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lostbabybunno · 28 days

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#im a lil sweaty oki #im getting back into weight training #i need to pump the peach lol #hope u like my lil mismatch fit #cute girl #gym girl #me @ the gym #emo girl #lostbabybunno #me

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vaugarde · 5 months

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pokeani moments that exist purely to make Me miserable:

the line where they call ash's oshawott a throwaway pokemon in the unova league so they're just flat out saying they think it's a worthless pokemon

to thine own pokemon be true (extra angst points for me bc ambipom was my second favorite on the team at the time)

the granddaughter of the guy who trains gliscor calling gliscor pathetic and weak to her face despite gliscor being an extremely sensitive pokemon

pretty much everything about that gible

blue episode (favorite color but they made it a fetish somehow and also dewott and brionne and meowstic are all there and its so bad)

boxing heracross immediately. also that battle frontier episode where it's literally the only returning ash mon (barring torkoal i think but i dont count it bc its native to AG) to get humiliated onscreen

pidgeot returning but gliscor didn't even show up in the miniseries despite being an Actual Character

#sorry ik i keep bringing up the throwaway line but like. its SOOOOOOOOOO bad holy shit #the heracross one isnt aaaaaas bad tbf bc they really make up for it in the sinnoh league #but aside from one ep in the miniseries we never quite get an episode where oshawott proves itself in a battle #i still love that episode bc it still kinda feels like an apology for all the oshawott bashing in bw but i am a little :/#that battling didnt even come up once #ive kiiinda eased up on gliscors benching episode bc at the end of the day it isssss pretty good to her. also its the best animated one #but its treatment like what i mentioned that still really drags it down to me #and also like. i know ppl praise gliscor being so powerful after the episode but i really dont get why we couldnt have just #had a gliscor training arc onscreen. but ig we wouldnt have that stupid ass gible plot that went nowhere now would we #but like.... we had such a huge stretch between that episode and the league. i really dont get why we couldnt have had a mini arc #where gliscor realizes shes not pulling her weight that well and really starts hauling ass #she doesnt really even sweep in the paul fight. she gets beaten immediately by ninjask #the drapion part was awesome tho yayyyy #but my point is that it wouldnt really change much if gliscor just stayed and got stronger on its own #have the bench episode be a wake up call for gliscor rather than a goodbye one and she becomes super competent #like im not just saying this bc gliscor is my favorite character in the entire show. i feel like its straight up kinda lazy and less reward #rewarding #imagine how the drapion fight could be EVEN MORE cathartic if we saw gliscor struggle and fight to get better throughout the show #as much as i like that specific battle and ash vs paul as a whole... it just kinda proves my point that sending gliscor away at all #was kind of a shitty move #like ohhhhh ash's team is all getting revenge for lake acuity yay!!!!! oh one of them was kicked off for the sake of a shitty gible plot th #which really only served to make shitty piplup bashing jokes and only actually had a conclusion in the league itself #by which time it was too late to actually do anything else with it. yeah we kicked someone off for that. but shes back now!!!#like it doesnt weaken the battle THAT much. in fact theres some value in how ash went out of his way to make sure gliscor could be there #so her defeat could also be avenged. and its still my fave battle in the whole anime. but it just proves to me how pointless that was reall #echoed voice

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tmasc420 · 4 months

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This dog is finally getting neutered (tubes tied)

#it also means i cant smoke for over a month #and im going back on t soon #and going to start weight training #get ready for me to be so much more of a bear #ftm puppy #ftm nsft #p

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hyunrun · 5 months

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tw ed in the tags !!

#im feeling sooo awful abt my body today its crazy #i dont wanna relapse but also i have prom and grad coming up so its very very tempting #silly side note but ive been friends w some moots on edtwt longer than I've known some of my irls and that's crazy to me #anyway i was looking at tweets of me being so majorly uber excited abt final hitting 45 kg T-T like man omfg #feb 23 me was the skinniest id ever been and i was thriving !!#and i highkey wanna be that again #was my hair thinning and did my face look so gaunt it scared me at times? yes #did i also feel my prettiest + have the most external validation from strangers etc ever? also yes !!#i feel fat and ugly rn but I'm also just very averagely weighted #but i have a naturally broader built but i feel like i look bigger even if I'm not ?? 9ufdkjhjs #anyway its scary looking through old tweets bc I'm talking abt skipping lunch like everyday and stuff like that's scary !! don't do that #but also it makes me wanna do it again like if i could look like that again... id genuinely kill myself for it #i was kinda also p healthy back then LOL only ate god food #cardio every evening + muscle training every morning #anyway teehee thats all i very much dislike my body rn and i hope i can lose a bit so i don't feel like dying <3 #i have hope bc im only 5kg off what i used to be so !! shouldn't be too hard yaaya if i can just get back in the 40s ill be happy like a 47 #i got this !! hopefully will not destroy myself in the process yay #tw ed

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spitefulfitness · 6 months

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Forgot to post this yesterday but I managed to get out yesterday! We had a cold snap where it was super icy and snowed but it warmed up enough to warrant getting back to running!

I didn't go as far, but I did make it out. I'm slowly running more than power walking and it's showing through my run times! I started out with a whopping 17:00 pace and I'm a little less than 16:00 now!

Maybe by May I could run continuously for 20 minutes! That'd be neat!

Weighed myself this morning and I'm down roughly a pound, so my hard work is paying off!

Sw: 187.6

Cw: 186.2

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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 9 months

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oh my god everything makes sense now

#ive had so much troubke sleeping for the last like. 3 weeks. like i havent been getting more than 4 hrs of sleep most nights #and its SUCKED so bad and ive had the worst dreams ever like #its either mind empty blank 0 dreams whatsoever (<< which ive learned also sucks! feels bad and empty in the morning)#or like..trauma nightmares. like im back in high school type nightmares. and a few work stress dreams sprinked in for flavor #lkke this has been. An Issue.#I JUST FIGURED OUT WHY. AND I FEEL SO STUPID #ITS BECAUSE I DONT HAVE LOKI LIVING WITH ME ANYMORE.#im at my parents house for the weekend and . got here at like 8pm last night.#laid on the couch. loki jumped up on thr couch with me to cuddle #and ive always said hes so good at this bc hes warm and he lays on top of me so hes like a weighted blanket #and i cant move my arms to look at my phone or anything so its SO easy to fall asleep w loki cuddles #AT 9PM I FELL ASLEEP. i havent gone to sleep before midnight in like 2 months.#and when i had 2 get up to move to the guest bed he followed me.#and i just woke up from a nightmare and he was on the other side of the bed so i reached my hand out 2 pet him #and he laid his little chin on my hand and oh my god everything makes so much sense now.#ive always kind of half joked abt loki being an esa. because im like. he is. but not officially #hes never been trained for it and we dont have like. documentation for it bc ive never been officially diagnosed for anything (hell world)#so i feel bad calling him that bc it feels like im. disrespecting people that Actually Need esas #(<< coming from.a guy who Actually Needs An ESA Apparently.) what the fuck #head in hands. everything makes so much sense now #and normally id go all science brain on this like oh it was just one night iwas probably just too tired i need more evidence to be sure #but like. i have loterally not slept this well in a month and a half.#I have not gonento sleep before midnight in AT.LEAST the last two weeks. CONSISTENTLY .#head in habds.

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dirt-str1der · 2 years

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Love all the randos in y0 making fun of majima for being skinny calling him shit like stickman and other insulting things i forgot and they make sure to really cement that majima is your wireframe protagonist and then he takes off his shirt and hes literally normal shaped. Bullshit i want to see a scarecrow i dont like his beefy body , you hyped me up only to lie to me

#Yakuza loveblog #this is a loveblog becUse i likehim #my dog is curling up does anyone care ? does anyone care that ollie looks so cute and baby like ? ...#i hate it whenever majima puts on his glasses because i always want to peel his eyelid open #just had to survive a whole segment of him wearing those slutty translucent shades #and from the side you can see a bit of his left eye and like nghh i want to play with the loose skin so bad #i went back to edit my original post to say more and completely lost this train of thought #but like i would love for kiryu and majima to have drastically different body types. they already have incredibly different fighting styles #i want kiryu to be barrel shaped ........ i want majima to only eat properly when hes with someone he likes (which is never back in y0)#i made him run across the city to enter. resturant and eat two quail eggs #it was because i wasnt very injured but its still an extremely funny thing. to happen #now which would be sadder ... that majima literally cannot gain weight or that his appetite was completely shot after his time in the hole..#i mean he was alwys kind of bony as seen from the flashback scenes .... i need him to be skinnier ............#you should be able to wrap your arms around his waist twice over hands wrapped to your shoulders #you guys have no damn clue how much it turned me on to see his skinny little wrist just hanging limp in a manacle. enough space to clamp bot #in one cuff ...... his hands look huge compared to how tiny his wrists are ... need him to be skinnier ..!!!#im so obsessed with his body i want to get inside it and i dont care how .... i want to watch him eat ... i would like to feed him from my #hand and feel his shitty moustache graze my palm .. it was a pleasure to have your son on a leash #i want to see skin stretched tight over his shoulders i want to chew on him ... goe the. the last time i liked a skinny guy ws ... oh my god #it was all might

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nerice · 1 year

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if i weren't in wrist timeout rn id be drawing SO MUCH gwywjwjwjwheuehsnsnehnsjsjsnsnsudjdndhdhnf howling at the moon hitting my head repeatedly against the doorframe chewing through the kitchen sink

#i THINK if i kept it to 10-15mins > ice pack > splint at night i might be able to get away with it #but i /only just/ am regaining typing ability and the drawbacks of fucking it up pre-japan are infinite and basically guaranteed #self imposed exile until at least when im back. ideally probably jan 01 2024 00:01am the longest i can bear #if i stay strong until then it better be a [naruto lee training weights dot gif] moment though #PENSIVE SADNESS HOURS I'M BEING SO STRONG HERE PROMMY I AM NOT MAKING ILLADVICED DECISION #alas i must lament my predicament publicly or die #elia txts #wrist redemption saga #time to log off and do my yoga physio etc (crying)

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phosphophylight-of-my-life · 1 year

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had another fainting spell, but this time i was out cold for at least 3mins instead of just a few seconds bc i managed to sit down before losing consciousness, and no one in a train cabin of at least 20 people had the sense to lower my head so blood could reach it more easily

#apparently i dropped my entire weight on the man next to me and nobody did anything #like my family was next to me desperately getting me to respond and i was cold sweating non stop #but no one on the train figured it might be a bit of an emergency and that maybe my family might need some advice?????#probably wouldve gotten more help if i lowered myself to the ground and was unresponsive on the ground instead smh #next time i have a fainting spell im going to ignore every chair nearby and choose the ground jesus christ people #also i had too little strength to stop my family from insistently pulling my head onto their lap or their shoulder #listen to the fucking sick person!!!!!!!!#jesus christ normally im back to 95% normal after half a day #and can walk after 15mins #nooooo this time i kept getting jostled around and took 1.5hrs before i could work a proper distance #and my brain might not hv had enough oxygen for many many times it would hv had otherwise #who the fuck cares if the stone chair is cold or dirty i feel like i cant breathe let me get myself comfortable so u cant stop freaking out #im scared to sleep now bc that means losing consciousness again

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festeringfae · 1 year

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Beauty standards combined for aging are bad for many obvious reasons. One side effect is that normalcy for women in their 30's is not, like, talked about or reliable, so I have no idea if my body still aching after I tripped yesterday is like...normal decreased regeneration with age. Which! Hey, if I had basically healing powers in my 20's that were destined to fade, would have loved to know about that in advance! Especially in America, where all healthcare is do it yourself!

#the ankle itself can hold weight so im not worried about that #but above the back of both my hips also hurts now #and im like 'did that happen bc of the weird position i fell in?'#'is it because i had a can of hard cider on monday & between Adderall & life am still dehydrated?'#'are their cysts brewing so i gotta get back on the PCOS or endo investigation train?'#'is it ridiculous to wonder about undiagnosed fibromyalgia at this point?'#what even is the human body.

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dimiclaudeblaigan · 2 years

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did smth rly important for all of society to benefit from

#DCB Comments #what... what do u mean u thought i was... playing another game...#oh also i am on chapter 18 so i am feeling very uwu this chapter #gonna fucking UWU my ass all the way through tor garen and drag my shithead idiot by the ponytail back into my army uwu wu wu #anyway oscar slays and i thought you all might want to know that #those stats on the first pic are the highest they can go btw besides weapon weight which is the lowest it can go...#but im too fckn filthy rich to care bc mercenaries get paid and when u cash in from the apostle herself u get rich #rich enough to afford whatever the fuck oscar wants #soren has three strength btw. i gave him a knight band for a lil while. he can shank ppl now like a real cute person would do #he can't shank ppl tho unfortunately bc fuck sages with knives here in this house it's easier to get exp by healing #can't have too many healers lying around. one day toto tortor will heal too... one day...#for now he's just an eenie beenie mage boy #how many ppl will oscar slay from now until he is a healy weely sage i wonder #but now of that matters bc i have a blorbo to knock around and force back into my army #actually it matters just not right now. oh hey i also trained marcia again for the first time in like ten files #okay im going to bed now send all your best wishes to my dummy dumm blorbo before ike whacks him a couple times #did you guys know shinon literally acts exactly like me when he's drunk i feel so sorry for him #i can't believe he does that but he does he basically uwus his way through being drunk #don't look now but i have headcanons abt the drunk part. not so much the uwu part #oscar slays btw and if u play por use oscar he's perfect he can do no wrong all he can do is be ur mvp #DCB PoR Run

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lilgynt · 6 days

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i am like wildly overestimating how well i could defend myself with like no self defense training with or without weapons on my person but id prefer that over thinking i cant like. build up enough strength to overpower someone or be scared to go to places alone

#personal #the effect true crime and women working out primarily to lose weight and not gain strength #and this weird notion of. not weird but inflated sense of fear? in women my age makes me unhappy #like you can lift mattresses or washers and dryers or idk other heavy stuff you just have to try lifting heavy stuff #you can be strong enough to match or at least put up a decent fight with that male friend boyfriend relative #like the amount of videos i see of women being like when you realize even at ur full strength you xyz can easily over power you #which is scary i get that but it’s not some crazy inevitably if you have xx chromosomes???????????#and maybe this comes from being quote unquote a big girl my whole life #like sure i’m not 5’10 but im a good height #and i’m hefty i got weight and like ED and body issues aside #i do like that i have a heft to me and you FEEL when i push back and i feel relatively safe bc i know i got weight and strength #but idk. i just #feel like to some degree resignation #like oh even the skinny lean guy will be naturally stronger than you it’s so scary #my ex was taller than me and worked out and i could easily hold his arms down just with mine #let alone if i used my body #like i lifted him on my shoulders and i pinned him i was the stronger partner just with our natural body types #and for some chicks yeah ur 4’11 and struggle to break 100 pounds naturally yeah yeah. ur kinda cooked genetically #but for a lot of chicks it’s like no i think ur boyfriend wouldn’t over power you without any resistance if idk #you gained weight and muscle mass?#again i’m probably overly estimating what i can do #and a tiny chick who actually does self defense training will handle herself way better than me #which also is just kinda the point. like it’s not some unavoidable fate that a ‘man’ is gonna be unquestionably stronger #and even if so doesn’t mean you can’t be a better fighter or better at getting away #idk tik toks and insta reels going through a lot of gender essentialism #like i believe any person with xy chromosomes are naturally inclined to rape and murder #ohh! so close the issue is an ingrained societal issue that was learned behavior and ur spouting terf rhetoric

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ame-to-ame · 2 months

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Ackk

#time to admit that other than being lazy and out of shape and trauma another reason i don't work out is bc i Do Not want to be hot #bc i was trained under a tiger mom i went through a lot of. sports as a kid. and it's kinda the only thing keeping my body still in shape #but it also gave me a lot of problems and pain and we don't talk abt that that's not the point. the point is that i have. a base there.#whenever i lose weight whenever i slim down whenever im not as flabby the muscle tone comes out the abs start to look like abs #and aside from how im scared of muscles and etc. i do not want to have that muscular twink build.#like i think back and arm muscles can look good and hot and. i have the ability to have that build. but i really. ack.#seeing how i look in a cropped sleeveless thing. i. ack. ack. ack. yes i like how it looks but only through a screen #yes objectively i look hot yes smash but the thought of that actually being my body makes me feel a bit sick to the stomach!!#i do not know whether it's my dysphoria or my inherent fear of. associations of physical violence. and it's so silly. it's just a build.#it's just having a little bit of muscle tone I don't even have much it's mostly bc ive lost so much weight. but idk i just. i feel sick.#im scared of men im scared of being underneath someone bigger than me im scared of not being able to escape when someone is on top of me #bc it's really scary. you can spar a red belt and manage to hold your ground but the moment someone is on top of you you're stuck.#I've felt the fear and genuine terror of not being able to get someone off me. and idk. it's going to take a long while to get over it #but yeah! body image issues!!! i don't like how i look when i gain weight i don't like how i look when i lose weight #i think i just need to take down every single mirror there is in the bathroom i do not want to perceive myself.#maybe the plan is just to get. so hot im more distracted from my dysphoria lmao if i can dissociate from how i look #bc im still a losercore at heart im still the little kid ppl would ask out as a joke im not supposed to look hot in the mirror #having ppl regard me as attractive is so weird bc im not used to it i never was the person ppl crushed on in middle school due to the racism #so sometimes when i see myself idk i feel like im seeing videos or pics of some other. person. who belongs somewhere else. not here. not me.#but that's enough for body image issues today lmao we get it u don't recognize yourself in the mirror but at least in the mirror u look hot

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toastsnaffler · 3 months

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rly interesting to see how climbing more regularly is affecting how my muscle works

#doing some weight/resistance training (my usual workout style) which i havent done for a little while for various reasons #and while my base strength is the same (if a little rusty bc i havent used it like this recently) i do think i have a little more #flexibility and joint strength. like my wrists can take more than usual and movements feel more fluid generally #and i have more control/dynamism? like its easier to focus on pacing of a movement n add or slow momentum #just inchresting... wonder how this will change more w time n if i start going twice weekly..#altho id like to get back into doing resistance stuff as like conditioning in the days between gym sessions too #def need to work on my legs a lot more n i could do w stronger biceps/more upper body endurance generally #but itll all come w time.. im comfortable being beginner-intermediate level for now :-)#so close to being able to nail more v3s.. the grading at my current gym is pretty harsh tho 😭#anyway back 2 tha workout #.diaries

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chaos-coming · 5 months

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I finally overcame my social anxiety (read: the sun came back to the arctic and im a person again) and went to this martial arts inspired/target hitting cardio class ive been wanting to go to for like 7 months.

The exercise endorphins are great but also it is so nice to be doing my favorite thing again (punching and kicking stuff)

#i need to get back in shape by july #and also get my moneys worth from the gym i paid for back when i actually had money in the fall #also one perk of having spent the winter lifting weights is im not being grossly underestimated by the guy pairing people up #bc im short and not big by any standard. which means id have to hold back and dont actually get a workout #so this was great #and at the end of class he goes. youve trained before havent you #lmao im like yeah a bit of karate (not letting on my actual rank bc my senseis taught me better)#good for the body good for the ego #now time for a good dinner

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camillabanilla · 7 months

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The Healthcare People Where I Live: "Oh, you want to see the exact values of your last medical test? Sure thing, we made a handy website you can log in to and view your results! Because doctors don't like it if you ask for specifics beyond "test came back fine".

How do you log in, you wonder? First, you must pass the Three Trials. Trial the First: you must make an offering of blood to the Phlebotomist and acquire the first code. No, you can't just make an appointment to get the code, and you MUST have a Spell of Test Requisition from -"

You know what I'll just stay fucking sick, thanks.

#my body is out of whack i can tell #hypothyroidism runs in the family and i have some of the symptoms so lets get it checked #but all I know is “test came back” fine #i can be technically within the reference range but thay doesnt mean there wouldn't be symptoms of a problem #if im toeing the line of the test value being out of range #also TSH isnt always the best test for thyroid problems #im in training to be a lab tech #if it's not thyroid then wtf is it. havent had a period in ages but I'm not pregnant #gaining weight like crazy but i eat healthy #health #help

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