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[ Intimacies ]
♥︎ They/Them Yaoshi
♥︎ You/Your Reader
♥︎ Sfw, Anatomy unspecified
♥︎ Word Count: 284
Their lips were wonderfully soft and light against your own, so delicate and chaste did they press their lips to yours. Their breath fell against your lips in parting; a silent breathless whisper you shared, the heat ever so faintly dancing between forbidden action yet the soft touch of serenity flush brief against your skin coursed a rush of summer warmth.
Their hands woven deep held with your own in sweet gentle embrace, long slender fingers tangled up as twine and prey; soft skin drawing endlessly closer, warmer, endearing. Though the tip of their fingers adorn beautiful weapons to their craft, close grazing touches across your bare skin never left but the smallest scratch.
Everlasting endearment burned through every touch pulling you in closer, endless wordless whispers spoke eternal devotion and treasured blissed memories; ensnared by the delicate yet ravishing being enveloping your every sense. Every move was a whole new step to a dance you let them guide, trailing to the unheard melody in your mind with every strum of heartbeat closer to their own.
Letting go of such feeling no longer within the corners of your mind, the haze they filled covered every last grasp of memory and drawn reason. The danger lurking deep inside long faded away to the course of their enchanting flame.
Closer, with one whisper.
Closer more, gentle fingers laced firm.
And closer still, soft lips so close yet so terribly far.
Every light touch took so little yet gave so much, overwhelming blissful daze pooling stars within your vision and clouds coursing in mind; trailed warmth of wordless promise drawn carefully across tender skin, lower and deeper each hushed whisper another spark to your already burning core.
#honkai star rail#star rail#honkai star rail yaoshi#yaoshi#drabble#i got a little poetic with this one#im down bad can you tell#i wrote this at 4am spare me#canon pronouns fight me#theyre so pretty help
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EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK!!! I want to be coherent about this season but please picture me foaming at the mouth and running on the walls. S2 being what if Mark's just like his Dad? Insanity. I love this show. Anyways, AU where an Evil!Mark tries to make Our!Mark worse, and Our!Mark tries to make the other better. Something something confronting your idea of the worst version of oneself. Plus, tweaked black and yellow costume because I saw it and immediately went murder hornet lookin' ass and knew I had to draw it. Evil ass Mark. Horrible. I think he should be dragged kicking and screaming into redemption.
#mark and the fact he is fighting for this fucking life to avoid the Many Bad Endings???? im pacing. getting out the red string.#when the season is about who you are and what you could become. when trying to be good is an active choice and a struggle.#RAHHHHHHHHHHH#chewing on the bars of my enclosure...when every mark is evil OUR mark is the outlier. the exception. the OTHER. RAHHHH#dog poetry being mark poetry because how often can you kick a dog before it starts snarling before you raise your hand?#how often can you beat it before it rips into you without mercy? when it bites not at your hand but at your neck?#when does violence for survival and violence for vengeance start and end? when your opponent is down and you keep drawing blood?#circling and pacing and losing my mind over this btw if you care#anyways self vs self gets me going crazy. did you know i loved the end of atsv? because it shows.#i think o!mark would lose his fucking mind at what evil wasp looking mark has done + this mf wasp would LOATHE mark's kindness#they both see the other as the WORST version of themselves and they can't stand it. They can't shatter the mirror but they think they can--#--change the reflection.#evil mark seeing mark and seeing what he USED to be#mark seeing what he COULD be#CAN U SEE THE VISION??????#digital art#invincible rotating in my mind#invincible fanart#fanart#mark my beloved#mark grayson fanart#mark grayson#invincible s2#invincible show#mark like hello this is my secret twin and he is NOTHING like me hahahaha anyways wanna debate about having mORALS and LIFE#mark grayson vs the urge not to accept every responsibility as his own#he's batman coded that way#ok im done yapping#if this happened in the comics in any way shape or form dont tell me JACK SHIT or i will PUMMEL YOU with my SHOES
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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people
you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.
#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies#fh class quangle#class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao#ask to tag#I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what#in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends#they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff#theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron#cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace#lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a#horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre#Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary#and now u just have a Cool Monster#its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao#sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy#well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont#they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch#I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face#it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be#tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to#really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things#it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are#flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best#but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic
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A lil guy !
#honkai star rail#dan heng#genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy#so dan heng in a hoodie#now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw#but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today#since shes been in the hospital for many many days#so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos#and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good#and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner#and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool#and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those#are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email#and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct#then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way#but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now#so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv#while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now#on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it#and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once#this is literally a personalized attack to me#and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie#and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening#and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down#that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this#and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!
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Like you
Daisuke x gn reader
I don't think a gender is mentioned... but I usually write fem reader so..
Just a quick fluff n comfort drabble
You met Daisuke on the pony express space freighter. You didn't expect to really enjoy the job, but with him there, it was somewhat enjoyable. Not only because of him either, the other crew members had quite the personalities too. Over the months spent together, you grew to know them all pretty well. You connected with Daisuke more, though, probably because you both were pretty young and interns.
With very few options on who to talk to, you found yourself with Daisuke the most. During breaks, at night, even on the job, you found ways to check up on him. Swansea would get annoyed with the both of you, irritated when you'd distract Daisuke from his chores. You were sorry, but not really.
Getting to see Daisuke on the job was thrilling. When he'd be using tools, the way his arms would flex when tightening bolts. The way he'd groan when frustrated because he didn't understand what Swansea was trying to explain to him.
The more you filed through the things you enjoyed about Daisuke, the more clear it became to you that you might like him. Your eyes widened at the realization, and you tapped your pointer fingers together while holding the clipboard Anya handed you.
"Something wrong?"
Anya questioned with concern. You looked up to see her staring back at you. She was seated at the desk in medical, looking at you as you stood next to her. You scrambled to reply.
"Uh, no! Yeah, sorry, just.. thinking."
You tapped the end of your pen against your lip, smiling sheepishly at Anya.
"Need a reevaluation?" She joked.
You giggled at her comment, shaking your head. She smiled before looking back down at her notes.
"Is it Daisuke?"
Your heart jumped at the mention of his name. Your eyes flickered to Anya, your head turning with delay. She didn't even have to look at you to know that she was correct. You watched as her smile grew.
"It is, isn't it?"
Your eyes widened, and a frown appeared on your face.
"What? What's Daisuke?"
You asked stupidly, your clammy hands gripping at the clipboard. She scoffed and finally turned back to you, her chair swiveling. She looked at you with a raised brow.
"What's on your mind. Daisuke's what you're thinking so hard about."
She had a shit eating grin on her face. She knew she was right, so why continue to tease you about it?
Your jaw slacked open, and an imminent blush painted your cheeks.
"Gosh, can you be any more obvious?" she shook her head with a smile.
"I don't know what you're talking about!" You exclaimed with angry brows.
It only took one glance from her for you to fold and cover your red face with the clipboard.
"Okay...you might be right." You mumbled.
"Yeah, I knew that already"
You let out a long groan. Dropping the clipboard from your face and facing Anya once again. With your hands lazily hanging by your sides, you stood by her awkwardly.
"How'd you know before me?" You whined.
She rolled her eyes at you playfully.
"Are you seriously asking that? You're always with him, even during work hours, and you just stare at him sometimes -"
"Okay! That's enough!" You interrupted.
She giggled at the way your face heated up. She crossed one leg over the other while swiveling back and forth in her seat slightly.
"You should tell him"
You couldn't look her in the eyes. The way your heart fluttered was embarrassing. It felt like you were outside the freighter and couldn't breathe for a second. Anya must've noticed because she began snickering, trying to hold down her laughs.
"I-I'm gonna go now, okay?" You joked, but actually wanted to leave.
She nodded, waving her hand.
"Yeah, go ahead. I can take care of this"
You frowned in consideration, but she shooed you away, so you ended up walking out of medical.
The pumping in your heart grew in pace as you walked into the lobby area. You looked at the big daytime screen and tried to calm your breathing. Closing your eyes and inhaling slowly. You did this often, missing the feeling of the suns warmth on your skin and the soft breeze of wind. You thought you managed to gaslight yourself into feeling a ray of sunshine on your skin when you felt warmth. You opened your eyes to see the source.
"Boo."
Daisuke was standing right in front of you. You jumped with a yelp, almost stumbling over. He began laughing hard, leaning forward and putting a hand on your shoulder while the other wrapped around himself. You felt your body grow stiff as a board. Both of you were pretty touchy normally, but now that you realized you might like him, touch felt different.
"I'm surprised you didn't hear me walk up to you! Though, I am pretty sneaky like a ninja."
Daisuke winked at you, and you had to look away. Feeling too many emotions and sensations in your body. You wanted to mention how you felt his warm presence, but thought that sounded weird.
"That's how I steal the sweetner packets, but shhh don't tell anyone.."
He whispered to you, and you nodded.
"I won't," you affirmed with a smile.
He finally let go of your shoulder with a laugh. You let out a relieved sigh underneath your breath before he continued talking.
"What're you doing out here anyways? Aren't you supposed to be working right now?"
"Yeah, well..aren't you?"
".. Got me there"
You both laugh together. When it dies down, you walk over to the couch and plop down. Daisuke not so surprisingly follows you and sits down right next to you. Awkward silence ensues. Usually, you're able to spark up conversation easily, but you can't bring yourself to say anything.
He tapped his leg seemingly anxiously. This made you feel like he was waiting for you to say something. You were going to or at least planned to... maybe in an unsure thought. You bit the inside of your lips, rolling them between your teeth.
"Daisuke.."
He immediately perked up to the sound of his name. He looked over at you with a small smile.
"Yeah?"
"Um.. I.."
Your voice came out sounding small and shaky no matter how hard you tried to stop it.
"I like you, like a lot..."
You wanted to sink into the couch, or even better you hoped the ship would crash. He stared at you with an unreadable expression, his eyes only boring into you.
"Really...? You..you like me?"
He pointed to himself in disbelief. You stared at him, dumbfounded. Did he think you were out of his league or something? You thought the contrary.
"Yeah? why?" You couldn't help but ask.
He chuckled, messing with the collar of his shirt.
"I just...that's hard to believe. You're so pretty."
Your face flushed at his words, and you laughed to hide it.
"Am I the first person you used that line on?" You teased.
"No," He replied a bit too quickly for your liking.
When your face dropped, he cackled. He explained that he was joking, but the idea that he had been with someone before hurt for some reason. You wanted him to be all yours, as selfish as it sounded you didn't want anyone else to experience love with him other than you.
"So, do you like me back?"
You asked, feeling insecure. He responded with a smile and a nod.
"Yeah. Sorry if it wasnt obvious enough"
For a moment, you forgot you were on a freighter with other people. It felt like it was only you and him in space. You teared up, trying to laugh it off, but the truth is this wasn't something you could easily gloss over. You really liked him, and the fact that he reciprocated those feelings hit you like a space freighter. He looked at you with concern when you started sobbing and laughing at the same time.
Your breathes were interrupted by hiccups as the laughter became overpowered by sobbing.
"Woah, are you..." he paused, instead wrapping his arm around you.
You just about wailed, trying to laugh instead, but more tears escaped your eyes in dismay.
"I'm sorry, I'm trying not to cry," you whimpered.
He giggled lightheartedly, patting your arm as he pulled you closer. Your cheek pressed against his shoulder.
"It's okay, I know it's a lot to bag someone like me"
You snickered, pushing him away playfully.
"Oh, shut up!"
You smiled wide, wiping tears off your face. You just couldn't cry around him. He always made you smile and feel giddy. You felt like a little kid with a crush.
"You seriously okay?"
"Seriously."
He smiled at your response. You pulled him into an intimate hug. Your arms wrapped around him tightly like he would disappear if you let go. He wrapped you into his own embrace, and you both enjoyed the feeling of your bodies against each other.
+ Quick sketch by me
#daisuke mouthwashing#fluff#daisuke fluff#x reader#daisuke x reader#daisuke x you#guys can you tell i only write smut#i have never really sat down and written fluff#wheres the spice#is it bad chat#im trying to expand my horizons#lmfaooo
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every morning 4am this is what i see when i wake
#snap shots#woah…. rare irl photo…#i has a funny blurred pic that just makes me think of like. some kinda shoegsze album cover for some reason djdjWODJSJ#anywaydjKWKJA#stop staring at me with them big ol eyes#i got him Ever ago bur i wanted to shaew him tonight … i just changed the batteries in my candles …#it still looks like i sleep in a dungeon but thats ok Look At Him#whenever im feeling lost or down i pull him out of my pocket and hear him tell me to stop fucking around and focus#i stare into his eyes and i feel immediate shame and Stop Fucking Around immediately#works everytime …#the plush set this comes from is so funny cause its like scott jean logan#and then this freaks just there too. like nawww why is erik the bus driver all of a sudden#the day theres a lil charles plushie ill actually ascend to the high heavens PLEASE#you CANNOT separate them :((#anyways … i sleep now … with this little weirdo watching me#i cant say he’ll protect me from bad dreams but he’ll at least be a witness if i die during one so thats nice#good night team !!! i dont wanna do my presentation tomorrow ………#also im lyin. im gonna doodle a lil then sleep …#gettin a drawing tablet was the worst thing i coulda done i cannot put it down fjOWJSSJSK#ok byebye ….. prob wont post anymore tonight at least ….#so we can act like im sleeping 😏 and yet erik also acts as a witness to my lies 😔 a travesty….
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it is funny learning that people use scenepacks to make edits and stuff bc if anyone ever asks me what ones i used for my utena edits i'll have no answer besides my uber autism making me know exactly which episode the scene i want came from
#when i make an amv or edit that shit comes to me in a vision#i plan out exactly what scene goes with which lyric. and then i go and hunt down each scene on the internet archive + screen record it#i dont need scenepacks i just got all this shit in my head instead of remembering something useful#i cant memorize my geography notes but i can tell you which episode a specific frame/scene is from#you also know its bad bc ive only watched this show like.. 2.75 times in full. and yet.#(i say 2.75 bc im on my 3rd rewatch. and also because certain episodes i have seen multiple times)#rgu
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very fond of these little interactions between the cast at the very end of the show as the finale starts
#not sure whether this is them semi in character celebrating as the townspeople#or just the cast congratulating one another on reaching the end of the show#either way i would love to know!!!#im choosing to believe it’s the second one bc they lay all the puppets down and bc i love when casts interact#theyre all so cute you can clearly see how much they all love and support one another#and in turn you can tell how much work and effort and dedication went into cinderellas castle#love them so bad#starkid#tilda rambling#image descs in clockwise order:#mariah and angela reaching out to one another#joey and bryce hugging and smiling at their castmates#kim and mariah doing finger guns at one another#bryce joey curt and lauren in a circle with their arms around one another#lauren and curt grabbing one another’s arms#james and jon shaking hands#theres a few others as well i couldn’t get pics of but pay attention to the background theyre all so cheery#cinderella’s castle#cinderella’s castle spoilers#cinderellas castle spoilers
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This 1970s short story is about a black shelled lonely crab alien contending with human romance. I'm sure my enjoyment of it has no other factors...
(The Reality Trip by Robert Silverberg— i love my pulp short story collections, overall collection is quite eh so far, this story was a lot of fun, and then whoops, there's a sudden very racist one! I read a collection by Theodore Sturgeon before this so I'm still haunted by how much better he is than Silverberg at every turn.)
#i will do a lil review for it when im done#the racism part: yikes! we talked about it in my discord and i posted text examples which were Shocking#it is one of those. silverberg is a jewish author from new york trying to do social commentary with some satire. however#he chose to do this about the civil rights movement and black people from a very limited pov of a black teen in AAVE and with slurs#yes buddy i can tell what you thought you were doing i think but what the fuck made you think YOU should write this#there is. so much really uncomfortable cultural exaggeration going on. extremely gross hypersexualization of black women. a bi#a bizarre choice to interlace it with various real quotes from black civil rights leaders that have no story relevence#i had a bad feeling the moment the inside blurb said 'a weird and wonderful' take on racial politics in the 21st century#its sad bc the crab one is kinda a banger in terms of comedy alien pov. tries to scare away human by showing trye form. shes 100% down#even has gay crab sex to make her jealous and shes like. “can i date both of you. can i join.”
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doodled the boys. or whatever
#i was hesitating on posting this for several days cause i don’t really like it and kept telling myself id go back and fix some stuff#but im accepting now that im just. never actually gonna do that so. whatever#no thoughts just them#payneland#fanart#dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#bisexual colors yippee#you know im down bad for a piece of media when I actually do any kind of full color art for it#been burnt out from art school since 2022 and hardly ever can motivate myself to draw anymore so if I do. it means something#my art
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I can imagine anything guy image: “I can spiral into tears and convince myself I’m the worst person alive over anything”
#it’s soooooo easy#‘hey that thing you said was kind of insensitive’ -> feel awful and apologize immediately ->#try to explain that I’m a flawed human being in hopes that they don’t hate me as much -> realize I’m using it as an excuse -> feel worse ->#want to explain that I feel bad in hopes that it makes my apology sound genuine -> realize if I do I’m starting a pity party ->#Devil on my shoulder says that I SHOULD start a pity party bc then people have to console me even though I’m the one who fucked up ->#realize that if the devil on my shoulder thinks that that some part of me must think that. thinking that is kind of terrible ->#feel like I’m terrible -> start crying -> realize that crying will turn it into a pity party anyway ->#realize that I don’t want to feel like I’m terrible. that I do actually want people to console me -> realize I don’t deserve it ->#admit that I am truly horrible for trying to turn my fuck up into a way to make people comfort me ->#post about it on tumblr to vent (?) -> realize now I’m starting a pity party in front of almost 8k people ->#realize that makes me even worse. -> break down in tears feeling sorry for myself when. again. IM the one who fucked up#repeat at and slight inconvenience or mistake. feel like a piece of shit forever :)#it’s a flawless system. if someone sees me struggling and tries to console me I can redirect that to confirm that I’m a horrible person#try and tell myself that I’m spiraling bc of mental illness -> that’s an excuse ->#excuse = horrible person bc I’m not willing to own up to my mistakes -> return to spiral
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Sorry I forgot Hanneman suggested Byleth undress after they show up with a different hair color. And I miss Hanneman. And also while swapping between Houses and Hopes and seeing Hanneman pop up to help in a Hopes paralogue is just devastating since he doesn't ever actually join you at all and I am denied my old man rights.
So I had to draw this. Thank you for understanding.
#fe three houses#byleth#hanneman von essar#i like that Byleth just kinda stares at him and he realizes WHAT HE SAID and the implications and is like#step back uh forget that I said that#like man so zoned in on research he blurts that out and has to backtrack mentally to AH socially bad to say that my bad#if i need to tag this as anything lemme know even though it is a conversation in game basically (minus the marriage)#also if you have never married hanneman i genuinely enjoyed his s support and was VERY surprised and hes just#honestly one of my favorites overall in 3h ?? and im still bummed i cant play as him in thropes like thats just mean#also i think if byleth was like oh well if its awkward to see someone undress randomly#then marriage would solve the awkwardness this is truly the best deduction#which is really funny that i can see it happening with both leths despite my hc of them#with fyleth as bi and myleth as ace i think both would just be like AH cool we can avoid awkwardness by marriage#and hanneman just wants to go lie down in a ditch because he said something like that#and and byleth doesnt even know about religion while working at church school they dont know about school regulations#that wasnt really on their mind to check ok just saying you could tell byleth no to something#and then they just go oh school policies i understand unfortunately#and the person is like no we just meant its frowned upon to do archery practice in the tea garden its not technically illegal just dont??
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ominous and threatening sketchy ... sniffle ...
★ some extra stuff under cut :
some concept drawingz i made for the little guyz of an unfinished fic of mine
and headshotz that i redrew digitally
#the bit where sketch iz quoting a bible verse iz based on the jacksfilms reactbot#like . i can't watch a clip of that thing saying that without thinking “damn . sketchbook core” for some strange reazon#why . of course !!! itz cuz hez an angel who can do no wrong !!! my sweet sweet guardian angel !!!#and the first one waz like . made ironically#i waz gonna do a follow-up drawing that would be like “cloze your eyez . spooky ...” while i writhed in bed – y'know mouthwashing reference#but whatever . therez alwayz next time#im have mixed thoughtz on the humanizationz – i still feel like shit when i think about that unfinished fic#i might tweak them if i ever try to finish that thing ; i just wonder if they'd hate me for thiz#sigh#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis sketchbook#sketch the sketchpad#dhmis hv sketchbook#^ hez the only one from the hv au actually included#dhmis tony#tony the talking clock#dhmis colin#colin the computer#honestly . i felt kinda awkward giving sketch dimplez – ive had people tell me to smile less becauze they make me look bad in photoz#and like . i get it . theyre right – i don't want them to have to put up with that too#i just really wanted to project smth of my own onto them#i did the same with my acne . but actually i really love my acne . it makez me look masc az shit#now all i have to do iz get tonyz killer eyebagz and facial hair and id be perfect ....#i dropped the ball with the digital drawing'z coloring huh ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ#well . what can you really expect from me#i dunno#like and subscribe and comment what your opinionz on the conceptz are and maybe i won't burn my house down !!!
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me: i promise im so normal about skarra
also me on my insta story:
pssstt follow me on my insta spam @iheartskarra
#can you guys tell im obsessed w him#I WANT HIM BAAAAAAD#like im so down bad its crazy#omw to make 3 more skarra edits...#RATTLES THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE#supa strikas#supa strikas skarra#supablr#xan: thoughts
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Intersectionality is something that, sadly, is often pushed to the side in Arcane discussions, specifically from a certain side of that fandom. They will go on and on about Viktor, as they usually do, talking about how he suffers from classicism and ableism within the show and fandom respectively (as they should as these are issues, but there is a catch when it comes to these fans as well), but when others in the fandom, especially Mel or even Sky fans, point out the racism and misogyny (misogynoir) that is often rampant in this fandom, particularly from said fans mentioned prior, all of a sudden its not possible or being overdramatized. Like they suddenly can't understand how some of their rhetoric includes or invites the same thing black fans have been calling out since the beginning, because how can you discuss the ableism and such that Viktor faces, but laugh or joke around with people who call Mel slurs or just denounce her to a trope? I thought you were for calling out forms of hate within fandom, or does your "activism" only stretch so far? And back to a previous statement, about the catch regarding those particularly fans----some of them regurgitate the same harmful rhetoric towards Viktor that they say they supposedly hate, just in mode subtle ways. How are you going to say you hate when Viktor is infantilized, but will be quick to forget he's a grown man who can defend himself (often when trying to pair him against Mel, framing her as the aggressor, and sometimes even Jayce too but to a lesser degree)? Not saying Jayce doesn't get equal amounts of hate, but his more so gets pushed aside along with his character to ultimately frame Viktor in higher regard, often making him ooc. It's like they pick and choose when the issues are prevalent, and when they aren't, and it's so frustrating.
#and it's so annoying to see as someone who for actually doesn't mind/kind of likes viktor as a character bc whenever i try to interact more#with him in fandom these types of fans make it so hard bc they overwhelm you with things that are so out of character that they practically#rewrite arcane to where viktor becomes overt stereotypes and looses what made him interesting to begin with#like you can hardly find analysis on his character at the end of s2 and how that is ACTUALLY SAD without getting the 3rd degree or see#j*yviks paint it as romantic#and it's very gross how they often frame viktor in this way to frame poc characters (like mel or jayce) as aggressors while ignoring how#everyone in arcane is flawed (including viktor) to different degrees and how characters can disagree without actually hating one another#(this is especially prevalent regarding melvik where people act like it can't happen bc mel “looked at viktor wrong”#but will be the same people to ship jayvik even though jayce was classicst as well....noticing)#but it's very weird how they only always talk about mel in regards to how she is around viktor & nothing else but complain about how mel#fans don't understand her---which is bs bc you'd be hard pressed to find many mel fans who don't write 1k thesis on her#heck some even say that the council bombing was justified even with mel being there!#and if they really want to go into detail about how mel's class and inaction impacts zaun fine go ahead but why stay silent#when people point out how she eventually changed and strived to help them or how viktor ended up causing more harm than good down the line?#like these could be great narrative stories for how one character starts with wanting to help those in need but becomes corrupted by his#own ambition and ends up becoming a bigger threat than what he and others like him suffered with before#but no it's easy for them to paint mel = bad and viktor = smol who can do no wrong#arcane#anti arcane fandom#arcane viktor#arcane mel#mel medarda#fandom criticism#fandom racism#fandom misogyny#also bc you can tell these people are on some bs bc they'll rave about how mel didn't care about zaun (which is untrue) but turn around and#say “but jayce-” like he wasn't causing zaun trouble as well#like im all for being critical about mel's complacency about zaun and all but don't act like jayce is any better#matter of fact why even try to do that? what purpose did it serve when there's literally proof against your point? hmm
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L O V E love the way you give it to me WHEN YOU'RE WITH ME
Don't remember what song that is but James would have it in his sex playlist
slightly nsfw
mmh, his love language is acts of service and quality time spent together so YEAH. And you know what the best part is? He combines these two things during sex. Like there is talk and laughter with James Potter during sex, but then there's also him whimpering and crying whenever he feels like his partner is giving him more attention than he gives them...
#oh how i love him#can you tell that im down bad for pathetic men??#pathetic james potter#james potter#confessional box#scelera nostra#☆☆☆☆☆
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