#im going to mcfucking lose if
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Had the horrifying discovery that a thing i thought I'd taken care of was not in fact taken care of and I might not be able to finish it now.
#i need to fill out a budget report and i MIGHT have thrown away certain reciepts thinking id photographed them#im going to mcfucking lose if#*it#personal
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Me: (Sits here)
Me: (Looks to my left)
Helluva Boss Ep: :)
Me: (Looks to my right)
Murder Drones Ep: :)))
Me: ...No yeah, this is fine.
#;;soren speaks#This week has decided I am Not going to be okay#*Screams into hands*#Im coping#Between all this and the SMG4 arc going on Im going to mcfucking LOSE it#helluva boss#murder drones
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just opened twitter and saw six fanarts in s row of bobby with tilin juana and trump i wm This close
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please stop saying its offensive for self diagnosed people to believe they're high support needs. thank you and fuck off.
#babey posts#if i have to deal with one more person on reddit whose anti self dx im gonna mcfucking lose it#like...... im allowed to have conflicting opinions. im allowed to have several different experiences. im allowed be self dx#it does NOT mean i dont have that disorder#IT DOES NOT MEAN ANYONE DOESNT HAVE THAT DISORDER#THEY COULD HAVE IT! I COULD HAVE IT! I DO#please fuck off#my ocd go brrrr
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lmfao our logical procedure went from the hospital to the er so guess who’s back at the er we waited until 2 am at!!!!
#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal.#[im going to fucking mcfucking lose it. im going to fucking mcfucking lose it. they closed the fucking or because they had a fucking#emergency! just decided to close it!!! just fucking decided to close it! and a nurse literally told my aunt ‘well if you don’t go there idk#we can’t do anything for you’ but here’s my aunt just. taking this shit on the chin. when she SHOULD be#fucking destroying this idiot. how negligent is it to go ‘we can’t do anything for you’???? she LITERALLY has to have like everything sucked#out of her body. she literally is carrying like 10 lbs of fluid. she’s not having a fucking boobjob she has cancer.#does anyone remember she has fucking cancer??? does anyone care about adding extraordinary amounts of stress to a CANCER patient????#I can’t fucking stand the medical profession. I can’t stand it. my mother was a nurse mark was a paramedic. I grew up IN a hospital#basically. I was CONSTANTLY at work with my mom as a kid. I know what the fuck your useless ass does and doesn’t do and I know when you’re#being FUCKING shitty. ‘we can’t do anything for you if you don’t go 2 hours from home or to the worst er possible’ what a joke. I’m going to#call this fucking hospital when I get home. I’m so angry and I’m so sick of everyone literally smacking my aunt around like a tennis ball.#she’s a fucking person with a life threatening disease. just because she accepts WAY too much shit doesn’t mean she SHOULD.]#negative /#medical /#cancer /#[sure wonder what it’s like to stop crying. sure never have any clue what that’s like.]
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eyrie and nero are like “someone with no limits” meets “someone with dubious morals” and they are both here to test each other’s boundaries
#the answer is neither of them have boundaries this is the bad place#eyrie in the omega raids being a bit too enthusiastic to go after things in a sense of reckless im gonna mcfucking lose it after ala mhigo#also yeah eyrie forgives Nero they understand his funny lil deal even if deep down they think he’s a bit pathetic#oc: eyrie kisne
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sittin in my meetin abt to throw up: yeah so i think this data might be wrong
#tdl#> im gonna mcfucking lose it im so. tired and bugged up i wanna go to bed#> literally sat there for 2hrs with one brain cell on oml. took my inhaler this mornin for the first time in yrs too 💀💀#> save me choso save me cho...#> cursed to think abf my emo half curse bf n be unable to say nythin. i want to kissa da him i think hed be weirdly good at massages#> thats not super relevant but i am convinced of it. he just would be
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i have never been so stressed out in my life my last year of uni was supposed to be all chill what the fuck happened
#i am. so fucking broke#i cant get a job#at this point idk if i should go into mysic im having doubts abt that#im stressing abt my future#im gonna mcfucking lose it#my moms paying for my things now and i feel awful abt it#literally The Worst Year of my life#michi tag
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its looking like it might be a heart infection
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Man I'm having quite the issue with BOTH of my Shift buttons ever since this dumbass update showed up. It's either unrelated hardware error (weird cuz whats the chance both of the keys broke at the same time) OR some shit Windows just pulled. The keys work for a while then seemingly randomly stop working. I think its software tho, I even took the keycaps away and apart from some Dust and Grime nothing seemed out of the ordinary. My guess is that something stops working on the background of the computer and then it remembers "Oh shit yeah the keyboard." and restarts. I hate it here
#fugo.txt#how am I supposed to write my posts if i cant press shift correctly...#btw I checked and the Shift keys just. dont detect during this''downtime''.#I tried ALL kinds of fixes btw. If someone else suggests ''reinstall drivers'' again im gonna lose my mcfucking mind#my girflriend(laptop).... she is sick.....#i cant even like . buy another keyboard until i go get it checked out cuz its a laptop and one whose usb connectors work badly at that.#shes going senile 😭
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its times like this when i really wish i had an SO's shoulder to cry on
Because I think i factrued/sprained my foot the other day it happened wednesday but its still pretty swollen and pops when i try to walk on it without hobbling. i know i signed up for health insurance through work. i wrote down the insurance company name as Bayside and I have my personal insurance id number but the card never came in/got lost in the mail (and i already called for one replacement that never came so idk if theyll send me a third) so i cant confirm the insurance name nor call them, but i need to because ive called/visited 5 health care facilities around me and NONE of them have even heard of Bayside. So im calling the phone number that my manager provided me with telling me that was the insurance company. I keep calling the number (and mind you ive called them before to try to get a second insurance card sent to me but that was in like April) and i get that its saturday but theres no answer and the stupid automated machine wont let me leave a voicemail. the automated answering voice on the phone also says that theyre called National Benefit Plans by SafetyNet and google says the phone number im using belongs to National Benefit Plans out in San Antonio Tx (i live no where near there). I found National Benefit Plans' website on SafetyNetPlus dot com but National Benefit Plans doesnt have their own website, just through SafetyNet, and also the SafetyNet website says on a side panel that "this is NOT insurance" and instead keeps saying "health benefits" instead so idk what the fuck ive been paying for for the last 6 months tbh and im having an emotional breakdown bc i dont want to fuck my foot up for life just cause i couldnt figure out my health insurance/benefits shit
#ive been fucking sobbing on the phone for 20 minutes calling the phone number over and over again#im about to mcfucking lose it and im sad and confused and scared because my foot is still so swollen even though it doesnt hurt very much#and google says if swelling on an injury like this persists after 48 hours to go get it looked at#all the walkin clinics near me dont have any xray techs til monday & quoted me anywhere from $130-$300 if i dont have insurance which i can#provide proof of nor am i even sure i actually have at this point and im ngl my guys i only have like $180 to my name until next friday#but then basically my entire next paycheck is going to Geico#and overall im just having a really really really bad time rn and im scared that if my foot is actually fractured im gonna fuck it up worse#by walking around on it without a boot/cast. yeah ive been sitting at work the last few days#but its front desk at a hotel so at least for the first hour of my shift and last 1.5 hours i HAVE to be standing#my foot was so swollen after work today it hurt to get my shoe off#im just really fucking stressed and anxious and confused and im sitting here sobbing my eyes out realizing theres literally no one i can#call just to vent and cry it out with#cant call my mom cause i busted my foot leaving her place after her husband got in my face & screamed at me for saying you cant hit people#cant call my siblings cause none of them can help/we dont talk often enough that i feel like i can burden them with this#i have a few casual friends but same sitch im not close enough with them that i feel comfortable venting while sobbing to them#i could call my ex but shes got a new boo now/its not her problem/we rarely talk anymore/she cant help so no point in calling#only other person who knows/is worried about me is my ex's mom but she wont be home from work for break til 2pm & its 11:30am rn#not close enough to any of my coworkers either#its times like this that i realize how truly alone i am these days with no one that can physically comfort me#which of course is only making me more upset#thats what i get for being depressed and reclusive the last 2 years and only letting people get an arms length reach from me emotionally#there is a medical clinic i can go to that is a 50 minute drive from me and without insurance you just pay a $20 sliding fee plus a little#extra for the care services but again theyre not open until monday and also its a 50 minute drive from me#so all im learning is i shouldve gone some place thursday morning after it happened and im fucked at least til monday#FUCK my STUPID BAKA life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#whatever. guess imma keep icing it try to keep it elevated and just endure it and hope it doesnt get worse#emma rambles#vent tag#DONT REBLOG
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//MUN AT KASHUU KIYOMITSU SCREENTIME IN TOUKEN RANBU KAI: KYOUDEN MOYORU HONNOUJI RN
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FUCK YOU McDonald's....my day is s already full of sadness and physical pain.... And you can't even do your mcjob and fill my fries...go mcfuck yourself

#im mcfucking losing it#badadada...go fuck yourself#cr#ks#spun love#cloudyriffs#iii iv xxii#i love the sky#luvmuffin#youre mine
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he’s so so serious. he isn’t actually having fun at really any point in the series. he’s a strange and offputting little guy. he’s never been a normal kid and he knows it. he’s never been allowed to be one. and then suddenly he gets catapulted into it whether he wants to be or not, and he faces it the same way he does everything else: headfirst. and no matter how hard he tries he’ll never be a normal kid. but also he already is one and has always been. and he’s bad at being calm and he practices wrestling moves alone in his room and he doodles little pictures in his notebook and he has so much love…
do u ever think abt shou suzuki

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Pixiv needs to institute some sort of reading comprehension test before EN artists are allowed to post, because if i see one more EN Arknights 'comic' like the ones i've been seeing, im going to mcfucking lose it. like, this goes beyond just misinterpreting a character or not catching on to themes, im convinced some of these posters can't even read.
the whiplash of going from some of the best, the hardest-going fanart you've ever seen, bookmarking it, and then seeing in Related Works the word 'seggs'. why
(it's not like CN or JP players are immune to doing this either, but at least when they do it, i can't tell cuz language)
none of this would be a problem if Pixiv let you block/mute people without needing a premium account to do so
#the exception is Xity. who remains the GOAT of EN Arknights comics#just absolute masterpieces#ive also seen this with a lot of Limbus stuff. i just see it more with AK#arknights#my posts#really makes you appreciate the quality of stuff on tumblr. quite literally don't get this level on other sites
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