#idk I might change my mind
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I love all the people talking about the comedy of âOne Sixer pleaseâ but why havenât I seen anybody talking about this part of the page
Like this made me so sad. He got drunk and then he just wanted to call his mom. He wanted to see her, for her to care for him. He forgot he wasnât young anymore, he doesnât have school and he doesnât have his mom.
Like itâs just type but you can feel the terror when he realizes. Theyâre all gone. His whole family, his whole universe.
#the book of bill#bill cipher#bill ci the triangle guy#gravity falls#bill ci the all seeing eye#bill ci the demon guy#gravity falls bill#gravity falls bill cipher#gf bill cipher#gf bill#bill cipherâs mom#bill cipher angst#Iâve made so many discoveries on#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#but I havenât made any posts about them#because I donât know how I feel about sharing them#like I want people to have the joy of finding them themselves#idk I might change my mind
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not really related to anything homestuck-related, but it feels like I don't wanna draw for a week straight after finishing that Atorva render
#spkr on#idk i might change my mind#but rn i just wanna vibe#even tho my mind doesn't wanna do that#I like doing things so me doing nothing makes me feel guilty#like i'm wasting my time or something#also i'm posting this here 'cuz I might go silent when I don't draw for a while
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I. think I might try on they/them for a bit. and see how it feels
#idk if i know what i wanna be yet but i don't think i wanna be a man#feelings are complicated rn and i might change my mind#idk#i still wanna be pops though
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Oh no! Looks like the new farmhand had an accident.
I keep thinking of @m3atbuff3t toploaders and young strickpage was the result.
#strickpage#hangman adam page#swerve strickland#aew#wrestling#idk why swerve would be near a farm but thats not my job im just here drawing any silly idea that crosses my mind#poor hanger has to change his clothes :*( [is it obvious that there is no actual reason for his pants to be open? perhaps]#i might color this later#eggon
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helaena and dreamfyre đ
#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#valyrianscrolls#helaena targaryen#dreamfyre#my art#she's the prettiest. to me#actually. i havent drawn tessarion properly yet i might change my mind#i used to be a tessarion prettiest girl truther but idk if i like the copper honestly#edit fuck i think i made her too small đ
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auggie!!
#a while back i thought abt giving her stretch marks since she had vincent and i finally added em ^_^#not much else changed since the last time i drew her ref so im gonna take that as a win since i change my mind so much#the other characters im gonna do next.. lucky herschel mulch and rover.. ill probably change up luckys design again though#i think ill make his fur closer to golden.. maybe thatll go better with the green patch on his hair cuz if i make it too close to orange#it looks more like a carrot than a four leaf clover.. i might also make refs for parhelion and eudora but idk if ill draw them much#aaanndd i still need to revamp serildas design.. i think ill stick with the delinquent vibe. and i wanna revisit analogue's design#presto and shuffles designs are also constantly changing but i think i liked what i did last time so changes will be small.... theyre a#little unique among my characters because i see them as both boys and girls. genderfluid? i dont assign pronouns to my characters#so id like to play around with their outfits and stuff. idk why its like that with them specifically but its fun#my art#myart#my oc#oc#augusta#oc ref sheet#reference sheet#kemonomimi#anthro#humanoid#???#character design
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I'll either succeed or I'll learn trying
#I wanna REMEMBER THIS!!!!!!!!#its helpful for me to keep in mind#not failing. learning#learning. learning makes failures into something worthwhile#grimacing as I repeat this to myself#text post#delete later#idk saying it cause it made me be like heh. nice#so idk might make someone else be like hm... nice#so LAMGOMSAGKLSAJGALKGJASLKGMSALKGJ#there is not much thought behind the things I post there's just not really much thought in general#honestly that is not true#I overthing everything. on account of the anxiety#but it's all good#speaking of the doc gave me an anti anxiety med on top of the adhd thing#so that's cool#seems to be working though..#she told me I could up the dose and I might do that in like a week if it feels like hrmm#I asked for all the instructions about starting stopping upping lowering or changing the time I take things#cause yknow. those things matter and I like to experiment to figure out whats best for me#this has nothing to do with the post#also they messed up my order again#i only got 180 books#bro theres 120 more#where are they#give me my books!!! please!!!!!!!1#I'll wait til tomorrow#its possible they just didnt fit on the truck. thats completely reasonable
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âitâs just a warmup sketch,â i say to myself. âiâm just gonna warm up on shading and coloring. iâm just warming up on anatomy.â my spine crackles from sitting in shrimp stance for 2 hours. âjust to warm up.â
#dairydraws#epithet erased#molly blyndeff#prison of plastic#jelloapocalypse#epithet erased prison of plastic#eepop#digital painting#molly is really fun to practice drawing hair on but i do kinda feel like iâm fighting against the skin tone in her ref whenever i draw her#i donât even necessarily feel like i favor warmer or more saturated tones in general but idk#something about the color in her ref doesnât mesh right with my painting style#i should try painting her lit in cooler toned light that might help#i was drawing her crying and then changed my mind#but i forgot to erase the little snot bubble. so i guess molly has a runny nose#the reason i got so carried away is almost definitely because the cafe im in is playing such slow relaxing music#i usually listen to pretty upbeat stuff when i draw#and it motivates me to go fairly fast. but i was just kinda enjoying myself and going with the rhythm of the lowfi beatstrumentals#this is a great cafe. the masala chai here fucking shreds#itâs so cardamom heavy and baby do i love cardamom#you know a tea at a cafe is good if drinking the stuff leftover at the bottom gets a lil grit in ur mouth#molly deserves a warm cup of masala chai frankly#paintings
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kenadian design because i binged all his videos recently
#kenadian#this design will probably change in the future#like i was on the fence about adding a scar to his face because of the mask#but i ended up not doing it#but idk#i might change my mind who knows#my art#my designs
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âput me on a pedestal and iâll only disappoint you
tell me iâm exceptional, and i promise to exploit you
gimme all your money, and iâll make some origami honey!
i think youâre a joke!!! âŚbut i donât find you very
fuuuuuuu~nyyyâ
More tagr art!!! Assorted stuff this time! Featuring some cute chibi stuff. Some solo gazâs, a lil uhhh. Comic of an altercation.. and a very belated Halloween pic I started drawing last Halloween and didnt finish lol. Also featuring lyrics from pedestrian at best cuz that song rllly rlly fits my ver of tak lol.
#invader zim#gaz membrane#invader tak#tagr#iz tak#iz gaz#tak#doodles#there toxic yuri!!! theyâre all over the place!!! tak is tsundere insane alien who fueled by revenge itâs gonna be rough!#I think. there relationship would slowly grow and develop as gaz is helping tak w all her injuries#but I think theyâd end up having a true true falling out sometime after take fully healed and gets her ship back.#and theyâd be split up for a few years maybe? idk how long Iâd want it to be. but! yeah.#absence makes the heart grow fonder and makes u realize how fucking stupid u are#and eventually theyâd reunite and shit would be better lol#I donât want them to be at each others throats forever thatâd suck lol#theyre just definitely are moments where there at each others throats in the beginning#but they r also moments.. where they both feel true belonging and acceptance. like they never have before⌠and it blows there lil mindsâŚ#I also dO want gaz to go into space at some point w tak cuz thatâd be fucking awesome#after they reunite again they can go explore the universe a bit#these r all very half baked ideas btw and also my brains mush cuz ive been drawing all day#so please excuse if said ideas suck. also please excuse all the typos lol#I might change my mind on the them separating idk⌠or maybe make it a shorter amount of time⌠idk!! I havent thought thru all this shit lol#itâs not like Iâm gonna write a story or actually make a comic Iâm just drawing random fanart#I donât need to have all these thoughts all solidified lol
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loving reminder as someone who struggles with food: you are allowed to add joy to your food. you are allowed to add a little joy even if itâs a tiny thing, something silly or something weird. you are allowed to do it whenever you want, as many times as you want. anything that makes food easier and more enjoyable for you is worth it!! itâs your food, you can decide what to do with it!! you can add rainbow sprinkles to your ice cream. you can cut your food into little heart shapes. you can pack your snacks into cute little bento boxes. it is not pointless or childish, it is an effective and active coping tool that you are allowed to use.
give yourself a little joy. the little things add up.
#even if itâs just a teeny tiny thing itâs sooo helpful to get just a little bit of excitement out of ur meal!!#you are allowed to do it!! if itâs âpointlessâ then whatâs the point in denying yourself from it??#Iâm being so serious like. put stickers on your air fryer. put your meals into cute containers even if you donât need them.#cut your food up into little cute pieces if you have the spoons for it. buy yourself Dino nuggies.#try to have at least one thing to look forward to in every meal even if itâs just a little piece of candy#just!! change things up!! be self indulgent!!! you are worth it and anything that helps you be healthy is worth it!!!#there are no rules!!!! you are allowed to be kind to yourself!!#anyways. donât mind my rambling. Iâm just trying to romanticize my own struggles rn#and itâs genuinely been very interesting to learn what helps and how my brain works!!!#idk I just think about it a lot. it means a lot to me rn.#also before anyone tells me I piss on the poor. obviously my experiences are not universal and will not apply to everyone#things that work for me might not work for you and thatâs ok!! I wish you luck I love u!!!#tw ed#just a teensy implication#gem donât look#arfid
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fukaflower sketch thing
#my art#vocaloid#vflower#fukase#fukase vocaloid#fukaflower#fukase x vflower#sketch#i was originally gonna make this into an actual drawing but idk I changed my mind ig lol#I feel like I might delete this later tbh if i end up not liking it anymore but idk
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some more aa wof au stuff for cringetober day 3 (fandom au!!). ive been messing with my apollo for this au for way too long trying to come up with a design i liked so uh!! his design might change in the future if i end up doing more with this au idk.
bonus: young thalassa
#the first trucy note is shortened btw#the original note was 'is she a hybrid? is she albino? is she just weird? its not like im ever going to draw zak!'#anyways apollo doesnt realize he has nightwing abilities#does he even know hes half nightwing? he might have suspicions but its not like he knows his parents#anyways he probably thinks his bracelet is animus touched and thats how he has those abilities#<- (can you tell it was originally animus touched before i changed my mind on that. can you.)#i have a lot of thoughts about this au i need to do more with it#anyways they both take after their mom a lot i think. that was only semi intentional#i think when i was designing thalassa originally i wanted her to look like how i wanted to do apollo?#idk this thalassa design is actually pretty old#if youve been following me long enough to have seen the drawing shes from when it dropped uh. im sorry bgfrdbg#au#doodles#wings of fire#ace attorney#apollo justice#trucy wright#thalassa gramarye#nightwing#skywing#cringetober#cringetober 2024
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Felt like drawing my wizardâs long-suffering aunt Avaline. Sheâs the only one who gets any work done around there
#oc#original character#original character art#oc art#ocs#she gets tea bc Iâve been drinking tea#debated giving her freckles but idk. might change my mind later#oh I forgot her rings too. oh well#finn wip#avaline roselorre#candlesart
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How easy it was to blame all these misadventures the Achaeans suffered upon their homecoming on a man in revenge for his son.
Yes, we know what Palamedes did, and we know that he deserved it. We know that the disaster near Cape Caphereus did happen, and Nauplius was the one behind this. But we have not learned of anything else about the other part of Naupliusâs revenge from any sources earlier than pseudo-Apollodorusâs Epitome (and we know that the entire chapter 6 of Epitome is very likely tampered by Tzetzes already). Since, to be fair, Homer wasnât the only one who neglected all this resettlement of Achaean heroes.
There was no mention of the name ��Naupliusâ in Proclusâs summary of the epic Nostoi, and the only chance for him to show up is in âthe description of the storm around the Capherian rocksâ. We know that Nauplius would make an appearance in the Nostoi through, again, pseudo-Apollodorus. But nothing more. The corruption of Argive wives did not happen in the Epic Cycle, and both the Nostoi and the Odyssey did not elaborate on any exile of any Achaean leader especially Diomedes.
And Aegialeia was still a steadfast wife of Diomedes in Homerâs epics. And Clytemnestra could still find her justice in her lament for Iphigeneia in Aeschylusâs and Euripidesâs plays. Any role Nauplius could play in this would be redundantâprudent Aegialeia simply wouldnât comply, and Clytemnestra wouldnât need him to convince her.
So, why the attribution then? A likely explanation would be the attempt to connect the hero with those foundation myths in places outside the Mainland Greece like Magna Graecia. And what better way to get the hero there than exile? And what better way to exile a hero than the betrayal of their wife if they had one? (Well there are better ways but you know what I mean) The thing is, why did it have to be Nauplius? I mean, the tragedy at Cape Caphereus was infamous indeed. I could totally see people blaming Nauplius the Wrecker for more things than simply lighting a false beacon and throwing rocks. So now we have our avenger Nauplius traveling around Greece contriving the corruption of Argive wives and causing shipwreck for the returned fleet and in some versions even bringing false news to Anticleia which led to her suicide (again, not the version in the Odyssey)âŚNauplius just seemed to be such a convenient device to connect these events.
But does that have to be the only case for their nostoi? I mean, Homer certainly did not include anything about this exile in his epics, and we could totally have our Nauplius simply causing shipwreck, without messing up with other heroesâ families. Is it tragic? Certainly. But in the meantime, it is cathartic. Heroes like Diomedes, Idomeneus, Philoctetes still get to stay in their homeland, even if itâs just in a few versionsâone of them being Homerâs version.
#Yes how do you know I have a problem with Epitomeâs account of the nostoi#It just feels like it has taken something away from the very story I enjoy#Idk. Might rant abt it some other time#Still I know that thereâre people who enjoy this version of the nostoi and Iâm certainly not dissing them and you can still love them#Especially Diomedesâs Italian wanderings (in this caseâincluding me) which could be a lot easier for it to happen with Aegialeiaâs betrayal#But ykwâŚsomething in book 5 of the Iliad and book 4 of the Odyssey changed my mind and now I stan DioLia with no regret#tagamemnon#greek mythology#the odyssey#the iliad#homerâs odyssey#posthomerica#diomedes#nauplius#the epic cycle#aeschylus#euripides#trojan war#LyculÄŤ sermĹnÄs
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#might disappear from here for a little bit... i havent decided yet i might come back immediately lol#im just doing... so bad. worse than ever. idk how i'll make it...#being so incredibly lonely only makes it harder to be anywhere that's social where i can witness all the human connection i lack#but yeah... ^-^#maybe i'll change my mind soon maybe i'll just.. disappear for real but we'll see#either way i'll still be on insta & goodreads if anyone wanna interact there c:#i have lots of scheduled posts tho so if i disappear they'll still come#and maybe i'll be back later today sksksk who knows omg đ
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