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cloudd-nyne · 8 months ago
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#having a creative rut feeling#gonna rant#im basically a giant baby and i don't handle angst very well#and i constantly worry that im just. idk mentally weak or a deeply uninteresting person bc of it.#every big fantasy artist i see is usually very into making sad or angsty pieces and like i wish i was like that#like i fall into this mental hole very very often that im just holding myself back with how many subjects i dont write or draw#but also like when i DO write dark subjects it doesn't make me feel any better??#i dont like feeling sad or angry bc once i am its extremely hard to get back out of it.#and thats scary for me.#but also i want to make art that means something instead of my nonestop slew of smut and feelgood content.#i genuinely feel so trapped by my own emotions and its sp frustrating.#i keep getting told how good for you it is to get the negative feelings out but it never helps when i do it#i just feel. worse? i dont feel good.#i kinda wanna delete the one cloud post bc it just doesn't feel good.#ugh#idk i want to have good intelligent things to say and thoughtful art to make#and everything i make feels soft and cheesey and lame.#not that i find those things lame#but just that it feels like im stuck in baby brain.#when i was a teen i would write horror stories!!! i still love horror!!!#but if i make someone suffer in fic now it feels me with this awful awful overwhelming sense of dread and guilt and i end up so upset#im frustrated at me bc this is such a fucking weird sensitivity to have. im tried of telling myself its okay#bc i WANT to feel mentally free enough to create shit that isnt just uwu soft.#i don't think im making sense but like.#you know#I've literally been bullied out of fandom spaces for only making soft content#multiple times.#so idk maybe this is a learned sense of shame#but i feel like a big over sensitive baby and like I'd be able to do so much more if i wasn't#vent ish
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bahbahhh · 4 months ago
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I don’t know if this is actually what has put me in a funk or if I’m just reaching to rationalize the creative rut I’m in, but it feels oddly isolating to not be as excited as the rest of the fandom about EoW.
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eydilily · 2 months ago
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man i wish i was any good at making more creative designs? drawing kpop for 4 years straight really kinda stopped me from exploring much BUT im hoping to get a bit better at it with mcyt :']
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birb-reblogs · 5 months ago
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Been looking through old art and it's hard for me to not feel kinda sad/wistful. I think I've improved in some ways, but when I compare the level of polish and just the drive I had back then to execute projects the contrast is kinda crazy. I've never been fast but I was so motivated.
I lined things p regularly, most of my pieces had full BGs and shading. I think a lot of my compositions were more adventurous, esp wrt paneling- I poured a lot of time into comics. Like what was I ON, HOW DID I DO THAT
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nevarran-hahren · 6 months ago
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only took me 80 hours into DA:I but I've started coming up with a backstory for my Lavellan that I really like :)
at the beginning I wasn't going off much besides "dalish elf, warrior, want to romance Solas" lol but my brain is starting to knit together all the decisions made into a cohesive backstory for my Inquisitor.
basically, we've got Janne (pronounced "yahn-a"), a bisexual dalish elf woman. her mother was the clan's First mage, having been sent from another dalish clan that had too many mages. Janne herself was fascinated by magic but didn't have any magical talent manifest early in life, so she became a warrior/hunter. she wasn't the strongest or bravest or best fighter, but she did a lot of hunting and foraging to support the clan and was a talented leatherworker. Janne is compassionate and loyal to her loved ones nearly to a fault, with a deep openness and willingness to learn, though she can be headstrong and unable to let something go once she sets herself on a certain course.
in Janne's late 20s (she's 34 now) she fell deeply in love with her mother's mage apprentice—the clan's Second—another female elf named Maraya. Maraya was ambitious and erudite and in secret she studied ethical applications of blood magic. Janne eventually learned about this, and she tried to remain open-minded about what she was doing but still she worried about Maraya. still, she helped keep her secret from the clan—until Maraya became possessed by a demon, endangering the entire clan. heartbreakingly, Janne was forced to kill her lover, but always deeply regretted the way things turned out, thinking that there must have been some other way that she could have saved her.
when the clan (and especially her mother) later learned that Janne knew about Maraya's studies prior to the possession and had kept it secret from them, she was disgraced. clan elders had suggested exile, and while she did live away from the clan for a little while, eventually they allowed her to return to the clan on the condition that she prove herself to be trustworthy again, which was going to be a long road.
this is what leads her to unofficially attend the meeting at the Conclave as a spy. she sees it as her best opportunity to start making things right with her clan and get valuable information for them. but we all know how things went at the Conclave...
as for her later relationship with Solas, I think her experiences with her mother and with Maraya make her very open-minded to magic, even despite the tragedy that befell her lost love. his quiet intensity and level-headedness catches her attention from the beginning, and he sees her for her curiosity and openness.
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shadowtriovibes · 1 year ago
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i know that i’ve said this before and you guys probably think i’m a dirty, dirty liar (which would be very fair) but… i WILL be posting a new chapter of break a sweat tomorrow 💚
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riddle-me-ri · 1 year ago
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okay, everything should be working and updated lol. I even finally got around to updating my masterlists so that should be up to date as well!
I'm gonna try and get some wee writing done before I have oral surgery Saturday and probably be radio silent again for a few days asdfgh
Thanks for the understanding and patience as always!
Feel free to check out my new Request Info post here and again feel free to ask any questions or if you wanna talk about some of the new fandoms I added I'm all ears. This is still a tried and true mostly batman/rogues fandom. But I like variation and exploring other characters and their dynamics!
Thanks again! 💚
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subsequentibis · 1 year ago
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huge fan of those series of drawings connecting fall out boy & mcr songs to metal gear. when i figure out how to hold a drawing tablet stylus again and start doing it with they might be giants it's Over.
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hiratelier · 1 year ago
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Many thoughts running through my head as I prepare to upload my last UTAU cover of the year because I'll barely touch the silly singing robot program next year when I have more exciting things to work on...but even then it feels like you're saying goodbye to a close friend you've been with for almost 9 years
#mine#text#currently i am trying to finish a cover for my utaus' 9th anniversary next year and man#the spark for making robots singing usually isn't there nowadays but when it comes to my own utaus#god it does feel nice working on something!#this entire year i've been pumping out covers that first started as an outlet for my creativity#but then halfway into the year i kept getting into creative ruts and it was frustrating because i only limited myself to one outlet#so discovering animatics...gaining new interests...and picking up new skills has helped me branch out from utau significantly#but i will say that using utau bestow me lots of skills that will prove useful beyond just making utau content#i guess working on this one cover helped me reflect on that some more...but god it's kinda making me emotional#even most of my friends who used utau back in the good old days have moved on to other things now and i'm sort of in that boat...#it's not too fun trying to enjoy utau by yourself but honestly i think it all boils down to the fact that i was forcing myself to--#--enjoy using utau constantly. and that spark to create new covers just dies out.#i suppose that coming back to utau once in a long while to work on something nicd amidst working on other projects is something that's--#--more healthy for me yknow? i know i'm sort of betraying my utau-oriented audiences on youtube and bilibili with the way i've been slowly-#--moving away from utau and uploading other kinds of media and interests#but i'm opening up a new chapter for myself in making more oc media and animatics and they're more than welcome to stay along for the ride#i think i'm running into tangents at this point but what i'm trying to say is that for me uploading utau covers weekly was draining#and with me moving away to other projects and not being too hard on myself...my creative drive is slowly coming back#and maybe once in a while my creative spark for using utau apart from anniversary reasons will come back better than ever#and i will try to keep my own utaus alive as ocs apart from singing robot shenanigans and diffsinger development#it is a hobby i enjoy for myself after all and its not supposed to be a chore
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eyesoftxmorrow · 1 month ago
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julia-writes-things · 6 months ago
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A Mosaic
They put their hands on their head whenever something is shocking, I do it too.
She liked Taylor Swift so I started listening to her. 
She likes reading, I’ve picked it up again. 
She liked Percy Jackson. I don’t know where she is now but I’ve made a lot of friends due to that recommendation.
She got me into poetry, I’ve written too many poems about her now.
She recommended I listen to sad music, broaden my music taste. I did. Now I can’t stop thinking about her. 
It’s so painfully beautiful that I am made up of so many other people. I share memories with countless others. Treasured moments turned trash and vice versa. 
I wonder if I’ve given someone a beautiful memory.
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rosesradio · 7 months ago
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two years ago i was writing & posting camp triple pine. it’s in desperate need of some editing (it’s very rambly & even has tense changes for no reason 😭), but ofc every work leads to more experience & has value to someone (in this case, i’m lucky that it has over 10k reads on ao3 and almost 50k on wattpad!). even if i cringe at it a little, i still admire the work i put into it. what a cute little fic 🏕️
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kirill-kaprizov · 7 months ago
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crush on a ******** so bad that im plotting out a modern au eddie munson fic. dude someone should just sh**t me atp 🤠
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meo-eiru · 5 months ago
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Silas Masterlist
Silas Introduction
A sneak peak into his diary (there's alt text available)
Does his ears express his emotions
Silas 10k
He will try breastfeeding you
Do elves have magic
If you tried explaining how humans work to him
Does he let you drink from the tap
What elf cum tastes like
Silas is a human otaku
Silas with a darling who tries to run away
If another creature stole his darling
You are the only human he has eyes for
What if his nipple poked your eye
His nipples are very sensitive
Details about his outfits and would he make you dress like him
Silas with a darling who doesn't find him attractive
Making his darling live longer
Can his blood heal chronic illnesses
If other elves saw his darling
Sleeping with Silas
Silas drinking darling's fluids instead
Silas with a darling who wants to be pampered
Silas with a darling who wants to pamper him instead
If he catches you masturbating
Can elves protect themselves
Does Silas have friends
Does Silas ever realize his feelings are not platonic
Silas with a darling who randomly "disappears"
How Silas feels about feminization
Darling drinking from his tap
Silas' reaction to a human looking for his darling
Would he make you wear a collar
Would it kill darling to breed with him
Silas extending darling's life span
How far would Silas take pampering
Does Silas have a rut
Would he like a chubby darling
Riding Silas while sucking his tits
Silas with a darling who enjoys making him cry
Silas sitting on darling's face
Silas with a pregnant darling
Would Silas kill someone to make darling immortal
You are the only human he loves!
What if Silas' human was a toddler
If you die before Silas
If Silas' darling really wants to meet other elves
Would Silas marry his darling
Would Silas spank his darling
Silas with a creative reader
Would Silas ever get a "daddy" for his darling
What if reader wants to call Silas "daddy"
What type of father would Silas be
Would Silas get more needy after realizing his feelings for reader
Night care routine with Silas
Morning routine with Silas
Silas with a reader who is hyperfixates on elves
Are Silas' ears sensitive to loud noises
What past time activities does Silas allow
Short Silas penis description
How strong is Silas physically
If Silas' darling wanted to get a lover
What if Silas met another person before darling
Does Silas and reader have a language barrier
Nothing you do can make Silas snap
Silas penis size calculations
What does Silas' blood taste like
Does Silas find reader's ears cute
Silas is like a poison disguised as a warm homecooked meal
Silas with an equally airheaded darling
Does Silas feed you meat as well
Silas voice claim
Would Silas drink darling's blood
Does his pee have abilities too
Silas eating reader out
Cooking human food together with Silas
Silas is best pillow
Do elves know what technology is
Silas with a nerdy darling who's dying because they can't game
What does Silas smell like
Would Silas put you in a baby carrier
Silas with a broken darling
What would Silas search for on the internet
What Silas' house looks like
Does Silas shower
Can elves get pregnant
Does Silas eat his own semen
What if darling drew weird ass drawings of the boys
Silas' length compared to the other elves
What if his darling had schizophrenia
How to overstimulate Silas
If Silas found darling in a fursuit
Is he down for sleeping naked
Silas' relationship with his parents
How Silas gets new clothes for you
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teruthecreator · 1 year ago
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i’m going to fucking die i think
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shy-writer-999 · 3 months ago
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Thigh Riding: Monster Trio + Law
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WARNING: MINORS DNI. NSFW CONTENT.
A/N: How would the Monster Trio & Law act while you ride their thigh? What would they say and how would it be initiated? (afab reader~)
Shoutout to the anon who requested this—I was going to do Ace as well but I think that someone (@possiblyreallyme) recently did it better than what I would have been able to come up with, so I’ve linked that here.
Thigh Riding: Monster Trio + Law
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ZORO
The first time you ride one of Zoro’s thighs, it’s his idea. He loves to see you get off in any way he can imagine.
“C’mere. On my thigh. I want you to ride it.”
You’re surprised because you’ve never done this before, but he’s been rabidly horny recently and he’s been getting real creative.
His thighs are thick and hairy—the perfect seat. He’s just wearing boxer briefs, so when you lower your barely clothed cunt onto his thigh, you can feel his wiry hair bristle your skin.
His cock twitches when you look at him, poised on his thigh, waiting for instruction.
His hands come to rest on your hips. “Grind on me.”
He knows just what you like best. His goal is to see you dripping wet with pleasure and a hot mess. He has no problem accomplishing that.
He smirks as your rub your sensitive spot on his bare thigh. Friction builds on your core, quickly sending zaps of pleasure from your clit to the rest of your body.
“Getting wet already?”
 As you slide yourself back and forth on his thigh, you start letting out filthy mewls and keens. Your panties are soaked through.
“How does that feel? Are you getting off by just humping my thigh, gorgeous? Must be pretty desperate.”
As you start rutting down into his thigh more frantically, your face twists into an expression of lust. After a handful of minutes, your eyes become glossy and half-lidded, cheeks flushed pink. He grips your hips tighter and pushes his thigh up into your cunt, eliciting a moan.
“Did that feel good? You like rutting your pussy on my thigh that much?”
He’s getting off seeing you hump so needy and pathetically on his thigh. He can feel the precum seeping out of his tip, making a stain on his briefs.
You’re completely lost by now, feverishly fucking his thigh. You’re making a wet mess out of this thigh and your panties are leaking. Your face is contorted with pleasure.
“You wanna cum for me baby? Wanna cum on my thigh?”
You nod and Zoro starts to push his thigh up into your cunt again. It feels so good that you collapse forward onto him as much as you can, your head coming to rest in the cook of his neck. Your core glides over his thigh while you ride him.
A few more squirming humps and a few more jerks of Zoro’s thigh up into your cunt  and you’re brought to your peak. You cum all over his thick thigh; you’re hot and sweaty, and Zoro is about to fuck you into oblivion.
“You ready for my cock now, baby? You want the real thing? God, you’re such a mess. C’mere.”
He lifts you up and you’re straddling him now, his cock pressing at your entrance. He proceeds to fuck you slow and deep until you’re even more of a babbling, fucked-out mess. Then he finally lets you cum on his cock, and you return the favor by letting him cum inside of you.
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LUFFY
You’re cuddling with Luffy, legs entangled. You’re half asleep and Luffy is too.
His thigh is pressing on your crotch, and when he adjusts it, he inadvertently grinds his knee on your clit.
You let out a soft sound, kind of like a moan but not as intense. He does it again a few more times and you grab a fistful of his shirt. “Luffy.”
The idea hits him like lightning. He scoops you up from where you’re laying together and sits up, placing you on his thigh.
He’s already hard, and as you blink the sleep out of your eyes, you pull him into a kiss. You feel his thigh under your panties and instinctively start grinding back and forth on it.
“How does that feel?” He asks in all sincerity, and you respond back with a moan “feels good”. He’s always curious about what gets you off—he thinks its hot to see you get flustered and needy.
“Fuck Luffy, it feels so good.”
“Well keep going.” He’s all smiles like usual, his hands on your hips, but his voice is getting gruffer. He notices how wet you’re getting.
He’s getting harder by the minute. Something about seeing you get off on his thigh, of all things, is about to drive him feral.
He gets the idea to move his thigh up and down—maybe it will make you feel even better. He likes to see you in bliss like this, it makes him want to rip all your clothes off and fuck you senseless.
He’s holding off on touching himself right now because he’s too entranced by you haphazardly crashing your cunt on his thigh.
When you finally cum climax on his thigh, he picks you up and puts his cock in you. His voice is strained and husky. “My turn.”
He fucks you until your eyes roll back in your head. Luffy can go round after round, no problem. You riding his thigh was the perfect appetizer to his main meal—cumming in you no less than three times. By the end of it you’re seeing stars and he’s grunting and groaning in your ear.
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SANJI
cw: instance of “pretty girl” and “needy girl”
Sanji thinks it’s so fucking hot that you want to ride his thigh.
You ask sheepishly and he becomes so excited he practically throws you over his knee.
The idea that you’re using him any part of him to get off makes him feel like he’s going crazy with desire.
He loves to feel your weight on his thigh. It makes him feel like he’s holding you, like you’re close together, like he’s supporting you in some way (which, technically, he is). It reminds him of when you sit on his face, and he’s hard just thinking about it.
He literally loves you so much that his heart melts any time you look at him. He blushes crimson and attends to your every want and need.
Can’t overstate how excited he was to have you straddling his thigh.
When you start dragging your clit back and forth on his thigh, his heart skips a beat. He thinks you’re gorgeous and is intoxicated by your presence.
He just adores you and it’s apparent in his voice. He sweet talks you as you desperately start writhing on his thigh.
He’s almost breathless. “Wow.”
“Just like that my love.”
When the angle is right, he’ll pull your face near his and caress your cheek with his thumb. He pulls you into delicate kisses, kisses your neck, and swipes his thumb over your lips.
“Pretty girl so worked up riding my thigh.” His grip tightens on your hips as he gets more aroused. He was already rock hard when he initially put you on his thigh, and by now his erection is raging against his pants.
“You’re getting my thigh so wet, beautiful. So fucking hot.”
He coaches and praises you through it. He calls you lovely things and uses his hands to slow down the pace of your thrusts. He wants you to ride him slowly until you’re begging him to let you go faster.
“Mmm, you wish it was my cock instead, angel?”
Your cunt throbs and pulses as you increase the pressure on his thigh—your whines and keens go straight to his dick.
He occasionally reaches a hand up to smooth down your hair and pet your hair and cheeks. He’s so obsessed with you it’s absurd.
“So wet for me, baby. Does it feel good?” He coos in your ear, and it gives you goosebumps.
Sanji starts to bounce his thigh until you’re literally drooling with pleasure. "Go faster now, my love. Go faster." Your thighs start to shake and your slick is oozing on his thighs.
“You look so gorgeous right now. Rutting all over my thighs, needy girl. I’ll fix you up just right, but I want you to cum before I fuck you. Okay?”
When you finally cum, he gives you more sloppy kisses. He picks you up by your waist and hips, carries you to the bed, and fucks you in missionary. Sanji does all the work—think of it as a sort of reward for riding his thigh.
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LAW
Law lowkey makes you ride his thigh.
You give him bedroom eyes and he knows immediately that you want him to rail you.
Law says no—sometimes he likes seeing you whine and beg for it.
Obviously, he gets immediately aroused at the thought of you pleading for his cock but today he wants something else.
“You really want it? I’m gonna need a little convincing today.”
You think that he just wants you to give him head, but he simply crosses his arms and says “that’s not what I meant.”
When you ask him what he did mean, he tells you take off your pants and straddle his thigh.
“If you want me to fuck you so bad, you’re going to work for it, sweetheart.”
You’re confused as fuck and half naked. He tells you to put your hands on his shoulders, and then he puts his hands on your waist.
“What are you waiting for?” His look is deadpan, his tone is annoyed and cold, but behind those breath-taking eyes you see a fire roaring. You’re not quite sure what he means, but you’re willing to do anything if it means that he’ll put his cock in you later.
Law starts to bounce his knee and you immediately get the memo.
“Law, you want me to get off on your thigh? That’s embarrassing.”
“I don’t care what it is. Now move.”
He uses his leverage on your waist to push you down on his thigh while he bounces his knee. Your initial confusion is quickly thrown to the side as the friction on your clit builds.
Heat starts to pool in your core.
After a few moments of rubbing your throbbing cunt back and forth on Law’s thigh, your panties start to saturate. You can see that Law is hard already.
When you start letting out needy puffs of breath and muted whines, Law can’t help himself. He wants to see you as worked up as he can.
“Pick up the pace, beautiful. Show me how badly you want it.” Law purrs, his voice is deep. He’s trying to conceal how starving he is for your pleasure. He needs to keep himself in control so he can see you just how he wants you.
You start to rut your hips faster, dragging your sopping wet panties and humping his thigh. You’re so wet that it’s seeping through his pants.
“Law, I want it.” You're begging.
“And what would that be?”
“Your cock. In me. Please Law.”
“Is that so? You’ll have to make do with this. I’ll fuck you after you cum.”
He smirks. You didn’t take long to get this desperate.
He bounces his thigh again and you start moaning his name—that heat and need building on your core are ready to explode.
“Are you going to cum on my thigh or what?”
He pushes your hips down forcefully and bounces his leg harder. It hits your clit and folds just right.
You cum aggressively, basically screaming his name. Your fingernails dig into his shoulders. It’s an overwhelming, all-encompassing feeling of pleasure. Unreal.
His bulge presses on his pants, painfully tight, and he knows that he’s about to fuck you until you can’t talk anymore.
“That’s more like it. Now take those off panties and let me put my cock in you.”
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that’s all for this one :3 here's my masterlist if you're curious! and here's the initial request/my response~
ohoho? thigh riding, you say? >:3c may I request some headcanons of that with characters of your choice?
woooow anon thank u sm for this, this was amazing to write because I have a burning passionate love for man thighs. They are among my favorite things… I think I have a fetish for them or smth because I really really like them, could stare at a nice hairy thick pair of thighs for literal hours. >///<
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