#and also like. im a trans guy. i should want this and in a way i really really do

[ghostboyravenight]

what do you think we, as a community, should do about pocket deer boy? he cant continue to go unchecked, but im having a hard time thinking of an effective way to handle the situation. i feel like transmascs/nonbinary people need to build stronger community with each other so we can fight back against transphobes like that.

when i first started talking about transmisandry there was a small group of bloggers who all knew each other, but i feel like the conversation has gotten kinda lost now that there are so many people talking about transmisandry. maybe we need tp just, build stronger connections with each other? we dont all need to be bestie friends but we need some kind of rapport otherwise transphobes are gonna continue to divide and conquer us.

idk, what do you think?

Yeah, I think you pretty much nailed it because building a supportive community is the best defence we have right now. The thing about PDB is that he’s just a single cog in the transphobic machine, and regardless of whether we call him out enough for him to either apologise or leave the site entirely (neither of which are that likely considering he’s firmly cemented his place in TERF circles) the problem itself isn’t going to go away.

My main philosophy atp is that supporting the victim(s) should always be the number one priority, even if it means resisting the urge to go into PDB’s inbox and scream at him. Sure, we could do that all day, but the people he’s hurt are still out there hurting. It’s about supporting them (and ourselves) and carving out our place in the community so that people like PDB can’t tear it away from us.

We need to get louder, more insistent, and take up more space in the queer and trans community. We shouldn’t have to apologise anymore for discussing our rights and our issues, and we shouldn’t settle for anything less than we deserve. I see far too many trans men try to put themselves down and diminish their own problems, and that’s just not feasible anymore. We’re never going to get our rights with that kind of mentality, and it’s exactly what people like PDB want us to do.

Fuck that guy. He’s an asshole. But he’s a tiny glimpse into the much wider problem that needs to be solved.

Not only that but as you said, the conversation is starting to get lost, with people pointing the blame in all different directions instead of focusing on the core issues. I also think there needs to be more of a balance between discussing transandrophobia/transmisandry and actually spreading positivity for trans men and mascs because I also feel as if a lot of trans guys are reluctant to make positivity posts in case they’re accused of misogyny, and I think we need to do away with that mentality as well.

Like I said, we need to get louder. We deserve to enjoy our transitions and proudly show them off, and if transphobes get pissed off at that, then that means we’re winning. And people like PDB can go cry about it.

[lizardlycrimes]

...yeah

[buggbuzz]

my gender is like meat leaf i think. boy materials in the structure of girl. like im a girl made out of boy things but not in a transman way like i like being female im just. a girl-leaning boygirl. maybe??

[softness-and-shattering]

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[lockhartandlych]

told my mom i'm developing a widow's peak and she laughed, saying "yeah, it runs in the family among the men."

jesus christ with that and the neckbeard i really am intersex arent i

[lokh]

testosterone can make ur gums bleed more?????????

[grimmjowjaegerjaquez]

Remembering the brief period in my life when i was obsessed with ashido, the only filler character with rights bc kubo originally planned to include him in the manga but had to cut him for time

[connormoving]

oh and vitamins get me too how am i supposed to know what i need to be having and if rhey do anything at all. i suppose i go to a dr and see what im proficient in i am supposed to schedule a checkup they sent me a whole letter abt it and there was a number to find a pcp but im nervous about finding a doctor idk why. i just get worried about umm. well i get worried about badically everything in my life but in relation to drs i guess i just get nervous about well the transgender and also the umm. mental and also i get worried theyll be mad at me that i havent been to a dr in ages and that i dont take good care of myself i feel like drs r never understanding i remember back when i had a psych i tried to be like So if i miss a dose of these meds because im like 14 and you are not medicating my attention issues is it a Wait until the next dose situation or is it a take it as soon as i remember situation and he was like Well just dont forget to take your meds. Okay. well see i would also like not to do that. did you notice i said proficient up there insread of deficient. i didnt until just now. im editing this post to add this comment. proficient. did it make you mad that i did a word wrong. im sorry .... im just really really good at um. vitamin b. or something. i was gonna make a penis joke but it felt a bit gouche. it didnt rly i just rly love saying that things Felt a bit gouche. one of my favorite things to say rn

[same-picture-of-a-rock-every-day]

the rock mod is back :)

oh hey guys, long time no see :) I should check my follower count to see if i need to update my bio-

oh. oh wow. damn. Honestly, genuinely, keeping up with this blog and seeing everyone's reaction to it every day has been one of the few things keeping me going in college, especially with some personal struggles going on lately. I want to do something to thank you guys, if you have any ideas PLEASE let me know because I am NOT an idea guy (hence a blog that requires NO creativity lmao) over the next few days im also going to clean up my intro post and bio and stuff and just make this blog a little nicer (not removing anythin important!! the rock blog will still be basically the same :)

This blog also turns four years old in TWO DAYS so I will be doing something for that as well (if finals week doesn't kill me dead). I started this blog in high school during COVID, when I was depressed, unmediated, and generally struggling with life. Now im a relatively stable college student, on hrt and genuinely on my way to living my best life, and throughout it all, i've had the rock blog to remind me there are people that care if i'm there, even if its just a small thing like queuing a stock photo.

Lastly. I hate to ask this, things are tough out there for us all, but im struggling to make rent this month, and if you have a spare dollar you can send to your local trans disabled faggot rock blog, I promise it will go towards helping me survive and make more rock themed posts for ever and ever and ever. if you do decide to give me anything dm me and ill send you a picture of a rock from my personal collection. hell ill ship rocks to people if you send me enough lmaooo. my kofi is https://ko-fi.com/ sirrivix, again absolutely no pressure at all im just struggling at the moment.

[our-queer-experience]

I saw the anon you got from an amab intersex man who wants to identify as transmasc, and the notes on that post made me really genuinely upset.

I am intersex (5-ARD) as well, I am a girl, I'm afab, but I have internal testicles. I am over 6' tall. My voice dropped at 13 and i have been called he by every new person i meet. I have even had trans people misgender me when they find out i am "actually just cis" and not transfemme.. or at least what they think a transfemme should be. I lurk in transfemme spaces online and have for a long time, especially regarding voice training when I was younger. I called myself transfem with a note that I am afab intersex briefly on discord after seeing intersex activists on here advocate for people like me doing so, it felt right, it felt like me, but I was harassed and banned from servers for it. I even had a document made about me for it. I was told that what I was doing was violating and a betrayal to the real transfemmes, and that I was a terf psyop.

For that reason I just can't identify with the term transfemme anymore. There's too much pain there. So I am just an intersex femme. And, I'm just so upset that the opposite of my situation, an amab transmasc intersex person, was accepted into that space with open arms and I was spat on. It feels like transmisogyny and intersexism had a horrible demon baby that only I can see and it lives in the community I thought I might have actually allowed to be part of. I wish I could be trans but I am just too wrong, i must be a terf plot. I can't be a cis girl either. I am a male with a dsd that made it be assigned the wrong sex. Not a woman. Never a woman. Only ever a mockery of a woman. And I hear this from all sorts of women. Cis and trans. Even by other intersex women with CAH or PCOS. I'm too intersex. Even my own mother thinks I was assigned the wrong sex and I don't think she ever saw me as a girl.

It feels like I can't be a woman, I'm not allowed in any way shape or form. It feels like my choice is between this and just giving up on living completely. Why was that other anon allowed to be trans but I am not? Why are only the evil afab transfems the ones being targeted in posts that get thousands of notes, but that guy gets nothing but love. It isn't fair. It's just not fair. I wish him well but I am just so frustrated.

i mean. listen. you are also allowed to be trans. that anon also did not have a good time. im sorry you’re suffering it really sucks but that’s 1. not his fault and also 2. you could get the same exact love and affirmation here but like. listen to me. why is that this one guy’s fault.

you can always come here for love and affirmation. you will always be welcome. i do think it sucks that afab transfem intersex folks receive the brunt of violence within the community. but you cant come here mad that other people were affirmed because you feel more misaligned.

(also i have a long ass fucking block list, deleted shitty replies, and generally my posts hit healthy circles. do you think if some other blog got that ask the replies woukd be the same?🎤?)

[marksbear2]

hai im a yume of omni man so i wanted to request a omni man x ftm reader if thats ok!!! nsfw and sfw hcs i dont mind ☆

Omni Man x ftm reader

Hey guys!! I’m back and this is my first anything after not writing for a long time. Someone request a Cecil or a conquest fic 🤤 see how down bad I get.

Warnings ⚠️!!— FTM reader, fluff to smut, trans reader. Pre and post transition. Strap, creampie, oral, switch reader and Nolan. And more etc!!⚠️

— Nolan is surprisingly attentive when it comes to your needs, even if he doesn’t always get human social nuances. Once he learns about your transition, he doesn’t question it — to him, you’re you, and that’s all that matters.

— He doesn’t mind helping you bind your chest with tape or help you put on your binder. Even when you two are rushing to get somewhere he spends the last spare minutes with you helping you what you need to get done. He also takes it off for you and gives you a shirt that you can sleep in.

— If you get top surgery he’ll spend most of his time by your side while you recover. He rants about how you should be resting and not overworking yourself.

— He’s hyper-aware of making sure you’re comfortable, especially physically. If you’re ever feeling dysphoric, he immediately adjusts — no questions asked, just pure support. He has a blunt but oddly comforting way of grounding you. “You are who you say you are. Anyone who questions that? They’re wrong. Period.”

— He distracts you with kisses and other affections while he helps you take your T-shot.

— When you first show him your scars (surgery scars, binder lines, etc.), he presses soft kisses to them without hesitation — like they’re sacred battle marks, proof of your strength.

— While Omni-Man can sometimes be distant or focused on his mission, you has a grounding influence on him. They’ve learned to navigate each other’s emotional landscapes, with the reader helping Omni-Man open up more and show affection.

— Parenthood for you is a mix of softness and strength. You’ve always known how to protect your own, and with Nolan’s guidance, you’ve become an incredible team. Sometimes, you’ll catch him staring at your little one, a look of awe in his eyes. Maybe it’s because they remind him of both of you—strong, resilient, and full of love.

— Late-night talks are a thing between you two. The weight of his responsibilities as Omni-Man gets to him sometimes, and you’re there, always willing to listen. He won’t talk about the darkness of his past, but in those moments, he lets his guard down. “You’re the only thing that feels like home,” he’ll whisper, and your heart will skip.

— While Omni-Man struggles with the notion of having human attachments, he’s undeniably soft in his own way. His pride and love for the reader often clash, leading to moments of intense tension, but always with a layer of admiration that shows through when he looks at them.

— Omni-Man is usually a man of few words, and even less when it comes to admitting fault, but after the fight, he can’t stand the distance between you two. He steps into your space, and without saying a word, his lips find yours in a fiery kiss. The passion in the kiss is raw—raw from frustration, love, and the undeniable need to close the emotional gap. It’s like he’s kissing the argument out of both of you.

NSFW BELOW

— He’s obsessed with your scent. He’ll nuzzle into your neck and just breathe you in, low rumbling growls vibrating from his chest, especially when he’s worked up.

— He’s all about the build-up — slow, deliberate licks that start from your hips, up your inner thighs, around your most sensitive spots. He’ll tease you relentlessly, making you beg before he even touches the areas that are burning for attention. He’ll be eating you out for hours not caring if you can’t handle it or had enough.

— Fucking your thighs in the middle of the night. He cock sliding up and down in between them while you moved and squeezed your thighs around his cock. His deep grunts filling your ear while you hush him to be quiet.

— His hands are everywhere — gripping your wrists, your hips, your neck — like he’s scared if he lets go, you’ll slip away. His touch is possessive but gentle, as if he’s trying to be careful, but the force of his thrusts tells you otherwise.

— Omni-Man is gentle at first — despite being a powerful, war-hardened warrior, he’s never been with someone like you before. He’s aware of your body, your scars, your vulnerabilities. His touch is slow, reverent, as if he wants to savor the moment and make sure you’re comfortable.

— He’s a perfectionist. His focus is absolute when he’s giving you oral, taking his time to learn every inch of you, savoring your taste. His hands grip your thighs tightly, keeping you still while his mouth works magic on you. He loves the sounds you make when he speeds up, pulling off just to flick his tongue over your slit, then swallowing you back down like he’s starving for you. The way your body trembles under his touch sends an electric thrill through him.

— Sometimes when you’re feeling insecure about your body, he’ll literally worship you — kissing down your chest, mouthing at your hips. He takes his time sucking on your nipples and kissing whatever insecurity you have.

— He has this thing about your hands — seeing them ball up in his hair, clutching his uniform, clawing down his back — it shatters his self-control. Watching you as you fingered your own pussy, masturbating in front of him with no shame. He couldn’t help himself but started to jack off his cock inches away from your fingers.

— He has no shame about mutual masturbation — he’ll sit back on the couch, legs spread wide, watching you touch yourself under his heavy gaze, stroking himself lazily, telling you what a good, filthy boy you are.

—He has a total size kink — seeing his huge hands around your throat, your waist, your thighs drives him insane. He’ll pin your wrists with one hand, just to watch you squirm and whimper for him as he used his free hand to finger you.

—- Omni-Man is obsessed with overstimulating you — holding you down, making you take it even when you’re trembling and begging. He’ll praise you through it, his voice like molten velvet: “You can handle it, I know you can.”

— Omni-Man loves the feeling of being inside you, and when he finally cums deep inside you, it’s a primal, animalistic feeling — as if he’s marking you in the most intimate way possible. His entire body trembles when he fills you, the sheer possessiveness of it overwhelming. When he’s about to cum, his voice gets rougher — a low, guttural growl slipping from his lips as he holds you close, not letting you go, claiming you in the most visceral way. He’s breathless, on the edge, murmuring your name in a way that makes you shiver.

— He loves the idea of filling you, claiming your body in such a personal way. The thought of leaving himself inside you, of marking you with every drop, makes him feel possessive and protective — like you’re his in a way no one else can be. As he cums, he’s not shy about it — his hands grip your hips, pulling you in deeper, thrusting into you with an intensity that makes you both see stars. He fills you up, groaning your name with a growl that shakes his chest. It’s the most intimate he’s ever been, and he’s addicted to the feeling.

— When you first bring up using a strap on him he thought you were joking. He wanted to play into it and watched you online shop for them but when he saw you actually buy it with a smile on your face his heart stopped for a moment.

— Seeing you wearing the strap — standing over him, cocky and strong — shatters his composure. He’ll stare at you with wild, desperate eyes, literally aching to be filled again. He even sucked it before to get it all nice and ready for himself.

— He’s embarrassingly sensitive when you use the strap on him. One slow grind against his prostate and he’s already groaning into the mattress, fists clenching in the sheets, his whole body twitching. Nolan wants you rough sometimes — pulling his hair, forcing him to stay still, slapping his ass while you pound into him. His pride shatters for you, and he begs so pretty when you make him ask for more.

— Secretly, he fantasizes about letting you fuck him somewhere dangerous — high in the clouds, on an alien battlefield after a win — while he moans your name loud enough to shake the stars. The thought of someone as worshiped and loved like him getting caught being fucked turns the hell out of him.

THE END

[reorientation]

ive lurked on here for awhile but i finally have an excuse to actually send an ask sooo…

im ftm & in college and im living with 5 male flatmates and ive never felt more like a girl in my life…

they all walk around in their boxers and stuff and, like, that’s fine, we’re all guys, right? so i started getting more comfortable with that, too. but i can feel their eyes on me everytime they see me in my underwear.

theyre all straight, one of them says hes bi but he only started saying that after he found out i was trans, so i think hes only saying that to try and get into my pants…. he’s only ever dated girls, and he’s wayyy friendlier with me than with the other guys. and fuck, i actually find that so, so hot. is that pathetic???

i hear the way my housemates talk about girls when they think i can’t hear. about their bodies and their thighs and their tits and i know they notice how my body is the same way. everytime i go into the kitchen without a binder on. everytime my pants are a little tight and the lack of bulge is obvious.

i’m so much shorter and smaller than them. they’re all at least 13cm taller and WAY stronger. it’s stupidly hot. they’ll reach stuff on high shelves for me or open jars or whatever like im a girl. its especially embarrassing when i try to prove that i can do it myself but i cant. it’s embarrassing and it gets me wet.

ive always overcompensated for my lack of natural masculinity by deepening my voice and trying to be into « manly » things but ive lowkey been playing up my femininity now… like i kinda just wanna be a girl for these guys.

i have a skirt or two buried in the bottom of a drawer that i never show ANYONE. and im thinking about maybe wearing one around the apartment. should i??? it feels so fucking… girly. which i usually hate. but its also kind of hot. god. helppp </3

-🧨 anon

I wonder, sometimes, how much the popularity of girls becoming "boys" is rooted in the bureaucratization of the world. Maybe when you're young and in school - when everything is about the rules your teachers set for you, before you really understand the difference between the sexes - you get the idea that "gender" is just a box on a form, and you can check "M" to get sorted with the boys.

But now that you're a little older, and out from under the watchful eye of authority figures - it hasn't taken long at all for the reality to become obvious, has it? There's a bulge in their boxers, and none in yours. They're tall and strong, and you're not. They banter about getting between a girl's thighs, and it makes you exquisitely aware that you're not like them.

You have a real point of comparison for the first time in your life, and it's making you see how much your whole "identity" is just play-acting - pretending to be something you could never really be. No wonder you want to let your femininity show: it's what's left when you finally realize how flimsy your "masculinity" always was. It's what makes you valuable, instead of laughable.

It hardly even matters if you actually put on the skirt; they've all been thinking about how you'd look in one, anyway. But you still should. Any man would be proud to know that he's made a girl want to slip back into her role.

[txttletale]

roadhogsbigbelly is doubling down. genuinely incredible (yes i am aware how deeply funny it is to start a serious post with that sentence. it is my one allotment of levity)

oh okay you just assumed that "loliporn" was involved and something that i deserved to be associated with defending and accused of making "integral to the queer identity" because of stuff that the OP (who i cannot stress enough i never followed or talked to or knew in any fucking way!) did that got called out months after i made my addition?

the rest of his post is just a very lengthy way of saying "umm if you didn't want to be called a pedophile because you were mean about stardew valley maybe you should be more careful about how you reblog from". yeah buddy im sure you apply that standard to yourself too huh. im sure you pull out your Bad Person detector every time you reblog a fucking post and beam OP with it. you literally screenshot my post about how as a trans women i get this standard uniquely applied to me and went "um its a good standard though. answer for the actions of every fucking person youve ever reblogged a post by".

and all this whole fucking schtick where he's like "ummmm im not calling you a pedophile :) i just assumed you thought 'loliporn was integral to the queer identity' based on source: i made it up and am going out of my way to repeatedly say you're agreeing with pedophiles and not being wary enough about pedophiles and that 99% of people who make the type of post im accusing you of making are pedophiles" is so fucking pathetic and if you fall for it you are a blatant transmisogynist like come the fuck on man.

i am no longer having a nice time on the computer, i am pretty fucking angry. and all this because he "doesnt have much skin in the game" but he doesn't like my stardew valley takes! yeah man real proportionate response.

not to mention the aside he makes to say 'wah wah someone told me to kill myself' amiguito do you have any fucking idea what my inbox has looked like since this entire transmisogynistic harassment campaign began a week ago? i delete those asks because i'm not into flaunting every piece of online abuse i get to make myself look like the victim in computer arguments but it has been constant and graphic! breaking news, women are people too, some of the most cutting-edge research suggests they might even have feelings!

"oh i censored her identity i dont know how she even found it" oh okay so you were anonymously pedojacketing me to your thousands of followers while vaguing about a post i made that had thousands of notes and using the same screenshot that an uncensored version of was passed around with thousands of notes as part of a transmisogynistic harassment campaign last fucking week?

how could anyone possibly have guessed it was me! it's a real mystery man it was basically witness protection. "oh but i didn't know, i didn't know she was trans", maybe he'll also say he didn't know about the harassment campaign, hey fucker, maybe apply some of the constant scrutiny you're reserving for women who are mean about farming game and apply it to yourself and consider looking into these things before baselessly making pedo accusations against someone!

this transmisogynistic crybully shit is absolutely fucking insufferable and i am absolutely sick of it and anyone who buys into it. i'm done assuming good faith or ignorance. i am not going to be a good placid little bullying target and acquiesce to this vile shit. it's truly fucking incredible that a tme guy can be found out as an actual pedophile and guys like mr. belly can immediately jump into action to use this as an opportunity to denounce a trans woman who had one interaction with him ever that consisted of five minutes spent typing an addition to a post and hitting ''reblog''. & if you don't find that sickening then straight up you are not safe for trans women to be around.

[gatorbites-imagines]

Knock knock, whos there?

A reader who's very sad at how empty the Ftm Reader X Jason Todd tag is.

Can we get something sweet between the two of em? Maybe just something depicting a slow morning? Thank you if so, <3 Im longing for more food.

-🐊🪶

Jason Todd x FTM reader

Headcanons

Im basing the readers experiences off of myself, so it may not fit all trans readers and what they’ve gone through. I also gave them pet cats, because I love cats. The reader being trans doesn’t fill much of this, since it doesn’t effect their relationship a lot, but I hope you still like it.

On days where there we no plans, no druglord word, no Red Hood or batfam work, and you had time off from your job or classes, Jason and you liked to take it slow.

The two cats Jason had found on patrol one night laying splayed out on the bed like they owned the place. One was a very large tomcat with big puffy cheeks, even after being neutered, the second cat was smaller, scrawnier but so very long. They had smartly been named Tomcat and Longcat by Jason.

On days where you two liked to sleep in, you could find yourselves being awoken by the beautiful sound of Longcat yowling like was dying, because neither of you had filled their bowls on time. Tomcat was a big baby, but liked you more than Jason, so the moment Jason gets up to feed Longcat his spot is stolen.

Since he’s already up and his spot had been stolen by a cat the size of a medium sized dog, Jason just decides to start going about his day. He ends up finding outfits for you two for the day, and if you wear a binder hell ask if you want to wear one today or not.

Your handsome partner always gives you a kiss before leaving the bedroom, Tomcat tries to get in the way though. It just results in Jason giving Tomcat a bit smooch too, which the cat just wags his tail at.

You’ll keep lying in bed for maybe another 15 minutes, just snuggling with Tomcat and listening to the sound of Jason taking his shower and brushing his teeth, sometimes at the same time. Longcat is meowing the entire time of course, thinking that Jason is drowning.

You let Jason finish up before getting up, tucking Tomcat in after getting up as you should, before going about your own routine. After your shower you stand and airdry for a while if you have to put on a binder, since you can’t pull those on with damp skin.

This is where youll stand half asleep and brush your teeth, Tomcat and Longcat both watching you, one from the tub and one from on top of the toilet. Its also where Jason likes to come up behind you and just hug you as he buries his face into your neck for a bit.

The morning hug and kiss is needed for his day to go well, that’s what Jason says anyways. If he doesn’t get a kiss from you then his whole day is doomed to go badly in one way or another.

He makes sure to hug you before you apply your T gel if you use that, since he knows he isn’t allowed to touch you after applying it. Hes also an expert at helping you inject T if you need it, and you do it from home. Or if your injection point is still aching from your last injection, then Jason is your guy in making it feel better.

If you’re a breakfast person you two will go into the kitchen to make something. On days like this, Jason can be tempted to make a bigger for complicated breakfast. Most days breakfast is an easy and quick affair though.

Longcat is of course still meowing for treats, acting like he hasn’t been fed and like hes still a streetcat living on scraps. Tomcat is just your big hovering shadow, watching from the doorway into the kitchen with his tail neatly curled around his front paws.

You two end up just eating breakfast on the couch as you watch whatever you two can find, though its most likely a comfort show or movie, something you two have watched many times before.

Jason takes the empty bowls or plates into the kitchen before coming back, so you two can cuddle some more as you’re both still quite tired after Longcats very loud awakening.

Jason never minds what you wear or how you wear it, as long as youre comfortable, so you being trans doesn’t really make any difference in your guy’s mornings together. Just what Jason finds for you to wear, and if your hormone treatment makes any differences.

It’s very hard not to fall back asleep on the couch, especially as Jason pulls you to his chest and wraps a blanket around you both.

Tomcat and Longcat obviously quickly join you, both of the cats curling up in whatever nook and cranny they can find and purring up a storm, making both you and Jason more and more sleepy.

You both don’t mind that you fall back asleep on the couch together, since there’s nothing planned for the day, and what’s playing on the tv is something you both know front to back. It just feels nice to be able to let go and drift off again together, even if it’s not in bed.

[stormyelliotwritez]

hiii there hope ur having a good day ❤️

i was thinking if you could pretty please🙏 do dp+wv with autistic ftm reader (your autistic/ftm writing is SO good. bless you fr) who does NOT understand socializing. like. not completely helpless but mostly because he copies how other people act in public even though he doesnt understand why people act that way (me fr…)

i hope this makes sense lol but if u wanna make it more generalized thats so totally okay im just. starved. for these two. 🙏🙏 thanksies <3

OH MY GOD YES thats literally so me as well and thankssss, i try my best to write good stuff!!!

DATING THEM AS AUTISTIC!FTM!READER WHO DOESNT UNDERSTAND SOCIALIZING

im not sure sure if this is what you wanted but i hope you like it!!!

when you start copying wade, he looks at you funny and then looks at logan like you seeing this? you explain what you’re doing and he starts calling you a parrot (all in good fun ofc)

logan starts pulling you around and he also hates socializing but he gets it more than you do so he’ll stand you next to him and whisper stuff in your ear about what to say or do and he doesn’t give a shit if you guys look weird

wade rambles about why people do shit and he helps you out like when you have to talk to people normally by taking over or he’ll just nudge you and mime

they’re so chill with you just being yourself at home like you don’t have to think about socializing coz they won’t get mad

if you look really confused, they’ll excuse you from wherever you are and explain what happened or what was said to you

wade throws stuff at you if you say something mean or like not socially correct or whatever the term is (which he only knows about coz logan gets it kinda)

logan chuckles to himself when he notices you picking up on things he does and he calls ya a good boy for knowing what to do

when you’re so done with people being stupid, they just let ya loose and you can deathstare people and back chat them and they’ll normally record it so they can watch it back and laugh with you about it

logan gives you and wade cuddles when you manage to get through a whole outing without going crazy at someone

they literally do not care if you suck at socializing but going out is so much easier if other people don’t look at you guys more funny than they already do

if you get nervous or anxious, one of them will hold your hand and squeeze it or put their arm around you

if people are assholes coz of you being trans, logan will explain how they’re being an asshole and wade’ll ask if you wanna make their day bad or if he should

[dreamsy990]

GOD DESIGNS TAKE 2 im much happier with these ones. also calypso and circe here now. once again gonna discuss all my ideas behind the designs and the changes i made to the old ones THIS TIME WITH PROPER GRAMMAR. you guys should consider yourself lucky. so yeah closeups and explanations under the cut

(lineup for scale btw)

So some general notes before I get into the specific designs. These guys are mostly an excuse to make designs that can be just about anything! I operate off the idea that gods can choose how they appear (within some limitations), and so they can just look however they like. The big in-universe limitation with them is that any scars or injuries they may have can't be hidden in any way. For recognizability reasons, I try to always include their main symbols or some allusion to their domain in their designs, and for personal preference, I like to give all the gods weird looking eyes.

Aeolus

My Aeolus design hasn't changed very much at all since my first sketch of them. I like the idea of Aeolus as sort of fluid in shape, mostly just looking like a bunch of clouds that reshapes itself however they like. This sort of abstract and a little cartoony aspect of them led to me giving them a silhouette like an old cartoon character! Their design honestly isn't meant for coloring in this style, but whenever I do color them, I like to make it mostly light pink and blue. Subtly trans-colored Aeolus my beloved.

Hermes

Hermes mostly just changed with coloring. I have an obsession with very limited palettes, and I feel a little bad giving one to Hermes of all characters, but honestly I'm the most proud of his design. I gave him a messenger bag in some of my earliest sketches of him and I've loved that element ever since. The biggest change here is the jacket! Not period typical at all but it's so iconic to Troy and COME ON HE NEEDED IT. I think it makes his silhouette a lot more interesting, even if I simplified the rest of his outfit to compensate. I might do another pass to try and add some color back to him, but for right now this design feels very fun.

Athena

My Athena design has stayed very consistent since I settled on committing to the bird aspect, so thank @irunaki for being an owlthena truther (SOMEONE PLEASE REMIND ME TO DRAW IRUNAKIS ATHENA BTW). Not that I color her much like an owl. This pass at Athena I mostly used to simplify the blue. I needed to include it on her design, but I've been struggling with how for a while, and adding it as just a subtle accent on a mostly grey and black design felt very fitting. Visually she might read more like a magpie than an owl, but that's a sacrifice I'm willing to make!

Anyway, Athena here is meant to read as very visually closed off, with her face partially obscured and her wings wrapped around herself like a cloak. I want her to have a lot of distance between herself and others at most times, and I think that does nicely. The shadow over her eye was an aspect I added before I found out she lost an eye, which is a funny coincidence. I also designed her to both parallel and contrast my Odysseus design. They both have cloaks that partially obscure them, they both have scars on their faces (although Athena is able to hide hers), but they have opposite color schemes (Athena being mostly blue black and silver while Odysseus is red white and gold). On a personal note, I like the idea of Athena resembling Poseidon. Not for any thematic reasons, I just think it's fun. So she has a grey-ish skintone like him (to a lesser extent, but still) and long black hair, too. I love designs that resemble other designs.

Apollo

I believe I actually originally took inspiration from Gigi's Hermes, But I think he's different enough by now that the resemblance doesn't really exist anymore. He was also the start of my idea to draw the gods with weird looking eyes, so I refuse to change his. I don't actually have all that much to say about him? My original notes for him were that he should be a WHORE and I hope that idea has stuck lmao. He's probably the oldest design here (minus Athena, but my early sketches of her are pretty unrecognizable) and yet I'm still very happy with him. My biggest struggle with design is that I DESPERATELY wanted to color his hair like GinjaNinja's oc Kynthia but I have NO CLUE where to start with coloring like that. So we must suffer. Thaaats all I have to say on Apollo. I think a couple people in the Epic discord really liked him lol.

Hephaestus

I FORGOT TO DRAW HEPHAESTUS THE FIRST TIME OH MY GOD. I'M SO SORRY HEPHAESTUS FANS I LITERALLY FORGOT HE EXISTED. His design gave me the MOST trouble in coloring, I had to completely redo it partway through. I'm still somewhat unhappy with him, but oh well. I like Hephaestus looking very much like a sort of intimidating father who's actually really sweet, and I think I got that look across. He's got a resting bitch face but he is so nice. I gave him glasses on impulse, and it sort of completes the dad look to me. He's got some burn scars under his gloves from working in the forge, for an extra detail. I made all the other gods scars gold, but I think burn scars work differently than normal scars? I need to do more research, sorry! I love Hephaestus though. I'll probably end up doing another take on him if I feel like drawing him again, but it's nice to have at the least something down.

I liked the initial idea behind my Aries design, but it felt very poorly executed before. I'm a bit unhappy with this take still, but I like it better than I did before! I decided to make all the gods scars gold, so his are recolored accordingly, and I made myself bring the red back into his design. Again, he's meant to have a resemblance to Athena while still contrasting her. So he's also very animalistic, with him being more of a dog of some kind (I DEFINITELY took the dog idea from someone else but I CAN'T remember who). He's got roughly the same outfit, but a scarf instead of a cloak, so he looks less controlled and closed off than she does. Anyway, I dislike this specific drawing of him, but I like the general idea of this Ares, so I'll figure it out eventually. Definitely the one I'm least happy with here. I like the drawing without his helmet, though, I think he's cute :>

Aphrodite

So my Aphrodite design initially wasn't very thought out. I originally just sort of threw something together and called it a day, and I wasn't happy with it, but I also wasn't sure which direction I'd like to go with her. This time, uh, I actually have the same problem. I ended up liking this take on her a lot more, though! She takes a lot of inspiration from Rose Quartz, which WAS on purpose actually. There's also once again a lot of inspiration taken from Gigi's Aphrodite design, specifically in the outfit. I feel like with Aphrodite there's a lot of temptation to just give her a dress, but I like her looking a little too casual for any given scenario. I like this one a lot.

Hera

THIS ISN'T MY PEAK DESIGN BUT BY GOD I'M JUST HAPPY I MADE THIS STUPID DRESS WORK. The original inspiration for this idea comes from this video by June and their design for their character Hokoto in a Miraculous au. That specific design for some reason is INGRAINED into my mind and every time I draw a character in some way inspired by peacocks, that's what comes to mind. I think this design is pretty distinct from that one. AUGH I don't have much to say on her just look at my favorite old lady I love her she's so pretty.

Poseidon

ABSOLUTE CRYPTID!!! SEA MONSTER ENERGY!!!!!!! I was like "lets make poseidon a little cunty and a little bit of a weird creature" AND IT WAS THE GREATEST DECISION I HAVE EVER MADE. Cut out the blue from his design entirely to just be grey, and I think I like that decision. I also think the Epic discord liked him because I sent my sketch of him and someone responded with "why he kinda" so I TAKE THAT AS A WIN!! Absolute bastard man I hope Odysseus stabs him more.

Zeus

HATE THIS GUY HATE THIS GUY HATE THIS GUY. Absolute freak man I hope Hera brutally murders him. Anyway, I love this design, just not this specific drawing of it lol. I wanted his hair to look like clouds originally, but wasn't sure how to do that without stepping on Aeolus' toes, until I had the sudden idea that they should be stormclouds instead! So that's pretty cool. His scarf kinda looks like lightning. Also. Bro put your tits away. That is all I have to say on Zeus.

Circe

Didn't want to copy Gigi's design here, and I think I did a pretty good job of not doing that. She had brown eyes originally, but I asked the Epic discord what they thought and they decided yellow eyes looked better on her (AND THEY WERE RIGHT). I gave her yellow roses too (not sure if they read as roses though), because 1) aromantic Circe is real and true and 2) I just liked the idea of her having the least romantic version of a flower very associated with romance as part of her design. Her ass is not into you! I hope she kills and maims! Wanted to give her a snake earring but you couldn't see her ears here so. Just assume she has one of those.

Calypso

Okay, so this Calypso design basically appeared fully formed in my sketchbook a little while ago. I've changed very little except adding red flowers. Why? NO REASON actually there is a reason. I was writing a Calypso-centric fic and I mentioned her having bright red flowers in her hair and then I just made that part of my vision of her. Gave her uh, a weird fish net thing for lack of a better word? Because it made her more interesting and gave me island vibes. Which is what Calypso should be doing! I wanted to include more red on her design so the flowers didn't feel a bit out of place, so I gave her some red on her other accessories. I THINK SHE'S CUTE AND I LIKE HER. Man these notes got less and less design-related as I went along, huh. Oh well, I'm done now. Those are my god designs +2 because I consider nymphs their own category (Is Circe a nymph? I'm pretty sure she is but I don't care enough to check)