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“Was it the hair or the eyes?”
“Ah, Harry. I would know you blind.”
- Harry & Voldemort, your fingers seek mine, Chapter 1
#if I already sent this I'm sorry#your fingers seek mine#i think I'll start this fic first after I finish nynn#just send the first chapter#cry my eyes out#it's good for the soul#harrymort#female harry potter#snippets
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Reasons I am John Marston:
-can't swim
-have been bitten in the face by a wolf (hybrid)
-stupid
#sorry to my friends that i sent this to already but i was thinking lmao#this is why I'm not allowed to think#rdr#rdr2#john marston#blair grumbles
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Doodle of BnuyEiko in that one Cinnamoroll x Miku collab hairstyle trend in MS Paint
Sorry for going missing I was just trying to survive life and my impending doom (assignment due this friday but not anymore now I guess)
#the layers update is the greatest thing ever#edu lore but when I was little I drew so much on MS Paint#so it's nostalgic#little doodle to make up for my not posting for a bit#sorry :(#I really wanted to draw bnuyeiko in this hairstyle tho I thought she'd be perfect bc she has the ears like Cinna already and everything#I also have a few asks piled up so I'm really sorry to everyone who sent me stuff :( I'll get to it as soon as I can#thank you for sending them tho#I always appreciate it <33#sorry for yapping anyways#oc#oc eiko#adagiorii oc#original character#oc art#art#oc artist#oc artwork#artists on tumblr#digital art#original art#my art#my oc#my oc stuff
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Trick or Treat? 💀🍫
Happy Halloween 🎃
I'm sorry this took so long!! Hopefully wishing you a happy Halloween when Halloween is already over will not attract any evil spirits to me... Though that'd be kinda cool
Here's a WIP:
Dandelions. They were surrounded by dandelions.
They were a common enough weed. They were virtually everywhere, not even London's concrete and filth being able to stop their growth. After a few months, he didn't feel like crying every time he saw one. Or, well, he felt like crying, but he didn't, and that was progress.
Charles looked around with an urgency that suggested he was trying to spot a threat, but his shoulders fell when he understood. Edwin noticed his friend's hand on his back, soothingly going up and down, but he still felt paralyzed.
“Sorry, mate. I miss her too,” he said.
Of course he did. Sometimes it felt to Edwin like Charles remained on Earth simply by the force with which he missed things. Food and murderous friends and terrible parents. When Edwin was dragged to the Doll House for the second –millionth– time, a part of him found it within himself to worry about what his absence might do to this boy. Still, Charles and Niko hadn't been close. Not the way Charles had been close to Crystal. Not the way Edwin had been close to Niko. Charles would be able to move on from this loss, but, for once, Edwin was unsure of his ability to follow.
Some things simply wouldn't happen, even if they had an eternity.
#ask ask ask#dead boy detectives#payneland#edwin x charles#wip#I'm sorry you sent that when I was already asleep D:#timezones are funny like that#i didn't really reread this one since I wrote it so hopefully it makes sense#if not uh... oops
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Had an older lady on the phone who said that tv show actor Oliver Stark was sending her money for her bills. She then got very angry we wouldn't turn her online banking back on after she gave out her info to this very legitimate person, whom shes been talking to for a year and a half now, so he could definitely send her money.
I've never had someone guilt trip me about not letting her get scammed, but boy howdy did it sure happen today.
#jacq life#ma'am I looked into your account history#in like three days you took out like 8k in cash and them paypaled 4k more#no you cant continue to be taken for a ride by some guy pretending to be a tv actor#I kind of think she was unconsciously aware this was wrong cause when I started asking her about it#she immediately was like 'oh this is nothing illegal! its nothing illegal at all I swear!'#but she did spend three minutes giving me the business about her bills and her upcoming surgery and how shes going to close her account#I'm sorry all this is happening to you but giving your account info to a scammer is NOT GOING TO MAKE IT BETTER.#ESPECIALLY AFTER YOU SENT HIM 13K IN MONEY ALREADY#hope the next bank she goes to is also diligent about this#so she can figure out what's actually happening to her
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Hii I love your head canons for Loustat. Is there any about them that you've written with the romantic things they say and do for each other? Thank youu
Thank you!! I have a lot of this scattered through my head canon tag, but I can definitely do some more!! Those fucking books have me in a chokehold no matter how long I'm away from Tumblr
Mentioned previously (and I have another ask about it) but Lestat is a nickname guy. The sillier they are the more he actually wants to be earnest but is emotionally constipated
Louis is not a nickname user most of the time but when he does call Lestat something mushy it's like a stand-offish cat rubbing on your legs and purring as they walk by
Lestat is still a gift giver, but instead of giving Louis mindless, expensive, impersonal gifts that just piss him off, he's much more thoughtful now. He brings Louis lots of little tokens from his jaunts into town like books of puzzles (his husband is an old man who does sudoku and crosswords in bed), flowers from street vendors (whatever's white, fragrant, and in bloom) so he always has some for his desk, or whatever Lestat caught him looking at in a shop window that was too frivolous for Louis to justify buying for himself. Sometimes fancy clothes and jewelry still show up, but Louis doesn't mind those now because it's genuine
When he has the time, Louis is a serial letter writer and note-leaver. Lestat finds them stuck to the mirror, tucked in his coat pockets to find, under his pillow, tucked into his notebooks, or anywhere else Louis thinks he'll find them.
When Louis' busy or in the depression hole, Lestat will bring him take-out. It's not hard to lure an unsuspecting human through the front door when you're Lestat and he has a very strong "cat leaving a twitching bird on your pillow" instinct. Later on in their relationship, Lestat is better at verbalizing genuine emotion, but he's still partial to showing his love rather than saying it.
They're both a little weird about vulnerability, so they usually whisper their most "embarrassing" and undignified admissions of love and appreciation in bed just before sunrise when they can't see each other's faces.
They aren't always restrained by that though, especially after a lot of happy years, and Louis tends to get ambushed and bombarded by affection when he first shows his face in the evening or after being away/busy for any extended period of time (longer than an hour or two)
There are two armchairs in the living room, but they really only need one because they're either piled into one together or next to each other on the sofa. It's an unspoken rule that if the other comes into the room they get a lap invitation. If they're in separate chairs, it means they fought
Lestat is very touchy-feely and Louis is very stressed about everything all the time (neurotic little dog syndrome), so he gets lots of back rubs and hair petting to keep him calm. In return, Louis has largely gotten over his PDA hangup and will always hold Lestat's hand (and even initiate it) when he gets Lestatty
#sorry to everyone who sent me asks forever ago like this one i swear i'm trying#um i have lots more but they're already in my fics so i tried to come up with mostly new ones#answered#vc#hc tag#otp: do you love me now?#loustat
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your chara means so so so much to me you have no clue. we have an alter that heavily identifies with chara & your art gives them so much comfort. we wanna take that little creature out of the screen and hug them. lots of love, and support. love your art style so much. thank you :]]
I'm really really glad to hear that, knowing my art is meaningful to somebody makes me so unbelievably happy. Thank you so much for such a lovely message! I hope you're having a great day/night. :)
#ask#dulcetcolors#like drawing makes me really happy already and then i get nice messages from people#and I'm like omg...... peace and love on planet earth.... i can make other people happy with my art too......#i don't know sorry i just really love it. so much positivity!#at everyone who has ever sent me a nice message: i need you to know that i love and appreciate you you're cool
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I really can't help but wonder what anon even expected or desired as a response
Either i respond publicly and with a 'yes and?'
I respond publicly saying 'idk what you're talking about' and prompt people to look up my name and twitter(which is how other people have found my nsfw twitter in the past because my name is on it) and find out(assuming i don't lock it but even then i'm sure there's proof of it somewhere--I know some anti briefly put my nsfw twitter in a tiktok at some point but the only thing that came of that was someone warning me it had been put in a tiktok) and idk people unfollow if they're uncomfortable i guess?
Or i ignore the ask and they get nothing or maybe keep badgering me or idk make a public callout i guess???
Like i really don't know what the end goal was with sending me an ask about something i'm very obviously public about in some capacity. If i was trying to hide it the twitter account would have been locked. Not to mention my pinned wouldn't explicitly warn for things i don't even post about on here just for the sake of making sure people know they might not be comfortable around me.
I REALLY DON'T GET IT LMAO AND THEN THEY SENT ME ANOTHER ASK WHEN I SHRUGGED IT OFF LIKE IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WHY NOT JUST BLOCK ME I wish I could understand the mindset of people like this. What were you hoping to accomplish or see. Tell me anon i wanna know i wanna understand or is kinkshaming just your kink
#danie yells at anons#danie yells at existence#JUST I KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT. WHAT A POINTLESS THING TO DO. ESPECIALLY IF YOU LOOK AROUND FOR LONGER THAN TWO MINUTES#YOU GOT TWO TWEETS INTO A TWITTER ACCOUNT WITH MY NAME ON IT AND WENT 'IM GONNA CALL YOU OUT ON THIS' ON WHAT THE RED FLAG I WEAR AS A CAPE?#i just. i have so many questions! where eas that supposed to go was it just a vent? did they not think that hard about it?? did they think#they wouldn't have made it that far lol#the fact that they sent me this ask and then basically went quiet when i was clearly unbothered makes me think i just gave an unsatisfying#response. sorry i'm idk not afraid of being weird on the internet i guess. not actually sorry i'm just like. genuinely curious about the idk#ecpectation they had there. it's been like 5 hours and i'm still thinking about this. like. genuinely. where was that supposed to go. people#here already have me blocked for this stuff you realize. that's why it's there. people i've never spoken to in my life have me blocked over#things like this which is awesome because they are protecting their peace and mine#just. idk. i like to understand people. and it just keeps coming back to me that there was no way for them to win this. maybe they realized#i hope they've got some new perspective and move on peacefully either way lmao. block me or mute me or whatever helps them.
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'solitude'
(hi! this is a prompt fill that i'm doing, and i decided to do all three prompts that @fishwear sent, so!! thank u for the prompts btw!)
prompt list here
1. slow dancing x ronance
“How many records do you own, Robin?” Nancy asks, sifting through the crate.
Robin scratches the back of her neck. “Probably too many. I stand by the fact that records are the superior music format.”
Nancy snorts, rolling her eyes. Robin grins.
They’re silent a moment, going through Robin’s collection, before her eyes fall onto a certain record.
She pulls it from the box and looks at Robin skeptically. “Billie Holiday?”
Sitting next to her like this, Nancy can see the pink that blooms through Robin’s cheeks.
It’s pretty.
(She’s pretty. Nancy likes making Robin blush.
You see, Nancy came to the realization not too long ago that she does, in fact, like girls. And, though she’ll never admit it, Robin is the one who made her realize this, even though she’s pretty sure she’s had crushes on girls before Robin.
Oh yeah, and Nancy’s got a big fat crush on Robin.
No big deal.
Except Nancy’s been trying to make a move for weeks. Dropping hints that she knows Robin should’ve picked up. The only conclusion Nancy’s come to is this:
Robin will not make the first move.
So you know, that’s an extra dash of torture to the whole situation.)
“Yeah,” Robin sighs, running a hand through her hair, “one of the best jazz singers like, ever. Seriously. Her music just has so much emotion, like, infused into it.”
Robin’s getting excited, the way she does whenever she talks about, well, anything that she has an interest in. That sparkle in her eye and the curve of her lips and the way she talks with her hands; Nancy can tell she was fully prepared to be ridiculed for it.
“Well,” Nancy says, handing her the record, “put it on. I wanna listen to it.”
“Wait, really?”
Nancy nods, smiling. Robin slips the record out, onto the turntable, and gently drops the needle.
The speakers crackle to life, a soft piano melody bleeding through, the crooning voice of Billie Holiday flooding the surrounding room.
It’s nice.
Nancy has to admit, it’s a really good record, but there’s something… missing about it. They’re both too rigid. Robin’s too nervous that Nancy will make fun of her, which she won’t, but even Nancy feels Robin’s nerves radiating off of her.
(Which… is a little unlike Robin. Usually she’s all snark with infuriating, sly smiles and inside jokes. Nancy’s only seen Robin nervous once, when she thought there was a possibility of rabies from the demo-bats.)
She’s up on her feet, and it’s out of her mouth before it registers. “Sway with me?”
Robin stops. Leg no longer bouncing, cheeks reddening, and wide eyes staring back at Nancy. “Uh… what?”
Nancy’s brain finally catches up with the rest of her. She can feel the heat spreading on her face, blush now matching Robin’s, no doubt. Her mind begins listing every possible reason to back out, to step away from this and pretend like it never happened. To not get too close to her.
Screw that.
Ignoring her brain’s warnings, Nancy holds out her hand. “You heard me. Come on, it’ll be fun.”
“I can’t dance,” Robin protests.
“I’ll teach you. It’s easier than it looks, promise.” Nancy smiles, wiggling her fingers, trying to persuade Robin.
Robin sighs dramatically, letting her head hang. “Fine, but let me put on a different one.”
“You have multiple Billie Holiday records?”
Robin shrugs, “I like jazz.”
Because of course she does.
Nancy grabs Robin’s hand, intertwining their fingers, and pulls her close as the opening bars of ‘Solitude’ fill the room.
Robin’s cheeks burn a deeper shade of red, and this close, Nancy can count her freckles, creating mini-constellations out of them.
Robin sways rigidly, no rhythm and almost robotic motions, and Nancy knows it’s because she’s doing everything she can to not make Nancy uncomfortable.
Nancy pulls her impossibly closer, bodies flush against one another. “Is this okay?”
Robin jerks a nod.
Nancy leans her head against Robin’s chest. “Still okay?”
“Yeah,” Robin breathes, like she’d forgotten to breathe until Nancy asked. Nancy finds the rhythm again, swaying comfortably, listening to the jack rabbiting of Robin’s heart.
(Nancy silently thanks whatever higher power out there that Robin can’t hear her own heart hammering against her rib cage.)
After another song or two, Robin relaxes a bit, finding the rhythm and swaying along, no longer stiff and robotic. Nancy closes her eyes, the swaying almost hypnotic, lulling her into a strange sense of calm that she’s not felt in… well, she’s not sure if she’s ever felt like this.
Nancy doesn’t know the song, but Robin hums along freely now. She can feel the vibrations against Robin's chest, her heart still a bit fast, but not as erratic as it was two songs ago.
It’s odd, she notices, just how well they fit together.
(Nancy doesn’t believe in soulmates, and she knows Robin doesn’t either, but she finds it a little funny that they fit so well together. Like they were made for each other, and perhaps they were. Perhaps they weren’t, but Nancy wants to make it work. Wants to try, at least.)
She pulls away a moment, just to look at Robin.
Robin’s head tilts, and for a moment, it reminds Nancy of a confused puppy. It’s adorable, and a look she’s never really seen on Robin, either.
Her tongue darts out to wet her lips, like she wants to say something. Nancy stares at her lips before meeting Robin’s gaze. Robin swallows thickly. Whatever she had to say disappears, and it's back to Billie Holiday filling the silence between them.
And then,
The music stops.
Nancy reaches up to Robin’s face, tucking a strand of her hair behind her pierced ear, before cradling her jaw. Robin’s eyes search Nancy’s, flickering down to her lips, and back up again.
“Robin,” she murmurs, “can I kiss you?”
#ronance#robin buckley#nancy wheeler#sorry i changed it to billie holiday! i already had written something similar to this not too long ago and never posted it. so.#stranger things#my writing#my prompts#i'm working on the others and will compile them soon!!#and to the anon who sent the other two prompts: i am working on them as well!#also yes i'm ending it there hehe sorry!!
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really liking a past teacher makes me feel so stupid. like ohhh ahhh what if he stopped working at my high school and i'll never see him again??? shut upppppp
#melonposting#as it is i'm thinking to myself oh what's his class schedule like now? could i come to visit? would he be too busy? will he want to kill me#what do i do if i show up in his office and he isn't there? bash my head in with a rock? should i bash my head in with a rock right now#and he didn't respond to an email i sent 2 months ago so i'm like oh. okay. now i can't talk to you ever again i guess#(he probably just missed it like the normal human being he is)#i never even got to say goodbye to him! cuz i was too busy traipsing around the 8th floor with my friends. when i got back he'd already lef#is my last moment with him seriously gonna be him telling me to hang out with people my age???? you can't be serious#like in a panic i was asking him for life advice and he was being really sweet. but then the peanut gallery shows up to nab me#and i remember looking him in the face with so much hesitation. i did not want to leave the dinky little chair in his dinky little office#but he softly said i should go hang out with them... and ugh i know he was right and i'm glad i listened but it still pisses me off#i hate how he smiles and tells me things i know are true but don't want to hear!!!#sorry sorry sorry. i keep posting about my compsci professor. but i really am rather fond of him
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Just saw a post of someone snooping at the fics where their gifs are used (apparently you get a notif if someone does) in xreader fics and shitting on all of them and wow, new fear unlocked...
EDIT: reblogs are off because this is starting to breach containment, but dang, didn't know so many of y'all felt the same way. I'm happy to have found such welcoming people <3 Write or read your little hearts out.
#EDIT: also to the few people who posted/sent me their interactions with these types of people... yikes sorry y'all had to deal with that#not writing#I don't really use gifs in my stuff but like now I'm really only gonna use them from gif makers I know are chill with it lmao#vent#not really vent but in case someone doesn't want negative stuff on their dash#i already avoid the main tag because of this kinda stuff but like dear god some people are just rude for no reason
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if you could... describe aftg in 5 words
oh this is not as easy a question to answer as it should be akfhsdkf bc like. i could describe its plot, or my thoughts on it as a fan, or how it makes me feel, or just make a joke, or or or and bc idk why you're asking it makes it harder :'))
but let's see...
plot: gay sports mafia found family.
fan: drama, familiarity, trauma, comedy, home
feelings: love, understanding, chaos, joy, comfort
joke: you know, i get it-
(as you can see, i couldn't pick which one to go with, so choose whichever 5 words you want lmao)
#anyway the hard part is cus like. if you're already a fan then you KNOW it's plot#and i would go with either feelings or joke probably#if you aren't a fan you won't understand joke and maybe want the plot to see if you'd want to read it#in which case getting my feelings or thoughts on it could also help you decide#especially bc 'gay sports mafia' is something it has been described as OFTEN#and thus you wouldn't necessarily need ME to tell you that#anywya#i spent WAY TOO MUCH TIME thinking about this so ya know. i do hope you see this kshdfhsd#i know how it can be sending anon asks#especially if you don't follow the person you sent it to like MAN rememebring to check in and then scrolling the blog to find it????#so sorry i never shut up here#anyway if you ARE someone who hasn't read it yet and are interested; please feel free to reach out to me with any questions!!!#aftg contains a lot of potentially triggering material so it's good to have some understanding of what you're walking into!#(i did not but thankfully i'm not easily triggered by most things lmao but it still is nice to have that warning)#aftg#askers#anon#shh ac#also if you HAVE read it please appreciate my joke. i think im very funny.
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"Back by unpopular demand:"
"Us!"
#[*trips and falls to the ground like that one pepe frog meme but dramatically explodes into a million pieces instead* hi hi]#[i'll start by apologizing and thanking y'all for your patience bc wheew its been almost 2 months since my last post holy shittt]#[mental health along with intrusive thoughts and stuff have been absolute ass and still are right now]#[not gonna go into much detail bc i'm dealing with tons of bad stuff and negativity but yeah]#[at this point i aint even going to say 'im back!' bc everytime i do some even more terrible shit happens irl so naw]#[i also can't promise thread replies today bc i already know i'll likely not be able to finish any]#[but i will try to at least start working on some of them ;v;]#[other than that please feel free to send in stuff if you wish!]#[i haven't been around in so long that i feel completely rusty and out of the loop rn]#[but i think i'll start with the few asks i was unable to get to last time]#[if you guys who sent them see this: i'm sorry for the super looooong wait and thank you so much for your patience!!! <3]#[hope everyone's having a lovely day/night!!! <3]#;ic#(?#;ooc#(??#[the world will never truly know *x files music plays*]
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Concept: Ben 10 Alien Force AU where everything is the same except Kevin is just insanely passive-aggressive towards Ben for the entire duration of the series
“No worries Tennyson, I buried the hatchet ages ago! That bad blood between us? Water under the bridge! I mean, it’s not like you got me stranded in a prison dimension for five years and never bothered to try and rescue me or even check up on me or anything like that! Of course I’ll help you save your grandpa! After all, what kind of hero just leaves someone for dead in the hands of vicious aliens that proceed to inflict them with severe psychological damage that will take decades to fully heal?”
I feel as though that would be a whole lot more realistic of a thing to happen, especially as the Tennysons realistically react to Kevin's passive-aggression with their own Tennyson brand passive-aggressiveness, though it might not be the most enjoyable trio to watch, which would be basically the complete opposite of the previous trio of Ben, Gwen, and Grandpa Max-
Ben and Kevin would have more personal beef (something about stealing a way too high security unreleased but already boxed game vs making two trains crash into each other for free money), but Gwen never particularly liked Kevin in the first place way back when, so even if Ben and Kevin settle their differences with admitting what they had actually done wrong (probably fighting over the more petty shit or arguing about the worse shit they did), Gwen doesn't have much basis to forgive Kevin because ultimately she did not get involved. Which I mean I don't think would be that great to watch nor that great to create a team around, especially in the earlier more mystery focused side of AF-
And this is the obligatory mention of @kariachi for introducing the idea of the Ben, Gwen, and Argit trio- you can have passive-aggressive Kevin (and the Tennyson's appropriate responses to him) all you like if Kevin takes Argit's role and Argit fills in that missing main trio slot in his stead. Depending on where and how he's introduced you could totally have a fake-out trio of the Tennysons and Magister Labrid, you know, with the assumption that someone's filling out Max's 'experienced plumber' slot. Not sure how convincing that might be but oops, I did a little ramble lmao-
#ask#anonymous#kevin levin#ben tennyson#gwen tennyson#ben 10#don't mind me just thinking about argit- not a whole lot but it's something#i do realise that i kinda maybe vaguely forget to think about any form of team ben lmao#since a lot of my first thoughts about ben 10 are either my petrosapien ocs (they grow in number)#or the andromeda 5 of whom i like to pair with xenobiology and other worldbuilding#so i guess i'm sorry for going off topic but lmao if you've sent in an ask to ME i bet you already know that i ramble#gwen's stubborn and would probably either never come around to kevin on her team or take too much time to do so#and ben might be ultimately more forgiving as a teen than as a 10y/o but kevin's kevin#there might be a little sympathy there for the general 'sorry you got amalgamed that one time'#but like kevin dragged his 'not actually known' name through the dirt when it was just 1 to 1 transformations#let alone actually working with/for vilgax that one time#not that kevin doesn't have his own beefs of course- the null void is a horrible place to send folks as punishment#especially a distressed 11y/o who's not very human at the moment if he ever was (depends what floats your boat)#ultimately... though realistic- probably not the best working environment for a highbreed investigation
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one stupid thing about my brain latching onto felix like a terrier in kill mode is that I live with my favorite and one of my best DMs and he is constantly cooking me the most hearty and scrumptious meals but I'm still, against my own will, sitting on the floor white-knuckle gripping the lad while we both starve to fucking death
#we just started a new thing in ruins and justin is VIBRATING with excitement about it AND I'M JUST#IT'S SO STUPID. I'M SO MAD. I SHOULD BE VIBRATING WITH HIM. WE COULD BE ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH!! WE COULD BOTH BE HAVING FUN GOING INSANE!!!#WE'RE UNDERCOVER AT WIZARD SCHOOL HE SENT AUBREE TO WIZARD SCHOOL!! I AM SO EXCITED TO GO TO WIZARD SCHOOL!!!#AND I LOVE AUBREE SO MUCH AND I'M SO EXCITED FOR HER TO HAVE TO PRETEND TO HAVE SORCERY SHE CAN'T CONTROL YET! AT WIZARD SCHOOL!!!#AND YET!!!#my brain's like NOPE blorbometer's full. we're felixmaxxing sorry#[wailing and gnashing teeeeeth]#HHH. HHHHHH. HHHHHHHH#anyway my DM is FINALLY gonna talk to me tonight about backstory stuff and I'm ALREADY like [strained grimace of a smile] oh boyyy....#because I don't trust this man with backstories at all and it sucks really bad that I have to do this one With Him because of the way it is#but also I was up late last night doing Lad Homework [writing down things I'll wanna clarify; bulletpointing his personality n motivations]#and now I'm JUST.... AAAHHHH.... RRGGHHHH.... LOV MY SON..... GGRRAAUUGHHH#about me#husband#my OCs#felix#aubree
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Me panicking because i have 9 missed calls and 5 emails talking about my absence and how "a colleague could take over for me" vs. Me knowing it's really not that important no matter how pushy a client is and that on top of it I'm underpaid and have way to much overtime so i shouldn't even care
#i have 14 hours overtime#collected within 2 weeks lol#you know how it's apparently mandatory for companies in germany to have a way track employees working time? yeah we're#the only company in the whole fucking country who doesn't do that (obviously that's not true there's probably plenty more but it's#still not right.) so we don't get paid overtime nor does it get acknowledged in any way#so technically we're not allowed to even it out (which most people try to do anyway because tf do they think they are asking us to work for#free) but I'm dedicated to not collect any more unpaid working hours so i take the liberty to leave work early this week#so today i left at 12pm (and then got home 4 hours later because another person decided to kill themselves by train. they should call me#first. or anyone else taking the train. I'm sure there'd be plenty of volunteers to do the killing if it means not another miserable day#stuck in a disgusting train). and i logged in again at 6pm today to see if i have anything important messages (stupid i know)#and i saw the missed calls and that there had been an email exchange with me in the cc talking about the 'changes' made in one of the#articles and that someone else could do that for me since i couldn't be reached and at first i felt ashamed and scared#but now it's honestly just pissing me off. that asshole can't write emails and communicate requests like normal people can he#he already called me last week about something completely stupid and acts like his matters are the most important shit in the world#fuck you if you can't wait one day you should have sent this a month earlier because i won't stay online everyday#just to see if there might be an 'important' change you want me to make Immediately. bitch.#also missed two calls from my colleague but she didn't send any messages about what she wanted so i asked her because i felt bad for not#being online and turns out she wanted Nothing. just hear how i was. JUST TEXT ME THEN???? I HATE IT HERE FUCK YOU#seriously i don't get paid enough for this to bother me so much. she probably gets 12-15€ more than me per hour#of course she doesn't care about her overtime as much as i do. i get minimum wage which is less than what I'd get if i still worked at uni#as a student assistant so fuck this shit it's really not important or worth it. from now on i'll only put in minimum effort too#sorry got carried away. rant over now i guess#void screams#work stuff
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