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God made me mentally ill so I could not drag him down to earth by the hair and burn his palace to the ground.
#so help me#if i get on proper meds#god will have a fight on his hands#i will fight god#and i will win#anarchy#burn it all#burn it to the ground
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Re-entering this fandom by giving A tier list based on how/if these vat7k characters would fuck up a 20 piece buffalo wing
Free for debate
#Listen Ulla is a freakazoid after all her time in the library she can eat abt anything it would be disgusting#Im on the fence with Hugo he can fuck up a pack if he so desires but like he's not on Ulla's level of that#now listen. ambers a country girl okay shes on the line of mahbe a few and fucking it up but i support her ok#nurus a utensil girl ok she'll dapple in it ok#Cyrus is a big dude ok he got some muscles but hes not that big of a fan#NOW VARIAN.varian would never be caught getting niddy griddy but he can do it. he has like a freak nature when hes off his meds plus his mom#hes very balanced ig#donellas a proper woman she enjoys some steak and doesn't like getting her hands dirty much#listen yong is a child he enjoys the small things in life and hes a bit picky ok#thank you for listening to my yapping#tts#varian and the seven kingdoms#varian vat7k#hugo vat7k#varian the alchemist#hugo varian and the seven kingdoms#nuru vat7k#yong vat7k#donella vat7k#ulla vat7k#cyrus vat7k#varigo#they can get their freak on if they want ok
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i just randomly felt like doing a render since i havent done those frequently at all this year www and who else would it be of if not yuu
#re:kinder#fanart#yuuichi mizuoka#my art#i just really wanted to draw yuu and even though i have a lot of wips and visions i didnt feel like executing them just yet#i wanted something a bit more mindless for my brain to do and i remembered i have the ability to do renders#i used to do em like. A LOT around when i was 14 to 15??? like before i really started posting frequently here#and before the fibromyalgia randomly kicked in mid 2022#since then i pretty much just indulged in staying in my comfort zone www since i couldnt do much#BUT NOW THAT IM ON MEDS I SIT DOWN AND I REMEMBER I CAN RENDER🫣🫣#like ive been drawing a lot all this time regardless but render render is a whole other patience thing render is fight for life#AND I DIDNT FEEL LIKE IT TILL NOW RANDOMLY SO. WE GET A PROPER YUU RENDER#i think ive done one once but it was experimental and a simple challenge mainly based on color rather than the render part#but no no it couldnt stay that way what kind of rekinder fan am i if i havent even done a proper render of it😢#i hope this makes sense i now realize i have no idea how people would interpret the term render#and I WILL DO MORE DEFINITELY i have visions okay i have. visions#wait no i have done another rekinder render actually it was a hiroto one i posted while i was trying to do daily rekinder drawing#but that was done on a 1-2 hour limit to be started and finished the same day SO IT DONT COUNT!!!!!
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I have long wanted to write a fic based on this image because it’s one of my absolute favorites:
And I have nothing else to say on the matter, not really, but I wanted to share it with y’all because I just. Look at them.
(Source!)
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lowkey wanna drop this post about ibuprofen vs naproxen (im a med student and i have a masters degree in pharmacology so those are my credentials xD).
(cw pharm mumbo-jumbo) buck's allergic to naproxen, which is a non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drug (NSAID). Ibuprofen is also an NSAID. these both are different in their mechanism of action, because ibuprofen is non-selective in blocking COX-1 and COX-2, and naproxen is selective for COX-1 only. this leads to some overlap, but not a lot in terms of allergic reactions. (there's like. a helluva lot of biochem involved in this so im not gonna go into it but basically, they're not the same drug)
now, some people will have you avoid NSAIDs altogether if you're allergic to one, particularly if you have a super adverse reaction to one. so if buck were to have severe reactions to naproxen like anaphylaxis, he probably should not be having ibuprofen just for the risk of another adverse reactions (and get an epi-pen dude).
however, we don't know what his allergic reaction is. if he has a milder reaction, like...maybe hives, GI upset, or something, he still might be able to take ibuprofen with no problem at all. and honestly, if he has ibuprofen in his own apartment, he probably can take it with no problem xD so...im so sorry, but it's not quite the plot hole or catch-all that you might think it is xD
#zee rambles#disclaimer this isn't to be like...against anyone or whatever#i was just tired of seeing the half-cocked posts re: nsaid allergies cause i don't play with medical misinformation#honestly the main reason i'm saying this is because there's probably real people in this fandom with nsaid allergies so. info post xD#i get it tho because for the longest time my parents wouldn't let us take tylenol and ibuprofen simultaneously#even tho they're completely different meds#and i think it's a very natural thing to just start dosing yourself weirdly when it comes to painkillers and never taking the proper dose#but that's why most of the time they don't work for you#im just tryna inform xD#use this degree etc etc#evan buckley
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Let yourself imagine established WrioChi having a winter walk and Childe starts a snowball fight. It gets heated and Wriothesley ends up getting full body tackled into the ice cold water, but, thanks to cryo vision user privilege, Childe is the only one who catches a cold from it all and has to be nursed back to health.
(Wriothesley has to threaten to hand him over to Sigewinne regularly because Childe keeps trying to give him his cold via kisses)
((Childe succeeds))
#he regrets it too because now he's stuck trying to nurse the least cooperative patient in the world#he and Sigewinne are tag teaming this man into recovery and it takes both of them pressuring him to get him to take a proper break#“you have a 40°C fever you need to REST.”#“what I NEED is to get this paperwork done so that rest is an option”#“Fine. I'm giving you 15 minutes. if you aren't done by then I'm dragging you out of this office by force.”#in the end Childe had to manhandle him into bed and coax meds down his throat with honeyed tea#Wriothesley is grumpy that it takes him a full week to recover from a cold that had Childe down for 2 days#genshin impact#wriothesley#childe#wriochi#wriothesley x childe#tartaglia#tarthesley#Wriothesley x Tartaglia#childe ajax tartaglia#Sigewinne#Sigewinne gives them both very long lectures about the contagious nature of the common cold#the look in her huge eyes says they're both on thin fucking ice and they better not do this shit again
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doc recently upped my anti depressants because it was Getting Bad™ so I've been on the increased dose for a week and wow it's crazy realising how depressed you were when you start being less depressed! like simple tasks don't weigh 3 tonnes and when ppl invite you to things you can actually say yes without feeling inside out? crazy. what a thing to realise how mentally ill you were/are huh!
#crazy to realise just how much your brain sucks#when i get proper adhd meds i reallt won't know myself in the best way i hope
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If anyone remembers all the dental work I needed done uhhhhhhh three years ago and never went back and ran away forever…I’m finally going back to a dentist on Thursday to restart the process and face my deep and utter abiding terror. And I also scheduled my COVID and flu vaccines for a couple hours later. And my psych appointment to restart meds.
I figured get it all done in one day, have my miserable immune reaction on Friday that I seem to always get with Moderna COVID shots, and then flee directly into the weekend and never be a person again except when I’m on and off crying. It’s going to be so kind to future me to get these things done and I can do it no matter how much I feel like I am constantly about to Actually Physically Die.
#you can see why I’m restarting meds#my brain is constantly convincing me that my teeth are about to actually finish rotting out of my mouth and I probably have an abscess#already that is going to give me a jaw or heart infection#which is VERY unlikely#and that my dog is deeply sick and I should rehome her and give her to someone who’ll take proper care of her and isn’t me#yadda yadda#it’s been fucking miserable#the only good part is 1) I’m going to get the worst part over with (starting the process) and#2) even if I completely flee and refuse to go back I’ll have one dental cleaning at least helping with plaque buildup and stuff#this is so fucking EMBARRASSING it’s all so EMBARASSING#it shouldn’t be this hard for me and I know it’s irrational#I’m just so scared because it’s so triggering for me for NO REASON and#I KNOW that this time when we get to the multiple fillings and at least one root canal and also my impacted wisdom teeth that it’ll be#different and I won’t go un-numb or if I do again they’ll have better checks in place for when I panic lie to their faces#but it doesn’t help#and I’m so sure they’re gonna tell me I need three or more root canals because I’ve waited way way too long#and I STILL can’t consistently keep up with brushing and flossing#which is the most embarassing and shameful thing in the world and I KNOW#but I’m scared shitless of all of it and it’s all a sensory nightmare!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway I’m not going to be okay later this week and I’m not particularly okay now#so if I’m not around online much#that’s why#but I’m happy news Aoife and I are having some lovely walks this week and she’s very cute and snuggly and we played tug a lot of times yest#*yesterday and she also stayed sniffing a bush while a bike went past two feet away#instead of getting startled and needing to hop or bark at it and then calm down#I’m so proud of her#and I wouldn’t be able to do this at all without my very kind partner who spearheaded scheduling the dentist (and researching places)#after my jaw pain nervous breakdown last week#health#personal
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Part 28 Unused Memes
#Fluent Freshman AU#Unused Memes#FF - Pt.28#I need it to be clear#GS likes Kevin#She just also isn't about to listen to advice from him about cooking#She finds him to be quite handsome and also quite sweet that he cares so much#but so HELP her#If he tries to talk about the importance of protein for proper healing ONE more time?#She will put sleeping meds in his protein shake#She's done wilder shit to get her Chicken to calm down#AFTG#AFTG AU#AFTG OC
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saw a post about projecting your ethnicity onto a character and started missing vespa ilkay. so so bad
#pov u grow up in a 3rd world country(/planet) where healthcare workers are exported by the thousands like cheap produce to richer countries#it's your ticket out of poverty as long as you can deal with the loneliness the separation from everyone you know the discrimination etc#ive never talked about my hc that vespas mother was one of them sending money every month visiting every couple of years until it just stop#like why return to the swamps when youre doing fine working on a richer planet w much better living conditions#cost of living rises every year. sending home a % of your salary used to be enough to support your husband and daughter and then it isnt#you know how it goes#vespa is also dead set on this path until ranga realizes that hemorrhaging healthcare workers leaves them with little to none of their own#students on scholarships or in community/state universities are bound by return service agreements and are forbidden to leave the country#until theyve rendered a few years of work on ranga to pay back their tuition + as a really shitty solution to the brain drain problem#this is real in my country btw but my professors say a lot of ppl do break their rsa's and fucked off to work in other countries LOL#our state unis can barely afford decent facilities they do nottt have the budget to chase down their own alumni in other countries!#but the mental image is a bit funny#vespa ilkays first crime: tinakasan ang rsa#i do also think it lines up with her having a network of med friends everywhere in the galaxy (heart of it all) you kind of go into pre/med#expecting most of your classmates to leave to work in other countries eventually. mine are aiming for the usa / uae / europe / japan etc#anyway whether vespa breaks her rsa or not she leaves ranga asap decides to switch careers and the rest is history#i also deeply love the fact that she's superstitious i'm very sad it wasn't highlighted more (i've only heard s1-3)#as someone who did grow up in a rural area and went to more albularyos/folk healers than doctors in my childhood. (they never failed me)#lots of folk illnesses (ex. balis; pasma) local medical superstitions (dont eat noodles in hospital; youll have a really toxic shift) etcc#theres also a lot of potential in tying her past as a rangian + med student + assassin to me idk how to word this properly#being raised on cautionary tales of not to touch/disturb anything in the swamps then being given free reign to poke & prod at things in her#lab classes (now with the proper ppe)....she was having so much fun with the curemother prime too lmao#years of walking hanging bridges docks boathouses in ranga etc gave her great balance & stealth#cracking open alien shellfish in the swamps to cutting open bodies for studying then for assassination....#I MISS HER SO MUCH BALIK KN SAKEN 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i get why most people + the canon focuses on her being an assassin bc people find that cooler i guess#but vespa being a swamp girl > 3rd world med student > assassin is so personal To Me. the whole pipeline. eugh.#skl.txt
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helathcare system plz...
#i am being shuffled back n forth between the 2 same phone numbers 2 try n get an appointment#cus We dont book the appointments The Other number does that Except We Also dont book the appointments the Previous number does that!#asdfgdhfj#receptionist just answered the phone with 'did they seriously just send u back here' :-) yes they did#i called one number who said i should call the other one#accidentally called the first one again after procrastinating calling(writing that just reminded me 2 take my meds lol)#who again told me to call the otehr number#only for them to try n send me 2 the first number cus the bookings are done through them#i get sent 2 them n they tell me the bookings are done through the previous number#they send me back#and now she put me on a waitlist for another call from a different number....#well see if i finally get a proper answer this time..#rambles
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when your pet's health is declining to a very worrying level but you can't go home until thursday because of schoolwork and distance :)
#the smiley face is sarcastic#i'm so stressed#he has arthritis already in all knees. plus vets think he was kept in a crate too long as a puppy and his back legs didn't develop properly#he's already had surgery for that a few years ago but my mum just sent me a video and none of his legs look great#but his back legs don't look stable at all#one of his front ones is turned out strangely but they look better#his back ones apparently keep giving out under him#he has a vet appointment tuesday#i'm hoping the vet can get a better look. he's already on meds and cortisone injections but they're not working really#but i'm hoping we can figure out what's actually going on#if anything and if we can fix his front legs then maybe a pet wheelchair could help?#i don't know. but just in the past couple days apparently he's continued to get worse#i'm hoping there's just anything else we can do so he can have proper quality of life. i'm really worried#vent tw
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"i can't believe this disabled person still laughs and smiles when in constant pain!!!"
well yeah. you kind of get used to it. also being in agony all the time and expressing that gets boring. especially when nothing is done or can be done about it. of course we're going to be doing things to distract ourselves and make ourselves happy. do abled people really think we just sit and wallow all the time and that those of us who smile and laugh are unicorns??????
#like i do wallow a lot lately but it really has nothing to do with my disease(s)#it has to do with how i'm treated BY DOCTORS AND MY OWN FAMILY NO LESS as a result of it#and like yeah sometimes i get suicidal bc i'm in so much pain#but again: that would be solved if i had proper meds#txt
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Goal by 12/31: Finish writing the Evacember piece so that I can still claim it's Evacember, I believe in me-
#sometimes one has to be their own cheerleader#I'm trying to prioritize myself in making sure I do things like try to get proper sleep and doing hygeine before priotiziing writing#since those are arguable more important#and will probably lead to more writing!#I did work on it today which is a huge plus#and I didn't get as distracted as I normally get today#I have been trying out ADHD meds which I like to believe/hope are working#It's really about just finding the best version of productivity that works for me#even if I don't do all the habits I'd like to do for the day#just doing baby steps is sometimes the best thing#the adhd struggle is real#perp rambles
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i thought dealing with migraines alone was bad because i can’t ask anyone for help but staying at my moms place over the holidays is making me realise that it’s actually worse when there’s other people around. i can’t just go make myself a huge bowl of rice and tuna mayo. or leave the dishes for whenever i’ve got the energy to deal with it. or demand people don’t make a single sound while i MAKE said huge bowl of rice and tuna mayo. how the hell is a guy meant to live like this
#took medication but that doesn’t really insta end my migraines#they were DAYS long unmedicated so it makes sense they still knock me out for a bit#gotta take my meds and then do nothing for the rest of the day (or like. a good while) and then get proper sleep if i’m just fucked#currently about two hours post-meds and the pain has mostly subsided. just woke up from a 90 minute on-and-off nap and am TERRIBLY nauseous#realistically the pain i’m having now is probably my self-suspected occipital/trigeminal neuralgia#so i should probably go take some paracetamol for that. unfortunately i just got back in bed#and i really don’t feel like going to all the bother of like. gettin up. getting meds. filling water bottle.#ah well
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ok so switched medications and now im less filled with hatred (^^)
#like idk if it's because of the strength or a different compound but this one is actually kinda working?#its to the point Im able to type rn without the pain kicking in#or well like the actual bad pain cuz rn it just feels similar to a tender bruise but that's still way better#no clue if it's actually going to fix the issue but either way made a docs appointment so getting that checked and hopefully a proper#prescription bc turns out the med i used before moving isn't sold here so im playing labrat until then#still kinda pissed that the first one i got recommended/sold turned out to have a secondary effect that is also one of the more serious#symptoms bc it's soooo fun to play 'did i tear a tendon or is it the fucking dexketoprofeno' with no warning! /sarcasm#anyways miss being able to draw more than a max of 10 mins or lately like 5 cuz i wanna create things soooo bad :(#zeph.rambles#tw vent#<- just in case cuz i was being kind of the complainer#and to clarify the reason why i switched is bc i had ran out of the other one this afternoon and this is the first dose of the new one#like at least now my fingers don't feel numb which... is absolutely an improvement and something that shouldn't have been an issue
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