#if anyone else is safe

[krystalwuzhere]

journal entry - october 8, 2023

The four of us are safe. Somehow everything happening over in that other world just up and poofed, as if whatever apocalypse just died or something. We were transported to a seemingly new earth with blue skies and... relative normalcy, though I'm not sure if anyone else is with us yet.

For now, our home is safe. It's a splitting image of the house I was living in for the past two years though, so at least it's comfy. And all my stuff came along with us.

That said, i really do miss everyone. It's oddly lonely around here now, even if we have each other. Hinata and I, Alais and Krystal.

I honestly don't remember anything that happened. Who knows maybe none of it happened. Or maybe we lost and this is just a horrible dream that i cant wake up from.

I will update as i learn more. Right now, we're currently riding our broomstick around Capital City. This place has changed since I left there for that war. And by change, I mean Full Moon Syndicate has basically taken over. Not even Solaire is seemingly present. I wish I brought a camera.

Anyway, this is all for now. If you have questions about everything, I'll try to answer, but right now we're just as confused as you guys are.

Until next time, this has been Luna, Krystal, ALAIS. and Hinata. Over and out.

[puppie-cub]

(IMPORTANT -

- DNI if your blog is NSFW/ABDL or any variation/dualcom, or if you interact with such content in a way that i can see from your blog - i will block you)

this is a self indulgent post nd what works for me a lot, but i hope it can maybe help others <3

affirmations for age regressors that grew up feeling guilty..

and still do

𓇼 first, try at taking a deep breath - like, a Reeeeal big one. inhale for 5 seconds - hold for 7 seconds - and exhale for 5 seconds. try to pay close attention to how it feels as the air fills your lungs and your torso stretches.

take as many deep breathes as you like.

(if youre thinking "taking deep breathes has never helped me before, this is stupid, i dont wanna do that" - thats okay, i get where youre coming from, but i really encourage you to try.)

𓇼 now you can repeat to yourself these statements:

𓆝 i didnt do anything wrong

𓆝 theres nothing to be ashamed of

𓆝 i am not hiding anything

𓆝 i am not a liar

𓆝 no one is upset with me

𓆝 there is not anything for anyone to 'find out'

𓆝 i am good

𓆝 i am trustworthy

𓆝 i am able to learn from my mistakes

𓆝 i am not in trouble

take time to mull over a statement if you find yourself stuck on it, or having trouble repeating it to yourself. let the words sit in your mind for as long as you like, then move on to the next one

you are okay <3

[lambmotifz]

going a bit insane thinking about how jared said “sam doesn’t use his brawn and size to save the day but he wants to restrain that power” and how there’s so many canon examples. how sam usually tries to be smaller and less intimidating because he doesn’t want to scare people who are not monsters and especially how he makes himself smaller when dean manhandles him or hugs him. sam has spent his whole life feeling like a freak and his very body makes him stand out. it’s almost like he doesn’t want to be in his body. his body only reaches it’s full potential when there’s someone else in it: the way possessed sam uses his body is the complete opposite of unpossessed sam’s body language. the way meg!sam uses his body strength to his advantage. the way lucifer!sam straightens. but sam wants to be in a smaller, softer, less intimidating body. he doesn’t want to catch people’s eyes. he wants to be small and unassuming and above all safe

[shorthaltsjester]

doing questionable things like rewatching a bard’s lament for “fun” and scanlan and vex you will always be famous. the fact that scanlan brings up that they’ve travelled across planes to fix vex’s daddy issues but then it’s vex’s daddy issues that ground her rebuttal to scanlan when she tells him to stop treating kaylie like an object. and god. vex’s “fuck him! fuck him for not saying anything sooner. and fuck us for not asking.” in the immediate aftermath, and then once she has time to put her walls back up, vex’s “my take-away from scanlan is that we all talk too much.”

the fact that vex was the one who made that comment that without his magic scanlan is just some guy but he’s also the some guy that vex spends the campaign looking up to (even if she does it through barbs and snark), the fact that when vex was fighting against saundor hearing things like “unproven ally” scanlan was all jokes until he realized how much vex believed what was being said to her. the fact that when scanlan comes back, it’s vex who literally sees through his disguise.

what do you mean scanlan was a deadbeat father who discovered a daughter that he did love but loved only as an object until vex called him out on it? what do you mean vex was a woman who struggled to forgive in part due to her crapshoot father and she was the first to forgive scanlan when he came back?

vex and scanlan also have such interesting interactions in terms of the balance of snark, silliness, and sincerity. it’s not uncommon from any characters of sam or laura’s since they are both silly little guys who also love drama and roasting each other especially when it comes to character rp, but as always it’s so dynamic when it’s the two of them bouncing off each other, especially when they’re doing so through scanlan and vex who are already bitchy characters (affectionate) with humour as a deflection method. but it’s a silly and deeply sincere moment when vex finally puts the witch hat scanlan gave her back on with his promise that he won’t run away from the final battle. it is one of my favourite laughable moments in c1 but it also reeks of sincerity when scanlan asks vex if she prefers planetar scanlan or normal scanlan and vex tells him he is fucking hot as a planetar, but she loves him like he was and he’s her favourite when he’s just himself.

like. they’re insane do you understand. the dawnfather asks vex to prove herself and scanlan turns her into a dragon to help her succeed, pelor asks vox machina what vex means to them and scanlan says she’s greedy and mean and the most perfect of them all. the knowing mistress asks scanlan to prove himself and vex escorts him on a broom he unlocked for her and then she picks an impossible lock for him, ioun tries to remind scanlan that his strength is the joy he provides to his friends and he makes a deflective quip that he’s really powerful and vex undercuts his deflection with a sincere assertion that he is. scanlan cast his last wish spell letting her see her brother on her wedding day. vex sent herself across the continent alone with her worry and grief while scanlan’s corpse lay awaiting resurrection to ensure that his daughter could be there to either bring him back or say goodbye.

they are the platonic chosen soulmates of all time to me. i make a post like this like once a year minimum and it’s because they Haunt me. both sam and laura said what if we made high charisma characters using their charisma as a shield and humour as a weapon and they saw through each other’s masks but they never explicitly talked about it to one another. good riddance to talks machina but i will never forget the episode post bard’s lament with laura and sam where sam revealed that vex was the only one who said anything that actually got through to scanlan and another episode where laura revealed that the reason vex was so angry and sad when scanlan left was that vex felt like her and scanlan had a unique bond where they were the only two who really saw one another’s masks for what they were. also laura providing the insight that while vex was actively working on being more forgiving, another reason she was so open and happy with scanlan when he came back was that vex didn’t want to scare him away again.

what am i supposed to do with all that? be normal about scanlan and vex? literally impossible

[chloesimaginationthings]

⭐️JOJOLANDS CHARMS RESTOCKED⭐️

[onethousand825days]

maybe it's the like npd/aspd but my brain automatically categorizes people into like little classes. like I meet a person and as I get to know them they get sorted. like there's a class for younger female sibling type friend, a class for older male person who I like but barely speak to, a class for doctors and medical professionals, a class for people my age who are like me, a class for people my age who are nothing like me, etc. and my brain has a predetermined set of mannerisms and vocabulary for interacting with each one

[manwiththemagic]

Sam Winchester is such an interesting character like wdym you didn't tell your family you were hallucinating Lucifer and getting tortured because you "had bigger fish to fry" had "more important things going on" HELLO??

and he legit never talks about the true extent of what happened until he briefly mentions smth to Rowena in like S12?? S13?? S14??, to make HER feel better bc Lucifer traumatized her too. (Not for 200 years but still. Yikes.)

"I saw his real face to. It's still haunts me." OR SMTH. AND THEN HE GOES ON TO SAY HE DIDN'T TELL ANYONE BC THE WORLD JUST KEPT ENDING, AND THAT IT'D "BEEN TOO MUCH TIME" SINCE THEN??? HELLO??

SAM WHAT ARE YOU DOING BRO.

[1v31182m5]

[aishabellasbigblogofeverything]

I love it when women hate men. I love it when women are allowed to vent to each other about how horrible and creepy men are. I love it when women form friendships with and prioritize each other over relationships with men(whether they're attracted to them or not). I love it when women put men dni in their bios and on their nude photos and on posts on their blogs. I love it when women refuse to mollycoddle and accommodate entitled male feelings with "but this doesn't mean I hate all men, I know a few men who are great, I love my father/sons/brothers/uncles/male cousins/guy friends" I love it when women complain about men WITHOUT "not all men" being a disclaimer. I love it when women avoid socializing with/refuse to be around/befriend/get close to men because they know men can't be trusted. I love it when women make "kill all men" jokes. I love it when women offer absolutely no concern or care for men's feelings and if their misandry offends men whatsoever because why should we, men are the oppressor class who have raped and killed and abused us and kept us as subjugated as second-class citizens for millennia, they regularly mistreat us and the women in their own marginalized communities still every single day and make this world so much harder and more awful for us to be in, and if we choose to hate them and not spare them any sympathy then so be it, and I don't just mean "men as a class" either, you can be a woman who doesn't want to have anything to do with any man on an individual basis and completely cuts off men from her personal life too and ykw I will love and fucking support you in that because men deserve absolutely NOTHING from us. If they're so tough and strong then they can handle it just like they can handle being lonely. If you are a woman who hates men, ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE A LESBIAN AND/OR A TRANS WOMAN, then just know that I love you. I love you, I support you, and you are safe here.

[candyscozycorner]

agere community, PLEASE please remember to tag flashing or strobing lights, pulsing gifs, etc. if you don't know if it would effect someone with epilepsy or migraines, tag it anyways just to be safe. these conditions are not jokes, and the resulting effects from seeing these things can be harmful.

if someone asks you to tag something with flashing/pulsing, do it.

this community focuses on acceptance, and epileptic / otherwise photosensitive regressors exist and want to rb agere content too! we want to be able to interact with posts and indulge in our safe space too

[redr0sewrites]

i will forever defend these two- NOT to start discourse but they are both so heavily mischaracterized by the fandom its INSANE like omg yes they are flawed but they are also trying their best PLEASE leave them alone 🙏🙏🙏

as usual im yapping in the tags if anyone cares

[lastlifesmp]

Moment from Scott's latest SOS stream, and I had to save this clip because Sausage wasn't even live??? He was just in there, ya know, practicing,,,

[Transcript Under Cut]

Scott: Does that make sense? Oh hi. Hi Sausage.

Sausage: Oh hi I'm just practicing! Don't worry.

Scott: That's fine I'm just here for some potions.

Sausage: Yeah I just made some.... they're free.

Scott: They're free?

Sausage: Yeah, as long as you tip me one diamond.

Scott: Okay sure here.

Sausage: Thank you.

Scott: I was gonna pay for it anyway so, there you go.

Sausage: Ah sweet. Thank you so much-

Scott: You're welcome.

Sausage: I've been working so hard!

Scott: Well you've been doing great.

Sausage: Thank you. I'm like a little angel.

Scott: You know what? You can even have, a second one. There you go.

Sausage: Oh! Ohohoh! Thank you very much! Oh, it feels so good! Appreciated!

Scott: You're welcome! Enjoy!

Sausage: Ah thanks.

Scott [muted]: It's the way it's very in character for Sausage to just-

Sausage [muffled]: Oh I think I pulled a muscle.

Scott [muted]: -to just, to just do that. Like... that would make sense.

[cloud-the-forgotten]

Siffrin but while he's incredibly touch-starved he's ALSO bitey.

He gives you a hug and then bites you affectionately. If you try to touch them and they don't want to be touched/aren't expecting it/don't like you he bites you.

Isabeau and Siffrin sitting next to each other and Siffrin leans over and bites Isabeau's arm.

Siffrin constantly needing to have something crunchy/chewy in their mouth because nom nom bitey biting nice feeling or else they will chew on something inedible (clothes, hair, pencil, etc.).

Siffrin biting his pillow in his sleep.

Siffrin getting so fed up with the King during one of the loops that they find a gap in the King's armor and bite him.

Do you see the vision. Can you see where I'm going with this. Bitey Siffrin. Bites you bites you bites-

[bitchslapblastoids]

It was more than just romantic. It was more than just romantic. It was more than just romantic.

This is someone that genuinely liked me. This is someone that genuinely liked me. This is someone that genuinely liked me.

I trusted them.

And for the first time since I was a tiny child, I actually felt safe. And for the first time since I was a tiny child, I actually felt safe. And for the first time since I was a tiny child, I actually felt safe. And for the first time since I was a tiny child, I actually felt safe.

[bigmoon-is-bigwife]

Ros mentioned she's nervous about telling Sneeg about her leaving the faction because she's worried that he would be mad at her. Which is crazy. I think Sneeg would be very upset about it but for the complete opposite reason: That Ros feels forced out of a castle she built.

Ros just truly doesn't understand how much people care about her and want her to succeed and be happy it's so fucking sad. At least she's telling Clown about it. I genuinely thought she wasn't going to tell anyone unless directly asked.

[rapidhighway]

the way I was introduced to dc was teen titans in which nobody ever uses their secret identity ever. They never use their names, only their pseudonyms and that has stuck with me for some reason. Idek if they know what Robin looks like. Robin is Robin, Starfire is Starfire. Stop calling him dick grayson stop deadnaming him