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napping-sapphic · 4 months ago

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I think the worst part of this lingering cough is how fucking poorly it mixes with my chronic nosebleeds smh shit has me in these awful feedback loops where all the coughing triggers a nosebleed and then the lack of breathing from the nosebleed makes the coughing worse which makes the nosebleed worse and so on and so on

#just spent like ten minutes bent over a sink hacking and bleeding with tears streaming down my face lol #like yeah it sucked but also i felt like i was in a movie it was so dramatic lol #tears were just a consequence of the coughing btw!! im too annoyed when it happens to cry over it lol #random coughing induced nosebleeds are SO not fair btw #i haven’t gotten this much blood on my clothes since i was like 10 smh #also coughing getting worse when you try to sleep is literally a devil concept like wtf #do this to me at like noon or smth #like you’re making me go through this at 3am??? literally insane #like girl i had to move the cat off my legs to go bleed and cough for ten minutes??#at THREE IN THE MORNING???#absurd #im suing #idk who but it’ll happen #cw blood mention

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boarloved-art · 4 months ago

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i like the car movies a lot.......

#cars #pixar cars #lightning mcqueen #sally carrera #my art #art #drawing #fanart #sketch #these r SOOOOOOOO messy dont worry abt jt #i love sally n mcqueen so muhcnman #sally the love of my LIFEEEE #also his pyjamas in the court sketch r. bc i asked my pals what we think he was wearing when he got separated from mack. bc its SO funny to #imagine him in his pjs in court trying to seduce sally #like realisitclally hes probably not. they peobably gave him a change of clothes he did in fact make a mess #but man.....the idea of him stood there in his own branded pjs . .....it enamours me #temporary wheelchair user mcqueen after his crash is reel to me <3 #he doesnt even need it for that long but by god he decks it out #note that they have rings on in the cars 3 ones...theyre married...#the second one is all sally when she arrived at radiator sprrriiings i rhink of her too much #ft flo & sheriff #ur sheriff. ur watching the road leading into town (even the towns basically dead anyway noones fucking coming in so ur legit just sat ther #eating lunch and thinking abt ur husband). a blue porsche rolls in and ur like huh. a visitor. thats new. the porsche suddenly just gives #out in the middle of the road and ur like. oh shit lemme call mater. before u get the chance to do that u r cut off by the LONGEST BEEP #IN HISTORY as sally carrera #burnt out from lawyering #slams her head on the wheel and yells FUCKKKKKKKKKK. this is MY canon now.#sheriff watching a stressed 20 smth in a business suit repeatedly knock her head against her steering wheel while muttering about #how this Has to be her annoying bosses fault somehow #wondering if he should offer her some help or just let her get it out of her system

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nootdraws · 2 years ago

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A Prayer For A Birthday

Haven’t really had the time to do any art recently but I wrote this poem last month and thought it fit Rosamund in a funny sorta way :). Hope you like <3

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rockyroadkylers · 2 months ago

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i think i finished my new year's day fic 👀

#now the question: post now or save for new year's day lmao #rwrb #firstprince #my wips #my fics #my writing #tomatoes #also why do i always finish fics at like 1 am #if i were to post it now it would get absolutely zero traction lmao i learned that the hard way #so when i say ''now'' know that i mean like. at a reasonable hour some point tomorrow probably 😂#idk noon-ish #or! on new year's day. bc that's when the fic is set #but like i'm impatient and ik people are hyped about this fic and after the horrors this month we could probably all use a pick-me-up so id #if anyone sees this post and has an opinion please leave a reply or smth

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mercless · 5 months ago

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rather than fears i see them having , i'm just curious in general how they'd rank the following in base , modern , and high noon : large dogs , bodies of water ( can't see the bottom ) , bodies of water ( can see the bottom ) , heights , death , public speaking

large dogs: 4/10 "Most dangerous in a pack and without verticality nearby."

bodies of water (can't see the bottom): 10/10 "No."

bodies of water (can see the bottom): 8/10 "Water is deceiving."

heights: 4/10 "Only need to worry if you don't know how to get down."

death: 10/10 "..."

public speaking: 5/10 "No one would listen to me."

large dogs: 6/10 "Most are 'all bark' but I'm not looking to get mauled."

bodies of water: (can't see the bottom) 8/10 "Dangerous."

bodies of water: (can see the bottom) 5/10 "I don't swim."

heights: 5/10 "Just don't make mistakes when you're high up."

death: 9/10 "Life's shit but it's the only one I got."

public speaking: 7/10 "Fuck that."

large dogs: 2/10 "Don't matter the size, they know to fear somethin' that'll hunt 'em."

bodies of water (can't see the bottom): 6/10 "Ain't plannin' on a dip anytime soon. Not like one will appear in the middle of the dessert one day."

bodies of water (can see the bottom): 4/10 "Good for drinkin' or drownin'."

heights: 3/10 "Some mighty fine ravines to get lost in out there."

death: 8/10 "Do you know what's after death for demons?"

public speaking: 6/10 "Ain't looking to be a town crier anytime soon."

fear rating

#‡ ask #‡ the end is comin' for us all | high noon #modern au tbt #windchaser #wah i hope this is what you meant! it was fun to fill it out for all three :>#this gave me the motivation to make my modern headers hdfgjk #imagining a farmer or smth try to sick dogs on hn talon for trespassing and they just stare at the dogs. lick their lips.#and start moving toward the hounds. and those barks quickly become retreating wimpers HSDHJK 😭#its not just horses that are afraid of them.....#classic tal knows death is inevitable for them but its SOO scary 😨 do you know how many things want your soul out there? yeah thats right #they dont want to be immortal or undying thats even worse they just. dont want there to be anything afterwards you know? and in noxus...#thats very much more likely than not if a certain ghostly tyrant has anything to say about it. and they know what swain is about w souls #(if maybe only partly) so they dont want to die anywhere near the demon grand general either !!!!#so stressful so much to think about #if you want me to elaborate on any more ask away!! i know talon isnt much of a yapper thats why im here

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critterofthenight · 8 months ago

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i had such a fun dream, i didn't wanna wake up :c

#my art teacher was a former goddess and she was looking after treasure in the secret room of a church #and i was the only human who could see the other gods so she decided to make me her heir #and she taught me magic and other things and the secret room became my safe space #then one day few of my classmates accidentally got into the room when noone was there and they were gonna start investigating wtf is this #when they tried to leave without raising suspicion they ran into me the art teacher and the priest in the church garden #but we didnt realize that smth was going on so we all started playing some kinda ttrpg set in the middle ages #my classmates talked about how much more fun that era was bc this whole dreams setting was a combination of modern day and the 1800s #we played in the church garden and there was a wishing well next to us #if you looked into it your reflection became the person you wanted to be #the art teacher was sad bc she wanted to look different but i showed her that my reflection was her so she laughed and hugged me #the game was very fun and when we were leaving my former crush was waiting outside of the gates #her new best friend was with her but she smiled at me and caressed my head and i literally purred #we were walking home and she told me that dating apps suck and she doesnt know what to do #i took her hand and told her to forget those assholes bc there are so many people who love her #and the two of us started running through the forest next to the road hand in hand #we looked like two nymphs of the forest and we were laughing and i was sure she loved me #and then i woke up :c #✩‧₊˚

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shanti-ashant-hai · 1 year ago

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i just went through your stories and you and your bf apparently had a whole childhood friends to lovers arc??

you're living the dream

what will you do if i told you we even had the 'BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU' fight back in 11th

it'd have led to us getting together earlier if only the school wasn't filled with harami people

#i dont remember the exact reason behind why we fought #but i do remember that it was a big one #like it was lunch break and we were arguing over smth loudly #and everyone from 9th-12th was watching us with interest #and i yelled 'TUMHE KYA? I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT'#'TUMHE KYA?'#and he yelled even louder 'BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU AND I CANT SEE YOU RUIN YOURSELF LIKE THAT' in the most intense voice ive ever heard #the silence that reigned after that yo-#absolute silence for 5 seconds. noone spoke #not even me #until the kids who were watching started saying 'OOOOOOOH'#my friends even sang 'kiss da girl' what harami ppl bro #so yeah it was hella awkward and we ignored each other for 2 weeks #worst 2 weeks of my life 🤡🔫#asks #shanti ki ashanti suno #anon

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starphobe · 9 months ago

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fh fandom back to wishing death on a fictional teenager for being mentally ill and not learning how to cope with that in a healthy way. what else is new

#do i think klck is correct? no #do i think a fandom full of grown adults should stop holding this (manipulated) (not sound of mind) teenager to wack standards? ya #like.... some of you are... how do i say this.... ~projecting~#and dont get me wrong this isnt me trying to say shes some kind of innocent misunderstood blorbo 🥺🥺🥺#i think shes a freak and a cunt. but im going to be normal about it and NOT say that she deserves to be killed (????)#pre-overtaking she was clearly aware that her behavior wasn't healthy #the fact she even went to jawbone at all (and was honest with him!) proves that imo #personally i feel like she might be neurodivergent -> struggling with knowing which rules to break and which ones to not #we literally JUST had an episode where the principal of AAA told students to their face that studying and working hard is dumb #i think kipperlilly came to aguefort. couldn't get a grip on what they Actually wanted from her #(parents went to mumple. she couldnt have been prepared for aguefort)#and out of frustration she fixated on people who were doing well and compared herself to them #and the only major surface difference she could find? tragic backstories #it only makes sense that she'd assume that THAT is what was missing. her inability to adapt to AAA was out of her control #so instead of blaming smth abstract (neurodivergence/other mental illness)#this single. concrete. and obvious difference is way easier to latch on to #but yeah. imo she just reads as someone super neurodivergent who received No Help because she 'made do'#and when thrown into a situation that required a skillset she wasn't born with. she shut down and got defensive #noone is born wanting to die yadda yadda #i think it's very interesting that when jawbone turned the question around on her (asking what SHE could do to get better)#she got quiet and awkward #its almost like she was trying her best? and just couldn't figure out where to go next?#and OH would you look at that. jace offering her a trip to the mountains of chaos. for a ~super dangerous adventure~#🙄#anyway.#awfully convenient. isn't it.#this has been me. having takes on ms goldendoodle shibainu #goodnight everyone (its noon)#not tagging this out of fear of the *** stans out there who will not stop taking things personally

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astrxealis · 1 year ago

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eepy

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#lots of thoughts in mind tho 🔥 ellow good noon good noon 😙💗💞💖#RAGHHH gna be out most of the day but my friends make me so happy 😞 even if it's just like. smth small. JEHWJDJS IDK I'M SO GIDDY #RAGHHHHH I'M GOING TO LIKE... make a list of stuff i need and want to do for the week. like studying and hobbies and media and activities.#also stuff i wna buy ^_^ and uhhh idk going to be the best version of myself fr yeehaw <3 #THIS BREAK IS GOING TO BE ONE WHOLE WEEK BUT FEELS SO SHORT ... sched is jampacked fr #today. birthday. tomorrow rest from birthday. another time in the week i'll be watching hamilton. and another time fnaf w friends. and then #vc with best friend and then vc with other friends and then dnd stuff. and then online friends stuff. and social media stuff. and

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aria0fgold · 2 years ago

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Whoooaaaa! Life gotten bit hectic again but like not events but more like just me. Was feeling melancholic??? like, bit down in the dumps lately but I’m feeling better now! :D And then I had my wisdom tooth removed yesterday! Ngl tho I didn’t realize it was my wisdom tooth up until the dentist said it cuz I always referred to it as the tooth at the very end. For smth called a wisdom tooth, it sure dont grow out wisely.

Been practicing writing again too! But more like, practicing planning. I at first wanted to continue a lil personal story about my OC, Alec and while expanding more on smth I realized a lot of loopholes everywhere in his overall story and ngl, doing a self-test style where I create questions for me to answer helped a lot in finding those loopholes.

Cuz like, I’m the type of writer that goes with the flow and worry bout things later which is honestly not that good as planning goes. I’ve tried like other ways of outlining that I’ve searched up but nothing worked out and now I finally found one that does! So I’m thinking of doing that same technique with my fics too cuz there’s a lot I need to connect with everything and it can also help me with figuring out where to go next!

#aria rants #esp need a lot of planning for oafb #for the ppl that read it yk like theres a scene where at the beginning omori beheaded the corrupted king crawler monster?#i had like 0 plans for it. like legit no reason why omori beheaded the thing.#when i wrote that chapter i was like: yeah checks out thats def smth omori would do #it wasnt until i wrote the later chapters that i found a use for that scene so it wasnt just a scene that happened just cause #like omori finding that silver key and that same key will be useful during the sweetheart castle adventure #having a beginning middle and end is good for me in my fics cuz i can think up ways to bridge each one but also not that good as well #cuz of my overall writing technique that results in changes on the middle part which will later affect the end too and like damn #i need a proper way to outline everything so i dont connect as i write but i have everything connected before i write #and just build upon that connection so it dont look bad!#im just glad i found a way to outline properly when i was losing my marbles finding all the horrible loopholes in my ocs story #ngl working on my oc while looking at my omori fanfics reminds me of how much ive improved as a writer #and i love it! ive come a long way! im proud of it and im still improving! :D #so yeah! oh and im like thinking of doing smth too #basically updating all 3 fics in a very consistent manner + the aubrey and letterbrey fic i have in tumblr too #all i need now is to wake up early again cuz gurl needs to stop waking up at noon

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phagodyke · 3 months ago

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venting sorry... don't want to just delete it bc it helps to get it out just ignore this post pls 👍

haven't slept much at all and feeling so sick andstressed and in pain bc my period is due and so tired its making me dizzy but i cant sleep more or ill just feel more sick and I want a hug and to cry so hard into someones shoulder but no one cares or will even come near me it makes me feel diseased they think things about me that aren't true bc I struggle so much to communicate and thry all make assumptions insteqd and no one wants to give me space to talk to them about it so I cant undo that now and its all my fault and I'm so. exhausted :-(

#going to try and stay awake until lunch at least and yhen maybe ill take a nap. but i need to be able to sleep rpoperly tonight #at least i know im only feeling depressed bc my period is due which means my meds dont work how they should #like its kind of weird n psychologically interesting to feel so depressed again suddenly bc i havent been at all lately #well theres not much i can do abt feeling sick and in pain but ill take it easy. wasnt planning on leaving the house today anyway #and i do need to find a way to talk to ppl abt shit im struggling to communicate bc it really does bother me. and i dont want to do this #im tired of keeping everything in and wound so tightly i just want to feel seen and safe around someone please. please 🥹#its all well n good getting along with people better than i rver havebut if they still wont support me when im going through it #then it fades into shallowness like our friendship still has value. but im unable to feel close to them or safe around them #and right now im glad im doing so well im glad of so manynthings but its so scary to know that if i start doing bad again there is #noone and nothing there to catch me i dont have anything in the way of a safety net just myself. so better not fall 👍#and irs been makinf me feel so horrible lately bc my mum has been trying to emotionally drpend on me again and its making me feel like #when i was a teenager again and i was fighting for my fucking life against what i didnt know was mental illness and i had no outlet and #nowhere to go and i wanted to die so badly and meanwhile everyone around me was completely unaware and making me handle all of their #emotional issues and i was trapped there absorbing everyone elses damage and not being able to express mine and thankfully i didnt kill #myself and i got out and ive gotten so much bettee and worse and better sinxe and how i feel now is nothing like that really but im just #being reminded of it a lot and how hard expressing myself is and sometimes it feels like ive made so little progress #in thetorture labyrinth out here. but i dont want to do this forever i need to get better at expressing i just need people to support me #but i feel unsupported its like thin ice. but its alsonmy fault for not trusting. i dontnknowwwww.#maybe when i dont have to pay for private meds anymore and when i get this raise at the end of the year ill try therapy again #i dont think itll solve the issue bc its the ppl i care abt in my life that i need to be able to talk to. but maybe i can get some #better tools to help me be able to do that. i dontnknow i dont want to think about it anymore actually im going to go do smth else #sorry for venting its been a really nice weekend genuinely feeljng so good in general atm. and yeah i still struggle with the same things #but generally ive been handling their effect on my mental health so much better!!!! like im still feeling okay regardless of them #but they are still there and i will need to go from tolerating them to dissolvjng them at some point if i want to feel okay long term #it doesnt have to be like this. and i do actually truly believe that for once which rly is a sign of how much prpgress ive made!!!!#working on my shit is a fucking lifelong project....as im sure it is for everyone else too. all of our first time on planet earth #we will get through yhis. and anyway how i feel now is super temporary jsut triggered by a few thingsand ill keep reacting to them this #way until i managr to properly resolve them properly instead of folding them nicely and tucking them out of view #bleugh. okay yeah thats enough for now. meds softening the edges too ive stopped crying which is smth #chilling for a bit n then im going to watch some tv or a movie and iron and polish my boots and after lunch i might draw. or not we'll see

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wasch-lappen · 9 months ago

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I wish at this point people would just tell me they hate my opinion because I'm tired of a conversation just completely stopping dead in its tracks and after some time continuing as if I hadn't said anything.

What is it??? What did I do wrong this time?? You can tell me, I am used to doing stupid shit all the time!!!!!

And people dont understand why I assume I'm annoying to everyone and it would be no different to them if I just disappeared

#FUCK #like the second time in 24 hours i wrote smth into chat #ALL conversation stops #after like 10 minutes another topic is brought up and I might as well just not have existed #like im not angry about ppl hating me #im angry im always being told im not by people who walk on eggshells around my fragile ego #it is GOOD and RIGHT to hate me!!!#do it loudly!!!!#I KNOW IM RIGHT I KNOW YOUD ALL BE BETTER OFF WITH ME DEAD #THIS IS WHY NOONE CARES ABOUT ME ON EITHER OF MY BLOGS #IM A TERRIBLE PERSON #IM ANNOYING AND STUPID AND ANTISOCIAL #I notice the fact I only have maybe 1 or 2 friends #depends if one is preoccupied with his relationship #and theres good reasons for it I just-#and I care sooo much about my posts getting notes even stupid shit like this like whyyy why why #I KNOW its gonna get 0 notes and noone is seeing this and I might as well just write in a journal at this point #but noo i gotta be hashtag relateable and get the funny number up #even tho that never HAPPENS #GEE I WONDER WHY #CANT BE BECAUSE IM UNLIKEABLE AND MY OPINIONS ARE TRASH

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isaacathom · 1 year ago

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lrb but seeeriously. i dont feel like i have all that strong a dysphoria but whenever i take me and my very pretty feminine looks to my weekly* game meetup the amount of times i get she/her'd fucking does me in a little. it varies how annoying it is but truly it boggles the mind. and im like *grabby hands* if i could be a little more masc maybe the people would get it

#i had a fellow nb tell me in complete seriousness that they didnt know if i was afab or amab #and i always thought that sounded silly but now im like. do. do people think my name is and has always been isaac??#are there people at this club who see me with this name and assume im transfem and just didnt change my name????#like i give a partial pass to some people on the basis of well yeah. if youre not from an english speaking country right #the connotation of Isaac as a masculine name might not really exist. i get it. you get a partial pass #but now im wondering if people just assume im on hormones out the wazz and just did not change my name #and to be fair that would be kind of baller. i did though. i did change my name. people in this club have Seen It #its annoying too bc even when i get a more masc-y look going it doesnt seem to register. i have no idea what im doing “wrong”#and the answer is nothing. cis people just suck. also i never say my pronouns bc i hate making a fuss #at a game of like. risk or smth. we all introduced ourselves with pronouns and then literally noone pronoun'd me correctly ;)#they/them nightmares. at least he/him me for gods sake be cis stupid in a way that helps

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deathof1ight · 1 year ago

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-rain