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guys let him read his fantastic deep literature
#kakashi hatake#team minato#rin nohara#uchiha obito#they are judging him#hard#obito rin and kakashi#kakarin#obikaka#obirin#kakaobirin#im crazy about them let me tell you#everybody lives/nobody dies#its too much pain
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scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]
#zukka#zukka fanart#sokka#sokka fanart#zuko#zuko fanart#atla#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender#zukka fic rec#myart#yall. yall. dani. this FIC#first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec#it is SO GOOD#your prose? amazing#your insights on grief? life changing#THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust#'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis'#ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT#i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were#the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so#cute with their relationship?!!?!#'oh so you think i'm beautiful too'#GOD#i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy#also#'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone'#fuck. had me crying AGAIN#seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer#the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece
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literally the easiest way to make someone care about a character and make them feel well-rounded beyond basic traits like personality, sexuality, ethnicity, etc, is to give them an actual character arc, and it’s shocking how many people do not seem to fully realize this
you cannot just cram a bunch of tropes. tropes are not the main event, they are tools to tell the story you wish to tell. emotional impact comes from the lead up, so you can’t just jump ahead and expect the payoff to work. “I want this character to just ___ already!” but they’re not there yet. that’s where the arc comes in - how do they get there?
and! most importantly, and this is something I really want people to think about when writing - the most important relationship your character should have, always, is with the world and society around them. defining your character purely through their interactions with other characters are, I find, how a lot of female characters end up feeling flat or not engaging with the themes as much as the male characters, and also how queer and non-white characters wind up as devices for other characters’ development instead of being more fleshed out
#storyrambles#sorry maybe this comes across a bit passive-aggressive but agh fandom drives me crazy sometimes#I’ve seen some stuff concerning dbda and it’s just#‘why didn’t Edwin just sleep with the cat king’ oh my god. did you watch the show. his repression is literally the crux of his arc#‘I’m fixing the end of the show so that they end up together!’ but they’re not there yet. there’s nothing to fix?#‘they better ___ in season 2 or im gonna be mad about it’ how about we let the story play out. how about we calm down and enjoy the story.#‘I need ___ to kiss right now!!!’ do you even enjoy the story. do you even enjoy these characters.#what is their arc. tell me right now. because I don’t think you actually know.#and I’ve seen lots of posts kind of like this but it’s wild with this show in particular because it’s canonically a queer show#so there is no fear of being led along or of no payoff. what are you freaking out about???#gah. sorry. it just frustrates me.#the most interesting character dynamic will always be - to me anyways - the way they interact with the world around them#and the way society has shaped them and they shape society in turn#and relationships with other characters are reflections of the mentality they have received and adapted from society#just like in real life lol
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wait hang on
HANG ON
DO YOU SEE MY VISION
#professor inkling#count bleck#TELL ME YOU SEE IT. IM NOT CRAZY#*writes yet another octonauts crossover au-*#OK BUT LISTEN HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUT#H E A R ME O U T#in case you're wondering if it's just the monocles NO IT RUNS DEEPER THAN THAT I PROMISE#1. both have been around a long time and founded some sort of group to further their goals (octonauts & team bleck)#2. fancy clothes (yeah inkling's in just a bowtie but remember he's straight up an octopus) that stand out among their peers#3. speaking of that last point: unusual anatomy (one does NOT look a fish and the other is a head torso and floating hands. nothin else)#4. i kinda don't wanna have to pull the mafia au card on this one but if I WAS then: tragic backstories and tragic motives#though then again do we REALLY know anything about inkling- like do we R E A L L Y?? his backstory could be tragic they just aint tellin..#5. avid book readers (bleck let a book tell him how his life was supposed to go this man is clinically into books)#6. defense mechanism that involves darkness (octopus ink & a bLaCk HOLE-)#7. if you see either of them walking it Don't Look Right#8. this is more of an implied thing for them but: knows a LOT about the people they gathered for their causes#9. both from children's media that gets DARK sometimes without warning#10. sometimes they say things and the people around them are just ''what''#11. love interests (ones outright saying it and the other is again just implied but STILL ITS ANOTHER POINT SOOO)#12. ok fine. yes it was the monocles at first but then i thought about it MORE so HA#feel free to add on if i missed something
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in my head i call boromir "babe" and faramir "poor lil fuckin meow meow" and i think this is my canon event
#lotr#lord of the rings#boromir#faramir#am i wrong though. those are like. their official titles /j#im sorry i don't know enough about faramir i've been head over heels/stupidly in love with his brother for almost half a year#(that's crazy)#but they both deserve the world#let them be happy PLEASE#anyway im still in tears over the osgiliath flashback can you tell#but at the same time if you crank up your volume you can hear me yelling “FUCK OFF DENETHOR GODDAMNIT”
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crazy city population 1 (me) (kingsley)
#problems!#a lot of things are coming out in hd for me. i get nervous about a lot of things and i get scared just the same#and in those times i find myself reaching for someone. not a specific someone but i always expect a hug when presented with fear#now dont get me wrong youre all dickhead pissy pants stupidfaces and i cant stand the sight of youse /j#but ive been so fixed for so long on making this Me who just doesn't care and doesn't need to care because fuck you etc#and there are things im passionate about and people i love but thats not what im getting at here#i like bugs slashers & sitting in tight dark spaces. i like being by myself and i dont care about what happens when i die#i dont respect police and i still dont think ink poisoning is a thing thatll happen to me (see: every craft project ive done this year)#i do this stuff i act this way i basically can never ever have a day where my brain isnt active at all times#but when i get Like This specific uneasiness i get scared of being scared. and for some reason my brains way of remedying this feeling#is imagining someone to tell all this shit to & be comforted. crazy#somedays im like go fuck yourself leave me alone fuck off other days im like i need just one person to let me cry with them when i get bored#its craaaaaaazy city
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POLL. If i apply to run a space meant for white people is that funny or fucked up
No third option choose a side
#tealized the amount of white ppl i know irl is shockingly low#or the ones i know are multiracial or white ethnic#so obviously they are all telling me funny#BUT LISTEN#i might even be as high as 50% white we just dont know#latinidd goes crazy theres just no way to KNOW just kidding im definitely SOME white bc we know the name of the guy#that came to pur village in the andes and ‘started our family’ to put it mildly#and he was FRENCH FROM FRANCE so guess what mfs I COUNT !!!!#let me run the white caucus cmonnnnnn CMONNNNNNNNNN#one of my cousins is blonde with blue eyes! THERES SOME WHITE IN HERE !!#they dont have a facilitator and so really im doing them a favor like cmonnnnn CMONNNNN I COUNT#and if i apply and they reject me theyre racist 😤#anyways maybe this isna post 9pm thought but god#i think i would slay idk like i have so many thoughts about whiteness i prommy this will go hard#YOU HAVE TO TRUST ME#v.txt
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What do u think of my big three? Sag sun, Sag moon, Scorpio rising 😇⭐️
well, i think, i really like them of course :] having the same sun&moon always seems like a blessing in aiding a person to easily align their life w what they truly want in their heart. sag thru the lense of scorpio is always nice cus it lends some emotional sensitivity to the sometimes oblivious sag's blunt words... lol i rly do love sag for their ability to say some outrageous shit tho. sagittarius has the tallest thoughts theyre always reaching for god & bringing it down to us in a way thats so bright n true. im very interested in the way jupiter seems to make ppl naturally lucky like they have this orbit about them that ppl r effortlessly drawn to. scholarly quiet sags w scorpio/capricorn influence usually get along great w me due to my own jupiter/9th house placements however the true party girl poptimism extravagance sags usually r not too fond of my slow & melancholic disposition lol. 💕💟🫶
#one time i dated a guy w sag moon and scorpio rising for 2 years lol but he was pisces sun#he refused to ever tell me he loved me or cared about me and wouldnt even let me say i was his gf..#it was a super lonely time & he was all i had so i put up with it cus i felt i didnt deserve better#then when we finally broke up he stalked me like crazy for over a year lol#he even randomly showed up in the new city i moved to that was across the country#it was so weird i was like dude you literally didnt like me ???????#he wld compare me to an unsocialized rescue dog......#anyways. dont mind me im just reminiscing cus i honestly forgot about him for a second there#moral of the story. dont be like him.. if you love someone just tell them -_-
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*rattling the bars of my enclosure* i want to write
#i was going through my pinterest boards and was reminded of two very cool story concepts that never went anywhere#i mean i started them but like. most of my ideas were character builds and concept art settings#one is sci-fi surrealism with a moby dick type obsession/hunt and crazy messy character dynamics#the other is just straight up dark fantasy grimdark (in aesthetics only) everyone is a twisted cool creature no one is entirely human#they’re both such bangers in my head let me tell you. i have playlists to prove it#if anyone wants to hear me talk about these more my ask box/dms are open#im very happy to talk instead of write ghdjdkdk#alex’s inane ramblings#i am obsessed with all of my characters too#edit: i also have a third story but it’s much more grounded just with an edge of horror or whatever we call that flavor of tragedy that’s#just spooky enough it’s no longer just fantasy#again. those characters. i love them
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hmm. thinking Thoughts about being insane and reclaimed identities
#i like being called insane tbh#i enjoy referring to myself as crazy or insane in a positive way#in the sense of i am clinically insane i have delusions and paranoia and hallucinations and everything#but i don't view all of my symptoms as entirely and inherently negative and in fact find joy in some aspects#i think some of my hallucinations are fucking funny#but i can never ever speak about them because people hear hallucination and just think BAD#even if i'm like. actively smiling and laughing telling the story they just go 'oh :( im sorry :('#like oh my god i thought i as an autistic person was bad at fucking tone#let me be chill about my own hallucinations god fucking dammit!!!!! you're more fucking neurotic about my mental illness than I am#idk if there's a -punk community for this specific thing#if there's anything like. idk sanitypunk. unless that would just fall under neuropunk?#similar to cripplepunk you know#i might have heard of a term for it before but my memory is completely fucked so i don't know
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Tagged by @rusalkascave
List your top 10 comfort movies
Spirited away
Nausicaa and the valley of the wind
Ponyo
Howls moving castle
My neighbor Totoro
Kikis delivery service
Castle in the sky
Princess mononoke
Practical magic
The princess diaries
Tagging @smute @mmolia @nextdoor-andromeda @starlightomatic @starfish-enterprise @an-autistic-with-personhood @revanchistsuperstar and anyone else who wants to do it
#can you tell i like ghibli movies lol#practical magic and princess diaries are the 2 ive watched the longest on that list tho#i used to watch both with my mom as a kid#the spongebob squarepants movie almost made it on the list lol#i havent seen it in a few years tho#the kung fu panda movies are also up there#also dont @ me but the live action beauty and the beast is also up there#i did not like the animated one growing up. idk why. but i was just Not A Fan. i can appreciate it more as an adult but only because#i really liked the live action one. im pretty neutral on most of the live action remakes but i genuinely enjoyed that one#also they went fuckin hard with the beasts solo song when belle left#encanto and turning red are also good#but i rewatch all of those ghibli moves at least once every couple of months lol#putting on a ghibli movie for me is like that scene in lilo and stitch where stitch is going crazy destroying shit and lilo puts a lei on#him and he goes limp and calms tf down lol. playing botw or totk have a similar affect#oh lilo and stitch is another comfort movie of mine lol#ohh lets see if i can list out 10 of my comfort movies from childhood. several are the same but#aristocats. i rewatched that one so much as a kid that my mom still talks about how crazy it drove her lol.#oliver and company..101 dalmatians (any of them. the animated versions. the live action ones. the sequels. didnt matter. loved them all)#lilo and stitch of course....lady and the tramp 2. lion king 1½. spongebob squarepants movie....mulan....the road to eldorado#and......oh yea princess diaries
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Boys were invented for me to chase around the nightmare woods with a big knife and blunderbuss
#Yakzua loveblog#oh kiryu ... really want to see how fast a guy can run in the darkness and how many scrapes he will accumulate just from being scared#lets roleplay bloodborne youll go crazy and lose your humanity and i spray your flesh everywhere with a hacksaw till you die#i was gonna be like guess who this post is about then i took a sip of diet coke and realised how good it was. like i wish i had a lemon at#my mercy so i can cut a slice and drop it into my coke ... this would taste so good with a lemon#literally want someone to run and i chase them like a serial killer it would be so good for the both of us if i let him get a little furthe#and then when he thinks hes safe he crouches behind a rock and then i blow a hole into the stone beside his head and he feels the shot#explode over his face and he reels back blind and in pain and crawls away and i grab another fistful of gravel to reload#i chase him till he doesnt want to run anymore he collapses on his stomach wheezing and then i come out into the clearing and aim my gun at#him and he grabs it by the barrel and wrenches it out of my hand and it overbalances me and i fall hard on my side and he gets on top of me#but i whip my knife out and stick it in his flank and he yowls and we roll again and when im on top i twist it as i pull it out and then#slam it down on his face and he redirects my strike with the back of his fist and my knife lands in the dirt beside his head and he#attempts to throw me off while im pinning his shoulder to the ground and i use the motion to pull my blade out the soft dirt and#drive it into his ear but he kicks me away and the knife misses and swipes under his chin instead barely an inch from his throat and hes#taking the opportunity to roll to his feet while im on the ground disoriented and he gets on top of me again and i take another swipe at#his chest but he grabs my hand and twists it and im forced to drop the knife and we're both panting like hell and hes holding my wrists#above my head and we're really close breathing on each others faces then we start making out sloppy style and on the train ride back i tell#him that a small blunderbuss is called a dragon and he says hm ... pretty cool
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Sometimes I think I'm fine and life is going well but then I see someone and for the next day or 2 I forget how to breathe until my heart sits back in my chest nicely again after I thoroughly distract myself
#my head hurts and my arms keep shaking and i feel sick to my stomach#i know it's just hormones and chemical imbalance#i know i will be fine#but good god#please let it pass sooner#i wish i never fell in love it has done nothing but make my life worse. i try so hard to not think about it. but sometimes it hits me.#do you think you were good to me? does it not make you feel guilty when you think about how you treated me?#i wish i had the guts my friends do where they tell it straight up what's wrong with the other person and hate them and leave#but i just. keep apologizing for things that didn't happen. and suffer in silence and let it slowly kill me. because I'd rather die than get#ugh. i just need to stop getting triggered.#if it happens one too many times more i think im going to go crazy and do some stuff I'll regret#i've always known that i can have a side of me get really 偏执 and I've always tried really hard to not. go there.#as they say. the more you love the more you hate. and the girl i was in love with at the time said she didn't want me to hate her. so.#I've been trying really hard to carry out that will#ugh idk it's all. kinda fucked. would someone say my lifestyle now is much healthier? probably. but i was happy. but i felt safe.#it's “healthy” now i have jobs i have more friends and people i talk to i have things im doing but if i get paralyzed for hours triggered#then. what then.#this wasn't the life i wanted either even though everything else seems good and healthy.#delete later
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my sibling's rewatching endgame and im remembering how fucked up time travel stories make me
#crunchyposts#mcu#stories#that trope when you go back in time and you say goodbye to a loved one who doesnt know why youre doing it#i love it so much. kill me#i say this all bc id really like writing some fiction or poetry about time travel like i have a lot of thoughts about it#like if i could go back in time to any place in the world. itd be to my past self just so i could tell them i love them and hug them#is this personal lol. i dont care listen to me. listen to me. sometimes the person who needs you the most is yourself.#i am the only person who can fully comprehend my situation. and i really wish i didnt help myself as much as i did.#anyways time travel im normal about it im normal about stories where they go back and get to talk to someone they love one last time#let me steer this away from the mcu for a second and mention neverafter and doctor who and the flash#i really am never ok about these stories it makes me crazy
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last night while chatting with my sister she mentioned this time in grade school when she and another girl happened to wear the same shirt on the same day and the other girl was like "oh my gosh so embarrassing" and insisted on wearing her jacket the rest of the day
and my sister's emotional response was "damn this bitch is insecure wtf"
and i was like o.o that's so fucking healthy of you because i IMMEDIATELY would have started questioning why I was the problem in that situation
"why do you think it's embarrassing to wear the same shirt as me? it's bc im ugly isnt it :("
#its really annoying when that's just how ur brain works tbh#i wish i'd had better emotional supports growing up#and like maybe i just didnt communicate my anxieties enough but like i was a child#and often when i would tell ppl my crazy anxieties they would go 'bro wtf is wrong with you'#like valid but babe im a CHILD i dont KNOW whats wrong with me!!!#why wont you HELP ME!!!!!!#anyway. dont forget to catch yourself when you're in anxious spirals.#trying to determine what Other people are thinking is NOT Conducive to a healthy mental state#you just gotta focus on yourself#are you the type of person you want to be?#how are you going to achieve that?#i dont want people assuming bad things about me so i just try to stop myself assuming bad things about others#let their actions and words speak for them. not ur feelings of rejection. those arent reliable.#'but maybe theyre lying!' we burn that bridge when we get to it
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i literally have anxiety about being single for fall again, i cant do this again and im still not living in nova scotia like im supposed to be and no one cares. my stomach literally is ripping itself apart because this fucking sucks and im touchstarved but im so sick of spineless little boys i cant even risk a hookup, which always make me feel like shit anyone like im cheating on someone ive never even met, and i dont know what to do about it, someone help please. in any way, just please help me.
#to be clear im not looking for that bullshit 'you dont need a man to feel whole!!' crap because some of us literally were made to love and#have never been given the chance to fully feel that mutual affection and attraction#if i wanted to settle or hook up with just anyone i would#i dont exactly have to try hard to drae them in#but fuck i dont want that all ive ever wanted is my person#and yet#i seem to be able to find anyome except him#i just want to feel complete like my life can finally start bevause i know a disabled person whos picky about friends hes what it would take#i just want to love someone so fully i want to be willing to die with someone instead of just die to make it all go away#i want my person and i dont know how to find them and cheat codes dont exist for real life i cant predict when where or who#i just know when imeet them itll feel like ah its you and i can rest#even if it takes forever to end up dating at least hed be in my life#and right now he isnt#i wish i could let go of my superstitions too but even if the whole blue eyes thing wasnt a factor the people ive tried to date in the past#still dont do it for me#i need help i cant survive another year like this#especially with all the fucking weddings i have to go to#ill kill myself if i have to go stag to my fathwr wedding#someone just help me and tell me how much longer i need to wait or where to go to make it happen#i feel fucking crazy and i cant keep going
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