#this too is some kind of kink

[ftm-dirtydog]

sorry to report that I've been neglecting writing any forcemasc because I've been getting into utterly Machiavellian schemes on discord that are entirely unrelated to my usual kink wheelhouse. but in short. I am the second in command of two different discords dedicated to the same extremely niche kink because I'm the most trusted and loyal slut of the respective owners. like I'm literally the only person besides the owner with admin privileges. and the owners of those two discords hate each other. and they don't know I'm running both accounts

[moe-broey]

Taking a rest day but I have to doodle at least a bit, and. Currently agonizing over if Moe should also be equipped w the Breidablik for loadbearing canon lore reasons. Which, I have MANY grievances about, from "Gee Moe why do you get TWO weapons this isn't a main series title where you can do that" to "Moe is A STAFF USER. FULL STOP. ALWAYS HAS BEEN." to "oh fucking god I do NOT want to learn How To Draw That."

But. Looking at the artbook. I had a Vision

Very minimal mockup but. That little thing, there. You could put a keychain on that. You could put little charms on that. You could. You could...

[r0semultiverse]

My tumblr update looks a little strange.

[witheredgardenparty]

Every now and then I see the discourse circulate on this hellsite, and I wonder if people know that the term 'yandere' used to have an extremely specific definition that no longer holds up to how people use it today

[exalok]

(void)

(from this voidtober list)

Sometimes, when the Void drags him under as he sleeps, it offers him the sight of her. He doesn't know if it's meant to be a gift. If it's just supposed to draw out a reaction. He lets it happen, like he's let many other things happen—like he keeps letting them happen, even now, though the specifics have changed—for the sake of continuing to move forward.

Corvo reaches out, touches the cold, hard shell of her cheek. There's nothing he can feel about this that would help, so he doesn't feel anything. There's nothing he can think about this that would help, so he doesn't think anything. It's just his fingertips, though he can't be sure it's really his fingertips in this place, and her skin, though it isn't really her skin, and the vague relief that these Void-constructed shapes don't move or speak. Not close enough to real to hurt. Just a memory in the stone. Not even his.

Her hand lifted in movement, her mouth open, eyes directed somewhere outside the scene. Half a shattered table and a few empty chairs. Same wallpaper as in the small sitting room, same furniture. Her earrings are unfamiliar. A present, maybe. While he was gone. He'd have seen them, otherwise—

He turns away before the thought can deepen.

[facetsofthecloset]

i'm sure it's been said but i feel like both Raxtus and Ronodin can be argued as "the only gay kid in the family and consequently shunned/rejected" and it's like. so weird bc Mull is so Mormon he'd probably rather eat his shorts than even acknowledge the possible existence of gays but

i mean. Raxtus literally has a fairy form. he's a fairy dragon.

Ronodin was just emo lol

and they both get so thoroughly rejected and sidelined by their families their whole lives and it turns Raxtus into an awkward but basically decent guy who runs back to the approval of his family once he's performed masculinity/violence enough to be accepted, only to then realize that he's basically just being used and still not fully trusted/accepted and having to betray them to save his real friends

(who sadly are probably actually homophobic but that's ok bc they're not dragon-phobic so that works out for him)

while Ronodin's like "fuck it. chaos and murder then!" and can you really blame him? he spent his entire life trying to conform to the "right" (in this case, Light) way of life, started spending time with the outgroup and learned to question things, then was told he was "too corrupt" to remain in his home

like. the symbolism is right there.

it's so funny, because sure Raxtus isn't a bad guy, but Ronodin definitely is and he pretty much gets sent to a type of hell at the end of Dragonwatch

and while Raxtus gets kind of a happy ending, like, him becoming an effective killer in a war and being accepted by his dad for being Good At Murder in the first Fablehaven series is presented as a happy ending. if Celebrant didn't wind up being the main villain for Dragonwatch, that probably would've been the end of it! gay kid learns how to soldier and is finally accepted by his homophobic family bc he's finally aggressive enough for them to love him

(i mean i have MANY issues with Celebrant being the main villain later and the reasons he's framed as bad but like. that's a separate rant lol)

the queer reading is right there. but also it's very bad and you can tell completely unintentional. or at the very least highly repressed. idk man i don't look into Mull as a personal individual bc i doubt i'll like what i see and i don't care that much but Dragonwatch was SO MUCH MORE MORMON than Fablehaven already was and it's so weird, seeing the fingerprints of it all over.

i feel like he either has a new editor or he's been doing this for long enough and sold enough books that he has the clout to veto changes made by editors or SOMETHING, bc i feel like? he's gotten worse?? and more unfiltered?? that or something happened and he's like. even more religious than before or something idk

like fablehaven was just kinda generic/bland fantasy with some fun ideas for magic items/powers/one sentence character premises, with just a hint of sus Mormon ideology, and then Dragonwatch just went. Full Mormon.

but then there's somehow even more weirdly queer shit. like. he's repressing so hard he's approaching queer from the other side??

idk man i wish this deeply mediocre man's writing wasn't a formative piece of middle school reading, leading to me still giving more of a shit than i really should over questionable children's literature now

[nostalgia-tblr]

who can solve my plot/character problem in the sylki con artists au so that i can continue writing it

[ooglywooglies]

angry but havent had breakfast so i shant speak

[moe-broey]

The thing about Moe is I think it's definitely a furry, probably has its own fursona, and genuinely I think it could be otherkin. However, it's not really into pet play. This is my psychological assessment of it.

[sketchy-scribs-n-doods]

i need a little notes section to be added to all block list functions in social media bc my goldfish memory having ass don't always remember why i blocked someone

see i looove blocking ppl and curating my online experience with wild abandon, but that means it can be anything from 'this person is a fucking terf' to 'this person is harmless but has annoying opinions about fictional characters i like' to 'this person once said mango was disgusting and i took it personally'

so now tumblr or whatever is telling me i have a mf blocked and i gotta sit there and wonder if they're a bigot or just have bad opinions on cheesecake

[bitegore]

ngl i think i kind of was a genius for being like 'yeah this character is a scary killyou cannibal scary killer who scary kills you' and then realizing that the way my worldbuilding works out is that there's a nonzero chance that if you leave literally any body parts over they can just come back, depending on what they believe in their heart of hearts can kill them. Of course she'd start eating her kills. She probably tried normal stuff first and then realized it didn't work and she had to try harder if she wanted to actually keep them dead.

[quiet-admirer]

Who needs a stories feature on Tumblr when you can just post pics of yourself and then go back 2 hours later and make them private 😌

[r0semultiverse]

I don’t know, me personally, I just think two adults playing pretend & pretending being gross together with full open communication & consent between them is harmless, but maybe that’s just me.

[terukotime]

what happened between teruko and xander (wrong answers only)

"How NOT to Find Out if Your Girl is Into Knifeplay"

[quietwingsinthesky]

I don’t know why I am the way I am, but I feel like starting to watch the CW hit show supernatural, where men cry all pretty and get beaten up and kissed or possessed against their will a whole lot, as an impressionable preteen may have been part of it.

[faerygardenparty]

Maybe this makes me an asshole or something but I get really annoyed when other asexuals act like being asexual inherently means you know nothing about sex or kink or things like that, like as an asexual who isn’t uncomfortable with these topics I get really annoyed when people act like their personal lack of knowledge or care for sex is a universal thing for all asexuals