#idk why ive been so motivated lately
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pffff, not me abt to go write a fic about gk tim and jason just because i saw a comment saying they probably had a conversation about tim's concerns for his own well-being after he tried to convince jason to shoot him with the definitely safe rubber bullets just to prove a point.
#gotham knights#jason todd#tim drake#tim & jason#tim has no concern for his own well-being#thats ok jason can be concerned for him#i love gk#dcu#dc#dc universe#idk why ive been so motivated lately#it probably has smth to do with the lava lamp that exploded in my hands the other day#i cant be stopped
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I’ve been so busy with other stuff but I really want to get back to drawing WHF art so I went and cleaned up a wip. Not sure how I feel with some of the angles but I just needed to get this out of my system
Based off of this clip
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#mcart#we happy few#whf#uncle jack#jack worthing#whf uncle jack#nick lightbearer#norbert pickles#whf nick lightbearer#is this lightfog?#yeah it is ngl so#lightfog#listen any ship art I make usually nine times out of ten it’s nothing romantic it’s usually shitposts like this#but the subtext is there#and this is toxic yaoi anyway ain’t no way they’d have a proper romantic relationship#their dynamic compels me though#it would work more in his foggy jack form but also I think it would be funny if this is how jack acts to him in his uncle jack form#just slightly unhinged#anyway uhhh if you’re still reading the tags uhh mayhaps you’d like to send me a request for a whf art idea?#gonna be honest I only have so many ideas I want to do but I feel like I need to be motivated so#it would be so awesome. it would be so cool#read my pinned post though and take into consideration for that cause there’s just some things I won’t do so I may end up rejecting an idea#would like to draw something with uncle jack cause like lately ive been trying to draw him but been having the hardest time idk why#he just looks off in my artstyle rn so maybe if i get a request id be able to lock in#anyway uhhh thats it
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just remembered that in order to write... i must actually... write....
#pawz talkz...🐈⬛#i have no motivation 😞#idk why i feel so burnt out#ive also been kinda sad lately so maybe thats why#<\3#ill probs post more headcanons just to do SOMETHING#i have so many ideas and drafts#THIS IS HORRIBLE
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₊˚✧ ゚. tia’s downtown girl look ‧₊˚✩彡
#sims 4#sims 4 cas#sims 4 screenshot#my sims#my sim edit#my sim : tia montmorency#really happy w how this came out !!#ik ive been taking so many in game screenies as of late#i just lost motivation with blender tbh#rendering takes a lot of energy for me idk why#i do miss making renders so perhaps when the inspiration hits ill make one again
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peeks in hi
#just popping in to say imy all <33 and that the svt thoughts asks ive been getting lately are really making me miss writing#and being more active here </3 i’ve never once forgotten ab the remaining reqs from my 2k event and i have every ask saved 🤧#life’s just been kind of … since when i started the event and i’m only probably going to be busier when my semester starts#bc i have my first teaching placement starting oct but! i really do hope i can put out more stuff and be more active here 🤧#idk why exactly it’s taking me so long but ig it’s a mix of lack of motivation/insecurity/general unhappiness#but just know i still read every single kind comment you leave on my work <33 and sincerely tysm <3333#and ty if you’ve still been sticking around and checking in on me <33 i really do appreciate it and better things will come for this blog 💖#in the meantime feel free to send more svt thoughts bc i genuinely love getting them and they’re really nice motivation for me! ����#sol speaks
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the appetite thing is a little concerning to me tbh i could barely do 2 slices of pizza . normally i can do like a whole pizza
#disordered eating#<- jic#idk maybe it has happened to me before i wouldnt rly remember NFNTJGNGJ. but i feel like ive never lost appetite like this just bc of#depression or whatever you know. its also dumb bc like why am i depressed can you stop that. Not applicable to anybody else but when its me#its like ok.... we get it..... can we all move on now#wtvr. maybe im just stressed bc i have 2 thingsni need done but i have to wait on my mom#(the 2 things r dmv for my id so i can get my ged which will happen. at some point soon. and the other is i need her to drive me to the city#so i can get to an atm so i can buy annies bday presents before its too late Which i asked about and she said shed take me soon . and that#was like a week ago so i probably have to ask again#ummmm but anyways idk. i just dont feel especially depressed like yeah ive been sleeping poorly and i like. have been crying and#dissociating more and ive had Basically no motivation for anything but its like. well simultaneously i can recognize that im doing poorly#and im also like Im fr fine#its whatever i guess. this too shall pass or whatever he said
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my landlady said i don't seem as 'with it' lately...
#i asked her about registering with the local gp so i can get new anxiety med prescription#she said sertraline work for her almost immediately :/#i was only on 50mg but i felt no better#in the meantime i need to remember to pick it up...#but im so screwed if i continue like this#i used to be able to concentrate in libraries and coffeeshops at least but now im soooo shaky#i think bc i always just end up anxious about the journey home#the only times ive been able to concentrate have been when im studying with my classmates#buuut idk we dont live close together though one girl did offer#again...car#and i lost my headphones so maybe i should just buy some new ones#not broke yet might help a lot#and the college library is only open until like 5#there are like 3 horticulture degrees in the uk i didn't have many options#god#idk but when people say you should remember why this thing is important to you it will motivate you.... when? ...noo not really#i have to chill im not good at that#i can work myself up into a real good lather though#like i say i wish i had chosen a different place to live but again.. only had one option :/#idk how everyone else got nice central houseshares i didn't even leave it that late
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i would kill for a cup of this right now
#gu6chan's musings#yes before you ask i did stroll over to the rewe website and gazed longingly at this picture for like 5 minutes before posting#why is duck so goddamn expensive in the united states#ITS SO GOOD..... like i could pop over to the local chinese takeout and get a wholleeeee box of fried noodles; spring onions; carrots and#peas with HUGE servings of duck for like five euros and like two months after i came back to the us i distinctly remember asking if there#were any duck instant noodles at the walmart bc i could only find chicken beef and shrimp and they looked at me like i was INSANE#this used to be what i took to work everyday..... here its holiday food. im going to throw up#i wanna go back home... i wanna eat food that doesn't feel like gouging my eyes out... i want to put curry gewürst ketchup on everything...#i want currywurst in general tbh. maybe it's just the midwest since people KNOW what it is but curry is just a nonexistent concept here lma#but OUGHHHHH I WANT DUCK TO BE A NORMAL FOOD ITEM AGAIN... I WANT PAPARIKA CHIPS AND POM-BÄRRRRRR....#and mezzo mix.....#i want to taste the yoghurt ice cream i had in rinteln again..... idk why but it was rlly good there in particular lmao#i wanna go back to my cozy little flat and walk through fields and forests and trails and at evening count the number of slugs as big as my#foot.... uuuu....#does anyone wanna adopt a 27 y/o lesbian to take back to germany with them ive been told im pretty funny and can make a sick paper crane#sometimes i unironically wonder if the reason i havent been motivated to do anything at all lately isn't bc of the results of ppl not reall#showing interest in my work till its out but literally just living in the US. im happy to see my sister again and take care of her and i#dont WANT to say 'i wonder if it was even worth it' to leave for her but i dont know how much longer i can do thissss
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i have like a thousand screenshots i need to post from gil's route, keith's route, ikevil, tot, and then some.. but do i? no
& i have a thousand messages to catch up on, but do i? ...........i'll get around to it soon, i promise 😭
#im so counterproductive like 99% of the time#but ive also been going through a bad bout of idk what that almost feels like seasonal depression 2 electric boogaloo#no motivation no energy barely social just trudging through the days lately. too much sleep or no sleep. no in between..#part of me is wondering why im even going back to therapy just to pay to prob not listen to her bc idk how to motivate myself w no goals-#anyway this got darker than an ikevil curses fate ima go peace out and share some memes later or hornknee fics#take care y'all xo 🫶#delete later
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Some Ganondorf pose practice
(under cut is me rambling I should actually go to bed)
helloooo it is time for the lovely late night posting from meee
lately ive been feeling frustrated on how i draw anatomy. i want it to be simplistic like idk 2000s MTV or Adult Swim cartoon show art style I'm very tired and sleepy but just know its part of that era of art that I've been searching inspo for. but honestly i feel like i havent done proper body drawings in a while and I love doing it. idk why i just felt motivated to practice drawing ganondorf, I've also been feeling frustrated that the way i draw characters posing has gotten really stiff. so ig the perfect storm was created and a combination of things happened when drawing and i gotta say im pretty proud of it
i took pose refs cause i havent done that in a long while. I took the way i draw totk ganondorf and used certain traits and give em to LF ganondorf and i really love how it turned out. Im also trying to figure out still on how to use my new tablet cause this is actually the first time I'm properly using it (classes didn't gave me much time with it). my mind just went blank i was gonna say more anywayz uhhhhhh imma let this be rebloggable cause i liked how it turned out, IM very shy abt sharing stuff like this but i will share it to you all
enjoy topless ganondorf <3
#tloz au#ganondorf#my art#i still want to take inspo from cartoon saloon and also kaiba (2008)#idk around this time i enter a crisis with my art style. it has not been as terribly bad tho thats a plus#maybe cause ive been actually enjoying the work that ive been doing im proud of myself#oh gos its alsmot 12 goodingt
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Hi, a bit late but joining in on the @alliwantforchristmasislou project 🫶
I decided to donate to a polish organisation called the stonewall group (which is why the pic is in polish lol)
chose this one just because im the most familiar with this one, and they do amazing work in support of lgbt+ people and fighting for our rights in this... not so queer-friendly country 🫶
now, ive been in the 911 fandom for almost 4 years now (gonna be 4 in i think February), and i only started after the episode Buck actually bc it was allll over my dash. i binged the whole show in a week, before the next episode is even aired, I loved it SO much.
as most of y'all know, I initially shipped buddie - it was the big ship, ofc i did, i wrote so much fic for them and i had so much fun and met so many moots i still love seeing on my dash 🫶❤️ but it might've been obvious (or not, idk) i was kinda getting bored and losing enjoyment, more and more of my fics and snippets were focusing on other characters with buck or eddie, i wasnt really as into it anymore - but i still loved it and wanted to enjoy it (which ironically was killed dead later on by the buddie fandom itself lmao)
and then came bucktommy and everything changed. initially i tried not to give in but within a few days i had two fics and more ideas lol they completely took over my thoughts. ive never been this inspired to write, to create, I even learned how to make gifs for them (with lots of help from amazing talented friends 🫶🤣) during fall and winter I always get so depressed and sad and having very dark and depressing thoughts (last year my buck driving fic was a result of that lol), and its so hard to find motivation to do anything, even write. but this year, even tho I had a lil crisis moment, i wrote through it and im as inspired as always - i havent stopped writing since april. they're literally the most inspiring ship ever - and fun fact, usually i prefer writing about fanon ships, so this was a huge change and surprise
I always related to buck a lot, and especially once we got his bisexuality canon - checking out and appreciating hot people of the same sex and not realizing what it means is too real lol - and Tommy is so compelling and theres so much potential for so many stories there, I wish the show would do something interesting with him 😭 despite being so confident and cool, he feels like he's holding back some sad, maybe (probably) traumatic backstory that could be so good and interesting - and lou is such a good actor and itd be amazing to see more from him in this role
they wrote tommy as the perfect love interest for buck, and it was amazing to see it on screen, it was such a breath of fresh air to see this kind of queer representation on a network show, it was so gentle and adorable, and they initially handled it with so much care, and id love to see where they'd go from there 😭 the break up broke my heart not only because it happened, but because it felt ooc and abrupt and not at all like that's where the story was going. wish they'd fix it and give us tommy back 😭🙏
and lastly but most importantly - thanks to bucktommy, i met so many amazing friends ❤️😭 even when I was writing fics and interacting with mutuals on here, i was never really talking to a lot of mutuals, not for longer than a few messages, and now i got this wonderful community that i feel so comfortable in, everyone is so nice and friendly, and I love y'all so much, this is the best fandom experience ive ever had ❤️
thank you all, ive been having so much fun since april, i love y'all. here's to more bucktommy in 2025 ❤️
#alliwantforchristmasislou#bucktommy#bucktommy nation#this post got long lmao i hope its not too chaotic and rambly 🤣
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IM SO PROUD OF THIS BUT IDK IF IVE BEEN LOOKING AT IT TOO LONG AND THATS WHY I LIKE IT SM, SO CAN SOMEONE CONFIRM IF IT ACTUALLY LOOKS GOOD OR WHAT I CAN FIX BEFORE I START RENDERING PLS ^^,
I have genuinely never done lineart this like smooth before tho so yay! ^^
Edit: it’s done!!!! ^^ ty for all the kind words mwah
Also a few people said they wanted to colour it, and ur totally welcome to! ^^ just credit me for the lineart if that is okay <33
edit: UR ALL SO KIND AND IM HONA CRY OMG HOW DO FUNNY LITTLE INTERNET PPL MAKE ME SO HAPPY AHHHHHHHHH (seriously though I’ve felt down abt my art lately but everyone is being so kind and it’s made me like super motivated and happy! So tysm mwah <33)
#katana#katara atla#atla#avatar#avatar the last airbender#katara avatar#waterbending#fanart#atla fanart#lineart#wip#tips#criticism pls#criticism#ibispaint#ibispaintx#rendering#this took me 2 hours#just for lineart#so I need to know whether it actually looks good or if my eyes are decieving em#END RESULT TOOK ME 7 HOURS#HHHHHHHHHH
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(professor layton and the golden witch au)
You might be tginkhgn:
What on earth!!! why is descole here. Well let me tell you. veeery light umineko ep4 spoilers and also layton spoilers
to start from the beginning at the end of ep1 layton does Not join the battle on beatrice in the meta world. I've been trying to think of this as a "what if umineko was a layton game" but it simply doesn't work if battler is not the protagonist which means in our hypothetical layton game level-5 makes the hilarious move of making layton just be some non main character for about 40 hours. he would still be an important character On the Gameboards but otherwise. Lol
once we get to episode 4 we instantly forget about making Umineko work because we get rid of ange. i know. i felt so bad about this which is why i made those layton style sprites of her earlier. instead she is replaced with desmond (gross!!!!). like ange desmond really misses his dead brother after 12 years and bernkastel offers to put him in the meta game. for him his condition is he can't tell anyone about his relation to layton but that's not really that difficult considering Layton Isn't In The Game
(more major ep 4 spoilers from here and also ep 5)
at some point during ep 4 (i have not thought this part through properly) desmond somehow communicates with layton on the gameboard and has a kind of similar scene to the one where ange died. i dont know how he does this. but i feel like theres precedent for it somewhere in umineko. IDK
in ep 5 bernkastel has TWO new pieces one being erika obviously and the other being layton. this is how he gets into the game. ive been thinking aaah he wouldn't be like battler in denying it so much BUT if you gave him a motive (his brother turning to flesh chunks in his arms begging him to come home alive) I Think He Would Do It
he also wouldn't really like bernkastel but again. brother dying jn his arms thing. also imagine how funny layton and erika as a pair would be
I also think layton would replace will in ep7 here. not only because layton needs more time here but also because he absolutely would "understand the heart" (and he needs a redemption after working with bernkastel for 2 episodes). i think him and lion would get along very well
(ep 8 spoilerss) ep 8 goes about the same ? but like makes less sense because layton wouldnt be the gamemaster? or he would be idk? 55 year old desmond sycamore learns how to deal with grief 50 years too late. Hoooray. i think his witch of truth (or sorcerer of truth. whatever. i think witch is cooler) outfit would be descole's outfit of course
anyway more layton style ange + dlanor i couldn't bring myself to finish
zen zen dame daze
#professor layton and the golden witch au#i would like to take this opportunity to apologise to ange ushiromiya. i love you truly. but you do not fit in this au
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I have a request for a Motley imagine! I completely understand if you're uncomfortable with it, it's a little dark but it's inspired by something else I read one time.
Basically it's the late 1980s, Tommy's GF or wife is diagnosed w cancer. She'll be okay but as a side effect of treatment her hair starts falling out. Obviously this is hard for her, Tommy offers to buzz it for her in their home. It's very heartbreaking as her hair means a lot and the cancer becomes real to her but Tommy shaves her head with such love and tenderness that she can't help but feel comforted. He reminds her of her beauty even without hair, consoling her afterwards and cooking her spaghetti, her favorite.
OMG of course I can!! Love some angst.
Your still beautiful <3
Tommy Lee x Fem!Reader.
Tw: angst, cancer, sad reader, fem!reader, idk.
"You- you promise..I'm not..ugly..?" You'd whimper out quietly, wanting to ball up and cry.
"Hun- your beautiful..were almost done okay..?" Tommy said, reassuring you that it's okay, hoping you understand he'd still love you no matter what you looked like.
You sobbed loudly, tears falling down your red cheeks as Tommy shaved the rest of it off. It pained him to do this, tears welled up in his own eyes, seeing you in this type of state?
"Baby.. I'm so sorry, you look fine, I swear." Tommy said, picking you up and kissing you as you sobbed loudly before hugging him tightly. Tommy quickly added, "I still love you okay Hun? Please...here, why don't we make spaghetti hm..? Your favorite..?" Tommy suggested, attempting to comfort you a little bit.
"Ye-yeah.." You sniffled out, hiccuping as you cried and hyperventilated quietly.
"Okay, c'mon dear.." Tommy said, ruffling your hair as he carried you out to the kitchen.
He'd sat you on the chair, kissing your cheek as he looked at you. "I still love you so much— I don't care that you don't have hair, you're gorgeous. You're so beautiful, and y'know what? If anybody makes fun of you or something, please. Please don't listen to them Hun, I love you, okay?" He said to you, kissing your cheek gently.
You sobbed quietly, hugging him and kissing him back, "Okay.." you nodded.
"Now let me make you some spaghetti hm?"
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SORRY I HAVENT BEEN POSTING IVE HAD NO MOTIVATION, AND IM SO SORRY THIS ISN'T AS LONG- NOR AS GOOD!! I COULD PROBABLY MAKE A PT. 2?
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What way or ways do you like to masturbate? And if you’re comfortable explaining why you’re scared to penetrate yourself (finger or object)?
thank you for the ask, i really liked this one! so this is how i masturbate:
1. sit or lay with my back in my bed, spread my legs and touch my clit with my right hand, usually in circles, until i cum, but i think I take so many time this way
2. also in bed, im on my knees, face resting in a pillow, and rub my clit, also with my right hand, usually in circles until I cum. i think this way is so much better because my clit doesnt get trapped between my lips, it also gets more sensitive for some reason i dont know, and the lubrification from my vagina goes directly to the clit
i like to touch myself reading some erotica about female orgasm denial or something, i like to imagine that situation, to feel what they are feeling, but I usually cum while they are being denied, i cant control, its bigger than me
if you have more questions about my masturbation, dont be shy, you can ask anything!
about penetration, i dont know why exactly :( growing up in a christian house, going to those young christian meetings the church forces us to go for catechesis and listen to them talking about how bad masturbation is, etc, probably have some influence, but many people from the same background can do these things without shame, so idk.
i think the main reason is because I never wanted to be on trouble, so i never did things that maybe i could regret. i remember, when i was under 18, to be very afraid of braking the hymen just for riding an exercise bike or siting at some low wall, because a hypothetical doctor would see it and dont believe that I was a virgin.
but now im 20 years old and I want to know how it is inside of me, if I like the sensation, if it feels good or bad, but I just cant! i know there is a hole somewhere, but maybe its too small? sometimes i like to imagine that there is a dick or a dildo inside of me, in and out in my pussy, and it helps me to cum faster. i think i have the potential to cum only with penetration, I just cant penetrate!
lately ive been thinking about those pussy dilators, but I dont have a place to hide at this moment, so it will keep in my imagination
maybe it is just fear of the unknown, also i need to try to finger myself more often. i think would be easier if i had a partner, but I dont have any, so I need to find something else to motivate me. if you have any suggestion, any tip, anything that could help, I will be very happy to read!
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Epic the musical Catifed: I remade Penelope’s Ref!
AAAAGHH DJDHFJRHJDHSHD OKAY OKAY, so Ive been meaning to redo her ref for quite some time now, and it happens that I’ve been stressed enough lately to draw her! She’s literally one of my very top comfort characters for me right now, to be fair all of my comfort characters are extremely important but for this situation I’m in right now the comfort I need is from people like Penelope or Willow (from Wings of Fire).
anyways this ref has really helped me decompress and calm down, drawing Penelope has made me feel so safe and secure, literally I love Penelope in Epic so much.
I looove how she is in Epic the musical? Idk I feel more drawn towards her and more interested in her then the Penelope in the Odyssey.
though I guess in general when I say “I love -insert character who appears in EPIC” I’m usually talking about specifically the interpretation of Epic. Though I do have a genuine interest in Greek mythology and I want to get into more media that’s about it, the specific characters I’ve grown attached to are the musical ones!
like- people need to understand that Epic isn’t just “the odyssey as a musical” it’s a transformative retelling! And in many ways is it’s own story.
like- I think everyone can Agree that Ody in epic is a lot more nicer and moral then Ody in the Odyssey,
they literally aren’t the same character, and I hate when I see people bash on Odysseus in Epic because of their opinions of him in the odyssey.
Don’t get me wrong I LOOVE LOOVE the Odyssey and Iliad and other Greek myths but that’s simply just not the fandom I’m apart of.
Yes, Epic is still based on the Odyssey and a retelling of it, but it’s still Separate, and people shouldn’t act like it isn’t or act like what happens in EPIC reflects onto the odyssey. Like- don’t say “oohh but Odysseus isn’t that bad because in Epic-“ Stop. Don’t say that.
if you see them as separate from eachother then it shouldn’t matter to you people’s takes of the characters in the Odyssey because they aren’t the same as in EPIC. And really that goes for everything?
I’ve seen people bring up PJO(somehow???) a lot or that Circe book (literally don’t know the name of it) in regards to Epic and say “but in this!” Like- dude they are literally different retellings and interpretations it’s not like every Greek mythology story is connected or idk- canon to the Original Myths??? And don’t get me wrong you can make crossover AUs! I honestly LOOOVE seeing all of the PJO x Epic things I see!
but anyways stupid ramble over, I LOOVE LOOVEE DESIGNING PENELOPE! AAGGHHDHDHD I wanted her to appear very regal and well kept, she is a queen after all. But further more Penelope in Epic is a character who isn’t much of a physical fighter, rather she stands back and watches with calculating eyes and prudence. She has an unwavering will and a strong composure in the face of 108 nasty Suitors. She’s wise and clever. With all of this I wanted to give her more lengthy and soft features, as Penelope is someone many don’t expect to expertly win a battle with wits. She simply just seems to be the face of royalty. But I also gave her a strong long/thick tail to show her strength, she absolutely can beat the shit out of you with that tail, but she won’t. Because she doesn’t need to, since she has other more “civil” methods of wits to break you down. but in general EPIC Penelope is more reserved and calm, she doesn’t need to gaslight you or manipulate you, she just needs to trick you. She’s understanding and gentle, yet serious and worried. she stands tall hence why I made her that height. she’s also one of Odysseus’s leading motives, and a major support for him. I wanted Penelope to come across as someone you turn to for guidance or you lean into to cry. She’s a sturdy yet soft shoulder to cry on, something Odysseus desperately needs. (also Penelope just HAS to be taller then Odysseus I’m sorry- if you don’t make Ody in epic shorter then practically everyone what are you doing? /j)
anyways thats my Penelope design!
#catifed designs#epic the musical#epic penelope#epic the musical fanart#epic the musical as cats#greek mythology#ref sheet#catified#designs#penelopeeeeee#i love her so much HJDBDJDHD#Odysseus’s badass wife#tall wife#EPIC
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