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one thing nobody told me about this fandom is how expensive it was going to be
#lotr#lord of the rings#the hobbit#tolkien#the silmarillon#i got an illustrated hardcover copy of the silm for christmas but it made me want moreeeeeee#i was content with just using the library and borrowing things from people#until today when i set up all of my tolkien shit on my bookshelf#it looks so good and i fear it has stirred something primal within me#like wdym all this stuff is so expinsive
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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.
#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her#and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura#he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life#deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was#he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least#he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship#but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way#Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless#he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it#she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone#he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home.#can’t bare to see another shell of a home#he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes#Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon#but promises feel costly these days#he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura#someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here#his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them#but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here#he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention#he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods#he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.
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The Sleeping Realm Theory’s 4th Anniversary!!
Hey everyone, I don’t think i’ve ever made a formal post here (on I guess my art account??) about the good ol Sleepy Boy Theory. I figured I might as well with the anniversary but as of today, it’s 4 years old! Where DOES the time go?
A lot has happened since this bad boy (several releases for one and a global pandemic for two), and as the official keeper of the crypt I’d like to thank everyone who has shared their Love and even their Great Distaste for it over the years. It’s wild to think it still lives on as such a footnote in this series’ history that I still saw people seething about it just last week.
It’s been discussed around the world as well as translated into more than one language! It’s a global reach I’ll never fully grasp, a talking point for people I’ll never meet, and it’s something that I’m immensely proud of!
To this day we’ve made points and discussed findings I still don’t see anybody ever talk about, like the kbg world logo or the location of Kairi’s heart. And if that sounds new to you, may I recommend checking it out once more and peeping those cool updates
~THE OFFICIAL SLEEPY BOY DOCUMENT~
And for those who don’t wanna sit and read, there’s a mostly up to date video format where me and AuroraPeachy read thru it together!
Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4
Anyway all that’s to say happy birthday to what amounts to a kingdom hearts college thesis! Here’s to another year of not being debunked somehow 🥂
#sleeping realm theory#kingdom hearts#kh3#wow it's a toddler that can walk n talk n all that now and it's fucking me up#i anticipate people being upset about this but forreal i am not here to stir the pot#I just wanna talk about this cool thing we made! wow!!
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every time I think about making cursed david plush photos I think of this post
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#camp camp#⚠️ drug mention in the rest of the tags#i mean david smoking weed jokes have been made before but is doing it with real weed too much#would a photo of me passing a joint to the david plush be funny or is that too much#i was already a little nervous posting Maid David bc i was like. are people gonna hate me for this. is this annoying#i feel like im just being paranoid and thinking too deeply about it#but this fandom is so small and i fear upsetting a few people can turn into a huge discourse that im just not willing to stir up yk#drug mention#tw drugs#the weed is legal btw its for my Issues
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Please BE EXCITED about stuff you like/ want to be excited about 💞 That's what life supposed to be about, finding joy in the smallest things, in the things we enjoy and love. And the people that judge us for having that joy in our hearts lose their own life, because they spend too much time judging someone else's life instead of doing something with their own. FUCK them
this is one of my favorite asks and i love you
#nobody will ever stop me from getting excited about things i like#i just always feel like i'm not allowed to share that excitement with anybody directly because of being made fun of in the past#or like i at least have to tone it down by like 99% and make it very brief#because of fear of rejection so i keep it to myself contained in my own space#sometimes i really wanna talk about my favorite things with somebody but i'm like#'nobody knows or cares about this. what if i send something and they hate it and tell me it's horrible'#(a reaction i've been the most used to. either that or just silence)#and i wouldn't know who would actually be interested or if i would be putting them in a situation#where they're not interested at all but they're too nice to say it and then i feel annoying if i keep talking about it#because now even if it isn't SAID that they hate it i still always feel like people are thinking that behind it all#so like if somebody came at me right now telling me everything i like is horrible#that itself wouldn't really bother me because i could just block and continue life without a second thought about that person specifically#because that's just unnecessary and rude regardless of what it's about and i would assume it's just somebody looking to stir things up#delete/block. not taking it personally and not worth thinking about#but it's the anxiety built up from it happening for so long and so consistently from so many people and some that i used to be close to#that now it feels to me that everybody feels that way even if i know LOGICALLY that it isn't true. the feeling is still there#it's one of the long-term effects that are so hard to get rid of once they're set#this is just another thing about myself to work on for probably my entire life#but russ has been helping me with so much lately it's unbelievable
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#for all that i have some beefs with george lucas i DO think that the uhhhhhh decline of star wars in the disney era#(this is not universal and mostly in reference to the latest trilogy and some of the shows)#is due to a loss of message#the reason rogue one and andor are the BEST examples of new star wars is that they are#like the original trilogy and the prequel trilogy#EXPLICITLY antifascist#the original trilogy was made in a time when the echoes of WW2 were much louder and more recent#and the prequels when a lot of the same problems were beginning to stir in american politics#and it makes me fuckin insane because TFA was a GOOD movie!! people criticized it for being too much like#a new hope but like that was FINE for fuck's sake there's nothing wrong with recycling a narrative#as long as you make it new and interesting#but to then come back post 2016 with TLJ??? the milquetoast of it all#you had the absolute perfect setup with the first order as a new uprising of fascism in the wake of the fall of the empire#the alt-right parallels were very clear. the focus on disaffected young men taking up the banner of an evil fallen empire#in the form of kylo was all right there. the narrative of losing loved ones to hate and conspiracy. AND THEN RIAN FUCKING JOHNSON#*takes a few deep breaths*#i don't hate rian johnson i think he's a very competent filmmaker. but he should never have done star wars bc i simply do not think#he UNDERSTANDS star wars#i think he wanted to come in and have some fun with a lot of the hallmarks of star wars. he wanted to deconstruct#(he wanted what kotor2 has and failed miserably tbqh)#and in so doing completely lost the thread of what these movies are about#and then TRoS was just a fucking mess of trying to tie things up#like im certainly not saying i think jj would have made a wonderful perfect trilogy if he'd been given the whole thing but i DO#think it would have been more coherent than what we got#like they could have given it to anybody just give it to someone who fuckin gets it#anyway i love u space grandpa even though i hate you space grandpa and im glad you were always an anti-fascist
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Not to be dramatic and point fingers but why is it that the worst people with no respect towards art or anything that doesn't involve mindless consumption for "the lore" always have to be drakengard 3 and nier fans. like i don't even try to look and search for things to complain about regarding them but somehow every stupid fucking thing in this fanbase comes back to them
#gu6chan's musings#can talk about this here so literally a couple of days ago#this dude decided to post a 'machine translation' of the dod1 side story and you know what they fucking said?#'maybe someone like barnabisms can come pretty it up in the distant future 😍'#and i was like 'what the fuck are you talking about i did NOT spend 4 years putting painstaking effort into my shit just for you to come#along and say 'that could've all been done with a machine; actually lol''#i ended up getting REALLY upset about it (the most upset about something ive been in a while) and was like#'whats even the point. i was gonna do the dod2 sidestory but yk what go ahead and fucking do that too if machine tl is that good'#and eventually they took the post down and apologised and their whole reasoning was they weren't thinking bc they wanted to see the lore.#and like. you just want to consume more content is the fucking thing. you don't actually care about any of this#i should have had an idea when they tried arguing to me about the one -> seere/manah heritage being a good thing bc it 'connected' the two#games (disregarding any damage manahs already established character arc TOOK bc of that 'connection')#and they were a huge nier fan by the looks of it too and like. come on i keep saying SURELY they can't all be like that#and it sounds awful for me to say it like this but it's always fucking them somehow reaching new lows making shit unbearable 'for the lore'#i rlly rlly hate this fanbase man#again I'm feeling a lot better but Godddd it's gonna take some effort to get back into tl again after this tbh#but people were very supportive :') it made me feel a lot better bc at that point i was like please just someone care lmao#hung out with some friends last night and it was a good time#but yeah im gonna have to say more on this whole issue later tbh. i really dislike stirring conversations and shit up but!!!#ppl need to have more fucking respect!!!!
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sorry to report that I've been neglecting writing any forcemasc because I've been getting into utterly Machiavellian schemes on discord that are entirely unrelated to my usual kink wheelhouse. but in short. I am the second in command of two different discords dedicated to the same extremely niche kink because I'm the most trusted and loyal slut of the respective owners. like I'm literally the only person besides the owner with admin privileges. and the owners of those two discords hate each other. and they don't know I'm running both accounts
#this too is some kind of kink#scheming eunuch kink perhaps#I literally made an obvious alt to get caught by one server owner so that he wouldn't suspect the much less obvious alt#I'm stirring up drama#I'm pulling people away from their shitty RP relationships and into better ones (with me)#I'm having some great and extremely kinky ERP#the two server owners are BY FAR the worst at ERP in their respective servers its genuinely so funny#txt barks
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OKAY RANT ON VIVZIEPOP SCROLL PAST IF YOU DONT CARE
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I like Viv as an artist, shes inspired me since frickin middleschool with her animations, character designs, and now 2 shows holy crap. I just really wish she'd get off social media for her own mental health cuz good god it's not great to see a whole thread of tweets arguing with someone about the dislike of fanfiction having homophobic undertones its just... agdhdh Viv is a pretty controversial person due to unfortunate past events and having shows that present some darker subject matter. Honestly? I want to see Viv not just move past the previous controversy, but learn from it to be better. Its totally fair tho if you think the handling of certain topics arent done well, there are things people will have preference over. And I dont give a fuck about shipping, I dont wanna see it, frankly. If you're doin somethin shady with it and I see it I'm certainly not going to like it and I'll do my best to not interact with you, but I think we should make tagging things just a common thing? Keeps things organized and people can intake what they want while the stuff they dont want is not being shown to them. Same goes with headcanons they're someone imagining something, they arent holding the creators hostage to make it canon. Canon is silly anyways! Both the OG and a headcanon can exist because AUs and headcanons are just another version of the thing. Headcanons arent going to change the episodes, they'll still be the same way the creators made it. So like... chill.
Just as long as it has no mental or physical negative implications or intent against actual living people I will add.
Dont harrass actors because they play a villian you need to separate fiction and reality it's literally their job to pretend to be someone else.
#vivziepop#vivzipop critical#hazbin hotel#helluva boss#it sucks to see someone i looked up to seemingly keep stirring the controversy pot#the shows arent for everyone#things arent always going to be appealing to everyone and thats ok#i think viv needs to let go the fact some people do not like her or her shows instead of fighting people for a whole thread#im embarrassed to say im a fan of these shows???#and dont get me wrong i think they kinda suck sometimes and the writing inconsistancy makes me so so frustrated#but there are a few moments where i really feel connected to their struggles#loneliness and a fear of rejection are something i empathize with a lot#im frustrated because of what these shows COULD be#and how happy it makes me to see these shows be enjoyed so much because tbh everything about it is full of things we are told#is bad and weird and cringe and something real proffesionals would never respect#and they made it! it lets me know if im passionate enough people like me can do what we love and still be successful#i hope for many other passion projects from artists in the future who may be inspired by not just Vivzie but the tons of indie stuff out rn#crowmancerx#idk just a rant#i do want to lay out at some point my many issues with the writing of Vivz's shows but ill holdoff on big rants for a bit#agsudvdhdb#its been a rough day at school
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maybe don't call schizophrenic people "insane" for being schizophrenic. that'd be accurate and respectful
totally understand the concern and i apologize for that, you're talking about the original post right?
i originally called ford "insane" there because i hadn't decided on a specific disorder yet and didn't have a proper word for it-- was mostly just trying to get the thought out of my head as quickly as possible and i wasnt really thinking about specific wording and how it could be insensitive
again though i get why you're upset and i see why that came across as insensitive so i do apologize and have absolutely no intent of calling him or any other schizophrenic people (or those who suffer from any mental disorder really) by words like that in the future :>
#Anonymous#hopefully this is a good response; i didnt mean to stir shit up genuinely sorry for that my dude i wasnt trying to be offensive/gen#non compos mentis au#<- not sure if i SHOOOOULD be tagging it but i feel like its important because like#i dont wanna hide the fact that i made that error yanno and i feel like other people might want to see that explanation
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Sylus saying "...don't run" to MC when they're finally being openly honest about their desire for one another and their trust and shared spaces.
#their stupid connection was made in a lab to torment me I can't BELIEVE I want to write fic for them#the fact that her desires are essentially laid bare for him but that he still verifies#that he knows her SO well... her tendency for avoidance that both hinders and benefits their situation#her own underlying possessiveness of Sylus and need to be his equal. on his side.#Sylus trying to be patient and playing whatever role she needs until she's ready to accept that place. accept their mutual connection#MC seeing no other option but to embed herself in his life and his problems even though he's a risk to her career and life in Linkon#the fact that she meets him after she loses the people she considered a family... when their background brings up the concept of Home#I actually love when MC is petty and jealous and Sylus just accepts it and finds it insanely charming like.#the way he obviously Sees her pain and anger and need to protect him over seeing his old scars. angry that he or another didnt properly care#and then with knowledge from their myth origin its like...#the idea that theyre essentially mirrors containing eachother in equal capacity. the allusions to the threshold of light and shadow#the whole aspect of freedom from restraint and captivity. the mirror of her past being raised as a weapon and his nature. l#the little dragon statue she coveted and kept as a secret confidant...#and then like their shared capacity for indulgence. Sylus preparing all that food for her even when he was willing playing her villain.#his tendency to replicate his memories of the past to stir her own#im so obsessed and its been a week. help.#he always gives her space to retreat. and in the newest content now he's revealing his own desperation. dont run this time#dont retreat into yourself or into your role as a hunter or a lawful citizen#I just love that he also adores everything about her even her darker aspects that echo in himself#and the whole who will ''win'' in the end. will she make him more human or will they both embrace their predatory nature in the Fiend#them being the lovers and the devil simultaneously. sylus as death and mc as temperance. idk idk im insane rn#i literally made a sideblog for these posts apologies all 😂#personal tag#they have so many callbacks its crazy. the stupid territory thing is so cute like he'll play into anything for her and just be delighted#i need more main story so bad like. Sylus talks to MCs boss in one of the memories or something.#what the fuck is he doing there?? one assumes he's covering their asses and cooperating in some manner so that MCs career isnt at risk#since he knows she loves hunting#and with the whole mutual enemy in Ever... lets not forget that also Sylus might be the head of a crime syndicate or whatever but what#i just need to know when he became aware of MC in her current life.#I have no one to talk about this game to can you tell
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What if I told you that regression is regression and is all the same whether or not it's "pure" or "impure." What if I told you that trying to reinvent these labels in a way that's supposed to be progressive and inclusive just further alienates those whose regression is a result of mental illness, and that doing so is an attempt at detaching yourself from severely mentally ill regressors that you are much more similar to than people who don't age regress. What if I told you that truly healthy regression is supposed to include being cathartic and experiencing "ugly" emotions and being vulnerable.
What if. Imagine..
#I originally made this post months ago and then shoved it into my drafts because I hate the idea of stirring up drama#in a community where we're all just a bunch of babies#But it's crossed my mind too many times that I just feel like I Should say something about it.#To put it bluntly.. throughout all this talk about how regressors with trauma and mental illness are valid#(which I believe is why the majority of us are here for in one way or another)#a lot of people here do not like to share a space with us and will do everything to detach themselves from us.#I encourage you to truly ask yourself why that is and why you so desperately want to keep reinventing these labels for regression#that quite frankly don't need to be made separate because of the purely psychological nature of age regression.#I'm telling you. Non mentally ill or developmentally disabled or traumatized people are much less likely to regress to a kid or baby#so what good does it do to try and separate yourself from your own community members?#community
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damn why are people cancelling kurtis conner for not commenting on cody ko. do they even know each other
#obviously i don’t wanna give leeway for an abuser/act like kurtis couldn’t do more but people act like he made a post saying he’s in love#with cody ko what is happening#like straight up seeing posts where people are like kurtis is a horrible problematic person don’t support him!!! he hasn’t said anything#about cody!!! i’m going to be real guys. your time is better spent supporting and victims and separating from cody ko than bitching at some#random guy with the same occupation.#that’s like saying we need to cancel newlynova for not commenting on neil gaiman just cause she reviews books. like come on#idk it just feels like people will do anything to get mad at people and stir drama over supporting and helping victims
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(Love your most recent post re anon) AAAAAAAA THANK YOU FOR THE CHAPTER! AND THE ART IS AMAZING+!!!!
Also I wanted to add I agree with the other anon. Cargo plane is my all time fav fic for so many reasons. It starts out for fun and playful but the conversations the characters have were honestly life changing.
It's also the only fic I've recommended to other people! I've asked my fiance to read it 😂
//clutching my chest
H-H-HUH????
#velvet answers#you guys are gonna make me cry#i don't wanna get too soppy but I'm so blessed to have you guys you don't even know#a few years ago I'd gotten banned under my main from a transformers server bc the owner and their friends realized I wrote cargo plane#and said that knowing I was into fat kink was super uncomfortable which w/e i completely get#but then someone started vague posting abt me and stirring up shit in their inboxes and I was so embarrassed and ashamed#bc cargo plane is like. something i wrote to tackle my own feelings about loving our bodies not *despite* but *because* of their fat#and sometimes I'm hyper paranoid about if I'm going to get a message saying I'm a predator#when I've left body positive spaces and given up resources to keep people comfortable#idk just. hearing how much my story about a fatass robot has made your lives better and made you love yourselves is just.#QmQ IT FEELS REALLY GOOD. LIKE I'M NOT JUST WEIRD I'M DOING SOMETHING NICE FOR PEOPLE.#sorry ugh I really love you guys#testimonials
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i had a dream that i made little cards that say "THEY!" on them that i handed out to people at work who got my pronouns wrong, immediately after they got it wrong. and in smaller text (or on the back) it said "i don't want an apology, i want you to do better" or "don't say you're sorry, DO BETTER" and ..... i kind of want to do it. maybe i'll get some moo cards made lmao
various scenarios included:
me slamming it down on a desk in front of them.
instead i had stickers, would slowly peel one off while they watched, and stick it on it on them.
handing out a quarter sheet piece of paper based on the 'i caught being good' tags we'd get in kindergarten which said 'i got caught misgendering hallie/my coworker'. it would have their name and date on it and a giant 🙁 face. i had them as a pad of paper and would hold up a finger to say 'wait a second', dramatically pull it out of my back pocket, take my pen out of another pocket, slowly fill it out in front of them, and hand it to them while staring them in the eyes.
getting a whiteboard for the outer side of my cubicle wall that said '[days] since i was misgendred' (with a bonus by saying 'last offender: [name]'
i also dreamt that i got into trouble for it because i was making people feel bad and was 'creating a hostile work environment'. i was just like.... okay and how do you think i feel? and my boss shut up real fuckin quick. dunno if that would be the case irl but if that does happen i can only dream.
#tired of the people who say 'i'm trying but i'm going to make mistakes'#ok sure i definitely mess up sometimes too but when it's not even close to 50/50 let alone merely uncommon ............. fuck you#what's sad is it's all people i like and it hurts so much#in the dream it the cards also said something about how i'm not a girl. not a lady. not a woman. stop saying that word to me ...#... in plural when i'm with female coworkers. about half the time i say 'not a lady' and only about half the time it's acknowleged#or that one who constantly posts female-empowering images on ig which are alienating bc it's clearly very binary#and getting comments like 'well it applies to you to!!!' why bc i have a pussy? fuck off#and she'll sometimes say 'thank you for your patience' (what patience) or 'have patience with me' (no.)#i've also thought of holding up my name tag in their faces bc my previous boss had it specially made for me#it's got my name position and pronouns#same boss tho..... he was REALLY consistent about using my pronouns but one day used she/her three times in a row before eventually...#... correcting himself and the next day i told him that really sucked especially from him and he later told me i should have been nicer...#... about it. i was PISSED. i said 'well then how should i have said it?' i don't even remember his answer i just know i wanted to go...#... off on him SO BADLY bc he said it 'hurt his feelings'. well too fucking bad bc every time i'm misgendered it makes me want to...#...die inside a little and feels like at the very least a tiny punch to the gut but that felt like being stabbed esp since it was a new hir#he also said 'ok but i corrected myself' yeah AT THE END after doing it THREE TIMES and that's not the point here#anyway lol this dream definitely stirred up shit unfortunately but i'm serious when i say i might actually have these made#like both my internal email and external emails have my pronouns in them (i had to campaign for this btw so thank you me)#but i recently added my own custom signature with 'they/them' in it that has a link about using pronouns correctly#me#lgbtq#nonbinary
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after watching ryans apology, all i can say is i really wish ryan had a exit strategy. i wish he would’ve actually started streaming or something so he doesn’t feel like he has to leave the internet or anything and leave his online presence. i think if anyone could get better in this situation, its him, but he would need guidance outside of matt to do so.
#supermega#i never hated their guts or anything. i just found them very misguided and unsure how to deal with serious issues#i think his apology was good especially for what he was being accused of. he held accountability and didnt shift blame#i genuinely think leighton spewing shit made things go farther than it had to. The issue was SA and all their secrets got aired out#and it seems like matt and ryan are getting the most hate instead of don and jim which is very sick.#and the way ryan was talking i think sm really is over which is actually very sad because it doesn’t necessarily *have* to end. they just#need to do better… thats always what they had to do#seeing people be immature and post memes under their response videos on twitter is also very upsetting because they are good responses#if you guys wanna talk about it in asks then just send a message because wow#i still think them waiting until they got aired out to address everything is insane though. we all knew that avoiding their problems would c#catch up to them eventually. but its sad to see thw situation get tainted because a ex employee wanted to stir the pot
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