hadaldemon

[hadaldemon]

would you pretry please draw giant Shmilk giving us a smooch on top of the head

POV: You lost hide and seek and now you have to pay the kiss tax

Barrage of kisses incoming!

[hadaldemon]

OK, it's time for a pinned post

Hi, this is my sft blog, here I post/reblog things that I consider that are "safe" enough, but I may post/reblog things that may be a little darker like yandere content for example.

Currently suffering of Shadow Milk Cookie brainrot lol.

My art style may fluctuate because I'm still learning. I do not take requests mainly because I'm very slow but if you send an ask I will try to make a drawing for it if anything comes to mind.

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ASKS CLOSED: I'm closing asks because having them sitting in my inbox is giving me anxiety, even tho I don't have many but seeing them pile up makes me anxious. I'm still trying to finish them but at this rate I would never finish if I keep them open, I'm sorry. Thank you for being interested in my content enough to want to send an ask.

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I have a nsft blog where I may post things that I think it may be risky to be considered sft, 🔞minors do not interact🔞: @hadaldemon-nsft. I may reblog here posts that I consider that are pretty safe from the nsft blog .

Thank you for reading, hope you enjoy the content here. Comments are greatly appreciated.

[hadaldemon]

Okay okay, but even BEFORE the marriage, did Candy Apple Cookie TRIED to make us disappear out of jealousy ??

Oh yeah, she is very jealous of you since you waltzed your way into Shadow Milk's heart as easily as if it were your second nature. So, of course, she is gonna try to get rid of you on multiples occasions.

Emphasis on TRY

Whole thing:

Referencing this post (ig?):

[hadaldemon]

Reminded me of this scene of Far Cry 3, idk why (it's not even the same vibe ig... sorry)

"Shoot, Y/N Cookie. Go on."

[hadaldemon]

The poor thang... how can someone be mean to this thang?

(he jelly)

edited:

next day I found out that someone made a plushie!!! AAAAHH I want 20!!

from here

I would never hurt baby shmilk

[hadaldemon]

I'm sorry the way you draw shadow milk and his other variants are so cute! I just want squeeze their cheeks

Quick! Go squeeze this one while you can!

[hadaldemon]

what is that thang? what is that poor thang?! it's making me sad. this poor thing that has no idea how the world works 😭

He looks so... I don't have the heart to be mean to that thang *sobs*

it's a mini game and you can find it here

I would never hurt baby shmilk

[hadaldemon]

Ah yes, an example of the courting rituals of wild beasts and the role of colors

(I'm sorry because this is so stoopid but this is what popped in my mind I couldn't help myself 😭)

Shmilk being into the reader looks like this half the time

[hadaldemon]

second one with texture <3

Chapter 20...AAAAGGHRHRHRJRKTM

Here you go @linaharenstuff ask you shall receive owjzodckdmdnd (not exactly a sketch, but I did do this on my sketchbook first before drawing it digitally, felt like I had to)

rambling:

Okay so, originally I was supposed to only send this one without any shading but I got so into it that I freakin' locked in, in my mind at the time I was not feeling up with this result it felt empty so I added some shadows and stuff but little to more, it ended up being the one on top LMAO (never again, probably)

I made this like about two months ago lmao kwsybsishmd

Anyways hope y'all like it <3

I have more in store, I'll post it later this time it's the ones from my sketchbook ehhehhehe

[hadaldemon]

I was inspired by @stell9988's way of designing their prof Shadow Milk (or Sage of Truth?) that I decided to draw him in my own style :D

[hadaldemon]

fluff sketch before comic update will prob color this later

[hadaldemon]

Do we...do we get to see the kid's reaction to the marriage?

(Black Sapphire and Candy Apple)

um...

well... let's say it's mixed

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[hadaldemon]

Be cringe and be free! As long as you have fun and harm no one That’s what’s important, you draw whatever makes you happy ^__^

Thank you but... that's the thing... I'm starting to not having fun with this... I'll be honest, posting my drawings online have been... a little bit disappointing... but that's a "me" problem.

I just keep thinking on and on "what's wrong with my drawings?" and "maybe I'm too old to be drawing now" and it's siphoning the joy outta me. Just... god... I wish I could throw away my brain sometimes...

I just want to keep drawing, to keep practicing, it has been so long for me without any motivation to draw anything. I have always wanted to do it but... never bothered to before until now that I have found crk and shadow milk and I don't want to stop! I still want to do things! Shadow Milk literally made me pick up the pen again! I'm so thankful that he exists and that I have found him! I don't wanna go back to not have motivation to draw!

[hadaldemon]

Yes, I would merry<3 Lemme kiss! X3

k, now I declare you wife/husband and spouse lol

From this:

[hadaldemon]

Just asking, would shadow milk ACTUALLY protect us if we ever got bullied ?? 'Cauz, I almost bullied at school everyday so.... I wonder if you could draw it... and comfort us please ?....

(drawings included)

tw/cw: mentions of bullying

oh... I'm so sorry, that's so awful. In school no less! I really wonder sometimes what happens in a bully's mind to have the impulse to do what they do... Geez... I sincerely don't know what to say... that can be so messy and so hard to solve but I really hope you are okay besides that.

There must be a teacher or someone that have already noticed if that happens daily. I know it doesn't always work but I think it's worth a try to tell what's happening to a teacher?

I think Shadow Milk wouldn't be very good at comforting, but he would really try! He would start with what he knows to do best: distracting and silly magical party tricks, trying to cheer you up and keep your mind from wandering and reliving those awful experiences now that you're safe with him.

But maybe that doesn't work...

In that case he would envelop you in a cocoon-like-hug, bury your head in his fluffy ruffles and hold you for as long as you need and more. (look, it may look silly but bear with me)

Although, let's not forget he is a villain... a sadistic and manipulative one.

I believe his form of protection, as twisted as it sounds, would be orchestrating everything from the shadows, turning the whole school into his playground.

You may know he is around, maybe not, but either way you won't have to worry about them anymore. He is gonna make sure to choreograph the whole place so them wouldn't be able to reach you by any means: distractions, illusions, distortion of space and time, authoritarian figures getting in their way, his own minions intercepting them, he himself confronting them, etc. He is not sparing any trick.

At first, I think he would infiltrate the school as a teacher, despite not wanting to get back to that role. To be a disciplinarian figure conveniently and strategically placed so they wouldn't be able to do anything to you, get them expelled and, maybe, ruin their opportunities for the future. Although, I think that would be a way too quick and clean to get rid of them for him.

Maybe it would suit him better to infiltrate the school as a student, you know, to get down to their level just to mock them as he easily gets the upper hand about the whole thing so fast. How ironic it would be to start spreading nasty rumors, suggest such young minds and flip the whole situation against them so they get bullied instead? Such a poetic eye-for-an-eye.

Either way, his ways are not very righteous, he won't be merciful and I don't condone them but they are effective and I can guarantee that, at the end, you won't have to worry about them anymore.

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Sorry if this is not what you expected and turned this into a bit of a drabble, I couldn't come up with anything else. I hope this cheers you up at least a bit.

[hadaldemon]

https://www.tumblr.com/hadaldemon/790084313564807168/reference-under-the-cut

suddenly i’m black forest cookie imma be the sacrificial bride she deserves

You still have to carry her tho, good luck doing that in a dress while she is kissing up your neck!

[hadaldemon]

hmmmm tempted to get one Shadow Milk just to have some official merchandise but... idk... why i feel disappointed? looks a little bit plain for a figurine...