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I think the worst part of this lingering cough is how fucking poorly it mixes with my chronic nosebleeds smh shit has me in these awful feedback loops where all the coughing triggers a nosebleed and then the lack of breathing from the nosebleed makes the coughing worse which makes the nosebleed worse and so on and so on
#just spent like ten minutes bent over a sink hacking and bleeding with tears streaming down my face lol#like yeah it sucked but also i felt like i was in a movie it was so dramatic lol#tears were just a consequence of the coughing btw!! im too annoyed when it happens to cry over it lol#random coughing induced nosebleeds are SO not fair btw#i haven’t gotten this much blood on my clothes since i was like 10 smh#also coughing getting worse when you try to sleep is literally a devil concept like wtf#do this to me at like noon or smth#like you’re making me go through this at 3am??? literally insane#like girl i had to move the cat off my legs to go bleed and cough for ten minutes??#at THREE IN THE MORNING???#absurd#im suing#idk who but it’ll happen#cw blood mention
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I can guarantee that at least one person wrote in Jay and Dope on their ballot this election.
#like there’s gotta be at least one person who typed their names on the ballot machine thing#few more hours left; this is how dual presidents jay and dope can still win /j#ngl I think the insane clown posse would do better than the current candidates /j#something something miracles of voting idk#juggalo presidents it’ll happen#mine#op#homestuck#flashing images#flashing colors
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https://x.com/captainh4ndsome/status/1774282734288138451?s=46
I saw this series of quotes and why do you think that hat has three stabs from buggy? Is it truly connected to shuggy? Could shuggy really be that important???
so, here are the tweets in question. (one of which is from @goingbuggy! hi there! this is, what, the third time someone’s asked me to talk about your tweets? i guess at least one of my anons is a fan.)
i have wondered a time or two whether in oda’s early planning it might have been buggy who gave shanks that three-slash scar. (i’ve heard that oda originally had a five year plan for one piece, though i’ll admit i’ve never sought out a direct source for that.) in that case, the slashes through the hat might have been intended as foreshadowing.
but since buggy wasn’t the one to make that scar, instead it leads us to draw comparisons between these characters who both have wielded three blades on one hand. and maybe it’s just because they were both written as foils to luffy, but i find comparing buggy and blackbeard very interesting!
similarities:
former warlord of the sea/current emperor of the sea
devil fruit user
served on a big name’s crew back in the day
intentionally went under the radar/overlooked for years
doesn’t really buy into concepts like “loyalty” or “honor,” happy to turn on a crew mate or backstab an ally if it’s to his advantage
used to wield three blades but these days prefers explosive-adjacent weapons
not happy to see red-haired shanks at marineford
differences:
fell into those positions by chance/years of plotting to get into those positions
a devil fruit with zero combat utility (besides avoiding damage)/possibly the devil fruit with the most combat utility? (though, unusually, he can take damage while wielding it)
their reasons for going under the radar (fear of being hunted down/working towards a secret goal)
the consequences for overlooking them (for shanks: losing buggy/losing to bb, or at least taking a very bad wound from him; for others: misinformation on a global scale/the literal paramount war)
buggy is a strong believer in the captain-crew bond, which bb absolutely does not buy into
type of three-bladed weapon (three throwing daggers, suggests flexibility, hidden motives, a preference for distance fighting; claw weapon, suggests light-footedness, straightforwardness—you know when a claw wielder is about to start fighting, he’s gone and put the claws on)
type of explosive weapon (bombs, suggests pre-planning, a preference for distance fighting, maximum damage for minimum effort; guns, suggests a flexibility on distance vs melee range, a willingness to threaten rather than kill outright)
why they didn’t want to see shanks (ugh, that guy pisses me off/i think that guy might literally kill me lmao)
#tos answers#one piece#buggy#shanks#marshall d teach#—narrative foils#—that straw hat#if there’s one thing nart did right it was paralleling most of its chars w the protags & making the protags narrative foils of each other#bc when two characters who are both foils of a third character meet… ohh it’s ALWAYS compelling. the themes of the story just shine through#(see: the gaara-rock lee fight. they had no personal beef but the nart foiling & the sask foiling & the nart-v-sask foiling of it all…)#idk if buggy and bb will ever meet but if they do… i hope oda doesn’t throw away the potential in their contrast for the sake of a joke#anyway to actually answer your question: imo it’s not that shuggy is so important to the story as much as it shows us a pattern#shanks has this character flaw: overlooking ppl right under his nose. & maybe it’ll happen again? maybe this is how shanks will die!#…that said i 100% agree w cap that if buggy had still been around shanks wouldn’t’ve gotten that scar#idk if buggy would’ve taken the hit for him (& been fine obvs) or just seen bb’s attack coming but one way or the other: scarless shanks
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I read the shit I wrote yesterday and like. Dude this is Weird
#like I wrote that that was my hands that typed that gay shit#im. I don’t think it even fits the theme I could change a few things to make it more on theme ig??? but idk im probably not gonna post it#probably. im not sure I don’t know#no one elseis gonna write it I guess. I think. I don’t know#again nothing even happens they just talk about it but it’s still Weird#idk smth smth sex as just a topic or something that’s happening from different perspectives who like it more or less than the other is an#interesting thing to think about#there was a book I read for English last year called smth like ‘beautiful world’ or smth by ocean vuong. I definitely spelled that wrong#and that topic came up a few times and how he explained it was really interesting#he was gay in the like 90s or 80s and they had to keep their relationship a secret and shit idk it was cool it was interesting to think abt#like it can be used as a topic the same way a fight could or a walk in the woods is#also im like a grey ace so im definitely seeing just that whole topic in general as like. idk smth that isn’t real like how you’d talk about#a dragon or smth like it’s talked about a lot and you see it in media and shit but you know it’ll never happen to you/you won’t actually see#it yourself#cod I talk a lot
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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someone tell me why and how is it november already???? anyway i feel like i haven’t written in ages and jake’s bday is coming up,,, thinking rn if i should impulsively start a last minute long story for his bday again-
#i swear i’m getting deja vu from last year#this was literally exactly what happened#sksjsk#i’m pretty sure i started around beg of nov and last minute writing this whole thing#i think i even planned out how much i had to write each day 😭#i have an idea and i swear it’ll be better than last years 😭#tbh i started writing this story many months ago#but it’s been sitting at 1k words for who knows how long now 😭#idek if i’ll have time 😭#but it’s fun to have smth to work towards tbh 😭#hmmm WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK IDK#em speaks#happy jakey month btw 🥰🫶🏻
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oh….
#char’s diary#i want love so bad it’s pathetic#i want love so bad i’m a whiny baby#i want love so bad yet i can’t keep a crush or a friend or anything to save my life#i want love and i don’t know why i can’t feel it#i know i know#i love my friends#AND I DO#i love them so much#but there’s something i crave about a romantic relationship#there just is#maybe that makes me selfish#idk#but it’s not like it’ll happen for me anytime soon anyway#no one even knows who i am#and if i were to be in a relationship i’d have to come out#everything is on hold#my whole life has been put on hold#just till i get out of this house#just till i get a job#just till i transition#will i ever stop waiting?#will i ever be free of the things holding me back?#will i always have a barrier#will i always be forced to wait#just until#will i ever be content?#is it too much to ask to just feel happy and comfortable
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i really do self sabotage when it comes to irl dating 😭💀
#spilling tea like you guys are my irls#first of all i’m chronically single#i dont do dating apps or casual sex (anymore. 2.5 years celibate by choice... which is a whole other story c: )#and second of all anytime anyone shows interest in me i am 🏃♀️💨 running away#even if they’re cool#😭😭😭😭😭#i *am* the problem. THAT i know#there’s this person who i’ve known for a very long time and they've been trying to take me out for a year#(very casually not pushy at all)#first time i said yes but my travelling got in the way. eventually we stopped talking but then we started again some time later#and when they asked to do something again - i got scared so told them i was sick (WHICH I WAS BUT HFJGJGJGJ IDK)#and THIS time he mentioned it again#and i umm didn’t respond until after 6 days#i know i know i’m awful#but here’s the thing#IM TRAVELLING AGAIN#FOR A WHOLE MONTH THIS TIME#so if it even happens it’ll be pushed back once more#but like i said we've known each other for a long time so it's always been brought up in a casual way. nothing that really screams DATE#although i can tell the tone of it is a lil more than friendly#i’m just glad he’s super nice and older than me (so he doesn’t rlly care about late replies and all that. usually when i respond late he#replies right away)#and we both keep ourselves busy with work#AND HE LIKES ANIME TOO LMFAO HE DRESSED UP AS SUKUNA ONCE#so like#i need to do better#💀💀💀💀#commitment is scary DATING IS SCARY#i just don’t want to date until i’ve achieved some personal goals but at the same time i don’t want to limit myself you know#HOWEVER i can’t have high expectations for my partner when i don’t have high expectations for myself
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ugh i understand why people don’t like remembering nuance exists it fucking sucks having complicated feelings about things and people
#i love my brother#i can admit that now#and have it be true#but like#he’s just#he’s not a great person#i want to help him be that#but i need to figure out how to do it without being a control freak#and like in the meantime i have to hear him say shitty things#and like i know that we have years of our lives to grow#but i just#it hurts knowing that this sweet kid who used to watch shows with me and needed me to help him speak to people#acts like an asshole and the exact type of people i hate#like i’ve moved on from the abuse i’ve moved on from the favoritism in our family (mostly)#but there’s still so much about him that i want to change#because he can be better#he can be kinder and more respectful#but he’s not and i don’t know where to start#my mom isn’t gonna do shit she doesn’t understand it#but i don’t know if he will either#i’m gonna try#but trying is so hard especially with all i’ve got going on#idk#i miss a version of him that doesn’t exist anymore#and can’t exist because he grew up#he can be better i know it#it’ll happen slowly#but eventually it’ll happen#ill be there to make sure it happens#even if i wanna leave
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#I keep making this post and deleting it#and both are cathartic: writing it out over and over. and making it not exist again. over and over#and both feel awful. both feel awful. both feel awful#it’s not over till it’s over#but I think it’s over#i sobbed for three hours but it’s amazing how much your body can just#keep crying#it finds the reserves somewhere#I think on Saturday I will have to leave the wedding and drive an hour to get more bloodwork done#and then I guess an ultrasound#and then if I haven’t miscarried I guess they’ll have to make me#and then I guess I can’t try again for a while if it’s a certain drug#and then I guess it’ll never happen for me never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never#no. but maybe. but that’s what it feels like right now#idk. or maybe a miracle will happen#I lay awake in bed last night thinking#maybe this is the last time I get to be pregnant for sure#me and my baby the size of a sesame seed#who now it seems like maybe never existed#in any size or shape at all
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trying to keep an open mind bc the concept of this movie is very interesting but the characters are so annoying it’s pissing me off
#watchin coherence#holding out hope that it’ll get better but.#:|#this happened also when I tried to watch reign of fire last week#which started off really cool and interesting but the second the Americans showed up it kind of sucked#and Matthew mcconaughey specifically pissed me off so bad I turned the movie off#.doc#I think it’s fine to have characters that suck or are annoying or make poor decisions#but. I think you do have to care enough or find them interesting enough to want to find out what happens#and I think this is a hurdle that comes up in horror a lot#bc an inherent part of the genre is bad things happening to the characters#and you don’t feel as bad and it can be fun to watch characters who suck get their comeuppance as it were#idk. protagonists don’t have to be likeable or good people but they do have to be interesting you know?#and also there’s a threshold of annoying that you cannot pass with every single protag
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i’ll be soooo honest…
i 1000% need to see/hear more abt the lovestruck expansion pack. bc from what i’m seeing now? eh. it’s lovely for vanilla or console players, and i’m excited for the new world! but the limited gameplay info i’m seeing? i’m unmoved.
as of rn, it’s looking like i’d only end up buying this pack for the world and the romance dynamics 🫠 i prefer the way modders have gone about implementing online dating, attraction systems, etc.; and i’m worried EA has just implemented a watered down, less substantial, and far less developed version of those key mod features and put it behind a $40 paywall.
#jas.is.talking#sims 4 lovestruck#idk babes … this pack looks very mid to me!#i can’t think of ONE gameplay feature that i really care abt#ALSO#did they forget abt neighborhood stories??#what happened to the marriage and dating update for that??#bc this seems like a great time to roll that out!#who knows … maybe it’ll be in the (prob game-breaking) bg update before the pack releases#i just wish they would’ve said something abt that yk#i’m unimpressed ngl 😭
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pou is engaged to Laura Stacey. So no, they presumably wouldn't, and you're right it IS homophobic
Fantastic (genuine). You’re the third person to tell me about Laura Stacey and let me tell you, it continues to be excellent news that Marie Philip Poulin the woman I know from being described as the female Sidney Crosby aka captain canada is in lesbians with one of her linemates. Mens hockey wishes. Woho continues to be the gift that keeps on giving.
Also yes it is homophobic that they can’t give each other little kisses any time they get close. Can you imagine the cellys? Cmon how are we gonna get the woho equivalent of the kiss me fanvid if their lips are behind lock and key. All players deserve to make out at center ice if they so choose and the fact that they can’t is homophobic.
#asks answered#anonymous#honestly the reason I was like idk if they would in my initial tags is because I know so many woho players are dating each other#so like there was a very good chance that they have a partner somewhere on or around the ice#and didn’t want to assume they were partners#when I yell ‘now kiss’ at mens players it’s because I know it’ll never happen#with womens players I genuinely don’t know who’s in lesbians with who so I’m not gonna assume#anyway thank you anon I appreciate it
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Oh lads. We are Going Through It
#guys who’s been going through it for the last 8 months with no break from the It:#I’m fine! I’m okay! I can help you I’m so good I’m offering help to YOU#one of the plentiful Its is ofc dysphoria and when I messaged my friend he was nice enough#but ‘oh you’ll get there’ and ‘you’re ALREADY a handsome chap!’ like no I’m not#I look like a 12 year old#I look like a stereotype#I had to shave off what facial hair I did have and. yeah#and I know it’ll never happen for me too#I don’t have transition goals anymore just empty hopelessness#besides I’d lose my family what little left there is of it#like. my mum. my grandmum. tbh I’m not even sure if my cousin would talk to me as often#or she’d get in trouble for supporting me if she did#idk man. I’m grieving. depressed and just sad and lonely and I spend all my emotional dollars on other people bc I’ve convinced myself I’m#not worth it#there’s too much going on and so little of it j can control#vent post#delete later
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always fun to remind myself of the side effects of my thyroid meds
#the first time i treated my thyroid my endo was like ‘i havent had a patient who had this happen for a while so im due for one’ THANKS MAN#personal#im just waiting for it to hurry up and work. my health has PLUMMETED in the last week or so#im so sick and i can’t DO ANYTHING. including SLEEP. even if i was getting enough good sleep i was be exhausted but i’m not so.#the energy’s doing Great#and i’m so hungry all the time but also nauseous so all food is unappealing#genuinely have no idea how i made it through years 7-10 undiagnosed. no wonder i ended up with such a severe phobia of going to bed????????#i don’t have to worry about routine right now so it’s not as stressful (just horrible because i’m so tired) but i COULDNT SLEEP back then#im just relieved that this time it was found through a routine check rather than me getting a test because of symptoms#usually i test when my anxiety gets really bad in a specific way#but my anxiety isn’t bad this time. no panic attacks and also no migraines. those are all usually the worst to deal with#so comparatively this isn’t even a particularly bad episode?/relapse?/flare?#still more sick than i’ve been in……..years?#im not sure if covid was better or worse. but it was only really bad for a week#this’ll be worse overall because it’ll last a lot longer#hopefully only a month or two but that’s still a few months of my life that just vanish. cool!!!!!!!!!!!#and there wasn’t even a notable event to trigger it this time. first time was whooping cough and subsequent times have been things like—#starting uni and then the last 2 years of uni where i took 10 units in one year then overworked myself doing my thesis#im SLIGHTLY worried that maybe i’ve developed rheumatoid arthritis and that set it off because it’s also autoimmune#i should see my gp soon to get a general antibody test. my joint have been so bad it’s been hard to walk for quite a few months#idk man it all sucks. but for now at least i have my white blood cells (even if they’re literally the problem lmao)
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hate sm that the one time a man treats me like i’m pretty n worth the bare minimum, i’m just not attracted to him 🙃
#i just wanna find my persooonnnn#i know it’ll happen n im honestly not too upset ab it#i’m just doing my anxious girl thing n overthinking that no one will ever want or appreciate me like that guy did#but at the same time we had nothing in common so idk#i just regret doing it bc he was so sweet even after i rejected him#n usually i can’t even get anything from a man#like the one time i treated like someone who’s actually pretty n worth it n im not attracted to the man#like why#men don’t see me that way
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