#idk where to leave this I’m just >:/
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actually tiny thing this time that I would just like to complain about so I can go to bed :/
#I’ve lost a t shirt :/#I’m at home rn and going back to uni tomorrow morning and bc I knew it’d be hard to keep track of clothes (I left some behind last time)#I made a list of everything I brought. and I have it! except for this one specific t shirt#it’s not special!! it just fits nice and I would like it back especially for summer#but it has gone missing and it’s not in any of the places I’ve looked#and for. ~3 hours? mild anxiety abt that bc I get rlly weird abt losing things#there’s a reason I made a list and why I don’t let my siblings borrow my shit long term#anyway it not being anywhere means it’s with one of my siblings clothes except they’re both stubborn fucking bastards and either#1. insane levels of teenage boy thinking he’s better than everyone 2. deciding she fucking hates me and has been treating me like dirt#at best. like just pointedly not looking at me and sneering when she does and that’s when she’s being NICE#anyway point is neither of them! obviously! are going to check even though that is literally the one place left where it could be#and fucking fine! whatever!! it’s a t shirt!! but why the fuck can you not do something so incredibly small#and it does not help that my mum (who has been doing the laundry the past few days) got rlly defensive and snappy abt it#it calmed down and she helped me look but just. ughshdsgjdhdh#I hate losing things so much I can’t deal with it but. whatever I can buy more t shirts I needed to anyway this just WAS one of the new ones#idk where to leave this I’m just >:/#really frustrating situation and I can acknowledge that and let it sit until it passes#or smth. trying to figure out how to not be telling myself it’s fine all the time#anyway. sleep now#luke.txt
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Gonna finish Gideon one soon, but for now you can have this Harrow
#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow the ninth#harrow the 9th#gideon the ninth#things ive made#idk man the 1page1day not going great and it’s only been 1 week#one week where I only worked 3 days mind you#(local holidays)#maybe I really wasn’t made for creating art jdhsjdjcbcj I see so many cool people online#where they’ve been better than me 10 years ago so where does that math leave me hm#for a person who’s really into bones herself (preceding my love for harrow ironically) I REALLY don’t know them#I mean you can always say that’s A Stylistic Choice but I’m also so lazy#like… just trace them girl
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The Curse Of Hope
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Danny is in another universe. He had a reason, but he doesn’t remember anymore. He can only stare, horrified and disgusted, at the sickest city spirit he’s ever seen. Shivering and swaying with every step, core exposed, and ectoplasm leaking from wounds that are decades old. A ratty blanket was thrown over their shoulders, barely hiding the spirit’s pale grey skin and protruding black bones.
The spirit didn’t even sense him until he reached out to touch its wispy shoulders. The spirit flinched, clutching at the dozens of trinkets hanging from their neck and tucking in on themselves like they were expecting a blow.
“Oh, shit,” He swore, floating back a few feet, hands in the air, to show he meant no harm. “I’m sorry. I promise, I’m not here to steal from you.” The spirit shivered again and rolled a pearl necklace in between their fingers. A nervous habit. “Uh, I like that pocket watch? It’s very nice.”
That got their attention. They peeked at Danny, and he saw that more tattered cloth was covering their eyes, blending in with the stringy hair that reached the ground. Their blanket fluttered weakly, revealing hundreds of thousands of tiny marks etched into their skin. Scars, really. Scars that wrote out curse after curse onto the spirit’s very being. They burned with evil intent, and even reached inside the spirit’s body and wrapped around their core.
Occasionally, blinding specks of color raced across their body, temporarily erasing the writing, but it always returned quickly. He watched, a little detached, as one particular line rewrote itself across their rough forearm, drawing fresh ectoplasm like someone was writing it with a thin knife.
“Are you…alright?” Danny stuttered. A stupid question.
The spirit cocked its head. He couldn’t see their eyes, but he felt their burning gaze as they pondered the question.
“The pain of others becomes mine own.” They rasped. “The lights of the city dim as rotten wealth clogs mine veins. Magicks long forgotten have eaten mine skins, pulled mine cloak, and darkened mine skies. Helios has refused to grace mine doorstep, and the seasons of the Earth have revoked their kindness.”
Danny held his breath. It felt like he was the one with the exposed core, not the spirit.
The spirit shivered once more. “Tell mine soul, little lamb. How could this Forsaken City know peace, when it was long since ripped from mine hands?”
Shit, he needed Frostbite. And maybe Clockwork. Now.
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Danny meets the spirit of Gotham City. The villains and rogues that have plagued the city for decades are literal curses that are taking quite the toll on Gotham, and honestly, Danny isn’t sure how much longer they can hold out. The heroes seem to be doing some help, and are probably the reason Gotham made it this far, but the poor city needs help from the Realms if they want to get better.
Luckily, Danny can provide that help.
But only if he could get Gotham to leave their city behind. Because recovery is going to take a very long time.
#dpxdc#pondhead blurbs#Gotham is very lanky and tall and had dozens of necklaces around their neck#the necklaces are just cords filled with lost things the citizens have lost over the years#like bits of glass or wedding rings or hag stones made from a destroyed gargoyle#actually I have a weird picture of Gotham in my head I might draw it#it’s giving Bloodborne to me but idgaf#basically Danny meets Gotham and is trying to convince them to go with him for medical help because what the fuck#those curses are the equivalent of leaving hundreds of leeches stuck to your body for ten years#Danny is BEGGING Gotham to come with him#there’s potential for angst but if you want crack then Danny probably replaces Gotham#I think there’s already a similar fic where he becomes the new spirit of Gotham but I haven’t read all of that#anyways the Batfam are like#invasive animals that are actually helping the ecosystem recover from an even WORSE invasive species#but they aren’t supernatural heroes and they don’t understand that the issue is deeper#I’m calling this the Curse of Hope because Danny is offering hope to Gotham#but Gotham is just so tired and sick and hurt that they don’t want to risk it#they think Danny is another curse come to plague them#should he just straight up adopt the city at this point?#idk it probably depends on how it’s written#sad course is to let Gotham die. happy ending is where they are treated and returned#crack ending probably has Danny adopting the city and introducing them to his own city spirit Amity Park#oh shit is that a new ship#guys please I can’t keep doing this#Gotham City x Amity Park#how the fuck do you come up with a name for that#Burger Joints?#Wet Pavement?#bro idk I’m putting this down before I make something I might regret#low key wanna write this but like. I have so much to do
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I guess I find the shipping discourse a little funny because fandoms are gonna create ships regardless of the subject matter. I think really heavy, depressing media creates a need for people to see human connection. It’s like a way to cope, you know? More importantly and specific to this game (Mouthwashing), I also find it a little funny just because the devs themselves seem to be leaning towards ~one~ “ship” by retweeting artwork that depicts them as pretty close and protective. They even did an edit of them on that Florence Pugh and that one white guy romance movie with a “what could have been” caption. Sooo tldr the ship drama is kind of dumb. Please block and move on cause the discourse is taking up space on my feed when I’m trying to look for more art of Daisuke lmao
#also disclaimer I don’t ship anything in this game because it makes me too depressed hahaha#I guesssssss you could say I leave towards Anya and Curly but that’s just because they’re my favs#plus I got a gen vibe that they liked each other so I kind of just assumed but whatever#I like that they find comfort in each other more than anything (at least in my head post crash)#if that makes sense? so don’t come for me lol cause some of yall are mean#I know he failed her so so so so badly but that’s kind of what makes their comfort and care for one another interesting you know?#idk how to explain it#it’s like the one sweet thing that continues throughout the narrative all the way to Anya’s suicide#where she locks them in together to keep them both safe from Jimmy#I’m high so pls excuse me as I make no sense actually#this is about#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#captain curly#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#people who ship Jimmy x curly are another breed though lmaoooo yall are on something stronger than anyone else😭😭😭
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Femininity is a cage people when you ask them to recognize that trans men saying the same exact thing is not misogyny:
#it’s all ‘femininity is a cage’ until trans men start talking about it#you see the difference to them is that you still shouldn’t leave the cage#you still have to be in the cage and wear your makeup#but in a feminist way#the way where despite refusing to leave the cage#or acknowledge people who do leave the cage#you just complain about the material of the cage#they view masculinity as the issue and femininity as the solution#even if they also view femininity as a cage#it’s fine to like the cage#to find solace and safety in the cage#but it’s not okay to view someone else leaving the cage as them hating the cage#because I don’t think people who call masculinity or femininity as cages really think they should be destroyed#rather they want them to have less pressure around them. to not loose access to the cage the moment they leave it#and the very act of deeming someone who left the cage as a traitor further enforces the cage#also something something they view it as an attack on themselves because they like wearing dresses without recognizing that that reaction#just strengthens the cage they hate so much#idk this post isn’t perfect but it works for now. I’m half asleep so I probably fucked something up#transandrophobia#I could expand on a lot of things and topics this brings up honestly
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When I finish my ghoap Christmas oneshot that I started way back in start December, and have been struggling with since, then it’s over for you fools 🎅
#maybe it will be done by next Christmas lol#god no I’m scared of jinxing it#it’s not even THAT long I’ve just constantly had to step away from it and start over#and I don’t even think it’s good 😭 but I want it done#and there are bits I like that I want to share so I need to finish this bitch#y’all better be ready to find some leftover Christmas cheer when I post it#we will pretend that it isn’t several months late 😀#they kill Santa and it’s funny and I don’t want to leave that forever in my wips#correction: they kill someone dressed as Santa but they take it very seriously#it has very much the same vibe as ‘Clue’ did and ppl enjoyed that one a lot#so I hope I’m just overly critical of myself and that this fic is actually alright#how did I write clue in one night????? where did that superpower go????#might share some snippets at some point idk#wispy update
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I don't believe iz/ch is canon bc like why would you forget abt the tragic intense sapphic romance you had and build an entire system to help that girl that died for you for some gay boy you had a crush on in hs 😭
same goes for izk. why would you forget abt the intense rival friendship with your devoted childhood friend that died (twice) for you and declared that he wanted chase after you forever and funded your power to make it happen for some gay girl you were friends with in hs
(i'm joking, obv)
Wdym you’re joking? You’re literally right.
#I genuinely don’t understand how people will talk about izcha like it’s so obvious#when tgck and bkdk are so much deeper and tgck literally has canon romantic undertones… I really should say overtones#toga was in love with Ochako and Ochako knew that and accepted it#like that’s canon that’s not some made up shit by the fandom#tgck is so blatantly queer and it’s so in your face idk how people willfully look passed it#and then bkdk - Izuku had more development with his relationship with him than he did literally any other character#and he described that development as being a ‘blessing’ and something ‘he never would’ve imagined’#he wanted their relationship to go back to normal so bad he literally loves that boy#and then there’s like four times within the last 150 chapters where Izuku is just staring at him with this love struck look#that he hasn’t given to literally anyone else#he gets the shojo leaves in the wind and sparkles and- bro loves him#not to mention that Katsuki being queer in some way is canon too. he’s at the very least on the ace spectrum#and I’m gonna die on the hill that he’s demi#ALSO KATSUKI DIED IN IZUKUS HONOR AND BLACKWHIP FORMED A HEART IN AN EXPLOSION ARE WE JUST GONNA FORGET ABOUT THAT#bnha#bakudeku#bkdk#midoriya izuku#bakugou katsuki#puff speaks#ask puff#puff answers#tgck#togachako#toga himiko#uraraka ochako
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at some point if you are a female sun seeker and no one ever beats your dad nunh do you just have to like. leave?? or does this not happen.
#a female sun seeker who wants kids i mean#also i have questions about shtola’s family bc we see siblings in limsa and sharlayan#but where are her parents. like just physically where are they i want to know ahdjdksk#presumably somewhere in sharlayan???#i need to go on the hunt for y siblings again i can’t remember where they all are#i need a text post tag#tbf i don’t think it would be a stretch to say shtola isn’t close to her parents like she did leave at 7. and i don’t think she regrets it#but also kinda weird to send your 7 year old to live in a cave with an old woman. even if that 7 year old is shtola#idk!!! i’m just thinking. the differences and similarities in her and cori’s childhoods#are fascinating to me#okay ngl i kinda forgot what the actual body of this post said when i hit post. this is a shtola post now
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thinking evil thoughts (best friend’s brother trope)
#😔😔😔😔#satoru and kenny are haunting me.#…. also kinda suguru.#but when isn’t he…….#in the bfb!kenny au sugu is your bestie obviously#but like . i keep thinking of a scenario where he has a bratty younger sister#and sugu’s like …. the calm older brother#…… and both siblings r into you#😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔#….. i like love triangles ok leave me alone!!#i’m just imagining the sister being all clingy and doting and outspoken abt her affection while suguru is a lot more subtle#but then there’s that slight hint of possessiveness………..#i think his policy is that . either you and his sister get married and he walks you both down the aisle#or he gets to have you .#no one else.#if satoru or shoko even make a joke abt it then his blood goes cold#you’re kinda like . the family jewel. i think#idk it’s a little fucked uo i’m into it though…..#i just like the idea of two possessive siblings fawning over the same person and idk what that says abt me buT . i am not ashamed ….#ari noises ✩
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i haven’t been here much recently, and i’m sorry i’ve only been negative on the off chance i’ve been online, but let me just say one last piece before the end of this month, so that maybe the next might be better….
#or maybe my time here ends w this month…i’m not sure i guess it all depends on how i feel but as of right now#everytime i think i'm fine i open tumblr and immediately am sad again the whole app has become my doomscroll at this point#i got a notification on a random talking post from a while ago and it felt like reading the words of a completely different person#lately i find it difficult to find any joy here at all when it always feels so lonely… a type of loneliness i’ve never experienced before#everyone always has ppl interacting w them who are interested in their stuff or are always sent things that are reminiscent of them....#i’m always praised for remembering stuff abt other ppl but i wonder if anyone remembers anything abt me#what is it about me that is so forgettable am i dull am i uninteresting did i not solidify myself enough do you guys just not like me lolz#but i don't want this to come across as guilt tripping or being ungrateful to what i do have because ik comparison is the death of joy but#it's still hard to watch when it's so in your face and it makes me think if ppl only talk to me because they feel obligated to#because anyone can say empty words.... i wish my perception of things didn't turn bitter i wish i hadn't become so jaded but#over and over i've felt irrelevant cast aside overshadowed and i cannot exist in a place where i feel like i'm a ghost in the corner#idk i've never felt like This before and i'm at least glad it's something i can walk away from by just....leaving...#sad that this used to be somewhere i can run away To but now it's become somewhere i want to run away From#i don't know...even if i get over whatever this is...things will never be the same for me... i just don't think i belong here#if only i had never made this blog then i would have saved myself a world of turmoil
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Man I haven’t worked on this comic in forever
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#I rlly want to finish it but I like left it half way when I was planning it and idk if I’m interested in finding out how I wanna end the#lil story#I might end up just finishing what I have and leave it there#httyd#art#hiccup haddock#how to train your dragon#httyd fanart#hiccup#httyd hiccup#where’s hiccup?#httyd fan comic#comic#fanart#mermaid!hiccup#httyd merfolk au#mermaid au#httyd mermaid au
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I’m actually so upset over the grimmons resolution I’m tempted to start a YouTube channel and make a whole video breakdown of their fucking queerbait
#I’m saying this as someone who didn’t start shipping them until THIS YEAR#They’ve always kinda just been in the background to me until I was doing my rewatch and was like#hey wait#add onto their little series where they go over YouTube comment#and they literally call out their own ship name and grif has that moment where he clearly values Simmons and their time together#and then in restoration you have that ‘come with me’ moment#which was amazing I loved it#but for what??#grif clearly only helped Simmons fight the meta because that’s what Simmons wanted to do#grif did not give a shit about what sarge would’ve done#but because Simmons was staying behind to fight he did to#HELLO?#this is never said explicitly but is clearly the case#the meta throwing grif onto Simmons okay#come on now#and just for what?#I understand and in part agree with what people are saying about how they both got what they wanted from the beginning#grif always wanted to leave#Simmons always wanted to be a leader#sure I get that. but sometimes…character development exists#and one or both of them can realize that their desires change or aren’t right for them#idk maybe I’m just coping but god damn#rvb#rvb restoration#rvb19#grimmons#rvb grif#rvb simmons#red vs blue
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Man what a horrible way to wake up.
#I was holding out for the mail ins but 290 something votes is just….#idk man I’m kind of in shock#I can’t wrap my head around how so many fucking people looked at him and went ‘yeah he should run the country’#I think it’s time either the coasts leave the country and become independent#or we abolish the presidency#because one person should never have this much lower#I just don’t know what else we can do to move forward tbh#I want to believe people are inherently good and I still do really but holy fucking hell#how do you win against this facist machine at this point?#where do we go from here?#*power#not retyping all that
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*coughs up mic* Hey Gals :DD
A.U where before Telemachus meets Athena he decides “Y’know what? I’m gonna go find dad myself >:((“ and goes sailing off on their own journey to find Odysseus. Aaand somehow, somewhere along the way ends up gaining a only kinda ‘crew’ consisting of:
—a Lotuseater who Telemachus names ‘Gát’ (nickname is jst the Greek word for cat without the last ‘t’)
—a bunch of dumbass Sirens (their all a mix of their more accurate designs AKA bird ppl & the modern Mermaid lol haven’t thought up any name for the 3 of them yet L)
—feral ass sea wanderer of a homeless (Gran)Demigod (former) princess (thinking of naming her either Koinós or Mēdén idk I apologise for my shitty Ancient Greek O.C naming attempts jjhhh I am using google for it 😭)
—another O.C whose a fankid of Notus (God of the South Wind)
—teen pirates (even as they become closer, a small part of Machus’s’ brain would still like to casually yeet them right overboard whenever any snarking & / or little shit questioning happens)
…& Thanatos, Personification of (albeit peaceful) Death,,,,,
damn, that’s one crazy tourist group right there I’ll tell you what,,,
also, in Telemachus’s absence, Penelope kills all the suitors hehe :)
#bullshit to keep me going ♾️✨#shitpost#epic fandom#epic the musical#epic telemachus#epic penelope#greek mythology#greek gods#greek tumblr#greek myth retellings#epic lotus eaters#epic sirens#epic Thanatos#Manifesting him in dw#Idk where I’m going w/ this lol I just wanna give Telemachus some other weird friends apart from Athena#Speaking of her. Athena shows up at Ithaca n sees the aftermath of Penelope’s massacre is like “wtf????????” Is filled in of the situation-#Including the fact that the prince is missing. Comforts Penelope about it n then is like “Chaosdamn it not his son disappearing as well-#-hhhhhh I’ll go find he >:(((((((((“ & ye Athena is like the main force chasing after these fools unbeknownst to (most of) them lol#IDK WHY TELE’ WOULD LEAVE WITHOUT TELLING HIS MUM I JUST WANT DRAMA#LET ME COOK BROS🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#Telemachus keeps missing death by a mere inch everywhere he goes so that’s basically why Than’ is there lmaoooooooooo their kinda-#Exasperated by this lil guy’s constant nu uhing to dying but also intrigued :0#epic au#The Horizon to Beyond: Telemachus Journey A.U#epic the musical oc#epic athena#greek mythology oc#fic ideas#Death & the Dodger duo
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not to go on about it but i think i’m way nicer to people and objectively less harmful than like virtuous puriteens. i’m not out there in peoples dms telling rape victims they’re just like their rapists now lol. jesus. the way some people think is acceptable to treat me lol
#granted they’re literally an insane person but still#they took an idea planted by popular culture and switched into kiwifarms move over a hunch and zero evidence#i liked the part where they started casting muslim curses on me at the end before running away because they lost the argument spectacularly#just. i’m literally not out there in anyone’s dms lol. i’m insanely harmless. idk why people can’t just leave me alone
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Currently having a breakdancing session with myself<333
#im Turing 21 tomorrow#im gonna cry#I don’t want to spend time with my family#i don’t understand#they don’t even like me xjsjhjdhs#its sad that the moment I move away I’ll be low contact with all of them://#my life is going no where#I want to leave#but I’m disabled and not mentally stable enough dndjhdjxks#but they just think I’m lazy#like bro I have doctors appointments smsmjsks#I faint when I’m out in public#i hate my birthday#so much#im not in the closet but at this point I wish I was sjjsjdks#the only reason I’m still home and not kicked out is because my dad cared well he tires#my mother would have kicked me out#girlie gonna kicked me out for shaving my head#and getting a binder#both my parents are transphobic but they’re both different kinds of transphobe#dad is ignorant transphobia#mother fucking dislikes us teehee#she’d rather kick me out#can’t believe I let this women beat the shit out of me everyday for 13 years#whelp#im not ready to be 21#I wasn’t ready to be 20#I wasn’t ready to be 18#I suck at everything wtf dnmdnddm#man idk why I’m still kicking tbh
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