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Yes. I do like the show obviously. 🙄
What I don’t like though is a fandom that acts as if every Knight of the Round Table in the show is some kind of magic hating bigot. When nothing like that is ever shown.
The Knights as a whole are the equivalent to our modern day military force and yes obviously, they will go after someone who killed their king.
Are you serious right now? 😅 You honestly expect the knights of Camelot to NOT go after the sorcerer who they believed killed their king?
If you believe knights of a realm only defend kingdoms that are run by pure hearted rulers and will automatically disobey someone that has questionable motives, then I think it’s you that doesn’t understand the show.
Or the Medieval Era at all?
Even though we (as the audience know) that not all magic users are evil. It’s been mentioned multiple times in the show and in the books as well, that magic twenty years ago was used by corrupt sorcerers to wreak havoc.
Camelot and many of the nearby kingdoms banned it as a result.
Uther might have ultimately made his decision because of what happened to Ygraine, but magic was a legitimate danger back then and others followed in his footsteps with magic bans in their own territories, because they also believed magic to be dangerous.
Kara killed innocent people on the roads leading into Camelot for the weapons they were carrying (with the help of the Saxon’s; who are dangerous mercenaries) and then attacked the king when he had been trying to do nothing but assist a young woman he thought was injured.
Arthur was not a danger to her in that moment and he didn’t have her executed for being a druid or having magic.
Kara wasn’t a “freedom fighter”.
Kara was working with Morgana. Someone who had killed innocent Camelot citizens during her reign and waged wars against their kingdom in order to take the throne by force.
Arthur only had her executed, because she attacked him and tried to kill him.
And that is well within his rights (especially within his own kingdom).
The fact that you can hear multiple mentions by Gaius, explaining to Merlin that magic at one point was a big problem for Camelot and was wreaking havoc.
Only to sweep it under the rug because it doesn’t fit your desired narrative. Makes it obvious that maybe you’re the one whose black and white mortality is clouding your judgment of the show.
Merlin uses his magic for the greater good and yes, there was many innocent sorcerers who died unnecessarily in the kings war against magic.
However, that doesn’t mean that magic wasn’t at one point a very dangerous weapon and that the people of the kingdom don’t have a legitimate reason to fear it.
In the Merlin universe, magic in fact does have the power to corrupt those who use it.
Obviously, not everyone who uses it gets corrupted because magic is a neutral force, but is only common sense that some humans if given great power would eventually succumb to temptation and start to use magic in order to gain power, money and influence.
To blatantly just ignore the mentions of the dangers of magic in the past.
To act as if it’s a completely one sided story where sorcerers of the past were always completely innocent victims and magic never posed a threat to the lives of innocent citizens is too ignore the story the writers created.
Title: The knights were NOT anti-magic extremists
I’m really tired of the fandom acting like the knights of the round table were sadistic murders, when it came to magic and sorcerers. 😬 🚫
So I’m going to write out all the times (that I can remember off the top of my head), where they went up against magic users and how they reacted.
Most of the knights of the round table, never showed any malice towards magic users who weren't dangerous and they certainly didn't go out of their way to harm any of them.
In fact, the only real time the knights ever go after a magic user in such a way is when they go after Dragoon, (who they plan to arrest) and even then, only because the kingdom believes him to have been responsible for killing Uther.
- Gwaine initially raised his sword to Grettir, but only when he thought he wasn't going to allow them to cross the bridge and showed no further anger towards him, once he was told his sword would be returned to him.
- Leon is awed by the Druids for having saved him when he was on the verge of death. He shows no malice towards them.
- Gwaine kills Orn (Alator’s bodyguard/minion). Which he does because they have kidnapped Gaius, held him prisoner and tortured him.
- Elyan hugged the spirit of a little boy because he thought he might be cold and tried to comfort him.
- Gwaine didn't move to attack the Diamair, despite it clearly being a magical creature.
- The knights only go after Finna, because they believe her to be a dangerous sorcereress (given the way Helva was attacked and only a few people managed to escape with their lives).
LEON There's a dangerous sorceress at large, Merlin. Plus a bunch of Saxons. This is not the place to be alone.
ARTHUR Send out a second patrol. Seal off the Ford at Greinten and alert the border garrisons.
They must be found and brought to trial.
- The knights only pursue Kara originally, because she was spotted near the area where Saxon's raided wagons of weapons headed to Camelot.
And then of course, Kara seals her fate later by trying to stab their king and refusing to repent her crime, even after they show her mercy. ⚔️
- Admittedly, the knights did go on the hunt to find and destiny Aithusa's egg.
However, I think it's important to remember their kingdom was ravaged by a dragon, only a few short years before and many of their people died.
They also had no way of knowing Merlin was a dragon lord, who had the power to control the dragon and keep it away from the kingdom.
So honestly, that's a very valid and understandable fear.
- In the Disir episode: The knights try to apprehend the sorcerer, Osgar (as is their job).
They only go after him with more force once one their knights, Sir Ranulf, is killed in the process.
Leon: They were trying to apprehend him when he used his powers to escape. I am sorry to report... Sir Ranulf was mortally wounded.
So yes, the knights aren't going out their way to pull masks over their heads, to hide their identity and then free sorcerers.
But the knights are also not shown to have any actual grievances against magic users or go out their way to attack them.
The only time the knights have been shown to attack sorcerers, is when they were a threat (or to arrest Dragoon, who they believed killed the former king).
So (excluding Leon), I don’t think it's out of character to believe the knights might initially fear Arthur's reaction to finding out Merlin had magic, or thinking they might have to step in to protect him.
The knights trying to instinctively protect Merlin, doesn't mean that Arthur is evil or unreasonable.
It simply means that they recognize the kings authority in that moment, (since magic is against the law of the kingdom) and they would likely be able to visibly see that Merlin was afraid.
That makes them protective friends.
Something that I think even Arthur would appreciate afterward.
He cares deeply about Merlin and would be grateful the knights had the backbone to try to protect him.
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fun lil itafushi fic I started
very very rough draft (also trigger warning for the f slur)
let me know what you think!
“Fushiguro…” Yuji starts with a mouth full of mochi. “What kind of girls are you into?”
“I’m not-” Megumi blurts out, unthinking, but manages to cut himself off. He corrects, “I’m not having this conversation with you.” He shoves another mochi in his mouth, slumping down further into his bed.
Yuji makes frequent, unannounced visits every time he’s injured on missions (which is, admittedly, more often than he’d like). Megumi didn’t have much of a chance refusing, either, because Yuji doesn’t take no for an answer. He always brings snacks or a gift with him each time, which Megumi thinks is… kinda nice (though he’d never admit it). This time, he brought red bean mochi to share.
“Aww, c’mon, why not? We’re bros, right?” Yuji urges.
“Are we?” Megumi snips in response.
“Of course we are! I love you, bro!” Yuji exclaims innocently, and Megumi nearly chokes on his snack.
“Please don’t say that ever again…” he grumbles in response, flushing slightly and fixing his gaze on the floor.
Yuji ignores him and continues to think aloud, “Maybe you’re into tall girls like me? Like Jennifer Lawrence, ooh, or that one rapper, what’s her name… umm… Megan Thee Stallion, yeah!” Yuji leans back in his chair with an easy grin, arms folded behind his head. “She’s so hot. Her ass always looks insane.”
Megumi’s expression is flat as he listens to Yuji ramble. “I’m going back to bed, Itadori.”
“Aww, Fushiguro, don’t be like that! You’ve gotta have a type!” Yuji continues to ignore Megumi’s attempts to shut the conversation down. Even though Megumi is already laying back in bed with the covers tucked under his chin, Yuji presses, “You talk to Maki a lot. Is she your type?”
“Maki’s my distant relative, you idiot,” Megumi spits immediately, crinkling his nose. “Leave me alone, I’m tired of talking about this weird shit. Go call Aoi if you wanna keep objectifying women like this.”
Yuji sighs disappointedly. “I already know what he’s gonna say, there’s nothing to talk about.” He pops another mochi in his mouth, mumbling, “Man, you’re acting like you’re not even interested in girls…”
Megumi stays silent for a little too long. Yuji curiously leans down to meet his eyes.
“Fushiguro, you are into girls, aren’t you?”
Megumi flips over, his face growing hot. “Get out.”
“Wait- Are you… into guys?” Yuji’s voice is dripping with amusement and shock.
Megumi covers his face with his comforter, hoping to avoid Yuji noticing the creeping flush on his cheeks. “I said get out, Itadori!” He yells from under the covers, taking a pillow and throwing it at him.
He might just die on the next mission on purpose.
Yuji laughs as the pillow hits his chest. He palms his forehead. “Oh my god! That makes so much sense! Fushiguro, why didn’t you tell me!? Well, I mean, I can guess why you wouldn’t… but don’t worry! Your secret’s safe with me!”
Megumi doesn’t respond. His fists are clenched so tightly that his fingernails are biting into his palms.
“Alright, I get it, I’ll let you rest. But just so you know, it doesn’t matter to me what you’re into, I’ll still be your friend regardless,” Yuji adds sincerely, grinning at the lump of covers on the bed. Megumi peeks at him as he leaves, groaning and shoving his face into his pillow.
He’s not going to let this go, is he?
He most certainly is not about to let this go. As the week progresses, Yuji’s thoughts are consumed by Megumi’s silent confession. He’s never had a gay friend before (that he knew of, at least) and, while he knows it shouldn’t make a difference, he just can’t stop thinking about the fact that Megumi is attracted to men. Yuji finds himself burning with personal, prying questions that he knows he can’t ask. But he’s dying to know.
He restrains himself for about three whole days.
And then, on the fourth day, his impulsiveness gets the better of him.
Yuji spots Megumi on a bench, alone, near the garden. He scrolls on his phone as he eats a rice ball.
“Yo, Fushiguro!” Yuji calls out and takes up a seat next to him. “Feeling better?”
Megumi shifts his attention briefly from his phone, emerald eyes flicking up momentarily. “Yeah, a little, thanks.”
“Good, great. I’m glad to hear it.”
Megumi can tell that Yuji is antsy about something by the way he’s fidgeting with his hood. He sighs, shoving his phone in his pocket. “What is it?” He asks with mild annoyance.
“Huh?”
“I know you want to say something, Itadori, so just say it.”
Yuji opens the floodgates, his brain moving faster than his mouth, “Okay, yeah, you’re right. I’m sorry, this is super personal but I have to ask: how did you realize you were gay?”
Megumi frowns, expecting this much. He’d felt Yuji’s stare burning holes in his back since they last spoke. “Who said I was gay?” He retorts, quickly.
Yuji’s look of pure confusion makes Megumi crack the slightest of smiles. “But… I thought… You didn’t say anything…” His response comes out in broken, flustered phrases. His face turns bright red. “So you’re… not gay?”
Megumi snorts, dismissively. “Labels are boring and pointless. I don’t really care what you call me, Itadori.” He takes another bite of his snack, chewing and swallowing politely before he adds, “And it’s not a secret, really… I just don’t run my mouth about it.”
Yuji takes a silent minute to process this information, a small pout gracing his lips. “Okay…” he starts, carefully, “So lemme try again: How did you know you were interested in men?”
Megumi rolls his eyes, groaning exasperatedly. “I don’t know, Itadori, how did you know you were interested in women?”
“Oh, well-”
“It’s a rhetorical question, dummy.”
“Oh. Oh, I get it. Sorry.” Yuji scratches the back of his neck, an embarrassed grimace on his face. “I’ve just never had a friend who leans that way. I dunno, I’m curious…”
Megumi’s eyebrows raise hearing the word curious.
Yuji backtracks quickly, “I mean I’m not- I like women, so I’m definitely not gay.” He huffs, cheeks blushing. “It’s just… kinda cool getting to know you better? I want to learn more about you… about this in general, I guess.”
Megumi is somewhat touched by Yuji’s openness. And that’s the thing about Yuji. He constantly surprises Megumi with the most thoughtful, selfless acts and words, and Megumi doesn’t always know what to do with that or why it gives him butterflies in his stomach. It doesn’t matter how much he pushes Yuji away, he always gets reeled back in.
“Uh, Okay…” Megumi isn’t the most eloquent with words. “What do you want to know? Nothing weird, or we’re never talking about this again.” Megumi already regrets his open invitation. He shoves the rest of his rice ball in his mouth.
Yuji contemplates for a moment, a hand coming to his chin, stroking. “Oh! What kind of guys are you into?”
Megumi swallows, a deadpan expression on his face. “Seriously?”
“Seriously! You never answered me!”
“Why do you even care?” Megumi sneers as he adds, “Afraid I might hit on you?”
Yuji sputters, “Wh-what?! No!”
Megumi hums, unconvinced.
Yuji can’t help his impulsive curiosity as he pries, “Am I your type? Like, would you hit on me if I liked guys too?”
“No,” Megumi replies, almost too quickly. He looks away, biting the inside of his cheek.
Yuji doesn’t catch it, but someone else does.
He’s lying, Yuji, Sukuna’s voice projects in Yuji’s head.
Fuck off, this is a private conversation!
That little faggot definitely wants you. Sukuna continues with a laugh. You never noticed the way he looks at you when you’re not paying attention?
Shut up! Just shut up and get out of here!
“Uh, you good, Itadori?” Megumi’s voice cuts through the internal dialogue. Yuji had been staring blankly, eyebrows knit, as if having some sort of internal battle. “Don’t tell me I hurt your feelings...”
Yuji laughs dryly, shaking his head, “Yeah, I’m good, sorry, Fushiguro.” He does his best to suppress Sukuna’s presence for the time being. “And I’m not offended, at all.” He says it almost as if he’s trying to convince himself, not Megumi.
Megumi stands, sighing, “I gotta get to class.”
“I’ll walk with you.” Yuji offers eagerly and Megumi shrugs. Before they walk into one of the campus buildings, Yuji asks, “Speaking of which… Does Gojo know?”
“No,” Megumi replies immediately in a harsh tone. He stops walking for a moment, giving Yuji a serious, warning stare. “And I plan to keep it that way.”
Yuji shirks at Megumi’s cold expression, nodding. He holds out his pinky, making a gesture of zipping his lips.
Megumi looks down, then up, blankly. He begrudgingly links his pinky finger with Yuji’s.
#itafushi#itfs#megumi fushiguro#yuji itadori#fanfiction#jjk#jjk fanfic#jujutsu kaisen#lolol this is going to be so cute#f slur tw
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dick wasn't really flirty when he was white
I agree that Devin Grayson’s time writing him amped him up several notches but it didn’t come from nowhere either.
One thing I want to acknowledge is that Dick didn’t just suddenly become a non-white character after Grayson introduced that, for many writers at the time this was another piece of canon that went ignored. For instance in the 2008 Titans run (not written by Grayson but is post 1996 run that she did write for) I don’t remember them ever mentioning his heritage but he’s treated as a white character as far as I can tell and yet he’s still flirty… not that I personally like this version of him.
But to not split hairs I’m going to look at the 80’s version of him.
So starting off Nightwing has always been drawn as a sexy character who women want. Most super suits tend to be skin tight but the “discowing” look that he was first introduced in 1984 also has that iconic V-neckline. Even when it’s changed later I always got the impression they were trying to aim for someone who felt trendy. I mean his girlfriend is literally a model and a princess. He’s supposed to be this cool attractive dude.
Then there’s the fact that DC has been fighting the Dick Grayson gay allegations for years because while he was Robin parents were concerned that his relationship to Batman was too…. well. Anyway if I’m not mistaken that’s why they ended up making Robin younger and Batman’s ward so as to combat that. But they still to this day try to constantly pair him off with women and it’s a huge focus of his character. See while Jason and Tim have also had multiple female love interests the writers often have a hard time selling that they really care about the romantic relationships in their lives. With the exception of Tim and Steph their stories don’t revolve around their romantic interests as much. Versus Dick who is constantly shown to be interacting with women. His relationships romantic or platonic just tend to be richer. He appears to be a very tactile person which isn’t necessarily flirtation but it definitely lends itself to that. (Dw I’m not implying that he’s flirting with Donna here)
It’s intentional that they make him have these conversations with Kory while naked in bed. They really need you to know that Dick fucks. Nothing they’re saying here is inherently flirty but the way things are staged lends an impression. And even when he doesn’t have agency the writers are still inventing ways for him to kiss women.
The point is he’s a bit of a sex symbol. But that’s just the context.
Flirting doesn’t have to be over the top or sexual. Dick isn’t out here using pick up lines or anything, but we got to see a lot of his relationship with Kory and they are sickeningly sweet. They profess their love to each other frequently. They use pet names. They’re shown generally being in love. And just because that flirting is happening in the context of a committed relationship doesn’t make it not flirting.
Anyway 🤷♀️ hope this made some sense. I don’t thinks he’s a casanova type character but the flirting is present.
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not sure if you’re referring to my analysis essay, but at the risk of nudging into “make your own post” territory i do want to address your points here just for fun! this got long, so under the cut it goes —
Firstly, I do agree with the interpretation that he wouldn’t dress Doll in hunting attire. The thing is, there’s a vast ocean of nuance between “dressing doll in hunting clothes” and “dressing doll in hyperfeminine gender conforming clothes”, and Maria’s taste isn’t as mysterious as many make it out to be if you look closer at her attire. Maria’s homeland of Cainhurst allowed its citizens to be knights regardless of gender, but gave visually distinct uniforms for men and women. As you can see below, despite of the fact that she could have modeled her attire on either a masculine or feminine outfit, Maria’s hunting clothes far more closely resemble the masculine knight’s set.
I can’t speak for everyone, but when I point out how Gerhman feminizes Maria through Doll, it doesn’t really have anything to do with hunting attire vs civilian attire. I’m talking about how Maria’s garb shows that she was gender nonconforming by her own cultural standards, yet Gerhman omitted that in making Doll. Regardless of his presumed motivations, it’s inaccurate to just ignore that completely. In any case — just because we only see her hunting attire in-game, why should we assume that her masculine taste in fashion was solely the result of the hunt? I don’t think most folks imagine that other characters who dress masculine such as Gascoigne would be dolled up in a dress if not for the hunt (although it’s a great concept lol, good for him if true). It’s also not as if masculine civilian clothing doesn’t exist — plenty of corpses wear button-up shirts, waistcoats, and coats that fit the bill.
I don’t know how much canonical basis there is to prove that Gerhman “did love/care for Maria because of who she was and not what she looked like”, as in all my research there was nothing which points to that decisively one way or another. If that’s your headcanon, that’s totally cool! However, I will say this: people, especially parental/guardian figures as Gerhman was, as far as we know, to Maria, can care about a deceased loved one and still erase their GNC identities after death — and for a whole host of reasons. The specifics are a very complex issue for another day, but suffice it to say that those things aren’t mutually exclusive. The existence and memory of gnc people is complicated by a society that doesn’t want their memories preserved accurately — just look at any lgbt+ historical figure for that one.
On your point of mourning dolls — if you do look them up, you’ll actually find that they were only made for very small children, usually infants or toddlers at the oldest, and Maria was obviously well out of that age range. What’s more, other forms of mourning art were used for adults. post-mortem photography, hair art, etc were all common (and its actually a super interesting rabbit hole to go down, highly recommend). If you’re still going to claim that Doll was made as a mourning doll, it implies that Gerhman saw Maria as his daughter (which is decently in line with canon), but it also brings a whole lot of somewhat unsavory baggage along with it. To summarize: the mourning doll represents the culmination of the Victorian obsession with the inherent innocence of white children, and their emphasis on those children as paragons of untainted purity. I highly recommend you check out Eternal Innocence: the Victorian Cult of the Dead Child if you’re interested in learning more — you’ll see what I mean about that baggage being unsavory.
Either way, it directly implies that Gerhman was trying to make Maria in effigy as pure, innocent, and untainted. Maybe that’s okay on paper when it’s a baby we’re talking about, but Maria was a grown adult. Unlike an infant, she did have thoughts and opinions. It also puts the attire he chose for her in even more unflattering light — possibly implying he saw her gender nonconformity as impurity to be expunged…? Rather historically accurate, if nothing else. It gets even more uncomfortable when you consider that purity was heavily connected with obedience, dependence, and lack of personhood in this time period. The obsession with preserving purity seem in mourning dolls was the same variety that argued women did not belong in politics or the workplace lest they become “tainted” by the outside world (and protest being considered the wards and property of their husbands the same way children were of their fathers, among many other things). In other words, the infantilization of women was a key part of Victorian era misogyny that equated their “purity” to that of children — which must be preserved at any cost, even after death. Making a mourning doll of Maria would have been out of place even in Victorian times, but it only gets worse if you do follow that line of reasoning to its logical conclusion in the historical context mourning dolls come from.
To conclude, my larger point that I develop more in the essay is that it’s a bit of a lapse in logic to point to the historical existence of, for example, mourning dolls while overlooking the historical context of possession when it came to women and children that contributed immensely to their existence in the first place, and the deep prejudice that existed against GNC people at that time period as well. It isn’t accurate or logical to take a cultural and historical artifact like mourning dolls and completely remove the complex web of contextual meanings they were bound up in. I’m 100% in favor of acknowledging the historical influences of the Victorian Era on Bloodborne — in fact, I think it’s crucial to a complete understanding — but that’s a lot more complex than face-value comparisons. More broadly, I think we do Bloodborne a disservice by ignoring that broader historical context and womanhood, especially given how the themes of the game focuses on women, motherhood, and childbirth.
I saw this post the other day that I can't seem to refind, but it mentioned that when Gehrman created the doll, he makes her in the image of Maria but strips her of a lot of her non-gender conforming appearance. But if you think about it for a while, it makes a lot of sense why Gehrman wouldn't put the Doll in a hunter outfit. Because Maria being a hunter is what led to her experiencing the awful Fishing Hamlet, and eventually dying. Gehrman probably regrets ever teaching her, or letting her come along on that mission. It's also worth mentioning that he did love/care for Maria because of who she was and not what she looked like. When the Moon Presence brought the Doll to life, it didn't act or think like Maria because the Moon Presence can't just take her out of the Nightmare (or doesn't want to, but trying to analyse the actions of Great Ones will give you a headache). Also the whole Mourning Doll thing. Seriously, just look them up.
TLDR: Gehrman was a Personality man.
#sry for the long ass addition but i wrote a like 40 page paper on this last semester and im making the most of that lol#/nm by the way 😭 i rly hope this doesn’t come off as rude or meanspirited its not meant to be#everyone is free to headcanon whatever they want about bloodborne (lord knows i do) n that includes urs!!#just adding my thoughts on cos as far as analysis goes i think theres a bit more to consider#at least if ur goal is a holistic analysis#WHICH it may not be and thats ok too lol it is just a little video game. that we play to have fun#op if ud rather me remove this rb thats totally cool btw /gen#im just a bit tired of people pointing to mourning dolls as if it proves there’s nothing amiss about how gerhman created and treats the dol#because like. no lol! it’s worse actually!#ignoring the fact it doesn’t make sense#because maria is an adult woman and these were made for babies#if you do go with that It Is Worse#you cant really just take a cultural artifact thats steeped in the historical and cultural significance out of its original context#without missing a huge swathe of the meaning it held#as an extreme example think of taking the christian cross and removing all context from what it means to make a point or something#like the connotations and original meanings are Super Important and by overlooking them you can end up#implying a lot of stuff you didnt mean to lol#anyway this is half just me being autistic about history and bloodborne lol there is So Much there#mine#bloodborne#miss doll
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kiryuu sibling stasis post-32 is so interesting to me. nanami tries to leave and is (temporarily but also, crucially, violently) prevented from doing so by touga and akio. after this experience she puts distance between herself and them: she leaves touga’s phone in the car, she resigns from the student council (though she dons her old uniform still), she repeatedly dismisses and undermines the authority of the rose code, of end of the world, of akio, of touga. but she’s still in ohtori, isn’t she? uncomfortable with the idea of leaving, uncertain if it’s really possible. she tried before, and it hurt her. deeply. it’s so interesting to me, nanami’s agency and how she limits her exertion of it after 32, when she realises it for what it is. contrast that with touga, who accepts this weird stalemate between them, who is, really, uninterested in having any relationship of any kind with nanami if he can’t gain something from her. he’s very passive with her after 32, compared to the passivity he’d always feigned towards her before in order to stoke reactions from her and then exploit them. i was thinking about how touga has always been able to sever his relationship with nanami, but chosen not to; first out of a sense of obligation (‘we should live to help each other’) then a realisation of how that could be exploited. i was thinking about how nanami has never realised her ability to leave, in part because it is limited by touga and the harm he does her. i was thinking about the desperation and confusion akio calls out to anthy with as she leaves. i was thinking about how different that is to the kiryuus’ strange semi-breakdown; touga doesn’t want or need nanami, and nanami might love her brother but she cannot trust him or feel safe around him, doesn’t want to see him anymore; she’s itching to leave, and just a little scared (you know, because last time she tried that her brother assaulted her), and he’s not doing anything because ignoring her means he doesn’t have to deal with the emotions of her leaving or staying. something something gendered power dynamics something something tragic siblings
#local kiryuu sibling enjoyer has thoughts about them#i wrote this like three days ago but it’s getting posted now i have to speak my truth#touga loves a bit of inaction#nanami doesn’t but what the fuck else is she gonna do?? be brave? she tried that already#and she WILL try it again and i don’t think touga will try particularly hard to stop her#i think he might try a little but in doing so he’ll just become more aware of how much he doesn’t want to do that#and is only doing it bc of a vague sense of obligation to a perspective on life that he’s already questioned a la utena#im just. i have so many feelings about them. i bet none of you were aware of that fact already#i am once again wondering: does touga love nanami? what does that mean for each of them?#and im concluding: i really don’t think he does#i think he’s felt obligation to her and turned bitter towards that emotion and her in turn#i think he has no idea how to feel about her so he ignores the problem and exploits HER feelings as he thinks he understands them#until he realises that he doesn’t and has to deal (a little bit) with the ramifications of that#touga and anthy when nanami makes them self reflect. or swagever. the 32 way. neither of them would ever admit this but it’s true#dais.txt#her tragedy her triumph
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every time I’m forced to see this image bc I have to describe what’s wrong w it to dumb ass ppl a small part of me dies
cw: ugly ass emo whitewashed genshin man
#ppl pointedly ignoring the part where I talk abt how he’s whitewashed#look idgaf if they wanna give n*tlan a more modern vibe but this doesn’t make any fucking sense#how are you gonna take inspo form a nigerian god then make him look like this 💀💀💀#somebody said in response to me calling him ugly asf and whitewashed ‘erm but isn’t he a vampire’ SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP#bro speedran becoming the ugliest character#I genuinely have no words#well actually I do#could probably write an essay on everything that bothers me abt this game#the worst part is probably that it has so many likable elements abd interesting shit and then at the same time being vile#like how do I explain that the g*nshin lore truly is fascinating but the ability to take it serious and enjoy it plummet when you see the#other shit. frustrating asf#also the fact that only h*yoverse games seem to stay relevant and therefor get to have basically endless content is js 💀💀💀💀#but also having some of the most frustrating fandoms and annoying ass people in said fandoms#like the rampant casual racism everywhere#sorry this turned into a whole ass essay 😭😭#I’m js sad n angry that the thing I used to love turns out to be bigger shit than when I left it#like wow#usually I can enjoy revisiting old fandoms n stuff but this is gen ass#bullshitting
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Okay this AU doesn’t make sense at all and I drew this a while ago but all I can tell you is that I wanted an excuse to draw Polites and Frankenstein the musical art so 0/
#this was draw a little bit ago#but it’s still Halloween month so I’m allowed to post it#plz ignore the fact I don’t draw shirtless men often#I’m working on it 💀#polites doesn’t look like Polites with out his glasses ngl#polites epic the musical#cross over don’t make sense but what ya gonna do#the guy looking nervous and annoyed is Victor’s first creation I named him Adamn#polites is missing his body hair but shhhh I forgot
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As funny as the trolley problem and the suffering builds character memes are (and I do love them), I personally think it ascribes a belief to Miguel he doesn’t explicitly hold in the text.
“Bad things are gonna happen; it makes us who we are.“ is a line that belongs to Peter B. Miguel doesn’t even approach the idea to Miles of this model justifying the suffering it perpetuates, even if it’s an understandable byproduct because of what this model asks you to swallow, what it asks you to concede.
Why would he claim that suffering builds character? The one time he believes he defied fate, it backhanded him so hard he’s still reeling from the trauma, and it took at least 8 billion lives as collateral including Gabriella. What did that suffering teach him but a despairing submission to fate?
To Miguel’s understanding of what happened, there’s not even a trolley problem. It’s “you accept the terms fate deals you, or it will destroy everyone - including those you wanted to save - regardless”. His perspective is far more aligned to utilitarianism and fearing that massive human cost happening again, more than it is morally justifying why the canon operates as it does.
#atsv#miguel o’hara#tunes talks spiderverse#that man is in the terminal despair vortex guys#the very fact Miguel doesn’t question why his understanding of the canon operates as it does#serves to doublebind him back into his sunk cost fallacy thinking#he can’t turn back because it would make the costs worthless. and to question the canon would be to invoke what happened to him when he#tried to defy fate#<- all of this is to his mind I mean#the actual details areeeeeee complicated and don’t make complete sense. but I understand WHY he ignores those inconsistencies#because incredible recent trauma (within the past couple MONTHS) and to examine would be to make the sacrifices meaningless#not trying to dunk on Peter either. it’s just lots of different people trying to make sense of what they believe is a terrible but#necessary sacrifice to save the universe.
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i fear that i don’t acknowledge enough the fact that i KNOW rhinedottir's evil !!! and she's horrible !!! and that she's wholly ireedamable !!! i know and love and respect that fact !!! i'd shoot myself in the frontal lobe if hoyo made her out to NOT be wholly evil !!!! but the reason i always go on and on and on about her humanity and complexity is because. SHE IS ALWAYS DUMBED DOWN !!!! TO JUST THAT !!!! it's literally the greatest and most moving theme (IN MY OPINION!!!) in genshin, that human beings are COMPLEX !!!! and they're MORE than just evil or bad or wtv. we see this through every character to almost ever be introduced to us -> literally just take arlecchino as an example. if anyone was at all paying attention to the discourse around her when the fontaine teaser dropped (and. 4.0 in general) it was the BIGGEST thing to watch people argue between "she's a harbinger, so she's clearly the most evil and the big antagonist of fontaine because of these accounts we have right now !!" versus the argument of "we've only seen ONE perspective of her so far, and it's no duh that all this stuff sucks -- but there's no way she's JUST gonna be all these horrible things,, because literally nobody to exist is just horrible and cruel with zero to no good in them. and also that'd make a shit narrative by hoyo in a story driven game" AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED !!!! we saw !!! in REAL time !!! that while arlecchino was rightfully cruel and horrible and, yes the things she did were fucked up beyond belief and she should absolutely not be excused for any of it - she is NOT just evil ! she's shown to care, albeit in a fucked up way that only shows she's even more deranged ; but what's so incredibly important about her is the way that her being "evil" doesn't mean she's incapable of anything else. She is evil, yes— but so many of those evil actions have *motives* and *reasons* that explain them (but not excuse or condone!) and, although they don’t save her grace or anything of the sort, they DO show her true character. AND YHATS SO IMPORTANT!!!! She’s capable of being an antagonist while still being justified in some form, and given nuance and backstory and redeemable traits
I am !!! NEVER !!! going to say rhinedottir is a good person. she isn't! no shit sherlock ! how the fuck do you think im gonna go on and ignore the fact she sent both her kids to their deaths, and also fed one to another. dare i say, that is NOT anything good !!! suprise of the century !! woah !!! -- but what i AM gonna say is that she's much beyond that? hello !! not only has the point of her having not a zero good trait or will in her body been. proven false over and over and over again. but it's such ! Sad and not compelling is character choice for her *not* to be nuanced and complex and justified in a fucked up !! — like do you REALLY think hoyoverse (who is clearly capable of, and likes to make) complex characters, who are horrible, while not being *only* those horrible things, would pass up a golden (haha) opportunity to make a characters whose entire existence is JUST that??!,!2????
believe what you want! Do what you want! This is a silly video game that will be eroded along with time in a hundred in so years ! But god so help me, please don’t be willfully ignorant to the complexity and nuance of characters, just because you want a villain. No villain , real or not, is entirely evil. People are complex and multi faceted and people really, really need to hop off this cart of going “okay but stop saying she’s multifaceted because it takes away from her being evil” because it DOESNT! If anything, it makes her so much more compelling . Which is something some people can apparently. Not handle.
#this isn’t even MENTIONING that she survived the cataclysm and#the implications that you guys are going to immediately villainize the one that got their nation destroyed. rather than the ones#that destroyed and cursed the people of it#HELLO.#-> I don’t see asmoday fans! or phanes fans!#because people are SO ignorant to things when it isn’t shoved in your face#you guys care about Rhinedottir this much because she’s so publicized. but celestia is JUST as bad and I have yet to see more than like#three fans of them. the group/faction who fit people’s perception of Rhinedottir even more than#Rhine herself#(not including the istaroth fans. you are all lovely. I love you guys.)#(thank you for being insane over her.)#-> like yesss guys! let’s demonize and antagonize the war survivor who went through just as much trauma as everyone else#who was just human (a point which was just established in the Fontaine quest to be HUGE when it comes to such extensive trauma like that)#and is clearly fucked up in the head. a tad against her decison#IM NOT SAYING THAT EXCUSES HER??? NO SHIT IT DOESNT???#but GOD so help me. THATS HER REASON!#HER OERSONAL JUSTIFICATION! MOTIVE!#why do people have to be so obsessed with making her an unjustified and evil entity when she’s. not that#she’s justified! even if it isn’t by a practical standard!#but I need YOU to put yourself into her shoes for a second#how the fuck would YOU react to your people being murdered and cursed#being wholly antagonized by everyone to live#experiencing isolation from society#and then going through the whole ‘like teo thirds of my magnum opuses just died’ thing#this isn’t even! to MENTION! the fact she holds a fucked up sense of affection for them?#do you truly think she felt NOTHING#I don’t care if you wanna talk about her sending them out to be killed. that doesn’t meant she can’t feel grief#they’re DRAGONSdeidgned for destruction what the fucj did you expect#-> hate her all you want! that’s okay! but don’t villainize her for no reason other that uoucamt think beyond surface level#crepe rambles
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I just gotta make peace with the fact that I see the relationship between FCG and Dancer VERY differently than the majority of the CR fandom.
But ho boy every time I see a post about how FCG is abusive and Dancer is standing up for herself I just die a little inside
#critical role#cr spoilers#four sided dive#four sided dive spoilers#Fresh Cut Grass#FCG#Dancer#you’re telling me that there’s nothing wrong with treating an obviously sentient automaton as a non-sentient Helper Bot for years#we know from FCG’s mechanics that his stress goes up the more and more he’s used without rest or recovery.#so what does that tell us about how Dancer treated him?#that she used and used and used until he broke#and sure it makes sense she’s traumatized and I don’t even think she’s wrong to not want to be around him#but I just can’t ignore the fact that she essentially placed this freshly born bot in servitude with no plans to let him go#or tell him he’s a person#and if we’re saying FCG is manipulative for needing to fix dancer and not knowing how to take no as an answer - well…#who taught him that his entire purpose was to serve fix and help dancer???#that doesn’t just go away#and don’t tell me she didn’t know he was sentient#we’ve seen every NPC with two brain cells to rub together recognize he’s sentient
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I hate a “starving kids in Africa” ass bitch
#ignoreing the fact that that phrase#brings up so much in turns of thinking Africa is a wasteland#it’s the weird moral superiority of it all#the whole “ I don’t give actually give a fuck about food insecurity I just found a way to shut you down by bringing up someone#with a life worse than yours#like I saw someone saw mY MOraL OcD My MeNTal ILlnESs over people being stressed about Palistine#and first way to make fun of mental illness good job#and second I don’t think you really care about Palistine further than you can bitch about it#further than you can say well I don’t flinch when I see dead bodies so I’m better than you#not only is that crass and cruel to the person going with the mental condition it’s crass and cruel to PALESTINIANS#YOU THINK THEY WANT TO TO SEE THEIR DEAD BODIES AS A FUCKING JOKE#a stick to measure yourself to see if your more ‘down for the cause’#it’s fucking sick#and it’s the same bullshit you pull for police brutality#hell a person got killed by police earlier this year and you have people circulating the clip#like looking at and sharing gore makes you a better person#honestly it would make sense if someone’s mental condition flares up due to death#it’s more wiring if it doesn’t#and it’s a lot more worrying if you act like people being destressed and traumatized from a FUCKING GENOCIDE is some kind of moral failure#mental health
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emeto/vomit warning!
#ignore the fact that. the pose doesn’t make sense. i couldn’t be bothered to change it </3#grian#yhs#yandere highschool#yandere high school#my art#cw emeto#cw emetophobia#cw vomit
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ive been seeing a lot of aonung/neteyam art recently and somethings been bothering me
surely neteyam would be the broader/taller one? he is forest navi, they place emphasis on climbing, so neteyam would have a strong back and arms (therefore being pretty broad), and they would need the height to have a further reach when climbing. however aonung however is water navi, they place emphasis on swimming, alot of that is in the legs and core so he would have a stronger core and legs, making his torso and legs bigger, whilst also having long limbs to give him more power.
so logically, they’d be the same height, with neteyam having broader shoulders and aonung having more muscular legs.
not the tiny, skinny neteyam that people often write/draw to comply with weird stereotypes
#it just doesn’t make sense#pushing weird stereotypes onto them like they’re both not the oldest siblings and therefore heirs to their respective clans#i’m ignoring the fact that neteyam is dead#he lives on in my heart#avatar#avatar way of water#neteyam#aonung#aonunete
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Childe my perfect angel we will never understand you and that’s the point
#Ignore the fact that hes covered in blood it’s part of his charm#Childe#the freeing realization that Childe doesn’t make sense on purpose#After all; the whole point of fae is that they don’t make sense to humans
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the fact that the only way for minthara to survive in shri’iia’s playthrough is if shri’iia is the dark urge meaning she does not care about lolth that much. like … just thinking about the sheer cunt and eatery two ex lolth-sworn oath of vengeance paladins would bring (though one of them is an oathbreaker…). one has the noble background and the other a charlatan they’d be so so terrible and magnificent together I fear
#but I don’t see minty surviving shri’iia in act 1 bc shri’iia is still very much a lolth stan#and there is a specific dialogue you can get if you talk to the spiders first before talking to minty#where they tell you that another drow has forsaken lolth -> so when you interact with minty you can kill her for forsaking lolth rather#than kill her bc halsin asked you to which is the route I always go or bc it makes the most sense for shri’iia#like sorry to you all but she doesn’t care abt the tieflings and the grove 😭#literally the only reason why she managed to be the hero for that particular conflict is bc minty is there and shri’iia’s oath compels her#to punish lolth’s traitors … and the fact that minty is a baenre AND a traitor like how can she pass that up 🙊#but now I’m thinking in an au where the goblin camp was ignored and they recruit minty#I feel like their relationship would be interesting bc minty is significantly older and Shri’iia very much respects the drow heirarchy#so she will be treating minty with a more obvious respect and reverence compared to everyone else even though she’s not a noble ‘noble’#anymore …. just habits ingrained into her ….#I also like the idea of minty being her mentor too … and maybe more 😳 but that’s leaning into her past relationship territory#which is an iffy slope all around 🫠
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It seems the issue rn is that people think that unless the candidate is 110% perfect in every way than it is morally wrong to vote for them/endorse them. Not at all considering the nuance and factors that are going into this election (the electoral college, our stupid two party system, the threat of project 2025, etc). Believe me Biden is not my favorite and I’d give anything to see a third party/socialist president but the way our two party shit works, it is just NOT possible during this election cycle. We need to stop clinging to that fucking fantasy and work with what we have while we can before it’s too late. Anything besides that is laziness disguised as activism and moral outrage.
And abstaining from voting altogether bc you wanna throw a fit about the options not being good enough for you; you are the WORST kind of person there is. You say you care so deeply about these issues that unless someone ticks off every little box of yours, you’re not going to involve yourself at all?? How on earth does that make ANY sense?? If you give a fuck about anything at all you would vote for the candidate that is most likely to win and also not start the Dark Ages 2 like trump will. And I don’t care what the fuck y’all say, any vote not for Biden (or not casted at all) is a vote FOR TRUMP. Republicans know this and believe me they fucking show up to the polls. The two party system does not give a fuck about your moral outrage, and while you stand back and fuss over Biden not being perfect, you are deliberately allowing trump to take the presidency. So not only are you not helping at all but you are also actively hurting the ppl you claim to stand for. It truly baffles me as to how so many of y’all think this is a legitimate act of political protest and not just… throwing a pointless and silent temper tantrum that will ultimately lead to many many people dying under Trump? HOW is that in any way better than voting for a man who may not be perfect but is still doing a lot for us???
BUT if we continue to push Biden left as we have been, we can show future candidates that America is ready for more leftist leaders. If you want to see leftist candidates in office then THAT is how you get them. Not by pitching a fit about it in the middle of the goddamn election or refusing to participate altogether. Just because you don’t like him as he is now doesn’t mean he can’t be pushed further left with more pressure from his constituents, another factor I think a lot of people are ignoring.
The solution is not going to perfect. Biden is not perfect. But millions of lives are at stake here and one man is obviously much better than the other, anyone saying they are on the same level is full of shit. Not perfect is better than nothing at all and descending into project 2025. But if you are the type of person that will not accept a solution unless it is entirely perfect for you, then you cannot pretend you actually give a shit about anyone these policies will affect bc we all know you really don’t, you’re more concerned about standing on your soapbox and telling everyone how enlightened you are by not voting for Biden. Meanwhile the support you could’ve given to Biden to protect the people you claim to care for, goes directly to trump.
I’m so tired.
So weird thing I'm noticing is that almost all of the people arguing with me on my "please vote" post have profiles saying they're trans.
But, like, I know a lot of trans people in real life. I'm nonbinary. A lot of my closest friends are also in the trans community. All of them are planning on voting for Biden.
Maybe it's just because we're all older -- and we all remember 2016.
Maybe.
But, like, if any of you are who you say you are, I beg of you -- please understand that things are going to get so much worse under Trump. Right now we're fighting at the state level in a lot of places, and activism needs to be focused there. But if we lose the White House, it's going to start coming from the Federal government too, and it's going to be so much harder.
It's just exhausting sometimes.
#guys this is literally high school govt class like#do y’all not remember learning that we have a two party system#and that third parties NEVER win and in fact serve only the opponents#and I think to when I say these things ppl take it like I’m saying that this is how it SHOULD be#I do NOT think this is how it should be but unfortunately this is how it IS#and to pretend we don’t live in a two party system is willfully ignorant at best#and dangerous at worst#the point of activism yall is not to get to the endgame immediately but to do what you can in the circumstances you’re given#working with what you have is infinitely better than doing fucking nothing#please use your fucking brains#also I WILL block you if you clown on my shit#I am SO done with y’all acting like you’re so smart and involved by not voting/voting third#like it literally doesn’t even make sense omggg#politics#vote blue
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