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Annual Lollapalooza Line Up Game

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The way I am literally in my own room minding my own business and I'm being SWAMPED with anxiety and feeling like my friends hate me

And I'm like bitch why couldn't you have done this while I was at work!!!! Why are you ruining my free time!!! Absolutely stupid :(

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When the world comes tumbling down, know I'll be there Though our fleeting moment has gone, you're not alone As you turn your eyes to the stars, oh, I'll be there With my chorus guiding you, forge ahead

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When the world comes tumbling down, know I'll be there Though our fleeting moment has gone, you're not alone As you turn your eyes to the stars, oh, I'll be there With my chorus guiding you, forge ahead

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—run, girl, and do not look back

julezen day 1: hello, world

Marielle arrived in Ul'dah with only a little more than the clothes on her back and a handful of gil. It was her first time seeing what life is like beyond the shadow of the Dragonsong War and House Dzemael's endless scheming...

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I'm thinking of the in-between. I'm thinking of the three years where Fenris wasnt with Hawke, but was following Hawke everywhere and wearing that little scrap of red fabric. I'm thinking of the ambiguity. Fenris who cannot let himself have Hawke because he's not in the right place, but they are still his safe harbour in a storm. Fenris who doesn't sleep in Hawkes bed, but sometimes falls asleep in front of the fire in Hawkes living room. Hawke who never pushes but who's shoulders brush Fenris's in quiet comfort whenever Fenris gets that faraway look on his face. Fenris who uses all his spare coin to buy Hawke a blanket for Christmas because Hawke deserves something that is soft and not about violence. Hawke who pays for Fenris's tab at the hanged man. The in-between. The not-together-but-never-apart.

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I May have stayed up until 3am playing dress-up with my alts last night... No regrets though!!!

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saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him

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I don’t believe in “she fell first he fell harder” I believe in him falling first, hard, and pining for years without expectation of his feelings being returned until suddenly he realizes they are

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When's the last time your OC hurt someone emotionally? What did they do?

For Ravi, Rian, ans Ysera :>

ohhhh boy this one is kinda difficult to answer LMAO

For Ravi: most likely, she ruffled Wuk Lamat's metaphorical feathers glfdgj. Their relationship has been rocky from jump and O'ravi's visceral hatred of Solution Nine - and Alexandria as a whole - did not help. Anytime they're there or it gets brought up in conversation, O'ravi gets really impatient and bristle-y and she tries to leave the conversation or, if in S9, she wanders off- and Wuk Lamat is just kind of sick of dealing with her prickly ass. The situation between Alexandria and Tuliyollal is delicate and O'ravi is NOT helping (she's not making it worse? but she's not helping!!). I think Wuk Lamat is also still pretty hurt by O'ravi not trusting her; Rian keeps assuring her it isn't personal, but that doesn't stop it from stinging, especially when Real Sphene isn't met with that same lack of faith (Real Sphene seems to have been a proven leader prior to whatever happened to her, and she also reminds Ravi of G'raha a bit, so Ravi has an easier time coming around to/trusting her) (which may not actually be fair, but).

I could write a whole essay about O'ravi and Wuk Lamat's relationship but for brevity's sake, it boils down to O'ravi seeing her ARR era self in Wuk Lamat, which she just isn't prepared to deal with and reacts very badly to. It really has nothing to do with anything Wuk Lamat did, O'ravi is just traumatized and lashing out about it :')

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For Ysera....I haven't actually finished figuring out what the hell she's up to in ENW and DT, so off the top of my head, the most recent moment for her is either at or after Mt Gulg when she screams at Urianger and berates his plan (or lack thereof). The gist of it is "THIS was your grand plan? Let G'raha kill himself? You gambled with O'ravi's life and now she's on death's doorstep, are you fucking STUPID????" and it makes a hard situation even harder for everyone :') not least of all poor Urianger, he's already having a horrible day because he didn't want to do this to begin with but there wasn't much else in the way of options- and Ravi is very dear to him so seeing her broken and bleeding Light is a nightmare, so Ysera going on this tirade is just salt in the wound. Which, granted, he feels he deserves, but still :(

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For Rian, things have gotten better between him and his family since ENW but he's still having times where he avoids them, but that's something that's been ongoing since ARR so I'm not sure that counts? Prior to that....hmmm. I'm not sure! I think the most recent hurtful think he actively does is break up with Kurenai at the tail end of the Stormblood patches lfkjhglkdjfgh. He says it's to protect her and to set her free so she doesn't have to wait and watch the horizon hoping he'll come home, he doesn't want to leave her bereft if he dies in the upcoming war- but it's a bit late for that, isn't it? She already cares about him a lot regardless of their relationship status! That, and he isn't trusting her, he's thinking she's not capable of shouldering emotional burdens and weathering difficult times alongside him. If that makes sense? He says he's protecting her- he's just being really presumptuous and unwilling to be fully vulnerable and unwilling to trust her. And she knows that. And she is not pleased to be treated like she's made of glass djlfgdfjkg.

(I might come back to this if I can think of anything more recent for him but for now that's what I've got!)

ty for the ask, meg!!!! /dote

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wait other post cancelled. mutuals. when r ur birthdays.

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for ravi 💚

What does your OC's love interest dislike about them?

What's the longest grudge your OC has ever held? Against whom and why?

What does your OC's love interest dislike about them?

lfdjdlk I actually made a list at one point and it kinda runs the gamut from "minor pet peeves" to "shit that could crack their relationship"

So for like, pet peeves: she's incredibly disorganized, she's difficult to track down and will do things like teleport to another part of the world without warning or telling anyone when she'll be back, she's generally a very early riser and when she wakes up in the morning she's Up. and sometimes she's very cheery and chatty, and Aymeric is just not always prepared to deal with that LMAO.

The real issues: her recklessness, her thrill-seeking and bloodthirst, her belief that she has to Save The World 100% By Herself and by extension her unwillingness to trust others to handle things....and of course, the thing that did real damage and was the first big hurdle in their marriage: her all-consuming obsession with the past and the people she couldn't save, which led her to withdraw heavily from the here and now and the people who love her.

What's the longest grudge your OC has ever held? Against whom and why?

I actually am not sure about this one!! Can resentment and old wounds be considered a grudge? Because if so, that award goes to a lot of her family/tribe members who always compared her to her mum and sisters and bugged her about how she should be a better huntress/weaver/whatever- also very specifically she has a grudge against her (half) sister O'vaulsi, because she was just. She was popular, she was gorgeous, she was brave, she was always flaunting these things as well as her skills. She was, and still is, kind of an overachiever and a showoff and a little bit of a humblebragger and it just pissed Ravi off to no end fjghldj. I'm not sure she's consciously aware that she does those things? But she's DEFINITELY conscious of how she can be passive aggressive and petty and she still chooses to be like that jfkghldk. Ravi avoids her to this day lmao, and that's a grudge that's been held for like...24+ years as of DT?

ty for the asks dani!!!! 💜

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Ugly OC Asks

Let's get messy 🔥

Questions compiled with @monocytogenes. Reblog with your OCs tagged and enjoy the crunch!

(I'm not numbering these so people have to copy the questions into the ask box.)

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What is your OC petty about?

When's the last time your OC hurt someone emotionally? What did they do?

What's an unsavory detail about your OC or opinion they have (to a modern Tumblr audience)?

What's an unsavory detail about your OC or opinion they have (to their peer group)?

What does your OC's love interest dislike about them?

Is your OC ever wrong? Big ways? Small ways? About what?

What does your OC lie about?

In what way(s) is your OC bad at life?

What's the fatal flaw in your OC's relationship(s)? What could destroy those relationships?

What fills your OC with envy? Alternatively who does your OC envy and why?

What physical trait(s) is your OC insecure about?

What personality trait(s) or habit(s) is your OC insecure about?

What's a moment your OC is ashamed to remember?

What's your OC's biggest fuck up?

What unconscious biases or expectations does your OC have regarding other genders, races or sexualities?

What skill does your OC need to work on improving?

What uncharitable takes would your OC have about you if they met you?

What's the longest grudge your OC has ever held? Against whom and why?

In what way is your OC worse than you?

Have there been any horrible consequences to well-intentioned choices your OC made? How did they cope with that?

Who hates your OC? Why?

What do your OC and their LI fight about?