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i'm actually so pissed that i don't even know where to start..... i've been trying to ignore this for hours but i just can't ☹️
dear everyone on f1blr, i kindly ask you to take franco's name out of your mouth if you don't know him. do not talk about his story if you don't know it. do not call him a pay driver, do not compare him to drivers whose dads are the owners of an f1 team. do not talk shit about him if it's all going to be made-up rumors.
you may hate james vowles as much as you wish to, i don't give a fuck. williams are doing some real random and stupid shit. but is any of this franco's fault? no!! if you'd actually seen him and taken more than 5 minutes trying to learn about him, you'd see how sweet of a person he is and how much he deserves this opportunity, so don't go around spreading lies about it.
#this is not me saying that i think its a good choice (for logan or franco)#this is not me supporting the decision#this is just me saying dont hate on the poor boy!! hes done nothing wrong!!!!!#im so mad at everyone on here whos said something bad about franco#im actually really disappointed#do we not know better than this? it's never the driver's fault#s i g h#like. this is just a poor little kid who's just gotten his biggest dream fulfilled#and yall are shitting on him??? he's been working towards this goal forever and ever and fought through so many hardships#only for you to call him a pay driver??? shut the frick up#logan sargeant#franco colapinto#williams racing#f1#formula one#formula 1
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sorry I got posessed by the wattpad demon I'm normal now (lying)
+alt version that didnt fit the #aesthetic but it better represents my #vision of them ^_^ hashtag couplegoals
#I am not immune to 'she can fix him'-ism. jk that's not why I like them#got#game of thrones#joffrey baratheon#margaery tyrell#my art#sorry 2 the marg fans I haven't drawn her in so long and this is what I give you. if it makes you feel better I'm also disappointed#ok jokes aside im actually really happy w the like. messy scrapbook vibe it was so fun :3 I need to do it more ^o^#I'm so jealous of people who fill up their canvas like this n I finally did it yipeee#whats their ship name btw is it just a slightly misspelled version of one of their names that would be funny. does anyone even ship them#...I know what this looks like but um ackchually I like them in a ironypilled divorcecel way. it's different -_-#and I also like drawing them being cute but um its because ☝ um. well its fun :3
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we don’t acknowledge enough how dee used to be a pageant winner when she was a kid and how much damage it did to her. she worked her ass off and got recognition for being pretty and talented at a young age and it was the only source of self esteem she could garner in a family that constantly berated and talked down to her. she sought after that external approval because it was the only way she could prove everyone around her wrong. her dream of being a performer didn’t come from a self-aggrandizing delusion— she genuinely showed a lot of potential when she was younger. but she went through an unflattering puberty and her spinal condition got worse and that natural talent she had as a kid plateaued way too early. the “former gifted kid” dilemma. she slowly lost the thing that promised her that she was good, but she was so desperate to keep holding onto it that she tried anyway. again and again and again no matter how much people made fun of her because it was always about proving them wrong. but after a while she couldn’t jump anymore without anticipating the way it feels when she hits the ground face first. self-sabotage became her way out, choosing to rather live in the fantasy of her own unrealized potential and blaming those around her for her lack of success, than having tried and crashed again. she’d rather buy lottery tickets over and over and never scratch off the numbers than to see that she lost. that self-sabotaging behavior bled into other aspects of her life too, from friendships to relationships to therapy. her own short lived success is what made her grow into embodying the cycle of failure.
#iasip#dee reynolds#oh deandra#someone tell her she’s good#this may very well be a diary entry vaguely disguised as character analysis but lets move past that#also doesn’t not help at all that im going through my own dennis and dee go on welfare unemployment plotline irl#BUT LETS MOVE PAST THAT#she’s such a fascinating character i really hope they explore her more in s17 bc she’s been like. a side character for the past few seasons#another thing i regret not telling charlie when i had the chance ugh#i wanted to be lighthearted and complain about the promo pics being ugly but when i opened with ‘#‘can i air out some grievances’ he was so open to it and actually seemed kind of disappointed that i WASNT talking about the writing#and it was like. in no universe could i have possibly been prepared to have an in depth convo ab the show with him at that loud ass bar#or like. expected him to be open to WRITING CRITICISM of all things#there’s so much i could have aired out. So much. but alas#what was i talking about#oh dee#anyways yes dee my sweet dee i love her my stupid tragic middle aged girlfailure my wifr#wife#i love you
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The one piece reread only makes the hardest moments hit even harder,,,, even when you’re rereading it poorly in portugese
Or AKA, i found out today that HINATA SHOYO reads one piece and I haven’t recovered since

#one piece#haikyuu#hinata shoyo#roronoa zoro#(kinda)#omfg okay time for my entirely SEPERATE POST IN THE TAGS#i only got into one piece at the end of last year... but ive been in the anime and manga scene for like. my entire life#i cannot understate how WILD it is that I havent noticed how everywhere one piece is....#like once i read it... i started finding it EVERYWHERE#my sister gifted me an issue of shonen jump ages ago cause i liked act age and kimetsu no yaiba chainsaw man promised neverland etc#and it doesnt have like a one piece chapter in it actually (to my disappointment)#but IT DOES HAVE A LIL ADVERTISING SEGMENT AT THE FRONT TALKING ABOUT OKIKU FIGURINES AND OTHER ONE PIECE CRAP#AND IDK IT LITERALLY JUST BLEW MY MIND#ONE PIECE DIDNT EXIST IN MY LIFE BUT.... IT DID????#I HAD ONE PIECE MERCH BEFORE I EVEN BECAME OBSESSED WITH IT??? (hahah if you can consider a tiny segment mentioning okiku op merch XD)#just imagine suddenly being obsessed with a piece of media. and then you look around ur room and U SUDDENLY RECOGNISE A CHARACTER MERCH???#ITS BEEN IN UR ROOM FOR YEARS BUT YOUVE NEVER REALLY EVEN NOTICED IT OR JUST BRUSHED IT OFF WHENEVR U SAW IT#BUT ITS THAT CHARACTER!!!! ITS THAT MEDIA THAT UR MADLY IN LOVE WITH????#also im being 100 percent legit when i say that the sense of comeraderie i feel when someone says theyve ALSO read one piece#is insane#discovering that domics and worthiikids and all these other big youtubers that ive known for years have loved one piece like me?#it makes my heart clench and my eyes water man#ive never felt so connected to the world... one piece really is peak fiction.....#i love one piece's community sm....
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Ayup Tumblr,
I have escaped from the middle of fuck ass nowhere, has anyone done this one yet?
#it was actually wades dick he was sucking which is the real reason why Logan's looking disappointed at Wades stupidity#that last tag is a joke unless you are my intended audience#wolverpool#old man yaoi#wade wilson x logan howlett#deadpool x wolverine#since im out of the middle of fuck ass no where and my legs and knees are really fucking sore from walking 42km#more art to come soon#im not hyperfixated#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#deadpool#wade#wade wilson#logan#logan howlett#wolverine#deadclaws#poolverine#gays#autism#if you're reading the bottom of tags pls send drawing reqs and next fanart might be of a special lil doggo
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not to be an insane girl but dragon age is literally part of who i am as a person and it is such a weird feeling to know that its ended. and on such an unsatisfying note.
#there is nothing greed will not suffocate and consume in the giant black hole that is its stomach#its mostly the dissatisfaction that strikes me. like a bad piano key that wont ever be fixed.#veilguard was an utter disappointment and that is how this franchise i have adored for over 10 years will end#there were aspects i did enjoy but they were not enough to outweigh the negatives. i still have not finished an entire playthrough#because it is just...boring. exhausting to play. it feels shallow and lifeless.#and to know that this is the last ill ever see?#i dont get to know what happens to my warden. to alistair. to zevran and leliana and sten and shale and bodahn and sandal#rica little endrin fenris aveline the iron bull cole sera vivienne cassandra blackwall#hawke is still stuck in the fade. maybe dead. maybe not. we'll never know.#i feel like something was taken from me in a way. these stories that ill never see the sun set on. the stories i actually cared about.#idk. ill always love dragon age. but where do you even go from here.#maybe it was time. im 25 and cant be obsessed with something like this forever i guess. gotta grow up sometime#but my heart really is so broken.
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Josh: I'm disappointed. Simon: Yeah, you disappointed Josh which is just cruel.
#detroit become human#simon pl600#josh pj500#if you disappoint josh thats like. illegal. probably.#simon can be mad or annoyed or tired and its within legal boundaries but you disappoint josh?? jail for a thousand years#p dang tired my guys! needed my blonde fixation to heal the soul before i go to bed#shamelessly drawing my lil blonde blorbo two whole days in a row!#thats the power of november baby!#im v sorry at how tired i am i will try harder the next time i draw josh i just really wanted to include him but#didnt have the energy to actually make it look like him
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I said it once and I'll say it again but I really don't want ais to get woobified in the full game like I'm super sure that WONT happen but still 😞 I need him to be so flawed he'll scare off 40% of the fanbase I need him to do some irredeemable shit
#same for everyone in the cast tbh#even mhin#also for all that corny ass leander marketing his route better be fucking TERRIFYING#ill be really disappointed if else bc cmon. im actually really looking forward to what absolutely heinous shit hes gonna get up to
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the amount of antis celebrating sukuna's death is honestly depressing to me. everyone hates him because he's the main antagonist of this series, but interestingly enough it's the main protagonist who's the most heartbroken about his death.
#only yuuji and the rest of the sukuna fans really cared about his death im crying#just goes to show you how much this fandom likes to twist or ignore things#yuuji actually looked disappointed that sukuna died instead of choosing to remain with him#fans can only talk about how “ugly” sukuna looked right before he died and gojo returning#yeah i respect them and all but it's still depressing to me#sukuna ryomen#sukuita#jujutsu kaisen#honey posts
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one of the things that fascinate me about thawne: yes, he CAN be normal with kids! surprisingly normal!



((not at all times, though. his mental illness still spills through and as usual he, in trying to manipulate or hurt others, spits out at them the exact stuff that would hurt him (or have in his childhood/barry's rejection interpretation) the most in the first place lmao))

but at the same time. his like second instinct when doing his bullshit is FUCK THEM (as) KIDS





(and, well. whatever this classifies as)

#whats wrong with him. seriously. he loves picking fights with literal children So Much#AND NONE OF THEM WITH WALLY ON THE MATTER OF BEING THE BIGGEST FLASH FAN. HOW DID THAT NEVER HAPPEN#about the middle page. honestly i DIDNT remember he is a Jerk in that way too until i checked his interactions with bart for this post#this man officially should not be allowed near children as a mentor.#just straight up drops ALL his insecurities on a poor kid in trying to make him feel ashamed. NO breaking the abuse cycle for this bad boy#the only thing he doesnt say is the direct 'you are a disappointment' altho the message is still the same 💀💀💀💀💀💀#AND I BET HES HELLA PROUD OF THAT. I MEAN CONSIDERING THIS FACT IG HE DOES TRY TO BE BETTER THAN HIS PARENTS. SOMEWHAT.#and omg he formulates his point like in problem based learning (leading the child to making the correct conclusion themselves)#im dying. professor to the fucking core.#and the way he feels the need to bring up flash facts in his appeal?? EO YOURE SO HOPELESS. THIS IS 100% HOW BART SAW HIM THROUGH#and god knows what he told thad promising to get him out of the speed force if he fought barry there and whether he was going to fulfill it#and do you even IMAGINE how FUCKED barry's mental condition would be growing up if thawne fulfilled his button threat#and i really REALLY wonder about the tornado twins and their relationship with 'uncle eobard' but that will be a separate post#he doesnt know any other way tho. and he might be actually mad at bart for not supporting his every action as The Flash#like. he tries to play family but the second they question he just goes WHATEVER. I DONT NEED IT. FLASH OF MY VISION RUNS ALONE#his problem is that he just wants attention. he doesnt see family/heroing for what 'its really about' or downsides that may come with them#everything is so idealized in his head. and the moment he faces reality with its complications the concept immediately gets antagonized.#and then he reconsiders and changes the conditions but fails each time never realizing the problem is his mindset and not everything else#black white at its finest yall#and man. RELATABLE.#also WHY is he standing LIKE A STATUE when appearing in front of bart????😭😭😭😭#poor museum rat has no idea what heroes in real life stand like#eobard thawne#professor zoom#reverse flash#the reverse flash#bart allen#the flash#dc
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i would like to say my ideal PJO adaptation (if i was being physically forced against my will to have to pick a live action adaptation over an animated one for some reason) would be a combo like writing of the musical + casting of the show + visuals of the movies
BUT the show actually does have the playwright for the musical as one of the major writers for like three episodes and that did nothing for it. so...
#pjo#riordanverse#pjo tv crit#i do love the casting for the musical lots and lots though#it was really good#i do also have some nitpicks for show casting but they're largely inconsequential#like majority i very much enjoy and think are cast well#i only have one i'd say im actually disappointed with and that's Poseidon. idk he just feels. bland??? does that make sense?#like idk maybe it's the costuming but im not getting Sea God *or* Fishing Dad from him#like i think i kinda see what they were going for and i saw some gifs of him in another show where he plays a pirate and its like#okay. *little* bit better. but idk im just not getting Poseidon from it#in general most of the immortals in the show dont feel very Immortal(tm) but thats definitely mostly just the writing/show itself#not any reflection of the casting#my only other two are i would have liked plus sized Clarisse. i am VERY sad we didnt get that#Dior is a VERY good Clarisse though so i'm not too upset about it. i like her Clarisse energy. the yelling is fantastic.#my most controversial pjo tv take is im still meh on Walker. like he's fine. but like he's kind of Just Fine to me so far#its probably mostly the writing being bad but he hasnt grown on me as Percy yet. i can tell he has the energy though in interviews n stuff#and the main trio dynamic in interviews and stuff is *very* good. i just wish the show writing was better#because the casting IS very good but they have so little to work with. you can really tell theyre trying their best#i like to joke the show would be better if they just set the cast loose in the woods doing in-character improv#like its clear basically all of them know their characters SUPER well. id watch 8 episodes of in the woods pjo cosplay improv.
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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
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"ones and zeros, true or false? reset system to default"
[image ID in alt text]
hero costumes are hard but song lyric angst is easy
i have a LOT of feelings about sentimonster gerry. also he's the turtle miraculous holder, because, y'know, protection.
this au has spiraled RAPIDLY out of my control. so it goes. there's a whole cast with roles and everything. feel free to ask about it i have a LOT of fucking thoughts about this au which started as a joke and i'd love an excuse to go insane about it here.
also shout out to @kassiaactuallydraws for going insane about this au with me for the past several days and also for suggesting the song these lyrics are from as sentimonster gerry's theme song, it is SO on point <3
#tma miraculous au#the magnus archives#tma#gerry keay#gerard keay#gerry delano#fanart#tma fanart#my art#my stuff#i made this#digital art#artists on tumblr#id in alt#original#i wont put this in the ml tags actually there's no reason for me to do that lmao#also he's seventeen here. so no tattoos#they DO get an inclusion in. the exact manner you probably expect if you know anything about ml#but he probably doesn't wind up actually getting them. hazards of aus i fear#im disappointed too#also this alt text is in a slightly different style than normal. as always i take crit bc i still dont really know what im doing
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Day 5: Queer-platonic, secret relationship
Me, you, and the absence that connects us
Freddami qpr, and they are private people so they wouldnt really tell anyone theyre in any sort of relationship + their friendgroups are kinda. opposed. (and they should be too but theyre idiots im not getting into that.) Their friend groups wouldnt like the other, so they keep their relationship secret to prevent the social groups from imploding. augh this one is really nice and special to me but i cant thnk of the words to describe it :( im at a loss of wordssss kinda fitting witht he void theming lol. an absense... Theyre both in majority black cause they both consider themsleves bad people, and in reguards to their arospec identities, they have both thought of themselves as "heartless" for not feeling romantic attraction ( either in the same ways as most people, or at all) camis eyes remain covered (they would be closed under the bangs), freddys eyes are closed, a lackkk, an absence, but it allows for singing and dancing things they wouldn’t/can’t do in public or with any sort of audience. Freddy singing which he would like to do and have peoples attention but doesn’t due ti fear, cami never being in a leading role, always taking orders, but being the one leading the dance here. taking action, doing showing things togetherrrr taking the leas taking action… theyre comfortable with eachother…
Theyre dancing but they arent clasping hands theyre just olacing them together “holding” them but not. nomally. its not a normal clasp, and they arent dancing in a normal way wither.
what makes dancing “ romantic and intimate” is holding your partner, its facing eachother, but they arent doing either. they arent really holding eachother or hilding aunds in a normal way or facing eachother but they ARE looking in the same direction, facing the same way, “viewing things the same” even Somemthing something the void, absence, secrets, send post. uhm idk. aros rise up.
no void in their chests, just cami so u can see their full outfit, and jsut freddy so i cant put themnext to eachother /j loops neither of those are todays prompts. uhm i iii couldnt think of anything for the promnts for today so i took some from the other days :3c wahoo aromantic spectrum lets go
#fnafhs#fhs#loops post#im actually really disappointed with myself for not having the words to describe what im trying to represent here cause aaaa#i defniniftly poured something into this there is substanc ei just!!! dont have th e words idk...#lets all jsut agree that its fitting with the aro-ness lets just call it fitting lol#an absence that means SOMETHING but god if ican put it into words#freddami#fhs shipping week#freddy x cami#cami x freddy#fhsz3r0#fhszero#fhs fanart#fnafhs fanart#fnafhs freddy#fhs freddy#fnafhs cami#fhs cami#aromantic#arospec#queerplatonic
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for my fellow fans of longform video essays about media you may or may not be familiar with. i just watched laura crone's new video that's four and a half hours long and it's mostly about a book + tv series called the magicians, but ALSO the advertising/recommendation culture around books, and i really enjoyed it. i think i especially enjoyed it because i have been craving some Deep Thinks about like, what people criticize about booktok but without making it "it's uhhhh it's bad to only read bad books!" and i found this video both refreshing and insightful. i will give a CW for mentions of That One Wizard School Series, including in the title. just so you don't get jumpscared
#were it not for the fact that i like laura crone's other videos i would have been extremely hesitant of checking it out#my youtube recommendations are crawling with videos about Booktok Is Bad And Nobody Can Read Anymore#or 'DID YOU KNOW THE WIZARD SCHOOL SERIES IS BAD!!!' videos#just because i watched one or two videos about the topic and left somewhat disappointed but thaaaat's algorithm for ya#sometimes i skim through a video about literacy getting worse to see if anyone is going to talk about#how reading is being taught wrong in american schools. like the actual methods Don't Work#the podcast 'sold a story' covers it really well and there are some articles as well#ANYWAY#im on a train now#choo choo
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jjk ends in 5 chapters... wow.. :"))
#for the past week I've been in a constant state of fear and anxiety over this manga and the last week's chapter really did for me...#but now that I know that the manga ends in 5 chapters... I can finally calm down#Im not even feeling disappointed (at least rn) which I thought would be the case after hearing the news...#but oddly enough I only smiled to myself and felt a sense of relief#seeing how the story is quickly wrapping up and not knowing how long we have left till the end was more anxiety inducing than I thought#but now that I know makes me feel a bit more at ease weirdly??#endings suck in general and as a rule I don't expect stories to have a satisfying ending and that's how I've always felt about jjk#gege actually surprise me in more ways than I thought and his story gave me a lot more than a I could have a asked for#whatever he planned for the ending I hope it'll leave him satisfy and happy#I am beyond grateful to gege for giving us this special story#jujutsu kaisen will always have an important place in my heart#thank you gege akutami <3#jjk
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