to book an appointment until after the trump presidency lol look at this line” and it was a joke but like...she was serious .. trump has made all this more urgent
like all these families were desperate to do this NOW and it was all very very stressful and someone was talking about her mom waiting five hours in the cold only to be rejected bc her forms were done wrong?? and i was like hyperventilating bc figuring out my family’s forms WERE SO FUCKING STRESSFUL and like ? at nine am they started telling people to go home
and ALSO WHY DOES MY FAMILY NEVER LISTEN TO ME?? i helped them with forms and translating and i was like “ok i got this” and then my mom started criticizing me like “meimei, you’re doing this all wrong, you’re gonna get rejected, your aunt is never going to get to see her dying father in indonesia” et etc and i was DYING I WAS SO STRESSED and then when i tried to listen to music to calm down (IT WAS FOUR AM) my mom was like “meimei why don’t u care about us? y dont you ever pay attention to us?” and I WAS LIKE I DO SO MUCH FOR THIS FAMILy FUCK U but actually i just started apologizing and tearing up (I WAS STRESSED, my aunt didnt even know what papers to bring, my mom forgot her ID, she had to call my dad, oh my god,) and then WHEN I TRIED TO TELL THEM THAT U CANT LIE ABOUT CITIZENSHIP (that’s literally a crime oh my god) my mom was like “well i used to lie” and i was like FUCKinggG
and i was like.......YOU CANT?? and she literally said “oh..well u can,” and i was like U CAN BUT YOU SHOULD NOT!! and she was like “well im a citizen now” and i was like NOT BECAUSE U LIED Stop telling people to LIE just because YOU NEVEER GOT CAUGHT ARE YOU FUCKingG serious
and then when i was telling them THE LAW and like what they should/shouldnt say my mom starts CALLING MY GRANDMA in line just to tALK SHIT about me like “oh meimei is trying to stop her own aunt from getting a passport, she is telling us false information” like NO IM SO DONE IM TRYING TO HELP ALL THE TIME I LTIERAYY CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE
and then she used her rusty vietnamese to shit talk me to the family in fRONT OF US!! and tHEN!!! some whtie lady assumed she was married to the asian man behind us bc she was racist and my mom was like “did u see thath?” and i was like yyes and i would commiserate if YOU WERE SO FUCKING MEAN TO ME oh my GOD im so tired why did i think break was gonna be fine there is SO MUCH HOMEWORK i have to do and i havent done any of it oh my god fml
#hmm yeah#thats a problem#on top of it i am sure we r gonna get rejected bc no one in this damn family has a consistent signature and even the lady was like
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