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i wanted to have someone into me, but not allowed to touch me. he (or she, but would be funnier if was a he) could talk to me about anything and i would answer honestly, i could be my most vulnerable and myself around him, but he couldnt touch me yet, not even my hands. so, after a while, after he realizes he is extremely in love with me, i would allow him to touch me, just my hands, at first, so he could kiss and admire every centimeter of them, put moisturizer and care about them as the most important thing he ever had. with time he would unlock new parts, until he had the access to my full body, so, at this point, he could do anything to me, use me the way he wanted. I'm his now, I know that he cares about me, I know all he wants to do is use me a lot, and that's exactly what I'm made for

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Hello, I am Tareq from Gaza Iam trying save my family from the genocide happening here. I ask for your help in spreading my story and donating if you can contribute anything, no matter how small.Please don,t forget to sharethe latest post from my page and follow my account to help spread the story to the world. Thank you.

hii, im so sorry that this is happening to you :( i hope you and your family live in a comfortable place. im sharing this so more people can see it

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In my experience people actually go insane about fat tummy all the time but are afraid to publicly express it so you have to do it for them. Anyways reblog if you would make out with someone’s fat tummy, want someone to make out with your tummy, or if you think the united states needs to violently topple their two party liberal democracy if it wants any hope of progressing further left of neoliberal capitalism

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Been a few days since you posted. Hope you’re doing well!

thank you! i have things to be done for college, so im kinda busy. also, im trying to understand my feelings around this app.

when i downloaded, i was a little (very) scared because of the posts (but i also thought them as arousing, in a way my brain was trying to process), but then i realized that everything was safe and consensual, so I was like "ok, its just about people having fun, they actually like it", so I was not stressed about these things.

then, i started to think "this thing about this post is not a bad idea, i want to do it when I date someone or whatever", and everything was so exciting! i was feeling, like, when a kid go to a new place and can play with things they never see before. I was thinking about new things, about how creative people can be when it comes to sex and/or masturbation, and this is very interesting!

but now im a little confused with this app again, not because of the posts, but because of the algorithm and etc. tumblr can be very very addictive, even more than tiktok (that im using as an example because I was kind of addicted to tiktok), because we are talking about sex, about intimacy, and we (or at least i) crave for these things, maybe not 100% of the time, but at least once or twice a day we (or I) imagine ourselves (myself) with someone, even if is just a faceless body or a bodyless soul, cuddling, having sex, and loving us. tumblr is very addictive because makes us think about love, pain, care, power, and it feels amazing! im still a virgin, but, because of this app im seeing sex as very very normal, a thing i shouldnt be afraid of or ashamed at. everybody does this, or will do at some point of their lives.

i love this about this app, and I love that people talk about this normally, and we know how they touch themselves, if they did cum, if they just edged, if they are denied, and I feel confortable to talk about these things, because I know I can't talk about it so naturally if I were outside tumblr. but lately, I'm starting to think if this is not affecting in a negative way. I realised that I'm thinking about sex, about masturbation so much more after it, that im masturbating so much more, and this actually has an impact im my life. I really wish that it didn't, because it would just make things better, more fun, but now im in the middle of the class and im imagining "I really wish I was in another place with someone using my pussy". I know that this is the mood many people want to have, I know that many people really wish to be horny all the time, and I understand why! sometimes my body let me this way and I feel that it's good, that I could be inconsequential and kinky and make a mistake with someone, and this is, at the moment, kinda hot for the brain. I totally understand! but im not like this, and I know that my future depends on me, and I need to do things for my education, for my future, but I just cant because im thinking about being called a good girl, and princess, and these kinky posts, etc.

am I saying that it's tumblrs fault? definitely not! I'm 20 years old, this is not my first contact with social media, and I already knew it can be addictive. I just didn't realise the weight of this app before, because I didnt have contact with tumblr before, but I was very curious about all of this, and this is the consequence I'm dealing with.

I've been thinking about my screen time on tumblr, if this is a time lost or if I'm just learning about myself through people's posts, thinking "this sounds good, this sounds bad, this is definitely not confortable but I really wish to try one day, this is a thing I will never do in my whole life, etc". also, I know that when I have my first time, I will feel less lost about what to do, which is very good. but if the cost of this is lose a time that can't be lost, and when I say it, I don't mean a relax time, it's about "work"/study time, because I want to just be on tumblr, it will just bring me sadness in the future.

I've been thinking about deactivate my account, but at the same time I think this would be very extreme. uninstall and reinstall the app is a thing I already do, and it works, until It stops working and I see myself downloading the app 5 times a day or more.

and, of course, if I lived far from the city, with a partner that could take care of everything for me so i could live without worring about paying bills, about work and study, I would really love to edge all day if i was asked to, be denied sometimes, being kept in a chasity, spend days begging to be able to cum, being slaped and spanked, etc. but 1. maybe this is very arousing because it's just a fantasy and 2. we live in a capitalistic society, and I need to be "normal", and I know I need to be in my normal self to function properly. some people can live their lives when they are just edged, but its too much for me, some people can hold their bladder for example, but I cant, etc. and I know that there is nothing wrong about me and that, if i wanted, i could train myself to be able to do some things with ease, but I just dont want to at the moment.

sometimes I feel like im just a tween that is trying to talk with the adults, because I feel like i am one of them, or i can be one of them, but i just cant. again, I am 20 years old, but some tweens already had more experiences than me. it's not that there is something wrong with me, or that I cant explore new things about myself and about what I like, it's just that I'm always thinking that I'm not too cool to be here. and I don't know if this makes sense, actually. i know im talking too much, but i think its better to tell this instead of keep it to myself and suffer in silence

if you want to talk to me about it, feel free to do it, i will appreciate so much, i really need an advice, but i understand that this is no one business and I am the only one who have to deal with it. if you read all of this, thank you so much, and I'm sorry if this was not a post that made you horny. I just needed to write about my feelings

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‏Hello, I am Raneen from Gaza with my three children, Mohammed Rami and Julia 🇵🇸🍉. We have fled from one place to another, living in constant fear amidst severe shortages of food and medicine, hoping only to survive this brutal war. Please help me save my children from hunger and diseases. My daughter Julia suffers from severe chest allergies and the smells and residues of smoke have made things worse. She needs treatment and to live in a clean environment. We are suffering a lot. You can support my campaign by donating whatever you can or by sharing my posts to reach others who can help us survive the war to safety and peace. You are helping lives. Every donation makes a difference in our very difficult lives.🍉🙏🏻

Hi, I'm so sorry you and your family are living this way. I also have a lung disease and I know how bad it is to live in an environment that makes me worse. I hope you and your family find a safe and comfortable environment to live soon, and I hope you become able to provide treatment for your daughter

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I'm on the bus rn and it's so shakey and vibrating and I'm so torn, because on the one hand, the state of our public transportation is so terrible the bus is practically shaking itself apart.... but on the *other* hand g-god does it feel good to just cross my legs and enjoy it

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i had two orgasms but i still feel the same, as if I did nothing, its so confusing, i just want it to stop!

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im so horny right now, but i cant do anything, i have to read and study for hours!

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oh your pillow isn’t comfortable? may I present to you, My Thighs™️

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reblog if you want your followers to ask you anything they're curious about.

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Hi 👋, My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. 💔

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤️‍🩹

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗

hii, unfortunately i cant donate at the moment, but im sharing so more people can see it. I dont have many followers, but this is how I can help. i hope you and your family live in a safe home soon!

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why all girls in this app have pretty boobs? i dont know if i am jealous or just want to touch them, or both, but I definitely feel things when i look at them

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i spent months thinking about having a girlfriend, but, lately, my brain is like "i want a boyfriend, i want a boyfriend, I REALLY WANT A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!" and i really wish i had a boyfriend to cuddle right now

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Did you dress up as anything for Halloween?

no, i didnt. i dont like to go to the parties because of the lights, the noises, these things can be overwhelming sometimes and i can literally pass out. i wish i were different, but i am not.

if i could pick some costume for halloween, i would probably dress as Eleanor from the Alvin and Chipmunks, or Chappell Roan, or any pretty costume with a princess dress

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You can spam boop me!

reblog if you let people spam boop you