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the idea of riko doing certain things to jean wishing he could do them to kevin is so fucked up
i love it
#my posts#my aftg posts#aftg#idk if i've made a post abt this before#but even if i did i'm constantly thinking about it#bc i think the books only hint at this#but it feels like his treatment of jean was more... impersonal?#obviously that just couldn't be the case with kevin#and if we consider the possibility that riko was the one to patch kevin up before jean#or maybe even after bc i don't think the books say jean ever did that for kevin#god it's so fucked up i want to know everything about the three of them#i will never stop asking for a kevin book#kevriko
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caps from comic Im doing
#not art yet. sorta#yeah that's one piece#outing myself this year as a sanji enjoyer#idk what compelled me to come back here (that's a lie I know 100% and it's haterism) but I did finally sit down and put down#this idea I've sat on for a Long time. bc I think I just. finally feel ready for it#or rather. both it and myself have been worn down and moulded enough by just. time passing. to be able to sit with each other in peace#but yeah I'm now neck deep in this (almost halfway thru inking!!) and Im learning a Lot#whatever u say abt one piece oda is a Phenomenal comic artist. one piece art-wise is dense on a level that makes me feel insane#like you barely see more than one type of screentone used and it's mostly to separate planes. its Just Ink. its fucked up#and drawing this comic is forcing me to show up on my a-game on a craft level as well. I love so much a Large part of it so far#comic is good guys. did u guys know that has anyone said this before#but yeah this one will! probably get posted to my main blog when the posting version is done. which is why I said in the prev ask#that the spheres might intersect soon lol#Im aware this is a stupid way to go about it if u look at it from a marketing/advertising angle. but thats not what Im here for#Im showing u cool bugs I made basically. and when the exhibit happens its gonna have mostly nothing to do with this#but yeah. if u see a comic with these caps in it in the future u will Know#otherwise we keep up kayfabe yeah? for fun. for comfort
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Link to OSP's vid, Link to TV Trope's page on "What You Are in the Dark"
#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#idk whats funnier abt this#that i haven't even finished the vid before making this post bc i was so excited abt making the connection#or that im pretty sure i've made this connection before and forgot abt it#something something the vampires are living an existence where there are no consequences and its hell#i wonder if this counts as a subversion of the trope actually...
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i haven’t been here much recently, and i’m sorry i’ve only been negative on the off chance i’ve been online, but let me just say one last piece before the end of this month, so that maybe the next might be better….
#or maybe my time here ends w this month…i’m not sure i guess it all depends on how i feel but as of right now#everytime i think i'm fine i open tumblr and immediately am sad again the whole app has become my doomscroll at this point#i got a notification on a random talking post from a while ago and it felt like reading the words of a completely different person#lately i find it difficult to find any joy here at all when it always feels so lonely… a type of loneliness i���ve never experienced before#everyone always has ppl interacting w them who are interested in their stuff or are always sent things that are reminiscent of them....#i’m always praised for remembering stuff abt other ppl but i wonder if anyone remembers anything abt me#what is it about me that is so forgettable am i dull am i uninteresting did i not solidify myself enough do you guys just not like me lolz#but i don't want this to come across as guilt tripping or being ungrateful to what i do have because ik comparison is the death of joy but#it's still hard to watch when it's so in your face and it makes me think if ppl only talk to me because they feel obligated to#because anyone can say empty words.... i wish my perception of things didn't turn bitter i wish i hadn't become so jaded but#over and over i've felt irrelevant cast aside overshadowed and i cannot exist in a place where i feel like i'm a ghost in the corner#idk i've never felt like This before and i'm at least glad it's something i can walk away from by just....leaving...#sad that this used to be somewhere i can run away To but now it's become somewhere i want to run away From#i don't know...even if i get over whatever this is...things will never be the same for me... i just don't think i belong here#if only i had never made this blog then i would have saved myself a world of turmoil
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"they never dated but they ARE exes" is such a funny relationship for two characters to have. very awkward relationship to have irl tho
#eliot posts#it still IS a little funny irl tho#i visoted her last night cuz i was in town and the vibe was so weird#it's like. we had an EXPLOSIVE breakup years ago and we're on amicable terms now but there's just the past kinda hanging there in the air#im no longer upset about the stuff she did to me but i AM still a lil sore abt how she hurt our other friends#but sometimes i still talk to her out of... idk. nostalgia or something?#idk if it's the same thing driving her to keep talking to me or what#i don't think she holds any ill feelings towards me cuz she admitted she was totally in the wrong for pretty much everything#and the worst i did was be TOO loyal and enable her but at the same time she thinks she'd be worse off if i didn't do all that back then idk#sometimes i wonder if she wants our old relationship but but i've made it clear we'll never be able to go back there#sidenote: her actual ex boyfriend (who i am still besties with and love so much) is the one that started the joke that me and her are exes#he was like ''i think she's not just MY ex girlfriend she's OUR ex girlfriend'' when i was telling my roommate about her#(and then i told her about that and she laughed and agreed that yeah. we basically ARE exes)#her actual ex/my bestie won't talk to her at all anymore and he's totally within his rights to do that#i actually asked him a few years ago if he was okay with me talking to her before i messaged her cuz i didn't wanna risk hurting him#anyway yeah. it's weird#seeing her left me with a lot of feelings that aren't exactly bad just Weird. idk.
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Really. Really dislike the idea that sonic is a character without flaw. I feel like I've seen a strange amount of ppl idolize sonic as this embodiment of good itself, ignoring his flaws and making him seem more perfect than he actually is. It feels almost antithetical to who sonic is as a character
Just bc his flaws aren't explored in great depth with him having arcs overcoming them like other characters doesn't mean those flaws are suddenly not *there*. He's stubborn. He has a temper. He's impatient. He's reckless. He has an ego. Like those are flaws guys. He's had those since forever. He's very much not perfect and never really has been
I don't really get where this idea has been coming from either, since sonic has never come across as a perfect goodie-two-shoes hero or some embodiment of goodness to me. He's literally Just Some Guy who happens to have superpowers and happens to use them for good bc he feels like it
Maybe it's bc of his narrative role, being a more static character that inspires others to change more than he changes himself. Maybe it's bc his positive traits often overpower his negative ones. Maybe it's bc he's not framed in the same way as characters who's flaws are more prominent. Maybe it's bc what he believes is right tends to allign with what we consider good, and we've been shown *very* few times where it doesn't
Idk. But he isn't perfect and I don't think we should treat him as such
#ramblings#idk man. something that's been on the mind a lot lately#i've made a post like this before but i'm doing it again idc#the nuances guys. the nuances of the speedy blue hedgehog#i sound fucking insane don't i#i feel like i'm going insane#if sonic heard the way some ppl talk abt him he'd tell them to cut it out i'm so serious i can feel it in my soul
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hey. hope this message doesn't bother you. I love you. I love your work. you are one of my favorite fic authors, I am absolutely obsessed with everything you write. reread everything ten times over, drarry or not, fluffy or angsty - even when it absolutely shatters my heart (e.g. for lack of wanting, SUCH a great fic btw i'm so obsessed with it). the four doors? life changing. two to lie and one to listen? engraved into my brain for eternity. what's mine is yours? what a ride holy shit, im VERY normal about it. wrapped? my comfort read. and so it goes.
if I could aggressively smother you with kudos and love I WOULD!!!
awhile ago you said that there's no such thing as "big deals" in fandom and I 100% agree but at the same time you are a big deal TO ME!!! not in the sense of any kind of hierarchy but purely based on the fact that I think you are such a cool person and your writing is amazing and poignant and your presence in fandom makes it so much better. it's been a pleasure following you here on tumblr and just reading your tags and posts.
idk I just think you rule. that's it. thank you for hanging with us. MWAH 💛
ahhhh anon sorry for leaving this message sitting in my inbox for a couple of days but !! i have zero idea how to react to this!! you're so kind!! thank you!! please discard any and all inclinations u have that i am a cool person bc i can assure you i am NOT!!
#tumblr tag essay time? tumblr tag essay time#why can't i do this in the main body of a post u ask? pure obnoxiousness ig idk#scarier when it's not greyed out and in a little whisper innit#1) anon i love and appreciate you + your kind words so so much but i rly cannot stress enough that literally nobody here is a big deal 😭#like i know u don't mean it in That Way but even so!!!#this is a hill i could write another 1k words about before i die on it again but i will spare u 😅#2) ur also v v kind to say the thing abt my presence in fandom#but unfortunately i'm coming to terms with the fact that my presence in fandom is v much on the sidelines#a non-presence#i'm embracing my role as the crotchety old hag who does not attend the functions#i have a hut in the woods and u can find me there (here in tumblr tags) muttering to myself#occasionally i'll wander into the town square (ao3) and present an unnerving thing i made from mud and twigs (a fic) and then i'll fuck off#that's about all i can handle in terms of group settings i think 😅#but the door to my hut (my DMs) is always open if u want to stop by!#3) i can't even begin to acknowledge all the nice things u said about my fics kjhsdf you are truly too generous 😭#let me smother YOU with love!!! cmere!!!#4) this is the second nice anon message i've had in the last couple weeks which is !!!!#anon(s) i'm kissing you wherever u consent to be kissed!!!#but ofc now i'm paranoid ppl will think i'm sending these to myself skdljf#can't stress enough how open my DMs are on here/twt/discord if ever u wanna chat in a way that i don't have to post publicly to reply to 😅#5) i'm soooo sorry about these tags#could have just said “thanks!” couldn't i#please put me right in the bin#anyway sorry again thank you again ilu very much ❤️
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yk it kinda sucks realizing you're not particularly good at any one thing
#text post#i feel like i've made this post before#also i'm not trying to be like OH MAN I SUCK BOO HOO#it's just kinda like...a fact?#like i like to angst abt how i'm not fluent in jp yet yadda yadda and yes that sucks butt#but it's like...it was supposed to be the thing i'm good at and i'm. not lol#which is fine it takes time maybe one day etc etc yeah wooh!#but like...i don't have anything else#and i ran into this problem during the job hunt too#like i don't have any marketable skills#and even if we're just talking outside of marketable skills! just a thing or a passion or something i'm good at!#that is also not a thing#like drawing or singing or anything...#like i'm OKAY at writing but not great or anything#idk i don't have like a thing and it's a bummer sometimes#anyway
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anyway here's an image of me and my new son
#pitch posts#banana boy and sc...#i AM also thinking abt the slug cg's tendencies since i've been playing again#if red eats meat they'll just fall over saint-style#idk if i've mentioned that yellow crafts before but they do and i feel like they've made a nuke by accident. much to beckon's dismay#i still haven't figured out green sadly....... i still need to find something for them......#blue is the first one to find out lizards are edible because they WILL try to eat anything#i do think green does try to talk to and/or mimic beckons. but all he can hear is 'wawa'#stick world au#tommy's stickmen tag
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randomly looked at this account to update my age and holy shit it's been a while since i posted here..........i have a small pile of art i have yet to post but hbhbshdbshbd too lazy
#part of it is that i haven't posted any of my recent art but in addition#i haven't made new art in a WHILE (abt 3 months) which is highly unusual for me but the reason for that is#3 months ago i suddenly remembered that i tried learning mandarin for three (3) days before forgetting about it for 9 months#(amusingly the reason why is not because of danmei......i did not even know danmei existed when i first decided to learn it)#anyways i have been insanely fixated on learning it for the past 3 months#however since art is primarily a way for me to process my interests and that only really be done when i'm fixated on media........well#let's just say i have not been making art at all#that might change soon tho#rn i'm reading 撒野 (saye) in chinese bc it's at a level i can read and i fucking love it so far#idk why i picked a book longer than svsss (which took me a week to read in english)...u would think there's no chance of me finishing it#or even reading it#especially when the only novel i've read before this is a chinese translation of the fucking magic finger by roald dahl LMFAO#but it's been a week and i'm a fifth of the way into it which i was not expecting at all#it was initially an exercise of “i will get as far as i can and try my best to read a chapter a day” but i've been zipping through chapters#last night i was up until 3 AM reading it and i was so tempted to read more but had to stop myself#of course this is all aided by pleco which lets me quickly look up words that i don't know yet. pleco ily#that being said...this all does mean i know words like 收銀台 before i even know the word for “orange” (the color) which is pretty funny#but idk considering that the sum of my time spent learning chinese is just 3 months..........i think i am doing pretty damn good#i thought it would be a LOT longer before i could finally start enjoying some interesting things#god but it really has been a while since i last read a high school romance...but i am quite fond of the leads and their respective baggage#sorry for the whole tag ramble.........i haven't really had anyone to talk abt this stuff with#oh also it's my birthday#that is why i am even here to update my age in the first place#happy lan wangji birthday#actually the only reason i realized it was gonna be my birthday soon is because i saw chinese artists posting lan wangji birthday fanart#and then remembered that we share the same birthday#also re: the art i haven't posted yet.........a good chunk of it is misvil fanart...song qingshi my beloved#and there's also a luo binghe drawn on an art app i PROGRAMMED MYSELF (!!!!!!!!!) in there#actually that piece is the main reason i haven't posted the art i HAVE made. how the fuck do i explain that i drew it on an app that i made#sorry this is genuinely the most off the rails tag ramble i've ever done. okay i'm done
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MAN idk how to go around wording or talking abt this but let me try still anyways
#in the tags specifically bc I'm a bit of a coward still#anyway. I've made a post abt this before but deleted for the reason that I got Super Embaraased over myself#but gonna try talking abt it again#anyway I've?? thought abt it a bunch and?? I kinda wanna make a loosely 18+ slfshp sideblog?? nothing downright 18+ honestly#just stuff I'd right not post or talk abt it bc I have minors following me (Nothing against them considering I used to be one LOL)#but it also feels? weird to mention or talk abt it here considering I've said I'm aroace and I'm like Super Anxious over how ppl perceive m#I'm the one who defines my sexuality ofc and that's not other ppl's business#but there's also the. the Fear of my reputation being tarnished#bc ik suggestive or 18+ isn't for everyone even if ur an adult and all that. and I respect that! I'll respect ur boundaries and keep-#-that stuff away from u. but I'm hjjghdghs actually lowkey scared I might be viewed less bc I'm fine with it???#sorry I'm not usually used to bringing this up in public and might be shooting my own foot here but. Ig I'm trying to get it out there stil#I wanna feel more comfortable in expressing myself and although I already do that here#there are still parts of me I wanna share to those I'm close to without making the others uncomfortable. in a way#idk idk :'D#🌸 lin speaks!!
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worst fandom thing is when you get into something because of your friend(s) and then you're still hyperfixated on it years later and they don't at all care about it anymore. bonus points if you're not friends anymore but you're still in the fandom they got you into.
#i got into tokrev right as they got out of it n i used to joke abt it#now sometimes i see a tokrev post n go “ah. this is a piece of me now. from someone that i haven't spoken to in years but still love & miss#the fact that one of them hasn't played genshin in months & my ar is “finally” (we made a bet. she started playing before me n bet that i#would never have a higher ar than her. i bet her i would.) higher than hers made me cry when i realised for the first time bc that made me#realise that. huh. i've really lost her now.#the genshin ar thing means sm to me#probably incomprehensible for anyone else but. yeah. i won the bet. but at what fucking cost.#“it was just a silly bet. what did it take?” “everything.”#yeah#idk#divine rambles. ` 🕊
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cannot stop thinking about yungi youth mv
#like what if i throw up#it's about the trauma and the tiredness and picking yourself back up and moving on it's about friendship and home#they lost sight of each other when they were so focused on themselves and their own shit#the shot of mingi in front of the mirrors where the center one is himself and the rest are yunho with his back towards him like !!!!!!!!!!!!#their old coping mechanisms not working#mingi used to use music to shut out the world so he could be alone but now it brings him back to yunho but yunho isn't THEREEEEE#yunho picked up his lore!brother's guitar bc it had been his dream before he died and he was grieving him but here he's smashing it on the-#-wrecked car the thing that took his brother away from him#and u can SEE yunho dancing in the burning house even in the 2 different sets u see flames through the windows#and mingi is watching the cabin burn alone until yunho walks into frame and we can breathe bc he's no longer trapping himself in that house#AND THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE TURNS TO MINGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII#IT'S LIKE. WE'RE BOTH HERE. WE MADE IT AND WE'RE STILL TOGETHER.#gonna puke. idk if anything i've said makes sense it's after midnight and my head is a jumble they just got me feeling a lot#it's about the loneliness it's about the grief it's about watching ur past in third person it's about returning to yourself in the present#mingi i love u forever and ever. his lyrics have always hit the hardest like he Gets me#god this is just such a fever era song so ofc i'm obsessed like the lyrics in that series just fuckin HIT#they talk abt how hard and lonely and scary and confusing and tiring it is growing up and i start thrashing and clawing at the walls#how wonderful to not only be alive at the same time as atz but to be the same age & have similar experiences so their music feels like a hug#like. i'm not alone huh#ANYWAY. did not come here with the intention of saying anything in the tags i was just gonna post that picture but alas#kara can talk
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i've been watching a lot of speedruns lately, so i gotta say. if i ever decide to get into speedrunning, i absolutely wanna run poképark 2 bc i wanna figure out if i can replicate that glitch i found when i was like 9 bc i think it could have skip potential if done by someone who knows what they're doing.
#i've explained this glitch to a few people over dms before#but i've never made like An Actual Post detailing the glitch#and i've seen no other mention of anything like it online so i'm pretty confident that it's undocumented#like. my cousin once said that she had friends who tried to replicate the glitch only for their games to crash#but my cousin used to just. lie about shit for fun bc we were kids so idk how true that is#i think i also had a friend in 5th grade who claimed to pull it off but she also used to Just Say Shit#so y'know#anyway. this stupid glitch has lived rent-free in my head for abooooout 10 years now??#and if y'all wanna hear abt it lmk and i'll make an actual post talking about it#instead of just. telling people over dms.
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We did it boys we got our first game crash in oni 🎉
#rat rambles#oni posting#it's not even that far past cycle 300 yet my laptop just sucks ass#Ive made it further with more colonies and dupes before without a crash so I was a bit surprised at first#but also this is my first time coring out my starting planet so thats probably why#Im going to try to stick with this save as long as I can handle it but Im definitely not going to be able to make more colonies#or at least not any like active and populated ones#my current plan is to use my current dinky rocket to help me make a shit load of databanks and then research straight to the radbold engine#I've never rly worked with radbolts outside of research stuff so I thought it'd be a good experience to have#plus I usually use petroleum and well quite frankly I dont think I can do that rn#well I mean. I Could. but Id rly rather not until I can get my rocketry program set up properly#mainly because I rly don't wanna rely on the teleporters for my renovations of my teleport planet as I want at least a digger and a#scientist going over there and prefferably an extra dupe or two as well#theyd be there in atmo suits to activate the material transporters and dig into the oil biome and set up pipes and shit for the oil wells#and then Im going to transport the oil back to my home planet using the transporters and refine them there#then I can Finally get a gas range going and hopefully set up some extra generators#Im not sure if I want to use either full time yet but depending on how many oil wells there are Ill consider it#once I get all that set up then Ill probably start working towards setting up more farms so I can upgrade my food quality some more#and then grab jorge 👍#after that idk if Im super interested in doing too much more#I might do the rest of the story traits for funsies but other than that Im not sure if I can manage this world for long enough to get to#the real late game shit considering it's already chugging like hell rn#Ill probably have to deconstruct a bunch of latters and shit pretty soon to try to manage the lag better#and also sweep everything outside up even if itll take forever#Im at a good point where everything is rly stable eccept for my power gen#my power gen is currently perfectly acceptable and it will keep being good for a good while but its definitely not a permanent set up#I just dont have enough hatches and pips for my coal production to keep up and my pip ranch us become increasingly more and more of a issue#mainly because of how cold my base is and how annoying its been keeping the trees alive#another future issue I have to worry abt is my water tank overflowing#but thats a much easier problem to fix I just need to build a bigger tank
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was looking into biking in the city i live in and jesus christ is the subreddit for this place full of some of the most pessimistic assholes alive lmfao
#i mean to be fair it IS reddit but also. my god.#would read posts like “hi guys i was wondering if anyone here has advice on commuting to work with a bike :)”#and half the comments would be about how they're idiots for even thinking of that and how miserable and crime ridden this place is#and also about how drivers suck but also they hate all cyclists?? like jeeeeesus christ guys. maybe take a deep breath or something#and then there'd be like one or two people like “i don't know about commutes but i cycle recreationally and it's so much fun! good luck!”#and then drop a bunch of really great helpful resources about biking here and various routes. love those people let's make it only them pls#the crime rate here Is high but that does not make the whole city a miserable unlivable shithole lol#maddie meows#idk just. was not fun. made me kind of anxious about an idea i was sort of excited about.#i've looked there a few times before and it ALWAYS just leaves me feeling incredibly shitty and nervous abt leaving the house which sucks#(in case it wasn't obvious i only moved here recently.)#and then time passes and i feel good again and i forget how awful that god damn subreddit is... fool that i am#i must not add “reddit” to the end of my internet searches abt this place. reddit is the mind killer. etc etc
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