#idk what else to tag this with for warnings

[curiouselleth]

vent post. Lgbtq stuff I’ve been struggling with lately.

I’m just thinking about something that happened two months ago and getting upset again.

I’m genderqueer. I’m mostly female presenting, afab. For me, gender is mostly vibes. Female is okay I guess, and I don’t mind that being what people thinks. It just hasn’t fit since puberty. It took me a long time to reach that I was genderqueer. Picking that label was something I put a lot of thought into. And it has made me feel a lot better. I don’t really care what pronouns people use for me. I’m good with she/her, it’s what I use and what people assume.

I was unsure about coming out to anyone for a while. For me, just the knowledge was good. But I decided to come out to some queer irl friends. I said I was genderqueer. Then one of my friends said “that’s how it always starts!” And laughed a little. And I can’t quite remember what the others said. But I think it was mostly agreement with that one friend.

I didn’t say anything in response, and the topic changed almost immediately. But it hurt, so much. It felt so invalidating, from other queer people. For a little while, I was just shocked at that response. But the longer it sits, I get more angry and upset. It’s been hard to find other people who identify as genderqueer.

When their different treatment of me because I’m aro/ace is mixed in, I just… feel like they’re not taking me seriously with all this. They don’t actually know how I feel about sex, they just assume that I am extremely sex repulsed and the mention of it makes me uncomfortable. I don’t enjoy it, but it’s fine. It comes up in a show or movie? I look away and sigh. But when it comes up in fics, I read it. sometimes I enjoy it. Then my friends conspicuously avoid the topic when I am there, like if it’s in a show saying “[elleth] look away look away! Don’t look at the screen!!!” And dammit I listen but it feels to infantilizing. I can see it for a moment and CHOSE to look away. I don’t need it’s every mention or occurrence to have blaring, loud warnings or for one to say to change the topic because I’m there.

But gosh the worst part of that, it’s not out of any spite or anything. They’re trying to be helpful. Or make jokes. So I don’t know how to say that I feel treated as a child, when I am one of the oldest (second oldest) in the friend group. That they have made me feel invalid as genderqueer, and I have to be “more” to be taken seriously.

How I feel with how they treat me as an aro/ace person has been bothering me for a while. But I just… don’t know what to say. I’m tired. But them invalidating me when I came out as genderqueer… that is what is really stinging right now. I suppose the other bit is the icing on the cake.

I don’t know. All other times it’s fine, we hang out and have fun. But this is feeling like more and more of an open wound that only a conversation, that I truly have no idea how to start and have without consequences, can solve. I don’t want the friendships to change… just this. Idk who will see this but I know a few mutuals here know a bit of this from our meetup.

Anyway. This ended up a lot longer than I expected. I should probably find some dinner and do my classwork. I need a hug

[brits4gerardway]

Falling Away From Me except it's just JD doing a little boogie :p

[thekhaninglass]

The truth - as we have painstakingly established across the previous chapters - is this. There is no idea so grand that it may not be murdered one day in the slumber of its own complacence.

There is no tool which may not be repurposed, no meaning which will not turn to nonsense - given time.

Time is the cruellest and the kindest deity, for it mocks those who seek to triumph from it; for it suffers no power, humours no tyrant; it topples every great justice, dismembers reason, rots progress, forgets the stories we laid down at its feet.

@thesiltverses - Chapter 41

[schnuffel-danny]

(WIP) POV: you caught the town's nutcase ghost hunter making out with The Horrors

AU where Plasmius looks like a fucked up monster creature x3 inspired by folks drawing Danny's ghost form as some sort of creepy horror monster :) wanted to try it for myself with Vlad's ghost form!

[prince-liest]

This one's for half moon anon, who inadvertently helped me figure out exactly how I wanted to write this scene.

[alleeamore]

Under a Spell.

Summary: Oliver saw Felix kiss a girl and was a bit jealous.. Felix helps him get rid of that feeling. smut warninggg! wc:766

Felix and Oliver were at the club acting like any typical college students getting drunk, fighting with random people, and . Oliver saw Felix making out with some brunette who Ollie didn't know, and Felix probably didn't know either. Oliver had the most obvious annoyed bitch face ever and Felix noticed quite quickly.

Felix came up to Oliver and saw Oliver noticed how he was clutching his glass pretty tight. The girl wandered off somewhere probably to get some more drinks for herself. Oliver noticed Felix approaching him and straightened himself up, yet it was obvious he was still a tad bit annoyed.

"What's got you pissed off, Ollie?" Felix asked extremely close to Oliver. He reeked of alcohol and the scent of his strong expensive cologne. He smelt a mix of vanilla, woodiness, and spice.

"Nothing, nothing at all Felix." Oliver says while looking up at him with his icy blue eyes staring into Felix's dark brown eyes.

"Was it because I was kissing someone who wasn't you?" Felix says jokingly with that same grin every posh boy had. "Maybe." Oliver mutters thinking Felix wouldn't have heard him with the booming music playing.

Felix cocks an eyebrow looking down at Oliver. Oh, he definitely heard that. He grins leaning down giving Oliver a kiss on his cheek moving down to nip at him earlobe gently. Oliver let out a gasp feeling Felix's lips on his cheek and then nipping at his earlobe.

Felix dragged Oliver down to the bathroom with him their arousal growing obvious in their pants. Once they got in the bathroom there wasn't really anybody since they were in the bathroom where it was far from everything.

Felix started kissing Oliver deeply his tongue tangling with his. Felix started to grind against Oliver hearing the soft gasp leave Oliver's mouth. He continued to kiss Ollie the mix of alcohol and the taste of Ollie on his tongue. Felix started to take his belt off taking them off as well for his boxers. Oliver pulled away getting on his knees looking up at him with those same slutty blue eyes.

He started sucking Felix's tip teasingly his tongue swirling around the sensitive tip. He softly groaned his hands finding his hair gently tugging needing more of Ollie's mouth around his long girth. "Fuck.. Ollie you're driving me crazy." Felix moaned thrusting his hips slightly urging him to take a little bit more. Oliver took more of Felix's cock swirling his tongue around his sensitive flesh.

Felix started to grip his hair tighter and thrust his hips his cock going in and out of Oliver's warm throat hearing his slutty little chokes and gags. He was nearing his climax his thrusts getting more sloppier as he felt his abdomen tighten.

He pulls Oliver's hair shoving his cock fully inside hearing the noises he was making. He cums with a low moan cumming down his throat "Fuck!" Felix cries out. Oliver swallowed his salty warm load pulling back his voice hoarse. "Mgh.. god." Oliver says his voice raspy.

Felix leaned down and kissed Oliver kissing him deeply tasting himself on his tongue. He smiled pulling back his cock hard again stroking it a little bit watching Oliver take his own clothes off. Once Oliver got his clothes off he felt Felix pick him up aligning his cock with Ollie's warmness.

Oliver gasped feeling his large cock inside him his tummy bulging a bit an outline of Felix's cock. Felix stayed inside waiting for Ollie to adjust at first before he started thrusting. Once Felix started thrusting Oliver started letting out loud moans as Felix moved.

Oliver held onto Felix his nails digging deeply into his shoulders leaving crescent shaped marks enough to bleed a little. He bit his neck and shoulder feeling Felix thrust rapidly into him. "Oh! Mghh.. Felix.." Oliver moaned against Felix's neck their sweaty hot bodies against each other.

Felix gripped Oliver's hips tighter his grunts and Oliver's moans filling the room. Felix moved his hand stroking Oliver's hard cock giving a firm grip keeping up with his thrusts. "Gonna cum.. fuck you feel so good Ollie." He groans into his ear nipping at it. Felix hits a sweet spot inside of Felix immediately receiving a gasp with a pitched moan.

He continued to thrust hitting that same sweet spot hearing his sweet pitched moans. He had one last thrust before finally cumming with Ollie making a mess. He grinned panting his forehead against Oliver's. "You put me under a spell or something with those blue eyes Ollie." Felix says with a chuckle.

[beaugoofball]

I got bored okay!

[thegreatyin]

this nemesis ambition started out a little slow but I am getting closer to finding that bastard who killed my wife, and I’ll not rest a minute now that im far closer to on his trail

sorry got in character for a second

Anyways fun ambition so far very fucked up though

congratulations on joining the murder club anon!!!! depending on who you ask the name refers to either people who have murdered or people who have witnessed murder. usually both. actually extremely often both. it's a swell time you'll feel right at home (don't mind our collective skyglass knife collection in the back)

[kurtdotkelly]

I OPENED A SUPPORT HOTLINE ( AND CONVINCED MY CALLERS TO DIE )

I SAW THIS AND KNEW I HAD TO. sketch under the cut

[skeleboy13]

flashback to a few months ago where college broke me so bad i suddenly became a huge zenos fan and was also playing arr for the 3rd time for some reason so i made this instead of working

[nostalgia-tblr]

"are people not into that?" i ask, after posting my weird niche shit to the internet, despite knowing it to be weird niche shit.

[destroybuster]

[bibi-likes-to-draw]

Barb HC List Cuz I’m Bored

Freakishly good at clocking ppl. She knows what’s up before you even say anything

She’s a lesbian (Wow! Shocker! /s) and is not shy about expressing her interest in someone (she’s very flirtatious)

Her hair is naturally a more burgundy color but dyes it bright red

Despite all her piercings, she only has about 4 combinations she cycles through

Opposite of that, he has a lot of makeup products when she only uses the same couple ones

Almost every piece of clothing she owns is torn in some way for aesthetic purposes

Is an absolute menace to her friends! She likes playing tricks on them and messing with them!

Gives great dating advice and can sniff out a red flag from a mile away.

When bored she often uses makeup on Debbie for fun (kinda like what Poppy did a the start of the movie only with Barb’s style)

When she knows you have a crush on someone, she will restlessly tease you to the point she clues in ppl that you might not want to know

Can’t cook and usually eats microwaveable foods (her favorite is the Asian dumplings)

Lost the chunk of her ear by messing around on a beetlebike when she was 15 (has other scars from similar adventures)

If she were to exist within the real world, she would be of a British nationality (hobie brown vibes lol)

Like to write her own music but hides it from others (she thinks it’s embarrassing)

Her texts are usually 3 words at most and uses periods when she’s mad or being super serious

Is a will sphere (watch this silliness for context: https://youtu.be/ODpw-J1qxik?si=e2vpiB8_CsCB8Ofu)

Has a tongue piercing

Her guilty pleasure is reality tv (she enjoys yelling at idiots on her screen)

Is extroverted (not in the optimistic talkative way but in the “I’m bored! Wonder if I can get [insert person] to come over?” Way)

Can and will start a food fight in whatever restaurant she wants

All done for now! Might write more later in a reblog lol!

[burgershapedidiot]

Hey therians of Tumblr! I've not made one of these posts before, but if you have clinical lycanthropy/zoanthropy or just want to support our neurodivergent friends, please block this person!

They commented this (under my comment) under a tiktok post that was saying that you shouldn't demonize these disorders and that they shouldn't be ridiculed for what they can't control.

1. That's not the only thing people say to them. 2. Why are you throwing your fellow people with a disability under the bus?

Idk if I'm overreacting but this was definitely not nice to see from a big creator. Let's not exclude members of our community that have been around since the AHWW days!

[babybirbb]

Just started watching suits recently and was wondering if you had any good fic recs, particularly AUs. The nature of the show really lends itself to Selkie fics imo but also I just love selkies

anon i need you to know that as soon as i saw your ask i immediately went scouring through the AU tag on ao3. i’m not gonna lie, i'm not usually an AU reader but i wanted to challenge myself to provide some recs as unbiasedly as possible.

at first observation, i noticed a lot of the AU fics were still in some way canon (divergent and adjacent)-- usually splitting off somewhere along the show or a situation where Mike or Harvey is still a lawyer, while the other was not. i will say i skipped over smut-based (omegaverse, bdsm) and lengthy fics (under 20k is nothing, anything more than 50k is pushing it for me) cause i just did not have the brainpower to even try to get through them :/

so of course the ones i ended up liking were mostly canon divergent/adjacent but i tried my best to get you something different. what i managed to dig up for you is under the cut and i really hope you like them anon (also fyi these are all pretty much marvey fics, hope that's okay!) <3 also thanks so much for the ask! i enjoyed this little scavenger hunt haha!

As the World Caves In by SupernaturalIdjit16 | Mature - Zombie Apocalypse, Warning for the usual triggers that come with zombie apocalypse. It’s not a complete work but it literally got updated today!

Here at the end of all things by tattooedsiren | Explicit - Apocalypse, Hurt/Comfort, Mike and Harvey protecting each other, Mike does shoot someone and goes a bit into the psychological aftermath, light smut towards the end

The Haunting of Penthouse B by Skara_Brae | Teen+ - Supernatural Elements, Happy ending, Mike’s a ghost…or is he?

Meet Me at Midnight by butdaddyilovehim | Teen+ - Superheroes/Superpowers, Protective Harvey, he's also Batman…need i say more?

Complications by LearnedFoot | Teen+ - Canon divergence, Fake/pretend relationship, Harvey decides not to hire Mike, instead asks for his help to spite Jessica, of course they end up falling in love

The Touch by FrivolousSuits | Teen+ - Magic, Angst, Soulmate inspired, it’s also from Donna’s pov which was super fun and interesting, as was the nature of the magic

TBR list:

Wear My Name by Lunarflare14 (Teen+) and whatever the question by tattooedsiren (Explicit) - These are both Fake/Pretend relationship AUs based/inspired by The Proposal movie! (a very good movie imo)

The Game by FrivolousSuits | Teen+ - It’s a Hunger Games AU so i am intrigued, just haven't gotten around to reading it yet

Ocean Dream by Blue_Five | Mature - i apologize for being unable to provide you with a selkie fic so the best i could do was the incomplete merperson au... i hope it's enjoyable...😅

[starstruckstufful]

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