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slowpokegamer · 4 months ago

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Sometimes I get struck with the evil, overwhelming guilt that my comfort character is Dandelion, because I genuinely know in the books he is such a piece of shit and sometimes when I engage in meta and discussions about the Witcher I feel like. A weird imposter syndrome if that makes sense??

Like man I love diving into this world and reading and discussing different interpretations and meta on the series, but however I am unfortunately completely fucking stupid, and sometimes I don't understand stuff as well as I want to, and I can struggle to understand and process more in depth takes on the Witcher books. And then I feel the guilt of a thousand suns because I'm like

"man... All these cool people who's posts I love to read are looking at me and they think I'm stupid and my favorite character is Dandelion and they're gonna think I'm so annoying and don't understand what I'm talking about I have to jump now"

Man has biggest fear of being obnoxious. Please forgive my crimes of having autism and hyperfixating on literally the worst dude in the world /lh

#i dont know if im making sense but like #ggrrrrrrr #i think i dont want to sound like. hypocritical?#because i always talk big about how the witcher is like a dark fantasy #and it annoys me when i see people complain that they went into it (through Netflix usually) thinking it was light and escapist #and then i look down at my hands... and caspian and cassius... my comfort ocs.#my escapism.#and im like. OH GOD IM THE PROBLEM ARENT I #i know I'm probably not but like. SIGH.#I'm insane I'm sorry #the witcher

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