#idk im not sure

[denversucksdik]

ok i know pride month just ended but oh my lord i need advice. ive been using one name that i chose in like five minutes for about 3 years and im. fine with it? but i would definitely prefer to use something else if i could. basically what im saying is changing my name once was already embarrassing for me especially as a very introverted autistic dude. so i dont want to do it again. but also i would be so much happier. so.

TLDR i need to change my name IMMEDIATELY but i do not know how eeuuuggghhh

[thunderking345]

Imagine Clover defending Integrity in court(as he would)

"Have you ever heard of self-defense? Its a countermeasure that involves defending the health and well being of oneself from harm, in my clients case, she was defending herself from monsters that were trying to impale, crush, slice her in half, blast her in pieces, beat her to death, etc., if the monsters had surrendered they would have been spared"

(This isnt supposed to be a serious dialogue, its more like a joke/shitpost, im reserving my true writing skills[not that i actually have any] for other...idk, things, also off topic but i think this fits Desert Sanctuary Clover)

[iridium-milk]

nuuu krobyyyy ;_;

[bemoreveronica]

Just a lil sneek peak of the project im working on! Hope y'all like it<333

[lostmar]

Magolor tries the Grimace Shake ft. Marx

[coco-romcom]

It's me again.

I know it's been a while but things happened and I need to talk to someone (even if that someone is just my blog with 3 flowers(luv u boos).

So, apparently this Summer I'll get my next surgery, this time the reconstructive functional phase is over... Now is the esthetic part, I know I have always complained abt my looks just like any woman on earth but this feels bigger.

Idk how to explain it, but I developed my personality around my looks, being a girl with a scar crossing from your lips to your nose making both twisted, having a weird profile and an even weirder voice is not something people let you forget easy, so I had to compensate, the rest of the girls can be pretty I have to be greater(? Smarter(? Better(? Idk, I just know I'm not like them, I'm not treated like them and I'll not be looked at the same way as them. And like that all my personality have developed around it, without it who am I?.

Besides the point I have struggled SO MUCH to be at peace with my reflection to be able to look in the mirror and feel not disgusted about the reflection, especially with photos, you know how hard it is to take a group photo and realize how different you look? How weird and so hard to appreciate your own face is next to others? I tried 21 years to be amicable with that, in fact I'm still trying. All to take all my teenage years crying abt how ugly I was to the trash, I feel like I'm betraying 10 years old me.

You know what's the worst? If I choose not to do it I'll regret it forever, I'm almost completely sure that a big part of why I haven't had any romances is because of my looks ( I say a big part bcs I know my personality is neither helping) and if I don't take this surgery now I'll be missing I big part of life, I have to do it, I'm going to do it, but I'm not sure if I'm ready, but I have to be, is now or never.

Att: Coco ★

Thanks for reading

[miidnightpoet]

[thatoneguyiguess]

I can't wait until winter break

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I can't wait until winter break

I can't wait until winter break

I can't wait until winter break

I can't wait until winter break

[cashmere-caveman]

[cryptocism]

"just as I did, in 1983."

you'd never know my favourite parts of the show are the fucked up insane bits when my first instinct is to draw the cheesiest thing imaginable

[jay-wasstuff]

The Creation of Adam, Venom: The Last Dance

[silently--here]

I feel like I going through a break up but with fandom instead

[adriles]

when we’re done with our overwhelming grief we’ll eat i guess

[arielluva]

midsummer’s night dream redraw/study/whatever but its utenanthy

original reference under cut

[swiggity-swexual-i-am-asexual]

We all know the semi-canonical ‘all the Robins know to hide/duck inside of Batman’s cape, even as adults’ thing.

We also know that Danny ‘is LITERALLY a ghost’ Fenton sucks at remembering his own intangibility while ALSO forgetting to look ahead of him.

All I’m saying is, Danny Fenton (or Phantom, if you’d really like) would absolutely SLAM into Batman on accident while running on roof tops and Bruce ‘Brooding Instinct’ Wayne doesn’t even think twice about letting the kid hide and scanning around for danger before there’s a record scratch of ‘wait who tf is this?’ kicks in.

[charlott2n]

It just sucks so bad. 21, the age at which i realized i was trans, isnt at all "too late" to realize, but it sucks so bad what our society, what the institution of transphobia, gets away with. The lie it forced on me for so long. I feel like i had so many moments when i could have easily realized i was trans as far back as about five years old when i saw something on the news about a trans girl and at the same time i was having thoughts like "What if reincarnation was real but you had to be a boy every time and could never be born as a girl?? Wouldnt that suuuuuck???", but they want you to think it could never be you. And it worked on me!!! Between my family and our society, i was conditioned to think that while it was totally Okay for somebody to be trans, it could Never be me, and i shouldnt even think about it unless i was 100% sure since birth- which, on some level, i believe i even was! But what they Want you to believe is that all trans people know without a doubt that theyre trans from birth, a lie which suppresses so many transgender people out of ever being happy. When i was in my teens i even had two friends who came out as transfem, and i was really happy for them, but even more, i was jealous. I wished i could be trans so that i could be as happy as they were! I wished i could experience that! But it just never clicked for me that i could easily have that just as easily as them. It was all about overcoming this feeling that society instills in you, that it could never be you. And the fact that even well meaning people perpetuate these sentiments is appalling. When my dad was accepting of me but also made sure to ask me How Sure I Was, he was himself a microcosm of what society worries itself with foremost- Are You Sure You're Trans? Have you wrung out every other possibility? Are you sure youll make it? They busy you with doubts and fears, because ultimately they of course want to dupe you out of it. They express possibly genuine and well meaning concern for your wellbeing and happiness without letting you make up your own mind. Railroading you into the mindset that if it was You, you would have realized long ago.