#idk why i just can’t say it 😭😭
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i cannot say lamiroir for the life of me
#idk why i just can’t say it 😭😭#zad plays#zad plays apollo justice#zad plays ace attorney#aa#ace attorney#aj aa#apollo justice
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personal rant incoming bc i yap like it’s no one’s business
#OKAY SO. not to sound like a broken record on repeat but wow for some reason i can’t get myself to write#and it’s really annoying and unfortunate bc i REALLY want to i really do like i HAVE the ideas and everything#i think the issue lies in not knowing HOW i want to write it?#and i’m not scared of writing but idk what it is… like why has it taken me MONTHS to ‘write’ ???#am i afraid of writing or something??? am i nervous about it??? what is it#and i’m the type of person who has SO many ideas when it comes to suguru but when i open up that doc… BRAINFOG#and sigh like i really wanna be proud of my writing from here on out!#i like my writing it’s okay i’m pretty ambivalent towards it like i have no strong feelings#but i WANT strong feelings!!!!! i want to create something where i myself as a reader & writer are INVESTED in it#i feel like w my writing i’m REALLY lacking when it comes to atmosphere/show don’t tell/dialogue/descriptions etc…#and i always say that but i also don’t know how to create THAT type of vibe in my stories#and for cult leader geto specifically i have a vague idea of what i want like i know my ending and decently know my middle#but the beginning is whooping me and sigh. i don’t wanna keep rewriting it#and then w premonition of love i’m proud that i created an outline but like . even w that i have NO idea of how to write it#sighhhhhhhh. and i gave myself self-imposed deadlines last year that i certainly did not keep 😭#but i REALLY wanna keep these ones… methinks it’s the only way i can progress w my writing#sigh part 2 . idk i just needed to get this out here for myself NDNDNDNDNDND#anyways. last iced pumpkin chai of the season in hand i need to go HAM or whatever idgaf anymore 😭😭😭#personal
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VAMPIRE STAN PLEASE
I’ve started writing something with vampire Stan 🙈 I’m just trying to decide now if I want it overall to have a sweet vibe or more toxic/complicated this time
#stanman#vampire#anonymous ask#thanks for the ask!#idk it’s hard because I feel like there’s always underlying love in my fics but#why can’t it just be the passion sometimes idk 😭#part of me always says go for it and the other part can’t commit#issues to keep you up at night 🐵#fanfic
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Good afternoon, today I am thinking about the end of the Feast of the Seven Fishes when Tony is talking to Katie about why he can’t get back together with her and/or just fall into bed with her and he says “I love you too much not to love you enough.” Thanks for listening.
#feast of the seven fishes#KILLED. ME.#also loved her being like geez Tony and you wonder why I can’t get over you when you say things like that#like I just loved that he said it and it was TRUE 😭#what they had romantically wasn’t good/was immature but he cared about her so deeply and wanted her to be happy#and wouldn’t give her less#I loved it as him saying he wouldn’t sleep with her like she tried to get him to do that one time but also just as him saying#that he wouldn’t just choose to date her because she was THERE and they had a history when all the rest of it was wrong#Idk it just hit me right in the heart. Also her sort of calling him out for how romantic that statement was even while not being romantic#was also perfect#they were the most poignant storyline to me and the best part. idk if I liked Beth or she was a slice of white bread I can’t really decide#Grace sorry for spoilers alksksjej#I have once again zeroed in on the moment that meant the most to me
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ok i know u r all DYING to hear abt my topic for my 60 pg paper basically i had originally wanted to write abt creating a separate standard for women who have been abused killing their husbands other than self defense bc self defense has an imminence requirement that leads many women to be convicted of first degree murder for killing their abusive husbands. but someone in my journal wrote that last yr and even tho i could make a different argument i just felt like there was no way i wasn’t going to be preempted so i was like ok nvm. and there was a whole bunch of other ideas i came up w that were also preempted. but anyway i was really upset abt the first one being preempted but it came to me like a vision that i could write abt postpartum psychosis instead which is a somewhat similar issue in that the law doesn’t consider it bc it is an issue specific to women which leads to women being convicted of first degree murder & even getting the death penalty for killing their children while suffering from that. so i am going to write abt creating a specific standard for that other than the insanity defense which isn’t good enough and no one in my journal has ever written abt that & i haven’t seen any other articles written that make the exact argument i want to make so we are good 👍
#michelle speaks#ONLY problem that could arise is if someone wrote abt it last semester bc i can’t see what ppl wrote abt last semester. so if someone did#i’m just killing myself & dropping out of law school. in that order.#the only reason i could see someone having written abt that is bc there is a current case that has gotten media attention abt a woman who#had postpartum psychosis & killed her kids where the trial is like happening soon or it happened last yr i can’t remember at the moment#by happened last yr i mean the incident took place last yr not the case. bc the case prob isn’t happening this yr if so#that wasn’t why i thought of it but i know that case exists so someone might have written abt it bc of that. but i hope not 😭 bc as i said#i will simply have to kill myself bc i cannot take it anymore. i would like to write this paper on this topic pls 🤲#edit: i checked her trial is set for dec 2025 and she had her arraignment in feb hold on idk if it was 2023 or 2024 😭#ok the incident took place in 2023 so yeah. idk if it was feb i didn’t see what i say before when i checked again goes to show how much#i forget in literally 10 secs. the adhd short term memory loss is insane 😭#i guess it’s not THAT much current in the news that someone would have def seen abt it & written abt it ykwim. it’s a possibility tho#or someone might have just been like oh i want to write abt that for whatever reason. i hope not but yeah 😭#but anyway her lawyers r arguing the insanity defense so actually a great way to open my paper in the intro. bc every article on it i have#read has opened talking abt the andrea yang case from the late 90s so at least i will have a more modern example#which will set my paper apart from the others a little bit. bc it is very much abt setting urself abt 😩#APART. i cannot read or write or type or think or exist i SWEARRRRRR#i say that after i just wrote like a million words in these tags. doesn’t mean i am smart or competent tho! just means i can say so much 😔
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Never has my opinion about a non-antagonist character changed so drastically than it has about Shigure ok there might have been some before but right now I can’t think of any.
I went from “Oh he’s just a silly lil guy” to “*sobs* silly *sobs again* DAD” to “ohhhh….silly….pervy😳lil guy” to “ohhhh….silly mysterious guy???” to “oh- oh….😬”
#on s3 ep8#so idk#maybe he’s got 5 more episodes to change my mind#but idkkkkkkkk#aside from his pervy comedic relief quips#I LOVED that man😭#screw me for always liking the found family dad characters😭#but like as the story progressed I just found myself…#idek what the word is#do I dislike him now??#no it’s…#the ick#he gives me the ick#I know there’s a lot of gray area and complexities within his character and what he has going on with akito#akito is a discussion for another day#but yes he’s complicated#he’s morally gray#and I LOVE a morally gray character#but rarely is a morally gray character set up to NOT seem morally gray at the beginning and you see it play out#which is frankly a more realistic portrayal of morally gray ppl irl#but yeah…hence why I can’t for certain say if I hate or dislike him now#I just….ick#like woah man I loved what you got going for you but now that i know this thing about you#I have to actively force myself not to think about it or I’m def in danger of not loving all that anymore yk??#anyway#shigure’s character development just proved to me the only living adult characters in this show that are to be fully trusted are#kazuma and hatori#there’s probably a couple more but if I suddenly became a wanted criminal overnight and needed someone to protect me#these are my ‘find a trusted adult’ choices😭#fruits basket
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I’m starting to realize my problem with moc is that I probably could 36 star it if I actually knew how to play outside of auto play
#riv rambles#you know when people say they play for lore and not meta#I’m actually that way about hsr#I play for sampo and sampo only#and that’s why I’m behind#bc he’s not been in the quest so#i have no motivation#idk how to play hsr or how anything works but#my extensive genshin knowledge at least allows me to understand the basics of how to build each character so#I just know how to build them and that’s it LOL#I can’t actually do combat alone I rely on auto play#and if they make me do it myself#I just do random things 😭#I could probably learn it if I tried it seems pretty straight forward but#idc about hsr so I don’t bother#again#I literally play for sampo and sampo only#and sometimes Veritas
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wait what’s your cannes 1996 beef with him? 😭
Lollllll everyone loves that clip of him being a little cunt at the Crash 1996 press conference talking about why there’s no male nudity in the film when the actresses are often naked but I think it’s such bullshit his answer is a major cop out “it’s geography; when you’re fucking you don’t see the penis” James I KNOW you’ve had sex I know you know there are plenty of opportunities to see genitalia don’t get cute with me... You’re fucking a leg wound/scar and you’re telling me your dick wasn’t visible?? Girl
#idk why I’m feeling so mean to him tonight LMAO I think it’s the sleep deprivation#but people post that clip all the time and it makes me roll my eyes every time y’all please he’s being a wimp can’t you see through him 😭#crash 1996#ask#anonymous#personallyyyyy I think he had it in his contracts for several movies that he wouldn’t do full frontal nudity but that’s just a hunch#which is well within his rights!!! but say it with your chest don’t patronize me
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one thing since i’ve realized i am a lesbian is i literally don’t pay attention to any man anymore even if i think they’re objectively handsome. all these stills of great looking guys in their slutty breeches and i’m just like my besties are looking great! good for them! I WOULD DIE FOR THE FEMALE CAST! good for my boy ant tho!
#i can’t say the male cast ever REALLY did it for me? even when i thought i was bi#i did think they were handsome#idk if it was like a learned thing or whatever#why does it seem like the women only got more beautiful and the guys are literally just there 😭#i’m gay you guys (surprise!!$
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mmm in hs my friend or her sister made these really good cookies and i asked for the recipe she wouldn’t give it to me …that still pisses me off today 🙄
#it wasn’t even like a family recipe it was either off the internet or a cookbook#i did go home after and looked up the cookbooks she had and eventually found the recipe#i told her lol and she was like okay and#?#…okay and ?? OKAY AND??? you wouldn’t give me the recipe even after asking like that was some weird shit ? why not just tell me ? idk but#now i can’t remember what it was or where i found it and i don’t wanna ask her 😭#if i ask i feel she’ll say she doesn’t remember or just won’t tell me 🙄😒#it was a caramel thumbprint cookie#oh fuck or was it a coconut caramel cookie ? fuuuuck
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just finished rewatching asoue and aside from everything I have to say all I keep seeing is ppl saying ‘how’d Olaf pull esmé’ and yes,how did he pull her but also how’d he pull kit????? like,those mfs were engaged😭😭
#Wow I have a lot to say about this show but this is one of my main thoughts….#Also Presley is so adorable I can’t😭her hair when it’s not tied up in the slippery slope looks so cute I can’t and in the lil suit😭#Presley is sunny btw if you didn’t know#asoue#count olaf#kit snicket#I cried when Olivia died-she’s the death that sticks with me the most for some reason#As well as Dewey idk why tho😭😭#I felt bad when count Olaf died but in a weird way like I’m glad he’s gone but it tugged on my heart strings a little😭#Goddamn you lemony snicket you amazing writer#Also on a side note it took me years to realise that lemony snicket wasn’t a real guy just the ‘alter ego’ of Daniel handler😭#Tbf I was about 7 when I first read and watched the series so I was and stupid (I shipped quigley btw)#It’s better In the book trust me 😭#Also I had a massive crush on quigley😭😭😭#Anyway less about that how about we talk about Neil’s amazing singing In the series like????#I knew he could sing but I just forgot he was so good and Malina is amazing as well(the whole cast are amazing it’s such a good show😭)#I need to stop having full on rambles in the tags 😭😭
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I think one of the saddest things in the world is saying “I’m used to it.”
“I’m used to being mistreated, I’m used to being left out, and I’m used to not even being considered. I’m used to being sad. I’m used to people not liking me. I’m used to the unique sort of torture life has created specifically for me.”
You shouldn’t be used to it. You deserve a good life, one where your experiences are meaningful and special. You should only be used to peace and happiness and love.
#to: the void.#this comes from me slipping up and saying i’m used to it when i can’t eat anything at a party for the millionth time#why are allergies so hard to check for like#i’m not even allergic to anything obscure#i have a nut allergy.#I should not have to be used to people knowing about it and not considering that i can’t eat anything at an event they cater 😭#idk it’s just kind of upsetting when i and other people have to be used to the fact that no one cares enough#my experience is 100% not the worst out there but genuinely no one should have to be used to being overlooked#anyways.
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shifting content on tiktok is soooo funny to me like not even in an “omg this is so cringe” way it’s just genuinely fascinating… i see it on my fyp all the time and i’m not complaining bc i devour that shit every time
#you can’t even imagine how much DETAIL they go into about their DRs (idk what that stands for but i think it’s something reality)#and then people in the comments will be like ‘omg i’m so jealous i want to shift but idk how’#and EVERY TIME the op says ‘i haven’t shifted yet!’#like WDYMMMM you have built this entire reality in your head and you fully believe you can go there even though you can’t and don’t know how#girl just go write fanfiction you’re halfway there already!!#and there are people who are like ‘i’m so scared for my shift i literally have to go to war’ like NO YOU DO NOT HAVE TO WHAT#i saw a girl the other day who wanted to shift to the spn universe and she said ‘i have to fight the devil and god’ ???#like let’s say shifting IS real — you are CHOOSING to go to these realities and you’re creating every detail of your life there#so why would you want to go to war or fight the devil or whatever the fuck like you literally don’t have to do that 😭#i’m just so intrigued by all of it like how did we get here what happened to regular old daydreaming#lj.txt
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more hate incoming
#Cole turner looks like too much like chris and Andy barber soooo#it’s kinda like 😒😒 the ick is seeping through#MY BIGGEST BEEF IS WHY IS CHRIS DOING RANDOM MOVIES LIKE THIS PLEASE#this and then the rock xmas movie like????#bruh 😭😭😭😭#do better for yourself#GOD I CAN SEE EVERYONE INFOLLOWING ME KM SORRY IM AORRY#it’s just if I don’t say it here it’ll stew inside me#sincerely please don’t unfollow me I love y’all#but at my core I can’t help my feelings sjsjsjsjak#anyways a lot of the scenes were giving hallmark movie#like why isn’t bro doing big budget movies or DRAMA movies or idk!!!! something of substance#no please y’all don’t unfollow me I’ll probably get over it in a while#it’s just my personal opinion#the whole trailer gave me ick#i can see y’all rolling your eyes at me ajdjsjsk I am sorry
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ok here’s my orange blood song ranking for now but ik 100% for a fact this is gonna change tomorrow:
orange flower
mortal
blind
sweet venom
still monster
#ok if i had to explain how happy orange flower makes me…#just imagine if fate was a whole song#that’s how happy orange flower makes me#listening to it is making me tear up and i don’t even understand what they’re singing but i love it 😭#to all the kpop haters who say ‘why do you like kpop you can’t even understand what they’re saying’#cuz literally just the music itself is enough to convey everything one ever needed i swear 😭#i love orange flower sm 😭#also i’m a sucker for title tracks and i love sweet venom sm already and so it’s def gonna go up the ranking rq#and still monster are you kidding me???? i LOVEEE IT#so yeah idk how or why it’s last#i truly love every song here it pains me to put anything below no. 1 <//3#em speaks
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I genuinely thought every kpop stan knew that a majority of idols make little to no money during their entire career like not even beyond common knowledge I thought it was just a given that everyone knows that since it’s been talked about SO many times but apparently not only do a lot of stans not know that they get mad if anyone, idol or not, points it out
#both in Korean and internationally#like people who got mad at Hanse when he talked about music shows#cause he’s an idol and his life can’t be as hard as theirs when it’s like a fuckin victon member isn’t the bourgeoisie 😭#or people who made daisy delete her tweet about how no one gets paid#words of mine#fromis 9 not getting paid is some bs though they’d make money if they were more active#I wonder what the minimal level of success to get paid would be…I’m assuming dreamcatcher gets paid since they renewed their contracts#but some groups people would consider more successful in some ways probably don’t#and I can’t imagine anyone lower does#like there’s no way say a weeekly member has ever seen a cent#for an example of a group that has sales most would consider pretty good#also we know from loona that companies just it so that they can’t get paid no matter how successful anyway#idk why people who aren’t ’celebrities shouldn’t talk about their problems’ types would get mad at those who point this out though#but they do…I guess it’s an image thing
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