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sonknuxadow · 1 year ago

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am i the only one who still thinks that they didnt do enough with rouge in sonic prime. and not in a "she didnt get enough screentime" sort of way but in a "they didnt seem to be putting as much thought into what they were doing with her as they were with the other main characters" sort of way

#someone else would be better at explaining it than me i dont really know how to explain my thoughts on this #sonic prime #sonic prime spoilers #idk not really but im tagging just in case #like i wouldnt be surprised if they already had the idea for the plot and what they were going to do for all the characters down #but then realized how bad it would look if there were only 3 girls in that huge cast #so they just threw rouge in there without really thinking about it #its a huge shame really because i really like rouge #and was super excited when it was revealed that she'd not only be in the show but also be a main character #and she was super cute and fun in the first episode #all of her shatterspace variants feel like they easily could have just been some other character and the story/impact would have been #exactly the same. which isnt the case for other characters. except for big but big doesnt really do anything plot relevant for the most par

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sxcret-garden · 1 month ago

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#sometimes i wonder if sex is a thing that's more enjoyable in my mind than irl to me #because im not a big fan of being touched at all #maybe im just telling myself this because im not having sex and that also kinda sucks cjnxnxjx #and im way too anxious to go out there and actively seek out a partner #it's also funny cause with most irl crushes i've had i would never want to have sex with them #but like..... the idea of sex is fun you know?#writing and reading and fantasizing about sex is fun #?????#i'm wondering if this is just how i work or if it's tied to shame #sexting is fun too !!!#idk about doing it irl tho jdhdjdjd #flirting is fun #flustering others is fun #and i guess touching others is a lot better than being touched #am i..... a stone top #i'm kidding....... i think #jdhdjdnxnbdnxjxjxx #then again there's also a huge sub sitting inside me so like..... even more ??????#i mean i also have HUGE trust issues so there's that too #ugh #anyway sorry for the rambles jdnxjxjx #i just felt like typing this out somewhere cause i've been thinking about it a lot #and i felt like a smut blog with 2k followers is just the right place to share deeply private thoughts about my relationship with sex jdndnx #so yea if any of you have been wondering.... this smut writer here is not getting ANY jdbdjxnx

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wtftaylr · 6 months ago

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Ofc had to make some busts for my Fallout OCs as well! Sadie, my Courier, with her beloved YCS/186 that she does not let Anybody touch bc it's so near and dear to her. And we have The Ventriloquist and Billy Miracle; nothing off about them, no need to worry :)

Prev: Cass | Benny || I'm making these for Sadie's Toyhou.se profile!

#fallout #fallout new vegas #fallout fanart #fallout ocs #fallout oc #courier six #courier 6 #sadie knox #fnv #new vegas #my ocs #rubs my hands together like a villain #time for the oc lore in the tags part of the show #Sadie got Vent and Billy hired at the Tops #Tommy does Nawt like them #but that is okay #somewhat #not really #but they're always a big hit. Bil-- i mean Vent loves doing crowd work during his shows #you can expect lots of quick wit and self-depreciating jokes as they aren't taken to bringing anyone down except Vent #I hc Hadrian tried to beef with them once #he never did again i wonder what happened #anyway Sadie adores going to their shows #she's seen them before during her career as a courier #im thinking new reno but thats cause idk much abt fallout lore outside of new vegas lol #for shame @ me #my art #ventriloquist and billy miracle #ventriloquist #billy miracle

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whirlybirbs · 5 months ago

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it’s 5:20am i cannot sleep i am consumed with thoughts and yearning for keigo takami i need to be euthanized

#literally these days all i do is Lay Awake and Wither Away #the nightmares have been exponentially worse lately #fun fact ur local fanfic author has Problems.#idk man there’s just something haunting about having reoccurring nightmares about your ex and every time u close ur eyes it’s throwing u #right back into the pit of hell that was that relationship #it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine i just no Longer Trust People #anyways this is a vent post and it is so cringe and lame #i just have never Hated an ex before so there’s a lot i’m coming to terms with especially considering how Fake he is #idek man IDEK!!!!!1!!1!1!#i rlly sacrificed so much to love and live with him and he said ‘mmmmmm now i have u in my grip’#whatever it’s fine he’s stinky and honestly the fact honey (the blog intern and my cat) doesn’t miss him AT ALL says so much #seriously she is so nonplussed by his absence it’s wild #eating fine sleeping fine shitting fine #SAYS A LOT. SAAAAYS A LOT. whatever whatever whatever #i would hit that emotionally immature man with my car if given the chance and yknow what. nick if ur reading this you’re one of the #most.#emotionally immature people ive ever had the misfortune of knowing.#what a shame you lost me #the best thing and healthiest thing that ever happened to you #because of your own actions and your own inability to take accountability for your mental health and actions #tell your mom i say hi #and tell your exes im sorry i ever doubted any of them x_x #WEEEEE what a vent #listen to big sister birbs when she says don’t date men who have something horrific to say about each of their exes

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agalychnisspranneusroseus · 15 days ago

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The way in which in a beastars AU sasha and marcy would be carnivores and anne would be a hervivore... the angst the possibilities

#im thinking of marcy as some kind of dog. maybe a border collie #really smart. ''perfect''. hunting instincts bred into herding instincts. controlling and possesive in a seemingly harmless way #y'know until they snap #EXTREME SHAME when she succumbs to that desire and everyone can see just how much she Wants #Sasha as some kind of big cat like a puma or a lion maybe?? Anne loves cats. pretty little kitty #Anne may just be the first person to find her cute and not scary #idk what Anne could be. maybe some kind of bird or a sheep?? because her hair is so fluffy #my inner furry coming out to post cringe

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hearth-of-olympus · 8 months ago

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thinking about adam parrish. nothing new i know

#im following a novel writing course by maggie stiefvater #and she talks about her inspiration for adam #basically she met a guy who was so deeply ashamed of his temper #and she just took that shame and made adam parrish out of it #and idk maybe its bc it thursday morning but it hit me a big too hard for something i already knew #trc

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skunkes · 11 months ago

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the way I've been raised has shown itself in a recent awful experience I had and the realization won't leave me because I'm not sure what to do about it.

I don't like feeling anger/upset and it's rare for me to feel it anyway but it's led to me being unable to tell what's worth getting upset over anymore. If my wants upset somebody, then, well, maybe I shouldn't have them? What is so serious that I need it to go completely my way...? What desires am I allowed to have. It's not that serious, it's okay if not, you can't always get what you want....

every time I feel Upset I am later wracked with guilt because it wasn't a big deal and I was just being selfish... What IS a big deal then? How can I tell? Its admittedly never a big deal... But I keep being upset. And stepped on....

#talkys #this is what led to me Staying for as long as i did #there would be issues but if I brought them up i wld then be made to feel guilty for feeling that way #but i cant reverse that bc well!! its true like is it really a big deal? life isnt that serious I dont need to get upset...#i get upset at something my parents do and in the end i feel ungrateful and selfish #i really cant tell anymore which is why i Stayed as mentioned above #in the sense of well yeah the way im being treated doesnt make me feel good but why do i need to feel good?#isnt that selfish...isnt that asking too much...isnt that making yourself out to be Better Than...#i really dont know. i get so ready to give up my position on anything because I dont want to be selfish #and because im no better than anyone else #my mom caused some drama on my birthday wrt my sister's family and it led to me not being able to go to the duck #pond on my birthday... which is the only thing i really wanted to do on an otherwise uneventful day #i was meant to feel shame abt it because well we can always go any other day!!! relax!!!#and it is true....!#we can go any other day why did i get upset? its not that serious...nothing is that serious...i feel so guilty + spoiled + selfish #i just felt humiliated for wanting to go in the first place. and for getting upset that we couldnt go. like a toddler.#*not that i actually get Toddler Level upset...but it always Feels like i did...ykwim #i just dont understand......idk if i can Repair this....

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lotus-pear · 1 year ago

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oh my god FINE........since u guys insist sm ig i have no choice huh

#it sucks having genshin AND bsd followers u guys are incredibly sexy but always pushing me to do the craziest shit #chuuya stans are abt to win big time meanwhile im getting on my knees and bowing my head in shame infront of navia fans #im sry queens i've never drawn her idk if i can

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sieglinde-freud · 8 months ago

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yuri so rare you need a giant mod and an event tile to make it real

look at their stupid son

#ann plays awakening #idk i saw playable phila and knew i needed to use her somewhere #and normally i marry lissa for robin!owain but i really wanted to see the morgans with stahls hair so #knight x princess yuri yes?? yes??????#LIKE IDKK IM KINDA INTO IT NOW…#unfortunately i think there are a few problems w the gay hack and thabes overlapping #im getting most of the thabes supports where im supposed to but phila and mustafa’s are all coming up blank which is a shame #not that big of a deal though #but idkk…#her shade of blue is so pretty its almost like. silver #need to play this five million times to see it on every kid. imagine it on severa

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rpfofficial · 7 months ago

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all r-dfem blogs on here are always posting 3 things: a) most vitriolic disgusting display of shaming people for how they look which almost always implicitly or explicitly aligns with some kind of eugenics or racism, b) how everyone who isnt them or disagrees with them is stupid or misguided or has no hope left for them, and c) how lonely and isolated they feel all the time . I wonder when they will join the dots

#like. i do know people who self identify as radfems and they are nice they dont fit these bullet points #but like. that polite persona they exert is a mask for either a LOT of bitterness and a huge lack of empathy. or a lot of self hatred #that is then expressed by being so unnecessarily mean to other people behind their backs 😭#and im all for being mean occasionally im not one to cry and clutch my pearls when people are cunts to other people #but when theres a specific pattern of being mean to specific people (often other women and especially transfems)#for specific things (looks & taste & intelligence). well then its a problem innit #and then theyre also horrible about men which is like. Whatever. but i am off the belief that making fun of anyone #for their looks or appearance or their body and things that they cant help is just so fucking shallow and bleak and stupid #theres plenty of things to make fun of men for like soooooooooooo so many things #and yet the most popular way of doing it. or the one that a lot of these people (radfems and adjacent) think is either most funny #or most cathartic is making fun of mens appearance #so what if hes ''ugly'' and has male pattern baldness and a thick chin and big nose or whatever. i thought we were here to #idk. dismantle the patriarchy. knock men down a notch on the hierarchy. criticise a culture that encourages misogyny #call out the abuse and belittlement of women by men every day. you know. the things intrinsic to our society because of #capitalism and patriarchy and conservativism etc.#NOT perpetuating the culture that shames people for things that they cant change #and if they WANT to change these aspects youre shaming them for they have to spend ludicrous amounts of money #this is the mindset that makes me think bitch we are never getting out of capitalism !!!!!!!!!!#starting shaming behaviours not looks like im BEGGING YOU!!!!!!!!!!#okay thats all i have to say im really sick of this. and some of my mutuals do this and its really upsetting me sorry .

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the-anime-man · 1 year ago

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Everything was gone. There was no wall, no sky, no floor. He couldn’t see, smell or feel anything. The only things left were the screaming and the burning pain. He’d rather have nothing.

hi this is a fanart for @team-frightfur's fanfic series Dramaturgy which i've been obsessed with for a couple of months now whoops. this isn't technically based on any one moment but a couple of different ones that are [REDACTED] Anyways, timelapse under the cut bye