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Proud of you for looking after your teeth!! I’m currently in the “I know I need to do this but I’m terrified to” stage, so I get it 100%. But you’re doing it!!! Well done.
ty dude, it's been hard ass hell to get myself into a routine to actually look after them after years off depression BUT, if it helps the thing that got me to actually brush them was to put it into existing routines.
like for me I knew I had to start doing it but kept forgetting it and not having the energy to but I always wear my jewelry and my watch so I added them to my bathroom right next to my toothbrush, that way I'm always there at one point in the morning and evening so while I'm there I remember to brush! it's instantly gotten me into a routine.
I still forget but it happens a lot LOT less.
n for actually going, yeah, my tooth broke and that sucks ass and it made me finally make an online appointment which was easier then call and now that I'm in the process of being told they're all shit I'm just gonna get it all fixed now that I can yk.
idk it sucks and it feels horrible to have them be fucked, it feels unfair bc it happened and I cant blame myself bc I couldnt physically get myself to take care of them so all I can do is make sure form NOW on I take care of them and can start having 5 minute dentist appointments where he just looks n goes ' yr ur good'
#idk its tiring and I hate it and its horrible but its life and it sucks but we can only try and make it better for future us yk#like there is a future#it wasnt a thing I thought abt really like actually existing before but im there now and I'm realising I want this to be longer#n I dont wanna hate my teeth and i wanna just feel good w them yk#idk#anyway u can do it nonnie good luck <3 ur gonna do great and u can get the appointment done and its never wrong to ask for help when u do#u can always ask ur parents or friends to make the next step and make the appointment then u have to go which is already a big thing yk#kyle.answers#idk what to tag this but tell me if it needs a tw
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Ollie how are you ALIVE??.
boy has so much mental illness it’s insane
#his second answer would be ‘because if I. did anything to change that. my soul would go to hell forever and ever :)’#‘and the idea of being rendered worthless for the rest of eternity scares me :)’#‘that’s what the reverend tells me anyway! I’m fine hahaha’#boy needs to get out of their fuckin cult#clangen#wc clangen#wc#warrior cats#art#my art#ask to tag#idk if I should tag this with any trigger warnings or not#maybe religious abuse mention??#tw religion#tw religious mention#tw religious abuse
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In my defense , I was left unsupervised
I also have the full comic not cut into pieces, and imma reblog this with the full comic just for funsies. I’ll be making another one after this, so it doesn’t make me sad.
Herobrine is fully immortal, and can’t really age, nor can he die right. But Steve can. He can grow old, and get blown up, and eaten by zombies and burned by lava and… well you get the picture.
Wanted Hero to have some happy memories during his long long existence.
Was listening to Siljan by Astrid Everdahl and it sounds like something for a cute moment, but it turned to angst for me.
Hope you enjoy!! Toodles!~
#minecraft fanart#herobrine#minecraft steve#steve x herobrine#herobrine x steve#digital art#trash bin art#trash bin post#quackalacka ding dong#fan art#late night post#idk what to tag here#just#sad times#will work on addition later#its late#and im tired#if i need to add any tw or cw please don’t hesitate to tell me#tw implied death#oh theres one#sfw
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missed again
#my art#drawing#art#sketch#log’s art#my original art#cw injury#tw injuries#tw injury#tw blood#tw arrow#ig?#cw blood#idk what else to tag#tell me if i need to tag anything
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does anyone know if they retconned parts of the colossus/kitty thing in recent x men stuff ??? im genuinely curious because from what i've seen the weird age gap stuff is. very uncomfortable
#x men#x-men#x men comics#x-men comics#kitty pryde#piotr rasputin#AND BEFORE ANYONE LIKE COMES ON THIS POST AND GOES ''ohhh its just fiction!!'' ''me when i cant handle two consenting adults!!''#FIRST OF FREAKING ALL it matters to me. im asking because im not personally comfortable reading that shit.#second if they're retconned to be two consenting adults great!! im talking about the. him dating her when hes 19 and shes 13 stuff.#i recently saw some panels from the lovable lockheed protraying the relationship and i cant tell if they retconned her age or not-#-because of the artstyle but it was like. um#IDK WHAT TO TAG THIS. FELLOW X-MENNERS I CALL TO YOU#actually wait. to me my x-men fandom. lol#if you're asking why i put this in their tags its becayse well I'm Asking The Fandom So#PLEASE BE NICE TO ME ABOUT THIS BTW IM A NEW FAN AND IM JUST GENUINELY ASKING#tw age gap mention#.????? i dont know dude#tell me if this needs more warning tags i guess
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A fun little animation
#birch#oc art#oc#animation#oc animation#this is only like my second animation I’ve done so I think it turned out pretty good#pls tell me how cool it is#scopohobia tw#scopophobia#idk what else I would need to tag it so I guess aks to tag#I know some people are unnerved by eyes
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That big-ass scar on Tim's head is so funny to me like Tim u alright buddy...
#I always assumed it was like a lobotomy scar but afaik lobotomies dont even . leave a scar ???#from what google is telling me#certain ones may leave scarring tho so theres that#ninjago#raine's rambles#raine's shitposting#lobotomy ment#tw lobotomy#lobotomy tw#<- idk just incase anyone needs this tagged TOT
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Im in such an obey me mood today haha
other than "pls dont tell asmo about that",,,, i have questions about these freaking vegetables (im putting under the cut since im talking about food and bad eating habits/diet related stuff)
im assuming they would have to be mixed with other regular ingredients to prevent the hunger but it sounds like ppl would use them as the main component in a dish or just eat them by themselves
So does all of it get digested? No leftovers (waste) comes out the other end im guessing? is it like a magic type thing?? it has to be right? Cause if not...ur body will take the calories needed to replace the ones burnt, take the nutrients, and the rest will just get tossed out
And since it doesnt make you full, like wouldnt it be way too easy to overeat this type of thing? so you could accidentally end up making urself go to the restroom more often :/
Ig if it gives u the nutrients u need that itll be useful then. So maybe its a 'heres ur macros for the day' type dealo? but u still have to go eat an actual meal or make sure u mix it with other stuff tho
#ik its just a silly joke type text but i do like to take these things and overthink them and apply them to real life#its just interesting to me cause ik the answers will never come so its like a brain exercise or something#eating disorder tw#just to be safe#but yea..................#im gonna just go off in the tags cause im just wondering about when this would be useful cause regular veggies are the better choice to me#ig that could be useful in a very specific circumstance where you went over calories but still need certain macros..but like...its veggies#going over for some for veggies isnt that big a deal imo but if ur mostly concerned with deficit then ud cut anywhere u can...#u could also like use it to lessen the calories in the dish overall and maybe add more of the ingredients u actually like#tho i feel like it would not remove that many calories in the first place#and ud probably wouldnt even get to add that much more of what u actually want in comparison#and then...ur gonna be hungry cause u took away a big volume of the food which was the regular vegetables#but for me when im making food the last thing im worried about in my dish is the freaking vegetables#im trying to add more veggies and less of everything else ._.#i feel like this would make more sense if it was like a sugary treat#especially if this is supposed to be a thing that helps with cravings#u get to eat and enjoy the thing without consequence (for the most part) while eating a more restrictive diet#tho it would probably be even more dangerous than the veggies when it comes to overeating...#idk how the demon biology works but it seems about the same to humans but just more durable#and with asmos eating habits...i can already see in my minds eye whats gonna go down#it just seems like a bad idea all around to tell him about this!#obey me nightbringer
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#looking at the pictures meredith gaudreau shared and as it always does when grief washes in - high tide and rolling waves of it#i think of that line from fleabage where ahe asks qhat to do with her love now - where to put it#because yeah. idk. the sort of chest caving want to punch yourself in the nose just to feel something other than the absence#I don't know what to do with it. // With what? // All the love I have for her. I don't know where to put it#so it's 5.30am sund morning & i have a lot of really nice stuff that i need to go & pop out on the street for street bounty/pay it forward#so many nice plant pots - god i really need to NOT buy things.. & a nice mustard coloured back pack & a bunch of kids toys that ive washed#& packed into clear bags & i lovely huge cushion and idk just stuff! oh an electronic scale as i had to buy a new one that showed %#(although i think it just estimates them despite the fact i bought a super fancy one. also it keeps telling me i am dyhydrated..)#(.. & i drink about 3.5L of water a day .. ?)#um then i will keep gardening. I got q lot done yesterday#i cleaned &w eeded & swept & & rehydrated some almost waterphobic pots & mived furniture#and now with how hot it is i MUST plant or it'll already be to late.#tw: grief#sorry i just do this on whichever blog im using the most#block the silv rambles tag if its super annoying#silv rambles
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WAVES H10 YURAND
[Prompt Game]
Me: No fear
Waves palette: *exists*
Me: One fear
there ya go. Have some whump
#art prompt meme#artists on tumblr#digital painting#my ocs#clone trooper oc#ct 1410#44th infantry squad#tw blood#better to tag than not#This palette scares me. It's a nice palette that has it's uses but this is definitely not one of them XD#also he needs a shave. And uh to not lose more blood#I don't know how to feel about this pc honestly like if it was less blue I'd like it more I guess. it took me way too long xddd#but alas what's the purpose of prompt memes if not making me do stuff I normally wouldn't do#but alas here's some whump because apparently it's everyone's favourite thing#idk the context of what happened but it was rough anyways#almost fell a victim to the rotary cannon curse as colateral. because he doesn't have a rotary cannon. that's why almost not fully#if you meant the waves palette as a way to tell me to just make him sopping wet well sorry xdd
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can i know more about Mr. Happy? -cricket system (@diaryofacollective)
This ask is relatively old, like,,,, from August 28th or smthn, BUT I'm just now coming across it because I'm cleaning out my asks... I am so glad you asked this because Mr. Happy is one of my all time favorite ocs. Mostly from a design standpoint, but also I love shaking him like a snowglobe in my head to come up with lore for him. There is, however, bugverse lore that must be included to make it all make sense.
THIS is Mr. Happy- or I should say it is his head- I would use his full reference here, as it's much better, but it is drawn by another artist. I don't feel comfortable reposting the design creator's art without asking first [and the artist is, unfortunately, not online anymore]. I have owned this specific design of him for little over 5 years now, o things have changed w/ the artist- they may go by a new username now and I just don't know it. BUT it was an absolute dream design- I would've sold a kidney for Mr. Happy's current design- MOVING ON THO BC THATS NOT THE INFORMATION ABOUT HIM JDHBJDHBF
Mr. Happy was lovingly created by THE DEVIL for one of HELL'S OVERLORDS.
It's so silly to put it like that- It goes more like; he was created by Absynth- the creator of the infernal realms [and referred to as the devil by anyone who doesn't know who he is SPECIFICALLY], for one of the overlords of an infernal ring, who is named Fli’pyek [also known as Flip].
Due to me being superstitious [I'd almost say highly superstitious], I made it a point to make my own pantheon of 'true gods' so I didn't have to mention any pre-existing gods that are known in our current world. All religions/spiritualities that exist in our current world still exist in my universe, but I just literally never mention them because most of my characters are either Athiest, Some flavor of Agnostic, or Pagan [worshipping specifically the gods I created].
Within my pantheon of gods, there are three main creator gods ; Tique, creator of Earth and Remia [my fantasy realm], Absynth, creator of the infernal realms, and Kia'zhu, creator of the divine realms. These three gods essentially collided into each other at mach 10 speed, ripping the fabric of reality, to create the realms. So Absynth was pulled upwards, which ripped open the space for the infernal realms, and Kia did the opposite, going downwards. and their smacking into Tique created Earthen and Remian realms [so Earth nd Remia].
Each one of them essentially made a 'sub' pantheon- So Absynth had the infernal overlords- Tique made Remia's gods and other minor gods- and Kia made The Most High [working name for the rulers of his subrealms- I haven't fully developed Kia's realms yet]. HOWEVER, Tique ends up getting super pissed off at the minor god's he created because they just ended up being so disrespectful to him- Like what he considered his 'first born daughter' straight up hated any gift he had given her [which he essentially gave abilities, ie gifts, to all of his directly lower minor gods]. And he just gets angrier and angrier as not only the minor gods he created try to essentially try to take his power, but also the minor gods Absynth and Kia made are just super annoying to him- coming onto earth to corrupt shit. One day, he threatens to destroy EVERYTHING. Not just his realms, but also Absynth's and Kia's. He is just, like, so fucking done. So with Kia and Absynth's help, Tique's first born separates Tique into two minor gods - Fli’pyek and Jakk'lyat. First born sends the two halves of Tique down to Absynth as she takes place as the creator god for ONLY REMIA [meaning that there is no more 'god' that oversees Earth].
Fli'pyek is known as FLIP [mentioned earlier] and Jakk'yat is known as JAKK. Both r super important figures in my world because they are the most powerful minor gods due to being the split halves of one of the big boys[tm]. Flip is the minor god of Wrath and Violence and Jakk is the minor god of knowledge, sex, and fertility [notably not Lust, which there is a separate minor god for].
So Jakk and Flip get banished into the Infernal Realms, dictated to be tortured by Absynth because of what Tique was going to do- It was like some sort of fucked preventative measure to keep them from acting out or trying to seek each other for a re-fuse of the gods. Anyways, Absynth doesn't actually do it himself bc, shocker, he thought Tique was justified in his anger- misguided but justified. He also really likes both Flip and Jakk. They're just both very unique and take well to Absynth. They still get the old rumble tumble from Ama'dyek- The God of Cruelty, Torture, and Lust [there's the lust god]. But Flip and Ama kind of hit it off, bc obviously they arent going to be tortured forever. Its more like 'might as well get along with you because you're going to be my co-worker' typa thing bc they were always going to end up being placed a minor gods in the infernal realms.
So they go to their respective, what I call, rings of hell, and just kind of exist there now- EXCEPT FOR JAKK, but we aren't going into his lore because we're talking about MR HAPPY. Which Mr. Happy is created right after Flip and Jakk are placed in their rings of hell. Absynth gives them each an underling to help them with matters around the palace- they're both supposed to be really smart in order to help with the duties that they would be attending to. Flip gets Mr. Happy. which he is actually miffed at for a little bit because Mr. Happy is NOT smart.
Mr. Happy is best described as upbeat, bubbly, and ditzy. Bro is gullible and unobservant. He is just silly. His hat has bells on it so he jingles with every step, and his nose honks- something Happy does frequently. It's a bit of a joke to Flip, but ofc ofc, he becomes highly attatched to Mr. Happy... and the same is said about Mr. Happy! Mr. Happy genuinely just flat out LOVES Flip. Like he is so fond of him and overjoyed to help with the duties of a psuedo-minor god. He really enjoys his time with Flip, who ends up also being super protective of Happy. It turns into a kind of unspoken QPR is I am being so for real with you. If Melissa [main character of one of my books] was not in the picture, they would probably have started genuinely being in a QPR.
Mr. Happy has hijinks by himself when Flip goes to Earth as a vacation. He has to tend to the infernal himself, but Happy is naturally not that good at it. He enlists the help of a maid named MISTY, who Jakk gave to Flip as a 'make-up gift' after they got in a huge, almost realm destroying, fight. Mr. Happy absolutely adores Misty too! She is very comforting and patient with him- almost like a motherly figure in a way. Life is genuinely good for Mr. Happy- he never feels stressed out or anything. He just is always having a good time [hence his name].
AT LEAST UNTIL AMA WAS A PRICK. Ama and Flip get into a huge ass fight one day because Ama had to do sum fucked up shit because of his role as being their torturer. So Ama gets cursed, which gives him a skull instead of his normal face [because he was very prideful in how beautiful he was- primarily his face]. And Ama can't exactly curse Flip, he's technically more powerful than Ama, so hes like 'oh yea? well FUCK UR LIL BUDDY'. Mr. Happy was cursed with permanent bad luck- Not the worst curse until you realize how unobservant and gullible Mr. Happy is.
Mr. Happy doesn't even realize that he's cursed because of how subtle it is. It manifests in like- tripping over his own feet, stepping into mysteriously appearing puddles of water when just in socks, falling down the stairs. Stuff like that. Just stuff that wouldn't really register as like, a curse. It's actually so minor that it really doesn't affect his life at all until he goes to Earth.
Earth, because there is no god to oversee it, is kind of a shit show. It's like modern day, but a little more corrupt. Mr. Happy should not ever be on Earth, he is too silly to be on earth. He ends up meeting a fellow clown adjacent person [a mix of a mime and a clown tbh]. This clown dude ends up in a relationship with Mr. Happy, and Mr. Happy was very unlucky with his choice of partner. This clown, Nickie, is just a huge piece of shit. Just total piece of work. And Mr. Happy had never been in a proper relationship so he's just oblivious to it being not how things work.
One Day, Happy is in the house that He and Flip live in on earth, recounting his relationship to Flip who had just gotten back to Earth from being in Hell for years. And it just absolutely fucking boils Flip's blood that Mr. Happy is being treated like shit and he's just so unaware that he doesn't realize it. So Flip takes it upon himself to seperate the clowns so that Mr. Happy doesn't have to get abused. He essentially sends Happy to hell to make some literal distance be between Nickie and Happy. And Happy just LOVES hell so he's totally okay with going back. Means he gets to see Misty!
And that is most of Mr. Happy's backstory TBH. Despite being millions of years old, Mr. Happy doesn't have a whole ton of 'lore' because he is one of my ocs that wasn't just slammed with my same trauma. Most he got was a bad relationship, but it ends out okay because Flip was protective of him. He lives a quiet life, and just vibes. He's super
#you asked we answered#xtrioa#diaryofacollective#<- just in case u wanted to have that be the main ask tag for ur acc#tw violence#tw abuse#<- not sure what other tws but feel free to tell me if I need to add more#Idk man. I loved happy so much I didn't throw my trauma on him </3 hes one of my beloveds
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I feel like starving would be so much easier if I wasn't constantly obsessing over food
#ana and mia#need to be thinner#th1n$po#tw ana shit#tw ed diet#ed not sheeren#tw ana diary#idk someone tell me what tags to use i'm new here#the tags were different when i was active years ago
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throwing myself at the foot of a therapist's chair saying Please pretty please explain to me what these symptoms are caused by
#it could be 6 things it could be 1 thing I'm going to explode the sun. also tw ed talk in the tags#nicola.txt#side note it's funny how. anti self dx people would haaaate me bc of how much I consider I may have.#even though the ONLY things I've actually SELF DIAGNOSED with are depression and anorexia (which like.#I think. those r easy to tell. I'm suicidal and I lost 8.5 pounds in like 10 weeks on purpose)#the rest ? sure I have shorthand tags on my personal blog and discuss how I heavily relate to them and how#they potentially affect me#but I have not self diagnosed with those. I constantly say how I'm not sure and I am just saying what makes the most sense to me#and that I need a professional to let me know (tho full self dx is valid + I self dxd autism and i was Right <3)#but like. they'd still hate me just for daring to have Symptoms and Consider The Possibilities#because of the amount of . possibilities . that I acknowledge . there are#idk I think it's funny people will scream when someone confidently say self diagnoses ptsd or dpdr or osdd#and only considers one. but when I go 'oh I think I could have ptsd or osdd or dpdr. or maybe ptsd + dpdr / ptsd + osdd#but idk I'm keeping an open mind about it. it could be any one or something else!''#they ALSO get so so mad. like man what do you even want people to do
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You took Leao out of your faves list 😭 You aren't going to support him anymore if I don't mind me asking? 😭 at least rashford, mbappe, giroud didn't 😭
sjdjjjs not you noticing... mon. i love his football and i love what he has done for my club but i cannot handle seeing cock swallowing and reverse cowgirling an not proven innocent rapist. im a sa victim so this whole ting rlly made my stomach ache n bone crackles like that those skeleton episodes off crashbox. so yeah he's off my list atm. and possibly all time. bc... Ouch!
#is this tw-able?#idk what to tag to make ppl not.... possibly resurrect bad emotions lol. tell me if needed#tw rape#<- ?? idk filters if ur tired of the situation#anon asks#trying to make dis lighthearted is it working
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as a last thing today, i made my boy SpringTrap again because i love this guy and it has been months since i have drawn him!
#five nights at freddy's#springtrap#fnaf 3#my art#not an ask#artist on tumblr#illustrtation#tw blood#horror tw#idk what else to tag#tell me if it needs further warnings
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This is a vent post you can ignore it if your only here for fun goofy antics

I'm just so tired I'm so tired all the dam time and I can't do it anymore. My feelings bubble up a bile in the back if my throat, thick like molasses treating to suffocating me.
I don't know how to handle them, I was never taught how. I'm supposed to shut up and be good be the rock but I don't know how any more. I used to be so easy. Why is so hard now? Why are they so hard to just ignore?
I'm suffocating the wheight on my chest is heavy I feel like I might drown. The bile has emerged and it’s all I can think about.
Why am I like this why can't I just be normal? Why do have to hate my self? Why do I have to drive my self in to a corner for other comforts. I can't cry anymore only scream in to void and beg for an answer. The thick junk coats my throat silencing any hope for a plee. I can't even do thinks I used to enjoy any more. It Staines, the thick goo tainting any thing I held dear.
I've lost my father, a friend, and the siblings I threw away my life for. I'm called a traitor for defending those I love and posin for my very existence.
My body still taughts me when I need it most, my ribs sore from the only method I have to calm my heads screams.
I'm broken, defective.
A sad little tranvestite who does nothing but tear down the world around them.
And can't cry so I scream and slash and claw bit it only ever affects me. I'm alone in the den I've forged to hide from the fire. But I've been here so long I've forgotten where I put the exit.
I could even do my one job right, I couldn't be a good “daughter” I just wanted to be good what did I do so wrong.
I'm just so tired, I'm tired of fighting I just wish my body would let me cry.
#tw vent#vent art#rant#implied homophobia tw#tw:#mention of suppression if emotions#unwillingly#idk what else to tag this#if it needs more tw tell me#madds is losing his mind#madds rambles
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