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Lucky is he, Who lives unaware
#fantasy high#dimension 20#d20#fhjy#d20 fhjy#buddy dawn#the rat grinders#bakarath#oisin hakinvar#ivy embra#mary anne skuttle#ruben hopclap#potatart#i had to get these drawings out of my system. thinkng about how buddy was an outcast from the beginning#how he was left behind. how disposable he was#i think buddy is very isolated from the people around him from both himself the adults around him and the way he was raised#maybe he finds comfort in connecting with a deity#im gonna go insane. he has so much potential for good things if only he was actually given a chance#and not constantly being taken advantage of by people who dont care about him#rips my hair out#âarent you tired of being nice dont you want to just go apeshitâ âdang y'allâ#buddy dawn is going through it i think. just having a spectacularly AWFUL time#fhjy spoilers#NOBODY TALKS ABOUT HOW TIRING IT IS TO BE ANGRY ALL THE TIME. ITS AWFUL#hold on. i have a drawing of kalina and buddy dawn in a car running from the cops but thay didnt fit the tone of this post lol#they have walter white and jessi pinkman vibes to me. you get it#also id like to comment that the last image was meant to convey less of a#âthe rat grinders didnt care about buddy dawn!!!â (though i think thats true to some extent)#and more of like. the idea that those four were saved and buddy was not#<- i like the rat grinders
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NOT ME SEEING SOMEONE ASK IF ITS OKAY THAT, AS A TRANS MAN, THEY PURPOSEFULLY SLEEP WITH LESBIANS BC THEY LIKE THE IDEA OF DYKE BREAKING (THE ACTUAL TERM THEY USED)
FUCK ALL THE WAY OFF??????????? AND THEY MADE THAT POST IN JUNE??????????????????????? DURING PRIDE MONTH?????????????????????????????????????? "IS IT COOL THAT IM INTO LESBOHPBIA AND CORRECTIVE RAPE"???????????????????????????????????????????? IM BEING SO FUCKING SERIOUS WHEN I SAY DROP DEAD.
#DID U EXPECT LESBIANS TO BE CHILL WITH THIS???????????????????????????#'HEY IVE TURNED CORRECTIVE RAPE INTO A KINK. WHAT DO U GUYS THINK?' I THINK YOURE A FUCKING FREAK.#PURPOSEFULLY SEEKING OUT LESBIANS AND NOT TELLING THEM YOURE A MAN AND JUST LETTING THEM ASSUME UR A WOMAN#NOT EVEN REALIZING THEYRE BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF.#MEANWHILE UR LAUGHING TO URSELF LIKE SOME KINDA CARTOON VILLAIN.#FUCK ALL THE WAY OFF#WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU#im so fucking pissed oh my fucking god#yall need to start being fucking normal about lesbians right the fuck now. im fucking sick of this.#i dont know what gives ppl the confidence to say the foulest shit abt lesbians and then get confused when we're mad about it#what the FUCK#never be near another lesbian ever again#shut up alex
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here to tell you that im a yukari liker if there are 1000 yukari fans i am one of them if there are no yukari fans i do not exist idc she did all that shes still my silly my girlfailure
#i like that shes still a bitch to satoko after 13 đ«¶đ«¶đ«¶#in that tsundere way of oh let me do it cos im better than u u look like shit#i think she is so interesting.#like that interaction w asagiri just solidified my affection for her#because her relationship w asagiri is sooooooo ough#like her face when asagiri gives her the comb and she doesnt really believe it#she has this hesitance to accept that gift of affection right (i saw this comb and i thought of you)#and shes proven right because asagiri uses that to take advantage of her#hey have this comb now bring everything to my room#like yukari being. hesitant to accept affection from her sister is so so so telling i think#ok going into hc territory but i think thats why shinpei affects her this much#because she truly thought it was real and it was her only relationship w/o strings attached in a way#that he did everything she wanted and he said everything she said and wanted it said in return#and thats why when shinpei stops having sex w her shes like shit well was she being taken advantage of again was it fake like her sister#when she sees him talk to satoko and realises she never saw him that way#and he doesnt ask her to help w his wounds#and she doesnt want to acknowledge that it was one sided all along#that if satoko leaves then she can still pretend their relationship is real#anyway i think yukari and shinpei r similar in a way#and shinpei isnt lying when he says hes grateful to yukari#anyway i hope to see more of yukari!!!!!!!! i want more friendship w her and satoko!!!#i want yukari and shinpei to still be friends!!!!!!! In some way!!!#i dont want yukari to get another love interest because that person should be me (JOKE(#like yk her rs w her sister probs affects how she treats other ppl too#the need to be in control to be better than others always number 2#anyway. love yukari.#claude txt
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good evening to everyone except a certain few fucking anons
#go fuck yourselves like seriously what the fuck#im so sick of this#this is about the last two anons by the way. i havent gotten any more because i turned off anon asks#if you wanna know why anon asks are off blame those two assholes#seriously that stupid shits been getting to my head#you know why? because every fucking person around here (especially my mum) LOVES to criticise me and accuse me of victimising myself#literally every fucking thing i do is wrong around here down to my hair#all these fucking adults like to bully me about MY hair#fuck you if i want bangs I'll keep the bangs#literally it seems like they're just doing whatever they can to change me into someone else. someone they want#this fucking culture of mine is so shitty i swear to god#like they think that BULLYING you is people being honest with you#and that if someone's nice to you theyre shittalking you behind your back#(honestly considering some of the people i see i wouldn't be surprised)#and im not even doing anything thats WRONG either. im different and not one of these people can tolerate that#yeah my mum sent me a video of a goat with curly hair and implied she thinks my bangs are like that. in a derogatory manner btw#so yeah that's had me pissed and then the fucking anons were also making me pissed#fuck you I'm gonna be as selfish as i want when i post on MY blog#this blog is MINE#I decide what i write and how much i wanna shittalk someone who upset me to get my feelings out. if anyone wants to call me selfish fuck you#and you know what? fuck That Person too. they geniunely messed me up more than they helped me#yes. im still gonna talk about them. im still gonna complain because FUCK YOU I NEED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW OKAY#I NEED THIS SHIT OUT OF ME AND IT GETS BACK INTO MY HEAD SO I NEED IT OUTSIDE#and fuck you anons who gave your unwanted opinion. if you cant say anything nice SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTHS#i was taken advantage of and manipulated#and apparently I'm the bad guy for small mistakes like excuse me#and then that person even told a friend of theirs once to attack me (over text) like what#i just cant anymore it needs to be fucking out#and im not sorry for complaining about this because this is my blog and i will complain on here. this blog is for ME. for MY happiness.#and as such i will fucking complain shit and i will fucking post my vents because thats the only way i can send these emotions off for good
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big vent abt sex n attraction in the tags sorry
#think being terrified of people thinking i was into them as a teenager and later being used for sex has had disastrous effects on my brain#like. i am terrified of crossing any boundary at all on that front. and im terrified anyone interested is just using me in some way#and there's no way for me to confront that without just. putting myself in situations that make me rly uncomfortable.#idk. the idea of accidentally overstepping in such a way that makes someone uncomfortable makes me want to die.#but im just. idk. i don't like to assert my own boundaries. and people have always taken advantage of that.#everytime someone's as careful with me as i am with them i just. don't know what to do. makes me want to cry. makes me want to live.#but that's terrifying too. i know all too well that i get FPs and they're frequently those people#and the positive and negative effects that has on me are crazy.#sorry if ur reading this i think the weird cocktail of stimulants im on rn has just. rly let me access all this and finally word it.#this has all just been bubbling away in me for like. 11ish years.
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#the amount of compassion you have to pour directly into a bad-faith asshole's mouth without knowing whether there's even a point#in order to get them to the point where they're willing to engage at a level where they actually take your feelings & words into account#the point where they even start hearing you and seeing you as a potential equal in conversation#the point where learning and growing becomes a possibility#is fucking exhausting. and i understand why a lot of people refuse to do it. i understand why some people dont practice what they preach#because sometimes the congregation in question is just there to throw tomatoes without any intent of listening#but idc! idc! im not gonna let a bunch of assholes close my heart off. id rather be naive but kind and get taken advantage of#if the alternative is leaving people behind or making a single person feel the way i have felt#having good intentions but being unable to express it w/o negative emotion or without the correct words or not being given a fighting chanc#to never be seen as a person or heard or listened to is so hurtful#i never want to do that to someone#and if i have parted ways with you or made you feel like that at any point please know it is only when i have no other options left#i know it's an autism thing to be so utterly gutted at being misunderstood and i'm most likely giving energy to people who don't deserve it#but i dont care! i dont care!#my compassion IS a renewable resource because i keep feeding it hope and humanity#i get mad sometimes but please know every angry word i've ever said has stuck on my mind like a glue trap#i remember every fight i have been slightly too aggressive and potentially awful in since the fifth grade and i continue to ruminate#on harm i have caused however big or small#i feel so surrounded by hate and anger and i just want to be that person who doesnt get caught up in it and can be compassionate no matter#lots to think about today ...#x
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I kinda give gar Logan Final Girl energy and tbh. Yeah.
In my eyes and in my interpretation he has a lot of coding that is more commonly done with female characters and that is 100% on purpose. He has Girl Trauma to me. He has boy trauma too. He contains multitudes.
#its the gender nonconformity its the transgenderism its the gender nonconforming transgenderism#its the inherent gender fluidity that comes with being a shapeshifter#its the fact he was a young child forced to fend for himself until being taken advantage of by anyone who tried to 'help'#which ties into the child stardom and how the industry takes advantage of and hurts children and teens#its the fact he was so traumatized in so many ways at such young ages that he has yet to fully grow up bc of it#bc childhood trauma almost always causes emotional stunting in some way#idk im just. he is. so important to me
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bramblestar đ€ lionblaze
throwing fits when their (ex) love interests call them out on acting like tigerstar and going âSHES BULLYING ME FOR MY FAMILY WHICH I CANT HELP!!â meanwhile theyre literally training with and kissing tigerstars ass and conspiring murder and coup plans with him and neither of them face actual consequences for this while their (ex) love interests are painted as bigoted assholes who went way too far in an argument
#ok to give some leeway to lion i guess u can make the argument that he was a child when tiger approached him and was manipulated#but he was a grown adult when this happened and he quite literally wanted to murder heather and did try to kill her mentor#and he just⊠doesnt get any consequences hes just like ââyeah im doneââ and stops visiting his racist grandpa#also like. i find it hard to sympathize when heâs absolutely heard stories abt tigerstar given his believed heritage#and he was also in an ideal place as the leaders grandson and deputys son so like#its not like ivy where hes being taken advantage of his insecurities or anything. its interesting how the ppl who supposedly think#that hes a loving himbo dopey brother just never mention how he willingly trained w tiger for no reason#bramble just. has no excuse either way like he was a grown adult when that started and he KNOWS tiger is evil heâs literally gone against hi#him#and its not even a ââno one believes ill be different from my dad so ill just prove them rightââ bc hes already had that arc#and tawny did it better anyways#echoed voice
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ppl that complain abt how shitty the gems are and how they shouldve been better and they put too much on steven etc etc etc. thats the point. like i am being so dead fr that is literally the point youre not watching an adult show youre watching a show for kids. theyre shitty because theyre teaching kids what to do in these situations that's literally it its not that complicated
#theres no way this take hasnt been made a million times but just. oh my god#yes pearl was shitty and she projected onto steven and she manipulated garnet into fusing w her#this is called plot device and this is so a story can be told. a story for 9 year olds that dont know how to handle situations like that-#but can very easily be In them#do yall see what im saying here???#like. ok. i wanna talk abt the thing w garnet specifically#what she did was shitty. point blank. but its not because shes some awful fucking person its because that mini arc was written#w children in mind. it was written for the kids that are being taken advantage of like garnet. to give them perspective if its someone their#age. and how that person may not have thought they were taking advantage#or how its ok not to forgive someone for doing that. and thats its ok to feel bad if it was You that did what pearl did. but its ok for the#other person not to forgive you#ash is mentally ill#su posting
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i wrote another rambly dennis analysis and deleted it <3 y'all don't need that
#ada speaks#this happens every time im on my period like fucking clockwork there's something wrong with me#dennis' essence is contained in the ovaries#it was some shit about how he's not actually the cis male power fantasy so many idiot dudebros think he is#and that he's like. ok listen. this will sound insane and probably piss Someone off but.#dennis is like. the worst and most repressed aspects of a female power fantasy#which. the way glenn treats him is.#basically that#yes his character is inextricably linked to misogyny and male privilege but#it's almost like its coming from a perspective that lacks that and he's somewhat of a hypothetical and very opposite exploration#does this make sense#anyway i dont think i can explain this đ but i think he's somewhat of a guilty pleasure to write because of this#all sunny characters are sort of meant to be the Worst parts of humanity that you want to Exorcize as glenn puts it#but dennis feels so.#i don't know.#guy who fears loss of power & fights for it not bc he's aiming for the top but bc he is so afraid of being at the bottom ever again#partiarchy and all. you know.#his privilege (primarily in terms of wealth but also his gender) has been just as much of a curse as it has become a weapon#his parents' neglect & their wealth allowing them to throw money at maids lead to him being taken advantage of by an older woman at school#the view of the abuse and it being recontextualized and forced into a positive that shaped the rest of his life because men can't be raped#but i can't explain the. Thing behind this that feels so#pardon the binary#womancoded.#he's like a love interest in a pulpy romance novel written#and i think its partially because he tries to emulate that and its why he is somewhat successful with women#but i don't think it's because he's catering to them i think he's just. oddly a character that comes across like Women Writing Men#i will Not be commenting on what this says about glenn--#cw csa mention#i cant believe i deleted a post and then wrote a rant in the tags about the deleted post this is my curse#the other one was worded better too đ
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hm. waking up and axtually im crying over what my mom did last night. that wasnt very cool
#i dont know this person. i dont know this persons dad. my mom told me to literally stay awake to do this for this person i dont know. she#knew i had a schedule too. like what the fuck#i like baking stuff for people but not at My fucking expense...#like maybe im over reacting but i kinda feel like im being taken advantage of in some way. like why was my schedule and my Sleep thrown out#the window for this person i Dont know who apparently cares about his dad enough that he wants to bring him cookies when he visits. but not#enough to where he makes the cookies Himself. hi dad heres cookies a fucking Stranger made. that feels weird to me especially when i know my#mom basically BEGGED me to stay up and make them. that doesnt feel great to me
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Thinking about how a big constant theme here is Clark being a Neat && Tidy monster. Everything he does is methodical, it's clean, it's precise-âuntil it's not.
Thinking about how he can go from surgically removing bits of people and sending those pieces elsewhere or these like specific, tight things with his powers to just losing that semblance of balance and control when emotions come into play. Man will just explode anything of threat in his radius like a fucking potato in a microwave because someone he cared for was put in danger and it would just be an action first, thought later response. It'd be fueled by pure, intense emotion.
It's why he's so adamant about stifling what he feels and hiding it because he and his powers are sooooo emotionally loud and driven and he knows that and it scares him and that lack of control terrifies him.
#hi besties you can send memes in or hmu in ims but im just kinda#character and ooc rambling until like sat night kjdfbdkfsdf#anyway just thinking about my man again.#he does a lot of this to protect himself dont get me wrong. protect himself from loss from grief from being#taken advantage of etc. but ykno some of it for the sake of others like bjfhgdg the man can be a nuclear bomb if he just let his heart and#general emotional responses pave the way. aaaaa
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âThatâs Enough For Youâ
Taking care of the LADS Men when theyâve had a little too much to drink [Requested by: Anon]
Zayne
You managed to get Zayne to go on one of the outings with his coworkers. You forgot how much of a lightweight he is.
MC: Alright my love thatâs enough for you *carefully pulls the glass from his hand*
Zayne: Can I have some of you?
MC: *Covers his mouth* Watch your mouth weâre in public
Zayne: That is none of my concern
MC: Well itâs of my concern letâs go
The bar wasnât far from your apartment so you walked home hoping the cool night air would sober him up a little
Zayne: I love you
MC: I know youâve told me 100 times just on the walk here
Zayne: because I love you
MC: I love you too now drink this
Zayne: What is it?
MC: Water
Zayne: Are you lying?
MC: Why would I give you more alcohol?
Zayne: The alcohol was bitter ⊠your lips are much sweeter *leans in for a kiss*
MC: No kisses for you we need to get you out of these clothes first you spilled sake on yourself
Zayne: you can undress me whenever you want
MC:
Rafayel
Thomas: I told him to slow down on the lemon drops
MC: You know he doesnât like when you tell him what to do
Thomas: I know ... he proceeded to yell âyou never let me have any funâ and run into the sea
Rafayel: I can hear you *Currently laying in the backseat wrapped in a towel*
MC: Go back to sleep ⊠Iâll take it from here thanks Thomas
You drive him back home; stumbling through the doorway of his house and making your way to the bathroom.
MC: *starts taking his shirt off*
Rafayel: *slaps your hand* Hey! Iâm taken are you trying to take advantage of me?
MC: Iâm trying to get you out of these wet clothes before you get sick *grabs the hem of his shirt*
Rafayel: No! My girlfriend knows how to fight sheâll kick your ass
MC: I am your girlfriend and Iâm about to kick your ass
Rafayel: *squints* My baby đ„č
MC: Yes itâs me now take off your damn clothes
Rafayel: Yes maâam âŠ. Youâre so hot you know that?
MC: Yea Iâm what dreams are made of now get in the shower
Rafayel: *pulls you in with him*
MC: If you werenât drunk off your ass Iâd slap fish flakes outta you
Rafayel: Donât threaten me with a good time Iâm already hard
MC: No your-*looks down* PUT IT AWAY
Rafayel: Believe me I want to put it somewhere
MC: Stop it
Xavier
MC: Get up
Xavier: mm mm
MC: Xavier
Xavier: mm mm
MC: You canât lay in my lap like this all night can you even breathe
Xavier: Iâm fine right here
MC: No you need to drink some water
Xavier: You have something Iâd like to drink
MC: Yea this glass of water
Xavier: No Iâm laying on it
MC: and youâre getting none because youâre drunk
Xavier: Pleaseeeee đ„ș
MC: Fine sit up first
Xavier: *Excitedly sits up*
MC: *Grabs trash can*
Xavier: Whatâs that for?
MC: Youâre about to throw up
Xavier: No Iâm- *throws up into the trash can*
MC: *Rubs his back* And this is one of the many reasons why you need to sober up first
Xavier: *groans*
MC: Now drink
Sylus
Sylus: Iâm going to marry you
MC: I know
Sylus: How did you know? Did the twins tell you?
MC: You already proposed Sylus
Sylus: and you said yes!?
MC: Yes I did
Sylus: Letâs fucking go what did I do to deserve you?
MC: You didn't drink like a fish .... Take your shoes off
Sylus: My wife already bossing me around I love it
MC: Ow Sylus I canât hold your body weight use the wall
Sylus: Did I hurt you?
MC: Im fine
You manage to get him to the bedroom where he takes a seat on the edge of the bed
MC: Take this off *pulling his shirt*
Sylus: Can I take yours off too?
MC: No
Sylus: Thatâs hardly fair donât you think
MC: I think you need to get undressed and lay down
Sylus: Will you lay down with me?
MC: If I say yes will you get undressed?
Sylus: *Nods*
MC: then yes
Sylus: Do you love me?
MC: Yes
Sylus: I mean wholeheartedly
MC: I love you Sylus ... with every fiber of my being
Sylus: I can die a happy man just hearing that
#love and deepspace#sylus love and deepspace#sylus#lnds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lads#lads rafayel#lads zayne#lads xavier#lnds rafayel#lnds zayne#lnds xavier#zayne love and deepspace#rafayel love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#nikaaaaimagine
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hiiiii :3 idk if ur taking reqs for dc right neow but a thought that tickles my brain rlly good is dick grayson/reader w a praise kink and dick exploits it n uses it to his advantage.... preferably afab reader but gn is fine :P
CTRL + H - Dick Grayson
Pairing: Dick Grayson x fem! best friend! reader (uses fem pronouns + has a pussy)
Genre: smut/NSFW
Word Count: 4.1k
Summary: when your best friend discovers porn in your browser history while fixing your computer, he decides to use it to his advantage
CW: friends to lovers, lots of praise, uses of âgood/pretty/lovely girlâ dick calls you sweetheart/angel, dick is CORNY Iâm sorry, mentions of porn/asmr porn, teasing, gaslighting (but not really), fingering, marking, unprotected sex, lots of sweat (its sexy i swear), dick fucks you over a desk, kinda rough sex, creampie, multiple orgasms, implied to be summer, i think thats it??
hey hi đœ anon, thanks for the request! im sorry it took so long, it wasn't meant to be this long i swear, i just got caught up in the thought of Dick being all hot and sweaty and praising you while fucking you >~< and yeah this happened. really hope you like it (but if you don't, let me know and ill totally rewrite it!) lots of love yes i took an extra 30 mins to find nightwing #83 to take a picture of the comic book to make this banner lol
As if having Dick Grayson look at your search history wasnât bad enough, now you have to live with the mortifying ordeal of him knowing you have a praise kink. Â
When you had first invited him over to take a look at your malfunctioning computer, youâd thought nothing of it. You figured he would turn it on and off again, maybe update some drivers. So when he suddenly clicked into your browser and began scrolling through the long, long list of websites youâve visited, you werenât sure how to react.Â
You noticed it at the same time as him, the glowing screen forcing you to freeze where you stand. There on the screen, from just last night, read: praise nsfw asmr. You swallow hard and lunge for the mouse to click out of your browser history, but breathe a sigh of relief when Dick does it first.Â
Thereâs a beat of silence, your racing thoughts deafeningly loud as you try to come up with a reason to kick him out. Fanning your face as if that will help chase away the heat of the day, you swallow once more in an attempt to work some moisture back into your mouth.Â
âFâfind anything?â You say as casually as you can.Â
Itâs ridiculous how embarrassed you are, honestly. Heâs just your friend, itâs just porn, itâs not like itâs the end of the world. Still, the rattling of your heart against your rib cage and his cruelly quiet silence make it feel like it is.Â
He shakes his head. âNot so far, I should keep looking butââ he flicks his eyes up your body, perfect blues tracing your every curve, âyou seemed flustered.â
You raise your hands in denial all too quickly, your sweaty palms stretched out towards him. Dick raises an eyebrow, examining you in the way he does with strangers in coffee shops.Â
âI justâŠdonât see how my search history is relevant, I guess. Thatâs all.â
He grabs your wrists, lowering your arms from the defensive position theyâve taken. Despite the familiarity of his touch, something feels off, different in a way you canât explain. You shake the thought away.Â
The world has not shifted on its axis because your best friend suddenly knows what kind of porn youâre into.Â
His touch lingers on your wrist and he uses the leverage to gently pull you closer to where he sits at your desk. When he finally drops your wrist, a chill circles the space where his hand once was, refreshing your feverish skin.
âI just want to make sure you havenât accidentally picked up a virus somewhere. If we can find one in your history, itâll be much easier to get rid of it.â
The explanation only half seeps into the mush your brain has turned into under his gaze and you find yourself nodding without quite understanding.Â
You were fooling yourself by inviting him here. While asking for his help was cheaper than hiring a professional, having him so close to you almost hurtsâespecially when lately youâve been trying to force away the feelings youâve harboured for him.Â
âSo,â Dick says again, âwonât you be a good girl and let me fix your computer for you?â
His words force you out of your thoughts, purely by short circuiting your brain. You blink at him with wide eyes, your heart pounding in your chest.Â
âWâwhat did you say?â
âI just asked if I could fix your computer now.âÂ
You tilt your head in confusion. Did you mishear him, or did he call you âgood girlâ? He flashes you that signature smirk of his, his blue eyes suddenly dark with something you donât recognize.Â
Though everything on his face reads innocent, something not-so innocent lurks beneath the surface. Something that stares you down and screams âchallenge meâ.Â
âYeah.â You swallow. âI guess thatâs fine.â You take a deep breath and try to steady the spinning in your head.Â
Dick continues his work nonchalantly, hitting a few keys and opening your browser history once more. You turn your eyes away from the screen, instead focusing on the way your fingers grasp the desk until it hurts.Â
You listen to him scroll for a while and try to pretend like heâs not looking through the most intimate part of your life. The idea of him seeing that part of you excites you as much as it nauseates youâa lethal combination.Â
âYou can relax.â Dick hums.Â
You lift your head to look at him just to see him focused completely on the screen. You donât dare glance at what heâs so focused on.Â
âWhy not sit down? This could take a while.â He says calmly. âIâm sure youâll feel much better if you do.âÂ
You roll your shoulders. âI think Iâll just stand.â
Thereâs a shift in his eyes as if your words sparked something in them. He finally glances away from your screen, completely focusing on you with a newfound intensity. You want to shrink from his gaze, to run down the hall and hide in your broom closet, but you stay rooted in place.Â
âIt would help me a lot if you sit down. Donât you want to be a good girl and help me out?âÂ
Holy fuck. âWhat did you just say?â
It feels like youâre waiting an eternity for him to speak again, your heart beating a mile a minute. Heâs going to deny it, or make fun of you even more or worseâtell Wally about it.Â
He pats his lap. âCome sit with me,â he purrs, âbe a good girl, keep me company while I work.â
In your shock, you find yourself shuffling towards him and settling in his lap. Dick helps you adjust, tugging you back to his chest and keeping one arm around you while his other reaches for the mouse once more.Â
Heâs so close to you that you can feel the beating of his heart, his breath on your neck. You close your eyes and pray that he canât feel the heartbeat thatâs suddenly appeared between your legs.
You canât remember a single time heâs been this close to you, a single time heâs touched you like this. The sudden proximity makes you dizzy, butterflies taking flight in your tummy. You clench the arm rests on either side in an attempt to keep your cool.
Dick shifts behind you, one of his thighs gently brushing your clit in a way that makes you squirm. âDonât do that!âÂ
His hand slides from your waist to grip your thigh, a shiver running up your spine at the contact. âDon't do what? This?â He repeats the motion.
You squeak, lurching forward in an attempt to get away from the friction. You tilt too far and suddenly youâre falling head over heels towards the mat beneath your chair. Dick is quicker than that, wrapping one arm around your chest and another around your waist to tug you harshly back to him.
âDonât do that,â you repeat breathlessly, âplease.â
He rests his chin on your shoulder, soft strands of black hair tickling your cheek. âWhy not? Use your words, angel.â
The nickname reignites something inside of you, rekindling a fire between your legs. You clench them together in the hopes it will do something to muffle the throbbing, but when you feel Dick smirk against the side of your neck, you know youâve failed.
When you donât answer him, he grins his knee between your legs once more, an innocent hum prompting you.
âYouâreâfuck, youâre kneeing me in the cunt.â
Dickâs not sure if itâs from your brazen words or how entirely ridiculous this whole afternoon has been, but suddenly heâs laughing. A big, open mouthed, creasing at the corners of his eyes, laugh.Â
His laugh surprises you enough to summon one of your own, sending you both into a fit. You shift on his lap to look at him, wrapping your arms around his neck to support yourself while the two of you laugh. Itâs stupid and ridiculous and youâre not quite sure what youâre laughing atâjust that you are.Â
Youâre laughing and laughing and suddenly his lips are on yours and his eyes are closed andâfuck, heâs kissing you. And then youâre not laughing anymore, your hands brushing up his neck and tangling in his hair. Heâs not laughing anymore either, his hands gripping your waist like he expects you to leave at any moment.
Youâre breathless when you pull away, refusing to open your eyes and face the reality in front of you. Because maybe the world didnât shift on its axis when he learned your porn preferences, but it definitely has because he just kissed you.
He taps your cheek gently, using that terribly calm voice he does whenever you start spiralling. âY/n.â He coos, âopen your eyes, y/n.â
You bite your lip, shaking your head in refusal. You know as soon as you do, youâll have to confront your feelings for him, and his for you, and all of that is just too much and god, when did it get so hot in here?Â
You open your eyes one at a time, casting them down to where your thighs rest on his. Your hands come together, fingers twirling in your lap just to give you something to focus on other than the throbbing in your clit and the weight of Dickâs eyes on you.
He drags a finger down your overheating cheeks, tracing the outline of your jaw and tipping your head up to face him. His blue eyes are lined with something new, something darkerâa need youâve never seen before.Â
âLook at me.â Thereâs a commanding tone to his voice before it softens, âcâmon, please?â
You finally force yourself to meet his eyes, the familiar ultramarine calming the sudden bite of your nerves. âOnly cause you asked so nicely,â you say quietly.Â
âGood girl,â he smiles and it feels like the sun pushing through rain clouds. He strokes your cheek gently, his thumb landing on your cupid's bow.Â
You shiver beneath his touch despite the unbearable heat of the day. While his finger on your lips threatens to send you flying away, spiralling into space, his other does the opposite. His grip on your hip is tight, fingers digging in and sure to leave behind bruises.Â
âCan I kiss you again?â He asks quietly.Â
Itâs only a small mercy that your nod doesnât prompt another âgood girlâ from him, or some other horribly delightful variation of it. However, when his lips brush yours and his hand slides to the base of your throat, all of the thoughts melt away. Thereâs no embarrassment, no overthinking, just raw emotion and the sensation of his skin on yours.Â
You shift in his lap, sliding one of your thighs over his so you can straddle him. Dick offers a guiding hand while you slide forward, half steadying you, half tugging you closer. You shimmy up the length of his jeans until youâre as close as possible, your stomach pressing into his toned abs.Â
A gasp leaves your throat when your clit brushes the very edge of the bulge in his jeans, the noise only edging him along. His teeth graze your bottom lip, both gentle and desperate, before his tongue slips into your mouth.Â
The taste of him is intoxicating, consuming you until youâre grabbing his cheeks with both hands to pull him as close as possible. You whine when his cock grazes your clit again and Dick breaks the kiss to let out a breathy laugh against your lips.Â
âSomeoneâs needy,â he teases, but his eyes are rimmed with dark and when he looks at you through his lashes, all you see is need.Â
âBack at you.â
His palm sticks to your cheek with sweat when he goes to pull it away. âYouâve been so good for me today,â he hums, his other hand trailing up your thigh. âLet me take care of you, yeah?â
You mumble a breathy âpleaseâ before his fingers are brushing your clit through your pants, the heat pooling in your panties near insatiable. You tighten your grip on him and bury your face in the tight black fabric of his t-shirt to muffle your heavy breathing.
While one hand rubs intense figure eights up the length of your pussy, his other hand is fiddling with the buttons of your pants. He sighs in triumph at the soft popping noise and then the fabric is pulling away from your skin, Dick somehow managing to tug them down with only one hand.Â
You shift in his lap and prop yourself up on your knees to give him better access while he drags the fabric down your thighs. He takes advantage of your position to spin you to face your monitor once more, leaning back in the chair so youâre reclined against his muscled chest.
Warm breath fans the overheating skin of your neck just where your shirt meets your skin. Two calloused fingers dip into the waistband of your underwear, skimming the warmth and slick of your cunt. Dick sucks in a breath, his pants suddenly too tight.
âYou really are needy,â he swallows hard. âLovely, needy girl.â
His words only serve as a catalyst to the intense need you feel in your core, amplifying your desire tenfold. The pad of his index finger brushes your clit and youâre suddenly a goner. Your eyes squeeze shut and you throw your head back, imagining the circles of Dickâs fingers in your mind.
He gently kisses at the neckline of your shirt, his lips soft against the sensitive skin. His tongue runs across the sensitive skin there in tandem with the moving of his hand, the duality sending shockwaves through you. You have to bite your lip to keep from crying out his name.
His wrist slides further into your underwear, fingers moving away from your swollen clit to run along the rim of your aching pussy. You suck in a breath, not moving an inch while you anticipate whatâs to come.
Dick sucks a dark mark into your neck. âReady fâme?â He mumbles into your skin.
You eagerly nod, trying to shift your hips into his fingers and shove them inside of you, but Dick moves away. You frown, lazily looking over your shoulder at him.
âYou have to use your words.â
You almost roll your eyes but in your desperation, let your head hang in defeat and open your trembling mouth. âI-Iâm ready Dick,â you say, quietly adding, âplease.â
âGood girl.âÂ
Then heâs suddenly slipping a finger inside of you, travelling the length of your spongy walls to sit deep inside of you. A gasp rips through you, his name tumbling off your lips faster than you can catch it. He grips your hip to steady you, strong fingers bruising the exposed skin.
He curls his finger inside of you, prodding at that sweet fucking sensitive spot. He only stops when you whine, slipping his finger out for only a second before shoving it back in. He repeats the motion, starting a rhythm of thrusting in and out, his hand on your hip tapping along in tandem.
You squirm in his lap, that ball in the centre of your stomach turning white hot and growing until you can barely contain it. One of your hands squeezes his wristâwhether to stop or encourage him, you donât know.
âDick,â you whine, your voice taking on a raspy tone you hardly recognize.
He hums in response. âDoes that feel good?â
âS-so good.â
He rewards you by slipping his other finger inside of you, the two of them working in unison. His fingers are so long and thick that they reach places inside you that youâve never been able to touch on your own, stretching your walls just enough to make your eyes roll back.
The impending waves of your orgasm roll over you, that knot in your core so tight that you know it's bound to undo any second. You squeeze his wrist tighter in warning, your fingers pressing into his veins until you can feel the steady thrum of his blood pulsing.Â
Dick slips his hand from your waist up your shirt, palming your tit. âCum for me,â he murmurs. âYouâve earned it, sweetheart.â
His words walk you right over the edge, that knot finally coming undone and sending wave after wave of molten pleasure through you. Every muscle in your body contracts, your pussy squeezing his fingers so tightly it almost hurts. Both your hands clench around the wrist currently in your underwear. Holding him steady while you ride out your high on his fingers.
Dick holds you, keeping you stable while you gush and thrash wildly in his lap. He can feel your slick soak through the fabric of his jeans, his thighs warm with your juices, but he canât bring himself to care.Â
He trails kisses up your neck to your jaw, your cheeks and finally, tips your head back until he can plant soft, chaste kisses to your lips. His wrist aches from how hard you squeeze him but he doesnât dare pull away until your muscles are relaxing and you let out your first, panting breath.
âFeel good?â He prompts.
You shake your head vigorously, all sweaty hair and hot skin and aching lungs. Dick almost wishes he had a camera because the sight of you laying in his lap all fucked out is one he would love to savor and put in his wallet.
He shifts behind you, only now remembering his aching cock and how badly it yearns to be free of the denim confining it. âThink you could do one more? For me? It would make me feel so, so good, sweetheart.â
You donât think twice about his words, lazily trapping his lips in a sloppy needy kiss and mumbling âyesâ against him. In your fucked out state, youâre only half sure that youâre even speaking, the world around you fading. Dick slips his hand out of your panties, his palm soaked with your juices, and rests it on your thigh.Â
âI need you to stand up for me,â he says, only half asking.Â
He helps you up on shaky knees, your pants that had been resting just above your knees dropping the rest of the way to the floor. You brace yourself against the desk, half bent over while Dick slowly tugs down your panties. The minute the sticky, soaked fabric peels away from your pussy, you gasp.
Dick stares at the mess heâs made of you proudly, your folds glistening with the slick of your last orgasm. He burns the image into his mind while he fumbles with the zipper of his jeans, standing behind you while he drags them to the floor with his boxers. His cock springs free, thick and dripping with pre cum, begging for you.
He strokes it absentmindedly, all of his thoughts only on you and your trembling thighs, bent so perfectly over the desk waiting for him. He lines the head of his cock up with your entrance, rubbing it through your folds and prodding your clit before repeating the process over again.
Each shift of his cock, each rock of his hips, forces shivers of anticipation down your spine. Heavy breaths leave your lips, your arms barely managing to hold your weight over the desk when you dip your head down to stare at him through the crook of your arm.
âSuch a pretty pussy. So wet and needy,â he groans when he finally lets his cock rest at your entrance. âSo ready for my cock.â
You nod even though heâs mostly talking to himself. You let your arms sag against the desk and rest your face against your forearm, the sweaty skin sticking to your forehead. Dick thrusts forwards and lets the head of his cock push inside of you.
Moans leave him the second he dips into your heat, the tip of his cock stretching you in a way that has both of your eyes rolling back. His fingers resume their earlier position on your hip, digging in so hard it almost hurts.Â
He stills once his tip is nestled in your walls, listening to the whiny breaths you let out while you adjust to his size. Your clench your hands into fists, slightly shifting from left to right to help him fit better. Heâs big, bigger than you expected, but the way he molds your walls to his cock is almost enough to have you cum right then and there.
Dick is so distracted by the sight of his cock dipped inside of you that he doesnât remember to move. Itâs only when you let out a needy whine and shuffle your hips backwards that he realizes youâve been waiting so patiently for him.
He snaps his hips against yours, the head of his cock barreling so deep inside of you so quickly that it almost hurts. âSorry, pretty girl,â he pants, âdidnât mean to make you wait.â
You try to tell him that itâs okay but youâre silenced with another hard thrust. You cry out his name into your arm, your teeth grazing at your skin in your attempt to be quiet. Dick grabs the other side of your waist, using his hands to push and pull you as he pleases.
You fall further against the desk, your body lazily resting against it while Dickâs hips snap into yours repeatedly. The room is filled with the sound of skin on skin, a chorus of your combined moans filling the empty space between thrusts. Each shift of his hips, each prod of his cock, only spurs you further along.
You squeeze your eyes shut, completely focused on his cock battering its way through your walls. Youâre only vaguely aware of Dick talking to you, his praise sounding incoherent beneath the rush of blood to your ears. Your pussy flutters around him, his cock scraping your cervix with every thrust.
He thrusts particularly hard into you, his cock jamming hard into the very edge of your walls, forcing a loud cry from you. It aches as much as it pleases, and without thinking, youâre suddenly crawling forward across your desk. Dick tightens his grip on you before you can get very far, tugging you back hard against him and slamming your pussy down on his cock.
You nearly squeal from the pleasure, tears forming in the corners of your eyes. That familiar heat builds inside of you once more, spilling over more and more with each intense thrust.
âYouâre taking me so well,â he coos. âSo tightâgod, itâs like your pussy was made for me. Fuck.â
His lewd words add to that growing knot inside of you and suddenly youâre coming undone in his arms. Everything is too hot, too much, too loud. Tears spill from your eyes and youâre barely aware of the half sobs, half moans you let out through your orgasm.
âThatâs right, let it all out. Good girl, cumming around my cock like that.â
Dick holds you steady the whole time you cum, thrusts growing sloppy as your pussy sucks him in and tries to keep him inside of you forever. Heâs almost as breathless as you while he watches you cum and the way your pussy seizes around him is enough to have him tumbling over the edge after you.
He wraps both arms around your waist, pulling your hips flush to his, before he lets the both of you fall back into the chair behind him. Your new position forces his cock deeper inside of youâas deep as it can goâand then heâs cumming inside of you.
You can barely feel the hot ropes of cum he spills inside of you while you come down from your own high. Your thighs shake where they rest over his and youâre grateful for him holding you.Â
Dick lets his forehead rest in the crook of your neck, his sweaty hair wetting your t-shirt. Even after heâs done cumming, he holds you tightly against him, the two of you panting in sync.
Itâs nearly five minutes later when you can finally bring yourself to speak, your hoarse voice evidence of the pounding youâve just taken. âI take it you saw my browsing history?â are the first words out of your mouth.
Dick laughs, his voice gravelly and deep and sexy. âYeah,â he says, kissing your cheek. âI did.â
You awkwardly turn in his lap, twitching at the way it adjusts his half-hard cock inside of you. You look up at his eyes, the blue finally starting to seep back in through the dark. He cups your face, his hand sweaty, and pulls you in for another kiss.
When you pull away, you canât help but ask, âso, what now?â
âFirst, I think I should show you how to use Incognito Mode.â
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Hello!! Before I start, I just want to say that your green profile aesthetic is so prettyyyđđđ it honestly reminds me of Pinterest idk. Can I request IT!girl!reader dating middle school Izuku? (im just in love w loser bf x drop dead gorg reader!)
tysm anonnie !!â€ïžâ€ïž
im not sure if i did this right, but here u go đđ
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you, an IT girl, dating izuku in middle school
- now this is quite the unexpectation
- what were you doing with the quirkless loser, Deku??
- you, so full of confidence with the way you carried yourself, loads of friends, grades of flying colors, beauty unmatched, a strong quirk. the list goes on
- him? the only thing remarkable is probably his will to keep going. just a quirkless outcast, a shameless nerd with unreachable dreams
- LITERALLY THIS LMFAOO:
- so why? it came as a GREAT surprise to see a post of you and Deku hanging out at a kitty cafe on insta. was it a dare? a prank? like ts gotta be some typa joke right
- WRONGG.
- they're merely scratching the surface, a surface that's not at all what it seems
- he's a really sweet boy, completely taken advantage of because of his meekness
- despite being quirkless, he was the realest person you've encountered in the school: observant, hard working, respectful. it's not like a quirk defines you anyway
- it's so embarrassing watching a classmate with the most ugly, useless, atrocious quirk you've ever witnessed poke fun at Deku
- like oh my GOSH dude they get humbled QUICK after you mention that you'd rather be quirkless
- like atp that ain't a quirk that's a disability đânot to be mean, but to make a point that Deku is just as capable of becoming a hero as anyone else
- going to school dances with Deku would be a lot more enjoyable if it weren't for those meddling whispers about you two. he often gets pushed to the sidelines 'cause you get swarmed by your friends and bombarded with questions :(
- but in the end, you came with him and mattered the most to him.
- he gets so nervous when he's around you, help him, he can't even look at you
- not in offense or anything. you make him feel all warm and fuzzy inside, and he can't help but feel enveloped by your presence
- you're this beautiful ray of light and he's kinda just..the shadow that follows after
"Izuku...Izuku did I do something wrong?"
"What? N-No! Of course not!"
"Then why aren't you looking at me?"
"Because you'reâyou're really pretty..."
"Pfft. You're really pretty too."
- Deku doesn't really initiate anything, thinking it'd be too lame or uncomfortable for you :( and if he does, he'll hesitate and drawback any ideas aforethought
- he follows you like a little puppy, always at your disposal
- he knows NOTHING about dating, only the note of going to amusements parks and sharing a sweet treat
- his confidence dwindles :( maybe he could learn a thing or two from you? <3
- when i tell you he was absolutley shocked when you confessed to him. his immediate reaction was playing it off as a joke
Wh..What? Oh...very funny, y/n...Huh..? YOU'RE SERIOUSOWUEIDEGHD!?!?
- he ALWAYS questions your feelings towards himâwhy me of all others? but i'm just a regular boy and you're..you? (gorgeous, pretty, beautiful, super cool, whole hearted, sweet...)
- and you can reassure everytimeâbecause you're you and i like you!! a one of a kind.
- Deku doesn't have much to give to you, but he does have a big heart and alotta love
- maybe he is a loser, but he's your loser, and you wouldn't have him any other way
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this but more cnc but also not cnc ??? but like what if experienced reader is so good at playing innocent and she plays into their fantasy of a naive stepsis on purpose. they so easily fall for it and âtake advantage of herâ fully believing that itâs real but it isnât
am I making sense ?
the perfect victim type beat IM FEELING IT walk with me walk with me. this might suck because im sleepy but itâs either now or like 16 hours from now // tw dubcon(?), stepcest
stepbro!member who is always, always gooning. you canât help but hear him beating his meat night after night, moaning and groaning, and the sound always makes you wetter than you care to admit. some nights you even dare touch yourself, always much quieter than he is though, and frustrated because itâs never enough to fulfill your fantasies.
until your laptop decides to take itâs last breath one day in the middle of a very hectic school week and you need something in its place until you can get it repaired. stepbro!memberâs laptop is always available, somewhere in his bedroom, and you take it while heâs napping, not bothering to ask. youâre not surprised to open it and immediately be met with a porn browser. he probably had a nut so massive it put him to sleep. but you are curious as to what gets him off, and it does take you by surprise to see something about âHardcore Non Conâ in the browser.
in the comfort of your bedroom, you secretly watch the entire video, starting it over from where he left off. which is surprisingly far. he mustâve been edging the entire time. either way, you watch it for yourself, imagining him doing all the things that happen - cruel, disgusting things that you know you shouldnât want but canât help but picture him doing and saying. you get off way too fast, as always when heâs your muse. itâs not until you climax that you think of the unthinkable⊠how to bait him into fucking you. you would be whatever he wanted you to be if it meant you got what you wanted.
you manage to sneak his laptop back into his room before he woke up, but popping back a few hours later when he was wide awake. âi have a question,â you say, shutting his door behind yourself with your hands behind your back, pretending to be shy. âwhatâs noncon?â
he is surprised to hear these words come from your mouth, and immediately glances to his laptop that he hadnât touched since⊠well, since before his nap. âwhy are you asking?â he questions, suspicious. you reply back quietly, âi may or may not have taken your laptopâŠâ he is even more taken aback by this, and appears a little frantic. âyou did what?â he exclaims. âyou didnât see the tab?â you knew that he would ask that, considering it was glaring you straight in the face upon opening his laptop, and readily lied, ânoâŠ? i didnât click it, the screen opened on a youtube tab.â you continued seemingly obliviously, âis it a workout thing?â
stepbro!member snorts at this, amused by your innocence but immediately noticing the opportunity to take advantage of your ignorance. when he asks if you want him to demonstrate, you reply with a reluctant, âsureâŠ?â trying to hide the way you tense with excitement at whatâs to come.
he beckons you over. the shock on your face is only pretend when he presses you into his mattress, trapping you beneath his body weight. you try to move but heâs stronger than you, and being overpowered only serves to make your thighs press together with need. âstay fucking still,â he hisses in a tone darker than youâve ever heard from him. you play your role too, reaching out to try and stop him when he yanks at your shorts, only for him to lock your arms behind your back. you call out his name, whining, âs-stop it, you canât do that. weâre siblings.â
âi donât give a shit. you wanted me to demonstrate, didnât you?â he snaps, running his fingers over your folds. the sensation makes you gasp and your knees buck against his mattress. âyouâre fucking wet. donât act like youâre not begging for this. stupid slut.â
you shake your head, denying it, even though itâs true. your body tremors with excitement, but he mistakes it as fear and chuckles. âplease,â you beg, âlet me go. iâm sorry. i wonât take your laptop anymore!â
âno youâre not,â he says, freeing his cock from his pants. it never takes him long to get hard again. you start to salivate the second it presses against your folds. âbut you will be, fucking bitch.â
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