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Moon 5 Part 2
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Moonstar gasps awake, sitting up so fast she rams her head into the thick underside of a low-hanging branch that she and her brother had spent the night taking turns sleeping under. They’ve been doing that, taking turns – who knows what things are lurking out here in the dark, so far from home.
If they can't go back, does it still count as home?
“Ow…” Moonstar groans, a sharp throb pounding against her skull. What a way to start the morning.
Fogfreckle ducks his head underneath one of the branches, sweeping past the leaves to gaze curiously at his sister. He tilts his head questioningly, mouth open to ask what’s wrong, when the words die on his tongue and his eyes widen.
“Fogfreckle!” Moonstar mews excitedly, leaping to her paws. “You’ll never guess what happened!”
“Your– your forehead,” Fogfreckle croaks. “You… were visited by StarClan?”
“What about my forehead?” Moonstar asks, confused and distracted. She presses a paw against her head to see if perhaps she’s bleeding, but her paw doesn’t come away warm or wet. The rest of her brother’s words filter to her slowly through the dull throb of pain and the fog of the early hour. She pouts. “Yeah, Star– how did you guess so quick?”
“There’s– your forehead. You have a star. A leader’s star.”
Moonstar’s pout deepens. “Well. That kind of steals my thunder.”
“Moonpool, what happened?”
“Moonstar now, actually.” Moonstar grins. “StarClan visited me in my dreams and granted me my nine lives. Isn’t that crazy? I didn’t even have to– there was no–” Moonstar’s tongue can hardly keep up with everything that’s swirling in her brain, the experience of her leader’s ceremony playing back to her as if memory and not just dream. “NimbusClan lives on, Fogfreckle. In us, just like you said. We’re to lead NimbusClan into its new future.”
“‘We’?” Fogfreckle asks weakly, jaw slack with disbelief.
“Of course, ‘we’!” Moonstar laughs, bounding closer to her brother. She feels so full of life, coursing through her like the widest, wildest river. “I wouldn’t be here if not for you, you know that. Besides, what’s a leader without her deputy?”
“Deputy?” Fogfreckle repeats, dumbstruck.
“What are you, a raven?” Moonstar laughs. “Yes, deputy! As leader, I’m appointing you as deputy of NimbusClan, Fogfreckle.”
Fogfreckle swells with pride, pale chest fluffed out as he inhales a shaky breath. “I– yes, Moonstar. Thank you.”
“Don’t get all formal on me, now. You’re my brother first, deputy second.”
“So, we really are still a Clan.” He grins, then the expression fades from his face somewhat. His eyes take on an earnest shine. “Did you… I know you’re not supposed to talk about the ceremony, but… when you visited StarClan, did you… did you see our parents?”
Moonstar smiles gently, heart squeezing painfully in her chest. Dad had told her to tell Fogfreckle that their parents miss him, too, so surely StarClan won’t be displeased if she shares just that much? “Yes. I saw them. Mom and Dad. They told me to tell you they miss you.”
Fogfreckle hiccups, stepping close to push his head hard against Moonstar’s.
“I wish you could have seen them too,” She adds in a whisper, nuzzling into his dawn-warmed fur. The sun is just starting to crest the side of the mountain on its way up, crawling lazily into the sky. Greenleaf heat creeps on silent, soft paws across her pelt. It’ll be humid later, but for now, it’s pleasant.
“Maybe they’ll walk in my dreams one day, too.”
“I hope so.” Moonstar presses one more smile into his fur and then pulls back, squaring her shoulders in what she hopes is a leaderly fashion. It’s only her brother, but she may as well start getting used to playing the role. “Alright, deputy. What’s our first order of business?”
Fogfreckle grins. “How about breakfast? I could go for some eggs.”
“Perfect idea.”
Both cats stretch out their paws and take off, bounding up the mountain.
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#once again i am fussing about with the backgrounds#will i ever be satisfied?#tune in next moon to find out!#clangen#warrior cats#wc#waca#moonstar#fogfreckle#i like how a lot of these expressions turned out
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a stroke of blue ♡
#haven’t been able to stop thinking about these two#i want to hug them both and never let go#fought against my own hands so hard to finish this tonight lol#drew this to manifest isha somehow surviving act 3#if we all believe it maybe it’ll happen#(no it won’t)#this show has taken me to places i wouldn’t go with a gun (drawing what’s essentially league fanart)#i kinda just half guessed on what some of this stuff looked like for the bg because I couldn’t find any good references#but it turned out alright i think#art#digital art#illustration#fanart#digital painting#jinx arcane#arcane fanart#arcane#isha arcane#jinx and isha#jinx
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I want episodic OVAs for Jujutsu Kaisen so bad
#😩 it’ll never happen but I can dream. and listen to the audio dramas I guess#inserting ‘filler’ would mess with the main story. however an OVA would be perfect#like just show me mahito doing some darkly hilarious experiment or something idc
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Realizing that I’m a lesbian and not trans and that’s caused a hiccup in my life ngl
#I didn’t want to realize how much I was repressing while being on hrt#but it turns out it really isn’t for me#I know that most of the detrans people in the public eye are quite shit#and I’m not going to be one of them#but I’m also very sad that I self-deserted in order to try and run away from my fears#and now i have to go to work#to undo a lot of stuff that happened while I was lost in the sauce#I just never wanted to accept that I could be gay for real I guess#I think it terrified me out of my mind#but it’ll be ok#I get to choose myself like I wanted#but I’m still very sad and realizing a lot of dysphoria and stuff#and kinda never want to leave the house again#which is a self destructive impulse that I have to work through but god it hurts#at least I’m gay lol#and more evolved in many ways
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#I keep making this post and deleting it#and both are cathartic: writing it out over and over. and making it not exist again. over and over#and both feel awful. both feel awful. both feel awful#it’s not over till it’s over#but I think it’s over#i sobbed for three hours but it’s amazing how much your body can just#keep crying#it finds the reserves somewhere#I think on Saturday I will have to leave the wedding and drive an hour to get more bloodwork done#and then I guess an ultrasound#and then if I haven’t miscarried I guess they’ll have to make me#and then I guess I can’t try again for a while if it’s a certain drug#and then I guess it’ll never happen for me never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never#no. but maybe. but that’s what it feels like right now#idk. or maybe a miracle will happen#I lay awake in bed last night thinking#maybe this is the last time I get to be pregnant for sure#me and my baby the size of a sesame seed#who now it seems like maybe never existed#in any size or shape at all
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Damn it
#Legit just tag your sui and sh posts#I feel like I’m angry for no reason#Feel constantly ignored. Left behind. Left out. Forgotten. Feel invalidated almost.#See people going through the same shit I am#But I’m just ignored#And okay fuck it all I guess#I’ve just complained too much for anyone to mind#It makes me feel bad. But I mean. It’s better this way. I’ll eventually vanish and it’ll be okay bc nobody would notice for a while#And maybe it’s a stupid thing to be sad about#Because like. I shouldn’t need the help. Never got it before. I should be able to manage#Oh well#See others consistently getting help for much less#It hurts because I feel like I’ve only been spiraling further and further and nobody cares and one of these days#I’m fucking terrified I’m gonna off myself because I get so stuck in my own head and so angry with myself#But I guess it would be better off if it happened#Tw suicide#kinda
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we are quickly approaching “pepper get overwhelmed cause she makes too many plans at once” territory, only mostly exacerbated by the fact that nearly every one of them accompany a 2-3-4 hour drive now. maddening.
#usually i gotta ask everyone to be patient with me#BUT i have a different silly request this time#which is:#it might be time for you all to get comfortable having more of an online relationship with me hehe#rather than an in-person one#not that it’ll never happen but#if you don’t text me cause ur waiting for the hang-out#we r just not gonna talk#cause who woulda guessed that moving and starting a new job and all is stressful!!!!!!#anyways love u all text and message me lots and lots MWAH 💕#or call me#literally why doesn’t anyone avtually call my phone#maddening
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can you guys all please actually actually be so kind to each other and I mean it tangibly like stop being a coward about what you’ll lose cause it doesn’t fucking matter more than being kind and you know it just fucking do what you can we’ve already lost so much what is the fucking cost of being kind to you anymore. people are so fucking desensitized to their own bullshit they’re dealing with like they’re so casual and blaise and ignorant about things that even harm them directly like why not at least be kind about it why not at least deal with the bullshit that comes from being kind instead i am so sad abt this why do people have to make it so hard. like I get capitalism and colonialism and whatever plays into people being raised to be unkind but are we that fucking fallible like that really fucking sucks bro
#tagged#maybe I’m finally processing my emotions after pulling off the thing and maybe that’s good but I just don’t fucking know man#it fucking sucks#it could be 6 months of emotions I haven’t been able to fully process happening all at once#but it’s also like#am I just never gonna get closure on humans sucking ass as much as they do#am I never gonna get closure on the sheer amount of humans failing to be a safety net for the people who aren’t so kind bc turns out they#aren’t kind either#am i just gonna be fucked up abt this forever like I have been my entire life#like holy fuck god damn I am fucked up and all I can seem to do about it is try not to be fucked up to other people to keep myself sane#but what about me hello#is this the woman experience like#idk what to do bc almost no one is kind to me in a way I can fully trust#so I guess I’ll just bleed out kindness for others till I die I guess#and if I’m lucky it’ll teach them how to be kind back to me#but some people you can never be kind enough to I guess#is that really true#I get it’s to protect you from staying with toxic people forever#but what about never giving up on people what about being kind just to be kind#I don’t care abt being glorified for being kind i just want to know the kindness had an impact#I guess I’m supposed to care abt getting it back like sure yeah I deserve it too#but is that actually going to ever happen#so like whatever I’ll just keep being kind until I’m out and I just disintegrate quietly into the wind while no one even seems to like#sit with me and the weight of what I’m going through about it and really really try to be there for me even if I talk about it#I really am going though it holy fucking god damn#I thought I was mostly feeling more fucked around my period but it is a week after my period and I’m just feeeeeeling it Whoo#like I’ve slowly realized how often I’ve felt incredibly anxious and fucked up and then try to just go abt my day but it is so much more#than usual#and none of the therapists I’d maybe trust are taking insurance#how the fuck can you even start a therapist relationship when you want to vent abt covid and None of them are fucking masking anymore
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thanks god. and Jesus. I guess
#‘‘hey are you mentally recovered from last night? yes? great. here’s a horrible family moment. you should go kill yourself’’#I wish anything that I did or that happens/happened to me mattered but it won’t I guess. it’ll just be like this forever#it’s fine I guess. i can’t really do anything about it. not like it’s gotten any worse yet. equilibrium of gray maybe#feels like how I imagine purgatory would be. just baseline exhaustion and nothing. I don’t know#isn’t it supposed to get better at some point? like everyone says it does. its supposed to#I don’t know. my eyes hurt#dying sounds convenient but also like too much work so. I guess ill just do this forever#vent#<- i guess. could be anything at this point I think#it’s like I’m on an elevator but the elevator never stops so I’m just staring at the metal wall or the glass window infinitely
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#my mom isn’t a drinker she doesn’t even go out that much but when she does she GOES OUT and she has no limits. and it’s exhausting.#i wish she wouldn’t do this🙃#actually not even parties if we go to a restaurant or a family thing. no limits.#it’s crazy bc a year ago we were with family and she was drinking and my great aunt pulled me aside#and told me she knows how hard it is it’s not easy seeing her like that etc and i told her well. she doesn’t really. do this. it’s only at#events never at home and she was like oh.#like. how many people think she’s an alcoholic?#anyway sorry she really stressed me out tonight!!!#god damn it. GOD. and this weekend is a parade thing guess what she’s definitely gonna do this weekend :) and unlike previous years i can’t#hide out at my dad’s.#also next weekend is another parade so no doubt it’ll be happening again!!
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New City, New Life
5k celebration ‘Choose your own adventure’ story
Wolf Hybrid x fem!reader— free use city, olfactophilia, semi-public sex, oral (f!receiving), marking, biting, knotting
You stop the moving truck just outside of your brand new house. Ducking your head you check it out through the window and nod appreciatively. It looked a lot better than it did online! Though for the surprisingly low price you got for an entire house you wouldn’t have complained about whatever it looked like. But you scored great for not viewing the house in person before buying it and moving to a whole other city you had never heard of let alone been to.
Was that pretty stupid of you? Sure! But you can’t exactly regret it when this is the outcome. And besides, you needed a change of pace from the monotony of your old life. You needed a new adventure. An unknown city, your own house, and a change in work was just the start, you were positive.
When that mysterious headhunter came to you a few months ago with the opportunity of a lifetime, it couldn’t have come at a better time. It was like something in the universe knew you were having a rough time and needed to leave. So you took the risk and packed up your entire life. It all happened so fast you didn’t even get the chance to do any of your own research on the neighborhood, the city, or your new job. All you had to go on was the brochures the headhunter sent.
Again, was it stupid? Nah, you’re sure it’ll all work out for the best.
But as you flip the latch and push up the tailgate to reveal the moving truck full of boxes that you alone have to move, you start to second guess your statement. You really should’ve hired that Minotaur Moving Company the headhunter suggested. You can handle this. You can totally… totally… hand this.
“Hey, neighbor!” A voice calls, startling you out your daunting thoughts.
You lean to look over the side of the truck and are instantly blown away by the sight in front of you. A sexy ass Wolf Hybrid walks down the sidewalk toward you. His muscles bulging and straining against his tight button up shirt. His slacks not hiding anything he’s got going on downstairs. The smirk on his face is absolutely panty-dropping and you feel yourself go weak in the knees from it. More than ready to drop down and him do whatever he wants to you.
“Moving in?” He asks instead of immediately taking you right then and then. For a second you’re disappointed before you realize this is the real world and people don’t have sex with people they’ve just met… right?
“Yeah, yeah. Gotta bring in all these boxes, gonna take so long,” you say, your voice sounding breathier than you meant it to.
The Wolf Hybrid’s eyes flash but before you can read the expression it’s gone and that friendly neighbor persona is back on. He looks into the truck and scoffs as if it’s nothing.
“Let me help you with that then!”
Before you can pretend to resist, claiming he doesn’t need to help before he insists in a way that would have your panties gushing, he swings himself up into the truck. The words immediately die on your tongue as you see him pick up a heavy box like it’s nothing. Oh, well I guess your panties are getting soaked either way.
You swear that the Wolf Hybrid can tell you’re already turned on as he inhales deeply just as he passes you. But thankfully he doesn’t say a thing and heads up your porch, waiting with a wagging tail for you to open up your house to him. You exchange polite greetings as you walk inside with him and get started.
The two of your work together pretty well. Walking back and forth between the truck and the house. You can’t help but let your gaze linger on him and the way he moves. And every time you look at him you catch him looking back, his heated gaze raking over your form.
The tension grows thicker with each box you both carry. While the Wolf Hybrid forces you to stay away from the heavy boxes, only allowing you to lift the light ones. It only serves to increase the tension and turn you on even more. Still, you both manage to work up quiet the sweat by the time the moving truck is almost empty.
You sigh heavily as you push yourself back up into the truck. Heading all the way down to the front to look for another box to carry in. Just as you reach down to pick up a box of throw pillows, two clawed hands dig into your plush waist and a sharp gasp falls past your lips. You freeze in place, questioning why your pussy clenches down around nothing.
“Think I’m finally gonna fuck you now, sweetheart, ‘k?” The Wolf Hybrid growls, his chest molding to your back. His snout nuzzles into your throat and down into your shirt. He inhales deeply, a rumble moving through his chest as your musk washes over him. “You’re finally ripe ‘nough f’me.”
With a quick jerk of his hands, he’s shucking off your pants. You jump a second later as his snout presses deeply against your slit, rubbing his nose back and forth, smelling all of you. You moan softly, your mind fading away before you can question what the hell is happening. This is what you wanted this whole time after all. Can’t complain now. And you surely won’t as his long prickly tongue joins in, lapping up the mess your slick left on your pussy.
“So fucking drenched for me already. I think you’ll fit in around here just fine,” he rasps as he latches onto your clit and gives it a teasing suck that has sparks shooting through your core.
You go to finally ask what he’s been on about, and why the fact that you’re a soaked mess for him would mean you’d fit in, but in a flash he’s standing up and kicking your legs out to spread for him. His fat tip pushes against your entrance and your jaw drops, tongue lolling out at his sheer girth. His cock splitting you open in two as he pushes his big cock all the way inside your desperate pussy.
“N-nngh! Fuuuck. So fucking tight for me. Glad I got to you first. With a pussy this good you’re gonna be busy in a city like this,” the Wolf Hybrid growls out, his claws digging into your waist.
You can barely hear him over the ringing in your ears. But none of it matters anyway as he uses his grip and immediately starts spearing his shaft deep inside your sloppy cunt, over and over again. The only sound that registers now is your own moans as he fucks you brainless.
The truck shakes with the force of his thrusts and you hold onto the boxes in front of you for dear life as he takes you on a wild ride. His cock glides along your gummy walls, igniting your every nerve as he hits those spots inside you that have you seeing stars. Loud cries leave you but you can’t seem to give a fuck if anyone hears. They should hear how good you’re feeling right now.
“God, yes! Take it! Take my cock, darling. Gonna have to get used to this after all. And I’ll be more than happy to help you adjust.”
You cry out louder, your throat aching with the strength of the noises leaving you. You desperately try and rock back and meet his thrusts but the Wolf Hybrid snarls, his claws digging even deeper into your hips. He leans over you and his fangs are sinking into your flesh a moment later. Keeping you perfectly still for him as he slams his length into your depths, his tip kissing your womb with every thrust.
The onslaught of one sensation after the other has every single one of your atoms quivering with anticipation. Your toes curl as he reaches down, flicking your clit just right, and a second later you’re freezing up as your orgasm crashes through you.
Wolf Hybrid roars as your precious pussy clamps down on him. He continues to thrust into you, swinging his hips back and forcing his knot inside you with a slick pop. The sudden stretch prolongs your orgasm and makes you scream in delight. He cums not long after you, his knot expanding inside you as he pumps load after load of hot cum straight into your wrecked womb.
“If I hadn’t already said it, welcome to the neighborhood,” he says breathlessly in your ear.
After his knot had gone down, he slipped out of you and the two of you finished carrying the boxes in. Well, more like you laid on your couch while he carried the rest in because you couldn’t seem to walk for the life of you. He offered to stay, help you clean up and look after you till you could walk again, but you politely declined. You started your new job in the morning after all.
As you leave your house the next morning, body still a bit sore from the best fuck of your life, you realized you had a tiny issue. Your car was being driven down by a friend from your old city but it wasn’t here yet. You had to get to work somehow.
Looking off to the side you spot your neighbor in their driveway and your cheeks tinge pink. He was with a couple of his friends and it seemed like they were on their way somewhere. His friends appearing to be an Orc, a Naga, and another wolf. You could always ask them for a ride. Or maybe you shouldn’t bother your neighbor after what happened yesterday. You could always take the bus. Except… you have no idea where the station is. Well, you could always walk. Maybe stop for some coffee along the way.
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#i feel empty#could really use some f1/motogp/indycar rn#I’ve ruined things and there’s nothing i can do#he’ll never speak to me again#if he does it’ll be just small talk#i hate myself#i wish i could go back and handle things differently#now I’ll never know if we could’ve been something lmao#someone please kill me now#i’m so heartbroken#it’s ridiculous#can’t focus on work and can’t sleep bc my brain won’t stop thinking about what happened#I’m just so tired of life#the older you get the worse crushes feel i guess#i will never open up my heart for anybody again#i can’t take any more of this#rant over#personal
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#would be nice to talk to you at least a little bit today#but it seems that’s not going to happen#you’ll send me one message right before you put your phone down to go to bed#and it’ll be as if I never existed except for those 5 minutes it took to send#nevermind the fact that I really needed to be able to talk to you earlier when I was having a shitty day#nevermind the fact that I still could really use my friend right now#doesn’t matter what I need or want since I’ve let you dictate our whole relationship#you’re never here when I need you#but I guess I don’t matter all that much and you’ve always made that pretty clear#maybe I’m just being moody and petty as I always seem to be#but I’m just kinda tired of being blown off all the time#i guess this will make it easier to cut things off when the time comes#personal
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It’s wild how, on my good hearing days, I feel like my charisma and likability goes through the roof. It feels like a super power. Tonight I spent 10 minutes talking about horror movies with a guy at the gas station. And talking to strangers sucks! Wow. I’m, like, seriously proud of myself. I’m probably the bravest boy on earth.
#a lot of days I’ve got shitty processing issues along with fluctuating hearing loss#so it sucks talking to people a lot#but man as soon as I have a good day I just want to talk to everyone#well… not really everyone. social anxiety is still a thing. BUT I am 100% more open to shooting the shit with nice people#I wish it could be like this every day#if you have decent hearing then please cherish that shit#you really never know when it’ll give out on you#I didn’t even blow it out with loud music! it just happened and no one really 100% knows why#I know it’s like glib to say ‘oh cherish this now while you have it’#that kinda saying feels kind of hollow to me#I mean you never reeeaaally know how much you’ll miss it before you lose it#so I guess by cherish it I don’t mean fall to your knees and rejoice in your hearing#but maybe I dunno… find a good pair of headphones listen to a song you like and I mean just really sit there and soak in the sounds#just get silly with it I dunno sounds are good. just remember that every once in awhile.#anyway… I’m also incredibly lonely so I’ll go gaga for pretty much anyone that’ll give me the time of day#okay anyway I love you thanks for reading this#this isn’t important#text#hearing loss
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I spent an hour and a half staring at my google doc and ended up with no newly typed words and the overwhelming urge to tear my own hair out
#I’m never finishing this fic#it’s literally just a thousand words. maybe 1.5k#that’s all there is to finish this chapter#I’m so so close and yet I can’t reach it#I don’t want to tell this story anymore. I’m sick of it#but I have to finish it or it’ll become another stain on my conscience#like sotrl. like whumptober 2021. like everything I’ve ever tried to write#I don’t think I could live with myself if I never finished it#I never finish anything. I need this to me the one thing I do#just to prove to myself that I can#that I’m not useless. that all this suffering and beating my head against the wall had some worth to it#I’ve reached the bargaining stage#just this one. finish this one fic and you never have to write again. I promise#just one final push to the finish line and you can quit#god… what happened to me#what happened to that 11yo girl who just found out fanfiction existed and went all wide eyes#said she wanted to write too. how it must be so much fun#where did she go#it was like she existed one minute and was gone without a trace the next#guess what happened was what happens every time nia decided to take up something#she’s all starry eyed about it right up until actually trying. then she realises she sucks at it and quits#but this time. I pushed on. trying to accomplish something. and it ended up not being worth anything anyway#it ended with nia begging herself to write just another thousand words and then she can quit and never think of writing again#I want that girl back. can you imagine if I was as passionate now as I was back then#not hating everything my hands touched? I’d be unstoppable#fuck. I just had a breakdown over this last weekend. I hoped it was drawn out enough for the next wave to be pushed back further#guess not. guess I’m stuck crying for no good reason over and over again. instead of sucking it up and finishing and quitting#laughable. nothing short of pathetic. and I called myself a writer once. now I can’t wait to be able to quit#I can count the number of people who read my stuff on one hand anyway. me quittung not a big loss by any means#only one person would be truly upset. maybe two. but I’m done. I don’t give a shit anymore. be happy I’m not deleting everything. that’s it
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ꪆৎ𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖↷ ex!bf!rafe sneaks into your room late at night...
warnings ; MDNI !!, ex!bf!rafe, soft!rafe i guess, oral f. receiving, fingering, unprotected sex, p in v, rafe calls reader baby, creampie, aftercare ! yippee
notes ; phew... enjoyyy !
the cool night air swept through your open balcony door, carrying the distant hum of cicadas. you were curled up in bed, trying to focus on the book in your hands, when the faint scrape of shoes against metal made your heart leap.
"rafe?" you whispered harshly, your pulse quickening as his familiar frame hauled itself over the edge of the balcony.
"don’t freak out," he said quickly, holding his hands up as if to calm you. his hair was a mess, his eyes wild, and he looked more desperate than you’d ever seen him.
"are you insane? you can’t be here, especially not at this hour," you hissed, glancing nervously at your door.
but rafe wasn’t listening. he crossed the room in two long strides, his voice cracking as he said, "i had to see you. i can’t- i can’t do this without you."
you folded your arms, trying to stand your ground, even as your chest tightened at the raw edge in his tone. "we broke up, rafe. i broke up with you. and you know why. i can’t keep pretending it doesn’t kill me every time i see you flirting with someone else."
"i wasn’t-" he started, but you cut him off with a sharp look.
"don’t lie to me. i saw you. over and over again. it’s too much, rafe. i couldn’t do it anymore."
his hands raked through his hair, his frustration evident. "it wasn’t what you thought, i swear. i’m... i’m a mess without you, okay? i’ve been losing my mind since you left. no one else matters- no one but you. i’m obsessed with you, and i’ll prove it. i’ll do whatever it takes to make it right."
"rafe," you began, your voice softer now, but he stepped closer, his hands gripping yours like his life depended on it.
"it’ll never happen again. i swear on everything. just... just give me one more chance," he pleaded, his blue eyes locking onto yours, filled with a vulnerability that made your heart ache.
you tried to resist, tried to remind yourself why you ended things, but the way he looked at you, like you were his entire world, made it nearly impossible.
"i don’t know if i can trust you," you said quietly, your voice trembling.
"you can," he said, his voice steady. "i’ll spend the rest of my life proving it to you if i have to."
before you could argue further, his lips were on yours, cutting off your words in a kiss so desperate, so full of longing, that it left you breathless. your resolve crumbled as his hands cupped your face, pulling you closer.
the kiss deepened, his lips trailing to your jaw and down your neck as your back hit the bed. he hovered over you, his breath hot against your skin as he murmured your name like a prayer.
your fingers tangled in his hair as his lips travelled down your body, heat pooled in your lower stomach watching him grow closer to the waistband of your tiny pyjama shorts.
he stopped there, slowly littering kisses as he looked up at you, you chewed at your bottom lip as your eyes were stuck on his, "rafe..."
"i'll make you feel good baby... don't worry" he whispered against your skin, sending shivers up your spine. his course fingers connected with your clothed pussy, slowly rubbing circles to make you squirm.
he grinned when he saw you twitch at his touch, your clit aching from the lack of direct contact. as if he could read your body, he pulled your shorts to the side, now faced with soaked panties staring back at him.
rafe sighed gratefully, "you're so soaked already, god you're perfect" he mumbled. his long fingers traced your slit and he chuckled a little to himself before pulling your panties to the side too.
without warning, his mouth connected with your wet cunt, sloppy kisses and flicks of his tongue made your eyes roll back before he slid a finger through your folds again. he tapped at your aching hole before sliding a finger in, watching your face contort as you got used to the welcome intrusion.
you groaned, "god-" rafe's smirk perking up against your heat, he came up for air for a second, "rafe's fine baby.."
you threw your head back as he licked a stripe down your pussy, grinning as he slid another finger inside, curling them before mercilessly pumping them in and out.
one thing leads to another, you're bent over the bed, rafe's cock bulging out of your stomach as his hips snap against your ass. a loud whine escapes your lips as he's rearranging your guts. your tight walls clamping desperately around his cock as your ass bounces with every thrust.
his tip brushes your cervix as he thrusts into you a few more times before pulling out and flipping you over mumbling, "need to see your pretty face.."
he shoves your body further onto the bed before climbing over you with his classic smirk. your breathing ragged as your eyes locked with his, he tapped his cock on your pussy before dragging it through your folds. he knew the teasing drove you crazy, your eyebrows cinched together as his ego grew.
a pornographic moan escaped your lips as he slid in again, rolling his hips against yours he pumped his cock at a heavenly pace. your nails left crescent shaped indents as you gripped on rafe's arms, the pleasure sending the both of you into overdrive.
rafe cursed as his thrusts grew sloppy, the way your gummy walls were squeezing him made him dizzy, his release creeping up on him. you too could feel a familiar coil tightening in your stomach, unsurprised at the discovery that rafe was the only one to be able to make you cum, even when you're technically broken up.
he lifts a hand and connects it with one of your tits, his tongue darting between his lips as he massaged the fat, your nipple between his fingers. you whimpered as his cock kissed your cervix before finally you felt the coil snap, your orgasm overpowering you.
the way your pussy clenched rafe's cock as you finished around him caused him to groan gutturally, spilling his release into your sopping hole. he collapsed on top of you, littering your neck and cheeks with kisses as he heavily breathed.
"fuck.. i love you baby" he said finally before getting up and slowly pulling out, his release leaking from you a little. he grinned at the sight and pumped to fingers into your pussy, pushing his cum back inside you. "i'll get us a wet towel" he mumbled, walking towards your bathroom after kissing you on the forehead.
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