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flowingredscale · 2 months ago

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i know most of u follow me for reasons entirely unrelated to my fics and ao3 and stuff but Man i am really debating either not posting anymore or taking down my stuff. idk its just like. rahhhh

#melee rambles #it feels so desolateee. posting work that you love and not knowing 90% of peoples thoughts on it #outside of maybe like kudos #which i appreciate too and i am always happy to see #but like. idk. i want to Hear what people think #an added number to the pile doesn’t tell me much more than 👍#like im thinking back to before i commented on fics like. wow those authors didn’t know i talked abt the fic with my friends and how much #i loved it. they didn’t know if i went back and reread it. they didn’t know if it made me feel anything at all reallu #and thats so sad!!! i always Always make sure to leave at least something when i read fics nkw #because they put that out there for everybody to read and as much as people wail when ao3 is down. like. do their fave authors even know #that they’re their favorite? do they even know that people are relying on their fics for comfort or anything???#idk. it makes me sad to think about #and it makes me sad to experience #so maybe i shoulddd jus t stop making myself sad #vaguely debating doing the same for my art sideblog but idk abt that yet

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sunnymainecoon · 2 months ago

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SOMETIMES Nightmare needs to indulge them in their mortal needs... to keep them functioning yk. But yk to be as lazy as possible just have them sleep together..

#I've been. thinking about wisps lately...#and errr yeh making new AU that I've wanted to make for like 2 years so yuh #sans au #utmv #undertale au #sanscest #if u want anyways #killer sans #horror sans #dust sans #murder time trio poly #murder time trio #like k said... if u want anyways.... doesn't haven to be ship...#UwU #comic #kind of anyways #I just started drawing killers bones for whatever reason and then just kept that idk what happened there #idk school makes me sad. I have school in like. 30 minutes😞😔

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ratbastarddotfuck · 1 month ago

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if you're a white person taking pleasure in the idea that Trump voters of colour are experiencing racist violence from white trumpers because "they got what's coming to them" I don't think you're anti-racist at all, I think you were just waiting for an acceptable target, and you're also fucking weird.

Bad Person Deserves Punishment For Their Sins give me a fucking break and get yourself out of the fucking catholic church. you're all prison abolitionists until you see someone you don't like.

#assholes still do not deserve to be victims of bigotry #people will crow this up and down until they find someone they think is a big enough asshole to really deserve it #watch your cognitive dissonance kids #i really am only speaking to white people here. as a white person.#POC can feel however they feel.#though i still don't think it's an appropriate sentiment to turn into Political Praxis there is of course a need to vent #like idk i don't find any marginalised suffering under fascism funny. i think it's fucking sad.#i think it is sad when right wing gay people experience homophobia and i think it is sad when right wing trans people experience transphobia #and when right wing disabled people experience ableism and when right wing women experience misogyny #leopards eating faces is funny when it's about like. rich people or misogynists or whatever it's.#do you understand that this is punching down?#why are we wasting our energy hoping for the victimisation of specific marginalised people #this would be a great time to do some outreach but instead everyone is just fucking MOCKING THEM #you're so fucking stupid you don't care about The Cause you care about Winning #this shit makes me furious.#have some compassion #the system speaks #USpol #Trump #racism #politics

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musubiki · 4 months ago

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.🖤🔄🤍.

#the cat witchs guild #the misc adventures of mochi and lime #tcwg #tmaomal #limochi #art #mochi #lime #ocs #original #PALETTE SWAP PALETTE SWAP PALETTE SWAP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ive been wanting to do this for so long....the m-34th purposely makes their uniforms white to be the anti-witch black color #and they both look DAMN FINE #limes def thinking abt how she looks like a bride #it took me a while to decide if i should also swap the gold #but the gold looks too good with the uniform...#i cant stop looking at this #ignore my sad excuse for crossed legs at this angle i gave up #hehe it reminds of an idea i have in beta about the m-34th letting witches off the hook post-ending #and changing their uniforms to black #idk if thats actually what happens but it would be wholesome for lime to come home in a black uniform #and mochi gets all emotional he looks so handsome #i just realized i messed up some of his uniform details #this is what i get for not looking at references for my own characters #also what i get for rushing a piece in 2 hours instead of taking my time #cat bow hat really fucks man #edit: i fixed the things that were bothering me hehe

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tubbytarchia · 11 months ago

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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional

#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian #joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans fanart #trafficblr #Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this #and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please #Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have #Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol #I love them so #oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying #but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy #Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea #tubby art

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doomedclockworkdotmp3 · 15 days ago

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exotic father takes nap with jar daughter

#my art #digital art #digital painting #fanart #resident evil 8 #resident evil village #ethan winters #should i tag rose. she is here. in jar form. i think ill refrain #i am workin on somethin with her but idk when or if ill finish that #i always struggle keepin loose drawings. loose. i usually end up gettin too into it and i end up really meh about it #so IM proud of myself for showin an amount of restraint #anyways thats the post i dont have much else to say. they make me so sad.

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spoopup · 4 months ago

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finished replaying ghost trick yesterday

#ghost trick #sissel #sissel ghost trick #ghost trick spoilers in the tags #gggrgrgrhrgrgrhfrthrhrgugrgrgrhrhdhrghrhrhrgrgrhrhrgrgrhrhrgrgrgrgrrhrhrgrgrgrhehrgergrgegehrhrhrhrhrgrgrhrhrhrrgrgrhrhfyrgrgrhrhhrhrgrhrh->#dhdhdhdbfydhdhfhffufdhfhfdhdhchffhfhfhdhdgegehdhdhdhdhdhdhdhfhehddbdhdhdhdhdhdhdhdhdh->#yomiel #yomiel ghost trick #they make me so sad #when they were making ghost trick did they think about how much the bond between a man and a stray cat who both had nothing and no one but #each other would destroy me. because it did. im dying. everything hurts #WHEN THE PERSON LOVES THEIR PET AND THE PET LOVES THEIR PERSON #idk how tumblr tags work i hope the keysmashes were enough to hide the name😭#i wanna draw more gricks i will try and draw more. its fun #my art #fanart

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magicpiano · 7 days ago

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DCxDP demon twins AU where Damian is the one who was believed to be dead (but actually ended up with the Fentons) while Danny is the one who lived and became Robin. BUT with a twist.

Something, (magic science, aliens, whatever) causes the two Robins from two different alternate universes to switch places. At first no one notices anything wrong, they look the same in the Robin uniform, have a similar fighting style, they know everyone's names and bat proticals. It is only when they get home and take off the mask, look at his eyes, call him by the wrong name, that anyone realizes that something is very wrong.

Despite missing their twin and finding themselves in a world where their brother lived, they can't even talk to each other because they switched places.

While the bats work to fix this problem they are very aware that fixing it will mean they'll never see their new brother again.

I think Danny and Damian's relationships with the bat family is very different. Their personalities are pretty different so they bonded differently. I think Danny's favorite should be Tim. Maybe they built a relationship off working together to find and rescue Bruce and are close because of it.

Canon! Tim is sad for the good sibling relationship he missed out on. Damian is sad because by interacting with AU! Tim, without all their baggage, he realizes that he actually kind of likes Tim.

For extra drama, the boys in Amity Park also switched and it is just as much of a headache but for different reasons.

#damian wayne #danny phantom #danny fenton #batman #batfam #batfamily #dc x dp #dc x dp crossover #dc comics #dc #dpxdc #dp x dc crossover #dp x dc prompt #dp x dc au #dp #demon twins au #demon twins #danny and damian are twins #danny and damian are brothers #my post #idk i like the idea of danny and Damian getting along with different brothers #which makes me want to make dick Danny's least favorite. maybe because he didn't think Bruce was still alive? idk #this relationship swap could cause a lot of fun and interesting drama where they bond with people they normally don't interact with #and the bats are all so sad to learn about a new brother only for him to be dead #the happy ending comes when the boys from Amity Park finally show up and show that they are actually alive #idk there could be fun drama here i think but i am just a little obsessed with this AU

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francy-sketches · 8 months ago

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weird little guy

#asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #valyrianscrolls #joffrey baratheon #my art #idk I just wanted 2 draw baby joffrey being weird and offputting. likely place for him to be #when you're so mad at your dad you dissect his fursona #I <3 giving asoiaf characters cute little plushies of their house sigils idc if it's anachronistic #little baby joffrey makes me sad to think about he's my eraserhead baby...I could be a good mother...I could still save him :(#ok maybe not but I could definitely be a better father than robert I'd give him litte pats on the head and say 'I'm proud of you sport'#I could not save him but I could love him </3

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stiffyck · 25 days ago

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I WISH ARO HEADCANONS WERE MORE POPULAR IN FANDOMS

#THERES LIKE. BARELY ANY.#IF I GET LUCKY ILL SEE AN ACE HEADCANON #BUT VERY RARELY DO I SEE ARO HEADCANONS #SOBBING #stiff talk #my favorite thing is thinking about how many characters i see as aromantic but then i go to the fandom tag or to that characters tag and #everyone is shipping them and theres like 2 posts total about that character being ace and 1 post about them being aroace #man im just a bit sad about all this dont mind me #yea yea i know the whole “if you wanna see something make it yourself” thing but see heres the thing: im tired #i just wanna be able to go through a tag and see people share similar ideas and headcanons without me having to make all the work myself #and i bet theres plenty other people who feel the same #and even if there is a character thats like. somewhat aroace coded in some way people still find a way to go “but then they fall in love”#and like yea have fun or whatever but i just idk it just feels very lonely sometimes yknow #miss the times when i didnt think about this so much #cuz now that im older and know that IM aspec its like. oh. i wanna see more characters like me! but theres like basically none #SORRY FOR THE RANT LMFAO #ignore this im just feeling silly

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mercurymacaroons · 3 months ago

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arrives 15 min late with a latte

......sup

#yosuke hanamura #persona 4 #cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags #fellas im surprised hes here and done #did not think that was gonna happen #fuck i forgot smth #eh ill fix it before i make my print #anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i #yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell #i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him #also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1 #bc i wanna do this in gold foil #and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell #but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1 #my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ 𝑛𝑜 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･#so whatever gets done will get done #also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao #if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr #so uh yeah yeehaw #idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years #im not fucking kidding #the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned #hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako #boys lucky to hit top 5 #he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either #maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it #nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is #ill do better by the women i promise

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fishing-lesbian-catgirl · 1 month ago

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I’m thinking about that post I reblogged yesterday about how trans women are often expected to take on traditionally “male” roles and behaviors in courtship with cis women. How we’re expected to do things like message first, open doors, and of course, top, and how often the alternatives to doing this is not having a relationship in the first place. The thing that really got to me today was the realization that it’s entirely possible to end up in a relationship with a cis woman who really does love you, but still expects you to be the one to propose. Maybe I’m just having a weird mood or something, but the idea of going through all this transitioning and everything and in the end still not being the one being proposed to makes me want to cry

#this is probably nothing #i might just be looking for excuses to make myself sad #but idk. the idea of proposing also makes me want to cry. I hate dysphoria this shit is stupif #and it doesn’t matter bc I’m not even in a relationship. it’s just the thought that makes me sad #and the fears that especially because I’m tall and broad shouldered and everything that I’m going to be forced into those roles #the fear that people will only want me because they fantasize about being dommed by a tall woman and all that #idk that’s one of my underlying fears that I think about a lot #ramblings

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al-luviec · 5 months ago

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vito

#alek art #total drama #td mike #2024 #super experimental piece here... somewhat vent-ish #tw csa ->#vito's existence makes me very sad. a teen with a trauma induced disorder has an alter that shows up when he gets his shirt taken off #this alter is hypersexual #thinking about mike's biography where he said his favorite part of being a kid was being out the house... riding his bike #its messed up idk #mal fronting after mike gets servere head injuries (getting hit with a club -> getting hit with a shovel -> mike hitting himself w a rock)#a lot of bad things happened to him as a child (ik hes a system so thats a given) but even with what we see its just bad.#this drawing was mostly made w vito in mind but mike's inner turmoil and internalized ableism is also a thing here . multi leveled

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sideblogdotjpeg · 6 months ago

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ive been thinking about the red string superstition recently and also sol bufo always and it makes me sick how uncannily caldwell tanner has made sol to perfectly target me personally

(+ cropped versions !)

#naddpod #ba2mia #ba2umia #solum bufo #swag daniels #calliope petrichor #calder kilde #alexandrite #posts by me dot com #okay..... SECRET TAGS RAMBLE!#so basically this superstition is like ... i think a chinese/buddhist/taoist superstition?#ive taken some creative liberties with it... but its mostly accurate to how its been told to me?#but of course theres lots of variations! some more abt bad luck; some say to tie it on the doorknob #etc etc ... lots a variations #i was also rlly interested in the .... weird illogic? of the thing?#like the red attracts and repels spirits at the same time #so thats something i was thinking about with too. red is assocuated with both swag and alexandrite. which to me was kinda reflecting like #i think what murph said . swags place in the wild is in a way. an extension of what he learned from the network #mothership s inextractivle from sol and swags lives. they will always be held doen by it. thats the spirit that will follow them forever #that they choose to hold on too! as much pain as it brought ... some of the experience was worth it #and anyway. theres somethingwrong w me that the minute someone brought up this superstition my brain went #'ohhh just like sol!' < needs to touch grass moment #but i CANT BELIEVE. CALDWELL DID THE RED STRING. AND ITS LITERALLY A MOURNING RITUAL #caldwell keeps accodentally makig that frog ASIAN. to MEEEE!!!!!!#but. anyway. idk. ive always hced sol kept the piece of yarn and it makes me kinda .... what if y let the malicious spirits follow you.#and haunt you. what if its the closest you can get to keeping the person still around #and sol and swag obviously have so much about homes .... so!#(ok. weve reached the pt where maybe nobodys reading? so confession is this is sort of a well. ive just been doodling this comic everyday #after a wake. and it was sort of inspired after realising i was even a bit sad about it maybe. so. idk its about sol but also?#i guess the projection doesnt end at him being asian. hehe. is what i mean. LOL. okay secret tags over . buried lore. dont look here folks)

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demonoftheseas · 3 days ago

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collab redraw with me and @xxthunderthedragonxx !!

#lore.... guys this is bestie lore youre seeing rn . we redrew these scenes like YEARS ago back in the insane dsmp phase we both had #thunder did tommy tohugh and i did tubbo . . . so we switched places now . .. this is literal history in the making .#inspired because of the tommy n jack stream that went on like last month i think? god i msis dsmp . i lvoe oyu dsmp. FUCK you dream #anyways tag ramble over . uhh idk about sad-ist problematic stuff or whatever this is just pure nostalgia sake .#dsmp fanart #tubbo fanart #tommyinnit fanart #dream smp fanart #silly.doodles #thunder <3 #yes it took me a month to finish my part. i have great have time management skills #dream smp #dsmp

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strandedtoodeep · 2 months ago

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alternative explanation to why Wade want to sacrifice himself in the Time Ripper scene:

Wade: That’s why it’s gotta be me. Logan: What, no- Wade: Yes. Yes it is. I need to do this by myself. Logan: Why? Wade: Because if i die now... i'll not have to watch them die later. Because in the end, i'll outlive them. All of them, Logan.

#deadpool and wolverine #poolverine #deadclaws #wolverine #deadpool #deadpool 3 #logan howlett #wade wilson #spoilers #deadpool and wolverine spoilers #idk why i think about that bc it makes me sad but well #guess i like angst????? and hurt??????#no comfort here apparently #but yeah im sure Wade is afraid to see all his love ones dying before him so maybe he sacrifices himself to not face this #maybe im crying #it was a rough day ok????????

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