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so i thought about this a bit more and im p sure that the aspect that has been drawing me to write novel wenzhou at all is that i adore the parts in the novel when zzs is travelling around by himself. hes such an interesting guy. we dont get nearly enough zzs-me time because hes immediately meeting the rest of the main cast and gets sucked into the wkx vacuum. im not complaining abt the wkx vacuum i love wkx and the wkx vacuum is very funny and fitting and i adore their early novel interactions, without these things tyk wouldnt be tyk. but i want more of just zzs, mucking around by himself. and i guess i didnt realize thats what i want, i think. i mustve thought that what i want is just more of wenzhou. im always hungry for wenzhou so thats not an unreasonable assumption to make. but iii ,, dont care??? for them??? like that??? apparentlyyy????? (specifically talking about fic writing here. its different when i read fic.) i love exploring wkx through fic writing, but from an outsider‘s perspective that is not zzs?? i love hyperfocusing on zzs and his shenanigans, just him, without wkx?? i love exploring these two guys‘ endless potential for surprising you with always yet another different side to them, yet even more depravity, yet even another boundary that each of them has crossed. i love boulding them up as mirrors of each other, and one is the strange guy and one is the more normal one but its not who you expect it to be. and i think?? i like doing that with the otp layer removed?? just looking at them as two people within the same world, and they may have or may have not smth going with the other but frankly thats not my concern?? i think thats what interests me. not the slash writing. not the slash writing at all
#muddling in word and stuff#tian ya ke#and i think i felt pressured#(not by anyone else that was just me and my brain)#to write wenzhou fic IF i wanted to write novel fic at all#as if thats the perfectly status quo thing to do#when u adore#fictional characters .#even though#its not#. its free real estate baby#and i think . i needed time to . get that#im allowed.#to do things i enjoy.#even if they arent aligned with the norm or the current trend
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people who only use conventional social media are so funny bc they’ll casually be like “can I see your tumblr??” are you Insane. this is no instagram or twitter. this is my vault of secrets
#im only allowed to be publicly embarrassing in front of people who equally overshare on this hellsite#text
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#It's about seeing that just because im queer does not mean i have to died like a dog on the streets#just the thought of queer people being allowed to exist long enough to grow old makes me wanna cry#gonna put my ships on blast do not judge me#kakairu#Innefable husbands#mchanzo#erasermic#wrightworth#superbat#aladarius#queer#lgbt
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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POV: Some weird old guy chases you around a massive, unfamiliar room as three more tall things shout at you before he corners you, shocks the ever-loving shit out of you, and holds you up like some kind of trout.
#bitzbits#art#digital illustration#my art#ford pines#gravity falls#grunkle ford#stanford pines#clip studio paint#digital art#cycloptopus#the poor baby#he was so scared later in the episode what is this man doing#gravity falls ford#fordisoverparty#im allowed to say that
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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here's my wonderful isopod child, handcrafted in leather
#art#leatherworking#isopod#marine life#he was super fun to make and i learned quite a bit#honestly id love to make another#id need to check the pattern designers website but i think im allowed to sell these as long as i repurchase the pattern every few sales#if thats the case i'd totally take commissions to make these#its a lot of work but its fun!#also yes he is a bag#there are attachments for a strap and a zipper on the bottom#ill reblog and link to the pattern i used if anyone wants to know where i got it
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(proceeds to fix him)
#whoever allowed me to think im funny#i dont even think this is a shit post at all this is just how that went#sketch#art#bg3#comic#baldur's gate 3#DU drow#astarion
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DEVASTATING the lyric you've been mishearing is better than the real one
#i've been listening to icarus by bastille#and for some reason my brain fills in 'this is how it feels to take a fall' as 'this is how it feels to take off all your skin'#and like fuck man#and I KNOW that’s technically not a misheard lyric but my post my rules cope#anyway my line now#also probably phrased this poorly but its ok#im allowed to be incomprehensible#as a treat#and then fuckin#from we sink by of monsters and men#the original line was 'please look away dont look at me'#and i kept hearing it as 'please learn a way to look at me'#anyway#shoving this post in the queue but please be aware that i am writing it very late at night#q
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just gonna leave this here
#spencer reid#criminal minds#spencer reid x reader#criminal minds x reader#bau team#matthew gray gubler#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid fluff#dr spencer reid#HANDS#hands#im just a girl#pls#have mercy#he looks so good#this man#who allowed this
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nothing can break the bond between a friend who loves spoilers and a friend who just watched an amazing show and needs to tell someone the entire plot from start to finish
#respectfully i think youre a bit crazy if you love spoilers but ill allow it bc it means i get to yell about one of my favorite shows#i did this with st to my friend#it was very fun#1k#10k#post 10k tag: i am shocked theres more people in the tags saying theyre the ones that likes spoilers#im the one who tells someone everything
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I actually fucking hate how the live action trailer depicted Toothless waking up after being shot down. The OG was framed so wonderfully, seeing his eye obscured by his wing only to reveal these slitted pupils staring at Hiccup, watching him. In this new version he just... wakes up ig. Tell me which one of these looks more like "the unholy offspring of lightning and death itself"
#fires posts#ramblings#this is nitpicky but im allowed to nitpick. Dreamworks lost all respect for this franchise since THW#httyd
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🎶suffer no fools!💥
#mari's art#splatoon#splatoon fanart#splatoon 3#splatoon art#suffer no fools#off the hook splatoon#frye onaga#splatoon shiver#splatoon marina#splatoon pearl#soz i have nothing to post so this is an old art repost#cant wait til im allowed to post my zine pieces tho!!!!#splatoon frye
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i'd rather be falling with you! :)
#mel art#murder drones#fallinw ith you makingm e feel shit bru;h#not nuzi but. you know the deal#for reach!#nuzi#sigh#n murder drones#uzi doorman#serial designation n#SCHEDULED BTW im not awake rn LOL#... also you're allowed to tag this with nuzi/enzi any of your ship tags for them. it doesnt bother me!!! <3 :)
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cant stop thinking about when the strawhats were having sandwiches for breakfast and Law was like I HATE BREAD so sanji served rice cakes especially for him
#he is such an elegant and gracious host#this is why you are allowed to throw rocks at people who hate on sanji btw#im sorry i dont make the rules this is how its supposed to be#my cute sweet perfect angel sanji u mean everything to me#one piece sanji#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#kuroashi no sanji#sanji#trafalgar law#lawsan#the lawsan crumbs#one piece
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