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I love all the people talking about the comedy of āOne Sixer pleaseā but why havenāt I seen anybody talking about this part of the page
Like this made me so sad. He got drunk and then he just wanted to call his mom. He wanted to see her, for her to care for him. He forgot he wasnāt young anymore, he doesnāt have school and he doesnāt have his mom.
Like itās just type but you can feel the terror when he realizes. Theyāre all gone. His whole family, his whole universe.
#the book of bill#bill cipher#bill ci the triangle guy#gravity falls#bill ci the all seeing eye#bill ci the demon guy#gravity falls bill#gravity falls bill cipher#gf bill cipher#gf bill#bill cipherās mom#bill cipher angst#Iāve made so many discoveries on#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#but I havenāt made any posts about them#because I donāt know how I feel about sharing them#like I want people to have the joy of finding them themselves#idk I might change my mind
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not really related to anything homestuck-related, but it feels like I don't wanna draw for a week straight after finishing that Atorva render
#spkr on#idk i might change my mind#but rn i just wanna vibe#even tho my mind doesn't wanna do that#I like doing things so me doing nothing makes me feel guilty#like i'm wasting my time or something#also i'm posting this here 'cuz I might go silent when I don't draw for a while
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I. think I might try on they/them for a bit. and see how it feels
#idk if i know what i wanna be yet but i don't think i wanna be a man#feelings are complicated rn and i might change my mind#idk#i still wanna be pops though
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Oh no! Looks like the new farmhand had an accident.
I keep thinking of @m3atbuff3t toploaders and young strickpage was the result.
#strickpage#hangman adam page#swerve strickland#aew#wrestling#idk why swerve would be near a farm but thats not my job im just here drawing any silly idea that crosses my mind#poor hanger has to change his clothes :*( [is it obvious that there is no actual reason for his pants to be open? perhaps]#i might color this later#eggon
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helaena and dreamfyre š
#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#valyrianscrolls#helaena targaryen#dreamfyre#my art#she's the prettiest. to me#actually. i havent drawn tessarion properly yet i might change my mind#i used to be a tessarion prettiest girl truther but idk if i like the copper honestly#edit fuck i think i made her too small š
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thinking about mafia shen family au. the system is fucking around with shen qingqius life again and is like yk what if ur not gonna tell your husband anything about yourself then ill force you to. have fun! :D
sqq doesnāt even have the time to think 'wtfff??' before Everything Happens. shen yuanās soul gets shoved back into his original body just moments before he dies. in this version of the au he was choking on food, so he gets the lovely experience of having his airflow blocked again! lucky for him, the system dragged binghe along for the ride so he is saved before he dies again.
this route for mafia au means that the shen family never had to grieve shen yuan. im not sure how the Family reacts to their a-yuan suddenly having a very strong and intimidating significant other (boyfriend? husband?!??? wdym he got married without telling us!?!?) all of a sudden. does shen yuan come out to his family?? no, but also yes, but also not really. they knew he wasn't straight this entire time, so its more like they are coming out to him instead of the other way around. god knows they have bigger skeletons in their closets, they don't care if a twink is in there too.
there is less angst here, and it mostly centers around the comedic factor of shen yuan showing binghe around his house only for them to "stumble upon" an entire closet filled with guns..!?! shen yuan is just standing there in complete horror as binghe grabs a whole ass ar-15!?!?? hes looking at him with the most innocent eyes asking him what this strange metal object is. jesus fucking christ. his white lotus is holding a gun and now he has to explain gun control policies while his brain is leaking out of his ears. he opens his mouth right before an alarm starts blaring everywhere. heās saved by the bell! except not really, because now six members of his Family are surrounding them and pointing several guns at binghe!!!!! what the actual fuck is going on here!!!!!! this is not how the 'meet the parents' arc is supposed to go!!
#āļø#im gonna name this route#bingqiu shen family mafia au#because i want to write the binggeyuan version#and i wanna specify which mafia aus im talking about when i post. i cant make up my mind on where i want to take this lol#shen yuan mafia au#the 'closet' was actually very well hidden with several different mechanisms locking it away#im sure sy also had to do a finger scan to open it#and he didnt think much about it because 'all the other doors in his house have locks like that!' its no big deal if we open this one#he showed binghe around to all of the secret spots in his family home where he would hide. and one of those spots happened to be a safe roo#that had a closet full of snacks + warm blankets + and several sets of spare clothes to change into#he never knew that there was another door behind all those coats! wow his house has so many cool features in it!#DA GE WHY DO WE OWN SO MANY GUNS WTF#THIS ISNT AMERICA?????????????#BTW the Family thinks that binghe is probably a spy or smth and preying on sy to get to the Family. that might be important to mention. idk#svsss#svsss au#shen yuan#luo binghe#even tho hes barely mentioned... sorry lbh ill expand on your role here later...#scumbag self saving system#scumbag system#mxtx svsss#svsss luo binghe#bingqiu#its there if u squint#i am the system in this case#i want to put sy into so many Situationsā¢ļø#svsss shen yuan
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auggie!!
#a while back i thought abt giving her stretch marks since she had vincent and i finally added em ^_^#not much else changed since the last time i drew her ref so im gonna take that as a win since i change my mind so much#the other characters im gonna do next.. lucky herschel mulch and rover.. ill probably change up luckys design again though#i think ill make his fur closer to golden.. maybe thatll go better with the green patch on his hair cuz if i make it too close to orange#it looks more like a carrot than a four leaf clover.. i might also make refs for parhelion and eudora but idk if ill draw them much#aaanndd i still need to revamp serildas design.. i think ill stick with the delinquent vibe. and i wanna revisit analogue's design#presto and shuffles designs are also constantly changing but i think i liked what i did last time so changes will be small.... theyre a#little unique among my characters because i see them as both boys and girls. genderfluid? i dont assign pronouns to my characters#so id like to play around with their outfits and stuff. idk why its like that with them specifically but its fun#my art#myart#my oc#oc#augusta#oc ref sheet#reference sheet#kemonomimi#anthro#humanoid#???#character design
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I'll either succeed or I'll learn trying
#I wanna REMEMBER THIS!!!!!!!!#its helpful for me to keep in mind#not failing. learning#learning. learning makes failures into something worthwhile#grimacing as I repeat this to myself#text post#delete later#idk saying it cause it made me be like heh. nice#so idk might make someone else be like hm... nice#so LAMGOMSAGKLSAJGALKGJASLKGMSALKGJ#there is not much thought behind the things I post there's just not really much thought in general#honestly that is not true#I overthing everything. on account of the anxiety#but it's all good#speaking of the doc gave me an anti anxiety med on top of the adhd thing#so that's cool#seems to be working though..#she told me I could up the dose and I might do that in like a week if it feels like hrmm#I asked for all the instructions about starting stopping upping lowering or changing the time I take things#cause yknow. those things matter and I like to experiment to figure out whats best for me#this has nothing to do with the post#also they messed up my order again#i only got 180 books#bro theres 120 more#where are they#give me my books!!! please!!!!!!!1#I'll wait til tomorrow#its possible they just didnt fit on the truck. thats completely reasonable
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kenadian design because i binged all his videos recently
#kenadian#this design will probably change in the future#like i was on the fence about adding a scar to his face because of the mask#but i ended up not doing it#but idk#i might change my mind who knows#fei draws#fei designs
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āitās just a warmup sketch,ā i say to myself. āiām just gonna warm up on shading and coloring. iām just warming up on anatomy.ā my spine crackles from sitting in shrimp stance for 2 hours. ājust to warm up.ā
#dairydraws#epithet erased#molly blyndeff#prison of plastic#jelloapocalypse#epithet erased prison of plastic#eepop#digital painting#molly is really fun to practice drawing hair on but i do kinda feel like iām fighting against the skin tone in her ref whenever i draw her#i donāt even necessarily feel like i favor warmer or more saturated tones in general but idk#something about the color in her ref doesnāt mesh right with my painting style#i should try painting her lit in cooler toned light that might help#i was drawing her crying and then changed my mind#but i forgot to erase the little snot bubble. so i guess molly has a runny nose#the reason i got so carried away is almost definitely because the cafe im in is playing such slow relaxing music#i usually listen to pretty upbeat stuff when i draw#and it motivates me to go fairly fast. but i was just kinda enjoying myself and going with the rhythm of the lowfi beatstrumentals#this is a great cafe. the masala chai here fucking shreds#itās so cardamom heavy and baby do i love cardamom#you know a tea at a cafe is good if drinking the stuff leftover at the bottom gets a lil grit in ur mouth#molly deserves a warm cup of masala chai frankly#paintings
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Thinking about Akiren and his hometownā¦. I like to think/headcanon that he doesnāt hate it there. There is a strange sort of comfort being there at times, but itās not really.. Home anymore. Same with his parents - my hc is that theyāre pretty average (he goes through So Much shit all the time I think he deserves a Little bit of normalcy in his life lol). Theyāre nice and they care for him, but after living in Tokyo for a year and everything that happened that year, thereās this weird gap now.
Akiren went through so much in the span of that year and he changed a lot during that year. We obviously donāt know too much about pre-game Akiren, but it seems like heās always had this strong conviction, but acted more reserved than he actually is, similar to how he keeps his head down when heās put on probation. And then he does not only awaken to his persona and is able to rip of that mask both figuratively and literally, but he finds a place where he can truly start being himself. He finds people who also discover themselves and grow alongside him, and makes him stronger - and he finds people he truly belongs with. And despite all the shit they had to go through, itās also some of the most fun heās ever had and these people are so special to him and they understand him and he them and -
And then he has to go back home. And he knows theyāre gonna miss each other, but also that heāll see them again. And it is a little nice to be back, itās peaceful for a change and at least he has Morgana with him. But itās a bit too peaceful. Thereās not the buzz of the city anymore, heās not used to it being so quiet - heās not used to having so few people around him anymore. The town is the same, his parents are the same, but he isnāt. And it feels weird cause nothing is necessarily wrong or bad there, heās just so. Out of place. Heās a completely different person but no one in this town knows that. And so itās really easy to slip back to how heās always acted when heās there. Because this isnāt where his real self is supposed to be.
Then summer rolls around, and he travels back to Tokyo and all his friends are there to welcome him and Morgana back and it finally feels like he can breathe again. Like heās finally back where he belongs and heās able to be his full honest self.
Heās home.
#oh man I hope this is coherent and made sense my thoughts abt this are very . theyāre hard to put into words#I might have . self projected just a little bit. Idk I see a lot of myself in the whole Going to and living in a different town and being#changed and finding people there. and how weird it can feel coming home and being unable to act the same just cause. it doesn't feel right#and esp strikers reminds me so much of finally getting to meet friends in the summer and just getting to spend time with them for a while#I know Iām adding to a big pre-existing log of Akiren analyzises but . the phantom thieves and their relationship means a lot to me#and itās been on my mind a lot lately so I HAD to get it out lol#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#persona 5 strikers#anyway . runs off#I like character analysis . i get so scareds abt posting it#talkies
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uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi uzi
#art#murder drones#digital art#artists on tumblr#md#uzi doorman#uzi#md uzi#krita#the tail looks weird#i might change it.#idk#it was going to have some animation but i changed my mind.
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haiii green back with another gender thought, realized that as boy as i may be i still exist in a transfeminine body and live a transfeminine life, even if i don't specifically identify as transfeminine i still exist in a tma space in the eyes of society, my gender as a boy doesn't really affect that much. the people who know me and treat me like a boy are not treating me like i'm tme they're just respecting me... so basically all the tmra boys are jealous of me, the one true trannyboy
#oh for clarity i'm green i'm one of novas headmates and ive been trying to understand my gender in relation to the body! system stuff yk#realized this cuz of novas genderfluidity#she was explaining that even when she feels like a boy there isn't an escape from being tma just from personal identity#it has more to do with a description of the body and society you exist in than any specifics to your identity#which makes sense why i didn't realize before#i was still operating in the 'trans women are only ever binary women' headspace forgetting that transfems are going to have complicated#relationships to gender too#but all those wrinkles never let them escape being tma#and yea i can technically stop fronting to avoid being treated transmisogynisticly that's like#telling a transfem she can avoid being harassed by dissociating#that's not actually the ability to opt out it's the ability to take gut punches and not feel it#idk i could be wrong and might change my mind as i learn more but#people were rly nice to me last time i posted abt this stuff so i figured id share šš
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āput me on a pedestal and iāll only disappoint you
tell me iām exceptional, and i promise to exploit you
gimme all your money, and iāll make some origami honey!
i think youāre a joke!!! ā¦but i donāt find you very
fuuuuuuu~nyyyā
More tagr art!!! Assorted stuff this time! Featuring some cute chibi stuff. Some solo gazās, a lil uhhh. Comic of an altercation.. and a very belated Halloween pic I started drawing last Halloween and didnt finish lol. Also featuring lyrics from pedestrian at best cuz that song rllly rlly fits my ver of tak lol.
#invader zim#gaz membrane#invader tak#tagr#iz tak#iz gaz#tak#doodles#there toxic yuri!!! theyāre all over the place!!! tak is tsundere insane alien who fueled by revenge itās gonna be rough!#I think. there relationship would slowly grow and develop as gaz is helping tak w all her injuries#but I think theyād end up having a true true falling out sometime after take fully healed and gets her ship back.#and theyād be split up for a few years maybe? idk how long Iād want it to be. but! yeah.#absence makes the heart grow fonder and makes u realize how fucking stupid u are#and eventually theyād reunite and shit would be better lol#I donāt want them to be at each others throats forever thatād suck lol#theyre just definitely are moments where there at each others throats in the beginning#but they r also moments.. where they both feel true belonging and acceptance. like they never have beforeā¦ and it blows there lil mindsā¦#I also dO want gaz to go into space at some point w tak cuz thatād be fucking awesome#after they reunite again they can go explore the universe a bit#these r all very half baked ideas btw and also my brains mush cuz ive been drawing all day#so please excuse if said ideas suck. also please excuse all the typos lol#I might change my mind on the them separating idkā¦ or maybe make it a shorter amount of timeā¦ idk!! I havent thought thru all this shit lol#itās not like Iām gonna write a story or actually make a comic Iām just drawing random fanart#I donāt need to have all these thoughts all solidified lol
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loving reminder as someone who struggles with food: you are allowed to add joy to your food. you are allowed to add a little joy even if itās a tiny thing, something silly or something weird. you are allowed to do it whenever you want, as many times as you want. anything that makes food easier and more enjoyable for you is worth it!! itās your food, you can decide what to do with it!! you can add rainbow sprinkles to your ice cream. you can cut your food into little heart shapes. you can pack your snacks into cute little bento boxes. it is not pointless or childish, it is an effective and active coping tool that you are allowed to use.
give yourself a little joy. the little things add up.
#even if itās just a teeny tiny thing itās sooo helpful to get just a little bit of excitement out of ur meal!!#you are allowed to do it!! if itās āpointlessā then whatās the point in denying yourself from it??#Iām being so serious like. put stickers on your air fryer. put your meals into cute containers even if you donāt need them.#cut your food up into little cute pieces if you have the spoons for it. buy yourself Dino nuggies.#try to have at least one thing to look forward to in every meal even if itās just a little piece of candy#just!! change things up!! be self indulgent!!! you are worth it and anything that helps you be healthy is worth it!!!#there are no rules!!!! you are allowed to be kind to yourself!!#anyways. donāt mind my rambling. Iām just trying to romanticize my own struggles rn#and itās genuinely been very interesting to learn what helps and how my brain works!!!#idk I just think about it a lot. it means a lot to me rn.#also before anyone tells me I piss on the poor. obviously my experiences are not universal and will not apply to everyone#things that work for me might not work for you and thatās ok!! I wish you luck I love u!!!#tw ed#just a teensy implication#gem donāt look#arfid
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honestly i feel like this season was really well thought out overall? idk it's just the feeling i get yk, excluding the adaptation of isamu's introduction chapter bc that ep felt like it had a rushed pacing, and the fact we got miharu without a hand extended, this season gave me the feeling like most things ended up fitting well together, also i like the adaptations for most things too
i really loved it, might be me being emotional bc it's over but i think this is one of my fave seasons :')
#natsume yuujinchou#i just really liked it a lot overall#idk i feel like they've got better at adapting it yk#tho i plan on watching it all again in one go once the bluray is out#so i might change my mind#but watching it weekly that's the feeling i got
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