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the-travelling-witch · 6 months ago

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Holly talked about this somewhere though I think it’s hidden in a tag, but Scara and his partner watching Rom coms just to make fun of them as a cute little date/nightly thing is perfect to me

IF THIS DIDNT HAPPEN and it’s just me in my de Lu Lu land.. blame Holly and also Holly make this cannon

-✨ HELLO I FORGOT TO ADD MY ANON! I’m back sillies <333

jup i talked about it somewhere but literally do not ask me when or where that was, i’ve had a lot to say about the modern au

i know i alluded it to it in the your beauty’s in season post but i’m pretty sure i actually specifically said that scara would “hate-watch” romcoms with his partner to make fun of them… i think i also said he and venti would watch them on movie nights in the flat share hcs

#┊✩彡 divine correspondence ♡#┊✩彡 cherished guests ♡#┊✩彡 letter from — ✨ anon ♡#also i’m feeling a little nitpicky today apparently #please don’t tell me to ‘make sth cannon’ ^^;#idk it sits a little wrong with me #also i know there are a lot of asks from you and snowflake in here still but i can’t promise to answer them in chronological order #you guys will have to figure it out yourselves since i’m not energised enough to work through all of them

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fellow-fandom-fruitifier · 3 months ago

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That’s not very straight of Charles

#tetris draws skrunklies #DBDA #dead boy detectives #charles rowland #edwin payne #payneland #fellas #is it gay to steal your best mates book and give him a little kiss on the cheek #if I drew any part of their outfit wrong no I didn’t #idk what Edwin’s sitting on don’t ask me #probably furniture Crystal or Niko bought #given the pinklessness of it probably Crystal

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ghostie-gengar · 1 year ago

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i listen to the squid sisters when i'm sad and this is the visual image it gives me

#i love the squid sisters idk if they're my fav idol group but i just love them #i have been deathly ill (exaggeration) and the calamari inkantation fixed me #ink me up and tomorrow's nostalgia today have the instant ability to make me smile #but yeah i just imagine myself sitting there while the squid sisters dance in the bg oblivious to my misery #that alone is usually enough to make me feel better #splatoon #splatoon idols #splatoon music #squid sisters #callie splatoon #marie splatoon #callie cuttlefish #marie cuttlefish #my art lol #splatoon fanart #digital art #i just realized i drew their poses a little wrong they're supposed to be doing the calamari inkantation dance #gengar's cool art

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ineed-to-sleep · 2 months ago

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Would you guys call me a spoilsport if I said I don't like the "come to brazil" meme and wish ppl would stop talking about partying & beaches & bikinis whenever they try to "compliment" brazilian culture. 👉🏻👈🏻?

#aghh look it just doesn't sit right with me #it's literally just stereotypes #they might as well say 'stereotyped rio de janeiro' whenever they talk abt brazil like this #bc brazil is a massive country with an array of cultures #and I live far in the brazilian south which is very different from são paulo and rio de janeiro #so it feels even more alienating whenever I see any artists/musicians talking abt brazil #you don't love brazil my man jfjckkc you love this one tiny little tourist corner of it with copacabana and a big christ statue #also abt the come to brazil meme. I can like. tolerate it #but I've seen some ppl use it to be xenophobic online so it just kinda rubs me the wrong way now #sleep.txt #tbh I get this feeling that you're not supposed to say when something like this bothers you bc you're supposed to be #'grateful for the attention'#but like aghgk man idk. it does bother me. I just wanted to talk about it #like ok. imagine someone saying they love the usa #but whenever they talk about it you slowly realize they're just talking about las vegas #and then you're wondering why they're talking as if your entire country is just las vegas #you get what I mean?? that's kind of how it feels to me

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jrueships · 9 days ago

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I HATEEEEE DYSPEXIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#so im driving some little dude to his appointment i left like super early incase n it turns out i was given an address to a fking House ?!?!#obviously he doesnt know the address cus hes just some lil dude so im like ringing up his guardians and #the one that actually goes to the hairstylist cant answer obs cus i had to take his son cus hes busy duh #BUT THAT MEANS IM JUST DRIVING AROUND SOME PLACE IDK TRYING TO FIND PLACES THAT LOOK LIKE HAIR #& when i find one im like uh does this barber sound familiar cus im not taking him to some random one #andlike omg and the entire time im playing music real loud trying not to cuss out in front of this little kid #like IM ALREADY SHIT WITH NAVIGATION. & THEN U GIVE ME THE WRONG ADDRESS AND IT'S RAINING #and he wants to go get an icecream afterwards n im sitting at the barber chatting it up #but i am like actually on the verge of a breakdown cus i made him late bcs i cant just figure shit out #like #it's just so fking frustrating like it makes me feel like a failed adult or smthing like #i AM GOOD. I AM GOOD AT DRIVING #once i know a place im good but if im lost it's like my brain is panicking too much #i have to look at the road and signs and places #like i turned at a green light and completely forhot it wasnt an arrow like i just saw green and went #like i couldve killed this little kidlike #IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY #and i dont want anyone to feel bad or like have to be extra cautious when they need me to drive or smthing #like im alrdy very frustrated with my stupid limitations like in general so like failure kinda just heightens it like #iURGHHH I HATE BEING IMPERFECT I CANT FKING STAND IT IDC IF THATS NARCISSISTIC N PRIDEFULNIDCC #it's better than being EMBARRASSED i HATE BEINGNEMBRASSING AGRGHHHHHH #anyways it's fking raining and it's dark . idek where im gonna take this kid bro like hes hungry #imma go on google YIPPEE #my best friend. google maps who i cant tell distances on so i either turn too soon or too late or rlly fking quick #Ii LOVE MY LIFEEE

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pickled-flowers · 7 months ago

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Saw some of the grossest parenting today in the bus

#this dad was on his phone the whole bus ride ok #and his two kids were screaming arguing #at most he would periodically tell them to lower their voice while still on his phone #one time he told them to stop the one sitting next to him hit him 😭 and he went back to look at his phone with no reaction #my guy something is seriously wrong with you #your kids are screaming at each other doesn't even matter all that much that we are in the bus rn #theyre not just being loud kids you need to do smt!!!!!! its too early for this!!! i could hear them even with my noise cancelling headphone #anyways #ive never seen smt like this #and i work in a mall i see lots of parents and kids #idk smt really disgusting about a parent just not even interested in engaging with their kids #dude no wonder they're loud they probably want ur attention #also this one lady once who came in wjth a big stroller #and the store where i work has little moving rooms between the aisle so this woman decided TO LEAVE THE STROLLER WITH A KID INSIDE AT THE #FRONT OF THE STORE #the kids started crying and his hrother (toddler not in the stroller but not following the mom for some reason) started exploring and i #i had to watch them until the mom came back but like the woman just left them there???#i just stepped in but what if i hadnt??? lady?????????#i see lots of cute interactions of course #like this little girl who came with who i think is her grandpa and he asked me to help her chose her next manga read 😭💖#i basically work in a book/toy store #theres a lot of candy as well the kids love it #idk i like seeing kids being happy ok it is healing #like all the kids sitting on the floors deep in their books while the parents shop 😭😭😭 makes me smile every time top tier behavior

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infiniteseriesofhalfways · 15 days ago

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sitting in the parking lot thinking i might vom

#it's a chain place and ive been on the other side of places like this #(i wasnt an interviewer but i was friends with them)#and there at least people would show up late + in sweats for the interview and they'd get it!#they would show up with 'oh yeah interview today almost forgot' and they'd get it!#meanwhile im having a breakdown trying to do everything right and perfect #making sure i look nice but not too nice bc again its a chain fast food place and i cant try Too Hard #also these pants dont have belt loops and they tend to shift #AND my right hand is swollen from the wasp sting yesterday so im worried its gonna be 'wtf is wrong with you'#but also shouldn't it say something that im here anyway even though i could have rescheduled #but then its like... im not gonna kill myself for this place like i did at mcd and does it give that impression?#or should i have rescheduled bc they'll think it's bad decision making to come anyway with my hand swollen #also worried that i should have parked nearby and come over closer to the time bc am i the freak sitting in the parking lot #but at least im early! but am i too early? but im out here not rushing them. but should i be so they know I Am Interested #not to even mention wtf im gonna say to them to explain my employment gap #and im so paranoid that im gonna go in and say im there for an interview and they're gonna be like ???#bc it was through an automatic text/email thing when i applied #which was how my last job happened but idk. maybe im an idiot and it's all fake so they can point and laugh #and i KNOW thats ridiculous. but that's how it feels rn.#also im worried they'll ask if i want something to eat/drink and i dont know the right answer #like i feel like i should say yes bc what do you mean you wont eat here? but the wrong thing means im taking advantage #and how will i be if im actually working there?#and its all so dumb bc #AGAIN people roll out of bed confident and they're fine. meander their way through and theyre fine. theres no reason to think i wont be #but ANXIETY #its gonna be an out of body experience no matter what and later I'll wonder about all the things i dont remember #if i fucked up or not #and now i have to go in bc it's 7 minutes until my time and i want to be a little early but not too much #fuck #wish me luck #ks talks

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enevera · 25 days ago

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mm i think my mental health has been declining rapidly the past few weeks hahaa

#i might be losing it a little #im laughing but its really stressing me the fuck out #you ever feel like everything is falling apart really slowly and you cant figure out how to fix it bc nothing is really wrong #which by definition means that the thing Wrong HAS to be you. so what do you do. what do i do with that #little things have been eating away at me since like. basically my birthday and i feel like smth is constantly prying at me #like sitting in a room and slowly being driven insane by the ticking clock but its a bunch of small things a bunch of clocks ticking and i #cant turn them off so i just have to wait but what am i waiting for IM the one who has to act but i feel frozen so im just waiting and sit #ting with these GODDAMN FUCKIGN CLOCKS and im. waiting for smth #idk. idkidkdidkdidkdidk #mmmmmmmm #vent #i miss my mama

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izzy-b-hands · 1 month ago

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Was doing okay holding back all of the fear re: the potential election outcome until literally this second what the fuck to my brain lmao

#wherein lmao means I'm so scared and i cant stop crying rn #no one should have to fear this. not me nor anyone else nor the ppl who have already had to flee their homes worldwide #a person shouldn't have to worry abt violence being enacted upon them bc of who they are which like #obvi isn't a new concept to myself and most ppl but i feel like the folks who'll vote Trmp don't care for it #won't affect them in theory after all so of course they don't care #Housemate and I are trying to figure out where we could go and how in case of the worst #and it's not even the first time I'll have had to leave a place bc of safety reasons (two nickles on that already in my life)#but it doesn't make it any less daunting #i just want to live my life in our little house with Housemate and the cats working my shit job and trying to enjoy whatever i can #none of this matters and im shouting into a void full of equally terrified ppl dealing with this themselves if not worse #these tags don't make sense entirely and i don't care. i have things I should be doing and I'm sitting in my room #paralysed by fear over all of this #i should distract myself but with what? at what point do i accept the distractions can only do so much?#maybe I'll just take a nap again. idk. feels weird and wrong to play a video game or nap ordo anything that isn't trying to research options #i need to stop rambling here like im hoping time will pause while i type im out again lmao

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themoonking · 11 months ago

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finally finished the priory of the orange tree after putting it off for like a year, and putting aside the fact that it's insanely boring, way too long, and the romance is lackluster, it certainly was a choice to, in a book at least in part about finding common ground and coming together, basically go "religion a is correct and good and its believers can continue on their merry lives, but religion b is a 100% incorrect wrong bad lie founded by a wrong bad misogynistic lying liar, and everyone who believes in it should convert and in fact we're going to end the book by heavily implying that the recently-converted queen is going to slowly but surely pressure the entire country to convert because their faith is wrong and bad". like that was certainly a decision that samantha shannon made.

#idk i don't love an entire religion being painted as objectively inherently bad and wrong #especially since none of the six virtue's actual teachings are that bad like #and also esp since the only other thing we learn about galian berethnet is that he was fucking r/ped by his own mother #and was so distraught upon learning this that he killed himself #the fact that aside from that its just like 'he was a lying liar who lies and hated women' just didn't sit right with me...#the priory of the orange tree #priory of the orange tree #the roots of chaos #anti booktok #samantha shannon #like the entire time before this was revealed i was like #'ah its so obvious - both faiths are going to end up being a little bit wrong and a little bit right'#'of course it will be revealed that cleolind and galian actually worked together to defeat the nameless one'#'and learning this will really press into the characters that they themselves need to work together to defeat him again'#but instead like????#and like even with the kalyba stuff it would have been so easy you can say like:#cleolind and galian worked together but kalyba (canonically posessive and jealous and willing to do horrible things to keep galian w/ her)#uses her magic to make cleolind believe that galian betrayed her which she then goes and tells her priory #+ in an effort to keep as low a profile as possible for herself while disguised as cleolind she makes galian believe that he did everything #and when her disguise falls he's so distraught that he kills himself and so the only one who knows the truth is kalyba #who certainly has no motivation to reveal the truth

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jettison-my-gift · 9 days ago

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#super freaking out cos my friend who is a vet has offered me a job at her practice as a care assistant #so my job would just be to do all the little jobs. help looking after the animals. cleaning. sometimes calling patients etc #it's a fantastic opportunity but it looks so much more difficult then anything i've ever done before #and on the one hand i'm like ''yes! i love animals! i need a steady income! this is perfect!''#but on the other... i haven't been at my current job that long. so it feels like a dick move to up and leave.#i don't know if i'd be able to cope with the animals dying all the time. some of the stuff i'd have to do looks really technical #and i'm scared i'll do it wrong (eg put the wrong label on the wrong medicine) and it'll lead to an animal dying #like it's a proper full time monday-friday 9-5 kinda gig #which is great cos my current job is a ''are we gonna give you more than 2 days next week?? who knows! it's a supprise!!''#and that situation is stressing me out. so i do need something different #but this is like a proper serious job. and idk that's scary #plus my friend would be my boss. which i don't mind. but i dont want her to vouch for me and then i'm terrible at it...#cos that's not fair on her #they've offered me a trial shift next week. so i guess i could do that and just scope it out..#it also feels like nepotism which doesn't super sit right #but it's not a sure thing. the other vets and practice owners have to agree and they may not like me. it's not like i have experience #and it's only a low paid position so if its nepotism its not like... super beneficial nepotism...#sigh. i know i should go for it. just last time i went for a big different job like this it ended badly #and i ended up back in retail.#so i don't wanna go thru that all again #but i also dont wanna stay working in this shop forever. it wouldn't be too bad if only i had regular hours. .#and i knew what those hours were more than a week in advance #i know this is like.. a non-problem. i'm just stressing about it #plus its making me feel guilty whenever i go into my current job. like i'm cheating on them #i do need that regular income tho #screams in anxiety

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pink-vulpix · 3 months ago

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#day 4 on bupropion #i need to vent. bc today was mostly decent. cause at least i could control my emotions and not cry at every little thing #but ended just as badly as i was feeling yesterday. i feel rly sad rn #when im productive i feel great but when im trying to relax? i feel like i need to find something productive to do immediately.#its like i need to do everything but i have no desire to do anything #im like. lying in bed at 2 am grieving my hyperfixations hard. been crying for the past 3 hours #bc i just cant sit down and enjoy anything without feeling like im forcing myself. and i already miss feeling things when i play video game #idk if i can do the 4-6 weeks of this before side effects normalize. everyone says it gets better #and even that is making me feel guilty bc it took me this long to get help and i already want to quit on my first week #i have an appointment with my dr on friday but fuck. the last 3 nights have felt like weeks. its so hard falling asleep.#it really doesn't help that this med is making me. stupid. i have about 10 seconds worth of memory before the thought is deleted #literally forgetting what i'm talking about midway through a sentence #but hey. at least my memory is so bad i cant remember what i did today and overthink every action. i guess.#and maybe tmi. but my libido is gone... like completely nonexistent now #some people literally take this shit to help w a low libido!!! but for me it is doing the exact opposite!!! what is wrong with my body #and to top it off i can't drink even a half cup of coffee without panic attacks. i miss iced coffee already :(#cant enjoy shit anymore and my adhd feels 10 times worse than it did before bc i can't sit still to save my life.#anyway im yapping so much but i need to because im feeling so alone #some side affects im getting r common and manageable but some are pretty uncommon and its hard finding anyone who relates...

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suntails · 9 months ago

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anyone that ever thought i was crazy for doing this pmv full color: i am two files from fully drawn. i. oughh. i've planned a rough schedule around my job and i am tentatively planning to post on friday 3/1. i can feel it in my BONES im so close to done

#hush catríona #'anyone that thought i was crazy' i say as if u were wrong. u weren't. i AM crazy. im just Also crazy enough to follow thru #the color script seeing the thumbs in my file is INSANE its so FUN. idk if ppl would be interested in a little behind the scenes thing?#i included a lil zip on gumroad the last time i made an animatic w my process and the first roughcut vid and some files. twas FUN #if ppl would be interested in that id be happy to put it together but its a lot of work if nobody wants it FGHJDK #i would like to thank neel and lettie specifically for helping me brainstorm at the very beginning to bridge the gaps #i would like to thank ell for allowing me to dump a MILLION BILLION wips in dms and for motivation and overall loveliness #i would like to thank kara and dove and sleepie for sitting in calls with me while i stream at desk prison at various points #i would like to thank my mom #i would like to thank silver twisted wonderland. i would like to thank the academy (night raven college). i would like to thank robin

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immortalsins · 1 month ago

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i need to do something for my project to show my supervisor tomorrow and it has to look like two weeks worth of work from a capable and well-adjusted person who has potential to get a good grade in this tough degree that requires commitment and decent time management. skipped my lectures and also a pub quiz to do that but guess what i haven't even started

#it's 2:30pm something is seriously wrong with me #i can't deal with this i need intervention and someone to tell me every single thing i need to do at every point of every day #idk what's gone wrong - it's going downhill quite rapidly now #i get rare moments of motivation #like last night where i caught up on a lecture and sorted out some other important life stuff #but then i didn't sleep until 4am #turned off my alarm because it was set for 7am #didn't wake up until 1pm.#i'm so sick of it why is it this hard to get enough sleep and then wake up at a decent time #in 3rd year of uni i should be good at this #it's been so long and if i don't become capable of doing that now then how am i going to survive elsewhere #when i don't have the choice to skip lectures and stay asleep #which is detrimental in itself because i want so badly to sit with the people i know and do at least a little bit of social interaction #:///#my main is back to being a rant blog it seems

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monstrous-woof · 2 months ago

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okay so i heard about a field school a while back that I really want to go to but it needs letters of recommendation and thats always like the biggest hurdle for me but i just heard back from the one professor i wanted to hear from the most and got an okay on them writing a letter which has very suddenly made the possibility of going to a field school in Ireland much more real thats fucking insane

#like okay i was going to genuinely put effort forward for it but like i wasnt sure id be able to get the letters #its sort of like idk i dont know how much my professors remember me or liked me so its like it feels like i wont hear back ever #but then theyre like “yeah i remember you i'll happily write you a letter” and left sitting here like huh wow i might cry a little #the mortifying ordeal of being seen known and remembered #i wonder how much of him agreeing is also just from delight of a past student wanting to pursue archaeology #man im already going to a concert for my favorite band today i will be shocked if i make it through the day with crying because wow #im a little worried something is going to go wrong today but im not going to entertain that thought any further

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mainfaggot · 1 year ago

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had my 25 minutes of quirkiness induced dopamine I am nauseous and afraid now

#i got a little gelato cup thingy from the convenience store on campus and was eating it outside which attracted . some unwanted attention #weirdly the stares of fascination were funny and made me feel special briefly before i realised i looked like an attention seeker #although honestly. i just wanted some fucking gelato despite it being -3°C that's all it was so im not defacto an attention seeker #its people that are attention givers. MIND YA DAMN BUSINESS!#it was kinda funny tho which made me feel special idk 😭 that was before i started getting all self conscious and pessimistic #then I made a spontaneous decision to go downtown and now i regret that decision bc im sitting on display furniture in some stupid #department store #the thing is. my dad was going to be late to pick me up from the bus stop either way so its not all in vain #but i think I should've just stayed at the university in a comfortable chair for an hour instead of coming all the way here. 😶#i thought i would have fun. i was deeply wrong #z.post

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