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My parents, joking about my boyfriend being over while they're gone: "haha, you have till (insert time) to get him outta there."
My parents immediately after finding out that he was, in fact, over while they were gone:
#erin rambles#i am tired#physically and mentally#my mom thinks our house is unvisitable#and to be fair it is cluttered#that doesnt mean my partner is going to judge us if he comes over#no one tell them he spent the night though#theyd really have a conniption then#but in all seriousness i think they're having issues coming to terms with the fact that i am indeed 25 and am going out and doing things#with a MAN no less scandalous#and that they can't control me anymore#like last weekend my partner and i fell asleep watching a show or smth and i wound up getting home around 2amish#and i got a lecture from my mom about how disrespectful I'm being to her by not getting home at a reasonable hour#mind you it was a SATURDAY#and i didnt have anywhere to be the next day#idk maybe im just frustrated but its starting to grate on my neeves
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#i never really thought about a person being a finite thing. you can see the effects of a person after they die. in the unfinished projects.#in the rooms of clutter. in abandoned closets. in pictures and in mermered phrases. and you can see time#chipping away at those things. eroding away the evidance that a person existed. clothes move into other people's closets. projects are boxed#away. and a person becomes confined to photos and memories. and thats existentially terrifying but its not a bad thing. time erodes away all#things. that's how life works. matter and energy transforms.#we arent made to last forever. i dunno. i guess im still just rattled from being home even tho ive been back a week and a half.#and my brain tends to fixate on the wrong things. nearly 27 years of knowing someone eclipsed by a visual sequence lasting less than a day.#bc i just cant get over how scary it would be to die like that. to start losing control of your body. to not be able to feed yourself or get#to the bathroom. to have your mind be overcome by the toxins building up in your mangled and broken body.#and it could have been worse. it could have been a lot worse. but its still not fair. theres no good way to die. i dunno. i guess i just#miss my mom in some abstract way but i find it more viscerally upsetting to think about the people that have to deal with her absence.#it makes me sad that my dad is alone now. i dunno. grief doesnt feel like i thought it would. most of the time i dont even know what im#crying about. its undirected. it doesnt feel like: i miss you. it feels like: youre gone. how can you be gone? why does everything feel the#same? and its not that it doesnt make sense. its that nothings changed. the terror of that.#and im walking around in an acumulation of my dead mother's clothes. and no one knows. theyll never know.#and there's nothing to be done about it. so it goes.#i guess im just sad. and its hard to breathe at the thought of returning to school at the end of August.#unrelated
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i love you bisexuals and queers thank you so much for this gift you've bestowed upon me in the form of the sweetest vampire spawn in all of faerûn <3
couldn't decide which minutely different sketch i liked better, so you get both + a combination of the two! enjoy :)
#astarion#bg3#baldur's gate 3#hello and welcome to this shiny new sideblog!#fair warning that it will likely be filled with astarion thirstposting (+ art)#consider yourself warned#gonna add cuts to these so that i can ramble freely without cluttering anyone's feeds#now everybody hit the slay button in his honor#my post
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Decided to have a quick look-see around my room to see if there was anything else I could bring down to recycling before taking it out.
...over an hour later, my room is much more organized and I did, in fact, find a few more things to bring out to recycling.
#personal#to be fair the condition of my room has been deteriorating since September#haven't had the time to put everything away properly#hoping to do a little more maybe over the weekend particularly with my plants#and my crafting stuff#I spotted a desk shelving unit online that would really add some 3d storage to my desk might get that#was trying not to buy much more stuff considering that I'm moving back across the country in 7ish months#buuuut the clutter is also starting to drive me insane#also I gotta keep my landlady on her toes and change up the room every time she's in it lol
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The way you clutter is so impressive like I'm in awe of how lived in your builds look, do you have a process to clutter or you just enter a trance and come out with dozens of un organized clutter on your build floors and go from there?
tysm! tbh i just kinda go with flow, i might find a couple pieces i want as focal points and work around them but i think most of the time im just placing things as i go. i do like to have some thought process behind the sim i'm decorating for, but ultimately my own irl style ends up playing a bigger role lol not so much floor clutter/grime, but my apartment doesn't look that far off from how i decorate in sims.
#me looking around my office as im answering this ask and not a clear surface in sight#im just a gal who loves clutter#to be fair i have my degree in interior design too#ask
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If someone tells you to give them space and you follow them to continue the argument I think they should be legally authorized to kill you. On the spot.
#it just seems fair#cause saying you need time to not overreact is genuinely so respectable imo#clutter
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*hacks up blood in 'has been fucking with my theme since i woke up and also beating down the mortifying ordeal of Putting Myself Out There On Tumblr Again'* Hey so about that Monsgterhunter au am i right.,
#im aware it looks a little cluttered but im in love with the aesthetic... maybe ill change it later idk. anyway#LITERALLY RUNNING TO MY DOC NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im trying to get a timeline together#MOSTLY so i can explain what the fuck is going on with the [REDACTED] monster jenova-stand in#and also so everyone can have a laugh at Worst Planner in the World: Zack Fair#331
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The humiliating ritual of saying hey… sorry… I promise I’m trying I kind of just don’t care about anything anymore.. that’s so fucking edgy sounding I know but like. Yeah. Sorry for sucking so bad lately *walks away*
#all my little words#my roommate is pretty high maintenance though to be fair#one of those adhd types that can’t stand any ammount of clutter. meanwhile I’m the opposite#where if something important is out of site it doesn’t exist to me
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Emergency Commissions
Current Slots Open: 2/3
Long story short, I'm hovering just over broke and I need to pay for medicine. Plasma donations can cover some of it, but not all.
I'm opening three slots for now, and plan on opening at least seven in total, maybe eight or nine depending on complexity, but that'll be a bit further in the future because I'm currently on a bit of a time crunch. I'll keep this post updated with how many slots are available. I'd like to make $300 total by the time all seven/nine are done.
Anyway, on to pricing.
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Sketch + Headshot = $15
Sketch + Bust = $20
Sketch + Half Body = $25
Sketch + Full Body = $35
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Lineart + Headshot = $30
Lineart + Bust = $35
Lineart + Half Body = $50
Lineart + Full Body = $60
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(Color + Shading) + Headshot = $40
(Color + Shading) + Bust = $45
(Color + Shading) + Half Body= $65
(Color + Shading) + Full Body = $75
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+ Extra Character: 50% before background
+ Simple Background: $30
+ Foreground Elements + Large Props: $30
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Examples:
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One important thing to remember, though, is that I do traditional art, not digital. I've tried swapping to digital a few times, but it's faster and easier for me to do it this way. The lighting on these example pieces aren't all great, but I will hold them to a higher standard - as in, they'll be clean, like the lighting of the rabbit characters' pages - since these aren't just personal projects and clarity matters a lot more in this context.
I can edit the photos to remove the white "background" of the page and alter the colors a little bit, but once the lineart is on, it's on, and there's no changing it without redoing the entire page. I have a light board, so it can be transferred fairly easily, but it will still take time. That's why it's the most expensive step.
Will draw:
Humanoids
Animals
Pokemon
Ponies
Slugcats
Iterators
Furries (Mutants included)
Mobians (separate bc their proportions are different)
Chao
Skeletons + other Monsters (UTMV)
Won't draw:
Mecha
NSFW
Comics
... Mainly bc I'm not used to these yet, although maybe I could try in the future. That's quite a ways off from now, though.
I reserve the right to turn down any offer at my discretion. It should go without saying that it will be an automatic rejection if the order includes any form of hate speech/symbol, and I will research the subject to avoid proship content as well.
I'll ask you before posting the finished piece, and you are free to post it separately as well. Just remember to credit me, and maybe mention somewhere that my comms are open, if that's not too much trouble. You can use the art for icons, character sheets, whatever you like, as long as it's not monetized.
Payments will be made over P@yp@l, and are listed here in US dollars.
If you're interested, DM me here, or on Discord @ kernelbastard
#emergency commissions#commissions open#i'm sorry to clutter the tags with this but i think this is an instance in which crossposting is a fair tactic#sonic the hedgehog#tmnt#utmv
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I now have an alt account where I will post random things and talk about nonsensical ideas. If that sounds interesting have a go at it: @starfall-calamity >:}
#it'll be like stupid photos or memes n stuff too#just like. whatever i feel like posting & not clogging up other peoples feeds & notifications#also this isn't me losing interest in HMS/CJ at all i just wanna separate posts easier#like trust me. if i wanted to leave this interest i wouldve a LONG time ago. im stuck here & jash WONT let me out#its like those comments under the “does it sound familiar?” video#were all trapped in his basement & he wont let us go#yelling & screaming but all he does flip me the bird an call me a loser. while occasionally throwing a song at my skull#it is my only source of sustenance help#/j#moss post#also i realized i end up posting a fair bit under the cj tag [especially if you add the incorrect quotes. lyrics. & headcanons blog]#so i wanna post stuff without tags. so its not all cluttered#maybe im just overthinking things but oh well#overthinking is my main hobby after all/j
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maybe i like over-designed designs. maybe I like stuff that just looks cool.
#[ ;text ]#this is in regards to hazbin#and to be fair-- I personally feel it's still easy enough to follow. there's a lot of unique looks#but it doesn't feel like Cluttered or Too Busy for my brain#and trust me I can tell when something feels cluttered or too busy for me jhgfgh#i do understand in regards to like. animating but#aside from that--#meanwhile as an artist myself I get caught between OOO YES COOL AND GOOD and 'god i don't want to make this hard for me and my-#-fatigued self to draw often'
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I got that new Patio feature, but i couldn't press J to scroll so i immediately backed out to the regular dashboard
#tumblr meta#it seemed bad but also i didn't really give it a fair shake#definitely pretty cluttered though it's like three dashboard columns side by side
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unpopular opinion but personally i enjoy the creepy clown and welcome him into my house
#that said i hear that he covers up stuff for other people and like i think this another case of my monitor saving me from tumblr ui changes#because he's literally just chilling in a corner of empty space for me. it's not really cluttered.#i DEADASS didn't even see him when i first checked my dash today until i saw a post about him#which to be fair was the second post i saw. but that's what prompted me to look right lmao#also no i've never seen one piece. i have no fucking clue who this is.#but it's funny so.#rip to people with clown phobias but i'm different
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I'm rotating Project Sekai TWEWY AU in my head again because I was jotting down notes for it.
The SEKAI Ends With You? What a Wonderful SEKAI? Are You Asking For Death from Hatsune Miku?
It would run like a mix of original TWEWY and NEO, because I think the entrance fees are GREAT for character but the group team aspect is essential. Band groups would all be the same. I think mostly they all start as strangers except when it's fun if they weren't.
(If they knew each other before the story starts they still know each other, but also LN is together already because I feel like that's fair. I would say Vivids and BAD DOGs are aware of each other but haven't teamed up yet until they all end up in the same team after death)
I do not have a full idea of what everyone's fees would be, but:
Tsukasa's entry fee is Saki's memories of him
Mafuyu's entry fee is her memories, period, because she doesn't have anything else to take
Mizuki and Ena both get appearance fees (middle school mizuki and invisible Ena, maybe?)
Saki's entrance fee is her health
Minori's entrance fee is her determination or her memories of Haruka (kinda interlinked???)
Nene's fee is her voice, little mermaid style, obviously
Ichika's fee is not knowing who Hatsune Miku is or any of the virtual singers
Reapers are the virtual singers. Regular Miku is the Composer because I think that's fair, but due to Unfortunate Circumstances I Haven't Decided Upon Yet she doesn't actually have enough reapers to keep a proper game going so she's split herself into five, weaker versions of herself to keep the system running. (idk who her conductor is. Part of me says it's the little marshmallow avatar of us, part of my says It's Teto).
Otherwise then I would say One variation of a Virtual Singer each to accompany said Miku (this works out mostly fine because each Miku is basically paired off anyways. Exceptions are VBS Miku, who gets Meiko rights and N25 Miku, who gets Len.)
Pins and Powers would likely be based off songs, undecided if they would be based off all songs or just commissioned ones. Everyone gets 1 power, but it has the potential to evolve into a different one (As You Like -> Showtime Ruler as a maybe example). The big group all out attack would naturally be named after the big main group song.
For fun I would also say we get Bonus Reapers for virtual singers who are in the game, but not properly (Una, Flower, GUMI, VY1, VY2, who have in game vocals off the top of my head without checking).
- Tiny addition but I think it would be something like
MMJ Miku gets Rin and Gumi
L/N Miku gets Luka and VY1
WxS Miku gets Kaito and Una
VBS Miku gets Meiko and VY2
N25 Miku gets Len and flower
No one stays Perma Dead in this AU because I am just not about that in the Miku Friendship Therapy game. The main crux would be that yes, everyone is playing to come back to life and there is a genuine danger of losing and dying. (and tbh probably some side characters might die) (things happen) (stories need drama)
But ultimately Miku is just trying to fill her Reaper ranks back out after An Unspecified Incident, so she would rather them alive but with a side job if they lose.
(currently have no idea who the winners of the game would be. Leo/need is in the Leo/lead though) (I feel like n25 would jump at the chance to be Reapers)
Maybe? A background plot about someone trying to take over as composer while regular Miku is weak and split in five pieces but I haven't thought that hard about it. One of the other Big Vocal Synths trying to encroach on Miku's territory while she's down, maybe. (It couldn't be... Teto Territory... UNLESS?)
Anyways this concludes PrSk brain rot au ramble 2 Electric Boogaloo, thanks
#prsk#project sekai#absolutely not tagging everyone in this#because that would just#clutter the tags unnecessarily#but the general tag is fair game for brain rot#i feel like#if i gotta look at the yandere y/n reader inserts when i go into the tag#i get to subject you guys to Thoughts
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i started drafting out bits and pieces of my essay in a tumblr draft but then i forgor and closed out of it lmao.
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fr what is the etiquette of tagging shippy fics/art/whatever with the fandom itself. im divided about it because on the one hand, ppl looking for the ship will be mainly in the ship tags anyway, AND i’ve seen people get annoyed that they wanna enjoy other aspects of the fandom but the tags are full of shipping. & while i think complaining about smut or romo fic existing is a stupid hill to die on, it’s also fair to want to keep the main tag for other things. however, if someone has got the fandom tag itself blocked i wouldnt wanna take away their opportunity to filter either...... truly i don’t know what is the best course of action here.......
#ive got some fandom tags blocked but if its something a friend made with their own hands then conversely i DO want to see it#hmmm#also its the same as like. personally i don't put minor/side ships in the ao3 ship tag i just mention it separately to not clutter#but i guess there are probably differing opinions on what is most usable and/or polite#anyway ! im not gonna shut up about ff7 so if it filters through and you didnt want it to im sorry but yah.#you are the one wjo followed tumblr user cloudstrifing to be tbf fair
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