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ACT UP, 1990

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I wasn’t crazy about this piece so I wasn’t intending on publicly posting it again, but it keeps getting stolen every five minutes so I figured I’d put it here so people at least know who to attribute the original thing to lmao

[Digital illustration, Procreate App, 2020]

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me: every time my back pain flares up i feel like an 80 year old woman

80 year old woman: every time my back pain flares up i feel like a 22yo transsexual on the internet

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The way I genuinely wish I was a better person for y'all sooner... My life is fucky and I'm just so tired. I cannot handle anymore grief and yet here I am, considering being the next cause of it for the very few people who I know will not be able to accept me not existing. I cannot put into words how very much exhausted I am and how tired I am of existing. I am currently safe, I do not have the energy to attempt. But my mind is making my life, my relationship, a struggle and I would like to be out of pain, both physically and mentally. I don't know if I'll ever be good enough for my wife. My memory is a lot worse than I thought it could be and I'm only 28. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't put into words how much the past 2ish months have been the worst, even with my wife here. I haven't been able to see anything good happening. I feel the absolute worst and it's majority of it my own fault.

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I'll probably edit this and add more on once I can think somewhat easier but I honestly don't deserve y'all at all.

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Source: poeticalphotos

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Actually, yeah my siblings do and they embarrass me about it any chance they remember.

y’all ever remember something extremely embarrassing and just feel horrible about it

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Sometimes I feel sickened to my core that I actually exist

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tiktok refugees i believe you are few but it is VITAL that you know on tumblr you can speak freely. kill. die. sex. fuck. you can say things here

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Goodbye.

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I don't have an age that wasn't trauma filled, so no I wouldn't want to.

We ask your questions anonymously so you don’t have to! Submissions are open on the 1st and 15th of the month.

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Not just homeless! Give to anyone who asks, if you're able to! But give without the idea of the money still being yours after you give it. That money is no longer yours when you send it or give it. It is that person's own money to do with how they need.

On that note, if possible at all, please help me if you can. I've been struggling worse and worse with having enough money to get enough food and snacks and drinks for my blood sugar to stay up.

If you can't help, it's totally fine. Just please pass this on so maybe another person who sees this might be able to help.

I'm not homeless but I am disabled and poor and diabetic. I don't get disability approved for a bit or else I wouldn't even need to ask.

I also have Chime and Venmo with the same handle as PayPal.

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For me this was caused by my ex in 2015 and 2017. I realized in 2023 how bad my body was still affected by it, as even though my mind is over everything that my ex did, my body still isn't.

We all know what erectile dysfunction is but literally no one is ever taught what vaginismus is and it can cause people to feel extremely lost, broken, and cause people to take their own lives. Raise. Awareness.