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#ok dash icon is a thing now i can actually start writing words.#unfortunately im pretty honk honk mirrmirr from being outside for like eight odd hours today but#im confident i can write smth.#ooc.
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okay so i tried making moodboards...
taehoon seong (viral hit)
gun park (lookism)
jake kim (lookism)
tbh they look like photo collages rather than moodboards lol
#anyway i can't fucking believe taehoon and jake are both ISTPs like ❓️❓️❓️❓️#still learning how to curate the right photos in making these#not me tryna delve into stuff other than making memes so i can actually contribute smth to the fandom 💀#well i did try writing and drawing but im just not that confident in my skills lmao#lookism#how to fight#viral hit#taehoon seong#gun park#jonggun park#jake kim#kim gimyung#lookism webtoon#lookism manhwa#viral hit manhwa#how to fight manhwa
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Thinking abt Sif Odile duo looping au again and I wanna be able to plot everything out more coherently but act 5 eternally looms overhead and boy I do not wanna look up
#rat rambles#stars posting#like I have a vague idea of some of the like themes I imagine being present late game but it doesnt change the fact that act 5 isnt very#duo looper au friendly especially in this case with most of the ideas I have#I rly want it to be both a breaking point for them as individuals and a breaking point for their relationship but idk how to go about that#fully taking the rest of the party into account especially since Im not even sure if I wanna give odile her own friendquests#like I Could but I also think it'd be fun for many reasons to not#and even if I Did itd be hard to justify having both be able to happen and go wrong in one loop#and theres not rly a good solution to that I think so my best bet is probably to just leave odile friendquestless#but Id rly like to still have odile quarrel with the rest of the party in a significant way#idk maybe it can be the scene where sif comes back to the lighthouse or smth?#like he comes back and odile just completely lashes out at him or smth and the others get rly upset with her#but then theres also the whole walk through the house that I have to figure out and Im also not set on how that should go#maybe it can be like reality almost splitting as they both try to use timecraft at the same time?#not sure how Id go about portraying that in story though since the rest of the party cant rly experience that I think#Im sure theres some way you could pull that off tho Im just too tired to have any good ideas atm#and then the biggest bastard comes in. mal moments.#like I cant just put them both there! that's not how that works!#and I dont wanna just leave them mostly vanilla thats boringgggg#but Id probably have to. alas.#afterwards is also a bit fuzzy but I have rhe general idea down#me and the bestie when we both made the same wish but dont know that and have both been falling into a spiral over it#(we dont even realize that the part of the wish that was the exact same was the core of the wish)#(we both just thought that we accidentally trapped the other with us in this hell)#(we also have been actively getting worse at communicating for months now so by the time the wishcraft stuff came up we were both deep in#the no feelings talky talk zone)#(we probably should have known smth was up when everyone started consistently thinking that we had a fight every loop)#(maybe we did but we just didnt want to admit they were right)#god I wish I was more confident with writing odile dialogue I wanna draw scenes from this au so bad#it doesnt help that I got too comfortable being into a media that had like 3 fans and now ppl might actually look at what I create
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[ID: A drawing of an open ribcage with a poem written in the middle, which reads:
"the vultures won’t eat well that night.
justice. there’s a warped sense of it when i wring myself - wry smile, withhold, control, rumble-bang on the door, listen! my leaden lining, with time, won’t accept nothing it was never my image, but my image hurts now - after punishment for crimes that hurt nothing, no-one, but i say, for nights i sway - i see myself fading away, see the world in trails, its entrails and my entrails, it's what pangs, what pales, what heaves, what fails, it's what carrot! what stick! i’m just making myself sick."
The drawing is white lines on a black background, and the text is yellow. End ID]
#niksartstuffs#personal art#poetry#yknow mostly i think it's fun to write smth really vague. cos this is based off smth i wrote last yr that was very straightforward.#with what it was about and all that. and i think? this is a lil more open-ended? i think. which is neat :]#feel like im opening myself up to kinda.. expressing myself without explicitly laying myself bare? w/o personal context it's harder to know#what exactly i'm talking abt here. you can see it i suppose i dont think its That vague. (?) or read it as you like. idk im still building#up my confidence in regards to writing.
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idk if it's genuine excitement or the energy drink i had earlier that's actually letting me focus and work but dude. i am CRUSHING this essay. this is Fun To Write. i think i'm actually doing a really good job here. wtf. i love my major man
#i am a LITTLE bit sad i cant do grad school bc like. im going to miss writing essays and researching and all once i graduate#i do genuinely like doing it. call me a nerd or whatever but i love it esp when its on smth fun and interesting like this#now im not sad enough to actually DO grad school lmao#unless i got offered a scholarship or smth idk. wont happen but. hm. if it did.#seriously tho. i would think more seriously abt it if it werent for my adhd. i just dont think its realistic for me#as much as i like my field i dont think i have the ability to focus well enough to complete the work id need to complete#i went to the meeting abt grad school i learned abt what it requires/why people do it and all. i just dont think i can do that#and bc i ultimately cant get diagnosed -> cannot get help/medication thats not going to improve any time soon#after years of learning how to adapt and work with my brain this is probably the best i can do without medical/institutional intervention#its not worth paying a shitload of money and possibly setting my career back by years only to fail out yk?#im not too torn up abt it. ill give it more thought if it becomes relevant but rn its not really on my radar#ive done an excellent job in school! im getting an honours degree (hopefully)! most people dont even get that far#a lot of people with my condition dont even get into university let alone graduate. im incredibly lucky to be able to do what i can#levi.txt#this is all over the place but takeaway is im having a good time! things are coming together i feel confident in my work#im gathering theorists and sources for the section on night of the living dead and having a blast#ive got my examples all lined up my arguments make sense in my head i know where to look for applicable theories etc etc#i just need supporting quotes and im working on that rn!! it hasnt even been that hard#ok. back to work. i need to harness the power of caffeine once more (made my brain quiet) (no longer full of bees) (im in charge)
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having actual sweet stuff for the first time in a week or so (bc ED Brain(tm) ) and I figured I'd make enough at once and have it over today and maybe tomorrow and I'm about a third of the way through it and have a horrid headache and feel rotten D:
#also very much like harming. anyway. not going to bed til nine. i am aware of there being a knife in my room.#and for now im listening to music and writing so hopefully this will calm me#not having any more of this stuff tonight#but im maybe starting to panic a wee bit idk if it's reasonable#my calorie intake has been steadily trending downhill like tonight even with this stuff being a solid 200 (mostly bc of milk) still i got#less than 1200 which isn't especially healthy#but i don't know how to stop it#even with the dietitian without other people around who will actually do smth about it i don't know how to do this#i think i *will* talk to my friend's mum maybe asap within the next couple weeks or smth if i can#bc also like. she knows the state of my heart. both from the pov of having known about the whole thing with her son earlier and from going#through similar herself at a similar age. so i can talk to her about general emotional stuff as well as the eating problems - maybe if i ge#brave id also be like o yea and talking to your son i prioritised during conference over eating so i barely ate all week - and maybe also#the suicidal/sh bit to it too. i don't know. maybe. i kinda want to tell her. ive considered confiding in her before. but i don't know#life is hard and people is hard and i just#oh you know the drill. the usual breakdown. gosh i disgust myself#tw ed#tw sh#tw suicide#personal#puddleglum hours#it sure ain't that i don't get joy out of life. just. yeah. i dunno
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that one bookmark is gone and on one hand im glad i dont have to see it anymore but on the other hand im a little embarrassed at the thought of them having seen me have a whole mini spiral about it at like 5 am. like sorry random person ig
#speculation nation#i shouldnt be allowed to make posts in the middle of sleeping times#i wake up all the time while trying to sleep & then i check social media & also my ao3 stats page#usually this is fine but that bookmark note hit Just the right insecurity in me for me to make some pathetic posts about it on my tumblr#like yes i Am insecure about ppl not liking what im doing in the story lately & thinking im taking too long :') thank U for confirming#the reader support afterwards definitely helped me but Man i dont wanna b known as that author that cant take even a hint of criticism#i mean i kind of am but i dont wanna be KNOWN for it ykno#im cool as a cucumber. u can tell. Absolutely the coolest. thats why i go crying to my tumblr dot com when someone says smth that isnt#complete praise for my work.#like on one hand i dont gotta share this online. it's a privilege that u guys get to read it. so i dont wanna hear ppl disliking it#on the other hand i wish i wasnt that pathetically insecure lmfao#in my defense not having an active beta reader has been fucking with my self confidence re: writing#i was a nervous WRECK when posting the last chapter. and the other chapters too but last chapter especially.#life. is so difficult. alas.#sorry to my readers for my lack of object permanence re: ppl liking my shit.#ive had ppl repeatedly saying they love it and it's still not enough#in largest part bc im insecure about that Changing. so with every chapter im like peeking over like 'do you still like my writing...?'#'do u still like my writing pls respond'#honestly bless u readers who have kept up with discacc & continuously comment & offer me reassuring words here when im down#ur enthusiasm & kind words help me a lot. thank U
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I AM FINALLY. DONE. RECORDING CLIPS.
100 SONGS.
I PROBABLY DIDN'T EVEN COVER ALL OF THEM.
#tomorrow i shall finally begin editing this into a consumable video#if i can finish this by the end of this week a miracle will have occurred#i have so much more appreciation and respect for clip channels and compilation creators now#this is exhausting#also if i make it out of this alive i kind of want to do the same thing with every skating performance i can find#purely to extend my pain#maybe i'll do other song rankings?#like descendants maybe or liv and maddie?#i haven't listened to any other disney channel soundtracks in a while#might be fun to revisit#although i have played the descendants soundtrack to death i could probably tell you my rankings on the spot#im just trying to find fan creations i can make that don't cause my perfectionism pain#video editing is smth i know i can do#art and writing im not so confident at#but im getting rambly again apologies
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gonna be honest. i had a harder time w the kingdom of coronas boss than everything in the late game so far and i dont know how to feel abt that
#like u do Not want to know how many tries that boss took me but i just beat both the larxene/marluxia fight and replitwo/xigbat fight#in less than a dozen each ??????#i rememer seeing a video where someone said that theres actually a capped amount of damage that u take/can deal#in kh2#so i wonder if kh3 is the same ? bc everything should be one shotting me at this point#altho it is funny doing lvl 1 crit with that ez code that triples damage for everyone bc then everything DOES just kill u#and ive been playing with that until now bc im not that much of a masochist#fighting xigbar and replitwo at once is so funny tho. literally just spam attack at xigbar and neither can touch u#bc xigbars always in the air and replitwo cant aim that high. its great#side note. if/when i ever get the confidance i rly wanna write smth where Repliku survives somehow or comes back or whatever#and ends up in twilight town..#both for repliroku reasons bc i gotta keep what little brand i have#but also bc the part in the novel where they go there in com to fight riku.. i think theyd like it there :]#kh
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thinking about modern loser!ellie as ur gf :3c
modern!abby version here!!!
requests are open btw please i’ll write for ellie or abby
18+ sfw & nsfw
-> sometimes she’ll send u random ass pictures she finds funny
-> does the thing where she pretends to swerve off the road while she drives cuz it makes you laugh
-> she SPAMS you with tiktoks
-> every time there’s video of an old guy on her fyp that has 2 likes she’ll send it to u and be like “thought this was joel”
-> the guy looks nothing like joel
-> pretends to have a fear of thunder so she can use every thunderstorm as an excuse to cuddle you
-> “babe i’m so scaredddddd please😣😣😣 im shaking”
-> CANNNOT keep secrets from u
-> she’ll plan surprise dates and when you ask where the two of u are going she’s like “…nowhere…”
-> she’ll have to be silent the entire drive because if she speaks she will immediately reveal entire date
-> she HATES cringey pet names
so obviously you call her them all the time
-> she’s in line to buy smth and she’ll ask u for her wallet and u’ll hand it to her and say some shit like “here u go baby snuggle bear🥰”
-> the look she gives you LMFOAODKSLDKDDK
‘😦’
-> literally looks like u just killed her first born
-> does that “i hardly know her!” joke all the time
-> if no one laughs at her jokes she’ll tap on her hand and be like “uh, is this thing on?”
-> she thinks this is peak comedy
-> she’ll find silly things throughout her day that remind her of u
-> she takes pics everytime she sees a heart shaped object and sends it to u
-> absolutely has to get u a little treat or gift when she goes out, candy, flowers, etc. anything u might like she WILL buy
nsfw ‼️ 18+
-> SENDS U STUPID ASS REACTION MEMES AFTER U SEND NUDES
-> omg u and her buy stuff off adam & eve sometimes so she signed up for texts
-> and every time she gets a text she’ll send u a screenshot like “great news babe the butt blaster is 40% off!”
-> when y’all first starting having sex she’d be so awkward 😭😭😭😭 she couldn’t take herself seriously
-> eventually warmed up and started getting more confident
-> ellie williams is a sub i’ll die on this hill
-> but she’ll def try almost anything at least once to see if she likes it
ok that’s all for now love u all
masterlist
#max writes ☆#ellie williams#ellie williams x reader#ellie williams x y/n#ellie williams x you#the last of us#wlw#tlou#wlw smut#ellie williams headcanons#if there is a typo in this no there is not#the text part is accidentally so similar to someone elses post#i swear i did not see it till after i posted im sorry😭
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bro this MIGHT come off as the cringiest thing ever known to mankind but im probably the biggest game geek god has ever laid hands on so;
part time game developer!reader (or something like that anyways) was bored one day and decided to start to yk develop a game - in this au the cod games ovbi dont exist - but she makes a little demo of cod.. and when one day on base soap or some1 catches reader writing ideas and such (obviously not the actual missions they go on - that’s confidential) something in a note book he tells the others (more like gaz) and they get curious and bug reader until she tells them that she made a game demo including the 141…
and idk maybe she gives them the file so they can play it and they kinda like rate the things they say in the cutscenes or smth idk have fun with it
but yeah thats the idea thats been swarming through my mind for the past couple of days since i’ve found your account (WHICH I BTW LOVE i love how you portray all of the characters and shit)
byebye
Oh my gosh not cringe! This is such a cute idea!!! (Also thank you for the really cute gif! I love puppies :3)
I'm such a huge fan of weird meta stuff in my fanfictions. Like, the characters know but they don't know they're in a videogame? Haha, ngl I've had some thought about this too! Lemme add to your imagine real quick:
You spent all of your early adolescence learning how to code and make lil' games on your shitty old laptop. Now, with the more advanced tech the 141 had provided you, you take to making even more cool things during your (limited) free time.
The first game you felt confident enough to show off was a rough prototype of a fighting game. It only had two characters loosely based off of both Ghost and Soap. You showed it to Gaz as more of an offhanded joke, but he was excited. He too knew some things about game development and decided to help you out on the project.
It still wasn't a polished game, per se, but it was playable. Soap caught wind of your game and begged to try it out. With Gaz's help, you set up the firmware using an emulator and the jailbroken game console in the rec room. You felt so shy showing off something you did for fun.
And it was a huge hit!
Even with only two characters recruits and officer's alike spent hours playtesting and figuring out how to make combos. The room erupted into cheers when Soap figured out the first finishing move!
"Oi, Bonnie! I think you migh've made something really special here!"
#call of duty#cod imagines#mw2#mw2 headcanons#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#kyle gaz garrick#cod mwii#yes this is a reference to mortal kombat
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Every now and then I remember that oni in fact will eventually have more lore added and I get so excited and scared for a moment and then I remember that it could take months until we see any of that and I proceed to forget abt it again and the cycle repeats
#rat rambles#oni posting#now it does sadden me a smidge that itll probably be in paid dlc but thats a problem for future me#the bright side of new lore is new lore#the downside of new lore is the eternal fear of canon jackie and olivia designs#not because Im opposed to them getting canon designs its just so scary#like what if klei made them white how would I move forward from that#and its not even a situation where I can say with any level of confidence if they would or not because god if I fucking know#like they have until very recently seemingly deliberately avoided including anything Too lore relevant in any animated trailers#but that can kind of just be explained by well. the fact that most of those updates didn't include any lore.#and those that do involve it stay strictly in the dupes perspective#so I can't rly use that as any sign that theyre deliberately avoiding giving olivia and jackie canon designs#I would highly prefer they dont get designs even without fear of designs I dislike mostly because narratively it just works better that way#but hey its not up to me so whatever happens happens#I mostly assume future lore is going to mostly relate to the dupe donors we havent met yet and elaborating on some of the ones we have seen#but dont see a lot of if anything at all#I hope they dont mess with jackie and olivia too much but I do think itd be nice to give jackie just a smidge more like Ive talked abt#and other than that I could see them adding maybe new story traits and if they're feeling real generous more dupe lore#oh and if we're mega lucky we could get a dr.holland first name#honestly I hope that for dr.holland specifically they either just do a hard name drop and move on or just dont touch him#rly my main concern with any added oni lore is I Really dont want them to start telling us too much#I really really like all of our information being very fragmented and unclear as it adds to the post end of the world vibe rly well#and this is in fact a problem that they had in older versions of the story that they seemingly went out of their way to solve#so I rly want to have faith that they wont fuck it up but I have been burned before and oni has yet to have fully earn my trust#its not far off tho just the scrapped logs themselves give me faith that they are aware what story theyre writing and what needs done#again the scrapped logs are cool but would have dampened the narrative quite significantly from how straight forward they are#so them being full one scrapped early on makes me hopeful that they realized that too#rly I just dont want too much expansion on the stuff we already know#some names and work ids would be splendid and Im all for new fragments to try to place in the timeline#I just dont want a log where nikola stares at the camera and monologues abt the duplicant project or smth
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no pressure ofc but may i request a jax x reader where the reader is basically a ball jointed doll with some of the parts made of a soft playdoh material that can be shaped? i have no idea if that makes sense lmao. if not feel free to just do a normal bjd! as for story specifics ive been on a hurt/comfort kick tonight so maybe reader has joint pain or smth?
feel free to put your own spin on things! ive loved basically everything ive seen of yours in the jax x reader tag so im sure itll be great.
OKAY I WENT A BIT OVERBOARD AND I ACTUALLY HAD TO CUT IT SHORT DUE TO GOING TO A PARTY. I LOVED WRITING THIS STORY AND IM MORE THAN WILLING TO DO A PART 2 TO END IT A BIT MORE SATIFINGLY
HOPE YOU ENJOY, ANON!!!!
Jax x Doll! Reader
You were tossing and turning in your bed. No matter how you lay, your joint always managed to get caught on your sheets or blankets. It doesn't seem bad, in theory, but it was terribly painful. You finally settle in a spot, sighing happily.
“SH(boing)T!” you yelp, jerking so hard you nearly fall out of bed. Your knee had pinched the blanket. You throw the sheets off, tears of anger (and probably pain) pricking the corners of your eyes. You swing your legs off the side of the bed, deciding to go for a mid-sleep walk. You’d say midnight, but there isn’t exactly a night here.
Trudging from your room, you walk up the halls. Your joints, your annoying burdens, click with each step. You feel a pang of jealousy; the others in the circus didn’t have any problems with their new bodies. If you really had to be a doll, why couldn’t have you been a plush one, like Ragatha? Instead, you’re stuck with stupid ball joints and silicone. It sucks.
As you pass by his room, you find you’re not alone in your restlessness. The sound is faint, but you can hear the floor creaking in Jax’s room. You pause outside his door, wondering what he could possibly be up to.
The creaking passes from left to right as if he was simply walking back and forth in his room. As if he was pacing. You frown, debating whether or not you should knock. Maybe something was bothering him?
You shake your head, turning away. Jax wouldn’t talk to you, what are you thinking? You’d ask him if hes okay and he’d gaslight you into thinking he’d been asleep, into thinking you’d interrupted his night. He wasn’t the kind of guy to admit to his problems, not the type to care about yours.
You start up the hall once more, mind settling on the digital lake. At very least you could relax to the Lake_Ambiance.mp3 and watch the digital water move.
Crack
You let out a sharp yell, falling to the ground. Your knee had locked up, twisting at just the right angle the joint wouldn’t move anymore. God, it felt just like a sprained ankle. You hiss, gripping your knee in your hands. The tears really do come now, rolling down your cheeks in an oddly realistic fashion for this digital realm. Well, at least your night couldn’t get any worse.
“What, you forgot how to walk or something?” Dear god, it got worse. You glance behind you, the familiar smug grin staring you in the face. Jax’s confidence falters, very plainly, when he sees your tears. He raised a brow, “Oh, come on, you just fell. Are the waterworks really necessary?”
You try to stretch your knee out, yelping when it doesn’t budge, “It’s not just a fall you ignorant little- AUGH!” you give up trying to move your leg, resolving to simply lean back, giving yourself room to breathe.
Jax trots over, bending down and inspecting your knee, “How’d you manage this?” he reaches out and your stomach drops, “No, don’t!” He freezes, the surprise plain on his face, “Why not? I can snap it back into place easy as-”
“You stupid rabbit, it hurts!” you practically wail. He sits back, “Don’t be stupid, (Y/N), we’re digital now. Can’t get hurt. Can’t die.”
You turn your face away from him, growling slightly, “Clearly, I’m different. Not like you’d care, right? Too busy shoving your head up your own a(honk).” Jax doesn’t react to this, much to your surprise. Instead, he silently stands up, walking up the hall, one hand on his hip.
“Wait, where are you going? Jax?” you regret what you said immediately, you really didn’t want to be alone with this right now. “You won’t let me help you, I’m going to find Caine.”
“You’re… huh?” you blink, confused. Jax shrugs, “If it hurts that bad, why would I leave you like that?” You aren’t sure whether or not he really was going to find Caine, but with the lack of arrogance about him, you decide to trust him, “Alright… thank you.”
He doesn’t respond, merely gives a dorky salute as he rounds the corner. As the minutes pass, you begin to wonder whether or not you should have believed him. Just as you were about to give up hope, Caine appeared at the end of the hall, flanked by Jax.
“Oh, dear, oh dear! Would you look at that!” Caine’s annoying grandeur made your head hurt, but you couldn’t have been more relieved. With a simple snap of his fingers, your leg righted itself without pain. “Now then, anything else I can do for you, my dear (Y/N)?” the eccentric ringleader asked. You shake your head, a relieved sigh escaping from your chest.
“Excellent! Well, off to bed with you!” he zipped back into the air, “I was busy, after all.” Caine darted away, leaving you alone with Jax once more. He seemed off, not grinning as he usually did. You’re not sure what to say, until-
“Are you okay now?” he asks, looking anywhere but your face. “Um… yeah, now I am,” you start to sit up, and Jax rushes to your side, grabbing your hand and practically lifting you to your feet himself. “Are… you okay?” you ask, “you’re acting way different.”
Jax finally looks at you, “Why wouldn’t you tell anyone you were in pain? Are you really that thick? Any of us would’ve helped you! Any of us would be there for you!” he snapped, seemingly angry you’d hidden this.
“I… I didn’t want to burden anyone…” you admit, a bit shocked. “Burden us? Are you kidding?” his voice grew louder, making you wince, “you think your health is a burden? You moron, you’re-” he stopped suddenly, noticing your expression.
“I-I’m sorry… I-I…” He sighed, interrupting your shaky apology, “Next time, come to me. Okay? I don’t want to see you get hurt. (Y/N)...” he hesitated, “I just… I really care about you. Please, don’t hesitate to tell me you’re in pain.” He gathered himself, then placed a quick kiss on your forehead before darting into his room with a final, “Night.”
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#jax#jax x reader#tadc jax#tadc jax x reader#tadc x reader#the amazing digital circus jax
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I’ve never requested before, so i hope im doing this right
i love your writing and your writing of jake sullys daughter! If your taking request can i suggest jake sully x daughter!reader who is dating a boy and their relationship. (daughter!reader is a strong warrior while the boy is more of a healer or smth) . How would Jake handle this, his baby girl is growing up ::(
Baby Girl
A/N: Just took a small break because my boyfriend broke up with me lol. Wanted to say LOVED THIS IDEA KEEP EM COMING INBOX IS OPEN
Pairings: Sully! Daughter Reader x Tarsem, Sully! Daughter x Sully! Family platonic!
Warnings: Slight angst, Reader uses she/her pronouns, Loak being dumb, Jake being overprotective. Not proofread lol.
Summary: In which your family discover that you are in a relationship and someone, in particular, doesn't like it.
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“Draw it back and keep your shoulders up, pointed towards the sky.” Your mother whispers gently while observing your stance. You stood with exact precision, as she and your father had raised you to be. You don’t hesitate to send the arrow flying from your grip and towards the animal already moving quickly knowing the accuracy of your own shot. Neytiri admires for a second, a soft smile growing on her face as you send the creature back to Eywa with a prayer. You look back at her with a gentle roll of your eyes and sitting up gently wiping the blood from your hands onto your stomach.
“Mama, I still need your help skinning it that’s so gross.” You screw your face up and she giggles before moving towards you a skip in her step.
The people part as you land your ikran on High Camp and step off. You brush the braids from your face and part with your Mother who moves to set the meat aside. She watches you walk off with a gentle scoff appalled her eldest daughter didn’t even help her begin to put stuff away. “MAMA!” Tuk screeches crawling off from her Father’s arms and running full force into her Mother who grunts and picks her up to spin her around happily.
“Well hello Sexy.” Jake wolf whistles before kissing his wife on the lips and smacking her ass making all of his sons groan from behind him.
“Dad that’s literally disgusting.” Kiri remarks her nose scrunching and Lo’ak agrees with a gagging noise.
“You know what, you all literally came from me and your mother, show some love for love.” He wiggles his shoulders and everyone groans besides Tuk who tilts her head.
“Go and find your sister, she has not finished with her hunting.” Neytiri commands her kids holding up the meat in her hands and they all agree stealing Tuk who eagerly runs down the direction that her sister went towards.
Strutting confidently down and past the tents of the people who live near your head turns from side to side in confusion before a hand reaches out and grabs your wrist spinning you into the arms of your beloved and you giggle happily sighing glad to be within his gaze.
“My love.” Tarsem breathes out reaching out to press his hand against your cheek and you nuzzle into it staring up into his eyes. He takes a step back to examine your entire body noticing the blood on your stomach and the open cut on your foot and he tuts. He grabs the small amount of Sky Walker medicine from his side and squirts it onto the foot making you hiss loudly.
“I am fine Ma Tarsem, no need to freet. I am only in need for a kiss.” You purse your lips at him and he wastes no time in leaning up and kissing you softly, pressing you against the tent and gently grabbing your waist. Due to being occupied with the love of your life, you fail to notice the approach of your siblings.
“Y/N! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?” Tuk screeches and points at you both making you instantly pull away and look at them seeing an extremely fast approaching Lo’ak and Neteyam, both of which have the same look of rage on their faces.
Netetyam yanks you back while Lo’ak pulls his thumb and tucks it under his others forming a fist and punching Tarsem making them both yell out, Lo’ak being the loudest.
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“What the fuck were you thinking!?” Neytiri screams at her sons pacing backwards and forwards in front of all of her kids, besides Tuk who is gently crying in your Fathers arms. His eyes never leave your face and you are unable to read his expression. Your mother sighs seeing the same thing as you do before leaning back.
“Neteyam, Lo’ak apologize to Tarsem, and Lo’ak thank him for healing your knuckles.”
“Even though he should’ve let them be in pain forever.” You mumble under your breath and your Mothers head snaps to yours rage very evident in her eyes.
“Y/N te Suli Neytiri‘ite, I suggest you shut that mouth right now young lady. Now scram.” She hisses at your brothers who tuck their tails between their legs and run out grabbing Tuk to join Kiri who is eavesdropping outside.
“Have you mated with this boy?” Your father spits out and looks at you both instantly making you blush.
“NO DAD!” You yelp out staring at him wide eyed and Tarsem coughs making Jake look at him hostile.
“Something to say boy?”
“FATHER!”
“Yes Sir, if I may.” Tarsem clears his throat before grabbing your hand ignoring the glare you are giving the side of his face. Neytiri pauses for a second her rage bubbling down while she notices something. The way you still wear the love for him in your eyes even while you’re angry. Your body relying heavily on his while trying to keep your distance. She is hit with a sense of deja vu.
“I love your daughter like no other. I know that I come from a family that isn’t particularly high considering this clan but I truly believe I can make her happy and treat her just as she needs to be. She is my mate, chosen from Eywa herself and whether or not you accept that, I will be by her side until the day she sends me away.” Tarsem finishes and you stare at him in bewilderment and love. Your Father notices and storms out heading quickly in another direction.
“I will be back.” You stand and follow after him quickly seeing him head off more deeper into the woods. He sees a stream and heads over flopping down with a huff. You quickly follow sitting next to him with a soft sigh.
“What do you want me to say baby girl?” He says after a few moments in silence, continuing to stare at the fish in the stream. You sigh and rest your head on his tense shoulder.
“I don’t want you mad at me for picking a boy who is lower in the clan.” You say quietly pulling your knees to your chest and laying your head on your knees with your ears pressed to your head. Jake’s head snaps towards you and he sighs pulling you into his arms and sitting you in a rocking position tucking your head into his chest.
“Baby girl, I will never disrespect who you love. A man, a woman anyone. Just hopefully not a Sky Walker.” You snort at that and shake your head.
“Then why are you so mad?” You ask and he sighs kissing your head.
“My baby girl is growing up and getting out into the world. I always knew once your grandmother stepped down as Tsahik, you would become the new one and you would eventually find a mate worthy of becoming Olo’eyektan with you, but now that’s happening a lot sooner and it just makes me sad, because you aren’t the little girl that would never leave me the fuck alone.” He has you crying and you hug him tightly.
“Daddy please don’t think that. I’m still 18! I have a few more years to worry about that.” You sniffle and he nods before sighing and pulling you up.
“I love you baby girl.” He grips you tightly in his arms and you smile.
“I love you too Dad.”
“Now let’s go meet this boy that’s so in love with you.” He teases you making you punch him and he winces walking back rubbing his arm and poking you the whole time back
#avatar the way of water#avatar twow#avatar#jake sully x daughter!reader#sully family#neytiri#neteyam sully#loak sully#y/n#sully fluff#sully!reader#tarsem#tuktirey#lol#this is shitty
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₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊ “you’re just the cutest baby!” ˚➶ ゚. kirishima with a cute baker!gf ♪ sfw / fluff / one shot
female reader
hiya everyone!! i am LOVING everyone’s requests lately, like - you guys are the cutest ever!! but today i just wanted to write a lil smth for myself, hope you guys can enjoy it also!! (im trying a slightly new writing style as well, hope u guys like it!!)
♬♪ -> lıllılı.ıllı.ılılıı
kirishima met you outside of school while he was hanging out with his friends. they had all agreed to check out the bakery that recently opened not too far from the academy. they stepped into the bakery and the first thing that caught kirishima’s eye was how cute the baker was!!
you, a petite woman, appearing to have no quirks or abilities; just a lovely girl working at the neighborhood bakery!! this realization boosted kirishimas confidence, he felt more inclined to protect you, given your seemingly ordinary nature.
approaching the register, kirishima saw you on the other side, handling some dough as the cashier took his order. “hello, how may i help you today?” chirped the cashier, keying in his order. “hi, uh— who’s that?” kirishima inquired, pointing in your direction - only to receive a disapproving glance from the cashier, who retorted, “sorry, we only serve sweet treats, not people.”
kirishima was taken aback by her defensive response and quickly apologized if he had come across as too forward and placed his order before retreating to a table to watch you, eagerly pointing you out to his friends.
“guys!! look at that girl, isn’t she cute?” kiri giggled in excitement as he bounced his leg up and down while talking about you. bakugo rolled his eyes at kirishimas remark but denki chimed in, “yeah dude, she’s totally cute.” kiri beamed, “right? i want to talk to her but the cashier got mad at me. i don’t know why.” bakugo chuckled at that statement and kiri shot him a “really man?” look. sero, sitting beside denki, observed you quietly.
“you know, if you want to talk to her, why don’t you just walk up to her instead of asking the cashier who she is?” sero suggested, sparking a lightbulb in kirishimas mind. “you’re so right dude!! thanks, sero.” is all kiri said before standing up and confidently making his way towards you.
“hi! uh, what’s your name?” kiri asked, causing you to look up from the dough you were rolling. “oh! um..” you shyly responded, telling him your name. he beamed, “that’s a really beautiful name, [name]!” blushing at his compliment you continue to roll your dough, avoiding eye contact. “so, uh— you know, i thought you were really cute and was just wondering if i could get your number?” he pulled out his phone and gestured with it as he spoke.
you looked up, observing his phone moving in the air before he handed it to you. you hesitated a moment, before wiping your hands on your apron and entering your number, returning it to him without a word. “it was really nice to meet you!” he said before bouncing back to his table.
“guys!! did you see that?! i got her number!!” kirishima exclaimed, jumping back in his seat and quickly sending you a message. your phone buzzed in your pocket, you took it out to see a new number on your screen. “hey! it’s me, kirishima! sorry i didn’t tell you my name, i just got too nervous!” you giggle at the message before putting your phone back in your pocket and returning to kneading the dough.
kiri observed your reaction from his table, smiling as he glanced back at his friends. “i’ll tell you guys how everything goes if we talk tonight!!” his friends merely exchange glances before shifting the conversation to a different topic. however, you lingered in kirishimas thoughts; he was so determined to get to know you he couldn’t even concentrate!
"wow, you really go to UA? that’s really cool..." you squeak, and kirishima chuckles over the phone, "oh yeah, it's alright. i get to train every day!!" he boasts, and you giggle at his response. "hmm, sounds aggressive but also really fun!! i wish i had a quirk like you," you remark. he sighs at your comment, "it’s okay, you're still cool without one." causing you to laugh, “shut up, you dork.”
he laughs too, glancing at his clock. "oh man, it's 10:30 pm!! i have to go to sleep so i can get up on time tomorrow. sorry, i really would've loved to talk with you more," he admits. a blush creeps onto your face at his statement, but you brush it off, assuring him that he needs to rest. eventually, you both say your goodbyes and head to bed. he lingers in your thoughts as you drift off to sleep and when you wake up again.
later in the day, you head to work, tasked with stocking the small compartments with all the cute, perfect pastries. with an earlier lunch break, you decide to grab a muffin before heading out the doors, making your way to the small cafe down the street closer to UA. sitting outside, you munch on your muffin, savoring the perfect weather and nature surrounding you. the bustling streets of japan are packed today, and you observe the people crossing streets and strolling down sidewalks.
to your surprise, you spot kirishima making his way towards your bakery. you try to call out to him, but he doesn't hear you. quickly, you pull out your phone and send a text, "kiri! I'm not at the bakery right now, i’m at the cafe down the road! closer to UA." he reads it almost instantly.
you see him turn around, notice you, and smile as he heads towards your table. once he reaches you and sits down in front of you, "hey [name]!! i took off half the day today so i could come and see you!" he laughs, and you giggle shyly, "oh really? that’s really sweet..." you admit, taking another bite out of your muffin. he watches you eat silently, savoring your beauty. the two of you engage in conversation until it's time for you to return to work. "i’m sorry, but i need to head back to work," you say as you stand up, gathering your purse and essentials.
looking at kirishima, he smiles and stands up too, offering to walk you back. you accept his offer, and you both walk back to the bakery. once you reach the bakery, you stop outside. he gives you a quick hug and says how nice it was to see you, mentioning that he would like to hang out with you again, but this time for a proper hangout and not just a quick break.
you accept once more, waving at kirishima as you walk back into the bakery and he leaves. later in the day, as the bakery is about to close, you feel your phone buzz in your pocket - it's kiri. "hey! would you like to hang out tomorrow? since today is friday, i’m assuming you don't work on the weekends... sorry if i sound creepy!" you laugh at his message and reply, "you don't sound creepy, don't worry! i’d love to hang out with you too. what if you give me a tour of UA?" he likes your message and responds, "yeah! let’s totally do that! you can meet my friends!"
you send him a smiling emoji before shutting the doors of the bakery and walking back home.
you wait outside the gates of UA, kicking your feet against the sidewalk. you picked one of your cutest outfits today: a small button-up white long-sleeve shirt, paired with a cute mini skirt, white thigh high socks and birkenstock’s. your hair had been neatly styled into two pigtails, with your bangs swooped to the side secured with a small, white bow clip.
eventually, you see kirishima emerge from the gate, his eyes light up when he sees you, and he runs over to give you a quick hug. “wow, you look really pretty today! ready to come in?” he asks. you giggle and accept his offer, grabbing his hand. he looks at you for a moment, a big, toothy grin spreading across his face.
as you walk towards the big doors, kirishima stops to wave at a group of students standing off to the side: three boys, two with blonde hair and one with black. "guys!! hey!!" he calls out, pulling you along with him as he approaches them. "this is [name]!!the girl from the bakery!"
they all look at you for a moment. denki looks you up and down before introducing himself, sero does the same. bakugo remains silent, but you can feel his piercing gaze.
bakugo’s intense stare makes you feel a bit insecure, and you quickly avert your eyes. kirishima notices your discomfort and steps in to introduce bakugo. "and this is bakugo! he’s one of my best friends. he’s really nice!" kirishima grins at you, and you return a quick smile before looking back at the three boys. "it was really nice to meet you," you say, bowing slightly before turning back towards kiri. "do you want to go inside?" you ask, and he agrees, waving goodbye to his friends.
once inside, kirishima apologizes for bakugo’s uptight personality, assuring you that he's actually really cool. you smile and tell him it's no big deal, adding that you're sure bakugo is nice and just needs some time to warm up to you.
as you both stroll through UA, you notice a lot of people looking at you. it might be because you look so normal compared to them, or maybe you're inadvertently giving them strange looks. either way, you start to feel a bit shy. kiri seems to sense this and gives your hand a reassuring squeeze, you look up at him, quickly feeling better.
suddenly, the tour comes to an end, and you find yourself standing outside kirishimas dorm room. he offers to let you come in, and you gladly accept. as you step inside, you're greeted by a delightful surprise: a bouquet of white lilies and a selection of small, white chocolates and pastries that he had bought from your bakery!
you bring both hands to your mouth, staring at the thoughtful gifts as a deep blush spreads across your face. "you did this?" you chirp, your voice filled with amazement. kiri looks at you, his eyes sparkling with excitement. "yeah!! i really want to get to know you better and thought you'd like these since you work in a bakery. i wanted to make sure i was a gentleman!!" he admits, his enthusiasm evident.
overwhelmed with emotion, you turn to him, looking deeply into his eyes. in a burst of energy, you jump onto him, wrapping your arms tightly around his neck. you can't believe he had done this for you, and so soon.
"kirishima, this is the best gift i could have ever received. thank you. i really love it," you confess. you can feel his face heating up beside yours as he wraps his strong arms around your waist, squeezing you tightly in the hug.
"i’m so glad you like it. i was worried it might be too much... at least, that's what my friends told me. but i also thought you might like it, and it turns out you do! i’m so happy." kirishima says, his relief evident. he gently releases you and takes both of your hands in his, the blush prominent on both your faces.
you grin, looking down at his hands holding yours. "this is really amazing," you sigh, turning toward your gifts. kneeling down, you take a moment to inhale the scent of the lilies. "these smell wonderful!" kirishima laughs at your reaction and kneels beside you to smell them as well. "wow, they do smell good!" he agrees, taking another big sniff, which makes you laugh.
eventually, it's time for you to go home. he offers to take you back, and you happily accept. as time passes, you both arrive at your house. you turn to look at him, giving him one more hug. before breaking apart, you plant a quick kiss on his cheek. he laughs breathlessly at your gesture and squeezes your hand before letting you go inside. later that night, he texts you suggesting that you hang out again, and you readily agree.
over time, you both have gone on about ten different dates. this time, he invites you to an aquarium. he tells you to pick out a cute outfit and that he'll be waiting for you around 4:20 PM.
you start assembling your outfit: a medium-sized pink sweater paired with a cute denim mini skirt, white see-through tights, and short pink cat heels. your hair is styled into a low braid, with a cute pink bow securing your bangs to the side. You complete the look with a matching pearl necklace and earrings.
once you arrive at the aquarium, you notice kirishima standing outside, and he doesn’t look too shabby himself! he’s wearing a dark crimson hoodie paired with baggy black sweats and matching crimson-colored sketchers. his red hair is styled down today, complimenting his features nicely.
you walk up to him, and as soon as he notices you, he swiftly pulls you into a hug, twirling you around. "hey [name], you ready?" he asks, taking your hand. you nod, and both of you make your way indoors.
inside, the aquarium is breathtaking. the scenery is dark, illuminated by a soothing blue hue. yellow, orange, and red fish swim gracefully in the surrounding tanks, while pink starfish crawl slowly against the glass. as you watch a starfish making its way towards you, you feel a tap on your shoulder and turn around.
kirishima is holding a poster that he had secretly rolled up and tucked into his hoodie pocket. it’s decorated with cute brown bear stickers, hearts, and big pink letters that spell out, "will you be my girlfriend?" you gasp, immediately giggling and screaming, "yes!" before jumping into his arms. he squeezes you tightly.
"nice!! so, do you... i don't know, wanna go get something to eat, girlfriend?" he smirks and you giggle; happily accepting, the two of you heading towards the food section of the aquarium.
there, they serve adorable sea animal-themed candies, including rock candy — kiri’s favorite!! you both munch on some candy before leaving, holding hands.
that’s it !! i really, really hope you guys enjoyed this. it took me a long time since i literally put all my energy into it like omg TwT … i’m thinking of making something similar of this for bakugo !! so lmk if any of you would like something like this for anyone else !! <3
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ok moment over its all good
oh who am I fucking kidding. I'm not gonna go am I.
#probably for the best. at least I've realised I can't do it now rather than once I got there bc that'd be a lot more stressful#I can get the rest of my chores done today and then find smth fun to do at home instead that won't be as overwhelming#I havent actually played any videogames for 3 weeks now bc I've been finding even doing little things to relax so difficult#so maybe that should be my plan instead :-) get my ass back on elden ring!!#and its okay ive seen the band before anyway and maybe theyll come back another year!!#and if not well at least i got to see them last time it was one of my fave gigs ive ever been to.. glad i have the memory of it#like its a shame but not the end of the world. maybe next time theyll play local so its not so much hassle for me to get to!#plus im seeing another fave band in a few weeks anyway and that one IS local and i roped a few friends in >:)#so will 1000000% be going to that.. always something else to look forward to#but yea its cool. i can refund my train tickets. not much sunk cost anyway cuz the gig tix were cheap in the first place#i was just rly angry at myself for a moment abt it but well. its been a difficult time lately and im still recovering so i need to be more#patient with myself. these things happen.. i dont have anything to prove by forcing myself#ive done similar solo trips in the past and i will be able to do them again eventually when my feet are more solid on the ground#and im still in the middle of titrating medication which has been a rocky thing like once i get that sorted itll be so much easier#just bad timing innit!#sad to be missing out on things with friends this weekend too but its ok. i hope there'll be other times in the future#where i dont have conflicting plans n I do actually get invited. I was worried abt tripping my rsd over it but I think I'm safe from that#might have a moment or two where it twinges but nothing significant#again its prolly for the best. if I had gone or been planning on going I think that actually wouldve set it off quite badly#bc i still havent fully regained confidence/trust in those specific friends yet and idk exactly how long itll be until I do#and I'm not in the right state to go out to big group events either but thats cool I have 2 irl socials planned next week already#and we'll probs do a movie night and I'll call one of my other friends another night. so plenty of other nice things planned :-)#man ive given myself a hell of a headache im gonna take some paracetamol and make lunch#and then ill write a list of chores for this afternoon. surprised at how quickly I calmed down n thought things thru actually#maybe meds are actually helping.. hmm. anyway sorry for losing my shit I experience mild stress and start acting like a prey animal#.diaries
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