#idk man its saturday
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How would you redesign Headmaster Magneto? Just out pf curiousity because while he served it didn’t feel like… Erik.
i have to keep it 100 i have no idea without just. rerunning his original design but with a palette swap LOL but we try around here
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#snap sketches#CAUSE LIIIKEE i want to keep SOMEE elements of the headmaster look obviously#i like its design intent. or how i see its design anyway idfk .... idk what im sayin im sleepy#just gotta. throw a few more things on there .... maybe... again i dont know 😔#the bigass M just makes me think of megaman gigamix i cant even lie#having/wanting to keep this as a one piece/leotard with that big ass m is probablyl whats stumping me if im so tbh#for some reason the lack of 'underwear' and helmet really is doing a lot for it Not feeling like magneto#the helmet i get Thats His Symbol ATP but the underwear ..... girl idk Strong Man or something like that#its just awkward because headmaster magneto is Supposed to be more tame or . 'domesticated' i guess vjALKE#not less powerful but he shouldnt be as intimidating/outwardly powerful if. that makes sense???#the first thought seeing him shouldnt be 'hes going to stomp me to death' it should be. Not That LKVJAEKj#BUT AT LEAAASSST in the back of the mind being likek 'he could probably stomp me to death'#SOME power but not to a threatening degree idfk what im saying my TUMMY IS RUMBLIGN AGAIN#what did i eat todasy. i ate like five hot pockets today thats what i ate. and some grapes#idk im tired. maybe ill try this again down the line#anyway enjoy if you can. saturday is upon us which means i can DOODLE AGAIN
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tw: vent art
#it's always saturdays istg#idk what's wrong with me what's wrong with my art#its just wrong#i hate this i hate feeling like this. i hate acting like a fucking child#im old enough not to be crying. i have to punish myself for the stupid things i feel#it's embarrassing to be like this to look like this to feel like this#even the doctor said i was too old already but i tried i tried im sorry#im trying so hard to grow up. im forgetting my own age just so i can grow up because that's what im meant to do#i hate being such a child in this level. im a teen not a 6 years okd wtf is wrong with me#and when i try to forget about it all this happens. nightmares of a man chasing me. of a creature eating another alive#sorry if i worry anyone. this happens almost every suturday and i hate it but this time it was stronger#tw selfhate#tw vent#vent#this time i put a “see more” so no one has to see my vents if they're scrolling through my page. and also because its embarrasing
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can someone remind me to write up my thoughts about gallagher and the enigmata later or at least compile them somewhere i want to share it but also my Goodness i am sleepy as heck today and i have work tonight 😔
#and its a saturday so its gonna be busy asldfjkasdlkah#im just. im so sleepy man#and i have to wake up early too for work tomorrow so i just. Im going to Die between today and tomorrow count on it#but at least on monday-wednesday ill make myself catch up on sleep#love the work but on the downside MY SLEEP.....#i forgot if i said it here. idk where i was posting bro#but the other day i 100% the theme park and am close to 100% dewlight pavilion so i'll be nearly caught up with all information#that + still need to read#but im also nearly caught up with all the reading in penacony too so thats super fun and exciting !!#but because of that i have thoughts askjdfalh#most of it is towards gallagher and the past of penacony and the watchmaker but. you know alskdjfalskjh#avil plays hsr#hsr 2.1 spoilers#just in case o7#i will say though#its wild i havent run into any information regarding the dreammaster at all really#the one who adopted sunday and robin#who is the dreammaster? why does the dreammaster and watchmaker have beef with each other? whats going on?#where did the shift come from between the watchmaker being the father of penacony to the family being in charge#since the family and the watchmaker are kinda against each other#(shakes the game) I WILL KNOW YOUR SECRETS SOON ENOUGH. AS SOON AS I AM MORE AWAKE ITS OVER FOR YOU.#i wish i had someone to ramble about ideas with and like bounce off of#WE CAN SOLVE THE MYSTERIES OF PENACONY! TOGETHER!#and then probably get our asses killed too by getting to close to the legacy 😔✌🏼 itd be the way of the truth
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The way some fics will throw in "my dears" and "my darlings" from old men makes me think of like old ladies in wigs playing the characters hahaha the most unsexual pet names id rather hear "dude" and cowabunga tbqh
#i think its bc i talk like a hmm idk how to say it#i say dude man and bro a lot#im like. a little surfer/stoner bro but if they were a nerdy accountant#hahahaa;#god any way i just#darling is such like a. makes me think of like an old lady in a boa#and i like and want to fuck women but not really diva types#man. sorry. its so early and im like not doing good#hashtag sick#i guess it kinda reminds me of nathan lane frkm bird age too#and thats just so far from someone id be into. opposite of a butch#im into bro-y butches or men i can think of that way i thunj. were discovering stuff this saturday morning#ive been up since 6#i wish i could sleep more but alas#regan is asleep too so. im alone in the mouse zone#i need a cat who can stand guard when regans asleep#otherwise im helpless#you know. if i got a cat id still be bottom of the pecking order in my household#do you think lifes worth living be honest tag reader#sometimes i really dont but#theres this perfume that gets advertised to me on instagram called ffern or f.fern and their ads are so beautiful#like snippets of memories#is it maybe sad to anguish in what couldve been and whats out there instead of living inside my life?#im just so. idk. sad. scared.#id go for a walk today tbh if i wasnt scared of the 25 mph winds#i wish i walked more#also i bought my dad a sweatshirt that matches a shirt i bought#hehe got his asss!!!! pranked!!!!!!!#whoops forgot my yap tag and this was a yap cat 5#em yaps
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how long does gege plan to continue this actually
#it’s getting repetitive dude#like yeah okay. sukuna is the strongest smartest most amazing pookie wookie schnookums and you draw him with one hand every week. we get it#atp it goes beyond my favs js dying or something but this is genuinely just bad writing lmao#every 5 chaps its like ‘oh sukuna is in trouble! blah blah nevermind he wins again!’#and gege is continuing this for so long i’m boutta start being inclined to believe the series just ends in sukuna winning#which would be the worst possible ending bc like#wtf did we do this entire last arc for#and instead of giving us some more lore (even abt the favorite child plotkuna) gege just repeats the same process he’s had since gojos death#WHICH WAS IN SEPTEMBER. WE CURRENTLY HAVE MARCH#idk man maybe this is just me being a complaining little loser but i don’t care tbh#gege isn’t doing himself or us a favor with this lmao#but aaaanyways#jjk#jjk 253#jjk manga spoilers#n e ways until that monocle cat comes up with something new i’ll focus my attention on the sand movie i watched yesterday (and on saturday!)#shit truly was generational denis villeneuve i have never doubted you ever#dune 2 was *chefs kiss*
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also doesnt help that i work tomorrow
#🩸.txt#but then i dont work again until saturday so i have all week i guess#im just tired wahh i dont know why i get so down when it comes to writing. its cause i love to do it#idk man
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Blakk's freaking weird to draw-
He's a bunch of rectangles piled on each other, and his face proportions are wild. Should have moved the eyes down more :/
I think my main issue is that I don't normally draw human men, lmao.
Anyway, I feel like after having been exposed to Dark Water for so long, he's gained some minor Dark Bane features. And we see this in his cannon design already.
Pale skin and slightly pointed ears. I played the pointed ear thing up a little because I like that being an indicator that Blakk isn't 100% human anymore. I also like to think he's got fangs and that the Dark Water also affected his eyes a little, hence the red dots in them.
Also, idk why, but I love the fact his eyes are naturally an olive green?
So many villains have, black, purple, brown/hazel red, red eyes, but Blakk's eyes being green, to me, hits home the fact that he really was just a man before bringing consumed by power. And just adds the level of, 'he physically dose not look human, but his eyes do' if that makes sense?
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And why did a draw Blakk?
Because I need to keep my reputation of being a villain apologist, that's why.
#slugterra#bajoterra#slugterra fanart#slugterra dr.blakk#dr. blakk#my art#thaddius blakk#the episode Back to Balkk comes to mind for some reason...#i think its because its the first real long conversation we get with Blakk and Eli#but his eyes man#SYMBOLISM#its freaking everywhere#Anyway i wana doodle Mr. Saturday next...#idk#i keep the ruff sketch because it adds a little something something you known?#the more i think about it the more i live how well made Blakk is as a character#im still playing the 1.6 stardew vally updated and i love it but that also mean sporadic posts lmao
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Oh God I keep forgetting to finish that halman drawing that I just need to finish shading, it'll take 30 min at worst, oh god
I'll do it tomorrow like damn
#im genuinely liking it a lot#i just forget 😭😭😭😭#theres also a discoverycule idea i had that i need to sketch on paper to digitalize maybe#i dont talk about them enough idk man#i should rewatch that movie on Saturday#puffy talks#anyway the drawing is cute its hal singing to dave pretty much#so yeah it deserves to be finished
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3rd and final update for a while
#so my dads been placed into a hospice and the care there is really good#im really struggling bc of stuff witn my mum too. idk if ive ranted abkut it before but my mum doesnt know i talk to my dad let alone se him#and my dads asked me not to tsll her that hes dying bc she abused him and shes evil basically#bjt im stahing at her house til saturday to keep an eye on her dog and also my sister whos 19 and doesnt need baby sitting bc she doesnt#trust her with the house or the dogs#and badically. my brain feels lime its going to split in half lol#like living 2 lives is hard#but im starting the legal process of reporting her for financial abuse and neglect bc im classified as a vulnerable adult bc of reasons#so yeah#cant wait to be an orphan man#im breaking down djdjdjd
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My mood has been such a horrible roller coaster the past couple of days, to the point of making me physically ill for an entire day
I'd like to be okay, please and thank you
#i am miserable for several reasons#and then really excited for several other reasons#but like jfc sometimes they clash together and it makes my head spin#I have had a really shitty appetite as well which is NOT a problem for me like goodness gracious#especially since I started T#but I had a full night of just sobbing a couple of days ago#like I would fall asleep start crying in my dream and then wake up and cry more#I think i slept for like 2 hours#that was???? friday or saturday#I think saturday#idk man its just been gross up in my brain
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My parents, joking about my boyfriend being over while they're gone: "haha, you have till (insert time) to get him outta there."
My parents immediately after finding out that he was, in fact, over while they were gone:
#erin rambles#i am tired#physically and mentally#my mom thinks our house is unvisitable#and to be fair it is cluttered#that doesnt mean my partner is going to judge us if he comes over#no one tell them he spent the night though#theyd really have a conniption then#but in all seriousness i think they're having issues coming to terms with the fact that i am indeed 25 and am going out and doing things#with a MAN no less scandalous#and that they can't control me anymore#like last weekend my partner and i fell asleep watching a show or smth and i wound up getting home around 2amish#and i got a lecture from my mom about how disrespectful I'm being to her by not getting home at a reasonable hour#mind you it was a SATURDAY#and i didnt have anywhere to be the next day#idk maybe im just frustrated but its starting to grate on my neeves
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clocking in to my soul sucking job but at least i got to blare depeche mode in the parking lot. or smth.
#idk bro i dont wanna be here its a SATURDAY let me go HOMEEEE#i have homework to do and old man to sexualize#personal
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My mom always does shit like this istg
#bro why would you agree to something just to try to pull the plug like 5 hours before#'its snowing' okay they're a vermonter i think they can handle it#'what are we supposed to feed them' idk literally whatever you want to cook shes not picky#'whatre we supposed to do have a sit down dinner with the old man??' no obviously lol and i made sure she is very aware of#the old man situation she gets it i dont think she is expecting a full sit down dinner#and then she can even be the one to try to tell me she send my dad up here and he doesnt even agree with her!!#erugh bro#you know how many times i had to cancel plans with people bc she told me to only for it to totally have been possible for those plans#to pan out#YOUVE KNOWN ABOUT THIS SINCE WEDNESDAY!!!#yeah i know theres a lot going on in our lives atm but your telling me you couldn't be come up with anything??? yeah okay#i did not spend all of Saturday cleaning the entire upstairs dusting downstairs and cleaning the basement for you to chicken out 5 HOURS#before my girlfriend is supposed to get here#its cuz shes afraid she keeps saying shit like 'oh i hope gf doesn't break up with you for this' and '#'she knows what our situation is like right now right?' and 'i just don't wanna embarrass you'#bruh#YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD BE EMBARRASSING AND WOULD PROBABLY UPSET MY GIRLFRIEND TO THE POINT OF DUMPING ME????#CANCELLING THE PLANS WE'VE MADE FOR NO GOOD REASON!!!!#IM NOT EMBARRASSED BY SHIT LADY THIS IS MY LIFE TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT AND MY GIRLFRIEND KEEPS TELLING ME SHE LITERALLY DOES NOT CARE AS LONG#AS SHE'S WITH ME SOOOO I THINK SOMEONE IS PROJECTING HEREEEEE#i wish i had my own apartment :/#on the bright side its exactly one week till i go back to college where i can see my girlfriend everyday with no consequences and#nobody can tell me no bc they're ashamed of themselves#sorry baby if you read this one i promise you this is typical my mom behavior and has nothing to do with you shes just stressed in general#she speaks!
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#thank the lord I have two plans tomorrow and that my roommates are actually home#(even if we’re not friends in the slightest it’s nice to know that something else alive is in the apartment)#making the transition back to Boston less painful#but god knows the mind is being annoying#miscellaneous#the therapist has got it coming Thursday#but at least bar my no plan Saturday it’s a full week#idk I could word barf feelings of wistfulness but there’s not much to say that’s productive#I wish I could guarantee the future#I wish I could have that saftey net of knowing I was someone’s number one other than my parents#but if I think where I was three years ago when I first moved to Boston and shit man#I’ve at least come a long long way#like three years ago I didn’t even have in person friends yet#(wait four years shit wow)#so… perspective#anyway. meeting my friend for breakfast tomorrow#want to do some writing and grocery shopping after#and then in the evening I’m chatting with my friend#not too many more hours to burn tonight. and I need to unpack#AND I got a fanfic with my name on it#*slaps face*#and then in two weeks I’m back home for a month#which god will be nice#its just I wish I could take that feeling of security I get at home and transfer it to here#like it’s better than it was. it is. but it’s not perfect. which is frustrating#anyway. enough word barfing
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i have a date in 3 days.... woaw.....
#listen im trying out dating apps. idk man. its very out of my comfort zone bc im so so fucking avoidant#but im planning on getting coffee with this cute guy on saturday and i hope it goes good teehee#im gonna anxiously puke for the next 72 hours
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someone save me helllpppppp
#kiwi shares their thoughts#not in real danger just severely overworked and stressed atm#much work to do almost no time to do ANY of it#i’m stuck playing catch up somehow??? when its only been like 2 and a half weeks since school’s started???#and i haven’t really missed any school???#idk man i’m falling behind in ap calc (was kinda alr behind)#ap bio work keeps piling up#because i was absent for half of my asl class today i had to make up like 3 assignments that we did in there#there’s ap lang assignments due friday that i will have literally no time to work on bc sports (thank god i got an extension)#but now i have to spend ANOTHER weekend doing school work#i literally have not had a weekend to have me time since school started#we’re hosting saturday too so i doubt i’ll get much done then that day#my september schedule is so full it’s about to explode#i have to sign up for like 20000 things (hyperbole) and my extracurriculars are only adding to the workload#(being vp for a club and also trying to help start up a school newspaper w only four people is ROUGH)#i have college recruiter meetings and i need to schedule an orientation at a shelter i want to volunteer at#i have to worry about preparing for my driving test#and the straw that broke the camel’s back is that when i get home from sports i immediately do chores then homework and then eat + shower#and suddenly my friend group is having issues and i don’t have the bandwidth to deal with ANY of that shit rn#so like#I HAVENT HAD TIME TO GO TO TAEKWONDO ALL WEEK#IM MISSING OUR BELT CEREMONY BC I HAVE A MATCH TMMR#I WAS SUPPOSED TO MAKE SALSA IN COOKING TODAY BUT I HAD TO GO PLAY SPORTS INSTEAD 😭#oh yes and my brother has covid i just found out like an hour ago#im negative w no symptoms thank goodness#oh AND the picture lady for picture day didn’t tell me my fucking bra strap fell off one shoulder when i took my picture#so now a perfectly good picture looks wack af bc my right shoulder is bare and my left one has a strap and it is NOT cute 😭#that’s my yearbook photo dude gives guy a heads up abt stuff like that 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#n e ways life is kicking my ass but all i want is for it to tuck me in give me a kiss on the forehead and tell me “i love you”
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