#im a hypocrite through and through
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watching miller’s girl (2024) what a load of cock
#this film is so fucking pretentious- and i love jenna ortega’s big wet eyes as much if not more than the next person#cairo is so cringe why does she talk like a vampire?#but i KNOW that if that teacher was played by oscar isaac id be all over it#im a hypocrite through and through#also that friend of hers is fucking crazy what’s up with her
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I swear if i see one more mf say izzy has been 'redeemed' or needed a 'redemption arc' im literally going to scream into my pillow until i lose my voice.
redeem is such a black and white way of looking at his entire character and dismisses everything hes gone through and yall (izzy haters and others) are just so fucking snob nosed and ignorant to sit there and think hes a villain because of how he acted. theyre fucking pirates. theyre not perfect, none of them are. eds a villain, stedes a villain, if youre doing it like that. ed has killed so many people, stede literally left his wife and kids and also had a hand in killing people; it may be easier for them to change because of the perspective the show gives them and they had love but izzy did not. everyone hated him, ed, his own crew, stedes crew.
normalizing peoples reactions to things as something other than villainy and heroism is so god damn important in a show that's trying to accurately involve our perspectives in this day and age. its a tale as old as time, making someone 'completely in the wrong' because their perspective isnt the one you aligned with as much.
like the rest of the crew izzy had his own bad things hes done, he didnt need this 'redemption' everyones blabbering on about. he needed to be fucking heard, to be seen, and acknowledged-- not thrown aside and abandoned because of a whim. you all can ride up blackbeards ass because oh hes so hot, hes so pretty omg wow; but that wont ever change the fact his character is a fucked up person... youre allowed to love him anyways, why not izzy? we didnt see blackbeard before screen but how hes mentioned it shows he was a shit awful person, the only reason no one cares is because on hes fuckin gay for stede or whatever so the main characters get a free ride. ( i agree they all get a free ride, im just tired of this izzy isolation man )
why does he need to be redeemed in your eyes? just because youve seen what hes done? he was literally a product of his environment in season one he was a product of blackbeard's leadership. only with the loyalty and solidarity of the crew did he really begin to find himself, thats fucking hard to do that late in life. instead of calling it some bullshit black and white redemption arc, lets just celebrate izzy being himself and being fucking loved for once in his god damn life.
hes also way more fucking mature and put together than people give him credit for. love you izzy.
edit: thank you all for the reblogs and insights in every single one, i read them i promise i do. im just so mf heartbroken we have to tag things as discourse when its really just about people not being compassionate. (as a couple people have pointed out) i will said id reblog and comment on every single tag but this is my side </3 EVERYONE PLEASE READ THE REBLOGGED TAGS TOO / / theyre so real ! ive also opened up that ask box thingy i havent been on tumblr in yrs and have 0 clue how any of that works if anyone wants my perspective on anything izzy related. *or otherwise ofmd related
#izzy hands#israel hands#our flag means death#our flag means death spoilers#ofmd#ofmd season 2#ofmd spoilers#cont rant#i just got really passionate dude i cant#im tryna sit here and scroll through tiktok and its fkn#redeem this redeem that#he was FINE; he just didnt respond to change the same way you do#normalize every form of expression even if it doesnt fit your mamby pamby shy baby lifestyle#he did nothing wrong#mf hypocrites i say
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Sometimes I get struck with the evil, overwhelming guilt that my comfort character is Dandelion, because I genuinely know in the books he is such a piece of shit and sometimes when I engage in meta and discussions about the Witcher I feel like. A weird imposter syndrome if that makes sense??
Like man I love diving into this world and reading and discussing different interpretations and meta on the series, but however I am unfortunately completely fucking stupid, and sometimes I don't understand stuff as well as I want to, and I can struggle to understand and process more in depth takes on the Witcher books. And then I feel the guilt of a thousand suns because I'm like
"man... All these cool people who's posts I love to read are looking at me and they think I'm stupid and my favorite character is Dandelion and they're gonna think I'm so annoying and don't understand what I'm talking about I have to jump now"
Man has biggest fear of being obnoxious. Please forgive my crimes of having autism and hyperfixating on literally the worst dude in the world /lh
#i dont know if im making sense but like#ggrrrrrrr#i think i dont want to sound like. hypocritical?#because i always talk big about how the witcher is like a dark fantasy#and it annoys me when i see people complain that they went into it (through Netflix usually) thinking it was light and escapist#and then i look down at my hands... and caspian and cassius... my comfort ocs.#my escapism.#and im like. OH GOD IM THE PROBLEM ARENT I#i know I'm probably not but like. SIGH.#I'm insane I'm sorry#the witcher
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I overshare online because I need constant validation that every thought and action of mine is Good and Okay and Normal. Surely this is a healthy coping mechanism
#something I'm trying to work through#comes from a hard mixture of autism (not knowing if what im doing is Normal behavior)#OCD (guilt loops that last for days weeks months on end)#ADHD (rejection sensitive dysphoria)#being raised christian (always being reminded that bad thoughts and actions will send you to hell)#and trauma from being heavily monitored as a teenager (very used to having every thought & action over-analyzed)#i have a constant craving for validation because of all of those things#which leads me to being a very self-absorbed person#i feel like if people aren't consistently telling me that im a good person then i must be horrible#im putting my emotional work onto others when i do that#making it THEIR responsibility to make me love myself#it's not healthy for you or anyone around you#you can't truly improve yourself if you're always relying on other people to verify whether or not you're okay#especially since everyone has different opinions & biases#if you never learn how to validate yourself you become completely reliant on others#and if you lose that outside validation everything will fall apart#even though i know these things i still haven't broken out of the habit#but that's another thing you have to give yourself grace for#you can't expect yourself to instantly adhere to new expectations#so you're gonna be hypocritical at times#you can't hate youself for that either it takes time to break habits#you need to find the line between self criticism and self hatred#love yourself Or Else. literally.#.bdo
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I think its very telling of the liberal frame of mind that now that Trump has won again, there are multiple creators on tiktok teaching people how to migrate/leave the country. As if that's an option for everyone?? Like who is that advice for. The vast majority of us cannot afford to pick up and leave, find a residency in another country and jobs that can support ourselves/families, work through the citizenship process, and then get nationalized? It's an expensive process, most countries require either a parent born on the land or that you own land and live there for 5+ years, AND again, expensive as all shit??? Like what are we to do. We literally cant all leave. Many of us know people who wouldn't even be eligible to immigrate elsewhere, since some countries have Actual Health parameters you have to meet to migrate (see Australia not allowing diagnosed autistics to immigrate). Not to mention friends and family members who are immigrants working through the process here in the US still. That's not an option for most people. It's just giving white-liberal, one intersectionality per person vibes. Its stupid, and reductive.
#us election#im so sick and tired of being told every election that its the most important election of our lives#but then as soon as it goes the other way suddenly these same libs are ready to abandon ship#so it clearly wasnt the most important election bc youve always had the option to leave and now are#fuckin hypocrites ill be here suffering through the conditions of whatever this administration brings#and ill still be donating to funds in gaza and to the food banks here and helping my neighbors and serving my community bc im not a COWARD#ill still be making calls on behalf of the Innocence Project and giving my Xmas money to the tribal heritage center where I live#so fuck you entitled libs who have the privilege to just up and leave instead of helping the people around you who dont have that privilege
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Thinking about how Kazuki was about to do the exact same thing Misaki did when it comes to Miri which is sending her off to somewhere "safer" before considering what she'd feel until Rei talked him out of it!!! I am devastated
#buddy daddies#kazuki kurusu#misaki unasaka#rei suwa#miri unasaka#REI SUWA CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT IS CRAZYYYY#HE REALLY WENT LIKE#i dont give a shit about the type of world we live in im gonna be her father THROUGH AND THROUGH!!!#fucking love how this show explores the complexity of parenthood like#both kazuki and misaki did it out of concern#with the difference being that misaki doesnt think theres any way out#i feel bad for the woman tbh#at the same time the show doesnt even sugarcoat the mistakes she has done#with her recognizing it at the end so like the hate was uncalled for tbh#full of hypocrisy in this episode and i mean in an interesting turn of characterization way#everyone will be hypocrites indeed
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told my mom i'm developing a widow's peak and she laughed, saying "yeah, it runs in the family among the men."
jesus christ with that and the neckbeard i really am intersex arent i
#slightly terrified#being intersex isn't bad i know that#but it's such a different foundation on which to view myself#that's probably hypocritical coming from a proud tumblr genderfag boydyke kind of person#but i just. idk. it explains everything about what i've been through and what im still going through#i've had other trans men compliment me on how T is treating me#im not on T yet#i've been gendered as female in public yet been told i need to shave my face#and yet i've been gendered as male when wearing makeup#it's so strange#my existence is increasingly becoming foreign to the cis experience even though im not even on hormones yet#and in a way it's always been foreign#both in the trans way and in the 'i have a ton of body hair and acne at age ten' way#im usually all like 'yeah! fuck the gender binary! destroy expectations! down with cis!'#and also like. im a trans guy. i should want this and in a way i really really do#idk why my brain is being like this about it#fucking hell am i ever going to feel comfortable in my own body?
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#damn . if i like. ever did something wrong i wonder why they dont just talk to me about it#like idk i thought when they like. vagued about *someone* i had to convince myself that it wasnt me#like i literally went through our messages to make sure i didnt say anything wrong#but apparently it was me after all? i just wish they wouldve. idk. talked to me about it#it feels so hypocritical? why are you allowed to say what you think and im not#unless i actually did what you claimed but i cant remember this happening nor can i find messages where it happens#and even then instead of vaguing about me when you know im not doing well you can just approach me#or is there a whole different reason? do you avoid me because of something else? am i just not on your level after all?#if it was any other person i wouldnt have cared so much but they were one of the first friends i made there#we worked out so well in the beginning and now you realised im not who you thought i was and instantly replaced me#why does this shit ALWAYS happen to me? is there something wrong with me or is it everyone around me?#this is why i dont approach people. this is why im so intimidated by others. it doesnt work. ill always end up being less.#everyone always ends up being better and more and i am the replacable one. idk. just sucks
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kdj says you better not do bad or selfish things to survive or youre evil! also its okay to do bad or selfish things to survive. as a treat.
#hes a fucking hypocrite is the point#hes like i chose you instead of seoul so dw about it :) and then when someone chooses him over seoul/the world hes like ??? wtf#also her being obsessed with yjh in the other rounds. NOW WHO DOES THIS REMIND YOU OF?#sorry im rereading through her intro chapters and its making me lose my mind now that this part has clicked for me
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every time someone calls morgana annoying an angel dies. im the angel btw
#Maybe im a little hypocritical as a teddie hater but like even if the localization did teddie dirty i still had to play through that and it#did damage to my BODY & MIND. you can see the damage probably. on my liver at the very least#mona isnt even translated badly people are just MEANNNNNNN
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sanji vs absalom...... oda im in your walls
#boo. hiss. tomato tomato#i knew it was going to be bad but. PHEW#alas i fear oda frequently sacrifices story and character on the altar of The Goof#is a sexist joke really worth making one of your main cast just like. an utter hypocrite who should be on a watchlist#much to consider. in the meanwhile im chewing through oda's drywall like an efficient roach
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sometimes im like I want to start making new mutuals again and like using tumblr socially. and then i get scared. so i dont
#im such a hypocrite bc ill rb posts like You have to push through fears to experience new things!#and im like so true fr.... and then i see a promo hour post and inget scared abd have to leave the app for 5 hours so i dont start crying.#<- slight exaggeration
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its the way that i was judging people who bought bg3 only bc of astarion but i just now realized that i have on 2 separate occasions, had some guy that bewitched me be a main driving factor in me wanting to play a game
#the guys in question being daeran pwotr and reth palia.... 🤒#i only realized this bc im still looking through old posts and saw the daeran one earlier and just now stumbled across the reth one#never said i was not a hypocrite!!!#.txt
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Death note is a must for emo anime. Black butler, vampire knight, monster, tokyo ghoul, madoka magika all great darker themed anime 🖤🖤
i actually got halfway through deathnote last month! it was getting a lil too um…. dated for me but i’ll get back to it because it was very charming
#misa…. i love her look but damn . its ok we’ll pull through#and L actually explains so much of ppl i knew growing up like oh that was ur role model !!#i liked the potatoes chip scene tho. v fun#btw im being a hypocrite ! i put up with utena’s weird shit so deathnote is not at fault i just needed a break#ask#anon
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sometimes i forget i only feel alive when im working on a sewing project. and then i pick up a new project.
#like u feel like youre all fine and good and then you start thinking about things and your brain starts going and its like#oh... THIS is what living is#the rest is just surviving#i feel joy i feel happiness im exited! wow#nyxtalks#i am typing this instead of working on it. yes. i serve hypocrite always#listen listen. the planning and the sewing are the bits i loveeeeeew#i simply suffer through fitting and cutting. slowly#i will finish today n tomorrow. there will be like 1/2 a dress bc im vibing
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i have these moods where i just cant take sex jokes so let it be known if ur username has shit like (joke about characters asshole) or whatever the hell there is a 50/50 chance i block u. thats all
#i also skim through new followers pages so if its filled with that sorta shit ur prolly out.#like idk. theres 2 types of sex jokes#the tame ones and the more ‘graphic’ ones. the former im usually chill with#the more graphic it is the less it feels like a ‘joke’to me. if it was ever a joke in the first place#i dont want to come off as a hypocrite bc i mean i reblog haha funny cock joke on occasion.#i dunno .whatevr#text
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