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#I keep making this post and deleting it#and both are cathartic: writing it out over and over. and making it not exist again. over and over#and both feel awful. both feel awful. both feel awful#it’s not over till it’s over#but I think it’s over#i sobbed for three hours but it’s amazing how much your body can just#keep crying#it finds the reserves somewhere#I think on Saturday I will have to leave the wedding and drive an hour to get more bloodwork done#and then I guess an ultrasound#and then if I haven’t miscarried I guess they’ll have to make me#and then I guess I can’t try again for a while if it’s a certain drug#and then I guess it’ll never happen for me never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never#no. but maybe. but that’s what it feels like right now#idk. or maybe a miracle will happen#I lay awake in bed last night thinking#maybe this is the last time I get to be pregnant for sure#me and my baby the size of a sesame seed#who now it seems like maybe never existed#in any size or shape at all
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Am I the only one who only thinks of the Scooby Doo collar when looking at Asa's? Once I saw it I couldn't think of it any differently and now everyone shall suffer.
(PS, I accidentally failed in a conversation with someone and brought up Vaginal Yeast Anon)
💀💀💀💀💀💀bro
but you have a point...have we ever seen Asa and Scooby-doo in the same room together at the same time? much to think about...
#nenafirerose#ask#ok the serious answer is that his cousin is the village metalsmith and made that for him#and in general like the rhombus shape is just the motif i go back to for all four of them#so they look coherent design wise#also this is so wild every time any of yall say that you talk about my blog to your friends like.#i forget that that's a thing that can happen#im on here talking about dick size discourse and elf breeding
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DO YOU REMEMBER ME?
CAPTURE YOU OR SET YOU FREE
#I AM ALL I AM ALL OF MEEEEE#anyway oh my god i havent drawn anything properly in 2 weeks . i needed to make any kind of image. here you go#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#sonic x shadow generations#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#lucabyteart#director's commentary: cant stand drawing these little bastards gloves. anyway if you squint or make the image real small#you can see that the shape of the golden spotlight. the inverse shadow. if you will. is in the shape of shadow's head and torso#hard to see at big size but that was my intent. anyway nice to use colours properly again after uhhh. Uhhhhhhhh. Uhhhh. well.#anyway sxsg was good i keep being in awe of the fact that we got like. a new maria appearence. in a game. like for real#like they had to like. think about her. on purpose. and spend hours on 3d models and animations and stuff. and voice her#like shes like an actual character and not some shared hallucination we had in the early 2000s#i feel like im going mad whenever i think about it to be honest. shes real?? maria real???
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they are going to mehnahnaroo
#my art#mission to zyxx#C-53#pleck decksetter#dar mtz#ok time for some of my appearance headcanons#i was just gonna give c little dot eyes but i was goofing around with the doodle#and i was like. oh actually little light up ocular sensors that look like 👁️👁️ are kinda funny#i'm kinda trying to hit the space where the juck bot frame could conceivably have the same inner workings as the c frame#but it's got more like. idk plating and synthetic skin and stuff#i also think that ideally this type of frame is supposed to be more fully covered? with skin. less visible joints#and is supposed to have a cooler better looking face#but they got it at a discount store that sorta refurbished it juuuuuuust well enough to sell#they also mention in the show that the eyes glow and the jaw comes off#if there were any other details i forgot about them#i like tellurians to be Pretty Much Human#but I do like the pointy ears interpretation for one main reason:#i can put perfect little pointy ones on tellurians that are the Standard for good looks (rolphus etc.)#and give pleck ones that are slightly larger and a little bent. i just think that's fun#i'm also a short pleck truther and do not believe he is skinny. that man is at least midsized. actually probably just midsized#cause if he were too big he would be too cool#ohh and first time drawing the k'hekk eye yayyyy. it should probably be nastier but i can only do so much#dar i really imagine round cause it's like the classic Big Guy shape and they have no bones in their head so it can't be that structured#bodywise my design is def inspired by tikkitronictonic and snuffysbox's designs#i was at a total loss on how to interpret the talons and chutes and flaps when I was listening and this is easy and smooth#maybe the only major difference is that i imagine dar is pretty hygienic and furry scales feel like they'd be hard to keep clean#with all the uh. goings on#so i've got those across the chest and arms and then the torso is smoother in my mind#also ik dar is supposed to be like twice pleck's size but it's hard to stand these people next to each other#my brother said they made up a thing called mass shifting in transformers g1 to excuse the scale issues. so i'll do it too. get off my case
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accipiter, accipitris (m.)
design of harrow hawkshaw by @/whisperingrockers
#detective grimoire#tangle tower#detective hawkshaw#harrow hawkshaw#alright so. i skipped school to finish this piece. and i stayed up till 5 am to finish it. Haha#it was supposed to have a custom frame done in gold but alas#these are 3 of my usual in one piece. FINALLY!!!! A TRYPTICH!!!! or however you spell it in English#also i read that accipiter is a name for a bandage that gets placed over THE NOSE in the shape of a hawk's claw....#couldn't find any pictures though :/#i hope the birds feel overwhelming. like they're weighing down on her despite her size.#they're meant to symbolize the weight or her persona. hiding her. sitting on her shoulder peering right through you#and they all have a notch on their beaks. or noses. for good measure#I'm just blabbering. Have this and pray for me#i have drawn something
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examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk
#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard*#I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details#of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point#but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag#of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there#are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance#but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly#doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. )#the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead#of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like#you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image#or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i#wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol)#hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe#I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing#that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc#eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that#this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently#wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj#Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU#CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN#MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie*#Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol#I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it#with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits#and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit#out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the#unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh#re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI#art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA
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No CONTROLLER is connected.
#link is to a screenshot of the controller disconnect screen#ill go back to normal shaped canvases soon btw. i drew that last piece to make my lockscreen but it didnt look good as it so i did this als#to now make my lockscreen. so. its iphone lockscreen/wallpaper sized. lol.#initially planned to draw all the amalgamates on this but i got fed up trying to make lemon bread look good in the sketch so i gave up and#just did my fave. reaper bird i love you so much#font is merchant copy bolded and italicized (and vertically stretched a bit) if any fontheads out there wanted to know. i <3 fonts#zoracontent#zora arts#undertale#ut#true lab#amalgamates#reaper bird#everyman
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okay wheee this has been fun so far so ill share a wip of it :3
#although whoops i forgot to crop out the details up top#idc i guess. its just so i remember what size and shape to keep the brush at thats all#Zack's form is based on an older iteration#bc i cant find any recent one#so it might change on a later wip version idk#also colors coming from flash are not rly color picked#so if the colors seem weird or off. that is why#brambleramble
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i think its kinda funny that ibis paint is regarded as the Broke Artist App or whatever (as opposed to more mainstream programs like csp or procreate) because its free and because of how popular it is with phone + finger artists while im jusg sitting here having used ibis for a cool eight years on purpose.
like i have an ipad and an apple pencil and all theyre very nice and i absolutely could move to a more powerful program i have the resources to do so but my change averse brain has decided they like it here a lot and im not leaving
#not talking smack on phone and finger artists btw. some of my mutuals use their fingers and their art goes crazy i respect that so much#even when i did use my phone (most of 14 crush was done on a phone!) i still had to use a cheap rubber stylus hahaha#anyway maybe ill try procreate someday but also i hate learning new programs and i like ibis's brushes too much#fingers crossed that they add fully custom brushes someday though#like id love to be one of those artists that makes really cool art with ridiculous shapes and nobody even knows until they tell you#younger artists might not know this but modern ibis is STACKED compared to how it was in 2015#like i remember when clipping layers were first implemented. and they sucked. like they didnt fully go over the lower layer#so it just left a gross tiny outline around the shape#and there wasnt any border or text tools either#and there was a hard cap on layer count depending on your device's storage and the canvas size#modifying brushes wasnt even a thing HAHAHAHAH you just used what you had#anyway okiku reference window unrelated shes just there for something else im working on<3#bri talks#for the record all this is to say i think the smack talk towards ibis is pretty unwarranted#like yeah maybe its not as powerful as a lot of these fancy paid apps but i honestly think its insanely good for being a free program#i think getting rid of the ads costs more now than it did when i paid to get rid of them but i mean#free with ads is still a lot more than csp's ever gonna give you!!!!#(psst. secret from me to you! you wont get any ads if you disable the app's data usage and turn off wifi when you use it)#(alternatively just use airplane mode but you can still get texts and stuff the first way)
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What counts as queer rep? If you're only talking about subtext then you have to ask if it's really rep or if you have a colored view of the character in question. The thing about MGS is that it's not afraid to label it's queer characters as such, like vamp, Dr Strangelove, Volgin. Confirmed in canon is what I consider representation otherwise the plot gets misunderstood or motivations are misunderstood. Everything else is just interpretation, which is loose and subjective so not true rep since the subtext may be unintentional. A character isn't queer just because fans think so or want it, it has to be confirmed before it's Valid representation.
I get how you feel but the point I’m trying to get at is that too many people are concerned with what counts as Good and Valid Representation and scrutinizing every character who might be queer under a microscope so they can determine whether or not the character said enough gay things and give the work Validity Points. I agree that there is a difference between intentional and unintentional subtext but at the end of the day there’s no true way to tell aside from word of god, and subtext is subtext and not text for a reason, so the viewer can come to their own conclusions without having everything spelled out for them, and I think it can be degrading to storytelling to suggest that subtext is an invalid form of representation. I agree that it is important to have more textually canon queer people in media, but to me the idea that every queer character has to be confirmed as gay on screen and behave in an acceptable way to be considered Valid is harmful to storytelling—subtext is an important tool for all writers. I like MGS because there are queer characters on all levels of text ranging from “up to the viewer” to “confirmed by word of god” to “explicitly canon” but the levels of “canon” are pretty hotly debated when it comes to characters like bb, kaz and ocelot, so my point of view is to be less concerned with how much evidence there is and try to recognize for myself why the storytelling decisions were made, why some characters get to say they’re bisexual or lesbian but some don’t. And a lot of all of this has to do with the context of the media and the time period and all, like a lot of people try to pick apart every character under a modern lens of what’s acceptable by our current standards. like ocelot doesn’t say “im gay” or kiss big boss because aside from that not being fitting for his character or appropriate for their story, it likely would not be allowed to be made (kojima had to fight his own team to include shots of venom and kaz standing close together), but some people would only be concerned with the fact that he’s not “textually” canonically gay. anyway this is a very long winded way of saying that the “validity” of someone’s textual queerness can be very much up to interpretation, but there are many reasons why a character might be subtextually queer and trying to qualify characters as either Canon and Good or Not Canon and Queerbait is a waste of time that could be spent enjoying a character, and that character sexuality debates should be handled on a case by case basis instead of trying to make a quantifiable scale of how canon something is
#im not the authority on any of this and I know tumblr has a very different dynamic when talking about queer media as opposed to like.#a discussion irl about mainstream tv#im really really bad at being concise but I guess the point is.#representation comes in all shapes and sizes and we should be less concerned with what qualifies as Good#and spend more time just like. appreciating and connecting to the characters#cause a character being canonically gay doesn’t automatically make them better representation than someone who is subtextually gay#but I get that when it comes to cishet people and how gay people are presented to them the standards are different
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has the huggable twee irritation always been a Thing or did it evolve in response to like, "you're not ugly. i'd fuck you" type comments? like in your personal experience
god, I'm not well spoken enough to describe it exactly the way it Registers In My Brain... but like. It's not the "you're not ugly, I'd fuck you" genre, and that type of comment is so easy to immediately dismiss because it always comes from a certain type of man, and it's like yeah yeah, I could throw a sandwich and you'd fuck it before it hit the floor. But also, that one's so specific, it's a bottom-of-the-barrel "compliment" that dudes will give when a woman has actively said something about feeling like she's unattractive.
The HUGGABLE THING. The oooh squishy marshmallow somft huggable mom shaped 🥺🥰 She looks like she gives GREAT HUGS. Those comments are UNPROMPTED. I'm immediately like. Every keyword you say, I kill another hostage. I will blow up this whole building and everyone in it. Because it is SO FUCKING WEIRD. And I have heard it one million times. And I see it on every drawing of a character who's even remotely plus sized. These comments would not fly for a thinner person, they'd be rightfully received as weird. People aren't gonna comment on a picture of Ariana Grande going omg she's sooo huggable mom friend shaped. WHAT. Simultaneously are desexualized and sanitized to a weird degree in that uwu language way, WHILE also being creepy. Like, why are you describing what you think I'd feel like if you hugged me? Like the only positive thing you can think of to say is that I look like I have some give. As strangers. I'm not going to hug you, I think you're a creep and I think you're giving yourself a big pat on the back for complimenting a fat person. What are we doing I'm arguing at the air. Where am I And you're just supposed to go oh thank you that's so nice, because as a fat person, you gotta take whatever compliment you get, even if it is actually not a compliment. And that's the thing, there are SO MANY ACTUAL COMPLIMENTS TO PICK FROM. But people settle on huggable and somft. Was this person pretty? Were they hot? You could say gorgeous? Handsome, beautiful? Elegant? Stunning? Sharp? Sexy? Stylish? Are you trying to say that you're attracted to this person's body? Are we being horny? Do you think they just look nice in general? Can't we think of anything else to say? Or are we just gonna sit here and say they fuckin look like Santa Claus. Huggable like a pillow. Girl what the fuck
#every time I see or hear it my eyes roll so far back in my head that I can look at my thoughts#I accepted about a thousand of these compliments as haha thank you before I gave up on pretending I think it's a compliment at all#people say this shit ALL THE TIME and I KNOWWWWWWWWWW I'm not the only bitch who hates it.#I hear this from others too. I'm not completely insane right here#or maybe I am. FUCK AUGH#can someone explain it BETTER AND LESS LENGTHY#sergle answers#People don't say any of the outdated plus sized compliments anymore either. you only hear them from old men#Like I would rather be called full figured or curvaceous or a whole lotta woman before I get called MOM FRIEND SHAPED???????????????#what's that post.I'm going to kill myself in front of you and forever change the trajectory of your life#It would be different to be described as soft by like a partner. combined with compliment-compliments. like yeah you OBVIOUSLY know#what I feel like
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fighting with my demons (wanting to be supportive of all kaito vocaloid portrayals but finding six packs on him so weird, off putting and out of character (at least to how i see him be commonly portrayed and with my own personal vision) on him that i can't wrap my head around it)
#Bean Text#if you ever see me draw kaito with a shrink-wrapped six pack thats not me. or its a cry for help#i can see him as thin / fat (hell! i wouldn't be opposed to muscular kaitos if they were realistic!)#maybe its just my hatred for abs in general idk#but (and this is delving to how i personally see him) i feel like he wouldn't have the drive to develop one even if it were a easy goal#imo even in my personal idol au kaito's the type of guy to take it easy and only work out to maintain the ability to dance and be flexible#meanwhile the main kaito from my other au (mittens vocabytes ily) is a fat guy! and he wouldn't have it any other way!#i want to make a statement that you can still make fat characters cool and amazing and badass !!#not every damn male character needs to have a fucking six pack!#shocker! people come in all different shapes and sizes ! ! !#shoutout to women with muscles though. especially if they're realistic instead of them looking like they're just for show#shrugs. its what its
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im going to be so fr.... i hate it when im shopping for something, perusing online or in person for stuff in my size and approximate measurements... and a skinny woman says to me “you should try poshmark instead” 🥺. u should look on there for stuff because it’s second hand 🥺 u should go to good will and thrift stores bc it’s more ethical 🥺 like i really wish u would be quiet bc u know damn well poshmark doesn’t do returns and that goodwill rarely carries good shit in my size. like ma’am, i’m fat and that transforms the ENTIRE way i shop for clothes compared to you. clothes are made for bodies like yours.... i’m expected to make do.
#i hope im making sense i just..#sorry it is simply my BIGGEST pet peeve#like... it's already hard to shop in regular stores for things my size bc of my measurements#and to have a skinny person come up to me and say 'use poshmark to buy pants ' like they have just...#opened the doors of fashion for me... like no you have not.#i will still have the same exact problems as i do with every other store... except on poshmark i can't return the clothes#idk i just.... sometimes i think that a lot of thin people think that shopping for clothes as a fat person is the same as shopping-#when you're thin#when that is.... simply not the case#literally.... everything is different#and the fundamental difference is that clothes are made for skinny shapes whereas fat bodies have to compromise#idk i just... i have a lot of thoughts about this#but i genuinely hate being told that bc miss do you think i haven't already looked??#like i use poshmark for t-shirts and like... big jackets#everything else i need to be able to return#and i also think that they don't consider... what it's like to try and consume ethically under capitalism..#when you don't fit the general group that clothes or those sustainable options were made for#like any fat person can tell you how FRUSTRATING it is to try and thift for pants or shop for clothes#because all of those sustainable brands RARELY carry things in inclusive sizes#so to already STRUGGLE with that while shopping... and then to be told 'use poshmark instead... go to good will'#when those options... do not function the same for fat bodies... will never not be irritating#vent#tw: body image#tw: fatphobia
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"Inspiration in 4k (word count)"
25 sec, 4fps
#--/ art#--/ animation#L1_CAT#L24_CAT#been a while since i posted my boye#i was going to make all these posts about avm's rb and introduce L1's buddy 24 alongside that but never pulled the trigger#so here they are now! ~#L1 is a char i came up with in high school intro programming for any project involving displaying an image#his winged buddy L24 was created in the next year's programming class#they have a loose grasp of physics (and it has a loose grasp on them-) and can appear as any size or shape they want.....#L1 in particular likes to generate More Tails instead of having other limbs lol#their names stand for laptop number 1 cat & laptop number 24 cat bc those were the school laptops i borrowed during each course hehe#i also used to call 24 dodecaqat#even though dodeca means 12#because i have a thing with the number 2#it's a long story#anyway. animated this to describe the feeling of being attacked by a hyperfixation and emitting thousands of words about it#the idea(s) unfolding and fanning out all over the place like 1's tails#Keep Notes helps me capture this material in the moment
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The wax seals you made are amazing!! I want to try this so bad!
Can I ask what kind of clay you used and how you got the wax not to stick to it? 💗🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thank you! I just used the normal sculpey clay (the type you have to bake for it to harden up) that I had on hand, though there may be something actually better for it (probably clay is not the ideal material for wax seals anyway lol). To make the wax not stick, I took a small paintbrush and dabbed a thin layer of olive oil onto the seal (making sure to get into all the crevices of detail) every time before I pressed it into wax. I'm not sure how sustainable this is long term (if the oil on the clay would eventually degrade it or make it soft again or etc), but it seemingly works for just using them once or twice.
#which I think sculpey is a polymer clay?? so maybe any other polymer clay would be fine too#I am not the expert on anything so.. This is just how I personally made mine lol#also I don't sculpt an entire seal thing with a handle and all. I just make the little circles like the seal itself#and try and keep it pretty flat and evenly shaped like a metal one would be. then I hot glued the flat clay circles onto a short piece of a#thick wooden dowel so that I have something to actually hold them properly with and make a sealing sort of motion on#the wax. you could probably glue them onto anything similarly shaped like a handle that's the right size#replies
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You gotta get from the men's line, it's bigger 👖
i hate to break it to you but i am fatter than men too
#this is in jest#straight size brands tend to go up to a 2x for women and 3x for men so like. you understand we need more than just that? thats nothing#not to mention that this is in reference to a post where i was complaining about how when clothing does come larger#they don't do any adjusting to maintain the style or shape or aesthetic of the clothing#which is often a completely different effect and not always what we want#so like its about more than just having the size. its about having fat designers involved in clothing production#ie all those sweater patterns that they dont test and so fat folks end up with huge fucking sleeves bc the whole sweaters just scaled up#and tripp pants that are supposed to be huge and baggy but they dont change the leg circumference to fit bigger people#and so they dont look huge and cool and baggy but rather sort of like weird skinny bellbottoms
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