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thatoneguyiguess · 2 days ago

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I can't wait until winter break

#AUGH IM SO DONE ALREADY #im going to kms #< for legal reasons this is a joke #ouughghhhh i want to cry #or draw #but i cant i dont have enough time #i hate college #i need to punch something #or chew on something #idk im not sure #how to self motivate #idk #i have so many missing assignments that just make me wanna #AUAYGEKFNFKEMENMFMRJWHHDJFNFBHSHSHAPWKEKNDNDMWOWOPSKDNWKWKDNNFNFNFN #ugh fml #i need to repeatedly bang my head against a wall

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seakrisp · 1 year ago

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" Said she knows she'll live through it

to get to this moment "

" I will do anything just for you.

Whatever she wants, whatever you want,

I will do anything. I will do anything. "

lyrics from Graceland too by Phoebe bridgers

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fruityumbrella · 14 days ago

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if i was braver id have made that last chapter end like the textpost about shower sex

#you know the one #god i really am like. idk i dont want to be such an oversharer spiraler on here bc it makes me feel silly to have people read my fics-#-and then see what an insane loser i am about writing them but whatever its my blog #anyway i feel kind of disconnected from this one already maybe bc i took a big break from writing it or smth idk #but i LOVED it when i was first writing it but now i.......idk. i dont feel very anything about it and that really sucks #and i feel like im constantly shaving down edges on anything i write in an effort to make it palatable #which is so fucking stupid anyway like. i end up hitting post and immediately going. well i should have done this done that #ok then why didnt you dawg nobody has a gun to your head lol #augh. whatever. ill figure out a way to do what i want eventually #i think i need to start working on 4 fics at once again

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thekidsarentalright · 1 year ago

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this year rly should be the year i get believers never die tattooed on me like ive been wanting since i got into fob huh. bc like. this whole era this whole tour is so. believers never die. the timing has never felt so right

#im sososososos terrified of needles and pain but i also like desperately want this statement that has #saved my life to be on me permanently. bc it means so much to me like. fuck i should just get it done man!!!!!!!!!#esp to commemorate this tour and era that has already been so important to me and will continue to be. augh #txt

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dandyshucks · 2 months ago

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got my welfare application submitted finally, and now i will live in fear for the next two weeks until they phone me for the application interview 🧍‍♂️

so it will continue to be a while before i can be active a lot because im just far too stressed to be interacting w ppl much or making art rn HFDSJKL

#IM SO SCARED #trying to just tell myself it wont be that hard but sdghsjkl everything is so difficult all the time for me 😭😭😭#esp phonecalls..... idk why they stress me out so bad but AUGH #im just telling myself that it will be very nice when this is all done and over with but the worries keep popping up anyways fdsjkl #like. idk if they'll accept my application. but if they dont then i have a legal advisor i've already connected with so thats set in place #for the appeal or re-application process #im just. scared i've done smth wrong w it all fsdjfkl but! its done! i could withdraw the document if i wanted but i shan't!#i will do my best to not be triple- and quadruple-guessing myself hgjkl i've already second-guessed every step of the application process #RRHGHGHH i am going to try to make some art to post tonight... we shall see if i have the energy for it though 😭#dandy.cmd #vent //

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minhmynchi · 3 months ago

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(venting in the tags ignore this lol)

#minhmy.rambles #(i just need to shout this somewhere where my friends don't see so they don't worry too much about me)#but oh my god work just got worse for this week im already working every day but tomorrow (aka in six and a half hours)#i will start at 5am and end at 9pm aka a double shift bc my coworker tested positive and there's no one else that can work #just for tomorrow but the rest of the week ill be working 1-9 #which i hate even though im used to it night shifts are just boringgggg and takes up a lot of my time #which i already have so little of #my mom said i should clean my closet and i was going to tomorrow bc i wanted to play grandfest today but now i cant do that #bc ill literally be at work all day lol #and god its just so hard its so so hard but it could be worse. it literally could be worse #i cant be here as much anymore bc im so busy and tired i just draw when i can and drop them all here and leave #and i miss writing a lot but i have even less time and even less motivation and the more i work the more awful i feel #and i don't want to worry anyone like . i just don't #but its so difficult for me it really is #theres so many things i want to do but i cant do any of it and im so tired im literally so tired #like im not gonna end my life kinda tired i have a lot to look forward to. but work just really sucks and i am Tired #and i Like my job its literally the easiest and ill never have something like this again #but urghghghh. urggfhhghgh. death pain and suffering #if i draw more sif and loop suffering lol. this is why. i need to get the emotions out somehow and i don't want to cry over it #i cant cry bc i need to work i just have to keep my head up i just have to keep at it i just have to be strong and not break #i can do it i can.. i know i can i've been through worse #its just. augh.#ok done. sorry i rly rly should sleep soon bc of my 16 hour shift tmrw lol its past 10:30pm already

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volfoss · 4 months ago

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the worst part of doing this analysis is i have all the scripts in front of me. but as a guy who doesnt normally look for scripts, i was kind of struggling to find things outside of the unaired pilot so poked around some threads and. inexplicably theyre all on genius.com. its a nightmare world for ME

#twist rambles #thrones posting #you dont even wanna know the level of scary notes comparison im doing over a 3 minute scene. why i cannot do this for characters im already #insane over because it would change my brain permanently. and i need to be brave. like idk again i love adaptations bc the changes are #always interesting to look over. like i really think the hexer as a w.itcher adaptation is a great example of a show that fleshed a LOT out #compared to the source material (guy that loves when characters get in depth backstory moment) but its just... idk its all interesting doin #comparisons. i love taking notes forever <3 i love noticing parallels forEVER and gr.rm does so so nice w that. like theres so much early #book 1 that is like oh. ok thats way more painful from where im at rn nearly done w book 2. augh.#sorry im the scary 3 am poster right nowwww but its genuinely so baffling to me that its just. on genius. ok.

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oathkeeperoxas · 2 years ago

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I love it when I enter a new fandom and everyone there is so so so much smarter than me and has already written the fic I would write so I 1) can simply Enjoy it and 2) don't have the learn jack shit about how the us army works

#dont worry i dont think this is a forever fandom but i am enjoying my stay very much #how are fic writers so talented!!! who gave them permission!!!#also i am learning about the us army by osmosis whilw tearinh through all these fics and already have done 4 wikipedia dives rip #but its not for fic purposes but i still know more than last week #anyway. cant believe i fell for another general/commander ship #embarrassing. one time is chance but two times is a pattern #at three times its just like. THE trope i like in my pairings #surely i can get hot about the power dynamic in some other way where theyre not in the military augh #also if this ohase lasts any longer the temptation to write a codywan top gun au WILL spiral out of control and i dont need another #long fic on my hands so um. hopefully the winds change soon #that being said why is there no in depth military jargon codywan fic smh pls someone else wrote it before im forced to #personal

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divorcetual · 7 months ago

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The meower

#Queued... technically March 23rd?#I mean its march 22nd in oregon. but im not there rn lolz #either way im late. SORRY !! i forfor to queue on the 20th then i was on planes for like 21 hrs total #well no 5 of those were a layover @ the airport but #ANYWAYYYYY hi future me !!!#Howww was the trip? im on my first (second actually- its 4am of the second day if u coukd the arrival) day in Hong Kong #Its rlly hot and humid so I think im gonna die. BUT ITS ALSO SUPER COOL !!#Even just from the few hours I had out earlier its amazingggg. The lights and the buildings are so cool and theres such a fun but chaotic #atmosphere - idk if its just bcs its a big city or specific to HK?#I loveee large cities in general. New york. Tokyo. HK. thats all of the ones ive been to ig #I havent seen even close to all of HK. Im in central rn but we're goin to other parts later #Dad says the other parts are totally different- Like theres LOADS of gisnt buildings here (WAY MORE THAN U SEE IN ******!!! u know that tho #and theyre almost all residential of the ones I passed. Im sure theres offices n stuff i just didnt see them in the likd 20 minutes cab #ride lolz. U know all tuis already tho #ig what im getting at is HOW WAS THE TRIP !!!!! How was the rest of HK? WHAT WAS KYOTO LIKE??#augh soo many cool things.....#Also also !! Have you learned any mire katakana?#ive JUST learned the vowel line so maybe u lesrned the k line now too?#I cant imagine school is any different. OHH DID U FINISH THE M P 10P COMIC??#I started it and got abt one page done on the plane #I think it should only end up being two or three pages idk #Ohh !! Hows the new meds going !! I think u should have ur blood test done by now so do u know if it helped at all?#I hope soooooooooooo #Mm I think thats all I have to say .... NO WAIT HAVE U HUNG OUT W/ JACKIE??#i rlly want to b friends with her ^.^#Alright Thats all !! HAVE A GOOD DAYYYYYY I LOVE U #queue drop #weather report #WAIT EDIT DID THE TRIGUN VOLUME COME. HOW IS IT

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get-more-bald · 1 year ago

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can I PLEASE just get some X6-88 focused fanfiction........

EDIT: more in the tags and the reblog

#without deacon cause i hate him #WHY DOES X6 BECOME HOSTILE AFTER BLOWING UP THE INST. WHY #i mean i get why but cmon.......#i really want some fanfiction focused on him with thr rest of the companions (specifically Nick and Danse) AUGH #and also. wow. what an idea. fanfiction about Danse healing and learning and making reparations (?) to the communities hes hurt #(hurt as in tried to genocide)#why does his dialogue and reactions not alter after blind betrayal......im killing bethesda #WHY is x6 just. there #i havent played with him yet but i think he doesnt even fucking have affinity talks???????at least thays whay im assuming?#i fucking hate it in here. get those hoes some CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT #werent they SUPPOSED to develop?#paladin danse unlearning what he was taught and becoming just danse and learning and becoming gentler with everyone including himself.#x6-88 breaking down and accepting the (admittedly cartoonish) evil of his home and his creators. coming to terms with the fact #that he does feel. how can he not. coming to terms with being essentially a. how do i say it. slave catcher?#and that now that he feels and knows it. he has to face what he did to many other synths. HEALING AND LEARNING #hey bethesda. why didnt they heal and learn.#also cause im already talking about this. preston got done DIRTY #i think his dialogue lines are monotonous and the radiant quests are kind of annoying. he gets So Much unnecessary hate grrr👹#also what. he just has some affinity talks and nothing is ever addressed again? bethesda? maybe have a quest about idk. going back to quinc #and facing Some of his trauma at least. please?#hes depressed hes suicidal hes an alcoholic WHY ARENT WE TALKING ABOUT THIS. PLEASE. CMON.#i actually dont know that much about most of the companions. strong? miss me with that shit sorry. codsworth? cool im out of time.#cait was allright ig. nick valentine was obv the best written (maybe because you do HAVE to meet him at some point for the main plot)#and others are fine ig (i hate deacon but thats a personal issue (he has that deadwife manpain that im also assigned by bethesda) (deadwife #manpain fucking sucks as a writing device)))#i haven't met maccready yet but it seems he wont have much substance to me ngl. fine by me. cute guy i suppose?#so back on track..i really want a danse-valentine-x6 (and maybe hancock and/or cait?) focused fanfiction. the companions messing around #gossiping (about sole survibor maybe? hihi). teaching each other things useful in settlements (farming. maining the defenses. building.#scrap management. diy. cooking?) blease. theyre mostly bad at it but it doesnt matter because they have each other and ss and its okay now.#fallout 4 companions

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zeiktreats · 4 months ago

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#IM SCREAMING #IT'S PROLLY STEADY BEEN DONE SOMEWHERE #AND I HAVE SHIT ANIMATION SKILLS #BUT I'M HAVING IDEAS WITH PHANTOM RIDER SONIC AND THE PHANTOM RACER SONG FROM TWRP #IT'D BE SO PERFECT #AUGH #*already #I'M GOING NUTS I NEED TO DO SOMETHING WITH IT..#BUT IM SO FUCKING CAUGHT UP WITH STUFF AOUUH

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un-pearable · 9 months ago

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alright i’ve been procrastinating all weekend on the last part of my grad app (statement of purpose) and i have insider knowledge that they’ll be reviewing them march 9th. knuckles give me strength wish me luck in the agony (writing about myself) . ty for your kind words and humoring the app posting lately

#already have an outline and it’s only two pages AND i know all the people who’ll read it #and still i’m . augh. so stressed it loops back around to not doing it :(#when im done though i get to buy renegade knucks. yes consumerism bad however. he is my light at the end of the tunnel :)

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knightlas · 2 years ago

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lyla... .. i love y ou.... .

#spider-man 2099 #spider-man: dark genesis #sm2099 #comic panels #yknow. key words. key phrases.#i do like how miguels drawn here. at least the arts p good im already so weary though #every day i read new spider-man 2099 comics #and for what? just to suffer??#idk i think. im literally not even done w the issue yet lmao #but a card system based on income and a brand new shiny 2099 avengers take and all this stuff that came around in exodus is just like.#its not so much Bad plotwise as much as it. just doesnt feel like 2099 #lmao #i. augh spider-man-2o99 articulates it so much better than i am rn but like. theyre right we really dont need more 2099 reboots #like expanding on the universe? cool! what exodus and dark genesis are doin?....... um! well!#also i miss gabriel where the fuck is he. is he in here. im on page 11 if i dont see gabriel by the end i set the building on fire #im joking. but im not #plus exodus was just. i dont remember exodus past issue 1 actually #art was pretty but isnt that the one where miguel got to play side character in his own comic.#for like 2+ separate issues #i Know its the one that brought norman osborn back bc i will never know peace #i mean issue 1 was p good iirc. it. maybe i should just read exodus again #i remember seeing zero and being soooo happy because hehe my pal :) and the panel where miguel flies straight into a wall. scrunchie #i feel like every time i read a sm2099 run thats not the original i have to walk in with a hazmat suit and everything looking for parts #WAIT EXODUS. HEY WASNT EXODUS THE ANNIVERSARY ONE?? THAT MIGUEL GOT SIDELINED IN??? HIS ANNIVERSARY SERIES?????????#know im going to be upset about jax j jameson being a thing until i die #also the whole avengers 2099 thing is just. not good #i went on a whole rant in here bc im special but tumblr hates me xoxoxo #dm me if you wanna hear the why the avengers happening in 2099 is bad for the ecosystem and me personally sad face rant im gonna color #NO IM GONNA FINISHT EH COMIC. FUCK

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hazellight11 · 1 year ago

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FUCK I NEVER GOT SICK BEFORE COLLEGE BUT LAST YEAR I GOT SICK THE WEEKEND OF THANKSGIVING BREAK AND I'M GETTING SICK RN FUCK DORM FLU OR WHATEVER THE FUCK THIS IS

#woke up with a sore throat yesterday and today im feeling mildly congested and tired #which objectively is not that bad but i can already tell it's going to get worse #at least i have an excuse to skip class (do class remote) (i never ACTUALLY skip class i pride myself on that)#but AUGH #i feel bad leaving my room because i dont want to get my germs on everything #i dont even want to leave my curtained-off desk area bc i have a roommate #but i need to shower and do laundry AUGHHHHHH #i think i'll stay home from classes tomorrow and get those things done then since most people will be at class #so i dont have to worry as much about catching the laundry machines open #rambles

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memequeen92 · 2 years ago

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man every once in a while i reread breaking you apart and get such a visceral urge to rewrite it if only because the first two chapters feel so awkward at certain points and it makes me cringe

but also like. the rest of the story doesn't bug me much, just the two first chapters.

but I also feel like it would be weird to go back and just make big changes to them after all this time??

fuck man, it's so easy to tell I was having a manic episode while writing the first two chapters of that fic...

#AUGH #genuinely debilitating how much certain points of the first two chapters hurt me #but also like. the original has 12k hits and i dont like just. deleting or completely changing things #ive only ever deleted ONE fic and it was because it was heavily influenced by an audiomaker #who eventually did some shit that made me uncomfortable with keeping it up #ough. it would take a while to rewrite that fucker too bc like hell I'm gonna just copy/paste the rest of the fic and call it done #id have to revisit the later chapters too and do some restructuring maybe.#ugh its so tempting i hate the first two chapters so much #also i guess the chapters with the lunch box kind of suck too honestly... they really drag on unnecessarily...#im gonna smack myself with a newspaper i already started a rewrite of deceptive calling and i have like 3 things in progress #i do not have the TIME to be rewriting another fic!!!#...but the temptation. my god. the temptation.

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autism-corner · 11 months ago

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my ears are finally the same size =w=bb

#slay.#8mm/0gauge !!!#augh it hurts #started by stacking two 16g rings all the way back in end nov. 2022 and now were here!!!#before i got tapers i only stacked rings i already had! but only on one ear so thats why that one had a bit of a head start =w=b #but now theyre even!!! if this one heals properly that is #augh #definitely went way to fast between sizes but =3=#im happy with how they are rn!! maybe someday ill size up again but not for a while.....#first i want at least a second lobe done......#sillyposting

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