#i feel like im going mad whenever i think about it to be honest. shes real?? maria real???

[lucabyte]

DO YOU REMEMBER ME?

CAPTURE YOU OR SET YOU FREE

[tsumuus]

crushing on you | aces

a/n short headcanons on if the haikyuu aces had a crush on you. not proofread.

characters kotaro bokuto, asahi azumane, hajime iwaizumi, kiyoomi sakusa

masterlist

kotaro bokuto

you and bokuto became friends at the start of high school

your similar personalities helped the two of you click

both having positive energys

but he also just loced how kind you were

he realized his feelings for you very quickly

once he did he became even more energetic and enthusiastic

constantly trying to make you laugh and smile

golden retriever boy energy

he gets butterflies whenever he hears your laugh

which is why he constantly tries to do so

he's quite open about his feelings

always including little quips like "youre so cute" "this is why i like you so much" "youre the best" into your conversations

but you can't really tell if thats just how he talks or if he genuinely feels that way about you

he loves to send you random ass reel and tiktoks that he knowns will make you laugh

constant texts that are just updates about his day or what he's seen

like "i was late to class, my teacher was so mad☹️☹️☹️" "saw a squirrel otw to practice today and it lowkey looked like you" "akashi asked why you weren't at practice today and now i'm wondering the same😫"

on the note about visiting him at practice

he always invites you to all his games

he tells you youre his goodluck charm

once he thinks ready to take the next step in your relationship

he first asks akaashi for his opinion

akaashi told him that if he believes that he's ready and that you feel the same, there really shouldn't be anything else in his way

asahi azumane

you and asahi have been friends since middle school

but he probably figured out his feelings for you around second year

he noticed how much he looked forward to your company

and how much his heart fluttered at your smile

he becomes more shy and reserved

which right away made you question what was going on with him

because he hasn't acted like this around you since middle school

but he just gets so flusteredwhen you are around

but he's still so protective over you

"looks like he could kill you, is a cinnamon roll" ew kill me barf gag gross im so sorry🤮

he walks you to school

he enjoys these kind of moments together before the teasing and torment he gets from sugawara and daichi

he just loves to listen to you talk

like just sits and stares at you with starstruck eyes

ugh hes absolutely smitten with you

he keeps his feelings to himself for so long though

like until halfway through your third year of high school

he's tired of the teasing from his friends

so he finally asks them for advice

and they just encourage him to toughen up, be brave, and be honest, and all will go well

hajime iwaizumi

you two have been friends since elementary school/childhood

met because of oikawa

you and oikawa were neighbors and happened to come over when iwaizumi was over

the rest history

jk

he saw you as a friend for the longest time

but EVERYONE could see it was more than that

but he's just like

"is it not normal to get flustered around your friend?"

"to get butterflies when she holds your hand when crossing through a busy street?"

"to get jealous when oikawa or mattsun or makki are getting a little to handsy?"

"to get sad when youre not the first person she goes to after a volleyball game?""

"to be disappointed when youre not the first person you go to vent after a particularly bad day?"

like no iwaizumi, absolutely not

but once he finally does realize he likes you, ooooooh boy

super protective but gets nervous around you hecka now that he knows why those butterflies appear in his stomach

he lowkey gets a little distant

leave him alone he just needs to figure this stuff out on his own

but after a while

he brings up to the other third years after practice that he 'might' have feelings for you

and theyre like "yeah duh"

he's just scared because he's always seen you as just a friend until recently and what if you will just always see him a friend no matter what

kiyoomi sakusa

childhood friends to lovers all the wayyyyyy

dont @ me

he's always known you were more special to him than anyone else

he likes things the way he does, and why should he be ashamed of that?

youre included in that list of "things"

because no matter what you do

you could never push him away from you

fo lifersssss fr

idk why but glue song by beabadoobee is playing in my head as i'm thinking about this

"youve been hiding in plain sight"

anyways moving on

i don't like using the word simp

bit he's your biggest simp

and he doesn't get why everybody else isn't as obsessed with you as he is

he is completely and utterly infatuated with you

but even if he's always known of how he felt for you

he constantly lives in fear as to whether you feel the same or not

he's scared you see him as nothing more than a friend

which he's accepted

but that doesn't mean he doesn't want something more

so i believe no matter how much advice or encouragement he would recieve from others like komori

he wouldn't be the one to confess

so it'd be up to you to move the relationship foward lol

[glamourscat]

you’re now my new friend so im gonna complain about some fans🤭🤭🤭

THE OTHER THING I WANT TO TALK ABOUT IS tim isn’t weak????? its canon damian says “drake is stronger than i like to admit” or something like that but the idea is that tim is canonically strong i mean cmon he’s a bat??? i saw something that another writer wrote and i really don’t want to disrespect but she(?) wrote something like tim couldn’t do the ‘jacked and kind’ trend. HE CAN HE HAVE TO IF HE COULD NOT HOW CAN HE BE A BAT HE HAVE TO BE STRONG

and he’s really smart like i don’t even now how to say it but its conan bruce think tim can even be smarter than him and damian says tim is the smartest!!!

i mean i get it tim isn’t the most popular robin but he’s really great but tiktok and tumblr makes him look like an idiot who’s just soft??? HE IS NOT his story is really interesting if you just read instead of making him look like some weak thing.

and bcz of the misinformation people just don’t like tim😭😭😭😭

and i don’t even want to talk about coffee addiction LIKE PLS STOP THIS MADNESS

ps:i probably made grammer mistakes sorry🙏🏼 AND i would like to send some asks when im more awake😭😭😭 it’s 3am rn

Don’t worry about it ahaha. Me and grammatical errors are like this 🤝🏻. Also, if you’re comfortable with it, let’s be moots 😭. I honestly need more people to yap with about Tim.

and yes ofc! Feel free to send more asks about Tim whenever u wish :)

Now, onto what you said. YES, YES, AND YES AGAIN. Thank you! I’m going to be honest here, I think Tim’s mischaracterization as “weak” boils down to the fact that many people see him as a twink……. The amount of art, both drawn and written, where he is depicted as this frail little thing that can’t think for himself and is weak and shy is too big. I mean, are we looking at the same character?

When I see people butchering Tim’s character, it’s clear to me that they haven’t read the comics. I’m not saying you need to read ALL of them—that’s just absurd considering the number of runs there are. Just the main ones could be beneficial. You know, having a general idea about the character.

He was trained by Bruce (and we know Bruce’s training is anything but easy), Nightwing and lastly, Lady Shiva herself. He has mastered many unarmed styles of fighting, including Leopard Kung Fu, Savate, Judo, Capoeira, Karate, Dragon Kung Fu, and Bojutsu.

He might not be a tank like Jason (side note: let’s remember Jason is the way he is thanks to the Lazarus Pit, because he was malnourished growing up, which stunted his growth). Just because Tim isn’t ripped and has a leaner build doesn’t mean he is weak. Nor does it mean he is stupid. His IQ is 142, and he is cited as the most analytical of Batman’s proteges, with detective skills on par with Batman himself. Like you said, BRUCE HIMSELF says he believes Tim is smarter than him in some ways.

And on the coffee addiction—that’s so funny to me because, if I’m not wrong, he drank coffee ONE time in canon, someone made it his personality, and everyone ran with it 😭.

I just can’t. Honestly, Tim is a skater boy. A punk at heart, who listens to bands like Oasis and Green Day. He is absolutely obsessive at times, loud and opinionated. He is a child prodigy and grew up rather isolated. Then his mother died. He and his father got into deep arguments because of his job as Robin. He stopped, then started again. His father died, and he found his father’s dead body while wearing his Robin uniform. He escaped Bruce for about a month, forging a fake adoption certificate from a FAKE uncle he made up because he didn’t want to be taken in by Bruce.

He feels like he is a burden and still keeps that sentiment, which was incremented when Damian joined the family and took his spot as Robin, leaving Tim feeling hopeless. He became Red Robin, lost his best friend (or something more) and went absolutely insane trying to clone him. He can’t handle loss for shit. The same thing happened in his Red Robin run where he ignored both Nightwing and Steph, who tried to stop him from following his unhinged plan of finding Bruce, who was presumed dead but Tim thought was alive. To save his loved ones, he willingly jumped from a building while injured, almost dying.

This, in my eyes, is anything but weak.

He is my unhinged bisexual gremlin. Love him so much

[asterlae]

Hey i finally finished Apollo Justice :D and with it i have finally played by myself all the ace attorney games i had watched a gameplay of

Fun fact i actually came in contact with ace attorney first throught apollo justice, it was the firs AA game i watched a gameplay of

So here are my thoughts after experiencing it by myself

I liked it if im being honest, like a lot , i missed the feature of being able to present profiles to people, and also wanted more characters to reacto to me presenting the attorney's badge, also would have loved to mantain the prints dust, luminol testing for all the cases, instead of like, trying out a different tool to investigate every case, but I still enjoyed it

Im still mad about the logic of turnabout serenade and turnabout corner, wtf is that, the cases were fun but i mostly tried to ignore their logic for acussing the defendant, specially with machi tobaye

I love trucy a lot, as a character, like, she acts so childish and yet you can see that she understands almost everything happening around her far better than the majority of people around her. One of my favorite examples of this (i consider this as an example taking in consideration what we learn about her trhought the game) is on scene at the beggining of turnabout corner, when phoenix its trying to get apollo to work for him and he goes like "oh well, if you dont help, trucy wil have to change of school, again" and then trucy its like "oh no, i just had started making new friends...", like, i have a feeling trucy understood very well what phoenix was trying to achieve there and decided to act her part bc she is a performer, and I actually think that bc of that she and klavier understand each other quite well

Like he was the one acknowledged trucy the most during the trials whenever she demostrared to have a deep observation of the case, not only that but we have the fact that we know Klavier also acts as a performer, showing a smile, acting all relaxed, but then being really perfectionist.

Anyways i could go all day talking about klavier and trucy but, the post its not about them and it would have to be in spanish bc I dont think i can express everything i think about them

Then we have apollo as a new lawyer. I like him, i like his chords of steel, i like that his color is red, i like his design, i love the bond he crestes with trucy, i really want to see him develope in the same way we saw phoenix grow as a lawyer

As i said in other post a love this phoenix, he has this so morally dobious and depressed energy around him that i like so much, and his tension with kristoph its just great

I will maybe draw krisnix in the future but i cant assure anything bc it kind of feel like phoenix being a cheater

Now i finally will continue with the great ace attorney!!!

I stopped mid game bc im the kind of person who likes to leave the tasty thing to the end, and although i love apollo justice my obssesion with tgaa its bigger, and also, it has misteries i dont know anything about (mostly), and my new wife, kazuma

About spirit of justice and dual destinies... I dont think i will be plsying them in the near future, for various reasons, jut the main three are:

1. I dont have the money for that, like i was able to afford tgaa bc it was the cheapest of all the collections, and it was on discount, like yeah, no, i cant afford that, and even if i could i think that investigations would be my priority

2. Its bc im not very convinced by what i saw when i watched a gameplay of DD, mostly bc I wasnt expecting phoenix to go back so quickly to baing an attorney, like, I was watching the first case, and was like "ooh cool, we have a new lawyer along side apollo", and when athena had that kind of panic attack and phoenix appeared i was like "cool, we will have him as a co-counsel, helping athena ground herself and giving her some asistance throughout the case", but then i saw him take the lead as the defense, and have athena as co-counsel and I was left so disapointed, like this is a tutorial case, why arent we continuing it the rookie new lawyer?, so yeah, i will probably watch a gameplay of it, but Im not sure i will try to play it

3. Is that im way to used to seeing these characters of the main games in pixel art style, im fine with tgaa bc they arent characters I have met before, with them its still hard, but its easier to get used to see them in 3D, but im not ready to do that transition with, phoenix, trucy or apollo

Anyways this is my comentary of apollo justice, we will soon continue with me getting all excited over a dance of deduction

[cerisahh]

arcane season two act three spoilers

(just me wordvomiting)

i’m so happy that in at least one reality silco, vander and benzo get their happy ending.

i cannot even put into words the emotions i felt as soon as silco came on screen i had to pause and pace my room for three minutes before i could even continue. he literally😭😭got a happy ending😭😭😭 he looks so healthy too oh what i would give for an arcane ‘what if’ series

i mean we got a ‘what if’ vi died in jayce’s lab = no hextech, vander and silco rekindled bromance, no jinx, CANON TIMEBOMB, mylo and claggor are alive, and zaun and piltover are practically best friends

what if silco had taken in vi instead of powder/ powder gets taken by marcus instead of vi?? what if viktor mentored jinx?? what if neither silco or vander died?? WHAT IF THEY NEVER FOUGHT IN THE FIRST PLACE????

i need to consume written pieces of alternate!silco oh the fluff 😣 i can feel it already this is just perfect slice of life/married au material let me be your housewife silco i’ll do anything

i’m ngl the ending? did not care for it. i did not care for it, was it a good ending? no i actually dont think so. this season could have been 30 episodes long and id have sat my ass down and watched all 30 twice through… NINE rushed episode and u felt it was rushed too

NO MENTION NOT EVEN A WHISPER OF ISHA? HO DIED AND NOT EVEN A SCRIBBLED HALLUCINATION OF HER? NAAAAH!

THE ORIANNA OMFHDH i NO LIE started wojacking and looking at a fake camera see image below

THATS WHAT I DID I WAS SO GEEKED OMG

i also started crying on episode 7 whenever it would cut from ekko and powder to jayce literally sobbing because he looked like a hobo stop cutting away from timebomb

speaking of jayce… let’s talk viktor!! where did his vi-nis go?? nobody knows.. every time he said glorious revolution i geeked and cringed at the same time DONT GET ME FUCKING STARTED ON SKY “i’ll miss our conversations”… “no u won’t” YEAH NO HE WONT UR BORING 😭😭 actual snooze fest why was she even in his mushroom trip lucidity void fuckfest states oeuuhh im pissed

jayce haters feel really stupid now though huh🤣🤣🤣

circling back to silco jinx hallucinating h. stop. jinx hallucinating him and him not even digging into her he was COMFORTING HER. i can’t even . i can’t . i just cant. i need him.

and now it’s OVER?? no no no this can’t be.. no no.. NOOO!!!! i better see a steady stream of silco fanfics OMG I HAVENT EVEN SPOKEN ABOUT SEVIKA YET

bro her getting a fucking POSITION ON THE COUNCIL was peak my woman DESERVES a happy ending. she was always loyal to zaun and her people and seeing her get to be in that position just yes. so good (im kind of pissed that we got a caitvi sex scene - if you can call it that they just fondled each other - instead of sevika scissoring at a brothel, ok dpmo).

don’t think i forgot about maddie yew stewpid bitch… HER GOOFY LITTLE CHEST BANG LMFAOO then she got shot #DESERVED #WHATHAPPENSTOGINGERSINARCANE

not even going to write anything on mel because although her little storyline was cool to watch i didn’t fucking get it ☠️ ambessa was hot until her untimely end though. lost a muscle mommy today raise your flags

and to summarise!

jinx: probably alive let’s be honest, gone to find herself a girlfriend (lux)

vi: alive and happy with caitlyn

caitlyn: alive and happy with vi

ekko: alive, misses powder (jinx? both)

mel: alive, now has superpowers which is sick, still gorgeous but stuck with that awful black outfit i hated it so badly

jayce and viktor: transported to a doomed yaoi novella after saving runeterra (very sad)

isha: dead?? they never showed us a body but let’s all be real and not lie she is most probably dead. here’s to holding out hope though, maybe she’s ziggs!

ambessa: dead dead dead “you are the wolf” thank you motherrr 😝

sevika: ALIVE!!! got her happy ending YIPPEE!

vi’s bro dude i forgot his name: death by a million arrows RIP

hot firelight bat dude: AAAALIVEEEE!

hot enforcer fish dude: AHHHHLIVEEEE!

maddie: DEAD TRAITOR TRAITOR DIE DIE DEAD

heimerdinger: pretty sure he got zapped out of existence but he’s lived a long time so not that huge of a blow. rip little bro though

and for my own peace of mind and mental wellness

powder: ALIVE AND HAPPY

ekko: ALIVE AND HAPPY

silco: ALIVE AND HAPPY

vander: ALIVE AND HAPPY

benzo: ALIVE AND HAPPY

claggor: ALIVE AND HAPPY he took ozempic too holy damn!

milo: ALIVE AND HAPPY worlds worst mustache though

vi: AL- oh not here. that’s fine i guess

[cannonball-37]

Something to yap about?

How about your fav ships?

Or the best headcanons ya have?

Your opinion on the labyrinth?

You can choose any

-♠️

Ohh I like these questions so I’m gonna answer all of them.

1. Favourite ships

I am a multishipper so I have many but I’ll try and narrow it down a bit

Alibends

Runestraw

BendyRuneStraw

BendyStraw

Osix

Alibends: I love these two! But I swear if they don’t figure stuff out I’m gonna lose my stardust- Alice trying to find books on demon and angel love stories is adorable and her mother is supportive of it which gives me hope for them! I worry about Bendy trying to keep his distance as he thinks Alice and Jake are together but I hope that gets cleared up the second they actually talk again. (Bendy if you don’t answer Alice’s calls-)

Runestraw: The development of this ship is going great so far in the story. The gala broke me a bit but we’re going strong! Cup needs to sort out his issues for sure before they can truly be together and I hope it happens soon! Holly loving to learn about his race and where he comes from is so cute and I need them to get together at some point.

BendyRuneStraw: I LOVE THIS!!!! I’ve been a fan of BendyStraw for ages and the combo of that and RuneStraw GIVES ME LIFE! Holly loving learning about the dish race and Bendy’s time in Hell while she talks about her own experimentations with magic and suggesting things for the both of them to try out some day is a really cute idea and I fell like they mesh together so well.

BendyStraw: A classic. People were shipping these two before QFTIM was even a thing. Plus IMs development of their characters and the addition of their soul tie where they can feel each other’s emotions adds another layer to this which could be great for fluff and hurt/comfort scenarios as demonstrated by the authors already.

Osix: What can I say? Gay middle aged men is an amazing trope and these two are so good for each other. Obviously Ozzy needs to heal from losing his wife and slowly he has been! Felix is understanding of his reluctance to start a relationship and they’re honestly the most healthy ship apart from the already established ones like Mugs and Cala.

2. My opinion on the labyrinth(yea I’m doing this out of order)

I’ll be honest, while reading I was really cussing confused and it look 3 re-reads for me to understand what was happening but I think that actually proves how difficult the labyrinth has been for the Questers.

It opened up a lot of info about the characters such as Felix, Cup and Bendy and it shows just how dangerous the machine parts can get. It even caused lasting damage like Bendy and Boris’ estranged relationship, Cups heart, Felix mistrust of the Cupbros, Boris’ connection to the instrument etc.

I hate Sarah with a burning passion and I think the night terror is a really cool creature design (even if it did tear cups heart out). The way that stupid bird tried to get out into the real world was actually really clever but I am mad at what it had done emotionally to Bendy and causing him to go beastly.

The instrument needing to be played and choosing Boris as its guardian was genius storytelling and again I love the lasting effect of “Boris could go off the deep end and use the instrument at any moment”.

I love the instruments current use of finding information on the machine and why it’s so hidden. The information on the creators of it, the ancient Mugman, how the machine cured the sick etc are really useful for theorist like myself and put even more mystery to this already mysterious story.

3. My best headcanons

Honestly this is hard for me cause I don’t really do headcanons that often. If I have ideas they usually spiral out of control and become their own AUs. However I will try and pick up some I’ve picked up along the way from others or made up myself.

Cup and Bendy snitch on eachother whenever they’re feeling bad and argue about it even though they both do it.

The CupBros eyes glow in the dark and so does Cup’s hair cause it’s made of magic. So does the liquid magic in their heads.

Cup and Bendy shut themselves in their rooms to cry sometimes when they’re feeling down because they don’t want anyone to see.

Cup is an insomniac

Cup has vague memories of what his parents were like before they left while Mugs has none

Cup can and will kill Brute the second Fanny says he can

Demi has wanted to go back home to her kids but can’t for some reason

When they were younger Cup would sing Mugs to sleep if he ever had a nightmare

The Cupbros once has a magic flu scare while under hats care because he took their straws as punishment and forgot about it for a while until the Cupbros started getting sick

If Cups more demonic powers develop he could be considered a middle class or high class demon

The cupbros take the others out at night to go stargazing sometimes

If Cup is that pissed at someone he’ll start cursing at them in every language he know

I realise a lot of these are Cuphead centric. 🤦‍♀️That’s what I could come up with rn. I hope I answered your questions well!

[clouseninjago]

Hey besties. Heresmy uh Ratings of the NINJA 🤯🤯🤯 Except i love them all

Lloyd - 8/10 HHGOOOHHJHJG my gosh i love him . He is so so silly and so so yaes. Yass. Genuinely like i would protect him with my life HES NOT MY FAVOURITE but i still love him. how can you NOT love him

Kai - 9/10 and I'm gonna be completely honest when I say that the only reason he's my third favourite ninja over cole is because he's red (my favourite colour) and he has fire powers (my favourite element) but otherwise i like the two equally. Anyway HE's SO COOL like genuinely . Funny as hell too. Not a big fan of his haircut HOWEVER i am a zane fan so i choose not to make a big deal out of that

Jay - 7/10 yeeeshhhhhh ERM i am going to preface this by saying I AM NOT A JAY HATER and i am not even a jay disliker. He is funny and he is silly and there have been many occasions upon which I have looked at him and thought 'hes just likw me fr'. HOWEVer there were certain occasions. Certain seasons even. Maybe a specific season that came after possession and before hands of time. In which he ticked me off quite a large amount that may have negatively affected my opinion. BUT I STILL LOVE HIM hes just jever been a favourite and #that season didnt do much to help

Cole - 8.5/10 like I said he's basically joint with kai apart from the fact he isn't red. But i fenuinely love so much about cole i love his design (he was basically the only ninja to have a good haircut before the redesigns icl) and i love his personality and just everything about him is Awesome. And one thing i found really interesting is when he was a ghost. And i wish that got more focus cause i would have really liked it

Zane - 13/10 HOOOOO BOY i will be brief. I could genuinely go on for days on end about how much i love zane ninjago but I Will Be Brief. Everything about his character just makes me so SO happy. His personality and his design (his haircut is cute i swear) and his story and EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM and i said that for cole as well but this is TEN TIMES MORE INTENSE every time i think about him it feels like an actual electric SHOCK through my entire body I'm so so serious. I also find him to be like INCREDIBLY relatable. There have been occasions where i literally Cried because he was Just Like Me and i couldnt TAKE it anymore. And it's not even funny and it will never even be funny and the season 3 finale left me in shambles for weeks. And to be honest i think the show needs to be nicer to him because why is he always going through something. This little guy cannot have one normal day i swear. Let zane be happy challenge imPOSSIBLE. And i know a lot of people don't like how robotic he is after season 3 and I totally get that but for me personally that doesn't really change how much i still love him as a character even if there are some changes i want to be made with his writing. Just realised i said i would be brief and then wrote a whole paragraph Um im gonna move on,

Nya 10/10 I LOVE HER!!!! Genuinely cannot think of one negative thing to say about her apart from it took the show a good few seasons to get the hang of actually writing her (as much as i adore rebooted it pisses me off how dirty they did her in that season). But she is just SO cool and i love her and i loved her in skybound and she was probably one of the only things i loved about skyboukd other than echo zane. Good lord i love nya she makes me malfunction in the brain. Whenever i drink water i think of her

n e ways thats Basically it ACTUALLY NO I WANNA DO GARMADON AS WELL LMAO

garmadon 5/10. And i dont mean that in a negative way i mean genuinely true neutral. I actually loved him in the movie he made me cry a lot but when we're talking just the actual show? Euuiwuuajajgghj. In the first couple aeasons i was really mixed on him like i think he was a really interesting character and he was silly but i had proper BEEF with him too like he made me MAD. And then seasons 3 and 4 came around and . And. Sensei Garmadon. fun fact about sensei garmadon i didnt Particularly Like him but thats ok!!!!! That is ok!!!!! I did like garmadons backstory with clouse that was very interesting i really.Really liked it. Idont know if you could tell but um tumblr user clouseninjago quite likes clouse ninjago so that made me happy tbh. Ok im actually done fr now and i would tag more people to share their opinions but i have no friends so @colesstar Hi

[compassionatereminders]

(Tw:mentoins of epilepisy, anger issues, yelling, black outs ) Hello kate, today we had a fight with my dad, i asked my mother if our co-worker will come and this person is a i had problems with , and also they also apoligize to me and my mom but we still keep our boundries and all so i asked her do you think they will come? And she said " whatever they come or not, we will treat her normally, they made mistakes and inside am not pleased with they acted towards you but be normal to them " then my dad who is eating spoke up to us and said " am very bothered how you both treat her and act like this, and you (to my mom) you always direct her from behind whenever And if it wasnt for them we would be humilated and what about the things you done them? You said you were gonna take thier soul away? And i said "it happned without my control, i wasnt in control " (the reason is i have black outs and epliplesiy And when those happen i dont remmber anything at all ) the argument countined and i said i only asked her out of craiousty and only that! Just that and she answered and am not afraid of you and am the same girl from the last summer Know this if you yell at me, i will stand up for myself, and look everyone can mistakes, we all feel mad but you cant yell uncontrolably at people, and cus you did this to me, i was very afriad of you back then but now am not afraid i can express myself and i can respond to you when you yell at me! Am not afraid of you anymore and theres god Know that And when he mentoined how he was bothered how my mom gave me "dricatoins " which is her saying be calm , act normal etc she was pissed too and said like what and i said to him she is my mom of course she is gonna guide me, and at the close to the fight he said why are you yelling? And i said cus i had enough ! Then we all went silent , am not talking to him and i also mentoined to him yes of course there were hard times and this person helped us yes but also he cant yell like that, and that when he does that i felt afraid and i didnt know what do to do , my mom keep saying say sorry to him and give him a hug but i honsetly wont and lastly my mom say those advices cus im gonna be honest inside am not very pleased too so she says be calm like treat them normaly like be civil and other than that you dont need to worry and , after it was over he got pissed cus i was holding my meds on my meds which i was gonna put them on my mounth and drink them with water and i told him i was gonna drink them with water, and he kept saying how i ignored the things he says to me, and i said dont get mad at every little detail and about my black outs when it happned with our co-worker, he said" am blaming you " and now we dont talk and today i dont wanna be at the same place as him and i dont wanna help him making cheese , cus of his actoins and a side note am not looking for a digoinose or anything like that, i just need to vent and share this

1. Your dad has no right to be mean, aggressive and shout at you. 2. I'm glad you know this and try to stand up for yourself. 3. But in some situations, people aren't going to respond to it in a constructive manner, so sometimes it might be safer to just end the discussion and avoid the person in question

[aromanticgarbage]

If Joji decides to retire this year, do you think your obsession with him will end? Or would you still follow all his old stuff and that will keep you going?

He retired from social media already, youtube as well and he won't be coming back to any of that, let's be honest. All is left is his music, and I personally feel like he's over it. Not only the tiring/ repetitive touring, but the set path of the music industry where you don't just create stuff for fun but it's expected of you every few years> tour > rinse and repeat.

Just trying to have a convo, we like to hear your opinions :)

First of all, I don't think that he is going to retire any time soon? The man has been making music nonstop (comedic or not) since he was a preteen AND at this point in his life its his main source of income. He has talked in several interviews in 2018 and then again in 2020 about having philanthropic goals, wanting to help in the medical field and stuff but not having the funds for it yet (x). Assuming that he still has those goals and he hasnt suddenly gotten bored of music (a thing he has loved since he was a kid) i just cant see him suddenly retiring. There's a chance that maybe he wont keep up with his "new album every two years" pattern but i personally wouldn't be mad about that. I know that people love to complain about him not dropping music often enough but from my perspective, two years isn't a long time to wait for a new album. I listen to Fiona Apple too and she drops new music once every eight years. I listen to bands who broke up decades ago and bands whose main vocalists committed suicide before i was even born. Waiting doesn't mean anything to me. Also im so late to the party, i have a literal decade of his old and more recent content to get through (music, comedy, all of it).

Second of all, my obsession with him will fade away eventually either way !!! Ive been obsessed with many things (media, shows, musicals, music artists etcetera etcetera) over the years, i know how this works. Last year i was listening to the 2006 cast recording of company the musical starring Raúl Esparza everyday Non Stop. At some point i moved on to other things. Doesn't mean that i don't still smile whenever a song from this musical makes its way onto my spotify queue, or whenever a new photo of Raúl gets posted online. Unless something bad happens that sours the experience for me (most notable example: harry p*tter) i always think fondly of my past hyperfixations. Plus I genuinely love Joji's music. Im not in it just for his cute face !!! I will probably always have a soft spot for these songs even if (emphasis on if) he drops off the face of the earth and never releases anything ever again.

When it comes to his retirement from social media (permanent or temporary) all i honestly have to say about it is this: GOOD for him. Instagram is hell. Twitter is a fucking cesspool that has given me a headache every single one of the five (5) times ive dared to try and use it. If you use twitter routinely, my trust on your character automatically lessens, sorry. And since i only ever unfollow artists on insta for uploading TOO often I don't really have an issue with his inactivity. I wasn't a fan of his when he was still active on his socials, I don't have the experience necessary to miss this. I'm enjoying his old posts and that's good enough for me.

When it comes to youtube, he is definitely never going back to filthy frank that one is a fact and people who act like he would even want to are delusional. Sorry. Nonetheless, Plummcorp is a thing that has been going on for a while now, and even tho personally i haven't really gotten into it, Joji's involvement in it is undeniable. We will probably never know how involved in it he actually is and he will most definitely never show his face on that channel. Still, he is back on youtube in a way and thats also a fact. Even if he's keeping things lowkey (as is his right).

And to go back to the music !!! The tours he is probably really tired of, that one i feel like it's true. A lot of artists probably are, travelling around for months on end can't be easy. I remember Mitski being particularly open about how shitty they made her feel. There was also this old interview where he explicitly said that he is not cut out for the tour life, ("i like to sleep and i like to be alone a lot" x ). That was very early in his career (2017). And taking the fact that he had to cancel some of his shows last year for medical reasons, its important to take into account the fact that his health problems don't make any of this easier for him. I have no way of knowing what his opinion is on the music industry but hes been working on music for years now (even before he really started his solo career) and it was his literal childhood dream to work in this industry. He probably knew how it works before he got into it fulltime.

Tldr: joji can do whatever he wants forever. Im okay either way.

Anyway those have been my two cents !!! Thank you for your questions, they were very interesting.

[runelocked]

' do you actually give a shit about me, or am i just . . . ' she sighed heavily. ' am I just something fun and stupid to get you through the divorce?' ( HAHAA IM SO SORRY)

CAN’T IT BE BOTH? He half wants to say, but it seems inappropriate, when he’s lying in bed with her and has one hand tangled in her hair, playing with it loosely. He can say what he wants about affection: there’s something about Artemis that pacifies him, makes him want to keep her close with as much skin contact as humanely possible.

Uncharacteristically, he’s silent for a moment, then two. Genuinely thinking over— not the answer, because he knows that, but how he’s going to word it to her. When it comes to personal feelings, William is anything but smooth: had proposed to his wife halfway through her final exams at college, rushing into the room and instantly being ushered back out by the examiner. His wife hadn’t minded at the time; had laughed, eyes wet and fond, kissed him senseless. The thought of her while his limbs sprawl over Artemis in bed makes him deeply uncomfortable. And he’s at a loss for how to answer.

“I wouldn’t be doing this with you if I didn’t care,” he murmurs, glad for the dark room that hides the deep furrow in his brows, “Not so often, anyway. The sex is fantastic, obviously, and it’s nice to kiss you when I please, but it’s not—”

Not what, William? Not love? Like he doesn’t wake up in his own shitty apartment room thinking of her. Like he doesn’t loiter around her classes to surprise her with some ridiculously lavish gift or charming date night planned, like he doesn’t go about his day with a mood brightened by her presence. Or do you mean not just a rebound? Like he’s over his wife’s abandonment, like he doesn’t ensure he smells of Artemis whenever he knows he’ll be seeing Clara that day? Like he doesn’t show up at Artemis’s whenever he’s made miserable and mad by the thought of the divorce, like he doesn’t think, guiltily, angrily, of his wife when he’s with Artemis sometimes, like he privately thinks he’s incapable of love since the deaths of the children at the diner and his experiments thereafter. Make up your damn mind, Afton: don’t leave her hanging!

Rather than answer outright, William presses a kiss that lingers too long into her hairline. Tilts her head up towards him with a touch that is too light to pretend this is just a casual fling, with eyes too unfathomable to pretend his answer is I love you, and only you. “You’re deeply, deeply special to me.” Honest. Perhaps the most honest he’s capable of being with his loved ones. “I… would do this regardless of the divorce. Whether it was taking place or not, I’d still be here.” A wry smile tugs belatedly at his lips. “That’s maybe not as romantic as I’d hoped. But the sentiment remains.”

[fruitmouse]

kind of bad and very dramatic

whenever i visit my one friend i have so much fun but it fills me with so much melancholy. being surrounded by people who actually like me and who i actually fit in with for like 24 hours then knowing i won’t see them again for like. ever. shipping myself back to the island where i’m constantly looking over my shoulder and where there really aren’t People Like Me (or. people who like me to be honest) despite what you may think. i hate it. i hate that i can’t just enjoy the great time that i’m having because i start mourning it before it’s even over.

we ran around boston common in the heaviest snow of the season so far. they buried me in it and i couldn’t stop laughing. none of us could. everyone made sure i was actually okay the entire time, one especially who made sure i didn’t literally get hypothermia and die. in all honesty? at that moment, it crossed my mind that i wouldn’t mind if i did.

but my friend wanted to go back home, so we had to peel off kind of early, and for some reason that kind of broke me. one of the people we were hanging out with was The One Person i already knew going into this, and we were both really excited to see each other. and like we started to Actually Talk after playing a game for a bit, but really didn’t get anywhere before my friend was like Haha i think i just want to go back to my dorm. and i had to follow him because i’m his guest & can’t get in anywhere without him. and it’s not like he did anything *wrong,* right? it just felt really bad. part of me thinks he just wanted to be with his girlfriend but she literally also wanted to be alone for a while so we just sat in his room silently for an hour. and now i’m just kind of listening to them giggle in the room over while i’m in his double w his roommate (who’s cool i like him but like. dude come on 😭) and it’s just so. weird?

like for just a second i was so mad at him. and just so upset in general. i don’t feel real and i haven’t for a couple weeks now and it’s just kind of hard a lot of the time. i’ve been managing my episodes pretty well after whatever the fuck 2023 was but it wouldn’t shock me if this was the worst one between then and now. i’m just not in my head and it’s kind of killing me.

i just wanted five more minutes of feeling like a person even if it wasn’t real. i wanted to be out late enough that i could ignore the fact that it has to end so soon for just a little longer. but i couldn’t.

also, kind of random. but i’m definitely falling back into that whole middle school “emo about not being anyone’s first choice/favorite person” thing. which 1 doesn’t matter at all 2 who gives a fuck but it’s so. odd hanging with a guy who makes very verbal distinctions about who his favorite people in the world are and not being one of them 😭 like it’s Fine it’s not like it’s a jealousy thing in that department i don’t necessarily want or need to be his best friend but it makes me a little sad that nobody that’s like. as emotionally available as he is rlly considers me that either and i get scared that i’m always gonna be just outside it. friends with people enough that a group knows of me but not good enough friends to be a part of it. no one’s best friend not even really anyone’s second or third if im being honest. and it’s not like it’s anything anyone’s doing wrong im just also only friends w people currently in relationships so im constantly just listening to people make other plans while im right there and it’s. i don’t know. i don’t deserve to feel left out but i don’t think i’ll ever not feel “left out.”

this is for sure going to be the longest semester of my life

[choccorin]

YAYAY IM HAPPY THAT THEY TOOK YOUR APOLOGY WELL and itsokay im also a coward in conflicts like i try to avoid drama but somehow i end up being part of smth ??? WAIT STORY TIME HELP SORRY THIS IS GONNA BE REALLY LONG 💔💔

ok for background context i used to like this guy last year (he… was not the best person but shh) and we got really close like he considered me his best friend but he knew i liked him so it was like really awkward sometimes when he would just stare into my soul and it gave off the vibes of “i know u like me and i will make u miserable!!” BUT ANYWAYS he forced me to confess (kinda) like he msged me and said smth along the lines of “i know you like me and just be honest.” why did he put me on the spot i do not know but i found no point in lying cuz apparently when he was at this competition a few ppl were talking about my crush on him?? i dont know how other ppl figured it out???

I MEAN OK TO BE FAIR I WAS REALLY OBVIOUS but also i didnt openly admit that i like him !! whenever classmates would ask id always say like “no i dont” or that its none of their business but they just love to get into anything relationship crush related like this isnt middle school anymore 💔 ang immature talaga nila pag nalaman may crush yung isa sa classmate ☹️ ANYWAYS ppl took that answer as “yes i like him!!” so they would just constantly talk about it whenever they see the guy so that explains why they were talking about me at that competition (i wasnt even there.) but he rejected me and i dont like him anymore. we are still good friends i suppose bc he still tells me everything HELP

anyways to the actual drama thats still happening rn its been like 3 months ..!

throughout that entire thing im afraid that there was a girl (shes my classmate currently) who was LITERALLY WISHING ON MY DOWNFALL BC SHE LIKED THE GUY TOO AND STILL DOES. like girl you can have him i dont like him anymore !! but shes been talking shit about me since ive been around him recently + SHE THINKS I STILL LIKE HIM. im usually a touchy person w my friends if they let me but it isnt even romantic or anything im just “abusive” (which is what they describe me as) since i sneak up behind them and slap their shoulder as hard as i can. HELP I PROMISE THEYRE FINE W ME DOING THIS IM NOT ONE OF THOSE PPL WHO JUST DO IT FOR NO REASON 💔 I DO IT BECAUSE THEY BULLY ME BUT ANYWAYS THIS GIRL REALLY DOESNT LIKE ME TOUCHING HIM (this sounds so wrong out of context..) shes really mad about me being close to him like im sorry he wants to be my friend?? im not stopping her from talking to him nor do i care if she does. im like 99% sure she was crying yesterday because i slapped his shoulder. i feel bad but i also dont bc she can go slap him too….. its not that special gang

she also calls herself an “outsider” and thinks the guy doesnt care about her since he doesnt talk to her. miss girl i think hes just creeped out by how you treat his friends LIKE IF I WAS IN HIS POSITION I DONT THINK I WANNA TALK TO SOMEONE WHO HATES ANY GIRL I INTERACT WITH

IM GETTING OFF TOPIC STOP BUT shes been spreading a whole bunch of rumours and talking about me with her friend group (who also hates me bc of this) and im pretty sure she thinks idk about what shes doing because whenever she talks to me its always strangely nice or asking me for academic help. like at this point i dont know the answer to the chem homework either stop asking me since you hate me sm!!

im praying she stops being like this bc shes genuinely a nice..??? person. shes just weirdly obsessed w the guy and will do anything to stop him from interacting w any girls other than her. LIKE IF WE IGNORE EVERYTHING ELSE SHE DID shes a decent person that i could be friends with. i cant even apologize to her or anything since I DONT KNOW WHAT TO APOLOGIZE FOR?? “hi im sorry for liking and slapping the guy you have a crush on” LIKE THIS DOESNT MAKE SENSE HELP but ill just let it marinate i guess and hope for the best 😓😓

IM SORRY IDIDNT THINK THSI WOULD BE SO LONG I HOPE EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE IM TOO LAZY TO READ IT OVER 💔💔 i hope u dont mind long asks pookie

- 🐙

OMG SAME !! i avoid drama but got caught it in during ninth and tenth grade :'3 so i'm trying to be cautious about the friends i make and also trying to keep my circle small </3

oouugghff knowing that someone knows you like them is sooo awkward AND HE STARES AT YOU TOO ??? i would pass out on the spot ... i hate those types of classmates na laging nasa business ng iba .. ESPECIALLY ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS !!!! i think may ganyan talaga every grade. except for college, i think. since mas mature na mga tao dun but you never know. AWWHHH GOOD FOR YOU !! i personally wouldn't be close friends with him after that because people might get the wrong idea </3

SEEE, I TOLD YOU PEOPLE WOULD GET THE WRONG IDEA !! 🥹🥹🥹 why can't she just ask you if you still have a crush on him like she's making conflict for no reason at all. ( •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀ )

why do girls have to go through phases where they go insane over a SINGLE BOY !! but i guess it's a canon event and they'll just grow out of it .. but! three months is actually so long ?? how do you deal with that 🐙 anon ... i would be so fed up and just confront her about it. i hope she confesses to the boy soon and he rejects her ( i assuming he doesn't like her ) so that this situation will be over. 🥹 if you let it marinate, it'll either get worse or get better, no in between! ( trust me, i've been there. )

ANYWAYS! i don't mind long asks, i love them a lot actually :3 it feels like chatting with a friend :33

[sloppysmooches]

072723

i feel like i never know what to think anymore, time always passes by and im always alone. i know there are people who care about me irl and online but i can never feel it, i love so hard and all i ever get back is half hearted. ive decided to be brutally honest to people in my life because ive spent too long sugar coating, i called my best friend self centered today and that feeling has been sitting on my chest for a long time, i think shes upset about it but shes been with her bf all day and whenever shes with him im nothing to her lolol so she hasnt messaged me back. its not like i said it in a mean way and i even let her know it wasnt a bad thing necessarily but one instance of her selfishness will never leave my psyche and i wish it would but it was so long ago i dont know if i should ever bring it up to her. it was our first real fight, she was mad that i never pitched in any money and that’s obviously so valid like i should have been more aware but she hadnt said anything before blowing up on me and it was the day after my birthday and we had plans and i was just sobbing for so long and she just sat there on her phone like she didnt give a fuck. anyways im just going to start being carefree and real as fuck. i need to stop worrying about other’s perception of me because i know who i am and what others think has nothing to do with me. i need to get out of the mindset that i need people because it makes me feel 10x more lonely because no ones really ever been there for me like im there for them.

[thatisntverycombefair]

he fucking despises warner and callahan, i think he would like emmett he much prefers musical emmett than movie emmett because lets be honest i love the lad i really do but movie emmett is just owen wilson's brother to me, i honestly think he couldn't really care less that elle and emmett got together at the end he wasn't really focused on that little romantic plot line throughout yk he was more just focusing on her personal success, he's glad she's happy at the end and really likes her little speech about being true to yourself even if it goes against what everything else accepts yk???

"WAS THAT LAW?! IS THIS THE POINT OF LAW IM FEELING KINDA HIGH THIS IS WHY WE ALL STUDY AND SLOG TO HELP THE UNDERDOG I SO IDENTIFY" he would love this part in the musical me thinks

OH he definitely cringes whenever warner says 'pooh-bear' he cringes and boos whenever warner comes on screen tbh like he's the representation of elle woods who believed she was set in life with her 4.0 in fashion merchandising and being a wife and mother and JUST LIKE WHAT everyone expects of her LIKE IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS ACTUALLY.

enjolras would care about paulette to a certain extent like he's not really fussed about the whole kyle ups guy thing like cool paulette likes the ups guy but he does care about the whole getting rufus from dewey subplot he cares about it so much because elle made a difference, paulette's rufus is safely returned to her and is very happy

honestly he adores all the parts where elle is doing lawyer stuff like i know its literally called legally blonde but like the wyndeham trial and everything i just I ADORE HIM YK i just think he would be so excited when justice is served yk??

me thinks that in a modern au (modern au i say loosely in my head a modern au means 2008) that it would be cosette who introduces enjolras to it, idk it makes sense to me yk she's all like 'you haven't seen legally blonde?! and you are talking about going to law school????' 'yes?' 'well enjolras we are going to have to fix that arent we?' '????????????' i think cosette would gather all the les amis and they have a little movie night :] where they binge legally blonde and legally blonde 2 (i think legally blondes was out in 2008 ish BUT thats another can of worms) i also just think cosette and enjolras friendship real and true?! like me and my friend had this whole idea about cosette going to one of the meetings after jehan (bffs) invited her (there she meets marius but i digress) and i just she as a strongmind a good and kind brain and they are like quick friends

legally blonde 2 spoilers ahead (i say this as if its not a movie from 2003 but still LMAO)

enjolras feels this sort of protectiveness over elle me thinks like an almost like i feel strongly bonded with this character sort of protectiveness yk??? especially in the sequel and when the new york lawyers are just mean :[[[[[ like unneccessarily mean. He also admires her ability to plan and okay he might have got a little mad when the big law firm fired elle at the beginning of legally blonde 2 like he had to get up and walk around for a moment to process it yk before sitting down but like elle is a woman who knows what she wants and what she wants to do to get it and enjolras finds it so admirable.

rip enjolras you would have loved legally blonde

[crymeariveronceagain]

No pressure to answer, but what did you think stellarlune was going to be like?

dude idek at this point

like

*sighs*

if im being honest

Sophie leaving the Keefe thing alone and focussing on ending things. Keefe can be someone we bring home after there's no more danger to it. I wanted no Keefe POV, no Keefe screen time, no searching for him. I wanted the lack of Keefe being a driving internal conflict in Sophie's mind, the fact that one of her friends has been so damaged and scared that he's gone pushing her to work harder, smarter, better. I wanted bloody murder and rage to stream out of her. I wanted that little girl turned warrior that's been trained for years to finally come to the surface.

I wanted her to... kind of? Crush our expectations of her?

For so long, we've been following this terrified kid.

And I wanted this time when Keefe leaves to break something. But break something correctly.

I want her to be mad. I want her to quit following the expected rules. I want her in jeans and a t-shirt, with a sword in her hand, staring down her enemies with the glare she always aims at Fintan. I want an intensity from her that we haven't seen so far.

And I don't want canon Sokeefe. Not yet. I don't want him back. Not yet. It's too soon, and it's the wrong thing to focus on. I want the plot to be resolved before I want them together. I'll take another book of waiting if at the end of it, Sophie Foster is the warrior that the world needs.

In fact, another book of waiting is what I'd prefer.

I want to stop pushing her towards relationships. It's taking too much of her time. I want that to be the cherry, not the ice cream. And it feels like(especially as I've been reading Flashback again) that whenever the romance comes into it, nothing else matters. And that bugs me.

Because Sophie Foster does not need a boy.

And the boy don't need her, either.

But if they want that, then I want them to work for it. Work on themselves.

And I'd like a Sophie who's too angry to care about any level of violence to start fighting back against the fire the Neverseen have been aiming her way. I don't want a scared little girl, anymore. I've seen enough of her.

I want Sophie to become the moonlark the world needs.

I don't really know what I expected. Idk what I want from it. All I know is that I want a girl to start burning things. I want her to start destroying things.

I want Sophie to realize that this is a war.

That one too many things have changed. And that mercy is not an option anymore. Because at this point, the kind she's been offering is far, far, far too kind.

[my-tin-can-mans]

She Knows (Commander Wolffe x Reader)

So I've been on tiktok a lot recently and because of that can't get "She knows" by J Cole out of my head, and along with that came me thinking of this scenario so, im so sorry but....

Warnings: Oh god Angst! mentions of cheating, mentions of alcohol. Cody not knowing when to stfu

Enjoy!

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79s was packed tonight. The music was loud, but the bustle from the clones and other beings matched its energy. You happened to be sitting happily at the booth that was always reserved for the commanders. Wedged in between the wall and Wolffe with Cody and Fox on the other side of you. You and Wolffe had been together for some time now and had gotten to know the other commanders whenever their leave happened to be scheduled at the same time as yours and Wolffe. They were his closest brothers, the group her grew up with and it meant a lot that you got along with them.

Wolffe’s hand rested atop your thigh, and as the night grew on, it gradually slid up, hiking your skirt up as well. This time when he decided to slide his hand up just a hair further, he gave you a squeeze as well. You were turned to Fox, listening to a story he was telling the three of you, but when you glanced over at Wolffe, you knew that was his signal he wanted to leave soon.

When Fox’s story ended you muffled a yawn, “it’s getting late, we should probably head back soon,” you said taking Wolffe’s cue from earlier, glancing at him to make sure he agreed, he nodded once.

“Aww, come on,” Cody whined, “I haven’t seen my Vod’s in a while one more drink!”

You glanced at Wolffe again to see his reaction, another nod coming from him, “okay,” you huffed, “one more drink.”

“Great!” Cody said with a smirk on his face, “come on, he nodded to the bar, it's a bit busy we’ll have to go up there to order drinks and I could use another hand.” Wolffe stood up and you slipped out of your side of the booth, following Cody to the bar.

When you got up there, Cody ordered another round of whatever everyone had already been drinking and you stood there waiting for the drinks to come.

Cody and you fell into a comfortable conversation and the topic, like usual, fell on Wolffe. It was about the only thing you two had in common, both being close to him.

“So, one year huh? if you would’ve told me a while ago Wolffe would be in a committed relationship I would’ve laughed right in your face, but I'm glad you’re with him, you too make a good match, and hey, if you two can survive him cheating on you with that one-night stand, you can survive anything right?”

“What?” you definitely didn’t hear the last sentence right.

“What?”

“Wolffe cheated on me?”

“Uhhh...” Cody looked like he has seen a ghost in that moment.

“Cody what the kriff are you talking about.”

“He told me he told you.”

“Told me what Cody,” you vision felt like it was becoming blurry at the edges, heart dropping all the way to you stomach. “Told me what Cody,” your voice broke repeating your words more quietly.

“Kriff. Listen it's not my place to tell you what happened. I'm sorry he didn’t tell you and I'm sorry you had to find out this way, but you need to talk to him about it not me.”

“Here ya go!” the waitress behind the bar laid all four drinks down on the bar. Breaking eye contact Cody went to pick his and Fox’s up leaving you to grab yours and Wolffe’s.

He took a step away from the bar and turned around to face you again, “you coming?”

“Yeah, yeah just give me a minute.” He nodded and turned back around heading for the booth. Within seconds your whole world had unexpectedly come crashing down around you. Wolffe had cheating on you and lied about it too. He hadn’t even told you. When did this happen? Did he regret it? does he feel guilty? Why does Cody know about it? and why the Kriff didn’t he tell you?

Your blood was boiling. You wanted to scream and cry and punch something all at the same time. you turned around and headed straight for the booth, drinks forgotten at the bar.

“We’re leaving,” you stated blankly when you got back in front of the clones. Cody’s head was tilting down looking into his glass. Fox’s face looking upset at your words and Wolffe, the bastard himself looked confused, as if he didn’t do anything wrong. Well, not that he knew you knew about yet.

“Mesh’la, we promised them one more drink come on now- “

“We’re leaving, now”

You could tell your tone and unpleasant look on your face had surprised Wolffe. It was a hard thing to do, change the stoic features of the infamous Commander’s face but then again, he had never really seen you mad before. Fierce in battle yeah sure, bratty, of course all the time. but honest to maker angry, well Wolffe and never done anything to deserve that before.

He looked to Cody, to gauge his reaction putting two and two together when his brother did not meet his eye contact, looking nowhere but his glass with a guilty look across his face and realized something must’ve been said while getting drinks. “OK.” He stated.

He slowly got up from the booth and you turned on your heel heading for the doors to 79’s without waiting for him by your side like usual. About halfway to the doors you felt him place his hand on your lower back, it was a common thing that he had done something you had grown to love, it meant protection and security, it meant Wolffe, your love, was by your side. But this time it made your heart drop all over again, he had touched someone else with those same hands the way he touched you. You cringed away from his touch, and he got the memo, keeping his distance from you the rest of the way through the bar, out to the curb and into the airtaxi.

He gave the driver the coordinates of where you were staying and turned to face you, worry and guilt lining his face. This was going to be a long taxi ride and an even longer night. He knew you knew.