#my sim : tia montmorency

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✮ ⋆˙⟡♡ 3 cute lookz ୭ 🧷 ✧ ˚. ᵎᵎ 

inspired by acubi style 

[clairvoyagesims]

Lower Mimosa Hill, 7:45PM

tia’s apartment. 

Severus’s Perspective:

Why did I have to cry like an idiot in front of her? It was such an unnecessary display of emotion, I must get a grip, I must not do it again. 

She looks at me as I pull away from her, her docile eyes, worried and saddened. 

“What are we going to do about our feelings?” She asks.

I rub my eyes, shrugging. “I still want to be your friend Tia, I can’t risk going any further.” 

I could have been imagining it, but she looks upset at that. 

“Okay Sev.” her voice is nothing but a soft mutter and if it weren’t for it being so quiet, her words would have been unintelligible. 

“If we risk this, I may lose Clarissa and who knows, I may just lose you.”

“But does Clarissa make you happy?”

“Not like how you do...”

A feeling of guilt washes over me as I admitted what I held in. I can’t look at her right now, because when I do, I see someone I’m wanting but another part of me keeps thinking of the person I already love. 

Keeping my head down, I refuse to show her any emotion. But she knows me too well, she knows how to make me open up and that’s something no one else can do. 

She takes her hand and strokes my hair, tucking a stray curly strand behind my ear, forcing me to look into her innocent light brown eyes, those beautiful and unique eyes she had that I grew to adore.

“Then let me, let me tell you what I feel for you.” her eyes are pleading, but I keep thinking of.... her.... Clarissa.

“No!” I abruptly stand to my feet, grabbing my coat and shoes. That wasn’t right, none of this is!

“Severus!” She gets up too, shocked at my sudden action.

“I can’t, I must leave.” 

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mood song ♫

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cybergal spread from doku magazine, published late 1999

a popular simlish magazine from 1990-2010

adult sims who read this magazine as teens, remember it for its bright, enigmatic street snaps of sims’ outfits and sleek fashion spreads.  this photoshoot, modelled by tia montmorency, was inspired by neo cyber aesthetics and the optimism for the start of the 2000s at the time. 

poses i used are by : @helgatisha

outfit is by sunberry

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₊˚✧ ﾟ.  tia’s downtown girl look ‧₊˚✩彡

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synthetic girl

[clairvoyagesims]

Lower Mimosa Town Public Library, 12:49PM

your place or mine?

“I know... because I’m like that too.” 

“Yes, it’s why we’re so joined at the hip.” He sighs and Tia keeps thinking if there’s what’s wrong with him, so she asks:

“Severus, you kind of looked pissed when you saw me, is there something wrong?”

He closes his eyes. “You frustrate me. Clarissa frustrates me.”

Tia’s head tilts to the side, like a cute puppy confused.

“Me? Frustrate… you?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“Because… I can’t hang out with you that much and your cuteness is driving me crazy.”

She turns crimson at hearing him say that. “B-because of Clarissa?”

“Yes, you work with her right, hasn’t she told you to not be around me?”

Tia shakes her head. “No, in fact, she’s very understanding of our friendship.”

Now it’s Severus’s turn to be confused.

“Really? That’s not what she told me.”

“What did she say?” Tia asks.

“That she’s worried about… you know, me and you reconnecting again.”

“Oh.” Her tone drops, knowing that she must face seeing Clarissa again at the café tomorrow, with the thoughts of Severus’s words on her mind.

“Yep.”

“So you can’t come over anymore? It does get lonely when you’re not around, I do have Coco-chan and all, but you know, sometimes you need human company too.”

“Yes, well, we can still continue hanging out. Only if you want to that is?”

“Are you sure, I don’t want to come between you two.”

“No, it’s my pleasure, besides, I miss our deep and nerdy conversations about aliens and shit.”

Tia chuckles. “Me too dude.” She playfully ruffles his hair, internally marvelling at how soft it felt. She quickly retracts her hand, afraid that she may have done too much, but Severus just laughs, finding it funny how she’s the one ruffling his hair, when he used to do it to her when they were young.

“I’ll be at yours. Seven, maybe?” 

“In the evening?” Tia blushes.

“What time were you expecting, midnight? Severus asks playfully.

She’s flustered now. “Uhhh.”

“I was kidding Tia, you take me too seriously.” He pinches Tia’s blood filled cheeks and she almost wishes that he’d stop coming close to her like this.

“Uh, yeah… why don’t we get our books out?”

“Sounds good.”

♫ mood song ♫

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