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Today, my wife was drawing with chalk and said, "well, back to my cave drawing!"

I hope you know that it’s always this

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ACT UP, 1990

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I wasn’t crazy about this piece so I wasn’t intending on publicly posting it again, but it keeps getting stolen every five minutes so I figured I’d put it here so people at least know who to attribute the original thing to lmao

[Digital illustration, Procreate App, 2020]

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me: every time my back pain flares up i feel like an 80 year old woman

80 year old woman: every time my back pain flares up i feel like a 22yo transsexual on the internet

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The way I genuinely wish I was a better person for y'all sooner... My life is fucky and I'm just so tired. I cannot handle anymore grief and yet here I am, considering being the next cause of it for the very few people who I know will not be able to accept me not existing. I cannot put into words how very much exhausted I am and how tired I am of existing. I am currently safe, I do not have the energy to attempt. But my mind is making my life, my relationship, a struggle and I would like to be out of pain, both physically and mentally. I don't know if I'll ever be good enough for my wife. My memory is a lot worse than I thought it could be and I'm only 28. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't put into words how much the past 2ish months have been the worst, even with my wife here. I haven't been able to see anything good happening. I feel the absolute worst and it's majority of it my own fault.

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I'll probably edit this and add more on once I can think somewhat easier but I honestly don't deserve y'all at all.

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Source: poeticalphotos

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Actually, yeah my siblings do and they embarrass me about it any chance they remember.

y’all ever remember something extremely embarrassing and just feel horrible about it

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Sometimes I feel sickened to my core that I actually exist

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tiktok refugees i believe you are few but it is VITAL that you know on tumblr you can speak freely. kill. die. sex. fuck. you can say things here

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Goodbye.

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I don't have an age that wasn't trauma filled, so no I wouldn't want to.

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