#cloudyriffs

[cloudyriffs]

I still can't believe you're gone babygirl. It's some horrible nightmare I can't seem to wake from. 2 weeks ago today that stupid fucking fentanyl took you from me and everyone else who loved you.. I love you, and I miss you beyond words, but im angry at you. I begged u for months so whatever drug u want but stop with the fentanyl before I have to watch u overdose on video chat 3000 miles away and there's nothing I can do... Usually I enjoy being right as most do but this is the time I wish I was wrong..maybe I jinxed it, maybe one small tiny insignificant thing i could have said, or done would have changed your course. Maybe had I been nicer that day you wouldn't have been upset and resorted to using fent again....you remember? That time on the farm in Langley? We were on video chat..you got fent for the first time? Two tiny hits outta that bowl you overdosed and I watched you turn grey? All.i remember is bawling, begging u not to leave me ...and by some ...I dunno something , u woke up and u pulled thru it without narcan..I'm angry you took the risk again and now you're gone..I'm im so fucking angry but....I miss you and I love you far beyond any amount of anger..I will forgive you. I hope you're peaceful and happy whereever you are ...I know you prolly won't see this ....I'm sure the afterlife doesn't have Tumblr. I love you cori

@envymourn @luvbog @june--cancer

[cloudyriffs]

[cloudyriffs]

I was this FOR YOU and it wasn't good enuff !!

[cloudyriffs]

Well maybe now you can have that physical interaction you've been longing for. I'm sorry if I ever stood in your way @iii-iv-xxii

Romantic slaps on the ass.

[cloudyriffs]

I don't know how many mutuals we had so I'm not sure who is going to see this but she went by many blog names on here due to deactivation of accounts.. luvbog, yourjester xxxiiivi june--cancer and most recently envymourn...Oct 6th 2023 at 1am (also my birthday)..envymourn whose real name was cori passed away from a fentanyl overdose...I miss you so much babe ..I dunno what to do without you...I still cant believe youre gone...I keep expecting u to text or call and be like "gotcha asshole" but i know you can't. I miss you more than I know how to put into words and I love you beyond anything or anyone I've ever loved. You'll always be in my heart and my thoughts every single day til my time comes and hopefully I'll see u again! I love you cori RIP😭😭😭

[cloudyriffs]

[cloudyriffs]

You left me princess...instead of communicating with daddy you jump ship, save yourself and let me drown. Now the only outlet I have is Tumblr ....which is where we met 15 months ago. ... I hope no one ever makes you feel like this babygirl I hope your next daddy is good to you,😭😭 and treats you like the amazing bratty little princess you are. You will always be one of my favorite and most treasurerd experiences in life.. but for your benefit I know I have to let you go. I dunno how to do this without ya...I'm a fuckin 39yrld DOM and I've bawled my eyes out everyday since you been gone. (Almost 2 weeks now). I doubt you'll see this ....wouldnt change anything if you did. Mental health is important and your important so if my heart has to be broken as a stepping stone then break it 1000 times if you need. I'll miss you more than I know how to put in words. I love you babygirl.. don't u ever forget it. -daddy-

[cloudyriffs]

[cloudyriffs]

Forehead kisses from behind while I'm deep inside of your wet, needy pussy... @iii-iv-xxii

[cloudyriffs]

We haven't gone thru all this for nothing

[cloudyriffs]

@iii-iv-xxii .... Told you from the very beginning... Let's go mad together

"i could fix him" good for you. im gonna join him in his insanity

[cloudyriffs]

@iii-iv-xxii

[cloudyriffs]

I wanna text her soooo bad! Why the fk u have to do this shit to me? Did I not take care of you? Was I not there every second of every day. Fuck this ..

[cloudyriffs]

😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 this hits me straight to my core...she left for no reason so I really am going insane all by myself 😭😭

going insane all by yourself handsome?

[cloudyriffs]

@iii-iv-xxii