#idk this has just turned into a rant
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i'm scared to talk about them bc every time I talk about fic plans I somehow always end up hating them and never posting bc I feel like I've overhyped them and people are going to think I'm weird and cringe and suck, BUT I'm really excited about whump: the musical and I want to post my fics now but I can't :(((((
#just screaming to myself about these fics ig#not overhyping or hyping anything at this point anymore bc everything I actually like flops horrendously#I don't want to let people's reactions affect my work but lately I've just been like.... WOW MY FICS ARE A BUNCH OF SHIT#been in a creatively stunted hole since like#...mid october#one trick pony at it again ig#in the words of lin#come on brain think of things come of brain be so smart#I think writing academic papers like crazy at the end of the semester kind of burnt me out???#like I feel like all of my work is lacking heart and idk how to fix it??? I feel like I come off as more clinical and formula based#idk this has just turned into a rant#someone give me advice pls#maybe I should write more riskily or something#BUT WHAT IS RISKY IDK#maybe I just need to have fun and write what I like and to hell with the rest of it
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Kinda love how you can chart a course throughout the series of Rouge gradually growing more and more emotionally attached to Shadow. I like to think that what happened with Shadow at the end of SA2 deeply affected her, and she kinda viewed him coming back to life almost as a second chance.





#Shadow the Hedgehog#Rouge the Bat#what begins as her straight up not liking this weird moody freak ends up with her being willing to risk everything for him#v interesting given she’s often portrays as morally dubious and self interested too#the way she gets mad and rants about ‘fairness’ when the world turns on Shadow#she’s one of the most streetwise characters in the series so this shouldn’t surprise or anger her#it’s almost like her time spent with Shadow has fundamentally altered her value system…or she just loves him#idk if it’s worthy of Shadouge tag bc I rlly do not mind about platonic or romantic implications#both work#fact is these two are ride or die to the end
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i'm just thinking about if the leafs win this in 6, years down the line no one's gonna remember going up 3 then losing 2 in a row and then winning... it's such a meaningless sequence of events when you're not the team being eliminated. if they get eliminated in 7 then okay, we can talk about another ~failure~, but jesus christ you'd think every game was a LEAFS elimination game the way people talk about it.
i get it. i get the core fails in the playoffs in new and unique ways, but it cannot feel fun to come back and watch them every year then if you can't find joy beyond results, lol. like if you just genuinely think they can't do it or they don't try , why the fuckkk are you even here watching. if you like the core and think we shouldn't blow them up, then okay ! root for them. the likelihood of them being blown up or not doesn't change just bc a bunch of assholes online say it will bc of a not even finished series, lol. they've been saying the same thing for years and years and it never does bc the leafs are a corporate entity that make so much money regardless of their playoff success <3
#leafs lb#like sometimes i cant tell when ppl are talking if theyre being serrious#theyre like i love our guys and THATS why i criticize them#like oh so u can blend in with the swarrm of uncles whose opinions are also not doing anything but contributing to a cesspool online#like its not reaching their earrs...... fhidjslkfjdosk#its just souring the Fun Parts of being a fan. i get that it sucks. i feel bad after a loss to the fuckujfdkmsl sens of all teams too but#LORD.#channel it into somehting. rant out loud to your friends.#idk why the FANDOM part has to turn into a cesspool too
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#had a pretty bad weekend#my parents visited and i was excited at the beginning#we ended up having a big fight because i think they come. deliver stuff. and then leave#which like im grateful for but i want to do stuff with them. rather than be on our phones in close proximity#they got angry because they say im ungrateful for the effort they make and dont want to go out and spend money#and i said i have money now i can contribute#especially cuz it was yknow. fathers day and my moms bday like two days later#nothing got resolved and they left right away as usual#and today (fathers day) it was 4 pm and i hadnt called my dad yet and i got a pretty heinous message from my mom#she called me out for not calling my dad yet (fair) but said that now that i have money theres no need for such empty pleasantries#im crying while writing this#i obviously lost it on her like wtf does that has to do with anything. i was offering because i wanted to celebrate and connect#and she turned my offering into whatever that was#im honestly heartbroken#i already had the inkling that she resented me for having my own money but still#for the first time ever i had to block her#since she doubled down and whatever#this year has been so hard for me even though so good things have happened. me graduating and the job#i just feel so alone#im ranting here because i dont feel like i can tell anyone about this#maybe it is true that im childish and ungrateful#i dont know#i was planning to go visit this weekend because i miss my dog so fucking bad but now#i dont want to be around anyone#idk how im gonna plaster my usual peppy exterior for tomorrow#i feel like shit
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Hey does anyone else think Lockwood and Lucy were meant to parallel Orpheus and Eurydice? Or am I just going a little crazy?
#how has no one else pointed this out?#because i had just discovered hadestown so of course thats on my mind#in this essay i will#but like#you see it too?#they literally walked through the underworld together#and lucy stumbles but lockwood turns around to help her#but the real poetry of it is that you dont know who is orpheus and who is eurydice#lockwood who has one foot in the grave and a trail of ghosts#but can sweet talk his way out of any situation#and lucy who talks to ghosts and sort of convinces them to let them pass#idk theres more i want to say about this#dont worry ll make a longer post#lockwood and co#anthony lockwood#lucy carlyle#orpheus and eurydice#hadestown#rants rambles and random thougts
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for anyone wondering, what about Han Sungsoo? 🤔 it seems that he hasn't been the CEO of Pledis since early 2022, the role until now was filled by Lee Dahye, a former VP for Bighit. HSS has still remained in the company but was demoted to an internal director
if you're wondering how you missed this, don't worry, there was never an official announcement! 🙃 carats had to find this out more than a year after the fact by doing some digging
but now Lee Dahye is being replaced by Kim Yeon Soo, who's the original VP of Pledis before they were acquired. He's the one that appeared on SVT Club, and he has historically had a good relationship with Seventeen. the way I always thought of it is Nu'est was HSS's project group, where Kim Yeon Soo oversaw the creation of svt. after the acquisition, he was put in charge of Hybe Labels Japan. it seems now he will remain in that position while also taking over as Pledis CEO
personally, I don't know what to think of this yet. on one hand carats have always had a positive view of Kim Yeon Soo, and he's always seemed to have a close relationship with svt. and I would say I'd rather have him in charge than a hybe plant
but the timing of it is very convenient. this is pure speculation on my part but with Seungkwan's Instagram post recently and all the stuff going on with hybe, it wouldn't surprise me if hybe was bringing in Kim Yeon Soo to try and appease the members (and possibly other Pledis employees). it definitely feels like they're trying to appease /somebody/ with this move, and I can't see it being the fans since most carats didn't know about Lee Dahye being the CEO in the first place. so I can only assume it's people within Pledis they're trying to appease 🤷♀️
#i didnt post about lee dahye directly when i found out bc i still wasnt totally sure if it was true#even though the evidence seemed to be pointing that way#although im pretty sure i remember posting a vague rant about hybe when i found out lmao#its interesting bc even after the acquisition even though i hated hybe#i felt it was still better for the members to re-sign and stay in pledis#bc where else would they go that would still have the resources to support them? especially when they seemed to be doing okay under hybe#even if i didnt like the company#but now i really do hope they leave#idk where they go or if it means they cant promote for a while or if it means they cant use the svt trademark and branding anymore#but all my worst fears about hybe have been proven true and i wouldn't be upset at all if they just left#which is not something i ever thought id say#like my ideal is that pledis could break from hybe all together but i know thats unrealistic#and its so frustrating bc i know its just a company but pledis has had such a rich and unique history of not only artists#but creative directors producers and other employees#but its been changed almost to the point of unrecognizability now#even nana who was with the company for 15 years left which says a lot#even the people who were loyal to pledis despite everything have started to leave#what does that say??#anyway im home sick today so i had time to rant#might turn rb's off later but ill try leaving them on#melia.txt
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Please correct me if I'm wrong I scrolled through the official dndads Twitter like once (I'm not getting on that app even if my life depends on it) but I remember them mentioning that they think it would be SO FUNNY if they did a dating sim... YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW BADLY I NEED THAT TO BE REAL. I'M NOT EVEN ATTRACTED TO ANY OF THE CHARACTERS BUT LIKE. HEAR ME OUT. I'm talking s1 dads specifically... A dating sim in the vain of that other dad dating sim (I forgot what it was called sorry) with the main 4. It's fully voice acted. There's a plethora of different paths and wacky scenarios to go through depending on who and what you choose. Do you see the vision (I mean that's how all dating sims work but shhh). They would treat the player as a party member and force them to go on unrelated, frankly dumb sidequests with them in Faerun. SCREW IT JUST A DNDADS VISUAL NOVEL IN GENERAL. THEY CAN ADD MULTIPLE DLCS FOR SEASONS 2 AND 3. IT WOULD WORK SO WELL BECAUSE THE PODCAST'S OUTLANDISH HUMOR REALLY COULD FIT INTO THE VISUAL NOVEL FORMAT. They should do a Kickstarter or a Patreon stretch goal and hire a few talented artists and game designers. IK THAT'S A LOT OF EFFORT FOR A SIDE PROJECT BUT. Please. I feel as though there's an audience for it. Anyways. Happy Father's day dndadders
#hon rants lol#dungeons and daddies#dndads#dungeons and daddies podcast#dndads season 1#dndads season 2#dndads odyssey#dndads quest#the peachyville horror#< - huge question mark because idk what turn that season will take. But the girls and the gays would love to date Kelsey and Tony IM SURE#Just everything BUT a season 2 dating sim. Obviously. They're teens.#(not saying that dating sims with characters who are minors shouldn't exist! Teenagers deserve dating sims with characters their age too!#just dndads is not a place for that! Cause of the fact the fandom has a solid amount of adults and people who I just in general doubt would#be interested)#So season 2 should stick to just a regular narrative visual novel^^#why is this idea so clear in my head why am I acting like it's real#I hate yapping in tags
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Lady Bone Demon: "Do not lament your fate child, you can rest knowing you served your purpose—destiny has found you."
(2x10 This is the End!)
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Lady Bone Demon: "A reminder: it seems you can not be trusted to willingly follow the path of destiny. But know this: If you betray me again—one misstep, one failure in any way—I will erase the very memory of you."
(3x04 The Winning Side)
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Tang: "You're wrong. I know I'm not a strong as they are. I may still be searching for my purpose—but what I do know, is that doing it alone is not the path I'm destined to take. Deep in my heart, I know my place is alongside my friends."
(3x08 Benched)
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Lady Bone Demon: "I sent you a task—you were to retrieve the Monkie King and his protégé, yet you refused the path of destiny and so there will be pain."
(3x08 Benched)
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Tang: "STOP! It was me! I mean, yeah, Macaque forced me to do it and I am definitely starting to have second thoughts on the whole thing now but- I don't know how and I don't know why, I just felt like I had to. Like it was...destiny!" Lady Bone Demon Voice Over: "Destiny can not be undone Sun Wukong."
(3x10 The Samadhi Fire)
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Lady Bone Demon: "No matter what you do, you cannot change the path of destiny." MK: "I don't know if this all happened because it was destined to, but I have to believe that I found the staff so I could use it for good." [...] "If you really believed that destiny can't be changed, you wouldn't be using every ounce of power you have to keep him contained!"
(3x14 Destiny Fulfilled)
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Lady Bone Demon: “Know this, monkey, you and I are not so different. We both fight for what we think is right—that pursuit only leads to one thing." MK: "Hmmhm. To destiny, right?" Lady Bone Demon: "No. To pain."
(3x14 Destiny Fulfilled)
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MK: "I can't believe that worked!" Tang: "Eh, if that was destined to go wrong, then it would have!"
(4x03 The Great Tang Man)
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Tang: "If your bonds of friendships our strong, then you will always find your way back to one another!"
(4x04 Pig Napped!)
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Macaque: "Wukong was on a path of self-destruction, we all were. But when he met the monk, it set him on a different path." MK: "Ah! The path of the good guy! Making those good life choices?"
(4x11 A Lifetime of Mistakes)
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Purpose, Pain, and the Path of Destiny
#originally this started as like ''huh Tang said the thing LBD said'' and then it turned into a 3 way thing between Tang LBD and MK#Like 2 sides of the destiny coin and the guy who undoes/changes destiny#''Destiny has found you'' ''You will always find your way back to one another!''#I FEEL FUCKING CRAZY#THE JOURNEY. THE PATH THERE. FINDING THE SCRIPTURES. YOUR FRIENDS. YOUR PURPOSE. DESTINY. IDK#lmk really was like ''Everyone's destiny is pain. Cope with that fact'' and I've been losing my mind for a year#Like whatever#''No matter what I do it's going to lead to pain''#LIKE THAT'S. THE PATH OF DESTINY (''path of self-destruction''). Okay. Okay#Not even that relevant to the post I'm just in so deep rn#''All doomed to play a role in tearing this world apart'' and then s5 being the world literally tearing itself apart. Like jesus#They really just wanted to completely decimate MK's little positive growth from the special like. Immediately.#''At least we fixed something for a change- instead of destroying it'' AND THEN THEY DIDN'T FIX ANYTHING#WHICH I'VE BEEN SAYING WAS HOW IT WOULD GO FOR A WHILE. BUT ON GOD TO BE PROVEN SO RIGHT#You know I hope Mei also has a terrible time next season I really feel like she was going through it in s4. But like subtly#Not MK's monkie mental breakdown way#*cough* tag rant over#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk parallels#lmk Tang#lmk LBD#lmk MK#lmk theme: destiny#to pain
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doctors deciding whether to blame their patients symptoms on anxiety, weight, or menstruation this time around

#chronic illness#also they refuse to test me for things my doctor referred me to get tested for. because i haven’t had a medical emergency related to it?#like mf my legs turn backwards with no effort and i throw up every time i eat I AM NOT OK#you’d think if it was one of these things they always tell me it is that. idk. it’d be getting better by now !#and yet i just get worse and worse#i haven’t been able to draw in months from fatigue and feeling so sick all the time lol#went to the ER last night again and got hit with the “yeah your tests show signs of a UTI but you’re on your period so it’s probably that#and they sent me home feeling no better at all#i could rant about doctor stories for an eternity i cannot explain how fucked up it is#i feel like i’m fucking dying every day and no one ever has an answer for me
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after further review I have concluded that HTTYD 1 is actually the best out of the trilogy, not HTTYD 2
#httyd 1 has the best story httyd 2 has the best visuals httyd 3 exists I guess#my biggest issues with 2 is pacing copycat alpha dragon and the villain is 2 generic#3 has a better villain but I just didnt care by that point like you know they're gonna be fine idk you know he doesn't matter#but in 2 like...stoick reunites with valka and then dies 10min after there's 0 room to breathe#toothless in 2 is just reduced to transportation dog#3 had so much potential with the hidden world glowing stuff to only give us 5min of it...sad#the style from httyd 1 is so unique and ugly but charming and by 3 its smooth Disneyfied faces#Astrid turns into an Elsa knock-off#ok rant over good night#httyd
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seeing all these posts talking about payneland as if its some tragic unrequited love drives me insane ngl. or i guess not TRAGIC but the posts that are like "man edwin really got every boy except the one he wanted" HE ALREADY HAD HIM. HE ALREADY FUCKING HAD HIM ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME?? MAYBE NOT ROMANTICALLY BUT GOD HE HAD HIM. AND HE STILL HAS HIM.
#idk its just annoying#bc to me the show did not frame it as tragic non-reciprocation AT all. it was very clear that charles loves edwin as much as he possibly can#-in EVERY other way and edwin KNOWS THAT and doesnt need him to want to kiss him back or whatever for that to MATTER#just. the way charles and edwin's love is compared to the cat king (who edwin JUST met and who trapped him in port townsend) and monty (who#-edwin ALSO just met and who fell for edwin while executing esther's revenge on him) AND EVEN SIMON (who had a crush on edwin over a century#-ago and was so stupid about it he sacrificed edwin to a demon) and their relationship is seen as somehow LACKING COMPARED TO THAT#it drives me BATTY#like yeah sure edwin likes charles romantically and charles doesnt reciprocate (at least to his own claim/so far anyway) and that can be a#-little bit sad. but FOR REAL#simon got edwin sacrificed to a demon. monty got turned back into a crow. edwin is leaving the cat king. but he STILL HAS CHARLES!!!!!!#okay im done with my angry aromantic rant jgdhdgdhbffh#magpie thoughts#magpie watches dbd#not putting this in main tags cuz its very salty and i dont wanna start anything i just wanna complain HGSJDBFJBF
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In a human au Astarion would 100% have solar urticaria (high photosensitivity) and Nh’ara would 100% sit with him -or be there not literally sit with him that’s impractical- through the procedures to help him get used to the sun.
We need more sun allergy rep in media, I’m tired of talking about sun allergies and having someone go “erm that’s not a thing”. My cousin has to deal w that in her actual life thank you very much - I’ve watched her go through exposure therapy and am so proud of her for it.
#How Vincent managed to turn this into a rant about their cousin idk#I just did#rosemary rambles#baldur’s gate 3#bg3#⚰️🍷 love bites 🍷⚰️#I am so making a modern au or smth where he has that instead of being a vampire#baldur’s gate astarion#Astarion#bg3 astarion#bg3 au#tav x Astarion#oc x Astarion
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#i am the only person on earth who finds angel's abuse to be written Fine like. at best#idkkk they had me in bl2 but after 3 is just really feels like they have a vendetta against abused kids#especially canonizing the fact that angel killed her mom in 3#like ohhh yes every parent has definite justifications for abusing their children#yes angel really was a dangerous monster and jack was correct to see her that way because she did just murder his wife#does that excuse his actions of course not!!! however there ever being a 'reason' for the abuse always ruins it for me#and considering the implication was that she killed her mom before anyway but it was just left a little vague. it's canon i can't avoid that#but it just feels so so cheap every time. i am not a fan!!#i think the calypsos also ended up highlighting a lot of issues with the way the gearbox writers handle it#especially towards women#yes. i am keeping in mind that troy was the quiet and nice abused child while tyreen was the inherently violent one#like. gearbox just really hates to see a woman that was abused by her father it's craaaazy to me#moxxi and ellie as well. it's crazy how scooter's death is treated eith more respect than ellie and moxxi's abuse they still run from in 2#like idkkkk when you look at how blands treats abused women as a whole i really think angel stops being this beacon of fantastic writing#she falls into all the same patterns every other abused woman does#she is violent. she is treated like a tool by the writers. her abuse has a certain turning point in which it starts#idk. maybe the real cheap thing is portraying jack as a stand-up guy around his child prior to the abuse starting#idk. i'm tired and disorganized and i am forever and always very mad at gearbox so#generally my two cents is a borderlands woman will always be hindered by the male writers who hate that she has daddy issues#you can tell the writer's room is male dominated and very easily is all#<- all of this tells me i need to learn about aurelia more. i am sooo curious how they actually handle her#it is unfortunate her playstyle is doodoobootyasscheeks for me. but i shall persevere#rant
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i think every webcore 2000s nostalgia scene kid needs to play ovipets
#the only web game ive ever had a subscription on since bin weevils crying emoji#i could rant for hours about how the game is basically identical to how it was in 2012.. just with new pets and mutations#literally the ui has not changed a bit#they just added a couple new tabs#but the playerbase is still super active for a web game#and people on there are still very much stuck in 2012 i love when i go to turn eggs and someone has like#500 miles of gifs in their presentation#i just renewed my ovi+ for a YEAR#i was only doing it a month at a time beforehand because i didnt know if id be staying but#its like a safe haven for me#idk im gushy#you can make sparkledogs on there#you can make sparkledolphins and sparklechickens#you can make sparklebison!!!#waah#if im not on tumblr or fac assume im on there lmfao#personal#ive gotten like no work on my pmv done today cuz im housesitting#i say that like its hard work. i sat in the living room eating overpriced trash food and watching ashens XD
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wiress with cats.
#that’s it that’s the post#im kidding i’m going to rant in the tags now#wiress had a cat before her games who was a descendant of the cat her mother had. basically there’s a whole family tree for these cats.#and when her cat dies after she wins the cat already had three kittens.#beetee has beef with these cats. like i’m not kidding. the first time he came over and met them the original one scratched him#and he never got over it#wiress realizes that her cats literally hate him after a while and sits them down (the cats and beetee) for her version of an intervention#on one side are the cats and on the other is a grown man. they are both glaring at each other.#then wiress just leaves them there. like straight up just walks out.#beetee is very skeptical he doesn't think him staring at three cats who are glaring at him is going to solve their rivalry#and wiress is just like trust me on this and honestly beetee is just curious at this point. skeptical but curious.#(it works. beetee never questions wiress’ problem solving techniques again.)#the cats stop scratching him which in itself is a miracle. now it’s only when wiress turns away and they go back to glaring at each other.#idk something abt a guy who’s usually practical having beef with cats is really funny to me#also once they start dating and wiress starts spending the night at beetee’s house i feel the cats are like#“stop stealing mom” “where did mom go” “what did you do to her” and so now the cats hate beetee again.#it’s a vicious cycle#atlas (the first victor from three) also has cats but. he has like twenty. there’s so many cats. beetee is surrounded.#(he’s a dog person. he has never told wiress this. he’s kind of scared to.)#anyway i’m done#i promise i can be normal#sometimes#wiress#wiress thg#the hunger games#thg#district 3#beetee latier#dayne’s wiress thoughts (TM)#dayne’s beetee tag
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I've got 2 long rants about how much I despise 99% of Umbrella Chronicles and CVX sitting in my drafts not sure if I want to post them bc it could be swinging a bat at a hornet nest for sure
#the biggest risk w umbrella chronicles is that i haven't done a Full Playthrough recently and therefore i could look rlly stupid if it turns#out im just misremembering parts#both rants have a strong potential to piss off 𝖼𝗁𝗋𝗂𝗌𝗄𝖾𝗋 shippers bc i will die on the hill that the focus on their relationship#actively ruins both games and that im beginning to develop an aversion to both characters bc i associate them w very bad story decisions#i actually used to think the relationship was one of the only decent things abt the game but after realizing the thing i hate abt cvx also#applies to uc i realized that no uc has literally one redeeming quality (ada's scenario which shouldve been in dsc tbh) everything else is#GARBAGE THAT IM MAD EVEN EXISTS. it's even worse than cvx which i at least enjoyed up until the last segment#dsc im sorry that you share a category with the steaming garbage that was uc you deserve way better bby they could never make me hate u#seriously i have an irrational aversion now. the reason i never did a full pride gif set of re2 𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚜 like i did for all the other#characters was literally just that looking at re2 𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚜 made me think abt how much i despise cvx 𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚜 and looking at him long#enough for a full gif set would have had me RAGING#re1 𝖼𝗁𝗋𝗂𝗌 also triggers my rage. i don't know if REmake 𝖼𝗁𝗋𝗂𝗌 will trigger it tho or if he looks different enough that my brain#won't instantly mark him as the dumb bitch who hijacked claire's entire narrative. 𝗐𝖾𝗌𝗄𝖾𝗋 isn't quite as bad bc i mostly see him as a#joke and not a real serious character. so even tho i think making wesker the main super important uc character was awful and made the game#worse i still just kinda look at his goofy ass and laugh instead of totally raging idk#and i mean just in theory i don't think him as a main character was an inherently horrible idea. i don't think it was *good* but if they ha#executed things differently it could have turned out fairly decently i guess. bc the 2 problems are that 𝗐𝖾𝗌𝗄𝖾𝗋's whole sergei thing#is super Nothing compelling whatsoever very blah. and then that 𝖼𝗁𝗋𝗂𝗌𝗄𝖾𝗋 hijacks the whole narrative rlly shafting jill but also not#even gr8 for 𝖼𝗁𝗋𝗂𝗌 bc he has no agency and is just 𝗐𝖾𝗌𝗄𝖾𝗋's pawn. so like if 𝗐𝖾𝗌𝗄𝖾𝗋's solo story arc was at all compelling#i maybe could be more forgiving of jill and 𝖼𝗁𝗋𝗂𝗌 being just 𝗐𝖾𝗌𝗄𝖾𝗋 pawns but no we just have SHIT nothing redeeming
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